#my writing: joe gomez

[pearlprincess02]

1st house synastry playlist

mirrored vibes - 1st house synastry (playlist) / outer planets / asteroids

for when their sun is in your first house:

"can't smile without you" - carpenters / "lean on me" - bill withers / "i wanna dance with somebody (who loves me)" - whitney houston / "halo" - beyonce / "let it be" - the beatles /

for when your sun is in their first house:

"count on me" - bruno mars / "a sky full of stars" - coldplay / "signed, sealed, delivered (i'm yours)" - stevie wonder / "better together" - jack johnson / "i'm your man" - leonard cohen /

for when their moon is in your first house:

"hallelujah" - leonard cohen / "fix you" - coldplay / "what a wonderful world" - louis armstrong / "can't help falling in love" - elvis presley / "i see your true colors" - cyndi lauper /

for when your moon is in their first house:

"how you remind me" - nickelback / "vulnerable" - selena gomez / "my heart will go on" - celine dion / "you've got a friend in me" - randy newman / "i'm gonna be (500 miles)" - the proclaimers /

for when their mercury is in your first house:

"thinking out loud" - ed sheeran / "mr. blue sky" - electric light orchestra / "let's go crazy" - prince / "thinking of you" - katy perry / "hey jude" - the beatles /

for when your mercury is in their first house:

"teach your children" - crosby, stills, nash, & young / "keep talking" - pink floyd / "rhapsody in blue" - george gershwin / "i write sins not tragedies" - panic! at the disco / "hey ya!" - outkast /

for when their venus is in your first house:

"crazy in love" - beyonce (feat. jay-z) / "a thousand years" - christina perri / "make you feel my love" - adele / "perfect" - ed sheeran / "you're so beautiful" - joe cocker /

for when your venus is in their first house:

"you're the one that i want" - grease / "this must be the place (naive melody)" - talking heads / "you've got the love" - florence + the machine / "mirrors" - justin timberlake / "because you loved me" - celine dion /

for when their mars is in your first house:

"livin' on a prayer" - bon jovi / "we will rock you" - queen / "eye of the tiger" - survivor / "titanium" - david guetta (feat. sia) / "fighter" - christina aguilera /

for when your mars is in their first house:

"war" - edwin starr / "bad to the bone" - george thorogood & the destroyers / "danger zone" - kenny loggins / "you shook me all night long" - ac/dc / "lose yourself" - eminem /

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[forthegothicheroine]

My 12 best fanfics

Multiple people have tagged me to post my 10 best fanfics! I did 12 so that I could easily format a bunch of Penguin Classics covers for them. If you write fic and haven't done this yet, consider yourself tagged!

Darkest Timeline: My infamous Evil Lancelot series which I wrote in a quarantine-induced brain spiral, for which I am still expecting the Arthuriana fandom to excommunicate me. Please read the warnings, this is an emotional Dead Dove Do Not Eat.

Bride of Thorns: Morticia the gothic heroine marries Gomez the brooding hero.

The Most Poetical Topic: Jonathan "Scarecrow" Crane makes a date with a cute bookseller. Original Character Do Not Steal!

The Mel Brooks Cameo in Twin Peaks: Audrey Horne visits an old Jewish gangster. Mel Brooks worked with David Lynch on The Elephant Man, so what if they had continued their partnership?

Sir Wishbone and the Bad Day: A Wishbone episode about Sir Gawain and the Green Knight. Joe getting his first detention is just like having to meet a guy to get your head cut off!

Opera Fantastique: Christine's bad reincarnation memories from the 1989 Phantom of the Opera film are just beginning.

Et in Arcadia Ego: A folk horror episode of The Prisoner. Is Six in the sway of black magic or just hallucinogens and manipulation?

Beware the Beetle: Batman has to read The Beetle by Richard Marsh when someone starts doing Beetle-themed crimes. Written for @bluestockingbaby's wonderful idea!

Gentle Wolves: A fairy tale-style confrontation between Vulpes Inculta, Craig Boone and the Courier. A fan favorite on the Fallout Kink Meme.

The Dream Journal of Lucy Westenra: Lucy has pleasant dreams of a romantic visitor which soon turn much less pleasant. My response to the idea that Lucy was 'asking for it'.

Alice in Camelot: Reading Arthurian legends can feel like reading Alice in Wonderland. Alice herself questions the logic.

Nyarlathotep: A Midrash: Moses's Pharaoh was Nyarlathotep, and Moses's miracles were dark and strange. One way or another, his people will be freed.

