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Omg I loved your herald viktor epic line idea I’ve been thinking about it nonstop. If u have time and energy id love to read it sooo much ❤️❤️
Since the Ithica Saga dropped last night my brain has not known a single moment of peace. "Would You Fall in Love with Me Again" is just so insanely perfect for a Machine Herald Viktor x Reader AU it makes me physically ill. Like, seriously:
I am not the man you fell in love with
I am not the man you once adored
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Would you fall in love with me again
If you knew all I've done?
The things I cannot change
Would you love me all the same?
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Would you fall in love with me again
If you knew all I've done?
The things I can't undo
I'm not the man you knew
Viktor is so Odysseus coded it is PAINFUL. The pain of sacrificing so much of himself to survive. The regret of everyone he's had to leave behind, to betray. The ghosts of his legacy haunting his mind. All for his goal, the one thing he knows he's meant to do with every fiber of his being. Nothing, neither magic nor gods, will stop him from fulfilling that dream. He will not be the same once all has passed, and he will never regain all that he's lost. Can the person who loved him the most as he was before still love this version of him?
And the reader's answer...
I will fall in love with you
Over and over again
I don't care how, where, or when
No matter how long it's been
You're mine
Because what you loved about him is deeper than any of the ways he's changed. It's something at his core, in his soul, in the light of his eyes, no matter how tired they may seem now. It's your first kiss, it's the sound of his voice in your ear, it's the curve of his lips when he smirks, it's the way he looks at you like he falls in love all over again every day you're with him. Time may pass, and the world may change, but not this. Never this.
He is yours just as you are his, and that is the one thing that will never change.
#I still can't believe Epic is over... I dont think a musical has made me feel this way in a REALLY long time#Ive listened to the whole concept album like 30 times the odyssey has always been one of my favorite stories#and the way jorge told it... all the love that went into it... you really feel that in every song#a perfect balance between accuracy to the original tale while still making it entirely his own creation#i will never shut the fuck up about it it is UNDOUBTEDLY the best adaption of the odyssey out there#i do wish there would have been a song/a scene/a line with Argos tho#(if you're unfamiliar Odysseus had a puppy before he left for war and the dog waited for his return all these years)#(when he returns to the palace he disguises himself as an old man but Argos immediately knows its him)#(he licks his hand and wags his tail one last time before passing away having finally seen his master again)#that part always got me#I think there would be an INCREDIBLE parallel to write about Viktor and Rio...#anyway yall tell me if you want to hear more of my rambles on this because i cannot stop thinking about it#youre extremely valid anon#arcane#viktor arcane#viktor x reader#epic the musical#the ithica saga#epic odysseus#anon ❤#rant#mine#machine herald Viktor#epic au
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i love that the murder time trio all have dangerous little greetings. horror has his little hand drill thing. killer puts a knife up his sleeve and then does a little switcharoo. dust INSTINCTIVELY shoots whoever he sees with a bone. no greeting whatsoever. so just imagine how things go on a first meeting or whatever. immediately horror and killer have to dodge bones from dust and horror's like hey wtf man. mildly irritated but he just met these guys so he's willing to forgive. he's not gonna lose his cool in front of these two random ass guys even though one just tried to kill him. killer just has that dumbass smile on his face like always (but he was intrigued when dust did that. like who tries to kill someone on first sight?? he's curious now :3)
and then theyre all just standing together and staring for a moment and horror sticks out his hand. killer takes the bait but then he just points a knife to horror's stolen eye once he realizes that he got duped and his other hand is now currently being drilled into. dust didn't shake either of their hands because he could see the drill and tell that killer had something off about him in general. but he does give a tiny smile when he sees the state that the two r in rn with the drill and knife. it's an eensy bit funny in his eyes
least violent mtt interaction
#overall?? first good impression on all their parts#except horror because he doesn't like to get threatened or risk dying#but he gets over it (he never does)#i'm at that stage of mtt fan where i cant afford to ignore phantom paps anymore and leave him out from the hc#immediately once dust saw the other two paps commented on how ugly they were#dust must have the strength of fucking Hercules or something because like#phantom papyrus probably drops some of the most hilarious bangers that only he can hear and he just CANNOT laugh or else he'll look dumb#i wouldnt last a day in dusts shoes if phantom paps said shit like that. i'd die of holding back laughter#how many off hand comments does paps make he just has to let out his laughs in private#violence is sooooo funny to them they wish they could throw the other 2 into a volcano#triglycercule will you ever run out of mtt ideas??? i dunno......#as long as im alive i can find a way to make my life about the mtt#this post was written august 22 still a peak idea tho LMAO#the phantom papyrus making outrageous comments thingy is funny enough to be its own post HOLD ON LMAO#listen this didnt happen in my mtt fic LITERALLY about them meeting but it did in another universe TRUST TRUST TRUST#tricule rant#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#i'm so eepy....... i need to stay awake................#still have 70 soon to be 71 drafts left in my loaded gun we WILL survive through the winter if i eat one draft every day
