#my stupid ass smh
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was really depressed and sad lately abt losing a bunch of friends/ppl i believed to be friends this year, esp someone i considered my closest friend of over 10 years who lived w me in my house for a long time too, that i started to regret cutting ties even tho it was a rather toxic/uncomfortable thing we had going on (he was very clingy and attached and jealous of me and started stealing my identity while spreading lies abt me till it really became a problem) but hearing now that he uses AI "art" bc he apparently still tries to become me, even tho he went to the same fucking art college after i graduated from it and learned stuff etc (you dont need to go to art college to get good at art btw, imo its a waste of time and money tbh), immediately made me lose all the regrets and sadness over our broken friendship LMAO bc FUCK YOU IF YOU USE AI FOR ART GRAHHHH i dont want ppl doing that anywhere near me shoooo
#disappointed but not surprised honestly he always whined and guilt tripped me for being good at art and not him#its the only thing i can do and am decent at besides piano shut up bitch and learn#babbles#tbd#he copied everything from me even things you wouldnt believe smh my head#this was srsly messed up shit that rlly caused a lot of trouble for me (and also messed up my mental health ngl)#but since i feel so lonely now i started regretting kicking him out so hearing of the ai shit rlly rattled me awake thank god#stupid mf and his ugly ass bakugo ai pic lmao
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coding makes you feel so smart and so stupid sometimes
#coding#codewars#and by coding I mean codewars being mean and timing me out when my code was working for the smaller input tests ToT#I wasted a whole ass evening on that stupid problem and couldn't figure it out in the end#it's 1am and I need to go to sleep smh#update: apparently codewars does save your progress on unfinished kata#and I think I know the strategy for how to make it work now so I can reattempt at a later point -.-
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dust and horror angel and demon themes,,,, they could totally parallel each other...... :3
dust=angel of death described in the delta rune prophecy (self declared) (i DEFINITELY elaborated on this one waayyyy before but anyways dust with a fucked up savior complex SAVE ME SAVE ME.... death is a blessing ass guy. life is torment and he will be the one to liberate monsters from their bodies and with the strength they provide to him be able to take down evil evil creation of pure misery that is the human ✨✨✨ dont worry his evil cackles are to HIDE HIS PAIN of saving everyone....... trust)
horror=demon that dragged everyone in horrortale into hell (as perceived by everyone else) (i think it would be a cool hc if everyone outside of snowdin viewed horror as literally a demon. maybe undyne preaches that. anyone outside of snowdin might be WAYYY worse because they starve for longer and literally take part in cannibalism so they might not have the same sort of mild sanity that snowdin residents do,,,, besides he DID kinda bring them all eternal suffering. kinda. nobody but undyne knows what happened at the core so she could totally just paint the story to blame horror fully)
ANYWAYS i like the possible dynamics this could have :333
dust to horror (please let me kill you PLEASE let me kill you i can end it all so peacefully wouldn't it be nice??? i promise ill make it quick just for you),,, horror to dust (i want you to live and suffer with what youve done i want you to watch all of your choices hit you one day and i'll be there and laugh at you. i'll keep you alive just to keep you suffering ok?)