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who i write for:

football: alisson becker, joe gomez, virgil van dijk, ibrahima konate, kostas tsimikas, andy robertson, trent alexander arnold, curtis jones, dominik szoboszlai, ryan gravenberch, cody gakpo, darwin nunez, jude bellingham, christian pulisic, marcus rashford, levi colwill, ben chilwell, deli ali, jadon sancho, mason mount, kylian mbappe, kai havertz, joao felix, pablo gavi, pedri gonzalez, frenkie de jong, gio reyna, jobe bellingham

formula one: lewis hamilton, george russell, max verstappen, charles leclerc, carlos sainz jr, lando norris, oscar piastri, daniel ricciardo, lance stroll, alex albon, logan sargeant, yuki tsuoda, esteban ocon, pierre gasly, zhou guyanu, mick schumacher, sebastian vettel, jenson button, arthur leclerc

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[notyouraryang0dd3ss]

Ok, I’ll guess I’ll just be the Hiddles anon. Lol since my hatred for her really geared up bc of her involvement with him.

Anyway. So wait. She cheated on Joe??? That’s like the third time she’s cheated, if I’m not mistaken.

She cheated on Calvin — or at least there was an overlap — with Tom Hiddleston. Then she insinuated in her shit music, that she used Tom as a rebound or cover bc she actually wanted Joe (she met them both around the same time at the Met Gala in 2016). And she used Joe to “prove” how private she really was bc she blamed Tom for their “romance” being so out there.

The man would travel between London and various places in America without a peep, but, sure, Jan.

Their breakup always cracks me up bc he was supposed to fly from LA to the east coast somewhere to meet back up with her. On her plane. They had paps on the tarmac in LA to show him getting on the plane. Then they had paps waiting with her on the east coast to catch them reuniting. Except when the plane landed no one got out. So she went and climbed onboard. A few minutes passed and she came stomping out of the plane mad as a hornet and shooed the paps away. Word got out that he decided after his awkward and uncomfortable appearance at ComicCon some time before that (when he literally said the words “Taylor Swift and I are in love” 🙄) that he didn’t want to be a part of this PR nightmare anymore. So he didn’t get on the plane. And to add insult to injury, it was said he left a small gift bag on one of the seats. Inside it? A self-help book for getting over narcissism. 🤣🤣🤣 He popped up like a week later in London near where he lived. Proving he can get around without anyone noticing him.

During this PRship is when I really got an idea of how she operates and controls her image. She has a three month plan: the “outing,” so to speak (pix on the rocks kissing with Hiddles), being seen out and about (them kissing and touring in time and other places), pix with his family (they walked on the beach near his mother’s home with his mother, sister, and young niece), and then her supporting her friends (they attended a Selena Gomez concert fighter….he looked like a dad accompanying his daughter and her friends 🤦🏽‍♀️). She also has scripts for what her partner is supposed to say. I’ve heard he kept them and he and his friends would sit around (after they broke up) and read them out loud and laugh their asses off at the terrible writing. It’s probably why he sounded so wooden and uncomfortable when he spoke about her during the, what I call, Snakebite of Summer 2016. The rumors were she was trying to get him to take her to the Emmys that September but he didn’t want to.

Anyway…yeah I have a lot of intel from those days 😂 (sorry for the long ass ask!)

hiddleswift lore? in MY inbox? in 2024? it’s more likely than you think! I love this rundown thank you for explaining it!

She’s cheated 3 times and she’s still the victim in all her music? HOW? And how the hell did she convince her fans too?

So she cheated on Calvin with Tom to get with…Joe? This is so manipulative. I hate feeling bad for men but she genuinely makes me feel bad for her exes. She’s awful. If he actually left the self help book, he’s so funny for that. It’s been 8 years and she still hasn’t changed.

Your analysis of her PR relationships is on point! I see the same thing happening with Kelce. With the release of this album it feels like she’s intentionally fizzling out their romance. The scripts make sense because all of her partners sound the same when talking about her. How miserable she must be knowing all the love her partners have for her is fabricated.

[thatgayb1tchwhosimps4her]

Yo, so this is what I was yapping about in this post here; enjoy reading, I guess (not really sure how I was supposed to plot it out, ykwim??).

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Basic Stuff;

Name: Thalia Leola Vidal. 'Thalia' meaning to blossom/flourish (also as in Thalia Grace). 'Leola' meaning lioness; loyal (as said here) + has Latin(a) origins. (And according to this, apparently 'Vidal' means devil, sooooo).

Alias: Jinx (definitely not stolen off Jinx from Arcane).

Age(s I'd write her as): 0-18/118 (going by Hotel Transylvania logic).

Gender/Pronouns/Sexuality: Fluid, usually She/Her, Bisexual.

Powers/Skills: Chaos magic, clairvoyance, knife throwing (curtesy of Rio), magic absorption (??), martial arts/self-defence, + teleportation.

S/O: Atlas Parker/Spider-Boy (OC). More on him here.

Appearance: Brown hair + brown eyes. Face Claim: Jules Lee (as Amanda Fix).

Her aesthetic:

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Parents: Agatha Harkness (mama) and Rio Vidal/Lady Death (mamí). Their ('s and Thalia's) aesthetic:

(Pic 1): Rio + Thalia. (Pic 2): Agatha, Nicky + Rio. (Pic 3): Agatha + Thalia.

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Sibling/Twin Brother: Nicholas Alejandro Harkness. His (and Thalia's) aesthetic:

Appearance: Brown hair, blue eyes.

