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Mecarevainen and Queen Ulevan of Neseah.
In which I realize 2 things : One, purple is my go-to color. Two, it would be fitting for it to be the color of Neseah's royalty...
art taglist :@jezifster@isabellebissonrouthier (feel free to ask to be added to it!)
#my art#oc art#fantasy art#digital art#art#phoenix#i love Ulevan so much#she looked at this silly bird and went yeah. he's going to help me actually. and he's my best friend and I love him.#and Mecarevainen looked at her and went omg. she's so cool. She lets me teach people this cool tool I made ? i'm going to offer to share#my magic and my brain forever.#he's so funny for this#i love them a lot#the fall of neseah#(although; ages before said fall)
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prodigal son.
a sort of epilogue for God of War Ragnarok, since I miss these two so much.
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#these two occupy so much of my brain space and will continue to do so forever more#the way cory barlog managed to transform kratos from your standard killing machine into a layered loving father#whose character is centered around bettering yourself for the sake of your children#absolutely magical#and ragnarok#good god that game made me cry so many times#i miss kratos and atreus so much#and apparently ragnarok was the last of the norse games?#so this is how i deal#i give myself closure by manifesting it into existence#they have great stew btw#kratos atreus and mimir#two dads and their teenage son#god of war#ragnarok#gow ragnarok#kratos#atreus#mimir#comic art#i have so many feelings ugh#thank you for reading#stillindigo art
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kisses u on the forehead in an unmistakably samfrodo 2003 way
#the lord of the rings#frodo baggins#samwise gamgee#lotr#samfro#thats the tag right? ive never seen anyone say frodosam#sounds like a magic word#anyway uh yeah. theres love and tenderness in that bitch#so much of it#top10 lotr scenes that altered my brain chemistry forever#return of the king#rotk
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I love the idea of teenage Malleus hating his new baby brother Silver but slowly falling for him
words cannot express how much I adore that Mal's reaction to seeing a human baby for the first time was "the fuck is this. why does it look like that. gross." (then he immediately got stuck on babysitting duty and the rest is history)
I am SUCH a sucker for that trope of "non-humans being fascinated by normal human behavior", so between that and all the delicious angst going on I was eating VERY well. >:) Malleus being so impressed that two-year-old Silver can walk, because it took him twenty years to stand on two legs! Lilia barging in on the Zigvolts at 2 AM being like "he won't stop crying what do I do"! Lilia trying to feed Silver rats and Malleus being like "...please just stick with what the books say to feed it"! it is all so. chef's kiss.
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#(this is based on a very dumb in-joke and i apologize)#i promise i will (eventually) stop spamposting i am just still floating in a river of sheer delight from this update#god. the spoon scene is going to live in my brain forever#malleus having to be the one to teach sebek and silver basic magic because lilia was SO bad at explaining it 😭#also like...i had assumed mal didn't know who silver really is so it wasn't a surprise when lilia straight-up lied to his face about it#but now i can just SEE it hovering there on the horizon as a thing they're probably going to have to deal with at some point#like 'malleus doesn't know' is no longer a sort of general observation/theory and is instead now a very relevant Problem#ohohoho. splendid. things are going to get SO bad and i am going to be here clapping my stupid little hands at it all
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More than just the Demon.
