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anthropoetics · 23 days ago
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there's this one phrase i really like from don segundo sombra: "porque el sol sabe barrer el miedo" ("because the sun knows how to sweep away fear"). it's about a sunrise in the plains of argentina, narrated by a gaucho. i've always felt it really captured the vulnerability of that stage between night and morning, especially in such open places, where you're so exposed.
this absolute classic! i know i've read it when i was a child, but i don't remember a single thing from it. i do remember how it made me feel. and that's such a beautiful sentence, truly.
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barcingmatter · 2 years ago
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The Beginning (Star Witch Au)
"-And thats why I can't become a witch."
The middle aged person across from Danny hummed quietly for a moment, sipping at their tea while he looked back down at the book in his lap, the title 'A Witchlets Guide To Apprenticeship' taunting him.
"And your parents won't let you apply for the public mentorship? There is one in Amity Park that's always accepting applicants," they set their cup down, looking through the tea leaves left in the bottom.
Danny set the book on the table to join the others he'd been picking through. The library's decent selection on becoming a witch only frustrated him.
How was he supposed to put any of the books to use in his situation?
He huffed, sinking into the plush chair. "No, they're only willing to consider it if I can manage to get a private mentorship. They're only doing it because they KNOW I don't know anyone who can do mentoring. They want me to give up and become a scientist like them," he droned.
The person across from him didn't look up from their tea leaves, like they were looking for something.
"I'm curious," they began, "why do you want to become a witch so bad?"
"Well- its kinda- I mean most people think it's kinda childish-"
"I assure you even if it's childish it won't mean any less."
Danny turned to them and they finally looked back, porcelain cup abandoned on the table. "I... I wanna be worthy of the stars."
They raised an eyebrow. "Worthy of the stars?"
The library was quiet for a moment, save for the subtle 'tick, tock' of a pocket watch hanging from the elders necklace.
"The stars guide people who are lost, and they tell stories and preserve history. They're always there, they help people, kinda... I wanna be like that. I wanna be like the stars, and I wanna know them," he explained.
The elder stood, leaving their cup in its place on the table and picking up one of the books Danny was looking through before their conversation began. "Not many witches do private mentorships outside of family or monetary gain. It would be easier for you to give up and listen to your parents wishes. You might not be good enough to make it to an academy anyways, much less gain an artifact."
Their pocketwatch ticked just a bit faster.
Danny glared at his pile of books, "it would, but that would be stupid. If I gave up on it now I'd probably hate myself for the rest of my life. And then I'd die and still hate myself for not trying." He picked up one of the books and cracked it open, ready to start looking for something, maybe a loophole that would work.
"Alright," they smirked, standing in front of the boy. "I'll mentor you."
The book tumbled to the floor as Danny looked up at the person quick enough to give himself whiplash, "huh?"
"You need a mentor, and I am certified to do so. I only have one condition," they grabbed their necklace, flicking open the pocketwatch.
Danny scrambled to his feet, half sure he was having some weird lucid dream, "yeah anything! Well, not my soul but I mean other than that-!"
"If I mentor you, you will not be allowed to quit. You'll have to push through to graduation, no matter what."
Icy blue met muted red, and Danny nodded enthusiastically.
"Of course! I'm not gonna give up, not when I actually have a chance!" He grinned, hands trembling with energy. Could this really be happening? Could he finally have his in?
"Well then, Daniel-"
"Wait how did you know my name?"
"-I'm clockwork, and I'd be happy to take you on as my apprentice."
They stuck out a hand, Roman numerals and curved lines running along the skin from the palm until it disappeared under a sweater sleeve.
Danny grabbed it, shaking perhaps a bit too excitedly.
The pocketwatch stopped ticking, the stars shone a tad bit brighter, just for a moment.
The tea leaves at the bottom of an old porcelain cup resembled a star.
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And that marks the start of danny becoming a witch in this au!
This au is based off of this post I made.
To make it make a bit more sense, in this au magic is practiced by humans and exists parallel to science and the modern world, kinda like little witch academia. Anyone can become a witch but you have to have completed a year long mentorship (at least) to qualify for any magic academy.
Only certain witches are qualified to be a mentor, with it essentially like being certified to be a teacher. Most mentors do public mentorships, mentor a specific family, or get hired on a witch by witch basis.
Clockwork just so happens to be certified, and as a time witch they knew that in quite a few timelines they'd mentor Danny, so they arranged it so they'd 'coincidentally' end up at the library at the same time as the kid trying to look into mentorships. Totally coincidental, not at all staged. Time magic.
Let me know if you want more of this au!
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sea-owl · 1 year ago
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So, I know we bully the Bridgertons in the isekai au because the Spouses want nothing to do with them and reject all their attempts (which I find hilarious because I enjoy making them suffer)
But how do you think the Spouses would start falling in love with them? What are the things that make them "click" and see their respective Bridgerton in different lids?
So a big part of the change of perspective for the spouses is gonna back to two things. The first is the root between this divide between the two families, and that is Portia's fear for her family and the relationship she shares with Violet. Until that has some change in it, the spouses are almost guaranteed to be at arm's length from the Bridgertons. The champions for helping to solve that mess will be Lady Danbury and Mary. Though to be honest that's probably just a fun game for them or at least for Lady Danbury who lives for the drama and is the whole reason this started when she isekaied Portia.
The second thing is that the spouses have to learn to grow beyond the family and beyond the mothers. Now that is to say they don't love them and will always be there for the family. But part of growing up and moving forward is learning to move beyond your parents, which a part of that is starting a family of your own.
There are little things that help with that second part. Things that helped the spouses see beyond the Bridgertons public personas.
For Kathony it's when Kate sees Anthony not as the viscount but as the man who got thrown into a seat of power and essentially fatherhood before he was ready. She saw it when the siblings were playing pall mall, and she saw it again when she stumbled upon Anthony during a stormy night in the library. She was trying to find a distraction while he was letting himself have a vulnerable moment with some of his father's old things.
For Benophie, I want to say it's when Sophie discovers Benedict's sketches. You can see a lot of what the artist does in their work. There was such beauty in them it left Sophie stunned. Especially when she got to the sketches of herself. She never knew she could be so beautiful to someone.
Weirdly for Polin, I can see the change happening when Colin blows up on Penelope. Penelope recognizes Colin as a snake charmer. He uses pretty words, and while she loves pretty words, she thought there was nothing else. Then, one day, Colin caught her by surprise when he followed her doing some of her more illegal activities, and he blew up on her. It's not the fact that he was angry at her but the fact that he was angry because of his fear of her safety. The multi-level emotions she had never seen from him before were now there.
Saphne's change came when Daphne punched Simon and gave him a black eye. (He deserved it. Also, Simon has a strength kink, and no one is changing my mind on that) All the time Simon has known Daphne, she has been the model debutant. (We all know she has a body count in a literal sense, but he doesnt) This is the first time Simon gets to see more of the real Daphne.
Philoise happens right around the twins' birth. George died in war, leaving behind a pregnant and unwed Marina. Marina sadly passed in childbirth. Phillip adopts the twins, and Eloise, in a roundabout way, comes to his aid with parenting books or the closest thing to it in that time. The twins also take a liking to Eloise. We'll Phillip have to listen then, babies do generally have a good judge of character on who is safe.
Franchael happens around the time of John's death. Francesca, in this timeline, fell in love with Michael first but was still good friends with John. Michael, whose loyalties lied with his found family, still loved his cousin, and their relationship actually improved when Michael started living semipermantly with the Featheringtons. Mourning together over a loved one can bring people closer.
The babies really didn't have a big defining moment. They followed the older ones' leads when the two sides started getting friendlier, so did they. Being younger, they had more time to let things take a more or less natural course.
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emma-m-black · 8 months ago
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The Daughter - Chapter Two
Tim Gutterson x OC (FanFiction) - MATURE 18+
Tim Gutterson comes to the unconventional aid of one Elenora Crowder, ward of Art Mullen and daughter of Raylan Givens.
This will be a multi chapter story and will get spicy as it goes. This is a rough draft and only slightly edited for grammar and spelling. Just needed to finally get it out because Tim Gutterson is one of my favorite characters, and there is not nearly enough fanfic for him.
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Elenora drummed her pencil against the tabletop. The library was eerily quiet and while she may have been staring down at her textbook, her mind was on other things. Her back hit the wall hard, but she did not mind. The impact actually spurring her on as she worked at pulling Tim’s shirt out from his pants, while his lips attacked the side of her neck. Unconsciously, Elenora’s knees closed tighter together.
Tim’s hands roamed down her sides and cupped her ass and the next thing she knew, her feet were off the air. She felt Tim’s hearty laugh against her skin as she yelped in surprise and quickly wrapped her legs around his waist. Elenora felt the instinctual need to grind herself into Tim, eliciting a moan from him before his lips captured her own.
Pulling his lips away from her, Tim looked Elenora in the eyes with a smile. “I gotta’ confess, I knew who you were...at the bar.“
“Oh, really?”
Tim rested his forehead against hers and closed his eyes. “Each time you brought Art a coffee or stopped and talked to Rachel I hoped that there would be some excuse to talk to you, but then the rational part of my brain would stop me, telling me that you were Art’s ward and that I could look but not touch.”
“So what changed?”
“Probably the alcohol.” Said Tim as he opened his eyes and gave her a smile. “And the picture. I’m never deleting that, by the way.”
“Nora...”
Elenora dropped her pencil down in shock and shifted in her chair away from the unexpected greeting.
“Geez girl. You don’t look like you got any sleep.”
“No. I was awake most of the night.” Responded Elenora and a flash of Tim above her, lips around her nipple and two of his fingers deep inside her.
“I can’t believe you actually got arrested, can’t say I thought you had it in you, but I’m glad you did. I was routing for you.” Said the girl as she produced a set of keys and placed them on the table next to one of Elenora’s books. “The apartment is all yours.”
Reaching for the keys, Elenora held them in her hand and looked at her friend. “Wait. So no one else finished?”
“Oh no, they did. But they are all still locked up in the drunk tank. I guess there is some investigation into the amount of public intoxications that happened last night. Everyone missed class. The professors are pissed.” Said the girl with a laugh. “That’s the spare, so if you wanna start moving stuff over, you can. I’m basically packed up. My parents took two SUV loads to New York already. I’ll get the landlord to get me the copies of the lease, and I’ll leave them on the counter. If I’m not there, just sign your life away and leave three post dated’s. He’ll want them A.S.A.P. Then it is all yours.”
“Thanks again for this. It’s nice to know I’ll have a place of my own finally.”
The girl gave Elenora a nod and then headed off. Once Elenora was alone, she pulled out her cell phone and opened up her conversation with Tim, which still only comprised of the text to give her a wave and the nude photo her friends had both sent.
Elenora: Please say that you did not have anything to do with the fact there is a bunch of hungover university students locked up in jail right now.
Tim must have had his phone near him, as his response came through almost instantly.
Tim: I thought you wanted the apartment to end all apartments?
Tim: Also, I’m insulted that you would think I would use my powers of authority in such a manner. *gasp*
Elenora: Well, you didn’t seem to have that mentality when you used those handcuffs on me for a second time...
Elenora pulled her bottom lip between her teeth as she thought about when she and Tim went for round two once they had finally made it onto the bed. Tim had reached down to his pants, where he had shoved the discarded handcuffs after helping Elenora out of the remaining side. He held them up to her with a grin. “Wanna make it a little more challenging this time?” Elenora said nothing as she stuck her wrists out to Tim. Once he had the cuffs on her, he pushed her up to the headrest on his bed and placed her arms above her head and the cuffs around one of the bed posts.
Tim: It was an unusual intake of public intoxication. I just wanted to ensure that those girls were safe, and that they couldn’t drink their way into a new apartment. It was my civic duty, I assure you.
Elenora: Well, I thank you for your service, Marshal. Think I might owe you something for taking on such a life saving task.
Tim: Now Ma’am, I like my laundry pressed and folded. Eggs over easy and I prefer my steak more on the rare than the medium side.
Elenora: Really now?
Tim: Oh, does this fancy apartment not have in-suit laundry?
Elenora: Is this your way of telling me you want to see me again, Marshal?
Tim: Ma’am, the thought of seeing you again is the only thing getting me through today.
The heat that ran through Elenora and to her core made her squirm. She never figured for her crush on Tim would amount to anything, considering how she had been banned from having a relationship with anyone in law enforcement. With what her father did, he had a strict rule about who she could date. It was for good reason she knew, because there was always that voice in the back of her mind that told her each time her phone rang that this was the call to tell her something bad had happened.
Elenora: I’m sure that could be arranged. However, Art does always seem to be quite interested in my male friends, probably under the behest of my father. So for now, mind if we keep whatever this is out of his radar.
Tim: Probably for the best. Don’t need Art sticking me on transport duty for the rest of my life. I’m already getting the shit end of the stick for being the new guy.
Elenora: Plus, I don’t need my daddy showing up here and shootin’ you.
Tim: Come on, Dad’s love me.
Elenora: Why do I feel like that’s a lie ;)
Tim: Offended!
Elenora: Don’t you have a perp to catch?
Tim: Shouldn’t you be in class?
Elenora: Studying for final on Friday.
Tim: Same, you are really making it hard to study, by the way. This picture of you keeps popping up on my phone. It’s really distracting.
Elenora let out a loud laugh and quickly her hand shot up to cover her mouth as she looked around the library. A few of the other students had turned to look at her.
Elenora: I’m going to go back to studying now.
Tim: I gotta go do something today. If shit doesn’t hit the fan and you aren’t to studied out, there is a bluegrass band plain’ in this bar in Georgetown tonight...
Elenora: You let me know when you are hole free and off the clock, Marshal.
Tim: Will do Ma’am.
The rest of Elenora’s day went by as usual, however she found she was checking her phone a little more than usual and when finally she could not stand the sound of her empty stomach any longer, she packed up her books.
As Elenora stepped out of the old brick walls and into the evening air, the bag slung over her shoulder. She wished she had not left her jacket in the SUV. The air was crisp once the sun went down. Moving around the side of her old Bronco, she opened the back door and tossed her bag in before leaning in to pick up her leather jacket from the floor. When she moved to stand back up, an arm wrapped itself around her shoulder and down across chest. The arm pulled her tight against a chest and the smell of cheap whiskey engulfed her.
“Well, aren’t you just a pretty one?”
Elenora rolled her eyes. “You best be takin’ your hands off me.”
“Now, why would I ever do that?”
The feeling of another hand sliding across her thigh made her skin crawl. “Maybe you didn’t hear me clearly, so I’ll say it nice and slow this time, so I don’t need to repeat myself for a third time. Remove your hands from my person.”
“Are you gonna be all bark and no fight, little lady? Here I was hopin’ for a little more...”
Eleanor’s shoulder dropped, which caused the grip on her to loosen. The fact that he was clearly intoxicated did nothing to help his reflexes as Elenora ducked down, looped her right arm around the arm that had been traveling her leg. Pulling up, she wrapped her arm around his and spun herself out from in front of the man. With little thought and mainly on instinct, Elenora soon had the man’s face pinned again the side of her SUV and his shoulder pulled from the socket as she held his against his own back.
The man let out a scream as the realization and pain set in. “You bitch!”
“Now that is no way to speak to a lady. Ma’am, do you require assistance?”
“No, Marshal, pretty sure I got this piece of shit handled.” Elenora turned her head slightly to see Tim standing a few steps away, hand resting at the ready against his firearm and his chest heaving as if he had been running.
“This woman...” He began and Elenora felt him try to push off from the SUV.
Threading her fingers through the man’s hair, Elenora gripped the locks and pulled back hard, before putting all her weight into bashing the man’s head against the steel of her SUV, effectively knocking him out. When she felt him go limp, she removed her hands and let the man drop to the ground like a sack of potatoes.
Taking a few steps back from her SUV, Elenora looked to Tim, who was now slowly approaching the man. He gave him a push with his boot and put the mystery man on his back.
“You okay?”
“Yeah.” Whispered Elenora, as she wrapped her arms around herself. The adrenalin from the event was already wearing off. “What are you doing here?”
“Thought I would drive by on the off chance you were still here. Was going to phone you when I parked.” Tim pulled out his cell phone and after that, Elenora did not really pay attention. Instead, she moved herself towards the curb that surrounded the parking lot and sat herself down. Resting her elbows on her knees, Elenora picked at the cuffs of her denim shirt.
She noticed her hand began to shake and just stared at the tips of her fingers as she remembered the feeling of the man’s hand on her leg. “Nell?”
Elenora’s eyes focused past her fingers to see Tim crouched down a few feet away from her. “Do you want me to call Art, or your Daddy?”
“What?” Questioned Elenora in a daze.
“Either way, they both find out about what’s happened. I’ll say I was driving by when I saw the altercation and recognized you as being Art’s ward. Best to call now before the Lexington P.D. gets here.”
“Art, call Art.”
Eleanor watched as Tim gave a nod of his head and stood back up. He pushed a few buttons on his phone and held it to his ear. “Yeah hey Art. I stumbled into a bit of a situation. That Marshal’s kid that’s staying with you, she was attacked outside her car near the university. No, no. She’s okay. Definitely in shock, though. Locals are on the way, but you’ll want to come down. Yup, okay.”
Tipping her head down, Elenora rubbed at her eyes with the palms of her hand, and then looked up to where the man was now laying on his stomach, hands cuffed behind him. “I didn’t kill him, did I?”
Tim must have pocketed as both his hands were free when he crouched back down. “No, think the fucker passed out from the pain. Your daddy taught you all sorts of tricks, didn’t he? Remind me not to piss you off.”
A chuckle left Elenora’s lips before she could help it. “Yeah, never had to put anything into action before.” Her words were followed by a gasp as she felt her breath catch in her throat, and could see her vision glass over with unshed tears.
He must have known what was about to happen as he place his hands out in front of him, palms facing her and took a tentative slide forward, as if he was approaching a wild animal. “Nell, I think you might be about to have a panic.”
“Yeah...” Elenora gasped as she struggled to find breath. She was feeling as though she was about to suffocate, like there wasn’t enough oxygen in the air. Her lungs burned. “Think I might be.”
“I can help if you trust me, but I need to touch you. Is that okay?” Tim asked calmly.
Elenora could only nod her head in response as she gasped once again for breath and tears cascaded down her cheeks. She saw the blur of Tim as he moved around her and came to sit behind her. He pushed himself up his chest against her back and reached around her to take her hands in his. “We’re gonna fold your arms over and I’m gonna hug you tight, okay?” Elenora quickly nodded her head and allowed for Tim to cross her arms against herself and then he followed with his own. “Okay now I want you to feel my chest, and I want you to try to breath with me. In...”
Taking a struggled breath, Elenora could feel Tim all around her. He was like a blanket surrounding her. It was different from the other man. This was warm and as she listened to him tell her when to breathe out and in again, she felt as though nothing could hurt her. At some point, she noticed the blur of what must have been Tim’s hand shooing someone away. The moment seeming to break the spell she was under and slowly the world around her came into view. There were multiple red and blue lights and blurred black blobs, standing and moving around.
Slowly, everything started to come into focus more and Elenora could see Art talking to an officer and watching her. Or was he watching Tim? It was hard to really see. He was not entirely crisp and, after giving a light laugh, she felt Tim’s breath on her neck. “You doing okay now?”
“Yeah, I just. I think I might have cried my contacts out of my eyes.” Elenora let out another laugh, and she felt Tim’s arms unwrap from around her.