(For all intents and purposes, he's gonna be a Harkness, cause I keep seeing him as the dude from 'Chilling Adventures of Sabrina').

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Pet: Kojo the Golden Retriever. Thalia's guide dog for general + clairvoyance-related anxiety.

(Pic 1): Handsome Boy. (Pic 2): Big Stick. (Pic 3): Kojo as Dumbo, ft Nicky's slippers.

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Friend group: America Chavez (Xochitl Gomez), Lyla Romanoff/Nova Widow (OC), Billy Maximoff/Wiccan (Joe Locke), Tommy Maximoff/Speed (Judah Lewis), Kamala Khan/Ms Marvel (Iman Vellani), Elijah 'Eli' Bradley/Patriot (Elijah Richardson), Peter Parker/Spider-Man (Tom Holland), Theodore 'Teddy' Altman/Hulking (Billy's bf) and Cassandra 'Cassie' Lang/Stature (Kathryn Newton).

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I think that's it, I might add some more stuff to this later on, but it'll just be like my imagination going a bit wild, and yeah. Let me know if you have any questions/requests, and I'll do my best to answer them.

-Harlow

[lfcslut]

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all of my works are eighteen plus only! minors, please do not interact. requests are open. i write for all of the players listed below, but if you are curious as to whether i wrote for a specific player, feel free to just ask! i always welcome feedback, comments, and reblogs. my inbox is always open. i only ask that you be kind. ❤

smut ❍ | fluff ❥ | angst ✶

hakim ziyech

⇢ my mistakes were made for you ❍✶

⇢ quarter-final surprise ❥

⇢ no touching ❍

trent alexander arnold

⇢ your turn ❍

joe gomez

⇢ on the table ❍

yassine bounou

⇢ pampered ❥

kylian mbappe

⇢ golden (part one ✶) (part two ✶)

⇢ trust ❥✶

[wyntersecret-a]

Main muse

Landon Bartholomew Wynter. journalist. het. fc: penn badgley 30-34 main. 32-36 film. 22-26 college. nights poet verse. beast boi verse. vamp verse. paranormal investigator verse. royal au. twin au.

Secondary Muse

Lance Tyberius Wynter. architect. het. fc: penn badgley 30-34 twin au.

Hub + Connection Muses

Veronica Allen. model. 33. bi. fc: teyonah parris

Daniel Baker. adult flm star. 32. gay. fc: david anders - @stvrlyte

Dawn Black. adult film star. former model. 31. gay. fc: kristen stewart

Kurt Burrows. historian & genealogist. 33. bi. fc: andrew west unknown half brother of Landon Wynter

Claudia Chen. actress. 32. het. fc: gemma chan

Lavinia Cortez. horror host. producer of toxic talk. actress. 27. bi. fc: sofia carson

Esmeralda Domingo. executive of diamond casino. 33. bi. fc: shay mitchell default gf of Landon in non ship verses

Emeline Entwistle. actress. 31. het. fc: blake lively

Tobias Fairchild. producer. majestic studios. 38. bi. fc: ed speleers

Holland Frost. dr of tech sciences, robotics & dna engineering. frost synthetics. 46. bi. fc: sarah paulson

Harold Graves. psychiatrist. 41. demi. fc: hugh dancy. Landon Wynter's therapist

Natalie Hill. lipstick gossip. tabloid journalist. 31. bi. fc: zoe kravitz former best friend of Jade Winthrope.

Susan Horowitz. ruby casino. businesswoman. 31. bi. fc: carlson young

Ophelia Keal. aspiring actress. socialite. 26. het. fc: tilly keeper

Mark Lansing. news anchor. film agent (hollywood verse only) 31. het. fc: chace crawford

Gloria Mancini. assistant exec. lipstick gossip. 30. het. fc: dakota johnson close friend of Natalie Hill

Cassandra Porter. boutique fresh cosmetics. influencer. yt beauty guru. 36. bi. fc: zazie beetz

Maxwell Rainier. town council. Rainier Farm. 54. bi. fc: michael sheen. father of Marley Jane Rainier Cypress Falls Resident @xwildheart

Miranda Royce. fashion designer. 29. bi. fc: nicola peltz daughter of Holland Frost - @godccmplex

Marigold Sinclaire. failed starlet. waitress. 34. bicurious. fc: amanda seyfried - american money plot @xwildheart

Brooke Stevens. kroq radio station. 24. bi. fc: joey king Cypress Falls Resident

Brett Sutton. radio dj. true crime podcaster. 31. bi. fc: jack quaid

Maya Tran. production assistant. cosmic vault. 35-40. bi. fc: maggie q

Jade Winthrope. forensic tech. 30. het. fc: shailene woodley

Florence Anton Wynter. novelist. freelance web writer. 56. bi. fc: michelle gomez

Request Muses

Joe Goldberg. bookstore manager. 31. het. fc: penn badgley - canon divergent in areas

Camilla Luna. oceanographer. ocean ways institute. 28. fc: lindsey morgan fiancée of Lance Wynter in twin au. (all interactions take place prior to her accidental drowning )

Hub & Connection muses are for established importance to Landon in his particular verses and/or have established things with other writers. Request muses are low activity but would love to see interaction. Only one is a canon but I write it my way and diverge. The other is deceased but still available for prior plots involving Lance.