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#world of warcraft#anduin wrynn#varian wrynn#Llane Wrynn#Barathen Wrynn#Wanted to see if I could duel wield on my rouge the kingslayer and the sword that killed Barathen so I looked and to my dissapointment#it appears they used two different one-handers for reference in the comic so you can kinda get close but its not the right sword#they used the design of one and the shape of another uggh#Let me run around ingame with the swords that killed Llane AND Barathen please is that too much to ask#anyway#All three of the last Wrynns were killed in the same area#their breastplates aint do SHIT to protect them#which is why i am now gonna go off into a 10k rant about how this prooves there is NO reason for Anduin to be forced to wear plate armor#infact prehaps he would be safer in cloth like a proper priest#UNLESS sayyyy the little lion gremlin face on Anduin's breastplate is enchanted and anytime anyone gets too close it breaths fire at them#Someone gets too close and an alarm goes off and the little lion mouth moves up and down with a loud 'STAND BACK- STAND BACK- STAND BACK'#Anduin forgetting about hte annoying lil shit until hes getting back to his room after a long day and his bf wrathie is there and they get#a littttle tooo close n touchy before Anduin can remember to undress and the fuckin lion alarm goes off and guards rush into the room#anyway ive never done stained glass before and tried a new way to make shattered glass so i think this was good#that said the canvas size was maybe too small and it got compressed to hell on twitter and it bothers me so much#cuz anduins face is really nice but it looks blurry when i upload itttt aagh
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Got myself a few new toys for my birthday :3 this pup is her own master
#its a kind of therapy for me at this point#no one has valued me enough as a person in so long that im kinda just numb to the idea of actually having physical intimacy with someone#and coming off my last relationship i really need something to boost my mood#but thats life#im comfortable with this until i can be certain someone's actually gonna treat me like a priority and not just a second option#pup rants about life#t4t nsft#mtf nsft#mtf puppy#trans nsft#woof woof#fem nsft#nsft puppy#puppy sub#petpl@y#t4t
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I feel so left out lol why do I feel like this
#personal vent#vent post#vent#like#since i don't have my asks on purely because i was getting harassed makes me feel so alone#the others r like ALWAYS there#last time i tried reaching out made me literally almost delete tumblr#because it's so fucking sad to be the ONLY ONE that does not have their asks on#idk why i even try anymore#literally no one cares about me#roswell will never happen#its so obvious#im not even making it to 18 why does any of this matter#okay i need to shut up#eeugh#nvm‼️‼️#guys ignore me :3#EEWWWW that was very long rant
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I wasn't prepared for how wanting a hug from a friend that's thousands of miles away would feel like a stab in the chest. They don't tell you that shit hurts and you can't do anything about it
#light vent#personal rant#vent except its mostly in the tags#vent#dare i say i wanna feel *safe*. dare i say i wanna be *warm*#who else out here yearning to be loved like you're truly worth something#there was a time when I was little that i wouldnt fall asleep unless i was bein held. cant go back to that without rlly having someone there#they don't tell you how isolating it is to only be able to hold friendships online. I think there's just something wrong with me#I dont get to feel warm and loved and safe irl. i cant remember the last time i did#i should be able to walk into my friends rooms and annoy them bc we know no ones really angry. BUT NO. other side of the country or canadian#i should be able to show them reels in a silent room where we laugh every so often but it's quiet otherwise#I should be able to give them random rocks I find but no#and i hate knowing im one of the only people who cant seem to hold a friendship irl. i wanna know whats wrong with me so ppl dont leave irl#what is so wrong with me that i cant love correctly? why cant i say i love you back? why does my chest tighten and i get scared? why why#its not fair?? theres gotta be something wrong with me for ppl to not like me irl i text first im nice i engage in their interests i help em#what am i missing?? we hang out for so long then BOOM ghosted. they were so cool and fun but no matter how many times i did anythin. NOTHING#i cant even say it's because i didnt get a cue or anything because they were autistic/adhd/disabled too. i didnt do anything mean did i?#i feel like im missing something that makes people human or something because i never know what i did and no one ever says i did anything#am i doing something wrong? do i like things wrong? do i love wrong? do i laugh wrong or smile wrong or talk wrong I DONT UNDERSTAND#the only place i feel safe and loved is with my friends online. they're *safe*. I'm not scared to laugh or talk. I feel at home with em#i havent felt at home in a while. they're all *home* to me. im glad y'all convinced me to make a server.