“Think you're okay to sit by yourself for a moment?”
“Yeah, I’ll be okay.” Tim pulled himself away from her and the frigid chill of the air hit Elenora, making her shiver. She felt something fall on her shoulders before she saw it. Tim had dropped his green bomber jacket across her shoulders and had now crouched down to pull it around her front.
Elenora let her eyes settle on Tim, and a smile rose to her lips. “Thank you Tim. For everything.”
“Any time, Ma’am.” Said Tim and before he rose, he gave her a wink.
She watched as Tim and Art talked, and then Art set off towards her. Once he got to her, he took a seat next to her and Elenora watched as he rubbed the cell phone in his hand. “Tim says he watched you take our guy down yourself. Pretty impressive.”
“Yeah, daddy taught me well.” Elenora whispered, her eyes dropping from Art down to the concrete of the parking lot.
“Speaking of your daddy, you better give him a call. If he doesn’t know already, he will know as soon as this gets processed, and I don’t wanna be on the receiving end of that phone call.” Glancing back at Art, Elenora saw his phone was now extended toward her, so she took it with a shaky hand. “I’ll give you a few minutes, but then they are going to need a statement from you, okay?”
“Okay.”
Looking down at the phone, she flipped it open and found her daddy’s name. Taking a deep breath, she pushed the call button and put the phone up to her ear with one hand while she lid her other into the sleeve of Tim’s jacket. Then she swapped the phone to the other side and did the same with her remaining arm.
“What’s up Art, I’m a little busy right now,” Came the voice of Elenora’s father through the speaker.
“Hey, daddy.” A sniffled left her nose as she tried to compose herself. It always hurt when she had to tell her father something. She always felt like she was disappointing him, even though she knew she really was not.
“Elenora? What’s wrong?”
“I got attacked.” Elenora whispered, and she felt Art’s hand land on her back and rub a comforting circle. “I’m okay. I’m pretty shaken, but I’m okay.”
“Sit down!” Gunfire echoed through the phone.
“Dad!”
“Sorry, give me two seconds Elenora. Didn’t I tell you to stay where you are? This is an important phone call, but trust me I won’t forget about you and we will be right back at it. Now, you sure you’re okay? Is that what you’re saying or the paramedics?”
“I had a bit of a panic attack, but I’m fine. Not even a scrape. I put him down on his ass.”
“That’s my girl. I’m glad you are safe. Can you put Art on the phone for a moment, and then I need to get back to work, okay? If you need anything, you give me a call.”
“Okay, love you.”
“Love you more, sunshine.”
Elenora handed the phone back to Art with a sigh. “He want’s to talk to you.” Once the phone was handed over, she stared back out into the fray of people and watched who she assumed was Tim point out in a few directions. He must have been giving a statement as to what he had witnessed.
“Yeah, one of my Marshal’s happened to be on scene. He saw the whole thing go down. Had a bad panic attack, but he helped bring her back down. Yeah, I’ll tell him. Bye Raylan.” Art hung up the phone and stood himself up, before offering a hand to Elenora. “Come on now, let’s go get this over and done with so I can get you home.”
Elenora gave a grunt as she stood up, her muscles seizing as though she had just come back from a long run. It took her a second to get her legs functioning and when she felt confident in her steps, the two made their way towards Tim and an officer. “I got that apartment, by the way.” Said Elenora, in a poor attempt to think of anything else but what was happening. “Found out this morning.”
“Congratulations. I’ll be sad to see you go. Leslie will be heartbroken. Think she enjoyed having you around, seeing as how all our own are gone.”
“I’ll still be around.”
“I know.” Replied Art. “But just won’t be the same.”
The two came to a stop at the pair, with Elenora in between both Art and Tim and it was then she noticed her bag draped over Tim’s shoulder. He must have pulled in from her vehicle at some point. “I think I got most of what I need from the Marshal here, but if you wouldn’t mind. Telling me what happened before Deputy Gutterson got here.”
“Yes officer. I had just come out of the library and put my bag in the car. I reached for my jacket and as I was coming back up, he grabbed me from behind.” Elenora noticed Tim’s hand raise out of the corner of her eye and then lower back down as if he thought better about whatever it was he was about to do. “He called me a ‘pretty little thing’. Ran his hand on my thigh and when I asked him to remove himself from me, he replied with why would he? After then I asked him again, and he seemed to get irate at the fact I wasn’t putting up a struggle. He reeked of whiskey.”
Elenora watched as the officer scribbled a few things down on a pad he had been holding before looking back up at her, silently telling her to continue. “I was able to slip from his grip and pin him to my SUV, that’s when...” She had been about to say Tim, but caught herself before his name tumbled from her lips. “When the Marshal showed up, he addressed the man, but I felt him push back against me, so I slammed him into the SUV, and I guess I knocked him out. After that, it’s a bit of a blur, till only a few moments ago.”
“That should be good for tonight, ma’am.”
The officer went to walk away just as Art’s phone rang and the older man held up a finger as for the officer to wait a second. Quickly flipping open his phone and putting it to his ear, Art’s lips turned up slightly, as whomever it was on the other line must have given him good news.
“Thanks, that will be it for now. See you in the morning, Rachel.” Hanging up the phone, Art looked to Tim. “Looks like our guy Kurt Mannan has a few outstanding warrants in Kansas. I’m gonna have the Marshal’s service take it from here, officer.”
“Sounds good to me, Marshal. I won’t argue skipping the paperwork.”
“Tim, would you mind taking Elenora home? I’m gonna follow Mr. Mannan to the hospital and have a few words with him before I take him into custody.”
“I got her Sir.” Said Tim with a nod. Placing a hand to the small of Elenora’s back, he walked her away from the police and towards his SUV. He held open the door for her and helped her in. Without a word he shut her in, got in the driver’s side, swung her bag into the backseat and took off. Much like he had the night before, when they were far enough away and Tim was sure there was no way they would cross paths with Art, he pulled over.
“You still doing okay there, Nell?”
“Yeah. Think I’m just tired.” Said Elenora as she pulled at her seat belt so she could turn slightly. She rested her left temple against the headrest as she looked at Tim. Elenora felt like she had been hit by a truck. Her head was beginning to throb and her muscles were tight. Tim, on the other hand, looked relaxed, but there were a million emotions showing in his eyes. “I like that.”
“What?” Tim asked as he reached over to tuck a chunk of her hair behind her ear.
“You callin’ me Nell. I’ve never heard that one before.” She closed her eyes as Tim’s fingers continued to run through her hair. “It’s nice.” It came out more than a whisper to herself than anything, but she was sure Tim heard it.
There was a pause, and Elenora enjoyed the silence until it was eventually broken. “Let’s get you home.”
Her eyes did not open. Elenora had heard Tim, but the feeling of his hand in her hair and the warmth of his hand had entranced her into a coma like state. There was just no will to do anything other than hum to tell him she had heard.
Chapter Three
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punkartwantstew · 7 months ago
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If I may add a few things because I did a deep dive on this wonderful man in college, and he is one of my favorite historical figures. Not to mention, the public aid promoted by the Black Panther Political Party is probably why I'm alive today.
Fred Hampton was labeled a radical by the FBI before he even joined the panthers. Likely due to his community service and outspoken personality.
Fred Hampton became the face of the Panthers and led the program that gave wake-up calls to Black men around Chicago and got them exercising and shouting affirmations and compliments about themselves and each other. Single-handedly lowered the suicide rate in the city by giving those in poverty, facing daily brutality from police something to get out of bed for, and boost comradery among party members.
As an extension of this, he saw that kids of all races were going to school hungry, which led to ill-focus and lowered grades, since public schools didn't offer any assistance back then. So he INVENTED the Breakfast Program that established a makeshift cafeteria to give full breakfasts to any kids with parents who couldn't afford to feed them, or didn't have time due to long work hours.
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THIS is what made the FBI decide to assassinate him. Feeding kids.
This chapter of the Panthers then doubled down on outreach programs, food banks, lunch programs, school busses, library fund raisers, ahem,
Health Clinics for the Poor
The Intercommunal Youth Institute (now Oakland Community School) January 1971
Seniors Against a Fearful Environment (SAFE) to prevent the elderly from getting mugged
People’s Free Ambulance Service, 24-hour emergency basis
The Black Panther Newspaper April 1967
Free Food Program provided free food to Black and other oppressed people.
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In order to make Bay Area colleges better serve and be more responsible to the surrounding poor and oppressed communities, the Black Student Alliance instituted a program for free books and supplies
Free transportation program
Child care services
Financial aid program
Food program serving good, nutritious food at reasonable prices
and the initiation of relevant courses, along with the demand for better instructors
Now back to the reason his assassination was such a big deal. The Black Panthers was a legal Political Party. Which meant the FBI couldn't classify them as a gang and raid the place without a serious reason (like they did with so many other community protest groups). They decided feeding children was enough because they couldn't find anything else on Fred Hampton himself.
The reason we know the only bullet on the cops side of the raid was a ricochet, was because the Panthers themselves launched an investigation, placed metal pegs in all the bullet holes, and opened the building up to the public so they could decide for themselves, bloodstains and all. Otherwise the only news was the local police deeming the "raid" as a "shootout" where they had to "defend themselves".
Lastly a detail I want to bring light to, Hampton's fiance was pregnant, and in the bed with him when the cops started shooting. The cops stopped shooting to remove her from the scene and ARREST HER, while pregnant, before shooting Hampton again to "make sure he was dead".
Anyway here's some quotes so he can speak for himself. My favorite historical figure. Rest in Power.
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Fred Hampton Jr visiting his father on Father’s Day…his grave is annually shot by local police
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once-upon-a-thigh · 2 years ago
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The Truth
Summary: Wanda’s jealousy leads to disastrous circumstances. PERFECT LITTLE SECRET PART 2. 18+
Pairings: Fem!Reader X Milf! Wanda Maximoff, Yelena Belova X Kate Bishop X Fem!Reader (platonic), Fem! Reader X Carol Danvers (brief)
Class: Series; angst, smut
Warnings: First time writing in second person so I’m sorry for that, large age gap (18/37), mommy kink, possessiveness, strap on sex (r receiving), semi-public sex, exhibitionism, degradation, swearing, arguing.
Words: 4k
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Life was easier now that your best friends knew of your secret relationship with your 37-year-old neighbour. The days were going by smoother almost now that there was less to hide. As well as, honestly, it was a relief to you that someone knew. By this point you were so incredibly infatuated with the woman it was nice to be able to express the happiness she brought out of you.
“I’ve never felt this way about anyone Lena. She just makes me feel so good, and I’m not just talking sexually, Wanda makes me feel more like me than I’ve ever felt before,” you gushed, eyes drooped to the table and unable to make eye contact with the blonde.
She pulled a disgusted face. “That’s the corniest shit I’ve ever heard,” she joked, at least you hope she’s joking.
“She sounds amazing Y/n, I just wish you told us earlier,” Kate, your other friend dropped in to the conversation from the chair opposite you.
“I know,” you whined, “but I had no choice, the least amount of people that know, the better. I can’t imagine what my parents would think if they found out.” You shuddered at the thought.
“Maybe they’ll be fine with it!” The sprightly brunette chimed.
“Don’t be an idiot Kate, what would your mother do if you were in the same situation?” Yelena rebutted.
“Probably throw me down the stairs-“ The three of you jumped when Kate’s sentence was interrupted by the slam of a book on the table.
“How many times am I going to have to tell you three to be quiet?” The librarian hissed, leering over you.
“Maybe just one more time?” Yelena chortled, however her laugh cut suddenly when she met the woman’s pierced eyes.
“Get out,” she hissed, causing the three of you to stand and pack your things hastily and rush out of the library, bumping shoulders along the way.
After giggling over the fact that none of you got any of your work done whilst you were there, you said goodbye before attempting to rush off towards the waiting car outside the gate. However, you were stopped when the pair tightened their grip on your linked arms.
“Any chance your lady friend could give us a lift to your street? We’ll walk from there.” The Russian batted her eyelashes.
“I don’t know guys, we can’t bring too much attention to ourselves…”
“We’ll be careful! Pleeeeeease!” Kate shook your arm, giving you her best puppy dog eyes.
“Fine, I’ll ask.” You gave in, shaking yourself out of their hold and jogging to the car.
Opening the passenger door, you couldn’t help the grin that instantly arose when you leaned down to see the woman.
“Hey sweet girl.” Her raspy use of the pet name sent shivers down your spine, reminding you of the many times she had used the term of endearment when praising you for the way you moved back your hips to me the rapid thrusts of hers.
“Hiii…” You giggled girlishly, instantly turned shy under her intense stare. “So my friends are wondering if you could drop them off on our street.” You scratched the back of your neck nervously, worried she wouldn’t be fond of the idea.
“Yelena and Kate?” She wondered, biting her lip in thought when you nodded to confirm. “Okay, but they’ve got to keep it down when they get out of the car. We don’t need any nosy neighbours getting in our business.”
“Okay! Thank you.” You clapped your hands happily, and Wanda practically melted at the sight of you being so excited over something so simple. She would do anything for you if it meant she could make you that happy.
You leaned down to lay a kiss on her warm cheek before jogging back to your friends who were playfully trying to tackle each other in the car park.
“Okay dorks, she said you can come but you have to be quiet when we get in the neighbourhood.”
Saluting you, Kate joined your side as you began to make your way back to the car. Yelena however, was stuck glaring at a short-haired blonde waving excitedly in your direction.
“Y/n! Wait up!” Turning towards the call, you noticed Carol Danvers, captain of the softball team and your chemistry partner, making her way towards you.
“God, not this mopho.” Yelena rolled her eyes.
“Quit it, she’s nice,” you reprimanded.
“She’s a stupid jock.” You shushed her reply just as Carol, who obviously heard the comment, stopped in front of you with a glare in the Russian’s direction. Her glare dropped instantly when she looked at you however, instead being replaced with a shy smile.
“Hey captain,” you cheeked, watching as red arose to her cheeks in embarrassment, you��re guessing.
“Hi Y/n, I was wondering if you’re still alright with me coming over today so we can work on the project?” She questioned, reminding you of the chemistry project Miss Harkness had set.
“Oh crap yeah, I totally forgot about that. Sorry.” You both laughed nervously. “But yeah, I’m fine with that.”
“Okay cool, do you just wanna…” she gestured back at her truck, hinting that she would drive you both back to your house to begin the project.
“Oh, actually my, uh, neighbour is driving back my friends and I today. But I’ll text you my address and I’ll meet you there in like an hour?” You almost slipped, having to restrain yourself from referring to Wanda as your girlfriend like you had been around Yelena and Kate for the last week since they found out about your relationship.
“Oh sure!” She nodded sheepishly, clumsily taking a couple steps back towards her truck. “So I’ll see you in an hour?”
“She did just say that blondie,” Yelena drawled.
“But Lena, you’re blonde..” Kate whispered.
Shushing them with your index finger in the air, you nodded kindly at Carol, waving her off with your other hand.
Shouting one last goodbye, you finally approached the car with your friends in tow.
Wanda stayed broodingly quiet when you gave her a peck on the cheek. “Sorry for the wait baby.”
She tapped the wheel with one finger, watching in the rear view mirror as your friends settled themselves in the back of the car.
“Thank you for the ride Miss Maximoff!” Kate politely voiced.
“Mmhm.” She hummed mindlessly, still staring into the rear view mirror.
“Wanda?” You verbalised, looking at her expectantly as she still hadn’t started the car.
“Who was that?” She questioned, still not breaking her gaze from the mirror as she began to drive off. She watched the blonde in the varsity jacket grin as she kept glancing at the car you had disappeared into.
“Who? Carol?” Your eyebrows bunched, completely confused at the woman’s interest in the jock.
“Don’t you mean Captain?” Kate joked, leaning her head in between the front seats and making kissy faces in your direction.
You pushed her back with a hand to her face, shaking your head. “It embarrasses her, it’s funny.” You shrugged.
“No, it turns her on.” Yelena let out a loud laugh.
“What?” Wanda barked. You took hold of the ‘Oh Jesus handle’ as she unintentionally sped up down the street.
“W-what? No-“ You blush, attempting to redeem yourself from the flirting you had inadvertently been taking part in.
“Face it Y/n, the idiot has been trying to get in your pants ever since you grew an ass.” The blonde grinned, leaning back in her seat and watching on as Wanda’s grip on the wheel turned whiter by the second.
You sputtered trying to come up with a reply, before settling with a grumbling “shut up.”
The rest of the drive home was silent other than the quiet music flowing through the radio. As soon as Wanda settled the car into her driveway, the duo in the back seats were clambering out, muttering their goodbyes. As soon as they left, Wanda grabbed hold of your neck and pulled you against her. Teeth clashed as she moved her lips against yours hastily, forcing every bit of resentment she held for the blonde she never met into the kiss.
Taking hold of the hair at the back of your head, she pulled you back so you were staring up at her uncomfortably. You didn’t mind though, as you were too busy imagining all the punishments she would possibly induce if it wasn’t for her boys being home from school.
“Don’t forget who you belong to,” she hissed, cupping your chin and squeezing your cheeks.
“Open your mouth,” she ordered firmly as you resisted her efforts. Giving in to her demand, your mouth dropped open. She smirked deviantly before spitting directly on your tongue. She tapped your chin until you closed your mouth, smearing the spit that missed across your lips with her ring-clad thumb. “Swallow.”
You did so instantly, making her laugh devilishly. “That’s my good girl. You would never want anyone other than your mommy to take care of you, would you?”
Her grip loosened enough for you shake your head dumbly.
“Words,” she spat.
“No mommy,” you muttered.
“Good girl. I want you to come over tomorrow whilst the boys are with their father.” She brushed her thumb over your blushed cheek softly. It was a command, but that didn’t irk you.
“Okay,” you smiled excitedly, “is 2pm okay?”
“Perfect.” She kissed you softly, with a gentleness that was completely opposite to the possessiveness she has previously displayed.
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After taking a chilling shower to cool yourself down following your lover’s teasing, you hastily ran around your room picking up clothing and clearing space on your desk ready for your guest. Hearing the ring of the doorbell, you surveyed your room carefully to ensure there was nothing embarrassing around before making your way to the front door.
“Carol, hey!” You greeted, moving aside so the softball player could step inside. You led the nervous blonde to your room, thoroughly warning her of the mess before she could step inside. Your pestering over the mess was enough to distract you from the attentive gaping from the woman across the road.
Soon the two of you were sat on your bed cross-legged facing each other, open books between you and nothing written down.
“I really think using marbles in class is a bad idea, what if we drop them all?” You laugh, imagining your grumpy teacher finally slipping in those heels.
“But think about how much better it’ll be to display the types of bonding compared to a PowerPoint, which you know everyone is going to do,” she tilted her head at you, leaning forward and smiling teasingly.
“I guess you’re right,” you huff. Despite the boring context, you found yourself enjoying Carol’s company. You were happy to expand your friendship group beyond dumb and dumber. Carol is outgoing, kind, funny, leaning in startlingly close to your face, wait what?
Chapped lips meet yours gently, unmoving. Carol was cautious with the kiss, pulling back when she didn’t feel you melt in to it like she hoped you would.
“S-sorry,” she stuttered, seemingly shocked by her own actions. “I just- I’ve been wanting to do that for a long time. I really like you Y/n.”
You couldn’t help but flush at the revelation.
“Oh, Carol. I’m sorry but I’m actually seeing someone,” you frowned apologetically.