[lovesongbracket]

Reminder: Vote based on the song, not the artist or specific recording! The tracks referenced are the original artist, aside from a few rare cases where a cover is the most widely known.

Lyrics, videos, info, and notable covers under the cut. (Spotify playlist available in pinned post)

Love You Like a Love Song

Written By: Adam Schmalholz, Antonia Armato & Tim James

Artist: Selena Gomez & The Scene

Released: 2011

“Love You Like a Love Song” was released as the second single from When the Sun Goes Down. It was Selena Gomez & the Scene’s most successful single in the United States, lasting the longest on the Billboard Hot 100 of any of the band’s singles and eventually being certified double-platinum by the RIAA. In 2011, Gomez revealed the inspiration behind the song to E! News: “This song is fun and I wanted it to be really high fashion and different and I think we have accomplished that. It’s basically talking about how crazy you are about someone whenever it’s the beginning. It’s the honeymoon stage if you will.”

[Verse 1] It's been said and done Every beautiful thought's been already sung And I guess right now, here's another one So your melody will play on and on with the best of 'em You are beautiful Like a dream come alive, incredible A centerfold miracle, lyrical You saved my life again [Pre-Chorus] And I want you to know, baby [Chorus] I, I love you like a love song, baby I, I love you like a love song, baby I, I love you like a love song, baby And I keep hitting repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat (Oh) I, I love you like a love song, baby (Oh) I, I love you like a love song, baby (Oh) I, I love you like a love song, baby (Oh) And I keep hitting repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat [Verse 2] Constantly Boy, you play through my mind like a symphony There's no way to describe what you do to me You just do to me what you do And it feels like I've been rescued I've been set free I am hypnotized by your destiny You are magical, lyrical, beautiful, you are [Pre-Chorus] And I want you to know, baby [Chorus] I, I love you like a love song, baby I, I love you like a love song, baby I, I love you like a love song, baby And I keep hitting repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat (Oh) I, I love you like a love song, baby I, I love you like a love song, baby I, I love you like a love song, baby (I love you) (I love you, like a love song) And I keep hitting repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat [Bridge] No one compares You stand alone to every record I own Music to my heart, that's what you are A song that goes on and on [Chorus] I, I love you like a love song, baby (Oh-oh-oh) I, I love you like a love song, baby (I love you) I, I love you like a love song, baby (I love you) And I keep hitting repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat (Like a love song, like a love song) I, I love you like a love song, baby (I love ya) I, I love you like a love song, baby (I love ya) I, I love you like a love song, baby (I love you) I love you like a love song

I Don't Want to Miss a Thing

Written By: Diane Warren

Artist: Aerosmith

Released: 1998

“I Don’t Want to Miss a Thing” was Aerosmith’s first number one song. It was featured in the movie Armageddon, which starred Steven Tyler’s daughter, Liv Tyler. U2 was originally asked to perform this song for the movie—the idea for Aerosmith performing it only came after Liv was cast. Aerosmith’s guitarist Joe Perry explained to Classic Rock magazine in 2002: “At the time, we just didn’t have the time to settle down and do it. We were out on the road, so they brought us in to see the movie and said ‘here’s the song, this is where it fits into the movie, you can do it if you want.’ So we were in the studio within the next three days cutting it. And yeah, we do wish that we’d had a little more time, so that we could have had a shot at writing it, but it was perfect timing. The song was great, people loved it, and I don’t think people care that much who wrote it.” Spinner claims that songwriter Diane Warren intended the song to be for Celine Dion.

[Verse 1] I could stay awake just to hear you breathin' Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure [Chorus] Don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you (Even when I dream) The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing [Verse 2] Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wonderin' if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together And I just wanna stay with you In this moment forever Forever and ever [Chorus] I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you (Even when I dream) The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing [Bridge] I don't wanna miss one smile I don't wanna miss one kiss Well, I just wanna be with you Right here with you, just like this I just wanna hold you close I feel your heart so close to mine And just stay here in this moment For all the rest of time Yeah (Yeah) Yeah (Yeah) Yeah! [Chorus] Don't wanna close my eyes Don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you (Even when I dream) The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing [Chorus] I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing [Outro] Don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep, yeah I don't wanna miss a thing

[footballffbarbiex]

i dont want to go into 2024 with things left over. therefore i want to finally finish a challange i'd set myself four years ago in particular and actually get it finished and i'll probably include it in the kink bingo / kinktober which i’m also determined to finish. 

below are the ones that are outstanding. now, i don’t want to write about players that no-one gives a shit about anymore so i’m bringing it to you to choose who you want to replace these with. i’ve crossed out the anto ones but left them there so you can see what he has because i’m not budging on those ones. i will die on my anto hill. i will go down on his dick ship. 

please send me a player for the others and if you have an idea for it, let me know. Bold now means it’s taken

Dom/sub – Mats Hummels (Was Ricardo Quaresma.)

