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Welcome!
Hey people! I am Defne! Or Daphne if you are one of my teachers. Or Dafne if you are one of my Spanish teachers. But you probably know me by my internet name, De-Chan!
~~~Personal Info (that I am willing to share)~~~
-I am a Turk who currently lives in Florida, USA. English is not my native tongue, but I can now decently understand and write with it. But if you see any weirdly structured sentences in my translations, that’s the reason:D
-I will ✨officially✨ become an adult soon. But mentally it just might take a bit longer (´-﹏-`;).
-I use (she/her) pronouns but I wouldn’t mind if you use different pronouns for me. Turkish doesn’t have gendered pronouns so they all translate to same thing for me ヽ(´ー`)ノ
-I am learning Spanish in right now! And “studying” Japanese at my free time. I really like learning languages and I really wish one day I can at least somewhat be familiar with a certain language from various language families :D
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Fandom Stuff ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I am into many, many fandoms, but the ones I am mainly on are Transformers, Ace Attorney, Umineko No Naku Koro Ni, Mega Man, Professor Layton, and Hetalia (duh!) Bellow you can see what continuities/games I am most familiar with etc. :)
~Transformers~
TL;DR: Mostly I am familiar with 2000s to early 2010s TF cartoons, I am trying to finish UT/MT from front to back right now. Never really got into movies nor comics sadly…
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-G1 (Sort of)
-Beast Wars/Beast Machines
-Unicron/Micron trilogy (I am more familiar with Japanese continuity than English one because I prefer sub over dub any time (Non-native English speakers would understand me lol) and watched/ watching these shows instead. Right now, I am going to start watching Galaxy Force (which technically wasn’t supposed to be in Micron trilogy, but kinda is now because that’s not confusing at all.))
-Animated
-Prime
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-My favorite character from the whole TF franchise is Jetfire from Transformers Micron Densetsu/ Armada. I swear I can write a whole school essay about how much of a great character he is and why I love him so, so much. You are allowed to bombard me with anything Jetfire related(≧▽≦)
-Other characters I am really found of are Ratchet (I feel like he is the only TF character who has no bad incarnation of ), Wheeljack, and Jazz!
-My favorite Autobot design is Super Convoy from Galaxy Force. My favorite Deception design is Micron Densetsu Megatron.
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My first experience with TF was Animated while the first series I’ve watched actively was Prime, so these two have special places in my heart. (。>﹏<。)
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~Ace Attorney~
- I am most familiar with original Ace Attorney trilogy. I am playing Trials and Tribulations right now so please no spoilers! But I would gladly take any (sfw) Diego x Mia requests :)
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-My favorite character is Maya! No competition. She is just… reminds me so much of myself. I guess that’s why I love her so so much(//���//)
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-My favorite game, for now, is original Ace Attorney. Like I said, though, I am still not done with Trials and Tribulations!
-My favorite case is Turnabout Goodbyes
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~Mega Man~
-I am well familiar with most, if not all, of the Mega Man games except Legends and Starforce! I’ve played most of the games so if you have anything about those, send them to me!
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-My favorite game is Mega Man X4, then Maverick Hunter X
-My favorite character is Zero.
-My favorite Maverick is Storm Eagle.
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-This Franchise especially has a special place in me so I can gush about it for hours lol
-Also the main oc I use, the one you see on the pic, is a Mega Man oc :D
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~Umineko No Naku Koro Ni~
-I am yet to read the vn from start to finish but watch many vn videos from youtube so overall, I know the main events well. But I really appreciate if you correct me if I get something wrong :)
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-My favorite character is Jessica
- My favorite question arc episode is Turn of the Golden Witch, while favorite answer arc is Dawn of the Golden Witch.
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~Hetalia~
(Probably where you guys are mostly know me from :D)
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-My favorite character is Germany~
-My favorite seasons are World Series and Beautiful World.
