#my lovely lexa ❤️

[rockstarhaechan]

requesting for a jaemin moodboard for a delulu stan like me ☝️☝️

just for you my lovely lexa, just for you <3 jaemin mood board 🥳

[rockstarhaechan]

lexa ur husband

[venusvity]

2022, the year Venus finally secured the Converse and a Pepsi sponsorship. Arguably, this is the least liked year of Venus for a majority of Constellations for numerous reasons. Trying to replicate the success of Summer Luv!, the girls would release their 8th mini album, VENUS HIGH! with the title track Hi-Tops, along with a collaboration with the brand Converse.

Commercially, the song peaked at number ten on the Gaon Digital Chart and topped the Billboard K-pop Hot 100, their first number-one song on the chart. Following the release of Venus High!, Venus promoted the song with live performances on several South Korean music television programs and amassed six music show trophies. They also held a concert by Converse, which sold out in seven minutes.

VENUS' collection with Converse. Each girl got to desgin their own shoe. The collection sold out in 15 minutes.

Venus would come back with their fourth full album, their last project with beloved creative director LEXA. Love, Venus would feature the title track, "So Sweet," along with eleven other tracks.

"So Sweet" won eight first-place music program awards in South Korea, including a triple crown (three awards) on Inkigayo. It also won a Melon Weekly Popularity Award.

"So Sweet" debuted at number one on South Korea's Circle Digital Chart. It remained atop the chart for thirteen weeks, becoming the longest-running number-one song in its history. The song debuted number one on the Billboard Vietnam Hot 100 chart issue. It topped the chart for three consecutive weeks. In Japan, the song peaked at number 12 on the Billboard Japan Hot 100 and number 13 on the Oricon Combined Singles Chart.

The music video would feature heavy Pepsi product placement but is still beloved by fans as it's the last video directed by LEXA. Lexa would make a lengthy Instagram post announcing their departure from Angelico and Venus' creative director, leaving fans and the girls concerned in what direction they would go in next.

LEXA'S DEPARTURE LETTER: it only feels right to share my favorite moments with my favorite girls, though there are plenty more. if i could post 100 images on this post i would lol. as of today, i have officially stepped down as the creative director of venus. these five girls are so special, talented, and overall wonderful visionaries i wish had more freedom over their careers. i do not wish to get sued so i won't say much, but i hope you all can use critical thinking skills as to why i've decided to leave angelico. i wish yoonah, bliss, chloe, sena, and jiah nothing but so much love and well wishes for the best. I'll always have so much love for my five favorite stars in the sky 🌟 until next time, venus! ❤️

The girls would take a short break, something unheard of in their career, to regroup and find a new creative director. In comes Adrian Reyes. Adrian would take over as not only their creative director but producer and marketing manager, ushering Venus into their most controversial era.

??? would be the ninth mini album by Venus with the title track GOTCHA. The ??? era would be defined by the marketing used to prepare for the era. Posters were posted around the world about the "missing sister of Venus" with four girls on the poster. Billboards asking, "Have you seen our moon?" would be put up around LA, Seoul, Busan, Tokyo, Shanghai, and various other cities featuring the four members Sena, Baebi, Jiah, and Bliss, but no Chloe. This led fans to believe she wasn't going to be included in the comeback until a thirty concept film, "Why Venus Has No Moons: ???" It was posted to their YouTube channel.

Venus was finally getting lore, and fans were...very mixed about it!

Stills from "Why Venus Has No Moons: ???" directed by Adrian Reyes.

The album would come, and the title track, GOTCHA, would cause a mass debate on Twitter on whether the song was good or not. The debate still goes on to this day. "GOTCHA" won 10 first-place music program awards, including a triple crown on M Countdown.

In South Korea, the song debuted at number 17 on the Gaon Digital Chart for the issue dated and peaked at number 5 in its second week. It also debuted at number 1 both on the component Download Chart and on the component BGM Chart.  In the United States, the song debuted at number 5 on the Billboard World Digital Song Sales chart. It also debuted at number 37 on the Billboard Global 200 and 29 on the Billboard Global Excl. US during the same week.

Venus would win Artist of the Year and Best Female Group at the 2022 MAMA Awards.

[tuiccim]

📣 Hey! Hey! Here we go!

Is there a fic you posted that you wish had gotten a bit more attention? Share the fic, please. ❤️

Thanks so much for asking, Navy! I'm gonna throw out a few series that haven't gotten as much attention as others.

Solace- This started as a one shot and grew. It's angsty AF but also fun and funny. It features Bucky Barnes, Brian Falsworth, a love triangle, lots of feels, and even more shenanigans.

A Scarred Enigma- I know this is not as popular because it's an OC but I love the character development in it. It has Bucky Barnes, fears, feels, and goes out with a bang.

The Taming of the Sheriff- Last but not least, I love this absolutely unhinged story. Written with my friend, @weekendgothgirl and featuring our love for a Villain Reader who is a baddie with bloodlust and the psychotic relationship she pulls Lee Bodecker (played by Sebastian Stan in The Devil All the Time) into. It's full of fun!

[rockstarhaechan]

I LOVE THIS SM 😭

REQ WHERE DREAMIES FOUND YOUR TUMBLR ACCOUNT! they found you through your moots!!