#ffxiv#digital art#zenos yae galvus#venat#endwalker spoilers#will forever be fascinated with this man#look guys look- the literal embodiment of wol's wings of hope LOL (and me going hehe about that and footfalls)#the part of me that adores digging into the nuance of character writing (intentional or otherwise) is just latched onto zenos#and venat-- they cant just give us two characters who get really important 1v1 duels#and ask really important questions#and love the MC and are willing to risk themselves so unconditionally#and have them not live rent free in my brain#--and maybe this tiptoes into the realm of crack theory so beware there will be a lot past here--#but I cant help but think zenos is akin to an oracle or warrior of light but was tempered/corrupted by zodiark#or some strange happenstance of varis (who shares visual traits to golbez before 6.0 ever came out and the dark mana burst)#and carosa (who it seems zenos got his looks from- and he already looks like he has ties to venat and argos like minfillia does)#was he a result of the eternal chess match between the two parties' machinations? or just some strange twist of fate?#another day of him being “emet's successful experiment” (again- intentional or no) making me thonk#theres something so strange about the final days dreams and how dark aspected he is- that his void abilities are more tied to him tbh#yet his mannerisms beyond just what he's been through almost reminds me of light corruption and the uncanny calmness#we see in most beings associated with the light in any significant way and like second phase eden shiva#he almost has all the marks of someone who shouldve already had the echo or blessing of light but for one reason or another#was unable to hear hydaelyns call#of course it doesnt help i mentally associate him with connections to zero and how she was corrupted before she was even born#and durante- who states uncanny ability and connection with light and darkness and yet favors dark magic more#i simply live with the idea that zenos' soul was an eternally faithful companion to wol's and#this time the cardinal sin of separating the pair finally happened to rather dire consequences lmao
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This episode validated me so much. I left a comment on one of the shorts on YouTube, and I fucking clocked it. I was right. K and Evan worked together on helping people after Magic Broke, and after Evan left K felt like they had to do everything on their own. I'm just gonna attach my original comment below (everything bolded is to emphasise what I feel very validated on due to the new episode):
YES. Exactly! K and Evan are, fundamentally, very similar in their complexes around others vs the self, aka how they view themselves and how their value is tied to their usefulness. I don't know why they broke up, but my money's on the fact that both Evan and K were drowning in guilt for their actions relating to the breaking of magic, and that put a strain on their relationship. Especially as both K and Evan started to become self-destructive (or, even more in Evan's case) in their attempt to "fix" their mistake. I have an inkling that their breakup was more due to them drifting apart because of their Atlas Complexes (taking the world/their family on their shoulders) rather than an explicit Wrong having happened.
But yeah, Evan is fully in the right about his bodily autonomy and K having ignored that. However, what this clip doesn't include is K's actual reasoning and mindset around this. They wanted to "fix" Evan the same way they've been "fixing" magic as Itsy, and they thought they could do it all on their own; do a massive task that should have been done by a community all by themselves. K attempting to heal Evan and then proceeding to royally screw it up was just the natural progression of K's spiral; they were going to create an explosion at some point if they continued to act as they were. It was just, unfortunately, Evan's arm that got blown up, and not their van.
I am just. I called it. In a YouTube short's comment. I called that the reason for K's erratic behaviour was due to their guilt and sense of responsibility, and K nearly spelled it out when talking to Jammer. And with this confirmation, I feel even more bolstered in saying that I genuinely think that K didn't think through their actions when attempting to heal Evan; they saw that Evan had been hurt and scarred after their breakup, and most likely felt guilt over that. They weren't there for him, which led to him being hurt and having an injury heal wrong. K's a healer at heart, someone who tries to help and fix things, and here's living proof that they weren't enough. That they weren't there for Evan because of their own complexes. They just...hadn't considered what it means to heal an already healed bone, especially when magic is less "whimsical" and a lot more realistic right now.
I could go on and on about K and how their character is amazing, but I'll leave this here for now and bask in the feeling of having my analysis hit true. It's really helping my confidence which I need, oh no I have so much to write for my thesis
#Misfits and Magic#Mismag Spoilers#Misfits and Magic 2#Mismag 2#K Tanaka#Evan Kelmp#Dimension 20#text_loke#meta from loke#i am also just constantly rotating that argument in my head. and how K was talking about how THEY felt like THEY didn't love Evan enough#because Evan didn't believe K and K felt like that was THEIR fault. like. ugh. i love K Tanaka SO MUCH#Erika does a WONDERFUL job with their characters#i just have SO MANY THOUGHTS about these characters. i could talk forever about them#also want to write a post about Sam and about how her mirror-magic isn't because of her being an influencer#but it's instead because she reflects and mirrors others. she's always what everyone else needs#which is why I'm worried about Sam. because she may very well be hiding some deeper hurt that we don't see because she's GREAT at hiding jt#anyway. mismag does things to my brain
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man, i wanna write about legos i wanna write about legos so BAD i wanna write about stupid tragic legos that make me cry i wanna write about them i wanast wruebaoyr lekfhos iwsanan h-
#I HAVE TOO MANY WIPS#and i can't focus on ANY OF THEM#like the DBK and Macaque oneshot i've had forEVER#or the Azure and Macaque oneshot i was working on last week#or the thing i was writing about Nine#or the thing i was writing about Macaque's new Chaos Magic#or the Other thing i was writing about Macaque's new Chaos Magic#or the past!Wukong and Macaque thing i was writing#or the literally ANYTHING about shadowpeach actually#I WANNA WRITE BUT MY BRAIN HAS THE STUPID AAUUUUUGH#lego monkie kid#lmk#lmk macaque#lmk sun wukong#shadowpeach#lmk azure lion#lmk demon bull king#lmk nine headed demon
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hold on, late night fantasy au snippet (its short, emphasis on this factoid). context: early days of the neighborhood, most of them are still getting to know each other. frank has a crush <3
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“So,” Eddie says conversationally, “and let me know if I’m overstepping, but how did you get that scar? I confess, it’s been eatin’ at me for days. There must be some sorta story behind it.”