Rimming / anal - Corentin Tolisso.

69 – Joe Gomez ( was Andre Silva)

In public place – Virgil van Dijk (was Rafinha Alcantara)

On the floor - Erling Haaland (was Kylian Mbappe)

Morning lazy sex - John Stones (was Paulo Dybala)

Outdoors, woods, parks, gardens - Rodrigo De Paul (was Marco Asensio.)

Your own kink – Antoine Griezmann. 

Trying new position - Kylian Mbappé ft Hakimi

With toys – Antoine Griezmann. 

Boring sex – Reece James (was Roman Burk)i. 

Rough, biting, scratching – Ruben Dias 

Role playing – Antoine Griezmann.

With food – Dele Alli 

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November Wrap Up! 📚📖🍁

My favorite of the month was Sheine Lende!

Moon of the Turning Leaves by Waubgeshig Rice- 4.5⭐️

Venco by Cherie Dimaline- 4⭐️

Falling Back in Love with Being Human: Letters to Lost Souls by Kai Cheng Thom- 5⭐️

Trail of Lightning by Rebecca Roanhorse- 2.5⭐️

Two Tribes by Emily Bowen Cohen- 4.5⭐️

Fry Bread: A Native American Family Story by Kevin Noble Maillard and Juana Martinez-Neal- 5⭐️

White Horse by Erika T Wurth- 4⭐️

Rez Dogs by Joseph Bruchac- 4⭐️

Sheine Lende by Darcie Little Badger- 5⭐️

The Tale of the Body Theif by Anne Rice- 2.5⭐️

Survivng the City by Natasha Donovan and Tasha Spillett- 5⭐️

Indigenous Writes: A Guide to First Nations, Métis, and Inuit Issues in Canada by Chelsea Vowel- 5⭐️

The Gilda Stories by Jewelle Gomez- 5⭐️

Custer Died for Your Sins: An Indian Manifesto by Vine Deloria Jr- 4⭐️

I've Been Here All the While: Black Freedom on Native Land by Alaina E Roberts- 5⭐️

The Book of Bill by Alex Hirsch- 4.5⭐️

Hawaii's Story by Hawaii's Queen by Lili'uokalani- 5⭐️

These Olive Trees by Aya Ghanameh- 5⭐️

This Wound is a World by Billy-Ray Belcourt- 5⭐️

Palestine by Joe Sacco- 3.5⭐️

How I Became a Ghost: A Choctaw Trail of Tears Story by Tim Tingle- 2.5⭐️

Take Us to Your Chief and Other Stories by Drew Hayden Taylor- 3.5⭐️

Remember by Joy Harjo and Michaela Goade- 5⭐️

Sugar Falls: A Residential School Story by David A Robertson- 5⭐️

Elatsoe by Darcie Little Badger- 5⭐️ (Reread)

A Minor Chorus by Billy-Ray Belcourt- 5⭐️

Sarah Ponakey, Storycatcher and Âhâsiw's Forrest Powwow by Sita MacMillan- 4⭐️

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October 2006

October 2, 2006

“buzz's girlfriend, woof!”

(gomez and morticia).my friend told me, there are veins in brooklyn sick of the constant knocking on them like a door.if i look up the lights in houses look like stars in the sky, only if i squint hard enough. if you had told me where wed be three years ago i would have laughed it off.i am sure i will do the same in three years when i am making wishes from some gutter somewhere.i want to be the last thing you think of at nighttime.i tapped out, i blacked out.you knew we couldnt last.its funny how we only focus on our flaws."please tell me the truth, i am addicted to it".i got new boots so id never get cold feet-on thin ice or at the altar.listening to this record i cant wait to get back on the road. it feels like home.and sometimes this feels like some strange family we have built- we are planning a run of small shows right now- and something better."when you are very old and very lonely you will understand".its designed deep inside of us to be the opposite of what we are, i thank god for the bands, movies, and hearts that make me want to become something better than i am.your heart beat gets me through the day.

October 2, 2006

“the strange familiarity.”

what would a fisherman do without fish?

what would the depressed do without depression?

the movie "closer" is far more true to how things are then anything i have ever written.

i was designed to break your heart. my only real crime is my obsession with documenting it.

and maybe the way i still love you after the flash on the camera cools off.

"lying is the currency of the world"

- xo

October 5, 2006

“joe says the puppy has hillbilly teeth.”

if i was a judge id only hand out run-on sentences.california feels like the body of the world.and los angeles is its varicose veins.leaves wont turn orange here.or at least theyre putting up a fight.emerald city downtown girl.i called shotgun on everything you do.im sorry, its true.asleep in the hive- i guess all the buzzing got to me-that and the blueberries and vikings.the only gold i got is in my fillings.heroes love heroines.i dream of lying in backyards with you in the a.m.'s-the geneva convention of romance.i work vampire hours thinking of you.the rings around my eyes are simply the proof.fuck the miles between us.fuck the way i am in love with being a mess.and when the planets align even the mercury specks in our eyes match.

