#slylystillmissyou

[myminddontstop]

Of all days

Today well yesterday technically was your birthday. We don't talk like before because yeah my fault I didn't want it like that so I guess we can't have it any other way. I was this close to wishing you happy birthday which to me is easily done. I mean a quick happy birthday text? I literally typed it but I couldn't bring myself to send it. Coincidently yesterday morning I saw somethings that you wrote before somewhere ages ago which had me feeling some type of way. Like ew no. I know you're not like that now, well don't seem like it but still ew. What I read was something I would never ever write or expect someone like you to ever write so publicly. Every other line was a move to some girl or mention of something inappropriate. I literally felt ew and my stomach turned. This probably had a great deal to do with me not texting you because well I don't want to go there. Fair play be nasty but not like that ew. It's passed now so happy belated birthday.