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-Hetalia is literally the reason why I started to learn Japanese so thank you for that Hetalia! :D
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Sooo yeah, these are basically my interests. If you have anything you want me to translate from these fandoms that are sfw (as I said, I am still technically a minor sooo), dm me so we can talk :) Also, as a fun fact, I like to draw and share my drawings on my instagram ( ・ิϖ・ิ)
Thank you for reading until here! I really appreciate it and I hope you enjoy my spam. ヽ(´ー`)ノ
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2021 // 2023
#aewedit#aew wrestledream#adam edge copeland#christian cage#EC#my gifs#I'M SCREAMING I'M SHAKING MY HANDS HAVEN'T STOPPED SHAKING IN LIKE TEN MINUTES#DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT HOW THINGS CHANGE AND STAY THE SAME DO YOU CAUSE I SURE DO#WOW#CAN YOU BELIEVE. WE THOUGHT WE KNEW HIM.#wwe#wwe royal rumble 2021#it’s about the PARALLELS
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"Can you take orders" "I don't know. give me one" LOGAN HONEY BE MORE OBVIOUS
#GIRL.HONEY.LOML.SUGARSLICE.SWEETIEPIE.#WHAT THE HECK#thing is with him I can't tell if he wants the rumble or if he secretly wants to be bossed around a lil#probably a bit of both lol#love is a battlefield#also I am quite sorry this is like the third post I've done about this same deleted scene#and I also know these posts are devolving rapidly at this point I'm just throwing my brain goo at the wall and trying to decipher the splat#(losing my mind just a wee bit) (and by a wee bit I mean I am in pieces)#Logan howlett#wolverine#Scott summers#cyclops#scogan#Scott x logan#Logan x scott#xmen#xmen movies#xmen original trilogy#deleted scenes#martianbugsbunny ships
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i cannot stand the aot fandom this is not a new take at all they are universally intolerable but oh my dayssss u are FORBIDDEN from making ANY take about the show it's actually insane to watch. 'aot is perfect' no show is perfect. 'tell me you didnt get the show 😂🫵' people have different opinions/interpretations about things. 'eren is a good guy they could never make me hate him' i think there's actually 4 seasons and two movies explicitely using him as a tool to show that no one is 'good' or 'evil' they are only trying to survive. hello. the fandom r all so far up aot's ass that they actually discredit its writing in the process and it would be laughable if it wasn't so frustrating
#bc aot IS insanely well written but no one talks about it???#like all they do is SAY how well written it is but no one is brave enough to give examples or meta bc SOMEONE will jump on it#declaring they've misinterpreted the Single Correct Way of watching the show and are dumb and a hater for saying such a thing#i remember posting about my initial aot watch on here and i did NOT like eren i thought he was whiney and annoying (he is <3)#and i thought aot was overhyped but ive since finished it at long last and omg. it is so fucking good#one of those shows that you need to watch ALL of it to truly get what's going on#and the conclusion of eren's character i am genuinely so obsessed with ill probs make a separate post just about him#bc i have really 180'd on eren and i can see now he IS well written. but not for any reason i can see anyone else talking about???#people are just banging on about he was right and justified and a saviour and tragic etc etc and while those things are important#and should be considered that also like. was not the point imo#the irony and tragedy of eren jaeger was that after all the 'i am special simply bc i was born into this world'#concluded with the revelation that actually he was not special. the rumbling happened because a normal boy got a hold of a great power#and he mishandled it. he was immature. he acted his age. he was just some teenage boy and he responded in kind#there was selfishness and silly whims and a quick temper. he was never this godlike figure he gets painted as#and i ADORE THAT TAKE. THAT IS SUCH AN ICE COLD CONCLUSION. EREN WAS NEVER SPECIAL - THAT'S THE POINT#and like countless times through history one selfish person with their hands on an insane amount of power and a conviction#that they are doing the right thing goes on to lead to a continuation of the cycle of war#like the end credits with the tree is genuinely HAUNTING. it never ended. eren KNEW the rumbling would be unnsuccessful#and would leave enough of their enemies alive that they'd eventually retaliate HE KNEW THAT and did it anyway#why? bc he just /wanted/ it. desperately and immaturely. and so the war turned over