OR dust to horror (you dont deserve to die you dont deserve to even be hurt by me. not because youre the exception but youre the Exception i absolutely loathe you so youll never get the sweet release of death :3) and horror to dust (just let me die already i dont wanna be here. youre supposed to be a savior right??? an angel?? then why don't you save me already when i need it more than anyone else)
#SHITS THIS OUT BECAUSE I NEED TO GET RID OF IT. my evil doppelganger will adore this post i've already shown them#this is definitely a bit of an exaggeration of their characters in my eyes but i love it :333#i dont think that dust is THIS deluded in my eyes and i dont think horror is this cynical. even tho theyre both still these traits#i came up with this idea while writing my mtt meets eachother fic :3#you can probably totally guess where i made the connection. thank you horrortale undyne for this one single thing#anyways i dont know how to shove killer into this LMAO. i was thinking like.... angel and demon on your shoulder to swap choices#but but triglycercule doesnt killer already have that with his stages??? well YES but both can be true at the same time :333#idk i dont have enough brain juices for this rn. so you get this half assed explanation 😭😭‼️‼️‼️#dust: we should kill this person. totally because they need to be freed and not because they piss me off#horror: no we should keep them alive but torment them so they never get the sweet release of death and suffer#and thanks to killer THEY CAN DO BOTH!!! YAAAAY!!!!! the powers of determination are awesome man (smug tiktok emoji)#dust is sounding awfully similar to a certain killer au of mine i made..... swapinverse rearing its ugly head once again smh#idk if this is more of a symbolic thing or LITERALLY angel dust and demon horror#because i like both ideas........ imagine an actual angel dust and demon horror going around with killer doing the little dialogue i said#what would killer be in this??? he's not a mortal or a human as would be per usual when describing whats between an angel or demon#killer as a god lmao..... noooo noooooo..... maybe just something akin to one. i meaaan technically-#someone who's more into religious theming would probably eat this idea but i cant be bothered uaghhhh#if i say anything about killer i will get shot. but i can tank a couple bullets. killer does have the ability to let both dust and horror#fufill their own ideologies. and also i am a big fat SUCKER for killer keeping horror and dust 'in line' IDC if its a bad sanses concept#i love it and therefore it's now mine to use in an only mtt context. otherworldly beings trio ‼️‼️ aghhhhh#i have like 89 drafts if the drafts reach 100 by the end of the year i think i'd DIE. so this is getting posted idc#you wont see me using literal angel and demon dust and horror. but if you look in my mind you'll see the themes regularly in what i talk ab#anyways back to writing this stupid fic i go. dust is currently battling several inner demons rn. good luck loser :3#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#sans au#utmv#tricule hc
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in MDZS the novel, the innkeeper in Yunping mentions that people are too scared to go petition Yunmeng Jiang for help because someone once walked in on Sect Leader Jiang whipping a guy in the main hall, supposedly because the guy was a demonic cultivator.
#mdzs#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#jc apologism#anyways as you can hopefully tell by now this is a jc stan blog.#so as a stan i will do my rightful stan duty and insist that my fave did nothing wrong#so. onwards. the “jiang cheng tortures demonic cultivators” claim is interesting on several levels#because we don't see it happen onscreen. and because thematically mdzs is a book about the unreliability of rumors#especially when said rumors conform to your preexisting understanding of someone. or what you want to hear about someone#it would have been so easy for mxtx to include a scene where jc tortures a demonic cultivator onscreen. i would love to read it too#but that doesnt happen. when jc actually corners wwx he just shoves a dog in his face and bullies him emotionally#smh jc get your shit together!! what is this lame ass display?? not living up to your reputation here loser#anyways. tbh i consider two things separately: 1. mxtx's intentions. and 2. what the text itself implies#for 1. i am legitimately unsure of what to think. mxtx relies on rumors/empathy/etc to give us info about side characters#in part because she's constrained herself to writing from wwx's perspective and has no other easy way of getting the info to us#does she intend for us to question the rumors? or are we supposed to take them as fact because of the narration limits described?#2. what the text itself implies is not necessarily the same as what mxtx intends.#for me mdzs is in part a story about the unreliability of rumors and reputation etc etc. other meta writers than i have explained it better#so for the work to go “all the rumors about wwx were exaggerated/manipulated/not 100% correct.”#“but the rumors about everyone else are 100% true!!!!!”#is peak stupidity. and shit-tier writing#and i actually like mdzs so i would like to believe the writer is more intelligent than that#thus. i conclude in part due to this emotional necessity of mine that there must have been something more going on#anyways. i have similar opinions about the “did jiggy kill rusong” business but that's a post for later#ill probably put my jc torture opinions in their own post some day#yanyan polls
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sometimes accents are stupid and pronunciations Do Not Generalize
an example of this is vitamin. where i am in america it's pronounced with an "eye" i, so the vi rhymes with "bye." Where I was in the UK it's pronounced with an "ih" I, so the vi is like the vi in "Victoria."
so now if it's taking about the concept of vitamins as a category, i use the US pronunciation. if i'm talking about specific ones, like vitamin c, i use the UK pronunciation.
