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boyswillbedogz · 3 months ago

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hey if im having the spiders in my guts delusion it helps significantly less than youd think to tell me theres not spiders in my guts

#/not aimed #dogz bark #☀️: autopsy #☀️: socks #god my head hurts #and my stomach #prementioned spiders #idk its kinda one of those where its like #fuck idk you can just treat it like a stomachache or something or get me to eat something or anything without like #“indulging it” or whatever you freaks are scared of #not that i care. unless youre like adding shit on and making it worse. but you can. suggest things. like food and medicine.#and help. without telling me im lying or whatever #that feels a lot worse than. just. not doing that.#fuck idk i just feel like shit and wish someone would believe us and like. help. i dont know.

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todayisafridaynight · 6 months ago

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Why not combine them? You could post about MineDai eating pasta! Does Mine bulk with pasta? Does Daigo have a favorite pasta dish? Do they cook it together for a date night? Does Daigo even know how to boil water?? (Genuinely if you have any interest in posting about this please do, would read)

mine could, in fact, be the one who makes daigo pasta with a lil olive oil and salt and parmesan youre right ......

#snap chats #in MY world anyway ......#posts that inspired me to stop playing fps games to eat pasta instead <- im playing again later with my brother #bulking with pasta tho ..... im built like a cool stick you find in the forest but i love having pasta after a midday run ...#maybe not as a Meal meal but a quick meal just to have something afterwards yk #though would that not be lunch .... pasta lunch ... not a terrible meal for lunch actually...#idk i dont really eat lunch. unless that IS lunch.... idk dont ask me about the specific dietary habits of characters i dont eat #i dont imagine daigo has a favorite pasta dish- not that he doesnt like pasta its just not something he has strong opinions on #spaghetti's always a safe choice isnt it .... omg jollibees spaghetti ... i dont think he's had any but i just want JB spaghetti now ...#im full on pasta actually my stomach hurt <- just ate / contradicting 'i dont eat' statement #i cant imagine daigo and mine cooking together. maybe its because the thought of someone cooking with me makes me want to kill them #like im literally trying to cook here get out of the WAY. mine would be more nice of course he'd just have daigo wait if he was cooking #i should draw something with that .. i see it clearly. .. one day.#i just think itd be nice if daigo Wnated to help and insisted on it but mine's Deadass this time like. Go Away. Respectfully.#daigo'd prob joke about helping but then he gotta get hit with the Im Serious tone and now he's laughing while he walks away #like FIIIINNNEE WHATEVER guess he wont get the chairmans help <- the kitchen will not be burned down now #thats hyperbolic. moving on #youre right anon with the power of my mind i can make anything about my day related to minedai #i will be abusing this power indefinitely

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morgana-pendragon · 5 months ago

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once again i am on here asking for recommendations. please let me know your happiest show in which very many good things happen and very few bad things happen and the bad things that happen do not have high stakes at all. por favor

#bad things are happening in the dragon show and the fbi show and they’re the only things on my dash and it’s making my stomach hurt 😃#someone anyone please. help a bitch out. i recognise that i am asking for a sitcom please feel free to only drop those recs. bc i frankly #cannot handle anymore dramas for the rest of forever. even #it’s gotten so bad that all i do is rewatch frasier and funny tiktoks. this can’t be what i’m relegated to. please #stop talking abbie

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illdothehotvoice · 21 days ago

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No one ever talks about hemiplegic migraines and how much they suck and ESPECIALLY no one ever talks about how much your head hurts THE NEXT DAY king my head felt FINE when I went to bed let me LIVE