for another generation and another and#LIKE THAT IS SUCH A POIGNANT HAUNTING TAKE. I FR STARED AT THE BLACK SCREEN ONCE I FINISHED IT FOR 5 MINS IN HORRIFIED SILENCE#yes it's not his sole motivation but ultimately the crux of his character boils down to the fact he's just some kid#to the point even when he's explaining it to armin at the very end they SHOW HIM AS A KID. THAT IS THE REAL EREN#THAT ANGRY SCRAPPY CHILD WHO THOUGHT HE COULD BEAT THE WORLD INTO SUBMISSION#NOT A HERO NOT A GOD NOT A DEVIL - JUST A KID GIVEN A POWER HE NEVER SHOULD HAVE GOT HIS HANDS ON#but if u say all that some chucklefuck tells u to kys and that u just Didnt Get The Masterpiece Of Attack On Titan#but do u know what? maybe people disagree w me! maybe this is just my interpretation! guess who's NOT gonna have a hissy fit about it?#fandom is about DISCUSSION and i have never seen a fandom as fucking allergic to it than the aot fandom#like omdddddddddd have a day off man isayama isnt gonna suck you off#aot
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i take no issue w being a girl or being she/her there’s nothing unique about my perception of gender but i DO take issue with being human... where are the claws. where are the TEETH
#rumbles#post on species dysphoria crossed my dash#i don’t want to call that SILLY. cause that’s not rly nice#but it’s a thing i find uh. i guess ultimately meaningless#u kno. u cant do much about that#i get it tho. tbh ideal form that’s not just a nonsensical creature would be like#izutsumi tbh. can i be a beast man#please#tbc im w that one guy who’s like i think everyone’s gender is new and unique#girl is shorthand for she/her like storms. she/her like ships
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walking in the rain save me. walking in the rain. save me walking in the rain
#peace and love while im rapidly blinking against icy little droplets#I Do Genuinely Enjoy It!#its a small thing!#but an utter delight!#after spending the vast majority of my life in a desert its a welcome change of pace...#except for the thunder. its incredible long & lengthy#and last night i nearly convulsed out of my chair like a Startled Goat when it hit#literally came close to flinging my tablet#the Shock! the Horror!#for a moment i feared the mountain may collapse!#but no. Thunder <3#i'll get used to it eventually...#absolutely unprompted#better than the first time when i thought an earthquake was about to happen#in my experience: big rumbly + slight shaky = FUCK
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i just finished rumble fish and the hate is unwarranted you guys are WRONG
#talking about the book btw#why do you guys hate it so much😭#am i just missing things because i also wasnt confused?#sure things got a bit iffy near the ending with those 4th wall breaks and poor memory#but i understood it ????? ??? ?#i mean the confusion that rusty-james has himself is explained prwtty well idk#the ending made me really sad ohmygod witj the police lights and the#the the#the partly deaf thing#and then looking like the motorcycle boy#u guys dont understand#rusty james holds a special place in my heart#his dad saying 'you better hope not' or smth along those lines....#im sorry the ending hit so hard#does NOT deserve that much hate#dolirants#rumble fish
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little bit of modern au (SPOILERS for the zelda game.)
#witch hat tag#orufrey#zelda totk spoilers#thus ends the orufrey playing on their switches saga. oh modern au...the place where everything is pretty much ok. Yes i have joycon drift.#hey literally why do ppl leave private replies on twt. not priv qrts. that's like..fine. Whatever. but priv replies...who r u talkin to.#once i posted a comic about writing that went REALLY far before i deleted it and got 400+ qrts and someone left a string of private replies#Yeah go off king. What is the point#what does it mean. what does it all mean. <- me at all times looking at the internet in my puter and understanding nothing and just leaving#i'm obsessed with how i said that qifrey doesnt really 'identify' with link so it's hard for him to play games like this#but he cooks food and sleeps as if things are real. Oh what a mysterious fellow...my darling..meanwhile once again oru plays normally#qifrey: I don't really know who zelda is so... sorry that happened to her...bye.. Oh my stomach must be rumbling by now!#if you haven't seen the other parts to this saga he ended up caring abt zelda because he pretended to himself that she is oru. Princess Oru#i play more like qifrey btw. totk was really good
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Rumble Fish (1983)
