#myminddontstop

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When I was locked away I did it alone and I did this on my own and if ur not with me now ur not going to be in the future b/c my mind don’t stop and my grind don’t stop @casanova_2x 💯💯💯 #myminddontstop #mygrinddontstop #alwayscountcash #alwayscountit (at Sirius XM Satellite Radio) https://www.instagram.com/p/BmfJRwRhQmJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=uas0qsjqcf4i

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Don't have me f*cked up

I really don't care about this but I think I really do. It pisses me off so much when someone texts you, then you get round to replying but then they don't text back for a while. See I do think this "ergh text me back" thing is childish coz I'll easily text if I want to talk but I'm somehow getting affected. This. is. not. ok. I'm never like this and that's probably why I hate it now. Rather the person didn't text me at all than do that. He obviously has me fucked up. Saying that i probs wouldn't want that either ffs. What Is life.

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Child Abuse makes me so sick

Physically & Emotionally Sick.

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One step at a time👣

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Of all days

Today well yesterday technically was your birthday. We don't talk like before because yeah my fault I didn't want it like that so I guess we can't have it any other way. I was this close to wishing you happy birthday which to me is easily done. I mean a quick happy birthday text? I literally typed it but I couldn't bring myself to send it. Coincidently yesterday morning I saw somethings that you wrote before somewhere ages ago which had me feeling some type of way. Like ew no. I know you're not like that now, well don't seem like it but still ew. What I read was something I would never ever write or expect someone like you to ever write so publicly. Every other line was a move to some girl or mention of something inappropriate. I literally felt ew and my stomach turned. This probably had a great deal to do with me not texting you because well I don't want to go there. Fair play be nasty but not like that ew. It's passed now so happy belated birthday.

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Throwback to Kenya

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Right, so I believe i've entered that phase. I want to get married and do all that cute family jazz. This is probably the first time I'm all for it, usually i'm preoccupied with other things. I don't mean getting married asap, more like soon. Id like to meet someone I fully get on with unlike in the past. Lord knows the pressure is on for me but people don't really phase me. May Allah make it easy & bless me with someone I can be 1hunnid with so we can be 2hunnid together and have 4hunnid kids, Ameen

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I will indirect you. And you will see it.

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ISAIDAHUTALAGASOLINA YADAYADAYADAGASOLINA

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Hide and seek yo!

I love kids and all that but I must admit there is one thing I dislike. That moment when I decide to play hide and seek with them and all they do is follow me to my hiding spot or make where I'm hiding quite obvious to the person counting. This has become one of things I silently note to self and continue with life.

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My mind dont stop

Today as I was walking there was a cone in my path so usually I'd walk past it but no..today I threw one leg over as to jump over it. I did this about six hours ago and I still feel like an absolute idiot for doing it. Like why didn't I just walk past it? Things my conscience likes to make sure I never do again.

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*Me When I Get Married*

(InshaAllah) Someone: *touches/pushes me* Me: Nishike pole pole mi nibibi ya mwenyewe* -Everyday.

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Kind Hearted Soul

The other day I met the loveliest lady ever. I was in a public toilet at the mirrors mind my own, when this lady comes out of the loo and starts talking to me. She started with a compliment, something like "you're beautiful you don't need any make up". I obviously responded politely like "aw thank you, you're beautiful too". I thought the conversation would end there but nope she was on mission. She said so many lovely things amongst others..she told me I am way more than any guy deserves and I need to know my worth. She also mentioned that if she received the advice she was telling me shed be somewhere different/better. She also said I didn't look stuck up and thats why she felt comfortable telling me all that she did. She was honestly the loveliest lady ever, its been over a week now and what she said still rings in my head. I don't know her and probably won't see her again but I hope she has an amazing life and gets every good thing she hopes for.

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No going back once I do.

Ooh boy, I love you so Never, ever, ever gonna let you go Once I get my hands on you.