“Oh. Who? If you don’t mind me asking?” Carol felt a surge of jealousy, clenching her fists in an attempt to keep control of her emotions. You were Y/n, and so she remained as polite as possible whilst avoiding eye contact.
You bit your lip, wondering if you should tell the truth or not. You decided against it, not wanting to risk your relationship. “You don’t know her, she doesn’t go to our school.”
She laughed, getting up from the bed and shaking out her tense muscles. “Well maybe I’ll see her at varsity then if we’re playing against her school. Maybe then I can fight for your hand.” She winked teasingly, though you sensed a little truth in her words.
The atmosphere was quite awkward after that interaction, and so you gave her her section of the work and promised to buy the marbles for your presentation.
After she had left with an awkward one-armed hug to say goodbye, you couldn’t help the guilt that began to reside. You hadn’t kissed Carol back, and you know you don’t have feelings for her. But you didn’t push her away. You narrowed it down to the shock and confusion that led to you being so slow to react, but you still felt telling Wanda about what happened was the right thing to do.
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It was time to go see Wanda, and it was an understatement to say you were nervous. Usually you would be ecstatic to go see your lover, but an angry Wanda was not usually something to look forward to, and a part of you couldn’t help the terrifying thoughts of her leaving you.
“Hello? Wanda?” You called out after helping yourself into the house.
“Up here babygirl!” You heard her raspy voice ring from up the stairs. She sounded like she was in a good mood, you couldn’t decide if that was a good or bad thing.
Making your way up the stairs towards the master bedroom, you gave yourself a mental pep talk to prepare yourself for her wrath. With one last deep breathe, you pushed open the bedroom door to see the beauty rifling through her closet.
Closing the doors, she made her way towards you and reached for your hips, tugging your body against hers instantly.
“I was just sorting through the closet to make room for some of your stuff for when you stay over more during the summer,” she grinned. The boys were going to a summer camp for the summer holidays, and so you planned a number of sleepovers. Her brunette hair tickled your cheeks as she leaned down to capture your lips in her own, however despite her cuteness you couldn’t help but let the feeling of guilt grow. Turning your head at the last second, her puckered lips pressed against your cheek chastely.
Pulling back, eyebrows furrowed, her concerned gaze shot at your heart.
“What’s wrong detka?” Her lips pout.
Pulling away from her, you took a seat on the edge of the bed. Reading the serious atmosphere, Wanda took a seat next to you.
“Okay so,” you paused. “Carol came over last night to walk on a chemistry project with me, because we’re partners.”
Wanda’s jaw clenched and her fists turned white. Though she nodded, as if she already knew.
Despite her obvious detest of the blonde, you carried on. “And, I don’t know what happened but apparently the girls were right about that crush she may or may not have on me…”
“What happened?” Her voice gritted through her teeth. The woman was ready to get in her car and find the dumb jock herself.
“She kissed me.”
Wanda stood up, hands gripping her hair as she seethed.
“It meant nothing, I didn’t even kiss back!” You retaliated, shaking your leg nervously.
You were expecting yelling and swearing. However, Wanda’s rigid back relaxed as she let out a long sigh. The strong hands entwined with her hair moved down her face until they dropped to her sides. Turning around after a minute, she dropped to her knees and braced her hands on your legs.
“Shh, relax baby. I’m not mad at you.” She brushed her thumb against one of your cheeks, calming your worried panting.
“You’re not?” Your eyes turned watery in relief.
“No, it’s not your fault you’re so damn enticing. And I know you would never disrespect mommy like that, would you?” Her resting hands began to grip your thighs.
“No mommy, never.” You shook your head desperately, eager to please.
“That’s my good girl.” A smile rose on your face at the praise. Who knew you would be let off this easily?
“But..” Oh. “I think you still need to be reminded of who you belong to.”
A gasp escaped you when she took hold of your sides and pulled you up from the bed. Fast as lightning she had your clothes off of you and was pressing your chest against the cold window, causing your nipples to perk up painfully. You stayed in that position like a good girl as she moved around behind you, following her rules. However, as you looked at your parents car parked at the quiet house across the street, you grew nervous.
“Wa- mommy, what if someone sees?” You caught yourself before making the mistake of using her name, one that would surely result in a punishment.
She leans over you, you gasp when you feel her naked chest pressed against your back and something solid prodding between your legs.
She chuckles. “What? Are you worried about everyone seeing what a whore you are for your mommy?”
You merely whimper in response, mind turning dumb as you lean your hips back to gain some friction against her strap.
“Look at you, falling apart for my cock.” Wanda took hold of your hair, arching your head back so she can whisper seductively in your ear.
At this moment, you no longer cared about who could possibly walk past and see you. All you wanted was Wanda. “Please.”
She moved a hand down to grip her strap, running the head through your already soaked folds. “Did you beg like this for that bitch you saw yesterday too, slut?” She thrusted against you slightly, causing the head to prod at your hole.
“N-no mommy! I promise!” Your eyes filled with tears as you felt your hole gradually be filled by the thick shaft.
“You’re mine,” she grunted as she filled you with a quick buck of her hips. You screamed at the intrusion, but her pace did not falter. She thrusted assertively, ploughing into you with intent on driving the idea of her ownership into you.
“Fuck!” She grunted, laying a hard slap on your ass as she continued to drive her hips against you. “You like this slut?” She panted from behind you.
“Yes mommy,” you squealed when she pulled out of you and flipped you around, grabbing under your thighs and pulling you up onto her muscular waist. The faux cock pushed into you again. She bucked short and fast thrusts into you, the sound of skin slapping filled the room alongside your loud moans.
One hand cupped your ass whilst the other reached up to grip your chin, forcing you to look into her eyes. “Look at me,” she demanded.
Your glazed eyes met her fiery ones, your mouth dropped open whilst she bit her bottom lip to keep her grunts in.
The coil in your stomach began to unravel as her thrusting did not relent. Her hips began to stutter as you came, your walls sucking the cock inside you further. “I’m cumming, I’m cumming!” You whimpered.
Wanda moaned as she too began to reach her peak. Pressing herself against you, she dropped her head on your shoulder as she ground against you, driving you further into the window. Glancing up from your glistening skin as she came, she made eye contact with the same blonde she had seen earlier standing on your porch. The older woman grinned as the blonde dropped the flowers she was holding onto the ground, walking away in a strop. Her thrusts slowed as she laid a delicate kiss on your shoulder before pulling out the piece and lowering your shaky legs to the ground.
Your knees immediately buckled, but her strong arms supported you. Carrying you over to the bed, she lowered you gently with a forgiving kiss on your forehead.
“I love you,” she whispered.
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You were sat at home on a Sunday night, watching tv alone and missing your lover. Wanda’s kids had just got back that evening, and so you couldn’t stay over without raising suspicion. Plus, your parents would never let you sleep over at “Yelena’s” on a school night.
“Y/n, your mother and I are going to visit a friend that has been having some problems, we probably won’t be back until you’re asleep.” Your dad rounded the sofa to speak to you, shrugging on his jacket.
“Oh, okay.” You feigned a frown, instead excited to use the excuse to see Wanda. It’s not often she gets to visit your room.
“Bye sweetheart,” your mother waved as she left the house. For some reason, you felt her smile didn’t quite reach her eyes. The thought was pushed to the back of your mind however when your head flooded with images of Wanda sinfully lying in your bed.
Watching your dad’s car leave the drive, you were quick to shoot Wanda a text.
Parents have gone out for a few hours, are the boys asleep? - Y/n
I’ll be right over. - Wanda
She didn’t take much convincing of course. Before you knew it, the woman was pushing you down onto the family couch, suffocating you with her lustful kisses. Soft moans left the both of you as your hands travelled along the curves of the other. You had only touched her yesterday, and yet you just couldn’t get enough.
Your hands were just slipping under the hem of her shirt when you were forced to break away at the sound of the front door slamming against the wall.
“Mum, Dad,” your eyes widened as your parents walked into the room, disappointment clear on their face.
Wanda jumped up from the couch, straightening out her clothes as she cleared her throat. “Darren, Mindy, it’s not-“
“Shut it cougar!” Your mother interrupted.
“Oh god,” you whined embarrassed, dropping your head into your hands.
“Y/n, how could you let yourself be manipulated by this woman? What you have been doing is completely unacceptable,” she continued.
“We haven’t been doing anything!” You wailed, tears beginning to drop over your flushed cheeks.
“Oh please, don’t lie to us. Your friend told us about what she saw.” Your father pointed at you, his finger shaking in fury as his face scrunched up in disgust towards the end of his claim.
The comment confused you, there was no way Yelena or Kate would say anything about your relationship with your neighbour.
“Friend?” Before either of your parents could settle your curiosity, the blonde jock who had recently kissed you walked into the house nervously.
“Carol? What?” You looked at her disturbed, how did she know?
“I’m sorry Y/n,” she wrung her fingers together nervously. “But I had to show you that what this woman is doing to you is wrong,” she gestured towards the woman, who was growing angrier by the minute.
“You little-“ Before Wanda could continue with her insult, you turned to her, tears further clouding your vision as you began to realise just what had happened.
“She saw us?” You questioned, confirming your parents suspicions. “You let her see us? How could you do that.” How could she put your relationship in jeopardy like that?
She turned her full attention to you, attempting to step in your direction but was faltered when your father drew closer to her. “Baby, I’m sorry I just needed her to see that you are mine-“
Your mother scoffed, “don’t you dare call her that. You’re disgusting, she is a child!”
“Mum! I’m not a child, I’m 18,” you declared firmly, crossing your arms.
“You’re not even finished with school yet Y/n, this woman is sick, and is using you for her disgusting sexual gratification.”
“It’s not like that,” Wanda butted in, ignoring the menacing look your father is yet to drop. “I love her.”
Your heart soared, but you couldn’t enjoy the moment with your parents staring you down.
“I want you to leave my house, and never return,” your father blocked her view of you as he took another threatening step towards her. “If I ever see you around my daughter again, I will be telling everyone in town about what you have done. You will be a disgrace, your sons will never look at you the same again.”
You could see Wanda’s attempt at bravery falter, you immediately began to sob. This great love was over. Taking a step back, she walked out of the house quietly, with one last longing look in your direction, beautiful green eyes filled with tears.
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Sorry it took so long! I haven’t had a moment to myself. Hope you enjoyed.
Love, Meg xx
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seidenbros · 2 years ago
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Kiss You Inside Out
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Pairing: Eddie Munson x Female!Reader
Word count: 5363
Summary: After breaking up with Jason for being controlling, you spend more time with Eddie. When you go to watch a movie (which isn't officially a date, but feels like one), Jason keeps watching you, so you ask Eddie to kiss you. Up until then you hadn't had the courage to do or say anything in that direction, but to your surprise Eddie kisses the air from your lungs, and it's no wonder you end up leaving the cinema
Warning/Tags: shameless smut, oral sex (m receiving), fingering, vaginal sex, semi-public (but they move to his place), falling in love (let me know if I missed anything) | 18+ MINORS DNI
Author’s note: Smut Sunday? I just had to write that down, and this song gave inspiration for the title. So... enjoy! 💚
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Breaking up with Jason had been the smartest thing you’d ever done. When you’d started dating, you’d been over the moon, completely smitten because one of the hottest boys was dating you - not that you would have put it this way, but it was what everyone else had said. You’d never been particularly interested in basketball, hadn’t had a thing for jocks, but Jason had been so sweet to you, and in all honesty, it had been a pretty much perfect first date. He’d been patient with you, had taken you on a couple of dates, had introduced you to his parents, had treated you well, you really couldn’t complain. The only thing was that he thought so highly of himself, that he thought he was the best catch anyone could get, and that he made the girls so happy in bed - which wasn’t true at all. Even the night you’d lost your virginity, which had been awkward, a little painful, and quickly over had been a lot better. Because Jason only cared about himself. He never lasted long, never made you come, and had never heard about aftercare. All that should have sent you screaming in the opposite direction, but you’d stayed with him for a little while, because it had been comfortable.
He started complaining about you reading too many books, instead of giving him attention, that you had to practise playing the violin every day, all the things you enjoyed. You found yourself spending more and more time in the library reading, so that he wouldn’t find you. That’s when you started spending more time with Eddie Munson. When he saw you reading The Neverending Story in there, sitting quietly in a corner, he came over to talk to you. Of course, you’d talked before every now and then, but you’d never had a deep conversation up until that day. After that, you’d met up in the library again and again, reading together, and sometimes you’d even spent an afternoon together talking about the books.
Jason hadn’t known about this until two weeks ago, when he’d caught you hanging out with Eddie books still in hand, laughing about something Eddie had said. You really enjoyed his presence, more than you probably should considering you were in a relationship, but there was something about Eddie that drew you to him. The shared interests were one thing, but it was also the way he always made you feel, the way your skin tingled when he touched your elbow to guide you somewhere. All the things Jason didn’t make you feel.
“What are you doing with that freak?” he’d asked, snatching the book from your hand.
Eddie immediately got up from where he was sitting, taking a step towards Jason, but you stepped between them, a pleading look on your face that was levelled at Eddie. It was sweet that he wanted to protect you, but despite Jason being able to get all up in someone’s face, you knew that he’d never hurt you.
“He’s not a freak, Jason, he’s my friend.”
“Since when?”
“For some time now.” You’d taken the book back from him, putting it in your bag.
“This ends here and now! Can’t have my girlfriend hanging around with someone like him.” Jason’s eyes had narrowed at Eddie behind you, and he’d crossed his arms.
“Yeah, make that your ex-girlfriend.” It had been something you’d been thinking about for quite some time, but that day, Jason had finally pushed you far enough with trying to tell you what to do.
“You’re not being serious!” The incredulous look on Jason’s face had nearly made you smile, because nobody had ever broken up with him.
“I am. Nobody tells me what I can and cannot do, Jason. Especially not someone who doesn’t know how to give a woman an orgasm.” You’d heard Eddie gasp and then chuckle behind you. It had been something that had been bothering you so long, something you’d already told him, but Jason hadn’t listened.
“You…” Jason had stammered before he’d taken another step towards you.
“Fuck off, Carver!” Eddie had stepped between the two of you now, making sure that nothing else had happened. Jason had stared at him for a moment before he’d turned on his heel to walk away.
“That… was the best thing I’ve ever witnessed,” Eddie had said, turning towards you with a big grin. “Come on, I’ll drive you home.”
It didn’t even take a week for Jason to have the next girl by his side, and you really hoped that she was standing her ground with him, didn’t let him belittle her. But what irked you about it was the fact that Jason was parading her in front of you, always walking past you, eyes set on you to make sure that you were watching. You weren’t jealous of him or her, not at all, but his constant looks really annoyed you, especially because you were spending more time with Eddie now, finally really enjoying his presence, warming up to him even more. You’d even made plans for the weekend to go and watch a movie together, which you were rather excited for, because you liked him more and more - you’d finally allowed yourself to explore your feelings instead of trying to ignore them.
While you knew that this movie night wasn’t technically a date, it did feel like one, and your whole face lit up when Eddie picked you up to take you to the movies. He paid for the tickets and while you were waiting in line to get drinks and popcorn, you spotted Jason with his girlfriend, his eyes practically boring into you.
“Fucking hell,” you cursed under your breath.
“What’s wrong?” Eddie looked at you, leaned over so that you didn’t have to speak so loud.
“Jason…”
Eddie looked past you and saw Jason still staring in your direction. That guy really needed to leave you alone and concentrate on his own life. Did he think he still had a chance with you? Eddie couldn’t tell, and it didn’t matter, because you’d made it clear that you weren’t interested in Jason anymore.
“Kiss me!” you suddenly said. A bold move, maybe a little foolish, but on the one hand, it would hopefully get Jason off your back, and on the other, you’d been thinking about doing this way longer than you’d like to admit.
“What, you’re not even buying me dinner first?” Eddie teased, a smug grin on his face that, while your words certainly made his heart beat faster. He wasn’t sure whether you were being serious or not, but by Ozzy, he really hoped you were.
“I was just about to buy you popcorn, does that count?”
“Mhhh… I can make an exception.” Grin still in place, he pulled you against himself by your hips, your body now flush against his. His eyes darted to your lips, before he leaned in to bring his lips to yours.
You hadn’t expected him to follow through, especially because it had been such a stupid idea, but all tha was forgotten, when you opened your lips beneath his, felt his tongue sweep into your mouth, tasting you. No, definitely not what you’d expected when you’d asked him to kiss you - it was so much better and lit a fire inside you. Your fingers curled around the collar of his jacket, pulling him even closer to you so he didn’t pull back - and he didn’t. His grip on your hips tightened for a moment, before he wrapped one arm around you, his palm flat against the small of your back. The other hand found its place on your neck, his thumb brushing the shell of your ear, making you shiver involuntarily.
“Get a room for fuck’s sake!”
The voice made you slowly pull back from Eddie, and when you turned your head, you saw Jason looking at you, disgust and anger written all over his face. What a prick… it was okay for him to do something like that but not for you? It didn’t matter in the end, because your whole body was tingling, your heart racing in your chest, als while your body screamed for more of this, more of Eddie.
“You know, that’s actually a great idea Jason,” you said with a smile, turned back to Eddie and kissed his lips once more, before you took his hand in yours and led him out of the building. You didn’t care about proving anything to Jason anymore, not that you’d needed to in the first place, but it was rather satisfying to see that look on his face. And you’d gotten so much more out of this, and that would hopefully continue.
“So uh… where are we going?” Eddie asked, still following you. You were walking straight to his van, not letting go of his hand.
“Like I said, Jason had a great idea back in there.”
“So all that just to prove something to him?” You could hear the hurt tone in his voice, which made you turn around once you’d reached the van.
“No! Well… that was a bonus and the thing that gave me the courage to finally make a move.” You let go of his hand, bit your bottom lip, suddenly feeling a little self-conscious. Back in there, fueled by adrenaline, you’d been oozing confidence.
“I like you Eddie… A lot. And I’ve been thinking about kissing you even when I was still with Jason… That was just one more reason why I broke up with him in the end. Because of you.” Because Jason had tried to tell you to stay away from Eddie, and because you’d been thinking about Eddie way too much. About his lips, about his hands all over your body… It had been Eddie you’d been thinking about, whose name you’d been moaning whenever you’d made yourself come, because Jason hadn’t been able to achieve that.
“That so, huh?” Eddie couldn’t stop grinning to himself, as he stepped forward, caging you in between the side of his van and his own body. He leaned forward, hands on both sides of your head, nose nearly bumping yours. You felt your breath hitch because he was so close, his own breath fanning your cheek when he leaned in close to your ear.
“I’ve been thinking about this ever since that first day in the library,” he said just above a whisper. Your eyes fell shut, a shiver racking through your body upon feeling him so close. He straightened again, grabbed your chin between his thumb and index finger to make you look at him. “Couldn’t get you out of my head, sweet thing.” He pressed a kiss to your lips but pulled back again. “And when you dumped that idiot… that was really one of the best days.”
Eddie’s eyes dropped down to your heaving chest, momentarily transfixed by the bit of cleavage you were showing. He leaned down to drag his lips across the exposed skin. Your hands landed on his shoulders, looking for some support, because when he pressed his body against yours and you felt the growing bulge in his jeans press into your lower abdomen, you felt your knees buckle.
“You feel what you’re doing to me?” he asked against the side of your neck, pressing his opened mouth against your pulse point, flicking his tongue against the sensitive skin.