#the utterance of rusty james still ringing in my head from watching this#rumble fish#rumble fish 1983#1983#80s#movies#francis ford coppola#matt dillon#actors#pics#soupy's#god this wouldve been so beautiful in color. I really don't understand it after the 50s its not the same#the inherent knowledge that it's covering up so many bold nicely shaded colors. too much modern pacing to really fit an old school vibe#I'll keep the rest of my thoughts to myself#ain't just the way it looks I was concerned about#whats more important is that I heard this song called rumblefish by the goats in a documentary once and that forever got me to associate it#with this movie's title#so every time I read the title my mind says it like the guy in the song#its the little things in life
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About Natsume and Ranpo
//spoil about the end of light novel 4
“Good work on finding the place.” Fukuzawa lightly bowed before showing the cane in his hand. “Oh, why, if it isn’t the cane I lost some time ago. You came all this way to return it to me? How commendable.” “Your reputation precedes you, sir. If you would pardon my intrusion, I came to ask a favor.” “Don’t be so formal. Come, have a seat.” Fukuzawa bowed before taking a seat in the nearby chair. Ranpo, on the other hand, quietly stared at the man before him without even moving. “No way… I didn’t notice before, but he’s—”“I owe you my gratitude for saving me that day, my dear boy.” The man cackled. He wasn’t wearing a suit this time, but he still had on a bowler hat. “Oh, okay,” Ranpo mumbled as if he were standing on pins and needles. His voice was hoarse. “You saw through that trap at the theater from the beginning. You noticed the rug’s adhesive, and yet, you allowed yourself to fall into the trap. Why? Was it to lure out the enemy—? No, there were plenty of ways you could have done that—” “Whether I did or not, I owe your father.” He smiled faintly. Ranpo stood absolutely still as if he were struck by lightning. “Don’t tell me… From the very start, you—***” “I came with a request,” Fukuzawa abruptly said, cutting him off. it wasnt in the fantranslate version,but in my physical copy he said “Don't tell me...from the very start,you want to lend me a helping hand—”
In their conversation,it's heavily implied that Natsume purposely got caught because he want to "help" Ranpo.Because he own Ranpo's father(Clairvoyant) some favor.I assumed the "help" here means let him and Fukuzawa meet n cooperate thus deepen their bonds.
It's about building up the agency too,but I believe it's mainly about helping Ranpo.
Makes me wonder if part of the reason Clairvoyant asked Ranpo to go to Yokohama is because of Natsume?Just how cool Ranpo’s dad was that even THE strongest ability user owes him some favor?Maybe we can get some flashbacks of Clairvoyant and Natsume if Asagiri ever wants to develop that part of Natsume's character.though the chance is low since Clairvoyant didn't even get mentioned in anime.
My question is,how much did he do or know to help Ranpo?Did he originally not plan to get kidnapped,but recognized Ranpo in the theater and decided to help him?
Or did he set up Fukuzawa and Ranpo to meet?Isn't it too convenient that V's plan of kidnapping happened the same day they met?Actually everything is a little bit too convenient.Natsume can easily leak his whereabouts to make it happen.
theory about Natsume's pov with Ranpo
Now here's a little theory explaining why he didn't help him himself before,even let him live on the street for a few months.
1.he's busy he's powerful he probably has to save the world once a month or something He couldn't always keep his eyes on him.
2.He didn't know Clairvoyant died and Ranpo's in Yokohama until like idk months later,we don't know when exactly Ranpo's parents gone.
3.Ranpo's father.Ranpo didn't know ability exists until Fukuzawa told him.His parents probably planned to tell when he grow up.Again his parents are very protective.
so Clairvoyant perhaps told Natsume something like"if something happened to me,please make sure my son is okay,but dont drag him into the dangerous world of you ability users"
Natsume didn't interfere at first because Ranpo seemed "fine".Sure he's lonely and unfit,but at least he's safe,he's smart he'll pull it through and find a way to fit into society right?
But he didn’t,things had been getting worse and worse,Ranpo's desperate and helpless.he's homeless,so lonely so close to having a breakdown.HE NEEDS HELP.
Like i said,he couldn't have always kept an eye on him.but i'd like to imagine when he realized how desperate Ranpo actually was,he started to take action,aka finding someone who can help him aka Fukuzawa.