#anyways hi my migraines get so bad half my body goes numb and every time i move my head too fast the next day it throbs #best way i can describe the day after headace is like. if you've ever had covid and you got that really bad headache???#and like every time you'd move your head you'd have to like wait for a second cause it was fucking THROBBING??#that's the day after headache i usually get sometimes it isn't THAT bad but sometimes it is #and i guess hemiplegic migraine is like #what if you have Migraine boss mode and it felt like someone swung a baseball bat at your head so hard you were experiencing stroke symptom #teehee! ❤️#i am NOT exaggerating one time i made the mistake of trying to sleep off a hemiplegic migraine after playing animal crossing at like 4am #cause screen bad for migraine but ot already sucks so i can be miserable or miserable a d playing animal crossing lmfao cnxncnxncnddf #and ANYWAYS i had a nightmare timmy and tommy were beating my head in with a baseball bat lmfao like you cannot sleep that shit off #it will follow you and it will hurt!#Anyway here is Mimi's super cool guide to a hemiplegic migraine: Take more ibuprofen that is comfortable (my max is 4)#drink a LOT of water cause hydration helps with migraines. lay down in a dark room and throw on a video essay you can half pay attention to #you aren't gonna be able to fall asleep but close your eyes and just focus on that. ALSO icepack. you're gonna be here for a while #anyways i would like to switch up my pain meds when having one cause. ibuprofen isn't good for your stomach! but idk how much to take #so i am stuck in limbo until i figure that out i caught yesterday's too late and that's why my head hurts today

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heartshattering · 3 months ago

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I'll wake up and this will all be a nightmare, right?

#I really think I made myself sick #I'm scared #I know I'm an adult but I wish I could ask my parents for help #I'm not in 'danger' but you know when you have a bad panic attack and it just feels like you're dying?#yeah #also I didn't 'overdose' but I took more meds than what's best for my stomach #and then I binged #the food I chose to binge on was disgusting too #I have been overdoing it on the caffeine again and making myself wired and nauseous #I feel like I can't sleep unless it's with sleep meds #I genuinely feel like I'm a fucking crazy person sobbing for help #I don't know how to fix any of this #fuck #I don't really want to die... I just want someone to help me out of this #but I'm too much of a mess #God this is really the worst panic episode I've gone through in a while...#I'm shaking and my heart is going fast #but I don't wanna go to the hospital again #I don't want to miss my meeting on Saturday #I just want for this to pass and to be fucking okay #but I feel like my prayers won't be answered #it all just hurts so much

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soup-scope · 1 year ago

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tummy hurt and going to 6 hour shift

need kith

#help me dog #my stomach hurt and i’m still going to work #i’m such a brave boy #someone wish me luck #rayrayspeaks

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hobisexually · 7 months ago

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long winded rant in the tags coming that’s partly about weight but in a very unfiltered sad way so if that triggers you do Not read on

#on holiday I was like oHHHHH this is what living in the moment is! What listening to your body is! what not worrying about how you look is #but doing what makes you happy #and then …… I came home and got sent the pictures #+ my friend being. unintentionally fatphobic as fuck #while hurtful as fuck too #and it’s all just been piling up too since I got home because I’ve been having a lot of conversations and seeing a lot of people that #confront me with who I used to be and who I am now and how I’m really not happy with that #and it feels like it’s not gonna get better #like I’m destined to be in a job I like but isn’t what I want because I’m not capable enough and I’ll never know what romantic requited love #feels like. I’ll never cure my vaginismus I’ll never be able to let someone in or they won’t want me this is just it for me #and SOMEHOW the way I look has become the ultimate culmination of all those things?#my face is suddenly a woman in her thirties face #I keep gaining weight despite not even eating all that much because FUCKING PCOS makes it impossible #my hair in my face grew back. my stomach is hairy and that plus the added beer belly just makes it look like I’m a 50 year old man #I am soooooooo tired of the dysphoria #and the way pcos ruins fucking everything because I can restrict calories all I want and move all I want but will it help ? No !#and of the fact that it impacts the way I feel about myself so much because I’m convinced now I’ll never find anyone #should have tried harder when I was 21 because that was the only time in my life I reasonably fit society’s standards like That was my shot #I’ve been taking supplements everyone says will help but I’m not sure I noticed anything in the past six months and I can’t take berberine #because it fucks with my heart medication. which. That too. I have that too #and I’m in pain! All the time now! ALL THE TIME so I can’t even work out to keep the weight stable because guess what ?#just after a normal day at the office I come home and have to lie down because everhthing hurts so much !#today I got an impromptu massage in an attempt to feel better but it didn’t fix shit and I had to buy clothes for kings day after #and I didn’t try them on just quickly grabbed some orange shit to try on at home and at what I saw in the mirror I genuinely got nauseous #I just don’t know who that is in the mirror but it’s not me and I can’t accept it. I’ve been trying so hard but I can’t #it genuinely makes me so sad and I keep telling myself that a reduction will help in feeling more like myself and it will help with the pain #but what if it doesn’t? what if my pain doesn’t go away after af all and my stomach just juts out and I feel like a gremlin all the time #what then. what the fuck do we do then. also I’m so fucking scared of that surgery anyway that I don’t fucking want to do it anymore #I want so many things and all of them feel out of reach and I know my own brain is my worst enemy and it’s not rooted in anything real but.#Isn’t it? really — isn’t it???????