“Mhm…” You couldn’t think straight, couldn’t form words right now. The whole situation, his words made you so wet that you could already feel your own slick form a wet patch on your panties. While you weren’t able to form coherent sentences, your hands still worked perfectly, and you pushed them beneath his shirt, grazed your fingernails over his sides to his back, inching slowly upwards. This was not the right place to be doing any of this, but you were rather impatient.
“You meant what you said about Carver?” Eddie’s lips were close to your ear again, teeth nipping at your earlobe, while his hands smoothed down the fabric of your dressover your thighs, only to slip beneath it once he reached the hem. His hands felt hot on your skin, softly kneading the flesh until he reached the lace of your panties.
“Yes…” you answer him breathlessly, nails digging into his back, eyes closed to blend everything else out, but he made that easy for you. You knew what he was referring to, didn’t even have to ask. “Noone did…” You were the only one who’d ever made you have an orgasm.
“What a shame…” His right hand reached between your legs and he groaned when he felt that wet spot on your panties. He’d barely touched you, and you still couldn’t hold back a moan. “So needy already, hm?” You could feel him smile against your skin as he pushed your panties aside, let his fingers run along your cunt, pushing two of them inside you without a warning.
“Jesus!” you nearly screamed out, but muffled your voice by pressing your face against his shoulder.
“I don’t think Jesus would be doing something like this,” Eddie said with a chuckle, pulled his hand back and left you feeling horribly empty all of a sudden.
“Who knows?” You took a deep breath, but couldn’t suppress the whimper that fell from your lips when he put his fingers in his mouth to lick them clean.
“Who cares?” he asked, putting his hands on your waist again, but not to press you against the side of his van again, instead he pulled you away from it. “Get in… and take those panties off.”
Eddie leaned in for another kiss, before his hands fell from you and he unlocked the van, climbing in. “You coming or not?” He stuck his head out of the open window, a mischievous glint in his eyes. 
“Oh, I hope I will be,” you managed to say, feigning confidence, ignoring the heavy beating of your heart. You were so aroused that it was hard for you to walk straight, but before you got in the car, you followed his orders and took off your panties.
As soon as you were inside the car, Eddie took them from you and stuffed them into the front pocket of his jeans. The wheels were screeching when he got going, which made you chuckle, but that chuckle died down when you felt Eddie’s hot palm on your thigh, inching upwards.
“Spread your legs.” He cast a quick glance at you before he looked back out on the street. He couldn’t keep his hands off you, but he also didn’t want to drive right into a tree with you by his side.
“You think that’s a good idea?” you asked, trying to be the reasonable one here, but your legs still fell open, giving him the access he wanted and needed.
“Think we’ve got a lot of catching up to do. If no other person ever made you come… we better start now.” When his palm slid further upwards, you instinctively scooted down in the seat, your dress bunched up around your hips now. His calloused fingertips rubbed over your clit, making you moan low in your throat. While you held onto the seat with your right hand, your left one landed on Eddie’s forearm, neither guiding, nor stopping him, but you needed this kind of contact.
“Can’t believe nobody ever took good care of you.” He alternated between looking at you and looking at the street. He was going slower than usually, because he didn’t want to risk anything, but he also knew the way like the back of his hand. “Of this needy pussy that’s just aching to be touched… to be filled.”
His words only made your arousal grow even more. Your fingernails dug into his forearm when he pushed his fingers inside you just like he’d done before, the cool metal of his rings only adding to the sensation. When he didn’t move his fingers, you bucked your hips against them, begging for some friction.
“Look who’s a little impatient here.” Eddie laughed, but still started moving his fingers inside you, quickly picking up his pace. The heel of his hand rubbed against your clit again and again, making you moan, and you weren’t quiet. When his name tumbled from your lips, you heard him groan as his hand stilled just for a moment.
“Please Eddie…” you whined, looking up at him, your mouth hanging open while ragged breaths left your lips. “I need more.”
“Say my name again,” he demanded, but started moving his fingers again, adding a third fingers to stretch you, see how much you could take, and to prepare you for when you finally reached his trailer.
“Fuck… Eddie!” you moaned again, even louder this time, arching your back. You’d completely forgotten that you were still driving in his car, consumed by the feeling he gave you. He picked up his pace again, listening to all the little noises, quiet and loud, that you made, because it turned him on even more. When he curled his fingers, rubbed them against that sweet spot inside you, your orgasm washed over you immediately. No sign of warning, just pleasure that flooded your whole body, made you moan his name once again. Your hips lifted from the seat for a moment, legs shaking.
Eddie stayed with you throughout all of this, enjoying the feeling of your pussy contracting all around his fingers, trying to pull them even further inside. Only when you were calming down, when your body stopped spasming, did he pull his hand back. You whined again as the cold air hit your exposed middle, but your eyes slowly opened so that you could look at Eddie.
“D’you know how fucking hot you are when you let go like this?” He unbuckled his seatbelt and leaned over to kiss you. Your fingers danced across his cheeks, over his throat, down the front of his shirt to the buckle of his belt. “Could listen to you and watch you like that all day.” He nipped at your bottom lip, but before you could get to work on his belt, he grinned at you. “How about we finish this inside?”
You hadn’t even realised that you’d reached his trailer by now, but you wondered just how long you’d been standing here. In the end, it didn’t matter, because you just nodded and got out of the car with him. You were still a little wobbly on your legs, but Eddie wrapped his arm round your middle and walked you to the trailer. You’d been here before, but not for long. You’d gotten to know his uncle, but Wayne was working right now, so you had the whole place to yourself.
Keeping that in mind, you pulled Eddie in for a kiss again as soon as the door was closed behind you. His hands were still above the dress as he tried to manoeuvre you towards his room without bumping into any furniture. He didn’t want you to get bruises, at least not from something like this. Only when he sucked them into your skin.
He kicked the door shut with his foot, so that his hands could keep roaming your body, but you suddenly pulled away. His eyes were blown wide with lust when you looked at him, probably mirroring your own. You wanted him even more now than you’d done at the cinema.
“Take your clothes off,” you told him. Up until now, he’d told you what to do, now it was your turn. His fingers flexed against your hips before he took a step back.
“I think I like where this is going,” he said with a smirk before he pulled off his jacket and let his shirt follow suit. Your eyes followed his hands to his pants. On the one hand, you wished that he would hurry up and just drop his pants, on the other, you enjoyed the show he was putting on for you, when he slowly unbuckled his belt and pulled it out of the loops. But it seemed like he got impatient as well and made quick work of his pants so that he could drop them right along with his boxers.
When his cock sprang free, he sighed in relief. Your gaze dropped to his already leaking cock, your tongue darted out to wet your lips, before you looked back in his eyes.
“Sit!”
The corners of Eddie’s lips twitched up, but he sat down on the edge of his bed, eyes never leaving you, curious to find out what you were planning on doing. When you dropped to your knees between his legs, he swallowed hard.
“Been thinking about this as well,” you said to him, not breaking eye contact when you wrapped your hand around his shaft, ran your thumb over his tip to smear the precum around it. You ran your tongue along his length, feeling his dick twitch when you reached his tip again. Eddie’s eyes nearly drifted shut, but he wanted to watch you, see what you were doing. When you wrapped your lips around his cock, swirled your tongue around the head, he let out a guttural groan and grabbed a fistful of your hair, not really tugging or hurting you, just kind of holding on.
“Fuck that’s so good,” he mumbled, opening his eyes again to look at you. Still keeping eye contact, you took him deeper, started to bob your head up and down.
“Fuck… fuck y/n… Been dreaming about this so long.” He started to guide your head a little, not adding pressure, just showing you what he liked, and you followed, but you surprised him when you took him even deeper. You gagged a little, but it was worth the reaction he gave, the sounds he made.
“Jesus Christ, you have to stop,” he panted, gently pushing you back a little so that you had to release him. Beads of sweat were covering his forehead, but the grin on his face was what you were concentrating on. Still, you weren’t sure why he’d stopped you.
“I don’t wanna come like that… not today. Some other time.” His words held the promise of more than just this one night, and it made your whole body tingle. You hadn’t really thought further than tonight, because right now, you both wanted each other, and whatever came after that… you didn’t know. But his words made you play back the words you’d exchanges, that he felt the same way that you did.
“Oh…” you managed with a chuckle, when he pulled you into his lap, pushing up your dress in the process. Eddie started kissing your neck down to your shoulder, while his hands got to work on the zipper of your dress so that he could finally take it off you. You helped, threw it aside to his clothes.
“Mhm… I bet you feel so good around my cock… when I fill you up.” When his lips reached your breast, he closed his lips around your left nipple, pulled it into his mouth, teased it with his tongue and teeth as well.
“Yes… please,” you managed between sighs and moans that he elicited from you, that only grew louder when he pushed his hand between your legs again, let his fingers run along your slit, which were immediately coated in your slick.
“Wet again already?” he teased, looked up at you when he kissed your sternum. You wanted to answer, but instead you moaned his name when he pressed his thumb against your clit.
“‘Cause of you,” you eventually managed, pushing your hips against his hand, seeking more friction, because he was driving you insane.
“Good to know.” Eddie tapped his fingers against your clit once again, before he pulled his hand back. He kissed you once more, before he lifted you off his lap and turned you so that you were on your knees in front of him. You braced yourself on your hands and looked back over your shoulder at him, growing impatient.
“Eddie….” you whined.
“Just a second,” he said as he reached for his bedside table and pulled a condom out of the drawer.
“Please… fuck me already!” That made him groan again and he nearly dropped the wrapper, but then he managed to open it up, roll the condom down his length.
You felt him come up behind you, his knee nudging your legs a little further apart. His hand was hot on your hips, nearly burning into your skin, while he took his dick in his other hand and ran the tip along your pussy, coating himself in your juices. He gave himself a few more quick strokes before he pushed the tip inside you. He stayed like this for a moment, but you were so impatient that you pushed your hips back against him.
“No, no, no,” Eddie admonished, breathing heavily as he grabbed your hips with both hands now, keeping you in place. “A little patience, sweet thing.”
“That’s really mean… Eddie please!” you practically begged. Your words were followed up by a gasp mixed with a moan when Eddie pushed all the way inside, burying himself to the hilt. Pleasure mixed with pain and your head hit the pillow for a moment. He gave you time to adjust, his hands smoothing over your back, up and down, before they settled on your hips again.
“Everything alright?” he asked, leaning down to press a kiss between your shoulderblades.
“Yeah,” you breathed out, raised your head again and looked at him over your shoulder “But I swear, if you don’t move any time soon-” Your words were cut off by your own moan, as Eddie pulled nearly all the way out and slammed back into you.
“You were saying?” Eddie had the audacity to chuckle, but that chuckle died down when you contracted your pelvic muscles around him.
“Two can play that game,” you managed, even though you didn’t want to play any games with him, and neither did Eddie.
“No more playing,” he said as he gave your ass a little slap, which resulted in another moan from you.
“Fuck, you feel incredible,” Eddie breathed out, hands fanned out over your hips as his own hips slammed into you again and again. Your hands were gripping the sheets beneath you. “So tight around me, y/n… Unbelievable.”
Eddie wrapped one arm around your middle, pulled you up against his chest while still buried deep inside you. His lips attacked your shoulder, your throat, while his right hand grabbed your right breast, thumb flicking over your mipple again and again. His hips moves against you in a more languid rhythm now, slowly rutting into you.
“Eddie…” Your whole body was tingling under his touch. Your hand came up to caress his cheek, the roughness from a moment ago seemingly gone and replaced with a more loving touch, bodies as close as possible. “Feels so good!” You liked the change from rougher and faster to slow and sensual, which represented the phrase making love more.
Eddie placed open mouthed kisses against our throat, sucked on your skin to leave a little mark there, before he moved on to your shoulder again. When he felt your legs tremble from keeping your body in this position, he pulled back and out of you.
“What are you…” you wanted to protest, wanted to pull him back, to make him fill you up again with his dick, but in one swift movement, he’d turned your around so that you were lying on your back in front of him.
“So goddamn pretty, y/n.” Eddie shook his head and leaned down. “Such a good girl for me.” His words were whispered against your lips, before he kissed you again. You pushed his sweat drenched hair back from his face, let your fingers roam his back, your fingernails digging into his shoulders when you felt him push inside you again. Your moan was swallowed by his mouth, because he kept on kissing you.
Eddie picked up his pace again, thrusting into you faster, harder, making your moans come out louder and louder, which was music to his ears.
“You gonna come for me again, sweet thing?” He raised his head again to look at you. “Wanna see you when you come. Wanna hear all these pretty sounds you make when you ride that high.” 
His words did things to you that you couldn’t even describe, but they went straight to your core. A loud fuck came over your lips, when you felt his fingers between your joined bodies, rubbing lazy circles over your clit, but he got faster, because he felt his own orgasm come closer.
“Eddie… I’m gonna come…” you breathed out, clutching onto his body, as you felt your orgasm wash over you in waves. His name along with some curse words tumbled from your lips as your walls contracted around him, and you saw stars behind your closed eyes.
“That’s it, come for me,” Eddie spurred you on, looking at your face to implement this image in his memory. Seeing you like this was so hot in his eyes, that he couldn’t hold back anymore. His movements became more erratic, hips stuttering and his thumb fell away from your clit, so that he could steady himself with both hands on the bed next to your head.
“Fuck… y/n… you feel so good.” He barely managed to speak these words, before he came inside you, hips bucking against yours as he spilled his seed into the condom, a few more moans along with your name coming over his lips.
Heavy breathing filled the room, as Eddie’s movements slowly stilled. He kept his weight on one arm to not put it on you completely, but he needed the other hand to brush your hair back from your face and look into your eyes.
“You alright?” he asked quietly, thumb brushing across your cheek so gently, that you could nearly cry. But instead you smiled, cradled his face in both your hands and pulled him in for a kiss.
“Better than ever.” You smiled against his lips, pecked them again, before you put your hands on his chest. When he pulled out of you, though, you whimpered because of the loss of connection to him, but also because you were so sensitive by now.
“Good… me too.” Eddie kissed a trail along your jaw, down your throat towards your shoulder, but then he pushed himself off the bed. He rolled off the condom, tied a knot into the material and threw it in the trash can.
He stepped up to his closet and pulled out a towel. With that in hand, he kneeled down next to you, took care of you and cleaned you up, before he did the same to his own body. Then he flopped down between your legs, dropped his head on your stomach. His chin was digging a little into you, but it wasn’t uncomfortable, quite the opposite.
“So, how were your first orgasms from a guy?” Eddie had to know, had to hear you say it.
“You need an ego boost that badly, huh?” You chuckled, ran your hands over his wet hair.
“Who doesn’t?” Eddie laughed, the sound reverberating through your whole body. He kissed your skin right next to your navel, fingertips grazing your sides leaving goosebumps in their wake.
“Better than I could have ever imagined, alright?” You laughed, but it was the truth. It was different with someone else, someone who actually took care of you. Someone like Eddie.
“I meant what I said.” He was suddenly serious, his thumbs rubbing circles into the skin just beneath your breasts, making you shiver involuntarily.
“So did I, Eddie. I like you.”
“And I like you. Glad we got that covered.” Eddie chuckled, but he’d needed to hear that, needed to know that this wasn’t just something for a night, but that there were more nights to come.
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td-scenarios · 3 years ago
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can I ask for dakota, dakotazoid, cody, owen, noah, and blainley reacting to a marriage proposal? I'm so excited to see a td blog :D also a recommendation, you should allow anon asks so people don't feel embarrassed asking!
Thank you for telling me that my anon requests weren't on I appreciate it sm 😭😭. Thank you for the ask! (also i hope u know that u gave me some of my favorite characters ever and I appreciated writing this so much <3 )
Dakota
You just HAVE to take her to an amazing place like Disney World or like Paris for a proposal because you know how much she loves a good picture to post to social media
Sure, even if you're broke, her parents are totally in on it and will help with the funds. Anything for their daughter
Dakota may not be bright on most things, but when it comes to romance and expensive stuff, she’s all over it.
Obligatory hands over face and squealing as soon as she sees you kneel on the ground
She says yes so fast only so she can snap a few selfies of the whole thing (even though you literally made sure there was a photographer around to capture the moment)
Dakota immediately starts planning what the wedding will be like even though the proposal just happened like 10 seconds ago
You love her anyways
Dakotazoid
This proposal definitely happened in either the comfort of one of your houses or in a beautiful forest since she is still not the best with going in public after the whole transformation thing.
She would get a bit scared that you’re hurt or something when you initially do the classic kneel on the ground for the proposal
But as soon as that ring comes out, she’s in tears
“You love Dakota that much?”
Dakotazoid is absolutely over the moon with this especially since she’s been real down on herself ever since she became like this
She doesn’t put you down for the rest of the day
Cody
The setting for this proposal was probably on one of your guys’ Friday night date nights.
This time, it was in a fancier restaurant than usual and, despite being together for a few years at this point, you two were acting more in love than usual.
It all became clear when he knelt on the ground with the ring and asked
You, of course, laughed which instantly made him panic
But that’s because you ALSO planned to propose to him tonight and didn’t even realize that he had the same idea as you
That then turned you both into laughing messes as you guys slipped the rings onto eachothers’ fingers and hugged
Owen
He forgot marriage proposals existed if he was gonna be completely honest
To him it just seemed like a perfectly normal outing to one of your guys’ favorite restaurants, nothing big
It was odd to him that you got out of your chair just to tie your shoe? Who does that?
It all clicked together for him when you pulled out that ring and oh boy, was this man not afraid to show his emotions as he swept you up into one of his bone crushing hugs while he teared up.
You thought it was sweet.
He was kind of confused as to why you’d want to marry HIM of all people, but you are quick to shut that thought down completely. Saying everything you loved about him.
Noah
If this proposal doesn’t happen in a library then it isn’t done right
Some people will say that isn’t romantic, but to him, it’s everything.
You purposefully made him drop a book so you would have an excuse to bend down without making him suspicious. Knowing Noah, he probably had some idea of what was going to happen though.
As soon as you pop the question, he is uncharacteristically at a loss for words.
“Oh, wow”
It’s awkward for a few seconds until he’s finally done being shocked and decides to finally agree to be your betrothed.
He doesn’t really show his excitement that easily, but if you two have been dating long enough for a proposal to happen, then you know that he’s absolutely psyched for this idea.
Blaineley
She actually proposed to you
#girlboss
That AND you’re maybe still a tiny bit scared that you two were only together for the publicity even though it’s been like 3 years and you were too afraid to ask.
She had to take matters into her own hands if she was going to get Y/N to be her spouse
You obviously say yes since you’ve been wanting to do the exact same thing for a while now
This also takes your fears away quite a bit. Double win!
Being a celebrity, the proposal is instantly everywhere on social media
Not being able to go out without getting a ‘Congratulations!’ by anyone who recognizes you or Blaineley is inevitable within the next month or two afterwards
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lytefoot · 6 months ago
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If you didn't grow up using the public library--
Your first library card is typically free. You will need to prove that you live in the library's area, because they are funded by local taxes. If you have a driver's license or state ID with your address on it, you can use that. Otherwise, you can use a piece of mail that you received at your address. If you haven't received any mail, many libraries will mail you a postcard you can bring back when you get it to prove your address.
Having a library card will allow you to borrow books, and probably e-books for most libraries. If you want a book your library doesn't have, most libraries belong to a network of libraries, and they might be able to borrow your book from another library for you!