(usually. if i remember i might swap wildly between the two as i try in vain to remember which pronunciation is correct for the country i'm in)
don't even get me started on the way i use the UK pronunciation of "garage" for everything except for garage sales
#linguistics#pronunciation problems#my stupid mongrel ass accent smh#garage vs garage sale is the one i notice most tho#bc i sounds WRONG to use the UK pronunciation when sale comes after it#mainly bc like. where i was in the UK very few people actually had garages bc all the buildings are old as shit#it's a car boot sale usually#but yeah the vitamin one clocks me in the face occasionally#i hope i have the order right about which pronunciation comes from where#i forget all the time#actually it might also depend on which vitamin#vitamin c is an ih vitamin#vitamin d is more of an eye vitamin#hey brain what's up i just want to talk
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Johnny and Rogue
#my stupid ass forgot to put frames on the others smh#cyberpunk#cyberpunk 2077#johnny silverhand#rogue amendiares#johnny and rogue#virtual photography#photo mode#cp2077#cd projekt red
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The collective shame of having someone in your family that works for the joker
#Thinking abt Gotham henchmen and how hilarious it would be if every single one of ur family henches for a different rouge#If they see each other at work do they wave#compare bat related injuries#dude the red hood was on my ass the other day I’m amazed I’m still alive#two face made me paint his stupid car again smh#someone goes and works for crime families and they’re like wow boring#hey if you tell me what penguin is planning I can score u some of ivys special 🍃 strain#are they in the#goonion#Gotham city#Gotham#The joker#dc joker#Dc#Batman
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Why cant some people just enjoy JC without having to spend hours writing out posts to justify his shitty behavior?
I like JC as a character. I enjoy him as a foil to both WWX and LWJ. What makes me NOT like him is when you see takes all over Twitter or any other platform going: “I just don’t understand how people can dislike him. He had trauma!! If anything WEI WUXIAN SHOULD ATONE!!”
#mdzs#lan wangji#anti jiang cheng#it’s not even fucking anti but everyone and their mother would argue it is#SMH I’m just mad I hate seeing these stupid ass posts over my timeline
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#my fuckin blonde ass roots growing in rn#making my stupid ass look bald smh#gotta get another bottle of black dye lmao#also look at my sweet baby monstera back there!#one day I have to get a photo with all of my plants#bc I have so many 😭#personal#me#selfie#my face#dyed hair#piercings#tattoos#you can’t even see my tattoos in this tbh#plants#indoor plants#houseplants#monstera#red lipstick#red lips#goth#gothic#alt#elder emo tbh
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English is not my first language so correct me if I'm wrong
I know those antis are in the tags somewhere those clowns really need to touch grass
I posted this on my twitter link is below if yall are interested
#namor x shuri#namuri#nashuri#seaprincess#come at me bro#catch these hands#defending them till I die#lol memes#attempted humour#shitposting#shuri x namor#antis are dumb#smh lmao#morality police#morality police my ass#I thrive off spite#I felt petty af#antis are stupid#like???#Are you done?#You do realize people will still ship this right?#keep your vanilla ships#I like mine angsty and conflicting
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dead.pool doubles stop interacting w me challenge
#I don’t careeeeee if you’re fine w doubles interacting . IM NOT . GO AWAY#i blocked like 6 people consecutively just now ????? yes im actually pissed abt it ?????#and ik they weren’t one-off “oh nice post lemme rb from this random guy” because they were all spam notif-ing me#like u were here w a purpose buddy. pls read the sign (my carrd)#smh#now i feel bad . where is Wade. i need to cuddle with him and binge watch stupid ass movies.#:(#whatever#📸┆luvie rambles#cw vent
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it's been a year of blondes, boobs, and one piece apparently
#art vs artist#art vs artist 2023#one piece#barbie movie#nimona#something about lemons#live action one piece#zosan#sanami#and my 10 year web comic anniversary#and getting fms#and getting my T dose raised#and moving across the country#and trying to get into and being broken by stupid media industry to the point of changing my whole ass career plan smh#((fuckin hell was that all this year is that why I'm this tired god))#but NO BIG DEAL LOOK AT BIG TIDDY SANJI INSTEAD (available in two whole gender varieties) ye ye ye ye ahahahahaha#guess who had too much one piece art to make up his mind and decided to collage it instead#(there was more this isn't even all of the *renders* let alone the sketchy comics)
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@thxwxlf said: "i'm surprised you're still here."