In a heartbeat, Frank lists the qualities of the man in front of him.
Handsome.
Incredibly sweet.
Too sweet, easy to take advantage of.
Charming accent.
Handsome.
A man of honor and righteousness.
Handsome.
The only logical conclusion? Impress him.
“It’s not all that interesting,” Frank says. He shrugs in a way that he hopes comes off as nonchalant, but not aloof. “[INSERT GRAPHIC WAY OF SCAR-GAINING HERE]”
There, now Eddie will surely be impressed, and perhaps even in awe of - oh no. He looks sad. Why does he look sad?
“That’s terrible,” Eddie says with upturned brows and soft, shiny doe eyes. “That really happened to you?”
Frank’s brain says, No, of course not. That was a lie to impress you. I actually got this scar from an exceptionally sharp - and heavy - book falling off of a library shelf. It landed directly on my face and knocked me out instantaneously.
Frank’s mouth says, “Not all of us had a happy childhood.”
That was, evidently, the wrong thing to say. Eddie’s melancholy expression turns stricken and ashamed, and Frank is keenly aware that he just dashed any hope he had of this beautiful person ever liking him.
“You were a kid?” Eddie nearly whispers. Real, honest tears gather on his ridiculously full lashes. “I’m so sorry, that’s… that’s just awful.”
Frank doesn’t know what to say to that. It’s far too late to tell the truth, but anything he says further would just deepen the hole he’s landed himself in. Luckily - or unluckily, it’s hard to say - Eddie doesn’t seem to expect him to say anything else.
He mumbles another guilt-ridden sorry and faces front again, staring mournfully at the ground and radiating discomfort. Frank has a feeling that he’s projecting more of the same.
Curse this man’s sensitive nature - Frank’s varying tales of how he got his facial scar always garner sounds of amazement or astonishment. Of course Eddie, handsome sweet Eddie, would find the story horrifying. Frank doesn’t want to imagine how he’ll react if he found out that his tearful response was unwarranted. Here’s hoping that never happens.
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#this popped into my head and i Rushed to get it out before it vanished forever#i have learned - I Will Not Remember It Later. If Not Now Then Never#even if its 1 am! its not like i need to be awake early anyway!#ok. sleeping now. snzz snzz and all that#enjoy the little snippet#artist brain has shifted over into writer brain For The Time Being!#snippets from the bog#also fantasy brain. im craving magic and battles#i say as i rewatch all of the x-men movies...
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Dedicated Jace scholars understand that “I can’t, I tried” is a statement worthy of the same level of academic contention as “did lady macbeth persuade her husband to do a murder through her own machination or was she tugging at impulses that were already present within him” or, “do balrogs have wings”
#shut up Janelle#jace stardiamond#this is a joke but also is it#it will live in my brain forever#this is my do balrogs have wings#this and the oh all we do is sit around and talk abt how great inherent magic is#my white whale fr#like. yes they’re basically the only two things he’s ever said. but also. in it there is so much
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Another video I’m gonna put up and walk away from 🫣
#joost#joost klein#joost edit#joostice#joost video#joost tik tok#y’all y’all y’all please be depraved about this with me omfg#I can’t fucking breathe#I’ve never wanted to be a speaker more in my life dude#so many visuals my picture perfect brain now has memorized for later 🫣🫣🫣#best comment from this tik tok#that’s gotta hurt the magic wand#like please that’s gonna be in my head forever now 😭
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Green, Crimson, Gold
i've been following @autumnwhistles' Last Life Musical project and i've been going INSANE over the song concepts and ohhhhhh the song about joel going red really caught my attention because joel is one of my fav loserboy lifers
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#smallishbeans#trafficblr#last life smp#this is such a cool cool project and i just wanted to boost it#idk how much i could do cause i'm not a very big account but i really wanted to draw something for it#tried something new with this one !!!#my art style remains inconsistent *sigh*#man...last life fanart in 2023...#i never left that magical mountain. or the southlands. or that snow fort. or the fairy forest. or the scottage. or#LAST LIFE FOREVER HAUNTS MY BRAIN. LIKE A TAPEWORM IN MY EAR THAT'S WHAT IT IS.#tw blood#my art
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Also friends I have a feeling I have once again made a snap decision about what the ending of a Dragon Age video game means and that I am about to be wrong again and base an entire fic on my incorrect interpretation