If you would like help finding a book, and learning how to find books in the library more generally, you can ask a librarian for help. Helping you learn how to use the library is part of their job!
Some libraries will also require a library card to use their computers, which have internet access; to use their printers and copiers; and to use other resources. Have a look around at your library or on their web site to see what other resources they might have! As an example, my library has a maker space with 3d printers, laser cutters, and other tech you can use for arts and crafts; study rooms you can reserve by the half-hour, for up to four hours a day; and a "library of things" which allows you to borrow things like sewing machines and professional-quality video cameras; and a library of children's toys!
Many, though not all, libraries will charge you a fee for:
Looking up your card number if you forget to bring the physical card with you.
A replacement library card, if you lose the card they gave you. Sometimes they'll give you one free replacement per some time interval (e.g. once a year), because sometimes things happen even if you're careful, or give free replacements to children but not to adults.
If you are late returning a book or other item, your library might charge you a late fee. The librarian will explain how the late fees work when you get your library card. (I have ADHD and often forget to return library items. This is one huge advantage of borrowing e-books, which return automatically when they're due!)
If you lose or damage a book or other item, you will probably need to pay for the library to replace them, so be careful with the things you borrow from the library.
Most libraries will charge you to print or copy on paper (though you can usually scan to a digital file for free).
Some libraries are working to further reduce fees. For example, my library has eliminated late fees--it turns out that libraries don't lose very much money by eliminating late fees, and often get more late items actually returned, plus late fees disproportionately impact exactly the people who need the library the most. My library also allows you to print a limited number of pages per day for free, and even provides some materials for the maker space at no charge!
By the way, kids and teens can get their own library cards. If you have kids, get them a library card and teach them how to use their library. Libraries differ on how old you have to be to check out books without your parents present, or to check out books from the adult section without your parents present. Some libraries will allow teens above a certain age to get a card without a parent as well--you can check your local library's web site to find out.
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luvcherry · 4 years ago
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40 with dom!natasha please 🥺🥺
40) "I love the way you look with my fingers inside you."
I'll give a little sneak peak of what I'm writing for Chatroom pt. 2
✰ MINORS, AGELESS BLOGS, AND BLANK BLOGS WILL BE BLOCKED. ✰
"N-nat...we can't do this here."
"Sure we can." Natasha pressed her nose into Y/n's cheek and her lips caressed her skin but she didn't press them into here skin. She loves how cut Y/n can be at times and how hesitant she is at times despite the fact that they've been intimate before. Sure it's a public setting, but they were hidden away behind rows and rows and rows of books.
"What if someone sees us."
Y/n wants to give in, desperately at that. But she might die on the spot if she gets caught by one of her classmates or someone who knows her through her friends. They probably wouldn't judge, but she didn't want to be seen like this.
"It's a Saturday. You really think someone's going to be searching for a book on hermeneutics on a Saturday? When there is a football game today?"
Natasha was right, the library was partially empty when they came here. Y/n isn't really sure why she even brought her here. Maybe because the library brought her comfort and this was the place where their relationship blossomed online. Plus she wouldn't be able to bring Natasha back to her dorm without her roommate making a big fuss about it. Y/n can't believe how similar her and her roommate would've been if she had not met Natasha and let loose a little bit.
"But-"
"Shhh. Stop whining. Be a good girl for me, okay?"
That's all Y/n wants to be, a good girl for Natasha. She placidly nods her head and spreads her legs a little bit further for Natasha. It was not a coincidence that she wore a skirt today. She borrowed it from Cindy because her parents would never let her own a skirt so short. Natasha enjoyed it though, being able to caress Y/n's bare, smooth thighs in public and seeing her squirm because of it.
"There's my good girl...always spreading your legs wider for me. You know I'm going to make you feel good. That's all I want to do."
Natasha whispering in her ear made her eyes shut lightly and she leaned her head back against the books. She was sinning amongst religious books and the irony was not lost on her. She just can't bring herself to care, not when Natasha is sliding her hand up her inner thigh and moving dangerously closer to her covered sex. She never wanted to sin so bad in her life, but Natasha brought her to that point.
"You're so wet. Who are you all wet for?" Natasha's tone is teasing and Y/n gets flustered knowing that she has to answer.
"You."
Natasha slid her hand inside of Y/n's panties and started rubbing her clit. She was wetter and more sensitive than she'd like to imagine. She hadn't touched herself in a few days because she knew Natasha was coming to visit her and she wanted her girlfriend to make her cum. She tensed up as Natasha pressed harder into her.
It was so hard to hold back. She had gotten so much more comfortable with Natasha compared to their first time and they both made the discovery that Y/n is loud in bed. Once she's drowning in pleasure, she can't stop herself from crying out for more. Sometimes it makes her feel like a slut, but she surprisingly enjoys being a slut, for Natasha only though.
But she nearly gave them away when Natasha slid her fingers into her pussy and started pumping into her.
"Shh," Natasha weakly giggled. She was so close to Y/n that it nearly made her lightheaded. "Don't wanna get caught."
Y/n nodded at her again but she couldn't make any promises. It felt so good, especially after doing what Natasha had instructed her to do.
"I love the way you look with my fingers inside you. You're my precious girl."
Y/n's mouth gaped in awe, but nothing came out. She was closer to cumming than she thought. Natasha can tell she is too because of how Y/n's walls grip her fingers. She fucks her quickly so their chances of getting caught are lowered. She just wants to see her pretty girlfriend cum.
"You can do it baby. Do it for me...cum Y/n."
It was Natasha's voice the broke something in her. It wasn't just her orgasm though, it was her entire sense of self. It was already shaky to begin with as sheltered girl now in the wild world of college, but she didn't care about her own identity in the moment. She just wanted to melt in Natasha's arms and let her take her home to keep her there forever. The orgasmic high has her thinking things she would have considered crazy just a year ago. She doesn't care though.
Natasha pulling her fingers out brought her out of her haze, but her limbs felt so lazy. Y/n isn't sure she's going to be able to get up and walk normally as if nothing happened, as if she didn't just have an amazing orgasm in her college's huge library. She watched with hooded eyes Natasha sucking her mess off of her fingers.
"You always cum so hard for me," Natasha smirks at Y/n who pulls her eyes away in embarrassment.
Natasha stands up and Y/n's eyes begin to follower her again.
"C'mon...let's go to the football game."
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tennessoui · 4 years ago
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if you wrote obikin for #4 with anakin as a single parent and obi-wan as luke and leia's teacher i would simply die happy!!
here it is!!! thank you so much!
4. Teacher/Single Parent AU (modern!AU)(DinLuke shows up as little kids)(2.4k)(whoops)
Anakin stares across the table at Luke, who gnaws on a slice of grilled cheese, carefully leaving the crusts behind. Oh god, he’d forgotten to cut them off of Luke’s sandwich, had cut them off of Leia’s instead, even though she didn’t mind them. And of course they hadn’t told him either. He can’t tell if he’s been forgiven for his error or if it will come back to haunt him later tonight when he tries to put the twins to bed at eight.
“Luke,” he says carefully. “I think I’m just a little confused.”
Leia looks up. She loves when her father is a little confused because it means Luke is probably a bit in trouble and she gets to be the one to set the record straight for him.
Which isn’t to say Leia is a tattle-tale. Anakin’s seen her watch Luke hit another child upside the head with a toy train and then say absolutely nothing when questioned by the daycare instructor.
Daddy’s interrogations are just a special case where she can become a guilt-free turncoat.
“How did you get a Unicorn sticker in art class?” he asks.
The Unicorn stickers, of course, mean unsatisfactory.
He pays extra money for his children to be coddled and kept away from words like Fail and Unsatisfactory, even though that’s what all the parents know the stickers mean. As long as the children don't yet.
“And I don’t understand the rainbow sticker at all,” he continues helplessly, regarding the piece of artwork in front of him, where a handful of dried macaroni noodles are lacklusterly glued to the page.
“The Unicorn sticker means it was bad, but the rainbow sticker means that Mr. Kenobi forgives him,” Leia pipes up, leaning across the table to take the icky crusts from her brother’s plate and dipping them into her tomato soup.
“But it was dry macaroni,” Anakin says incredulously. Luke’s eyes start getting misty as he stares resolutely down at his plate. That’s the last thing Anakin wants. But he just doesn’t understand. Luke’s the most creative of both of his children, has seemed to take after Anakin in that way. Last Christmas, Anakin had given him a model train set that he’d put together inside of a week. If he can do that, he can do a self-portrait in dry macaroni.
“He gave Din all of his noodles,” Leia reports.
“Didn’t Din have any?” Anakin asks, feeling completely out of his element and also sort of like a detective trying to solve a cold case.
“He wanted to save them for his puppy,” Luke mumbles. “They just got him and they can’t figure out what he eats, so Din thought he could try macaroni because I told him I like macaroni and cheese a lot.”
Anakin is on the cliff of despair, but he can’t exactly ask whether or not this Din knows there’s a difference between the dried macaroni from art class and boxed macaroni and cheese from Kraft. He’s not sure he even wants to know the answer.
“And then Luke didn’t have a lot left for his picture,” Leia finishes the story and her soup in one fell swoop.
“Couldn’t you have asked Mr. Kenobi for more?” Anakin asks Luke who shakes his head but doesn’t seem to want to elaborate. Anakin turns only slightly pleading eyes to Leia, who is the expert on anything her brother doesn’t want to say.
“Mr. Kenobi sits at the front, and Luke sat at the back today so it was really far.”
“But you always sit at the front!” Anakin says, appalled. Sure, he hadn’t managed to make it to the most recent round of parent-teacher conferences due to an unfortunately timed shift at the garage, but he knows where his kids sit in a classroom.
Luke mumbles something into his bowl.
“What was that?” Anakin asks.
Leia translates. “Din doesn’t sit at the front,” she says.
Anakin sits back in his chair and runs a hand over his mouth. Luke has a crush. His son, Luke, has his very first crush on a boy and he’s already doing stupid things in order to see the boy. Oh no. Oh god. Of all the things to take after Anakin on, it’s this one.
“Okay,” he says, mostly to himself. “It’s okay. Unicorns aren’t so bad.”
“Way better than giraffes,” Leia tells her brother bracingly, seeming to know instinctively that the gossiping part of this conversation is over. “And you got a rainbow, which means Mr. Kenobi isn’t mad.”
Anakin wonders, with the context, if that’s actually what the rainbow means, or if Mr. Kenobi isn’t just incredibly observant.
“TV time, kids,” he says, only feeling sort of bad about the screentime or whatever, as Luke perks up and runs with Leia into the living room.
After five minutes to make sure they’ve successfully turned on and found a child-appropriate show, Anakin gathers the dishes and loads the washer. Then he sighs as loud as he can without disrupting the kids.
Then he pulls out his phone and the school directory and finds the email for one Mr. Obi-Wan Kenobi, art teacher.
It takes him twenty minutes to figure out an email that doesn’t sound too judgemental, harsh, worried, skeptical, or angry. It takes another five minutes to figure out how to sign off on it. Kind regards? Best? Thanks? Sincerely? What is the etiquette for emailing your son’s art teacher to arrange a meeting because you’re worried your son will fail the class simply because he’s inherited terrible genes from his father?
It takes ten minutes, in the end, for Mr. Kenobi to email back, and he does so with a very straightforward message. He’s available to chat after school hours tomorrow, if it works for Anakin.
Anakin pulls up his work schedule. He’s supposed to work until five in the evening tomorrow, has already booked a slot at the after-care program for the twins. But.
He texts Ahsoka to ask if she could cover the last few hours of his shift. She texts back a string of rather offensive emojis, but settles down when he tells her it’s for his kids. Technically, he isn’t even lying. He’s just being overbearing.
He spends another fifteen minutes trying to compose a response email in between making sure the kids brush their teeth, wash behind their ears, and have their bags packed for the morning. He’s so stressed out by it that he’s not even sure he includes a signature at all before he hits send. God. Meeting Mr. Kenobi had better be worth all of this stress.
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Finding Mr. Kenobi’s classroom is almost more stress than the correspondence from the night before had been. The only reason Anakin doesn’t sit down and cry against the garishly yellow brick lining the hallways is that he keeps telling himself that if his two seven-year-olds can do this, Anakin surely can.
The art classroom is tucked away in a forgotten corner of the school and it takes three wrong turns and one accidental entrance into a thankfully deserted first grade room for Anakin to find it. He knocks on the open door and then decides he should call as well to announce his presence. “Uh, Mr. Kenobi? I’m Anakin. Skywalker. We talked last night?” He takes a couple of steps into the room, which is lined in children’s art and paint-stained tables.
A man emerges from a backroom, dressed in a very loose and paint-flecked denim shirt over a white tank top and a pair of slacks. He’s wearing a pair of thick glasses that he takes off as soon as he sees Anakin. His beard is neatly trimmed and his hair, a sort of bronzed auburn, neatly combed.
He’s holding a paintbrush in one hand, and still, of course, Anakin’s dumb brain overrides the part of him that’s saying, This is clearly Mr. Kenobi in favor saying, quite politely, “Oh! I’m sorry. Is Mr. Kenobi back there?”
The man who could not possibly be more obviously the art teacher raises an amused eyebrow.
Look. No one told Anakin that elementary school art teachers could be so attractive. He’d not done anything to prepare for this.
“You must be Luke’s father,” Mr. Kenobi says, waving him forward.
“What makes you say that?” Anakin asks, a tad too defensively, thinking of his own self-deprecating thoughts last night about Luke taking after him when it comes to being sort of stupid around people they liked. He’s just being paranoid.
“The...last...name,” now Mr. Kenobi is definitely trying to hide his smile and Anakin wants to die. “Would you like to sit?”
Anakin does so rather graciously, given the circumstances. He even makes sure he keeps their chairs very far apart. Mostly in order to preserve his own dignity, but he thinks he should get credit for his self-control at this spur of the moment single-parent-hot-teacher conference.
“I’m sorry for my appearance,” Mr. Kenobi says, pulling the oversized button up closed over his tank top. “I must admit, I mostly forgot you were coming by. I was working on one of my own projects.”
“You paint?” Anakin asks.
Mr. Kenobi tilts his head slightly and flicks his eyes around the room as if in answer.
Anakin flushes but digs his heels in. “Well, I don’t know,” he mumbles mulishly. “Do math teachers do math in their spare time?”
This startles a laugh out of the teacher, which makes some long forgotten part of Anakin’s psyche sit up and preen. “I’m sure some of them do,” he says. “No, I do art mostly for the town right now. I’m working on a series of pieces for the public library at the moment.”
Anakin tries his hardest not to obviously melt, but Mr. Kenobi has not looked away from his face much so surely he can see it in his eyes.
“That’s quite. Nice,” Anakin says, coughing into his fist.
“And what do you do?” Mr. Kenobi asks in a way that’s just on the other side of polite. Anakin has the strange thought that if they had cups of coffee between them, he’d feel like he was on a very casual first date.
He has to shake his head to rid himself of that idea. “I’m a mechanic,” he says.
Mr. Kenobi looks interested, of all things. Most people don’t. Most people make some sort of assumption about him, about his life, his ability to parent his children, as if they’re not the ones rolling into his shop at 5:54 pm because their car is “making a funny noise”.
But Mr. Kenobi just looks interested.
“Oh?” He says. “That makes sense. Leia is always talking about how her father can fix anything.”
“Well,” Anakin blushes and looks away. “You know kids. Turn it off and turn it back on usually blows their minds.”
Mr. Kenobi smiles indulgently before clearing his throat. “You wanted to talk about Luke?”
“Oh! Yes!” He had come here with the express desire to talk about Luke with Mr. Kenobi. Not secure a date with Mr. Kenobi. “I saw that Luke got a... unicorn...and a rainbow on his last project, and it made me worry.”
It sounds very, very overbearing coming out of his mouth. This is an elementary school art class. Why did he think that he should come in and talk to a teacher over his son’s bad grade? Especially when it was pretty clear Luke deserved it.
Mr. Kenobi tilts his head in confusion. “Well, yes, I suppose I usually give Luke two suns on his work, so I understand if the change was upsetting to you.”
“And we’re saying that two suns are good?” Anakin checks, feeling very out of his element here.
“Oh, yes, very good,” Mr. Kenobi assures him. “But his last project wasn’t. Well.”
“He says he got distracted,” Anakin mutters, rubbing a hand down his face. “Over a boy.”
“Haven’t we all been there,” Mr. Kenobi murmurs, sounding very amused. Anakin peeks over his fingers at this declaration.
“Yeah,” he says roughly. “That’s sort of exactly what I thought.”
Mr. Kenobi clears his throat again. “Well. That’s why I gave him the unicorn then. It was a bit of bad work, but a very rare showing of it. And the rainbow, to signify that I know he’ll be back to normal again next time. You shouldn’t worry about this one project either, Mr. Skywalker. I do give final grades holistically, not weighted by any one assignment. This is, after all, a children’s art class.”
Anakin wants to thunk his head on the table in front of him. “You do know that all the parents think unicorn means unsatisfactory, right?”
“Why?” Mr. Kenobi has the nerve to look shocked.
“They both start with U, I don’t know,” Anakin says, waving an agitated hand through the air.
“Well, sometimes parents can be quite stupid,” Mr. Kenobi says primly and then looks horrified at himself. “Please don’t tell them I said that.”
Anakin laughs and gets to his feet reluctantly. His worries over Luke have been dealt with, but he finds himself very reluctant to leave.
“Well,” he says slowly, eyes firmly looking only at Mr. Kenobi’s face, “Thank you for meeting with me. I guess you don’t get many frantic parent-teacher conferences over a unicorn sticker.” He ducks his head and rubs the back of his neck with his hand in embarrassment. He can admit now that perhaps he had overreacted.
Mr. Kenobi places his hand delicately over the hand Anakin still has on the table, just for a second, squeezing it with enough pressure that Anakin has to look up at him again. “Only the best parents,” he says with a half-smile.
Anakin finds himself grinning back, unwilling to move his hand now that Kenobi’s touching it. “And, um. If you ever take the kids on an art museum tour or something, and you need chaperones….give me a call.”
“Would I have to wait that long?” Kenobi asks innocently.
Anakin’s never shaken his head no so quickly before. “Any time,” he tells the man very seriously, already backing out of the room. “Before you think too much about it and decide not to would probably be preferable.”
Mr. Kenobi laughs. “I’m sure I’ll think about it a lot,” he says as he turns to go back to his art studio. He calls over his shoulder. “In bed, tonight.”
Anakin trips over a child-sized easel with a loud clatter and an even louder curse, and he can’t decide which of the two should be more thankful school is out for the day. Probably Mr. Kenobi. Yeah. Probably definitely Mr. Kenobi.
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secretsandwriting · 3 years ago
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So I’m testing some new things out with this so you guys will have to tell me what you think!
I’ve also come to the conclusion that while Timothee isn’t my favorte celebrity I like writing for him.
Also, I have no idea how movie premieres work so this is really just a guess and could be completely wrong.
Word Count - 1609
Beta Read - by google docs
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Navigating through the crowded streets of New York was getting to be something you were good at. Moving there had definitely been a culture shock but after getting used to it, it was pretty nice. But now, you needed to get coffee and work on your French for one of your classes.
Ordering and setting yourself up, you started the assigned video and prayed it would make sense and you wouldn’t have to add another hour or two of study to your already full schedule. But as fate would have it, it sounded like gibberish.