He didn't take him himself because he gotta keep his mysterious vibe and has a loud smart brat would ruin that isn't the best choice when Fukuzawa is right there.Even if Fukuzawa wasn’t there he’ll find someone else for him(not Mori though,that guy is not allowed near children),if there's no other choices ultimately i think he would take care of Ranpo himself.
cannibalism arc
Another theory,Ranpo knew Natsume would interfere in the cannibalism arc.He knew he would be trapped in the book for a few days and there’s no way he thought Ada would successfully murder mori.But he still did it.Why?Because Chuuya is too powerful,his existence would simply change the situation,so to make sure Natsume’s plan won’t mess up,Ranpo had to take Chuuya out of the picture.Fukuzawa will be ok as long as the plan worked.
Relationship
I'm curious what their relationship is like?In untold origins,Ranpo seemed neutral,mostly because he was shocked by Natsume’s words and therefore didn’t have many other expressions.Even after that they’re having a serious conversation so yeah really can’t see much.i think he did respect Natsume to some degree,not so much like Fukuzawa,but still.
Now that he knows Natsume had a connection with his father and mayhaps knows him personally.(yk Natsume didn't have to keep his promise since no one else would know but he still did,either he’s just that loyal or him and Clairvoyant r good friends).He’ll be glad someone else remembers his dad not as “Clairvoyant” but his own person. I think they would have a good relationship.
Actually if they were really that close,do you think Natsume ever told Ranpo how proud his dad would be at him if he’s still alive,or or telling him stories of his father to keep the memories alive.
Ranpo&Natsume AU idea
I'm too deep in this rabbit hole but hear me out.We often talk about what would happen if Ranpo didn’t meet Fukuzawa like instead Mori or Fyodor got him.But what if is Natsume who adopted take in ranpo.Wouldn't it be cool?
If he can’t find someone to help him and eventually he had to take him himself.He can’t let Clairvoyant's son keep roaming on the street like that right?Imagine he thought it’s just temporary babysitting until he found somebody else.But no,Ranpo has clinged onto him and actually is slowly growing on him too.then BANG new father n son duo unlock.
ok but based on how the narrative describes Natsume,he’s very intelligent too.I think Ranpo would be happy around someone who is also smart too.Reminds him of his parents.He can help Ranpo adapt(?.Heck he may even help Ranpo without telling him he's an ability user.
idk what would yhe plotline go.Maybe the ada still somehow establish.Maybe Ranpo become a solo detective that's known for carrying a cat with him when solving crimes.Maybe Ranpo becomes some little assistant of Natsume,appears here and there,mysterious just like him.
ok i remember seeing a fic like that,but it's not focus on Natsume.basically it's just young Ranpo running around with Natsume on him and messed with skk.
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bad meta#bsd analysis#ranpo edogawa#natsume soseki#bsd ranpo#bsd natsume#reread some part of ln4 to make this post glad its still as funny as i remember it is#anyways plz go read untold origins if you havent#it has ranpo's parents crumbs and fukuzawa's hilarious inner dislogue#found family ranpo n Natsume my beloved#i actually have a lot more to say about the au but im so sleepy rn#maybe ill write more in the morning#this post is pain to organize cause i just keep rumbling and rumbling without focusing on the subject#sorry if it looks like a mess fhaidhs#overannalysis things about Ranpo is my passion
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somehow I always feel paranoid when I do sexual things with my ocs. reasonably I shouldn't be, I'm an adult, I tag properly so people can avoid it, but I'm still a little hesitant every time
#i think it's because i have some sex-repulsed/minor mutuals#which like. minors can't see it anyway if i'm using the new content warning system correctly nd they didn't lie about their age#but also why would you go out of your way to look at it if you're a minor who doesn't want to see it...#anyway.#point is i'm an adult and i should be less scared about it bc sexuality has been and will continue to be a part of my ocs' stories#rox rumblings#me things
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This episode they really showed how Uea wants sex to distract himself to make the bad feelings go away for a while and King is the only safe option (not the best way of coping maybe atm but it gets better). Hope they will make him talk about it because I feel many in the audience still don’t understand the link between sex and comfort and coping especially for an abuse victim who always turns to it after triggering events (still think this part is more about the mom, cause whenever the stepdad is part of the trigger he can’t have sex or cuddles ... at least can’t enjoy it as we have seen in this episode). Shortly said, an orgasm gives you dopamine, and it’s all your mind and body focuses on in that moment. Reasons why this could end up in an addiction under the wrong circumstances. Under the right ones it can be therapeutic and have an antidepressant effect.