💬🐉 — His reaction is, granted, perhaps a little (a lot) too slow for his own good. But as soon as he lays eyes on her, his head plunks back down on the sofa cushion. "Oh.. I'm not." he mutters, draping his hand back over his face, one leg strewn lazily over the side of the cushions while the other lolls to the side atop them. Is he taking up the entire sofa? yes. is he going to move? ... no. Speaking of which... He kind of rolls over on to his side, inhaling deeply in a big yawn before huffing and adjusting his backside on the old cushions. He'd maybe had a little too much with Lucanis and Davrin... He was, in fact, still here. "Gonna, uh... mn... stay the night here I think. --'ey, do me a favor and don't let any assassins in during the night, will ya?" He snorts, because he's clearly hilarious as well as still-half drunk. He was too damn old to be doing shit like this, but alas... 'I'll never do that again' is what every single person who ever drank on the face of the planet says after they wake up in the morning, sooo.... Probably won't be the last time of course, but definitely gonna have to be kept to a minimum for the time being for obvious reasons... But hey, why not indulge a little bit for now, eh?
#( ingvar )#( asks )#thxwxlf#((also !! jsyk I might refer to ingvar as 'the basilisk' or just 'bas' sometimes sfjfdj just in case that gets confusing))#bless tho oml hes#skfjsdhujf#he is . in fact. too damned old to be doing stupid shit like this#lucanis and davrin fully just left his ass there too ghgjgdjjf#they probably ran away before he could get to the 'BACK IN MY DAY--' stories smh smh#man acts like hes not in his forties like hes not gonna feel like death in the morning
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be so for real rn...
#occult legacy challenge#asphodeloccultlegacy#the sims 4#ts4#gameplay#ts4 legacy#olc#gen 1#olcgen1#those stupid weirdos left all their weird bizarre fruit in my fridge!!! >:(#and now they got the fbi on my ass bro#and i also have no fridge smh
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How come ur black but wont write for black reader? No offense just asking
babes, when did I ever say that I'm black LMFAO???? I'm not. if you're talking about my picrews in the tag games, it's still VERY weird that you'd assume my RACE because of my skin color 💀
#chiyoh talks ☆#ᥫ᭡ msg! ᥫ᭡#▹ from ▹ anon#weirdo.#and plus i already explained why i wont write for race/skin specific readers#if you have the time to send me a stupid ass ask like this surely u have the time to go back n read my explanation#i dont even need to explain why i wont write for something#this is my blog and some of yall keep forgetting#idc abt ur “no offense”#when you clearly dont care about my boundaries#ik i said ill ignore asks abt this#but this just made me feel like i had to clarify im NOT black.#poc doesnt mean just black smh
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Smh
#dollblr#of course people are trying to resell these dolls for crazy ass prices because of an error#that links to an adult site#scalpers are scum smh#i mean mattel making this big of an error is kind of funny#but trying to resell dolls with this misprint on the box for crazy prices is just kind of stupid in my my opinion#wicked movie
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