Restarting the video to try again, you were pulled out of your studies by a burning sensation going down your arm. Pulling out your headphones you looked down at your arm to brown soaking into the sleeve.
“I’m so sorry!” The guy in front of you looked familiar but due to his mask it took a moment for it to sink in. Timothee Chalamet. He was an actor, but that wasn’t important. What was important? He knew french.
“That’s not important. Do you have any free time right now? I know you know french and I need to learn it and this makes no sense and it’s due in two hours.” You definitely caught him off guard, but he checked his phone.
“I have an hour.” He pulled a chair over and you handed him one of your earbuds. For the next hour he helped you, he was a lot better than the video your teacher had given you.
“Here,” he handed you a slip of paper. “If you need more help just text me and I’ll help when I can.”
“Thank you! With your help, I’ll at least pass.” He laughed and you said your goodbyes before he went on his way and you worked on finishing the rest of your homework.
While you worked, you didn’t notice the girls in the corner watching you with their phones out and slightly pointed at you.
The next day, you almost regretted asking Timothee for help when you woke up to your phone being blown up by friends and social media. There were multiple pictures of you and Timothee as well as multiple dating theories. One of the notifications stood out, Timothee had messaged you on Instagram.
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You didn’t really talk until your next assignment came and you texted him about it. Together you decided to meet at one of the libraries. This time you knew that you would be spending time with a celebrity and people would notice so you made sure you at least looked alive. That way if there were pictures posted online at least you wouldn’t look like too much of a mess. Apparently Timothee noticed.
“You look nice.”
“Well, the chances of pictures being taken are pretty big so I at least want to look alive and not like I just rolled out of bed.” He snorted and you chatted for a few minutes before getting to work.
This time it was a bigger assignment so it took a few hours instead of one. But it didn’t seem to be so long, it felt like time had flown by and it was finished immediately. Timothee was interesting, you two could have fun but when needed it could be serious.
So when you split ways and Timothee started texting you an hour later, you didn’t feel like he was trying anything. It just felt like you were talking to a friend you had known for years. Then, you had plans to hang out two days later when he was free. The plan was to got to a park and play with kids and act like a kid, simply to feel like you didn’t have so much on your plate and could just have fun for an afternoon.
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The interview he asked you about, was before you were meeting to go to a park and act like you were children, not adults who had jobs and college. But that was the plan, and exactly what you did.
The two of you ended up chasing each other until all the other kids at the park wanted to play with the two of you. The parents watched the two of you close when you played with them but that was to be expected.
Timothee was good with kids. Not just good, amazing. All the little girls were absolutely in love with him while all the boys were amazed by how strong he was.
However, as most people know. Kids have no filter, therefore they ask any question that comes to their brain. Hence the 30 different times you had to tell them that you weren’t dating and you were just friends having fun. Some of the parents seemed to think so too, one of them basically told you.
“Thank you for playing with Maggie, she had a blast and she’ll probably sleep well tonight.” The lady looked relieved at the thought. “You and your boyfriend would be good with kids if you decide to have them.”
“He’s not my boyfriend. We just met a month ago and we just came here to have some fun.” She nodded but you could tell she didn’t believe you. Trying to ignore what she said you turned and went back to playing with the kids.
It was after two hours of playing different games, the two of you decided that you were out of energy. Timothee offered getting a meal and you agreed. And that’s how you ended up in a Mcdonalds.
For the next few months, you would meet up for assignments or just to hang out. The press had a hayday with it but after a while it was easy to ignore and then it became more fun to do funny poses every once in a while.
Then he had to go work on a movie so your contact was left to text, phone calls, and facetime. It worked but it wasn’t as good as meeting in person. He still helped with your french until the semester was over part way through his movie.
“Timmy!!! I passed!!!” You held up your phone to the camera on your computer so he could see through his screen. It was amazing and you owed it all to him. Last semester you had barely passed and that had been with 4 times the amount of studying then you had done today. Timothee was godsent.
“Yes! You did it!” You celebrated for a little bit before he got serious. “Y/n, since you passed I know what we can do to celebrate. When this is over, you should come as my plus one to the movie premiere.”
“The movie premiere?!” He nodded, you could see how nervous he was in his eyes. “I have one question.” He nodded, waiting for you to ask. “What am I supposed to wear.” He snorted.
“I’ll talk with my manager and see what he says.” So that was the plan. You kept talking with him, but now it was less about school and more for the fun of it.
When the movie premiere came close Timothee got an answer to your question. Though he almost seemed hesitant to tell you.
“You just have to go get measured and go to a few fittings. The brand making my suit is making you a matching dress.” You would be matching with Timothee sure, you were going as his plus one, or date depending on who you ask. But brand? This dress sounded like it was going to cost more than your college tuition.
“Ok, when and where do I need to go?” He gave you his manager’s private number so you talk straight with him and get all the details. Little did you know, that that was the beginning of the storm.
Somehow it got out that you were going with Timothee and even getting matching outfits. Soon, your phone was being blown up by people trying to get details and even shows asking you to come on and talk about it. Timothee’s manager called you and offered to be your manager until this all calmed down, mostly because this affected Timothee but the offer was still appreciated and accepted.
He texted you a link and told you to post it in all of your public social media bios titled ‘Manager’s contact’. While it wasn’t something most celebrities did, you had just been dragged into this. It would start as a base line until things were figured out.
Through this mess, Timothee kept apologizing even when you said it was ok and it wasn’t the worst thing that could happen. You thought the manager would be enough but then you ended up sharing Timothee’s booking agent too. Apparently everyone wanted to talk with you.
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A few days after agreeing, you learned that the episode would be realised a week before the premiere, but hopefully it would go well. You were also told that Timothee would be doing the interview with you which made you feel a lot better.
Timothee came back the day before you had to fly to California so you were going to let him take the day to rest because frankly it was a lot, but he showed up at your door with his suitcase. He hadn’t even gone home.
“Timmy! What are you doing he-” He cut you off.
“Can I kiss you?” What? That wasn’t what you expected. While you stood there staring at him completely confused, he started shifting around a little bit and playing with his hands.
“Yeah.” That’s all it took for him to get his confidence back.
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Request:
Hey, I really love your writing.
Can I request something with Thimothée Chalamet? Maybe like they meet at a coffee shop and he accidentally spills his coffee on her and then they become friends and they progressively fall in love with each other? If you can’t I understand.
Thank you 🤍
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the-fusionist · 4 years ago
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Give me damianette fluff or jasonette fluff with a song
A/N: Hello, all! I am back! This is a very late answer, which I'm sorry for @rebecarojas07. But, it's here now! I went a little off from the prompt and it's a little angsty in the beginning, but it gets better! Also, constructive criticism is welcome, since its been a while. Also, no beta, we die like Jason Todd. I wrote 1800 words just now and I am hoping they mesh well together.
Warnings: Some cursing, slight angst, cheating, hand holding, and kissing
Song: PUBLIC - Make You Mine
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Marinette cried as she sat on the rooftop while Tikki hugged her.
She was here in Gotham as Ladybug in order to deal with a crisis involving a missing miraculous with Zatanna and Batman, along with several other American heroes she had gotten to know. The mission had taken her a month and she had needed to go undercover for a large portion of the mission, severing contact with her boyfriend, Adrien Agreste. It should all have been fine, they trusted each other.
Now he’s a former boyfriend.
Alya Cesaire was a rock in Marinette’s life, and she was always there for her. If it hadn’t been for Alya Cesaire, her most reliable confidante, the break up might have never happened so soon and she would have stayed oblivious. If it hadn’t been for Alya’s pictures, Marinette would probably have never believed it herself. Five pictures of Adrien Agreste and Lila Rossi, making out on several different occasions.
She wanted to believe it wasn’t true, but if she was being honest with herself she should have seen it coming. Heck, Tikki had seen it coming. They had been having more arguments as of recently. And the time that she had spent apart from Adrien on a mission had simply driven them further apart from each other. She thought back to the times she had complained to Adrien about how Lila was always so touchy with him during photoshoots, he said that it was all business that he couldn’t avoid because of his father. That she was overreacting and being too clingy. That there was nothing between him and Lila.
But those pictures existed. They were in broad daylight, and both Adrien Agreste and Lila Rossi seemed to have no shame, acting in public spaces. She sent one text to Adrien.
We're over.
The message was read, and there was no reply.
That was a month ago. Marinette was getting better, very slowly. Plagg and Tikki stuck with her and supported her, but Marinette still had some nights where she refused to talk to anyone and cried alone. She had set up an arrangement with her parents so she could stay in Gotham, as she needed time away from the city of love. She could never have been more thankful.
Especially when she saw the viral video of someone throwing a bag of flour at Adrien Agreste and Lila Rossi during a photoshoot. Marinette had burst out laughing when she saw the video, and she had a feeling her parents were behind it and had gotten away with it.
But still, sometimes there were days where she couldn’t shrug off the tears. They flowed freely as she swung her spotted legs from her seat on the edge of a random rooftop. She had finished patrol, and she had begun to think back to all the nights she used to spend patrolling Paris with Adrien. She felt her heart seize as she gazed out into the grey landscape of Gotham.
Well, I will call you darlin' and everything will be okay
Suddenly, she heard a throat clear behind her and a cough.
Turning around, she found herself staring at the Red Hood. She quickly wiped at her eyes in an attempt to hide that she had been crying. She had heard rumors of the Red Hood, especially of how he often murdered criminals and at some point in the past had been the leader of a criminal empire.
But, Batman trusted him. And she trusted Batman, so she should be able to trust him and this was a completely safe situation. At least, that’s what she told herself.
She heard him clear his throat again, and she realized she must have gotten lost in her thoughts. She focused back on him, albeit it was somewhat warily.
“Hello darlin’, shit wait, that was too cringey. Damn, I’m sorry.”
She felt her lips quirk upwards in a smile.
The Red Hood coughed, before holding out a steaming cup of coffee to her, and in a questioning tone asked, “Let me try again. You’re Ladybug, right? I saw you having a moment here earlier while I was on patrol, so I just wanted to give you this and offer an ear to listen to you rant if you want?”
Marinette felt her heartbeat quicken, and she felt herself blush under her mask as she replied, “Thank you so much. You’re the Red Hood, right? It’s nice to meet you. And yeah, I would like to rant, that would be super nice.”
So he sat down next to her. She doesn’t know what made her do so, but she told him almost everything. How her former boyfriend had cheated on her while she was on a mission, and how she felt so betrayed when she found out. She told him all about the loneliness and the bitter homesickness she constantly felt.
And he listened, without pity. He listened to every word she spoke, nodding at the right moments of her story, reassuring her she was right, and cussing out Adrien Agreste with her.
That was the first time she met Jason Todd, the man underneath the helmet of the Red Hood.
'Cause I know that I am yours and you are mine
Several months passed, and their relationship progressed from there. The two fell into comfortable friendship and eventually revealed their identities.
But, Marinette couldn’t deny that she had caught herself blushing as she stared at Jason during training or patrol, admiring him.
It was a similar situation for Jason. He still curses himself for the time that Marinette had smiled at him as she swung by during patrol, and he had been so caught up with staring at her dazzling smile that he didn’t notice himself walk right off a building. He was fine, his pride bruised more than anything else.
The point was, they fit well together. They bantered and seemed to constantly toe the line between friendship and something more, to the point where others began to take notice. Jason’s siblings teased him, while Alya and Nino would give Marinette suggestive looks over facetime whenever she mentioned Jason.
They got along so well, and everyone could see it. Marinette and Jason were also starting to believe it themselves. Marinette felt that she was his, and Jason knew that he was hers. They had each other wrapped around their fingers, without even realizing.
Doesn't matter anyway
Marinette was on patrol with Jason when she checked her phone and tears of anger welled up in her eyes. It was a message from Adrien.
Lila and I are over now. We should get back together now, I miss what we had.
Jason saw Marinette’s face change, and he felt angry too when Marinette showed him the text. Adrien Agreste was fucking pathetic.
“Who does he think he is? He thinks he can cheat on me and get back together? He doesn’t even have a place in my life anymore. He doesn’t even matter to me anymore.”
“You don’t need that fucker, Marinette, like how dare he act like you guys can get back together after what he did? Honestly, he’s fucking pathetic. I bet he’s sitting all fucking alone in his apartment after breaking up with Lila, thinking he matters to you. What a pretentious shit stain.”
Marinette felt herself move before she could properly think about what she was doing. Jason hadn’t anticipated her action, and he felt himself let out a small laugh of surprise when he felt Marinette hug him, her face pressed into his leather jacket.
He couldn’t help but softly smile when he heard a muffled, “Thank you, Jason, for being here for me.”
In the night, we'll take a walk, it's nothing funny
Marinette heard a knock on her apartment window. She walked over and opened it to find Jason standing on her fire escape, giving her a sheepish smile.
“Jason, it's 2:00 a.m. and it isn’t even a patrol night? God damn it, Jason, I know that I don’t sleep at night, but what could you want right now?”
Jason’s smile grew brighter, “Want to get waffles and coffee?”
Marinette’s mood quickly changed, and she felt her lips quirk, “You want me to go out in the dark, all alone with you, to get waffles and coffee?”
“No funny business, just waffles and coffee.”
Marinette laughed before she quickly threw on a jacket and joined Jason on the fire escape, before descending down with him and beginning their moderate walk to a nearby café.
Just to talk
On the way, they talked about anything and everything. Books, fashion, superhero business, you name it. They were at peace.
Put your hand in mine
As they walked into the café, Jason noticed another man, who looked like he was in his early twenties, eyeing Marinette. He felt jealousy crawl up his spine, and he knew his eyes were flashing green at the moment.
Marinette had noticed, though she pretended not to. She also tried to pretend not to notice when Jason casually slipped his hand into her own, though she knew she was furiously blushing. Jason was flustered too, and she heard him stutter as he gave his order to a waitress.
For the rest of the night, their hands remained clasped. Tikki was giggling quietly from the inside of Marinette's purse.
You know that I want to be with you all the time
Though they never directly spoke about the hand holding, the two of them definitely gradually spent more time with each other.
They frequented various cafes and libraries and stores, in and out of costume. Someone once swore they saw the Red Hood and Ladybug at a movie theater throwing popcorn at each other. Everyone knew it was only a matter of time before they got together, and several bets were made.
You know that I won't stop until I make you mine
Flash forward a week, and Marinette has asked Jason out on a date. He says yes. They’re both bright red when they enter the café, and this time their hands are clasped from the moment they enter.
The same waitress recognizes them, and she asks who asked the other out. She quickly finds out that Marinette made the first move. When she goes back to her place behind the counter, Marinette and Jason see a coworker slide her twenty bucks. They laugh, and enjoy the rest of their date, content with each other’s serene presence.
Until I make you mine
After they leave the café, a strong gust of wind blows. Marinette slightly shivers under the bite of the wind, before she feels a large warmth envelope her. Jason’s leather jacket is draped over her shoulders, and the man in question is gazing at her lovingly.
“Will you be my girlfriend?”
“I thought you’d never ask,” she said before she reached up and pressed a warm kiss to his lips.
The End!
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Fic: What We Don't Know Can't Hurt Us
Fandom: Triple Frontier
Pairing: Frankie Morales x Librarian!Reader (cishet female) meet-cute
Warnings: No warnings really, some language and mention of masturbation and sex. Reader doesn't like kids. Yearning. Frankie is a TOTAL DILF SWEETHEART. Sad ending.
Summary: Reader is a librarian who has to temp at the kids' section desk from time to time which is a pain because she doesn't like kids. And who is a regular if not a very hot, scruffy-looking dad with the very polite and mild-mannered daughter? Sparks fly but some things maybe aren't meant to be.
Words: 5,155
a/n: Just to be clear, this one doesn't end well. I just wanted to write something sad, I guess.
Oh, shit, there he is again. The Hot Dad.
You straighten a little in your chair and once again curse the fact that you’re working in the children’s section at the library: the only desk that isn’t adjustable. You prefer to do your service desk duties standing up, not only for ergonomic reasons but because you hate how patrons look down on you – literally – when you’re seated by the desk. Also, you tend to slouch and it’s not an attractive look. And at the kids’ section, you’re all supposed to work on the same level as the little tykes. And you’re not particularly keen on those.
You are, however, keen on hot dads. God knows you only get them once in a blue moon and if they show up, it’s usually in tow of a whole clan of children and a wife. But this dad has been in once before when you’ve had desk duty and you saw him stop at the shelf for picture books about divorce and pick out a few. You also heard him tell his little girl that she shouldn’t bring the books she chose to her mom’s. Divorcee, so fantasizing was even more allowed – although he probably had a girlfriend. Guys like that always do.
“You don’t want to lose them, sweetie,” he had explained patiently to his daughter. “You can keep them in your room at my place but if you take them to your mom’s there’s a risk you lose them and that means I have to pay for them. You see, we’re only borrowing these books, that’s what you do in a library.”
You had smiled an inwards smile when listening to him. There was nothing you loved more than parents who actually seemed to understand that all the material in the library was free at one simple condition: return it in time, in the same condition as you borrowed it. A lot of people did not seem to grasp this and made a huge deal when they failed to meet these conditions and were faced with late fees or even had to compensate for lost books. But when parents who knew how to use a library include their offspring, explain how it all works for them, well, that’s how you foster a new generation of good library patrons.
This dad did just that. And he was very careful with the books, prompting his daughter to be the same. Every book she pulled out of the stacks, he helped her put back in the right place. That’s practically marriage material right there and it was enough to make you weak at the knees, to be honest. After almost ten years working in a public library, you were disillusioned about people in general and their intelligence in particular. Sure, you liked your job enough to not cry in the mornings when you had to leave bed, and you did enjoy the work itself (mostly), but… having to deal with people was exhausting. Having to deal with little people even more so, and the worst was having to deal with adult people who had little people with them. Parents.
Hence your absolute obsession with Hot Dad who was soft-spoken, really good with his kid, understood to appreciate the library and its services, nodded his hello to you when passing by the desk, didn’t make a mess, clearly read to his kid regularly and encouraged her to read for herself. You just didn’t get to see people like that so often, and it triggered your interest. You allowed yourself to daydream about him.
Francisco Morales. You remember his name from his last visit, when he and the kid came up to the desk with their haul. You always encouraged patrons to use the self-service check-out (the less you had to do deal with them, the better), but for this guy you were more than willing to go the extra service mile, even with the kid staring at your every move from across the desk as you registered all the loans. You silently gave her plus points for not trying to “help” like some kids did, and for the quiet but clear Thank you she gave you without prompting from her father.
You’re busying yourself with the returns, loading them onto a cart, when you hear a soft, deep voice go Excuse me behind your back. You twirl around and see Morales, pulling his baseball cap off his head to reveal curls that would make any hair model cry of envy.
“Sorry to bother you,” he offers. Take me now, you think to yourself but instead, you give him your brightest customer service smile, the one you rarely give patrons.
“No worries, how can I help?”
“We’re looking for picture books about farm animals. You don’t happen to have those separated? I noticed you have some subject areas separated.” He gestures back towards the picture book stacks where his daughter is quietly perusing.
“We don’t, but I think we have some Julia Donaldsons available, let me come and have a look.”
You don’t always offer. With most patrons, you’d tell them to look under D for Donaldson and then smile sweetly and ask them if they’re okay to do it themselves. You can’t do everything for everyone, that way they’ll never learn. But for Francisco Morales and his well-behaved little girl, you’re absolutely willing to make an exception.