October 15, 2006

“fuck me gently with a chainsaw”

been writing in the real journal lately. paper and ink.hey pete, howd you get yourself turned so inside out?this city feels like a lull.in weather, in love, in time, in life.'all you sensetive thugs need hugs'.i can love you in hour increments.i can give/take all your problems back/away.i want to be bright enough to blind you.think of all the love i have behind my eyelids waiting for you to wake up.thanks to all the forever kids who have stuck by our side.dream fast. wish hard.truefuckinglove.

October 15, 2006

“i want to be kept.”

i am in love with observing.off the strip is the best.there is an old man at the bar, he carries his years in his eyes.he drinks gin and tonic, only he calls them "g&t's".he is a true believer, a die hard.all the addicts and pushers are sitting in pews somewhere.he speaks to me about a love and a life that has taken 50 years to figure that he cant figure it out.buzzing and lights.there is a HIPSter docked on the bar next to me.he drinks vodka straight with out mixers,because the monsters in his closet are calories.i wonder how many he burns with he constant running mouth.here no one wants to be what they are.i watch waiters run their lines.i watch valets trip over producers names that keep dropping out of their mouths.nothing changes here but peoples hair color.it is saturday night here everyday except saturday.no one waits in line.no one pays covers.writing here hurts my head.but i am addicted.honest to god, its like taking a picture of a ghost.im always walking home head down, taking myself to pieces.smile at the grass pushing up through the cracks in the sidewalk.a teammate.sometimes i look at my reflection in car windows and say "worry on your own time".etc. etc.i cant wait to get home.

October 16, 2006

“sooooo.”

the record is really close to being finished.

im freaking out. i hope you love it as much as we do.

sometimes its worry, sometimes its excitement.

go out and pick up the new cobra starship record.

you will not be disappointed...

tried to catch some zzzz's but im not too athletic.

xo

October 18, 2006

“woke up at 5:49pm today.”

the cobra starship video is amazing- its like a flamboyant version of kill bill meets the easter bunny only trashier- for real... get ready. after all the hacking, i have secret journals stashed through out the internet.i am always forgetting the passwords- i feel like a pirate always looking for the 'x marks the spot' kind of thing.i love my bed for all of its AMBIENce...the record is being mixed- i have the "so-so" inside my head. but i just want to be on the road.these journals all seem like an attempt to make the average seem bright and bold-but all i(t) really is/am, is nothing so special at all.i want our tattoos to touch under the wind off the windowsill on these late fall nights."i miss eyes much brighter than mine".

October 22, 2006

“baby dont worry about a thing cause every little thing is gonna be alright”

we played in front of 40,000 people today in a place we've never even been before.this is a piece of our life, cut pure.unadulterated.you have made us what we are.sometimes i get chills when i see patricks back in front of all of these singing mouths.i cant put the words together to tell you what it means or how it feels.like you are in the worlds biggest gang.or slipping through the longest dream.i got my shoes stolen in sao paulo.they are the shittiest looking converse i ever had.kind of funny."friends dont let friends get famous".i know you dont really get me because i kind of write in a "or the user has trabelled outside of the service area" kind of way- but i dont really get me either.fell asleep in the mirror the other day,sick to death of comparing myself.every word has already been written.every government has been done.every hairstyle has been tried.but give me sometime, dont write me off yet.im not always the person i want to be-but you make me want to be him.silly boy all this is ever gonna get you is carpal tunnel and bad eyesight-but i wish i was the mirror reflecting you back so i could make your eyes look carefree.sometimes i think i about that night that we madeout until our lips went numb.the words are all over the place.but you are lightning in a bottle.i am in love with the accents in south america-the streets are museums,the culture is breathing- alive.rolling 'r's is way cooler than rolling your eyes.the way i think of you is billboard big, only i could never tell anyone.last night i had a dream that we were breathing underwater.our love will go down (in history).i hope the keys keep clicking, the kids keep singing-its all "if they could see us now"s versus "they'd be spinning in their grave"spenned in on all sides.lets split town.its always "i dont care what anyone thinks" except everyone always does.and "better in the long run" always means sleeping alone now.stop trying to save me.except if you ever did i dont know what id do with myself.silly boy youre just dying to be tragic silly boy youre just dying to be tragic silly boy youre just dying to be tragic silly boy youre just dying to be tragic silly boy youre just dyingtime for sleep.

October 23, 2006

"Though I am often in the depths of misery, there is still calmness, pure harmony and music inside me. I see paintings or drawings in the poorest cottages, in the dirtiest corners. And my mind is driven towards these things with an irresistible momentum." vincent van gogh in a letter to his brother.when i read this book of his letters i see "sunflowers" completely differently. though the painter is never the painting and vice versa- the same as the song. it is humbling. as i try to pick apart another as i feel the same is done over and over and over and over. as though i could ever figure a motive...etc. sometimes its good to just get out of your own head once in awhile....spitting on lottery tickets and breaking the hands of palm readers...currently trying to get over myself,but i never really was one to take the high road. so its proving to be quite the challenge.