#ended trespasser completely convinced that the lingering magic of the anchor would kill the inquisitor in time#ended veilguard thinking solas and ellana will be going in and out of the crossroads and the deep roads etc to soothe the titans#but apparently they are in the fade forever???#....granted i do once again feel like an idiot because they do walk into a rift lol#but somehow my brain went straight to “they are going to the crossroads to get to somewhere else to begin this journey” idk why#sigh#someday i'll get it right#da4 spoilers#da:v spoilers#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers
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my roman empire is that one moment smth smth qsmp lore happened and étoiles responded to a chat message by saying smth along the lines of “bah baghera me fait pas confiance” and laughed tersely but i can’t remember when that fucking happened and maybe i hallucinated it . but i need to try and find it again . to satiate my qetoiles qbagz relationship and larger qfrench messy family dynamic illness
#anyone remember when they saved kameto and cellbit warned the fed may try and take him again and kameto was immediately like ‘no etoiles#will protect me’ and etoiles said ‘if they take kamel i burn everything’#anyone remember the pre purgatory where kameto ran up to bagz and lied to her by saying etoiles wanted to hurt pomme#and she confronted etoiles and he told her wtf no i don’t why did u believe him and she said well u never know have u seen ur arm#head in hands . qbagz paranoia and distrust even when u want to trust so badly . une méfiance envers tout . seeing ur friend as a ticking#time bomb bc his arm is getting up by code . fuck#qsmp#jay rambles#étoiles#baghera jones#if anyone can magically find the moment i mention in the actual post i’d love u forever btw#i have practically nothing to go off but it’s post first etoiles code scar skin . maybe in late october after his and bagz convo about it#ive has a webweaving sat in my drafts for months i need to finish it . the worms in my brain
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TURBO WIP ALERT
THIS IS MEANT TO BE THE 2ND PAGE OF 4 PAGES. BUT BECAUSE A WARRIOR OF MINE HAS BROUGHT ME A SUFFECIENT SACRIFICE, YOU ALL GET TO REVEL IN THIS EARLY ACCESS. NO REBLOGS THO. HA!!!! THIS IS BETWEEN ME N U CUNTS
HOPE U ENJOY THIS THUSFAR, BUT ALSO I AM TAKING FEEDBACK. DOES IT FLOW OKAY? DOES IT LOOK GOOD? LET ME KNOW
#everyones awlays drawin gabe w stitches and stuff... and thats rly cool!! but i never do it FOR A REASON..#THE FLESH MELTS SEAMLESSLY INTO THE OTHER FLESHES. WHY WASTE TIME STITCHING AND SEWING WHEN THE FLESH CAN SIMPLY FUSE?#I ALWAYS FIGURED IT WAS SIMILAR TO MOLDING CLAY FOR VEX... BC OF HOW MALEABLE THE FLESH IS... BUT#HES ALSO VERY MUCH GOT LIKE. CLOTHES DESIGNY STUFF IN HIS LAB?#SO MAYBE THE STITCHES DO INDEED MAKE ALOT MORE SENSE#UNFORTUNATLEY I ALSO JUST FORGETT THEEMMMM BC IM NOT TOO GOOD AT ALL THEM LIL DETAILS........YET....#i need to draw all my gabe designs.... i was gonna have them all ranked w Lobotomy Corp Threat Classes#human gabe is Zayin. ofc. hes a lil guy. VAMPIRE gabe is Teth (the one we see first)#SPIDER gabe is WAW gabe. much more threateny. and then modified humanoidy gabe is HE gabe.#SO NOW THAT JUST LEAVES ALEPH GABE RIGHT? THE MOST POWERFUL OF ALL? well. unfortunately that last form was his stupid gay zombie form#unles.... unlesss we all hold hands and think rly rly rly hard about how gabe is just in emizels brain now. theyre roomates forever#he can still come back... could u imagine emizel getting sick of him#and using fucked up magic to get gabe out of his head. and then gabe just has a new even more fucked up even more powerful body#and then what if they both#and then what if the two of them got tggogether and#and then wat if they#hnagon i think my wound is bleeding profusauley again okay gotta go byyyyeeeeee
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of all the things to turn into a ridiculous (cleaned up) long comic (i have PLENTTYY of sketched long comics) i chose: spader skips class
i still dont know how to panel comics but that s what practicing is. for
#in the sketchbook u can just draw a hundred little busts and it is fine#i always put too much space between my comic panels. much to think about.#ANYWAYS.#adventure time#wizard city#distant lands#spader#cadebra#digital#i get so embarrasseddrawing long comics. like hi. taking up a whole street here. sorry folks. sorry. has to be done.#if i dont draw one millions billion spaders a day ill die.#i wish hed lived long enough to have a fun class experience and everythign puts my hands on my head#'or the way ive seen you do it before?' <- has been unwillingly subjected to cadebras magic shows a million times#no one else will watch them. she needs an audience. (Saws herself in half for a booing spader and blaine) (its the only trick they enjoy)#'STELLAR!' has come into my brain forever now. i cant get a handle on his vocabularly but i think stellar! is part of it#spader king of knocking with one hand then lifting the other hand when the camera turns. oopsa daisy#i digitalized this entire thing ebcause 'oh- look. i dont think theyre gonna hurt me.' hurt ME. YES THEY DO. AUUGHGF. HATERED. AUGHGF.#ok enough tangents. bye now.