There are some Donaldsons that the girl, whose name you learn is Sofia, eagerly accepts when you present her with them.
“I love fawm animals,” she sighs happily as she browses the first one. “Do you?”
“Who doesn’t love animals?” You make the effort to small talk although communicating with kids usually makes you awkward.
“What’s youw favowite? Mine is bunny. And howses. And lambs.”
“Goats! I love goats, they’re so cute and sweet and playful.” You almost add something about goats being the devil’s favorite animal as well but manage to stop yourself in time.
“Is there something else you want to ask the librarian?” Morales asks his daughter. “If not, I’m sure she has a lot of work to do, and we shouldn’t keep her any longer.”
“I’m here to help,” you shrug and give him a little smile: not a polite, impersonal one that you’d give a patron, but a more intimate one. A flirty smile. “You just need to ask.”
The smile he gives you back is warm and grateful, and you realize that he doesn’t have different facial expressions for different people. He doesn’t work in customer service because if he did, he’d know the difference. Not that you ever thought he worked in retail or anything like that, well, maybe a hardware store, but no. He just doesn’t seem like the type. The way he moves his body suggests something a lot more physical.
Oh, you’d like to get physical with him, alright…
All the sucky library-themed pick-up lines flash through your head. Can I check you out as an overnight loan? Can I insert my private collection into your empty stacks? My reference desk or yours? Am I being too loud, well, you’ll just have to shush me with your lips. You’re like an overdue library book because you have fine written all over you.
Worst part is, if Hot Dad Morales tried any of these on you, you’d probably forgive him and go for it. Maybe. You’re really not that simple, but a girl can dream, right?
The kid thanks you and you return to the relative safety of the desk and the mundane task of alphabetizing returns. You need to calm the fuck down and act professional. Daydreaming is fine but you’re barely toeing the line.
God, you need to get laid. As if that’s something that one can remedy just by walking into a store and ordering a medium dick with a side of hands and tongue.
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The next time you see Francisco and Sofia Morales, you’re taking your lunch break in the small park outside the library. It’s a sunny day and you didn’t fancy sitting in the breakroom with your salad, listening to colleagues talking about who cares what. So you took your lunch box, fork, and water bottle, and went to sit on the park bench the furthest away from the swing set and sandbox. The weather is nice and you enjoy yourself and your break from the library’s chat service. You never know what you’re gonna get when you work the chat: a stupid question about opening hours which anyone could google the answer to, or something more complicated like requests for books with partial or no titles, rarities, or subject areas that you don’t know much about. That’s when you get to use your whole competence and really dig deep, think outside the box, solve problems. You love it but it’s challenging at times, and takes a lot of energy. Your outdoor break is welcome.
“Hi!”
You hadn’t noticed the girl walking up to you and the greeting startles you.
“Oh, hi.”
“We’we wetuwning the animal books,” Sofia informs you seriously. You have to smile.
“Good job. You want more of those or something else this time?”
“Mowe. Will you help me find some?”
“I’m not working the desk at the children’s section today but my colleague there will absolutely help you. Just ask her.”
Now you see Morales walking towards you from the swing set, carrying the large, flowery canvas tote that says “book bag” he always brings to the library.
“Hello,” he nods with that warm smile that he definitely gives everyone. “Sofia, don’t disturb the lady on her break. I’m sure she wants some peace and quiet before she has to go back to work.”
Jesus fucking Christ. How does this man just know shit like this?
“I’m sowwy,” Sofia immediately offers. “I wanted to say hello.”
“Don’t worry, it’s okay,” you allow, although technically, he’s not wrong. “I’m almost done. It was nice to see you. I hope you have a good visit to the library.”
“Thank you!” She skips along and Morales chuckles as he takes off his baseball cap and scratches his head, swipes his long locks out of his forehead, then puts the hat back on.
“You’re her favorite, you know,” he tells you. When you raise your eyebrow, not comprehending, he hurries to elaborate. “Of the librarians. She says you’re the best.”
“Thank you, but whatever for?” You know you do a good enough job at your usual position and that your regulars appreciate you, but you are also very aware of not being at your finest in the kids’ section.
“You have to ask her,” Morales grins as he looks out for his kid, who has returned to the swing set and is pumping her legs on the swing, brows knitted in concentration. “But she’s very taken with you. I think it’s because you’re very calm and focused with her.”
Calm and focused??? You almost laugh out loud. That’s everything you’re not when you’re at the kids’ desk.
“Thanks,” you manage, because you have to say something.
“She’s also really interested in your tattoos and I definitely think she wants to get her nose pierced now,” Morales goes on. “I told her that we don’t comment on people’s appearance, but just a heads up, she might ask you about those.”
Ah, the unpredictability of children.
“I appreciate it.” You really do. You don’t mind talking about your tattoos or the septum ring you have but if a kid suddenly asks about it, you’d rather be prepared.
“Anyway, sorry to intrude on your lunch.”
“No worries,” you reassure him. “You can… sit down for a while if you want to? I have ten minutes left.”
Your heart beats faster at your proposal. It’s not exactly appropriate but you just want to enjoy his company for a moment. And discreetly sniff him because he smells so fucking good, woodsy and smokey but with a hint of… vanilla? You’re terrible at recognizing smells but it reminds you of some aroma reeds you had a couple of years ago that smelled like a wood cabin with vanilla sugar spilled on the floor. You loved it but like everything you love, it was discontinued.
Morales looks over at his daughter before nodding, the book bag slipping down from his shoulder as he places it next to the bench.
“If you’re sure?”
“Wouldn’t offer if I wasn’t.”
He likes your straightforward answer, you can tell from how his eyes crinkle a little and how relaxed his body language is when he sits down.
“I’m Frankie, by the way,” he says, like he just remembered that introductions are a normal part of human interaction. He extends his right hand to you and as you accept it and tell him your name, you can’t help but marvel at how huge his hand is. Big, warm, slightly damp but not in a weird way.
“Nice to meet you, Frankie.” Frankie. Francisco Morales is Frankie. It suits him better than Francisco, to be honest.
“And that’s Sofia.” He points to the girl who seems content swinging by herself. You realize you’re expected to say something nice about her to the proud dad.
“She seems sweet.”
“Yeah, she’s awesome. And she loves coming to the library, it’s all she talks about when I have her.” He clears his throat and adds: “Her mother and I got divorced quite recently. I only get her five days every other week.”
“Sorry to hear that.” Shit, it’s divorce and custody talk from the start. You have no idea how to respond to that.
“That’s life,” he shrugs, “but I figured that going to the library every time I get her could be a good routine to ground her. And then we have books that we can read together for her entire stay.”
It’s definitely a good routine as far as you can tell.
“When I was between nine and thirteen years old, my dad would take me to the local library every Monday evening,” you tell him, smiling at the memory. “My dad never opened a book in his life but he patiently read the auto and tech magazines while I collected half the kids’ section with me. When I went to tell him that I was done, he always pretended to object to the amounts, but then he’d help me carry it all to the car.”
As you tell him this, you’re looking at him, no, staring at the patchy, grey-splashed beard he’s sporting. It’s the most fascinating thing you’ve ever seen. What’s the story there, why doesn’t it grow evenly? Is this a thing? You don’t have enough experience in the field of facial hair. Is it genetic? Is it always like this?
He keeps looking at his daughter as he listens to you with a small smile on his face, clearly enjoying your little anecdote.
“That’s lovely,” he says, turning his attention back to you when you’re finished. “Dads and daughters, huh?”
“Yeah, I guess.”
You pick up your phone to check the time. Shit. You have to return to the chat.
“I gotta go. Lunch break’s over.”
You collect your things and stand up, brushing off your skirt. Frankie stands up as well and picks up the book bag.
“I’ll see you in there?”
“I’m not a the desk today.”
“Oh.” He seems disappointed, his eyes flickering from you to the ground. “That’s too bad.”
“And the kids' section isn't my primary department.”
“The bad news just keep on coming, don't they,” he jokes as the two of you start to walk towards the entrance. Sofia jumps from the swing and comes running.
“She's not at the desk today, daddy,” she tells Frankie precociously.
“I know, mija. We'll have to ask someone else about the animal books, okay?”
Sofia doesn't seem too happy with this solution but nods. You take your leave before she has the opportunity to ask about your body modifications, and disappear through a door marked “Staff Only”.
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The following weeks you seem to see Frankie everywhere. You run into him at the supermarket and get drafted into advicing him on what cereal to buy for his kid. “Something healthy, but good so she'll actually eat it.” How the hell should I know? you want to scoff, but you're simping for him enough to help him choose something you'd never in a thousand years touch yourself. You see him in town one afternoon when you're running errands and he suggests you grab a coffee - holy hell, in your book that's a fucking date - but you decline as kindly as you can, citing a busy schedule when in fact you're mostly just scared out of your mind. The daydream is becoming a little too real and you're absolutely not ready for that, especially not because of the kid. If it wasn't for Sofia, you could have dared the leap, but dating a guy relatively fresh out of a marriage, and with a kid to boot? No, that's asking for trouble and you don't want trouble.
One afternoon at the kids' desk, you once again get to help Sofia find books, this time on sharks.
“She went from farm animals to sharks in one week,” Frankie confides in you when the girl is sitting quietly in a reading nook, carefully studying every page and occasionally widening her eyes at what you suspect is pictures of shark teeth. “It's sharks this and sharks that. She asks if there are sharks in every body of water she sees, from the pond in the park to the ditch outside my parents' house.”
“Have her watch Jaws and she will never want to think about sharks ever again,” you suggest, earning a laugh although the idea was probably a little bit on the morbid side.
“Maybe, but that would probably scar her for life. I actually want her to learn how to swim.”
“Then best not.”
You pick up a couple of books someone else left behind on a table and make a gesture that says I have to re-shelve these, come with and Frankie follows you to the right shelf.
“You know, she talks about you as her friend at the library.”
Now, some people would find that adorable but you don't. You're not friends with this kid, you're in a position where you could possibly influence her keenness to literature and literacy but you will always risk critique from her guardians. Being a children's librarian is like a hybrid between being in customer service, and being a teacher. You get to form young malleable minds but you are always subjected to criticism, even when you've done nothing wrong. Kids are patrons, like adults, and to have them see you as friends is only going to complicate things.
“That's nice,” you reply carefully, not really sure what else to say. It's so hard to talk to parents sometimes, one wrong words and you're basically Satan, you can't know because you don't have kids yourself, how dare you not worship the ground my offspring just vomited all over?
“You're definitely her favorite librarian.”
That you can take. You have a couple of adult patrons who come in regularly and prefer to get their reading recommendations from you. They always have time to discuss literature and they bring you a box of chocolates for Christmas.
“Well, she's easy to help. She always knows what she wants and she's polite. And quite easy to please,” you smile, meaning every word. You don't mention that the only time you like kids is when they're like Sofia is right now: reading quietly in a corner, handling the books with care.
“You're my favorite librarian as well,” Frankie adds, and now that sweet smile he's always wearing when you see him is shy. There's definitely a red tinge on his cheekbones as well and it makes you want to lean forward and kiss him on his goddamn mouth with that goddamn full lower lip that he sometimes sucks into his mouth or fucking licks...
“How many librarians do you know?” you ask and manage to sound easy-going, or at least you think so. The laugh Frankie produces is low and rolling and it makes your stomach coil in on itself. Fuck him and that deep voice he rode in on!
“Got me there. It's basically you and Mrs Wilkerson, the school librarian who scared the shit out of me when I was in elementary school. She made sure I didn't step foot in a library until, well, now.”
“Oh, I so wanted to be a librarian like that when I was a kid!” You grin at Frankie's horrified expression. “No, no, hear me out! I always had this idea that those librarians led these super rich, fulfilling lives as night-time vigilantes or that they were actually millionaires who spent their free time floating around in pools with fancy drinks in hand.”
“Were you... a normal child, besides these illusions?” Frankie teases you and before you can stop yourself, you're slapping his arm playfully. Like a girlfriend would. Or someone more intimate than a Favorite Librarian, at any rate.
“I'll have you know that the voices in my head are saying that we had a very normal and healthy childhood,” you reply with as much dignity as you can muster, while desperately wishing for the phone to ring or another patron to ask for your help. But no, the ones present seem to be managing on their own - except for one mom who seemed to have overheard your joke because she is now staring at you with hesitation in her eyes.
It's Sofia who comes to your rescue with her request of being taken to the bathroom. By the time she and Frankie are done there, your colleague has come to relieve you of your duties at the children's section.
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You knew of course that it was coming. You may not be that experienced in the terms of dating and relationships but you weren't stupid and you had some experience: Frankie was going to ask you out. It had to happen. Technically, it had already happened that afternoon in town when he asked you out for coffee. He maybe didn't see it as a date, but you certainly did.
It happened when you had just started your shift in the children's section and it was a fucking mess. A class of kindergarteners had just left and the teachers hadn't bothered to keep them in check, so there were not only books on every available surface, they were also put in the wrong way and in the wrong places. Your colleague who you were relieving stayed behind to help you, feeling too bad to leave it all to you.
That's when Daddy and Daughter Morales showed up. You weren't really happy about the existence of kids in the first place but made an effort for Sofia, who brought you a drawing she had made in preschool that day. It featured some figures in green, slightly reminiscent of animals and one human but you wouldn't be able to tell. Luckily, Frankie explained it to you.
“She's waited all day to give you this drawing of you with goats.”
“Wow,” you manage. “Thank you, Sofia, this was so kind of you.”
The girl is beaming with pride. “Will you put it on the wall?”
“Super probably!”
“I can see you're busy,” Frankie notes and ushers Sofia along. “We won't distract you. Come on, honey, let her do her job now and maybe you'll get to talk to her later.”
You nod your thanks and focus on cleaning up the entire department before you colleague leaves and Frankie and Sofia come to the desk to borrow this week' picks. Sofia seems uncharacteristically giddy.
“Do you want to come with us to the awbowetum?” she asks with a wide, expectant smile. Fuck shit ass hell.
“We're going on Saturday,” Frankie fills in, “and we were both hoping you'd want to join?”
Saturday. Thank goodness.
“Sorry, I work on Saturday,” you say, trying to sound rueful. It's true and you're relieved about not having to lie. “But thanks, it's sweet of you to ask.”
Sofia is clearly disappointed and so is Frankie, but he masks it better.
“Some other time, yeah?”
If it were only him, you'd tell him it wasn't a good idea. But you can't say that with the kid right in front of you. You may not like kids but that doesn't mean you want to scar them for life.
“Yeah, maybe.”
You loan them the books and as they leave, Sofia waves happily at you and Frankie shoots you one last smile that makes you press your thighs together in your seat.
Come Saturday, you're by your usual desk in the section for adult fiction and you almost fall off your chair when you see Frankie come up the stairs and straight up to the desk.
“Hi.” He's had a haircut and a shave and looks different. Still good, but very different. The dark locks of his hair are more tamed. The mustache is still there but you miss the patchy beard.
“Um, hi? Where's Sofia?”
“In the car, with a friend. We're going to the arboretum.”
“Right. I hope you have a good time, the arboretum's lovely.” You still don't understand what he's doing here and he seems to have some difficulty in telling you. Moving his weight from one foot to the other, he scratches his neck and looks down - why does he have to be so freaking cute? - before looking up at you.
“About that... I wanted to apologize. I wasn't sure it was a good idea to ask you to come with, but Sofia was so persistent. She likes you so much. I didn't mean to put you on the spot like that. I'm sorry.”
“That's alright,” you brush it off because there's not really anything else you can say. “Don't think about it, just go have a good day.”
“I also wanted to ask if you wanted to go grab a drink with me. Just me. Maybe next week when Sofia's at her mother's.”
Fuck, there it is. His hopeful face makes you hate yourself for the answer you have to give.
“I'm not sure that's such a good idea, Frankie,” you begin carefully. “I'm really flattered, but you're... recently divorced with a kid. That's a lot of baggage and things could get complicated. I don't want to get caught up in that.”
You've practiced this speech at home but it still breaks your fucking heart because Frankie is so good-looking, kind, funny, and sweet. You would've asked him out yourself already if it wasn't for the baggage. Fuck, you masturbate to the thought of him, for crying out loud! You imagine what it would be like to be with him, to make dinner together and watch movies and go to bed and wake up in each other's arms. You think about sex with him a lot. You make an effort with your appearance those days you know he'll show up at the library, you don't even mind the kids' section that much anymore because you get to talk to him.
You are fucking in love with him, or at least the idea of him because you don't know much about him, only that he used to be a pilot in the special forces but now he trains new pilots, he has best friends who are like uncles to Sofia (and who have been asking about this mystery librarian she always keeps talking about), he likes cooking and loves baking with his daughter, he hates working out but knows he should take better care of himself, hell, you even know what brand of milk he buys.
He's clearly disappointed but keeps a brave face, one that you can see right through because he wears his heart on his sleeve.
“I understand that,” he says quietly, mildly. “I'm sorry, I hope I didn't embarrass you.”
Jesus fucking Christ can this man not???
“No, don't worry. I'm sorry I couldn't give you the answer you wanted. It's just... not a good time.”
Shit. You shouldn't have said that. Now he might think it could be a better time later.
Frankie nods and smiles sadly. “Yeah, you're probably right.”
“I'm sorry.”
“Yeah, me too.”
He clears his throat and nods. “I better be going. You have a good weekend now.”
“You too.”
He shoots you one final smile before he turns around and leaves. As you watch him go down the stairs to the exit level, you just want to call his name, do your run through the airport and hurry after him, throw yourself into his arms, kiss him, Jesus, imagine that somewhere there's someone who'll get to kiss him some day, tell him that you made a huge mistake and you want to go out with him, you want to have drinks with him and dinner and breakfast and lunch for the rest of your lives because nothing would make you happier than making him happy. You want to be the reason his eyes crinkle and his cheek displays that little dimple that makes you lose your train of thought every time you see it.
But it's not for you. People with kids need to prioritize their kids and you know that you can't be anyone's number two. You don't want to get caught up in custody disputes, you don't want to be "your father's new slut", you don't want to be anyone's stepmom. You don't want to have to spend five days a week in the same house as a five-year-old. Being in a relationship is difficult enough as it is and if you can make choices that avoid some of the problems, you're going to make them, no matter how much it hurts.
And it hurts. A lot. But so much in life hurts and you've made it through before.
He must already be out the door, probably in the car. Does he say something about this to his daughter and friend? Is it a female friend? No, it must be one of his army buddies, probably one of the brothers.
You pull up Frankie's profile in the library database and see his phone number. You could call him anytime. Or send a text. Keep talking to him, flirting.
Shit. It's a bad idea.
A patron approaches the desk and you force yourself to look mild and service-minded.
“Hi, do you have Hate To Want You by someone called... Ray, I think?”
“Please hold a moment, I'll check.” You stifle the sigh that threatens to escape you and hope that the day will be busy so you won't have time to think about Francisco Morales again.
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tomtenadia · 3 years ago
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My Thursday crush
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Rowaelin month - Day 4 - Library or librarians
It was a nice spring day in Orynth and Rowan was slowly walking to work. Headphones on and a book in his hands. He had developed the skill of reading and walking to the point of perfection.
His friends made fun of him but he always replied that if it was socially acceptable for people to walk with their faces in their phones and not paying attention, then a book was surely better. And he never bumped into anyone.