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#v therapeutic keyboard smash#I need to rememer that no one gaf and also so long as the test goes in as a quiz the worst I will get is a b. which is not bad#it is not bad#if its a test I am going to die but if its a quiz I'm chill#I actually hate that my teacher is so indecisive he's like “I need to talk 2 the other chem teachers” NO U ARE UR OWN PERSON JUST GIVE#ME THE TEST SPECIFICS#they've been saying they're not sure the specifics of the test literally for the last 2 fucking weeks & they knew exactly when they were#gonna have us take it. given they had to move it a day closer but come ON was that one damn day gonna really do much#I need a snow day so bad#nadia studies#nadia rants
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going to start using this platform like twitter again and by that i mean posting relentlessly and going on rants in the tags
#original#everyone is getting meaner on there it's still fine for me because i mostly only have art in my#main feed on my main account but GOD#one of my favorite artists on there (the chill guy guy) got doxxed because he didnt want his work to be used in shitcoin scams#i know he's on here and other platforms but that was kind of one of the last straws for me because the block list under his posts were#getting to be way too much#like how and why is there so much hate in your heart#that & i saw this post that was like 'lollll this guys music taste is the WORST EVER!!!!!' and it was just like. pretty general coworker#music#just mean for the sake of being mean. not even up & arms bc i liked any of the artists really its just that. you are being rude asf#and blueskys like the opposite which you would think would be good but i cant really use the discover tab because if i scroll too long it#just starts showing me the most neoliberal slop EVERRRR#like. and this is my favorite example because of how dog it was#i saw a post that was like ACAB: Always Cary A Book! like ohhhhhhhh you cant be serious#and people sharing that graphic abt how the Least educated state voted red and the Most educated state voted blue#with the audacity to have 'democracy defender' in their bio like can you be fucking for real#and its the opposite of twitter because NO ONE ever disagrees with them there are too many posts where people just say shit like that and#no one says anything about it#'we avoid drama here' Okay dude some discourse is not always a bad thing#conservatives LOVE calling bluesky and echo chamber and as wrong as they r for their reasoning#........ theyre like. lowkey right. not that twitter or god forbid truth social arent the exact shit just the other way around. but like.#idk. there needs to be conversation in order to uphold a nuanced conversation#a lot of these self proclaimed 'democracy defenders' just dont see that which rrly brings into question their true level of activism#sorryyyyyyy okay rant over. but i did warn you. this was going to be a sims 4 post at first
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Wish the fact that weirdos wouldn't come at my LMK Nezha art and spit weird shits like "isnt bro 12 or bla bla--" ⁉️ HAVE YOU READ THE DAMN LORE???