- xo

October 28, 2006

“change comes from our heads, not our pockets”

been writing in the real journal lately. paper and ink.

I have to ask myself, howd you get yourself turned so inside out?

this city feels like a lull.

in weather, in love, in time, in life.

'all you sensetive thugs need hugs'.

i can love you in hour increments.

i can give/take all your problems back/away.

i want to be bright enough to blind you.think of all the love i have behind my eyelids waiting for you to wake up.

dream fast. wish hard.

truefuckinglove.

Posted by xoat 12:17 AM

[formulalfc]

💐new ramble game💐

for the game, you can pick a driver/football player that you really like from the list provided

and

you can pick a love language again from the list provided.

then drop it in my inbox and i'll write a little ramble about how i think that person and that love language would go together🫶🫶

footballers: alisson becker, joe gomez, virgil van dijk, ibrahima konate, kostas tsimikas, andy robertson, trent alexander arnold, curtis jones, dominik szoboszlai, ryan gravenberch, cody gakpo, darwin nunez, jude bellingham, christian pulisic, marcus rashford, levi colwill, ben chilwell, deli ali, jadon sancho, mason mount, kylian mbappe, neymar jr, kai havertz, joao felix, pablo gavi, pedri gonzalez, frenkie de jong, gio reyna, jobe bellingham

formula one: lewis hamilton, george russell, max verstappen, charles leclerc, carlos sainz jr, lando norris, oscar piastri, daniel ricciardo, lance stroll, alex albon, logan sargeant, yuki tsuoda, esteban ocon, pierre gasly, zhou guyanu, mick schumacher, sebastian vettel, jenson button, arthur leclerc

love languages: words of affirmation, physical touch, gift giving, quality time, acts of service

Inbox is open <3

[idfendyr]

What are you if you listen to Taylor Swift songs but don't like her as a person.

Because I can't be swiftie, don't with what that fandom has become. They literally justify bullying, harassment, stalking and literal death threats as "defending her" and then wonder why people don't like them. You are giving people as reason to hate on you and your artist.

And Taylor not stopping or calling them out even once is also the reason they go running around rampant. Unless it directly involves her, personally, she won't say anything and then they think they have every right to do what they do.

You sent his ex death threats. Stalked him. All because they broke up?? How insane can you get. It baffles me that people switch up so quickly just because they break up, then feel the need to "defend" Or "support" their artist, as if they were a part of the relationship and knew everything that happened.

And I'll be honest, in my opinion, I don't like Taylor as much anymore, one because she doesn't call these unhinged lunatics out because at least Selena Gomez calls her fans out to try to stop them. An effort. Second, the whole Joe Alwyn and Matty Healy situation was so fucked up to me.

IN MY OPINION, WHAT I THINK, emphasis on my opinion because you aren't allowed to have one in swifties eyes, Taylor going to matty healy so fast after they broke up was so weird and sus to me I think she may have been thinking off him or something while she was with Joe. I don't care what anyone else has to say, but the folklore theory of her being james and Joe being Betty and Matty as Augustine makes a whole lot of sense to me.

If that is the case, the fact that she tries to victimise herself is baffling to me. And all the swifties without critical thinking following along is just ugh.

Joe Alwyn didn't deserve all the shit swifties put him through. Taylor can write songs see 2 guys after they broke up but God forbid Joe answer the question the interviewer asked him during and interview. God forbid he answered respectfully. The swifties didn't like that he was talking about it now. You people act as if they both didn't want their relationship private. Like he isn't comfortable with his private and public mixing.

If Joe answered one question back them about him and Taylor, more questions would pop up and he didn't want that. That wouldn't be keeping it private. He didn't want that. Respect his decision about his private life.

And I don't like Travis Kelce.

I don't like him. I don't know why, I don't like the vibe. I don't care if they are happy and supportive. I don't like him.

And all those people shading and comparing Joe and Travis, grow up.

You can't compare a gentleman and a man child.

You can't compare someone who speaks up about Palestine and someone who is living in ignorant bliss with his gf in their own world.

You can't say Taylor and Travis dont know. The whole world knows. Taylor knows what's happening on the internet. If your excuse is that she's doing shows and safety, one can have a million excuses.

And of your excuse is that she's not a politician, grow up, she gets into plenty of politics, not that you need to be a politician for speaking up about Gaza. And everyone around her supporting Palestine doesnt count as Taylor supporting. It doesn't count that she went to one fund raiser sges ago and gave 500 at most for the ticket out of the billions she has. It doesn't count if she's friends with Lana who's a Zionist. There's more I'm sure. But you get the point.

There's other artists on tour who are speaking up.