Uea is a bit torn with King. The caring side of King is an unexpected surprise for him every time. He doesn't really expect kindness from people. But he's glad whenever he receives it from people he trusts. Which King became a part of way too fast for Uea to admit (he’s a player after all). That’s why he rarely shows King his smiles when he’s fond of him. I think the cake scene was one of the rare moments he truly showed him this kind of vulnerability to him (him being truly happy, it’s a delicate feeling easily snatched away under his circumstances). He also took a long time to even understand that King really means it, that this birthday cake is really for him because King really wants to make him happy and he’s allowed to take it. I wonder if the little cake fight and unceremonial bite into the cake is an emotional defense from Uea to not get too deep into vulnerable emotions and turn it into fun / silly & sexy moment instead while still keeping the good vibe.
He’s not ready for an emotional bond with him yet when they clearly stated from the beginning this will just be about sex and they don’t even like each other (we all know that’s a lie). I suspect Uea has trust issues as well since his stepdad always acts nice, caring and misunderstood... so Uea needs a while to learn if people really mean it or if they just want something from him.
I bet that will become a big issue at some point, when they both think the other has no feelings while they secretly do have feelings. I fear Uea will push King away for a while when their feelings get clearer.
#bed friend the series#bed friend#ep4#king x uea#here have another round of trauma and coping rumbling#the reason why I can understand Uea that well is because I also have a dysfunctional fam just not THAT bad (not physical)#and I got to a few bad people outside of my fam#I have a big urge almost a survival instinct to learn human behavior since childhood#as self-defense and to navigate through this world of neurotypicals as a neurodivergent person#I basically suck up everything about WHY humans do what they do. like criminals. what trauma does to you and how mental illnesses work etc#also all the psychology and science behind sex and sexuality (including k!nk and erotic) is a big topic for me#i don't just read about that stuff I watch recordings and documentaries and interviews as well#basically down to the core of fac.ial expressions and body language and thinking patterns#learned a few things from my therapist as well#not saying I am a certified specialist I just learned a few things through my life#and while this is obviously just a tv show they still did some research
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you’re eren jeager. you’re eight years old and trapped inside walls your entire life and hate every second of it and then your best (and only) friend shows you there’s a possibility of more, of the outside world, of freedom. you're nine years old and you just killed someone for the first time because what they were doing was wrong and as much you like to pretend it didn't affect you because they were just filthy animals, you still get nightmares about it. you're ten years old and you dream of joining the scouting legion so you can finally see the outside world because they represent freedom for you due to their symbol, but oh the titans just broke down the walls and your mom got eaten right in front of you and suddenly it's much bigger than that, it's not just a dream, it's a goal, so you can get rid of every last one of them. you’re twelve years old and people keep on telling you, you’re not gonna make it, you won’t last in the military and you’ll never achieve your goal, and you prove them wrong, every. single. time. you’re fifteen years old and you finally made it, but you wake up and there are a thousand guns pointed at you and the two people you love most in the world are standing between you and danger (as always, and you hate yourself and you feel so guilty and you feel so useless) and they’re asking you if you’re human or a titan and that makes absolutely no sense, because of course you’re human but that does not matter. you get hated on, you are experimented on, you get tortured and through all of this, you push forward because you believe you’re making a difference and you’re helping humanity survive and if you’re suffering through all of this? it’s okay, because you deserve it, i mean, look at how many people die so you can live, look how many times your friends get put into dangerous situations, look at how mikasa and armin’s lives keep on getting shittier because they continue to care about you and through all of this, people treat you as humanity’s hope or as a weapon, but never as a person, because that’s not what you are for them and they keep on saying that if you want to save anybody and make a difference, you have to learn how to control your powers and how to make sacrifices, to let go of your humanity in order to do it. you’re sixteen years old and you know everything you’re going to do, and you want to tell it to the people you trust but you don’t want to burden them with that knowledge because they already have enough on their plate as it is. you’re eighteen years old and you tried to change the outcome from the things you’ve seen multiple times, but every single time you fail because every decision has already been made for you and you’re helpless to do anything but watch, you try to find a different solution, however everything you think of, brings about the doom for your people. you’re nineteen years old and you abandoned everything you cared about in order to reach your goal, everybody hates you, but not as much as you hate yourself, but it’s okay because at least (most of) the people you love will be safe and you will die by the hands of the woman you love, it’s more than you deserve because now you truly are the devil they’ve always accused you of being. and in the end the boy who longed for freedom, was the most entrapped of them all.