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Authentic Story of the Shining Force - Saint Fencer Max - Chapter 4
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This is the last boob joke. We're free at last.
Here's the retranslation of every scene with the Spring of Recollection in the game. Overall, her speech here is fairly close to what she says in Waral in-game, with a few details from her final appearance sprinkled in, like her care for Cain. It does misses a few nuances though, like the Legacy being more than just Dark Dragon.
I don't think I've ever seen art of the Spring, but notably, she gets a portrait in the GBA version, and it looks a lot like the manga design, with the slightly wavy hair and especially the blank eyes.
Obviously, the manga rushes through the plot since it's short, thus a lot of places are skipped. I didn't even feel like pointing them out before. However I will point out Waral not being here this time, because Waral happens to not be in the beta map either, and it has very contradicting lore between the ASCII guide and the World Book, meaning it might have not been well developed. Besides, Chapter 5 is very weirdly structured. You get two ship battles that are basically the same, you get to Waral by accident, you advance the plot by going to Ring Reef for no reason and everyone telling you it's off-limits while letting you waltz in anyway, and hardly anything happens in the shrine besides you hearing about the Manual, which is not even a big deal because you get to Rudo by accident later (two ship accidents!! why repeat this plot point!!) and would go to Dragonia anyway to help Bleu. Basically, I obviously can't prove it, but it wouldn't surprise me if the ocean shrine was initially thought off as only a plot scene, and the battles/town added much later for gameplay reasons.
Perhaps worth mentioning, the GBA version also makes a point to mention that Max got lost in the shrine alone, and everyone was worried about him, which does remind me a lot of the ship scene here.
uh oh. i hit image limit for the first time and i don't wanna remove either of these pics. more notes on a reblog later.
#shining series#shining force#saint fencer max#saint fencer max translation#sfm max#sf cain#so. gamers. fans. friends and followers. are we good? are we normal? are we normal about the last pages? i'm not#unfortunately my typesetting does not do it justice but at least i put up a fight#those unending creaking noises mess me up so good#it's just. so good. all of this#why did the gba version wasted time with boring villain epilogues#when it could be giving me the Good Stuff (angst of a long haired anime man)#also is his hair dyed? the eyebrows kinda imply that. i'm not sure i like that but i'm not sure i dislike that either#his hair is so good tho#anyway i could talk about him forever and i will but i gotta talk about the spring too#i really like the sword of light being here. it works aesthetically at least. the mishaela plot is very dumb#i had a whole thing about the sword of light typed but i took it out for later cause it doesn't have much to do with the manga#will probably come though! the three max cain plots are the same basically but there have some difference in the details#that has mashed together in my brain#so i wanna pick that apart at some point#anyway back to the mango. i dearly miss the nuance about the legacy even though it took me a while to notice it in the game#between this and the pseudo-magic introduction the manga does suck a bit at portraying the ancients#but i like how despite the weird pacing of the manga this part kinda flows better#with the spring's revelations all here in the middle#instead of popping in manarina like 'yeah boy you're hero of fate wait three chapter until we elaborate on that though'#naturally the game has good battle content to keep you happy through it#but the manarina scene feels kinda useless to me#anyway i probably had more to say about this while translating but i'm very sleepy#i will never shut up about this chapter though. mark my words
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