And the donations to food banks and speaking up about rights? If you care about people's rights and conditions, you care about EVERY persons rights. If you nitpick who you want to help and not then you're doing it for show in my eyes.

And her bf is just unbelievable. I don't even want to talk about that man child.

And frankly I've lost a little respect for Taylor these past months.

My gosh that's a lot but I said what I said.

All the unhinged swifties that want to go off are just going to prove a point, I'm sure.

[swxxtncthing]

━━✦ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒

ONE. I won’t roleplay with anyone under 21 and I’m more comfortable with people 25 and over. If I can’t find your info on your blog, I’m not going to write with you.

TWO. Nothing deemed taboo (incest, non-con, etc) will happen on this blog.

THREE. If you only play heterosexual cis men/women, we’re not meant to write together. The same applies to performative bisexuality, meaning you state your muse is bisexual but only interact with men/women. I’m also uncomfortable with people using binary terms for non-binary such as ‘femme nb’ or ‘masc nb’.

FOUR. I can be selective. This will happen when people have not read my guidelines or are not giving me much to work with. If you replied to one of my open and haven’t heard from me, you can always come to me and we’ll plot more. I will write with women-only blogs IF they don’t only write m/f ships. It doesn’t mean they have to write f/f or f/nb ships, but that they at least explore any types of relationships.

FIVE. I don’t do fandom unless it has been plotted before writing.

SIX. I don’t ask for doubling. I write all genders and all sexualities and I’m not using anyone for one or the other. I write what I have muse for and my muse doesn’t discriminate. If someone is giving me great writing and we’re having fun with it, I don’t care about the rest. 

SEVEN. I’m fine with people dropping threads are taking time to reply. We all have lives and we all have struggles. So drop, take time, don’t feel bad. This is all our personal space and we need to do what we can to feel safe. Constantly dropping threads after one or two replies or asking for more when there’s already a few on the back burner might make me less enthusiastic. Communication is always key so please, talk to me if something is happening.

DISCOURAGED. The following aren’t banned but are not doing much in terms of muse when it comes to opposite so replies can be extra selective and low activity. Lily James, Sebastian Stan, Katherine McNamara, Chris Hemsworth, Florence Pugh, Elizabeth Lail, Camila Morrone.

BANNED. most youtubers/musicians/social media celebrities, faceclaims that don’t have resources of them 25 and over, Dove Cameron, the Sprouse twin, Selena Gomez, Timothée Chalamet, Chad Michael Murray, Rome Flynn, Eliza Taylor, Bob Morley, Nate Buzzolic, Bella Thorne, Caity Lotz, Nina Dobev, Armie Hammer, Pete Davidson, Hailee Steinfeld, Keanu Reeves, Mads Mikkelsen, Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Joe Maganiello, Megan Fox or anyone who has been accused of violence, abuse, homophobia or any other crimes.

[bobbyinthegarden]

Bobby’s 2033 Reading Challenge - Nine Months Update

Here is my original post outlining this challenge

And here is my three month update

So far, I’ve read 16/25 books, so I’m making good progress and am on track. I've been slacking on my write-ups, but I will catch up soon.

Poetry: Deaf Republic by Ilya Kaminsky (Full Review Here)

Essays: Slouching Towards Bethlehem by Joan Didion (Full Review Here)

Non-Fiction: First They Killed My Father by  Loung Ung  (Full Review Here)

Fantasy: A Wizard of Earthsea by Ursula K. LeGuin (Full Review Here)

Vampires: The Gilda Stories by Jewelle Gomez (Full Review Here)

Re-imagined Classic: Alec by William di Canzio (Full Review Here)

Mystery: The Moonstone by Wilkie Collins (Full Review Here)  

Children’s Lit: The Railway Children by E. Nesbit (Full Review Here)

Audiobook: The X Files: Cold Cases by Joe Harris, Chris Carter and Dirk Maggs (Full Review Here)

Superheroes: Watchmen by Alan Moore, Dave Gibbons and John Higgins (Review Incoming)

Popular Classic Novel: Monkey (Journey to the West) by Wu Cheng'en, abridged translation by Arthur Waley (Review Incoming)

Humour / Satire: Breakfast of Champions by Kurt Vonnegut (Review Incoming)

Hero's Quest: The Hobbit by J. R. R. Tolkien (Review Incoming)

Rerreading a Favourite: The Master and Margarita by Mikhail Bulgakov (Review Incoming)

Stand-alone novel: Beloved by Toni Morrison (Review Incoming)

Graphic novel: My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness by Nagata Kabi (Review Incoming)

[saleeba]

just read that joe gomez one you shared and oh my god it was so filthy and delicious. cant stop thinking about it tbh! would you ever write for him in future when requests are open? he's so fit x

i agree SOOOOO much omg isn’t it just the best??? op wrote a treasure of a fic there i swear 😭😭 && to answer ur question, i absolutely would write for joe when requests are open — i think tumblr has helped me gain a newfound love/thirst for him 😭💖 if u have any specific ideas in mind/anything u wanna see pls lmk sweetheart !! 🥰🥰