He stopped at the coffee shop around the corner from his job and got his usual order, placed the thermos in the backpack and walked the last stretch.
The library was still closed and it was his job to open it. He had volunteered for the morning shifts since he was a morning person and was happy to open up.
Once he was inside he went through the motions of opening up for day and getting the library ready. Rowan switched on the public computers and then did a walkthrough to make sure everything was looking good. He found a few books abandoned in places where they did not belong and groaned. He loved his job, he loved books. 
He had a degree in library studies and once graduated he applied and got a job at Orynth main public library. The place was huge and he had grown up visit the building a lot. He had started using it thanks to his mum who had passed her love for books to him. That love never left him and growing up he realised he wanted a job where he could spend his day with books. But people? People annoyed him. The way they would just abandon books after using them, or the way they sometimes they would not respect the peace of a library. He was not a people person. 
He grunted again and placed the books back where they belonged. Then he growled savagely when he noticed one abandoned on a chair, upside down, spine broken and a dog ear on one page as bookmark. Some people deserved to have their library card cut to pieces.
At 9am on the dot he opened up and welcomed his morning regulars “Good morning mrs MacLeod.”
“Oh, good morning, Rowan darling. Is my book here?”
He smiled at the woman and went to the shelf where they kept the returns that had been booked by someone else and grabbed her book.
“Yes,” he passed it to her “it was returned yesterday and we set it aside for you.”
The woman gave him a huge smile and he finished the loan procedure “I hope you will like it. It’s a nice story.”
“I am sure I will, darling. You always recommend me good books.”
He helped her to the door and went back to work, preparing the loan requests they had got online. A wide smile spread on his face at the name he saw on the list. He was not a fan of people but there was one person whose presence he had started to enjoy deeply. She was another regular and a bookworm like him. She had told him that she had to get some of her books from the library to avoid going broke on payday. He had laughed at the joke because it was the same for him.
She was a teacher and on Thursdays she was off and would always visit the library to return a book and get a new one. They would talk about what they were reading and he discovered they had the same tastes and he had been reading a lot of her recommendations. She was just obsessed with books as he was. Rowan had started to admit to himself that he was crushing on her. She had stolen his heart when one day she came to the desk and complained, outraged, that the book she wanted to borrow had a coffee stain on a page. They had raged for ten minutes together at the animals and his heart skipped a beat. It did help as well that the woman was stunning. Her hair was a deep gorgeous blonde and she had the most incredible blue eyes with an unusual ring of gold. Yes, he was definitely a fool in love and Thursdays were his favourite day of the week. Since she started visiting he had never had another Thursday off.
***
Aelin had a bad morning already. She had gone to the gym and found it closed for some obscure reason. Then an idiot on his phone bumped into her and made her spill her coffee. She had shouted a large list of expletives at the savage and left. It was Thursday and she could not let anything ruin her favourite day of the week. She was on her way to the library to collect the book she had reserved. But if she was to be honest to herself, she was looking forward to see Rowan. The librarian had become one of his favourite people, although they only meet once a week, her time spent with him talking about books was always precious. 
It did help that the man was hot. As in so unbelievably handsome that he was so out of her league. In the months they had interacted she had developed a crush on him and not just for his unique features. He had short silver hair and the deepest pine green eyes and the days he rolled his sleeves up to his elbows she had spotted a wonderful tattoo in the old language. He had an incredible nice build and tanned skin. He was hotness incarnated. A heart attack on two legs.
Knowing her luck with men, he was happily married, although on a closer inspection she had not spotted a wedding ring. Well, probably a super hot fiancee. She definitely stood no chance with him.
But she had liked him as well because he was smart and loved books just as fiercely she did. He was always ready to suggest some new titles and all his recommendations had been spot on. She had enjoyed every single book. A part of her wished she’d have the courage to ask him out and talk about books perhaps in front of a coffee. Aelin was actually curious to discover what else he liked.
Twenty minutes later she finally reached the public library. She loved that building and her parents had nudged her towards becoming a bookworm. They would read to her and once she was able to read alone, they would gladly buy all the books she wanted. Her childhood home also had a proper library and she would spend hours in there travelling with her imagination. 
She stared at the building and finally walked in. She climbed the marble stairs and reached the adult lending library section. On the lower floor they had an area all dedicated to kids.
She opened the glass doors and her eyes went straight to the desk scanning the area for a head of silver hair. Sadness hit her when she did not see him around. It really was going to be the day from hell. She walked to the fiction section and as she turned the corner around a stack of shelves she crashed into someone. What was with her and crashing into people today?
She was about to apologise when she looked up and noticed who she had bumped into. It was Rowan. Gods, even his name was perfect. That day he was wearing a blue shirt, the sleeves rolled up to the elbows, jeans and a pair of rimless glasses. She had so many improper thoughts.
“Aelin, sorry I didn’t see you…” his voice thick with his accent from Wendlyn. 
“Hi,” she managed, trying to bring her feelings under control “I thought you were off. I came in and you were not around.” Oh she sounded like a lovestruck teenager.
“I was placing some books back on the shelves.” He indicated the pile in his arms.
Aelin spotted one of the titles “that is a great story. I read it about five times already.” Pointing to a specific title.
Rowan had a look at the book and read the blurb “I’ll set it aside.”
“You look good with glasses.” She blurted out and then blushed. She was flirting like a moron.
He gave her a smile that reached his eyes and her heart skipped a beat. Gods, the things she’d do to him…
“I have the book you reserved, by the way,” and he started walking back to the counter and she followed. 
Aelin gave him her card and he processed the loan for her “you know the drill, right?”
“I am going home and spill coffee all over it.” Had it been someone else she knew he would have been horrified but that had become their inside joke. He knew she would never do anything of the sort.
***
Rowan processed her loan and took that moment to think about a good way to ask her out for coffee although he was afraid he was going to get a crushing rejection. She was probably taken already. A woman like her was definitely not single. Plus, she was definitely out of his league. He was about to ask her but froze and decided to leave it.
“I’ll just go and have a look around.” She told him, and he knew she was trying to put some distance between them. How could he even hope she would fall for him? He was the most boring man on earth. That was what Lyria had said when she dumped him. He sighed heavily and went back to his job but his gaze followed Aelin through the bookshelves. In his head he had different conversations he wanted to try. He usually was quite good and in the past he had picked up his share of women in pubs. But with Aelin it was different. He did not want to pass as a pig. All he wanted to tell her was that he found her attractive and fascinating and take her out for a coffee. Then he had an idea.
He walked to a shelf and picked a book that he knew she’d love. He was planning on recommending it to her another time but that was now his tool for his plan.
He scribbled down a note on a post it and placed it in the book, then walked to her “I was meaning to recommend you this one. Loads of angst but it’s a great story, and the female main character is just as badass as you like it. I already checked it out for you.”
The smile she gave him left him breathless “Thank you, Rowan. That’s why you are my favourite librarian.”
Eventually she had to leave and he wished it was Thursday already.
***
It was later in the afternoon when she got home after all her errands. She took her two books from her messenger bag and flipped through the one Rowan had given her until she spotted something bright green through the pages. She reached the post it note and read it.
I think you are perfect and a very fascinating woman. I will eagerly wait for next Thursday. Hopefully you will let me take you out for a coffee. Rowan.
She squealed in delight and texted Lysandra straight away to tell her about the message Rowan had left her. Rowan, the hottest librarian in the whole of Orynth wanted to go out for coffee with her. She could not believe it was happening, and she had to wait until next Thursday. She was off on Saturday but she had no idea if Rowan worked. She could try, she was so impatient to see him again that waiting was not an option.
***
Rowan got home later that night, got changed and crashed on the sofa and noticed the book abandoned there. It was one of the many Aelin had recommended to him. It was a great story, she definitely had great taste. He grabbed the book and thought about Aelin and the message he had left her. He had been so stupid. It was not high school, they were both adults and leaving messages like a lovestruck teenager was beyond pathetic. He should have talked to her like human beings did. He ran a hand through his hair and leaned back against the sofa. He had probably blown every chance with her. Who would ever go out with a guy who couldn’t even ask a girl out?
The following Thursday
Rowan had opened the library as usual but on that day a sense of unease was making him nervous. He still could not think about the stupid move about putting a message in a book for Aelin. He was positive she was going to ignore him the next time, or stop visiting altogether.
The morning had been busy with new applicants, his usual customers and an avalanche of requests to set books aside. Panic caught him when he saw one from Aelin. Which meant she was coming in and he was not ready. What could he say to her? Sorry I am bad at talking to people so I write secret messages like a teenager? He was embarrassed and he was not ready when he spotted her golden mane of hair appear at the main entrance. He tried to hide but she had spotted him and was now walking towards him with a huge grin. His heart started racing. Was just an impression or she was more gorgeous than usual?
Rowan saw her come to the desk and diligently wait for her turn while he finished serving the three people in front of her.
“Hi stranger,” she said to him once it was her turn.
Rowan felt a savage blush rise on his face “Hi you. I assume you are here for your book.”
Aelin nodded and passed him her library card “and for a coffee date.”
Rowan froze halfway to the computer. He cleared his voice “so you saw my message.”
“And I loved the idea. It reminded me of one of the books I read recently where one of the guard is in love with the princess, they are both bookworms and leave each other messages in books because they need to keep their relationship a secret.”
Rowan smiled “You got me. I took the idea from that book.”
The smile she gave him had the power to almost knock the breath out of his lungs.
“I don’t have school on Saturday. Fancy going out for a coffee?”
Rowan nodded “do you know the coffee shop around the corner from here?”
Aelin nodded in assent “I love that place.”
“I am off this Saturday, so if you want we can go then. It would be lovely to know more about my favourite customer.”
She took a step closer to him, only the counter separating them “favourite customer, eh?”
“Well, the one who gets outraged at people mistreating books. The one who understands my pain.”
Aelin cackled and her hand brushed his when she grabbed the card he was returning to her. 
“I have only one condition.” He added softly.
“Hm?”
“You let me pay. You can scoff as many pastries as you want. It’s my treat.”
She leaned forward and kissed him on the cheek “it’s a date.”
When she pulled back she noticed his beautiful green eyes set on her. Maybe she had been too forward?
He grabbed a piece of paper and scribbled something down “my number.”
Aelin grabbed the piece of paper happily and winked at him “Now I have to go. I have loads to do.”
Rowan was sad at the idea “Of course. I will see you Saturday, then?”
“Saturday.” Her heart raced and then walked out of the library thinking that she could not wait two more days before seeing him again.
Rowan followed her with his gaze, happy that she had appreciated and understood the message idea. His hand touched the spot on the cheek that she had kissed and he was positive he was grinning like a lunatic.
They had a coffee date. He could not believe his luck.
But most of all he could not wait for Saturday.
He went to the stacks, looked for a specific book and checked it out under his name, then scribbled a message on a post it and placed it in the book and set it aside.
Ready for Aelin.
She was his Thursday crush.
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lepusrufus · 4 years ago
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Summary: It's backstory time!
Mandatory warning since this is not a usual thing on my blog so I think a separate warning would be useful, there will be talk of past abuse and alcohol abuse.
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"Wakey wakey," came the gruff voice from just outside her bedroom door.
It was slightly muffled but more than enough to make her jolt awake, muscle memory taking over the remnants of sleep. She only had one minute to be out the door. It was more than enough though, her routine perfected over years. Get out of bed. Put socks on. Get shoes. Grab the duffel bag. She slept dressed anyways, ready to go at any time.
Or not?
Where were her clothes?
Nevermind that she had time to put something on. Just grab a shirt and pants from the dresser.
Hurried steps took her over the plush carpet. Wasn't it supposed to be a solid grey? Had her mother swapped it for one of their fancier rugs?
That didn't matter right now. Clothes. She needed clothes. When she got to her dresser she stood there, frowning at the bookshelf that now took its place. She didn't even remember acquiring the tomes in front of her, most of them old and with unfamiliar trinkets surrounding them. That's not how her bedroom was arranged. Why wasn't anything in its place? Was Alex playing a prank on her? No, he wouldn't do that.
Time was almost up and she needed some goddamn clothes and to get out and her head was starting to spin-
"Nicole?"
Her eyes snapped back to the bed she had so hastily vacated, Cassandra looking at her concerned.
From the room's entrance came another familiar voice. Bela. "I only wanted to let you know that Daniela wants to go for a hunt tomorrow." Her eyes were averted and as soon as the words left her lips, she turned and shut the door behind her, not waiting for an answer from her sister.
Confusion mixed in with dizziness, but Nicole let out a quiet oh when she fully realized where she was. Cassandra's bedroom. They came here last night and fell asleep. And she was only wearing underwear.
She went to sit on the edge of the bed, head resting in her hands to try alleviate the fog in her brain. She probably looked like hell, but that was the least of her concerns right now.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Came the uncharacteristically soft voice of Cassandra, who had moved from her spot under the blankets and was gently rubbing her back.
"Uh, nothing," Nicole replied, as if she didn't look ready to puke.
Cassandra only pursed her lips and frowned. "You looked like you simultaneously saw a ghost and were ready to fight a ghost."
She swallowed thickly and forced out a laugh. "Oh are we at "tragic backstory" relationship level now?" It was at best a pathetic attempt to change the subject and at worst annoying.
When she looked back at the brunette she was still frowning, but not in annoyance. Her golden eyes sparked with concern, scrutinizing the redhead's face and body language for any clue as to what was wrong. It sent a pang of guilt through Nicole's chest. She took a deep breath and leaned back into Cassandra's touch, trying to collect her thoughts. Where does one even begin to explain this whole mess?
"Have you ever wondered why I came here? To the village?"
"...Not really," she admitted.
Nicole took another deep breath, pulling the words from her mouth as if she were pulling out teeth with pliers.
"My dad, he…he had a bit of a weird business. We never knew the details of it, he never told any of us and we knew better than to snoop, but I do know it had something to do with drugs and was highly illegal."
Staying in one place proved itself a pesky little task, so Nicole stood up and started to collect her clothes from the floor and started dressing. Cassandra instead remained in the same spot, listening intently.
"With a job like that you make enemies by default. And that made him paranoid beyond belief. When me and Alex, my older brother, were children it wasn't that bad. Worst thing he would do was lock our bedroom doors and refuse to let us attend public school."
She narrowed her eyes at a wall, still not wanting to meet Cassandra's gaze. Now that she said it out loud, not that bad sounded pretty bad too. Whatever.
"It started going downhill when I was around…" She pursed her lips, trying to make her brain put together some semblance of a timeline. "Twelve. Yeah twelve. He came bursting into our bedrooms at 2 a.m. saying that someone with a gun had gotten into our house and wanted to kill us. We were mortified. I remember my mom holding me and Alex in the backseat crying while my dad drove us to his secluded cabin in the woods."
"And that became a habit of his. He'd have us do these drills every once in a while and then scream at us if we didn't do everything in under a minute."
"That's so fucking stupid," Cassandra spat, golden eyes gleaming with anger.
Nicole started pacing back and forth, desperate for a distraction. "Oh I know. And after a few years of this I made sure to tell him exactly how much I thought it was bullshit."
Finally coming to terms with the lack of something to do while she talked, Nicole gave up and went back to the bed. She sat down by Cassandra's side, though still avoiding her eyes.
"Do you know what getting punched in the face feels like?"
Cassandra's expression contorted into a disgusted grimace. With the hand not on Nicole's back rubbing comforting circles, she dug talons into the soft fabric of a blanket. She didn't really have an answer because frankly she didn't know. Her body reacted very differently to physical harm and the few that could hurt her wouldn't go for a stupid punch to the face. Nicole kept on talking though, not really looking for an answer.
"That shut me up for a bit. Key word a bit. When he woke me up on the night before an important test I was pissed. I just thought fuck it and went upstairs to the library. It took him around twenty minutes to find me and when he did… Well, I regretted some life choices."
"I was so done with being there in that house. Though thankfully my parents went on a business trip the next day and Alex was at a friend's for the weekend. I had the whole house to myself and decided to grab one of my mom's vintage wines and just spend the evening on the couch drinking. And that's how I became an alcoholic at the ripe old age of fifteen." She let out a humorless chuckle at the end.
That day was a blur in her mind. The only thing that she vividly remembered was Alex coming home early and finding her blackout drunk on the couch. At the end of the day though, they were both in the same boat. He just grabbed the bottle from her and started to sip away at the remaining wine. Laughing at each other's hangover the next day was the most fun they'd had in ages so it became a habit for the both of them. Every once in a while they'd go into the wine cellar, pick out a bottle and then go drink it in the attic while they pretended their problems didn't exist. It continued well into their college years. Nicole was barely able to recall doing anything during her years in med school that wasn't being drunk or studying.
She groaned, pinching the bridge of her nose. That's not where she meant to go with the story. Cassandra placing a gentle kiss on her shoulder brought her enough comfort to try and wrap it up.
"I guess in a sick ironic way my dad was right in the end though," she subconsciously shifted closer to the brunette and she wasted no time in loosely wrapping her arms around Nicole's waist.
"I was three weeks away from completing my residency when I came home from the lab, only to find my mom in a puddle of blood on the living room floor. My brother was in a similar state in his bedroom. My dad was nowhere to be found but I didn't care. It was his fault," she swallowed the lump in her throat and felt tears threatening to spill from her eyes.
"I just grabbed my documents and a duffle bag with some clothes and ran. Booked the first flight to Romania to come stay at my grandparents'. Oh except they know what my dad is all about! Told me I had an hour to get some rest and be out of their house as they didn't want any trouble with my dad's people."
"I did grab a fuck ton of my dad's cash though so at least hotels weren't an issue," her words were coming out chocked, occasionally interrupted by sniffles. She rapidly whipped a hand across her face. "Have you ever been to Braşov? Old part of the city is quite lovely."
Cassandra grimaced. She didn't want to interrupt, but seeing Nicole in such a state made something in her unbeating heart ache. She gently wiped the trail of tears from her cheeks and placed a kiss on her temple from where she was sitting half behind Nicole. Then, with the softest voice she could muster, "And how did you meet Duke?"
Nicole's eyes widened slightly, apparently having forgotten that detail.
"Oh I stumbled upon his shop one day. I thought he was selling some neat stuff and he was nice so I kept coming back. One thing led to another and when I found out about a place off the map where no one gets in or out without help I thought it would be the perfect place to hide from the people trying to put a bullet through my head." Then she winced slightly. "I was also mildly tipsy when I made that decision."
Cassandra looked a little incredulous. "And he just brought you here?"
"I paid him."
Cassandra's expression turned to what could only be described as disappointed but not surprised. Then her attention went back on the redhead, glossy eyes fixated on the floor. To say she sucked at comforting others was an understatement. Daniela was far more well versed in the art of making others not feel miserable but she was nothing if not stubborn enough to try.
"Listen," she shifted to sit in front of her, hand placed gently on a wet cheek. "If anyone ever dares come near you with the intention of harming you, I'll make them regret every life choice that led them there. You're safe here." She may not be great with her words, but if Cassandra excelled in anything, it was keeping her loved ones safe. Loved one huh.
Nicole leaned into her touch, finally meeting Cassandra's eyes. There was a gentle kind of determination in her golden gaze, accompanied by a fiery rage that, for once in her life, brought comfort as opposed to terror. It came with the knowledge that it wasn't directed at her but at whoever may want to harm her.
She didn't doubt her words. Instead she shifted closer, face nuzzled in the crook of Cassandra's neck and, barely above a whisper, said: "Thank you."
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