#eren jaeger#eren yeager#why there are two ways to write his last name??#i always wonder#but anyway can you tell i just love my boy?#and that in a kinder world he would be kinder too?#i don’t exactly remember what sprung this on#but i’m sick and tired of people reducing eren to a single trait of his#like yes. he IS capable of atrocious things like the rumbling#he’s also capable of love and compassion#and these two things can co-exist#and while it’s a little bit of nature for him because he’s always longed for freedom#it’s also about nurture because of the environment he was in#and the way people treated#even armin actually (though i love their relationship)#the only person who ever treated like a human being was mikasa (but then she made him feel helpless not on purpose but she did)#and carla before she died#again nobody did on purpose#anyway this got reaaally long#it was sitting in my drafts for a while#eremika#but only because it’s canon#because this post is about eren#even though i love them
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[suddeny its bolt upright] FELIX ON SATURDAY
#I KEEP FORGETTING!!!#THE LAD! THE BOY!!#he's going to be a bit uncharacteristically assertive [literally just suggesting a group course of action out loud]#cause our FIRST session had a uh? deadly encounter?? that we only barely scraped out of#AND THEN the ruined temple we were in STILL had Ominous Rumbling Getting Closer and Ominous Hourglass On The Table#so we just... left...? without exploring the rest of the temple...#because the FIRST thing that happened was that we killed the cult leader... so it didn't feel like there was any reason to hang around??#but now that we've had a long rest and don't all have two (2) HPs after getting ganged up on by five cultists with multiattack#AND a medusa#I and also felix are like '........... it's weird though not to explore the whole dungeon right.'#'like it's not really our fault it was weird and we bailed but. we should go back now right. I wanna go back. I gotta poke around'#it's [very slightly] out of character for him because True In Character Felix would just quietly break from the group and go alone#which is obviously not how dnd works lmao#ALTHOUGH.... considering he quietly slipped away from the group at camp and the party immediately noticed and were calling for him#and were obviously worried when he just disappeared (he was up a tree just chillin)#actually it makes sense that he'd be like 'hey don't worry about it but I'm going to go back I think' out loud now haha#about me#my OCs#felix
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What do you mean you're going to belittle my entire university experience after I've been downplaying this thing for months?
#it's my sister btw. she.. she's not happy I'm having the discussion at home (oh because I'm happy about this? no. it sucks.)#she says that I should go somewhere else (and not in my fucking home)#because I can always do what I want while she can never do anything and oh but she needs to studyy exactly those two hours#and she said I should go away because it's not like it's a big thing#and there it is. the centre of the whole fucking problem#I've been saying all these months that “this thesis is not important. I don't want a party I don't want people to go to the celebration.”#of course now everyone thinks it's not important#while instead it's probably the highest success I've ever fucking hoped for. when I was a kid I dreamt of that fucking laurel crown.#I know I'm going for a master and if I can maaybe a phd of some sort. but this is .. this is IT.#and it feels awful that I'm being thrown out of my house.#I'll probably manage to stay she'll rumble and moan and then she'll accuse ne of being a shit brother because I haven't bought her a copy.#I'm baffled#and sad#personal#thesis
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gotta tell you that from the moment i decided to start every snack by spilling it into a sealed container, my snacking life quality had improved expedentionally. no more awkward rollings, no more forgetting the snack open and it losing its crunchiness, no more grease all over the hand where the bag touches it as you reach deep inside-- it's all there, in the perfectly shallow box, ready to be sealed at all times-- this is what reaching a sweet spot of adulthood really is about, finding the best way to snack without losing any snacking quality.
#did i just rumble about storage boxes on main?#i have.#fr sometimes i just dont feel like finishing the whole thing esp if its a very large packaging#and sometimes you just forget to close it or you dont seal it well enough etc etc#and this way you can enjoy snacks as if they were freshly opened and they also are visible and nicely stored on your desk#like this is just benefits#( i have transparent boxes so the snacks always are visible and attractive on my visible eyesight...)#buns.txt
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