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rosicheeks · 8 months ago

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Unfortunately relatable. I grew up in the church and have a lot of Christian trauma from that. I show up for special occasions for my parents… sometimes. But it’s uncomfortable from the moment I step through the door. Bigoted pastor, the self-righteousness disguising the prejudice, the political comments from the altar. Shots at young people left right and center as if the hell on earth wasn’t caused by the same older generation 90% of the congregation belongs to..

I miss being young in the choir and the youth groups and not struggling with it. It’s wild to look back at the younger version of me who was unshakeable in his faith and honestly just saddening.

I was texting my sister today about it and she said

“I 100% think ALL of us have a ton of religious trauma and everyone else in the family just doesn’t realize it cause they’re still drinking the kool-aid.”

I ran out of tag room and didn’t want to delete any 😭 seriously not lying I could write a book about all my thoughts and experiences

#I relate to all of this so much #and it’s so sad how many people truly have religious trauma #I still find myself lucky and privileged cause I know there are stories MUCH worse than mine #it’s really hard cause my parents still think I’m a Christian #honestly at this point I have no clue what i am #even if I end up still being a Christian that doesn’t help or heal all of the years of church trauma #but the hard part is still acting the part for my parents #growing up I always tried to fit into the good Christian girl mold #cause I know that’s what my parents wanted and I didn’t want to disappoint them #but once I started smoking weed and they found out? it went all downhill from there #their perfect angel fell from heaven #and I feel like ever since I haven’t been really their daughter…. I’ve just been living on the outside looking in to everything #it hurts looking back at all the years I spent brainwashed into believing that was the ONLY faith #it genuinely makes me sick to my stomach thinking about the fact that I went to a pro life rally #the thing I was talking to my sister about was how mental health was never talked about in the church #when I started dealing with it and went to my parents or the pastors or any adult really and told them what I was dealing with #wanna know what the first thing they would ALWAYS say? well have you prayed about it? the way they treated mental illness was that it was #YOUR fault cause God is punishing you for something…. that you need to pray or go to church so then God will eventually take it away #and the thing is I don’t necessarily blame my parents (which kinda sucks cause I want to blame someone)#but honestly it’s just the environment they grew up in too… like I’m 99% sure my dad has dealt with depression his entire life #but won’t get diagnosed or anything cause they always believe faith has something to do with it #which makes me incredibly sad cause I just think about how much my dad has suffered and how he didn’t need to #^^ I was typing this out when I was late to my family gathering hahaha but then I think my sister called or something so I had to stop #sorry this post is all over the place - I swear I could write a book about religious trauma #yesterday went ok surprisingly but today? TODAY is going to be so much worse #sure I’ll make a post about it later but I guessssss I should go to bed now? it’s 2am and I have to get up at 5:45 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃#and I have a fuuuuull day of fun Christian festivities while I’m dealing with all of this bottled up and unresolved crap from my past #please don’t get me wrong I love my parents and like I said I don’t blame them - they did their best #it just really sucks wondering what my life would have been like if I didn’t grow up in the church or in a super religious family #I wonder if when I told my parents I was depressed if they would have instantly brought me in to get help

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opheliauniverse · 10 months ago

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can they create pain pills that actually help?