#txt#// rant#this happened to my Gothzha art#even a mf said “ik hes 12 but DAMN” and straight up called him daddy like??? 💀#tbh ive saw the very wild side of the LMK fandom so that's why im not even interacting much w its people and other things#oh and. If ur interprete Nezha as a 12 years old immortal then i wouldn't have a problem with that. It's your thing but just please#be respectful to who doesnt have the same interpretation#and one last thing is that go read his lore already gawd damn.#mf was never a 12 years old 💀#long rant srry#lmk nezha#nezha
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"sorry i know it sounds like 2 crickets are having sex but its not" my housemates were pumping air into a massive pillow
#logbook#im thinking abt them rn. saw the one last night super briefly. but otherwise??? god when did i see them last. sunday morning ???#ohhh maybe mon. or tues.#still its been days. idk if i'll see them tmrw i kind of wanna go to the farmers market.#i have been rather isolated lately. snd ig thats fine.#learning i cannot have long convos with my ex or it will just bother me after awhile. snd that i come off strong i guess to new ppl.#thankful for ppl who have stayed in my life this long. truly. love yall mwah.#also yes this was a rant in the tags but. thst was so funny to come homr to after a long day.
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Won Top 4 at locals for the Age of Overlord Sneak Peek (this made me so happy I have to share it everywhere.)
Also, another person really liked the anime (specifically 5Ds) so now we're writing with one another and I don't think I've done anything harder than trying to act normal and allistic about Yugioh. Someone at Locals also said they liked how 'excited' I was about it, and I know it probably wasn't even meant in a mean way but I still felt a bit bad cause I don't even know how to be normal!!!!!
#i should make a locals tag#for when I go to locals and failflop (BUT JTS SO OK I LOVE YUGIOH)#Also i won like. all my matches EXCEPT THE LAST ONE. but its so fine and cool cause it was the person that liked the animes too#so it was really fun. also i was gonna win the second game and they said 'heart of the cards is gonna topdeck crazy'#and then they DID. (the horus spell forgot its name (fakefan))#so i went 4-1 and im glad because it truly was my personal best so far :)#also not to rant in. tags BUT. we were talking about the anjme right? and then another person says they only like early yugioh#we talk and I say yugi is my favourite character from it (like. little yugi not yy)#and then they go 'cause hes a noob that cant do anything'#my smile dropped so hard. :(#someone should study the way yugioh players watch the anime because its not even the first time people think YUGI is bad at the game#like. ????????????????? ok#sorry small rant i love talking about yugioh and the anime and everything ruaaa#might delete later#random ramble#long tags#yugioh#sorry jm kinda embarrassing
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writing is so fun !! why does it suck ass n balls
#aria void#fr I feel like im smashing my head against a cheese grater most of the time#sometimes something comes through but its not pretty#if it was just like a fear of writing something bad that would be something I could learn to get over#but i don't know what's holding me back#i occasionally have spurts where I can write a bunch but they never last long#which is how I end up with 5 billion unfinished story ideas I have no clue what to do with#i try just forcing myself to write anyway but my mind just goes blank#I can half visualize where to take things but its like there's a paper jam in the path to convert that into words#idk whats causing it idk how to uncause it and its the lack of knowing what the problem is that's so fucking frustrating#i have so many fucking stories in me but the one path to shove them out is an inch wide and always clogged#insert funny shit constipation joke heha#granted i think part of its just my various undiagnosed disorders kicking in and making it impossible to concentrate#literally I was trying to write a short story just now and sorta kinda starting to get somewhere#but i got distracted by ranting about how hard writing is and now my groove is unrecoverably thrown off#fuck my stupid baka brain
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STARDEW VALLEY UPDATE!!! YIPPEE!!!
#aria rants#farming time#its been a long while since i last played so im gonna be hella rusty and have no idea with what im doing#all i know is that im gonna go for elliot. as always. hes my fave one. i cant let him go--
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ive been so lost in the comfort of the night so long, i forgot the beauty of the morning.
#got drunk last night and havent slept and the pain is returning which is not fun but#im happy. i dont even care. im happy.#i'll enjoy the morning and being awake for as much as i can#and i will sleep when i am ready#this is my version of clinging to hope#i'll cope however i know how#its my life. mine. mine.#i finally got some privacy in the night. and now the morning. i havent had privacy in so long#even tho im not home alone no one was awake to bother me.#no one is awake now to bother me.#its just me and my cat. who is loafing happily and peacefully#this is my hope. this is my hope#i will have mornings like this and so much better#julian rants#alcohol tw#drugs tw
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