#personal #i want to curl up and cry #already took two pain pills and it doesn’t help #and istg don’t come near me if you’re someone that’s like uwu period cramps or i’ll punch you lol #my stomach and back and entire legs hurt #thank you and goodbye

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moonenjoyer · 1 year ago

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#This is what I really mean whenever I “casually” tell someone my stomach hurts #I need help. I'm scared eating will make it worse and that not eating will make it worse #anyway. my stomach hurts.#::

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cleofast · 19 days ago

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#Tbh i'm not feeling great today #And the drama just Made me sick on My stomach out of stress #i do believe Tommy that dream was inmature in their fights and i feel sorry for him #But Phil and Jack and him going “we always knew he was a shit and all the adult thought he was a red flag” it's just a bit shitty #First if all the adults thought that then why tommy's mom and+#+ Jack and Phil were so positive on public about dream before middle 2023??#And why Phil as the grown adult he is didn't try to talk to dream directly about his behaviour???#Just going to dream's dms and be “ey dream what did You meant on this tweet?” “I don't think the way You treated this situation was right f #The “we always hated him and knew he was wrong” would meant the adults hanged out and made content with someone they thought was a Bad pers #Knowingly so and that makes them shitty people #I also don't like they're just bringing this up when it's not something we should know?#There wasn't a crime being comminted it was just a stupid inmature young adult #It's been years why being it up now? I hate when Dream did this too bc why?#I respect tubbo and ranboo and Q for keeping why they stopped talking to dream on private #Bc unless there's a crime comited we shouldn't have to know bc being a bitch it's not a crime #I feel bad for Tommy for being in that situation and not having someone mature to guide him throught it and feeling hurt #And i do feel Bad for dream bc none of the adults talked to him about it #That's also a being a shitty friend from the adults part bc a friend should call You out when You fuck up #Not shut up about it for years and just call it out after so long (about Jack and Phil)#It seems both Tommy and Dream ended their friendship for the Best for both which it's good and valid #I wish them happiness #Phil mostly can fuck off for not doing anything to actually help anyone and act like a moral knight #And i'm just gonna leave for today #negativity #Sorry but like why we treat dream whose worse crime is being an annoying inmature bitch sometimes as the evil itself #And not the real abusers and criminals on the community?#I'm just tired

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eebie · 1 month ago

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#bugging #if someone was standing directly over me cinderblock in hand i wouldnt say no #nothing is helping!! music! shower! sky !#my stomach hurts so bad 😢 im cooked This one moment will define the course for the rest of my life #il get a bad grade and the teacher will pants me in front of the whole class and kick me in the ass and hogtie me and throw me out the #window and i’ll land in a dirty ass puddle witth glass shards and get 50 diseases and the rats will carry meoff under a bridge somewhere #and i’ll stay there FOREVER dying from diseases and drinking sewer water and eating the shrimp that drunk people throw at me #fuuuuuuckkkk #i see it so clearly who was i ever kidding!!!!#my rambles

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autumnontheinternet · 3 months ago

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how to tell if the guy i like actually like me back and isn’t just tolerating my presence while secretly talking about how annoying and stupid i am with his friends behind my back? seriously please someone help im scared.

#because im getting mixed signals #what if im just delusional #i need to read his mind #my stomach hurts someone help pls #i need help #autumnontheinternet #autumn yaps

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niaevum · 4 months ago

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#* ( out of character: random stuff. )#[ my luck ran out so had cries my stomach hurts so bad fjdkkskssk right when I don't bring meds all this stuff happens ]#[ also thinking of writing some hc when I am back. esp with how vera and oswald had a crush on each other. never told each other. but when #[ but when she got injured severely and he tried helping her; during the period she was in and out of consciousness vera heard him talk #about how he was the one that killer azriel; her lover. how she felt so heartbroken over that but..... somehow found it within herself to #accept that it was part of the missions. a risk anyone can come upun #upon*#but she cannot bring herself to forgive him when he tries to harm kalen on the church's orders #even if it was to save her. because kalen is her lifeline in a way and their relation is so special and unique #they are so close to each other and get along so well. so vera is incredibly disappointed in oswald and doesn't hesitate once in harming him #telling oswald that “ i guess love has an expiration date. that or it was never love to begin with. you tried to harm someone who means the #world to me so do me a favor and just die. “ fjdjdkdkffkkd and how she doesn't hesitate when it comes to choosing #and how she is not moved by any of the pleading oswald does and since that moment she just wants him removed and to see #all his organization in shambles djsksksks sits on this. if i feel better tonight i might write a bit ]#[ but I'll let this marinate djjskssk ]

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kavehater · 4 months ago

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Do I have to start saying not that anyone would care in that super duper passive aggressive way to guilt people into caring or what

#dora daily #I’m so tired #the one thing I’ve consistently wanted since I was a kid was to be cared about and seen 😜#yet I can’t even seem to get that ☠️ I honest to god am so tired like every day is another futile attempt to try to engineer what I say #specifically for the purpose of me hoping someone ANYONE would care #how I used to be sick when I was younger because I saw that the kids who would get sick or would get sad would get sm care and love but #I was stupid because I didn’t account for the fact that when I was sick I had to just suck it up or when I was sad I need to stop being such #a crybaby and get over it #what if I say I’ve had enough of just being shamelessly used by others for me to comfort them through their problems #but I always have everything thrown back at my face because somehow when it’s my turn my problems are uncomfortable or awkward #I don’t have energy for a single thing yet I force myself to talk to at least one person and trying to fix my relationship with just #literally talking it shouldn’t be that hard but I feel so worthless that even speech is impossible and makes me feel like I will literally #die. it’s been working kinda but now I just can’t help but feel so sick to my stomach about all this my head hurts really bad and I’m trying #not to cry and trying my hardest to make peace with the fact that in truth nobody will ever like me enough to care at all ever #not my mum not my dad or my siblings and certainly not my friends either #I’m so tired of always begging and pleading for someone to just notice I’m here too #or maybe it’s specific people #it’s so cruel to say all those overly nice things to me and not act on them #why else was I so psychotic about that girl ? obviously because she would shower me with the nicest things I’ve ever heard #but she says that to everyone she’s not consistent with me and we aren’t really friends #ik it wasn’t her intention but it doesn’t change the fact I have wanted to and I’m not even over exaggerating but actually off myself #because this is just proof I’m around to serve people’s dirty work and clean messes when I can’t even stand on my two feet anyways #isn’t it so stupid I’m just talking to myself here and most likely nobody will ever see it meaning this was just useless yet again #and the fact i can’t be free ever nor can i do anything about this to permanently end things because i am a coward and because the worst #part is that even after death I shall be tormented anyways #and let’s say I somehow survive an attempt I will literally be scarred for life and then I’d rlly want to be dead #it’s the way not even death can be a solace for this because there would only be more torture #I can’t leave this religion because leaving won’t change the truth but I’m so tired and worn thin of every single responsibility in my life #even tho I don’t have much the few I do have feel excruciating #life is too much and death is worse so why couldn’t my mum who’s strong willed said no to my dads family and not gotten married period 🧍‍♀️

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solasgf · 4 months ago

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nobody in the house truly understands how awful i've felt for the past three days

#i've barely left my bed bc i can't bear to be completely upright #and my stomach has been hurting so bad today i'm debating whether or not i need someone to take me to the er #i can't deal with it anymore nothing is helping and i feel like i'm literally dting #personal.txt

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