ᓚᘏᗢ finding about your tumblr acc

shut up because this one was so cuuuuute?? special mentions of!!: @jaeminvore (ate nics), @jnnul (janani), @ggukkiedae (cia), @rockstarhaechan (ann), @lelengerine (lua), @hannie-dul-set (allex), and @suzayaaa (suza)!! so i switched it up a bit, hopefully you guys all like it ^^

[unicyclehippo]

hi Ollie! just wanted to let you know I'm randomly remembering the hunter's chosen again and this book just really feels like a continuation of tortall to me. y'know, the Alanna books, the Diane books, the Kel books and the Lexa book. it's just in there. incredibly well done. up there with my favorites. one of the books I have saved to my phone as an epub just in case anything happens to ao3. also I hope you're having a good day ❤️

thank u for this message!! knight au is a story i always think of coming back to a few times a year & i wish i could do it justice but i think perhaps it has been too long. i definitely want to go back & finish my edit of book one—atm it’s partway edited from present to past tense & it irritates me just thinking about it.

i love that story very much, i love the tortall books very much & i have always been so proud of how many people messaged me saying they started reading them bc of my little story. a true honour & delight ☀️

[mads-schubert]

Hello! I just found your profile and I had to tell you that your clexa fanart is breathtaking. I’m fairly new to tumblr and The 100 (yes, I know, 10+ years later) but I have always followed the lesbian wave here without an account and your lexa art with old wounds is my phone wallpaper. I saw that your commissions are open. If you could be so kind as to guide me to your price page, I’d love to request something from you. Anyhow, keep up the amazing work!

Hey there!

I appreciate the kind words, even with such old fanart lol. That 10+ years comment made me feel old for like, the first time in my 20s, so congratulations for that achievement 💀

Jokes aside, I don't necessarily have pricing pages but can discuss rate ranges via my work email if you wanna send an inquiry to: hello@madisonschubert.com

Usually my prices depends on what you're looking for, so any details in the inquiry would be helpful. Look forward to hearing what you have in mind! ❤️

[butmakeitgayblog]

So I'm relatively new to the fandom, and during my stay in this rabbit hole, that is, Clexa, I've got a few questions that I'm hoping you could answer :)

Why is everyone here pro-Lexa? Like don't get me wrong I absolutely love Lexa as a character and Alycia is a queen, but why all the hate towards some of the other characters, like Bellamy? I've never watched The 100 the whole way through (literally exited outta the show the second Lexa died), even then, it's been years since I watched it. Did I miss something while I was binge-watching, or was my teenage brain at the time just too immature to realize he was a total jackass..? Also, it's not just Bellamy, I've also seen hate for Bob, the actor who plays him. Which brings me to another question: does this fandom not like Eliza? I always see so much support when Alycia has an upcoming project or is posting Instagram updates but nothing for Eliza? Again, no judgment for the Alycia love because I completely understand why everyone here is head over heels in love with that girl but I just wanted to know, has Eliza ever done anything wrong? Or have I just conveniently only stumbled upon Alycia stans on this app?

Anyway, a totally unrelated note but since I'm here… may I just say ma'am, your writing is the bomb diggity. Like the perfect blend of humor, sexiness, angst, and fluff, THE GODDAMN FLUFF. Genius, you're a genius, like a mad scientist of Clexa fanfic. Hope you keep doing what you're doing, my friend. Take your time though, and don't listen to those ignorant anons that are crawling around yelling "wHy ArE yOu TaKiNg So LoNg To UpDaTe?" Thank you for writing for the Clexa fandom! ❤️

First I wanna say thank you for the sweet words and reading, that means so much to me 🥹💕 not to be a nerd but I screenshot that for one of my worse imposter syndrome days lol

Long post so you can read under the cut. Long time clexas you can just skip if you want because honestly I got annoyed all over again just typing it and you know it all already 🥴

Now right off the top, you don't have to hate Bellamy if you don't want to. It's not like that's a prereq for being a clexa, so if you like him, like him and don't worry about what anyone says. He's a fictional character so anyone who gets intense over someone liking him I think needs to take a walk.

But the reason why a lot of Clexas, myself included, hate him is somewhat of a two part answer. The main reason being is that his character is trash 😅. I mean I'm not gonna dissect every little bit of canon but the main points for me at least, since I can't speak for anyone else, are that he was constantly fucking up literally everything. He gets to earth, proclaims "tHeRe aRe nO RuLeS" and then,,, immediately declares himself the leader and starts forcing people to follow what he says. He literally almost let Clarke fall into a pit of spikes, tried to handcuff her and keep her hostage "for her own good", he spearheaded the whole thing with taking off their wristbands, HE BACKED PIKE, participated in the massacre of a peaceful army sent to protect skaikru, he constantly shamed and blamed Clarke for everything that ever went wrong even when a lot of that stuff was either the best solution in a bad situation OR was an indirect fallout from something fucked up that skaikru had done. The sweaty little fucker was always trying to control/manipulate Clarke and skaikru and his own damn sister despite the fact that everything he ever planned himself turning out to be: A Terrible Idea. Basically the dude sucked but was held up on spindles of glorification as being this heroic uwu soft boy that wasn't actually supported by any one damn thing in canon when you actually look at it objectively. And I'm sure I'm even forgetting stuff. The dude just sucked.

Agian, that's my own two cents.

The other reason being, it's rollover from having to deal with blarks. Their constant harassment and shoving their fanon, non-existent ship down everyone's throat, while being entitled little brats throwing tantrums about them not happening at every turn has led from what probably would've been just a mild distaste for a character for most into loathing even the name. Understand I'm not saying the word harassment lightly. They were awful for years. Death threats and homophobia, spamming inboxes with hateful messages and sending awful pictures/memes etc. One even sent EJT a dick pic with Blark written on their penis. They sent memes non-stop about Lexa dying when people were still reeling from it. I'm not saying all Blarks are bad because they're not, but there was enough harassment and viciousness from a large enough and loud enough faction that at a certain point it becomes a blanket feeling of animosity toward the entire ship and everything that follows it.

As for disliking EJT. In reality, she used to be the fandom favorite. I mean she was our girl because she used to champion us and was hilarious about it. Go look up old cons and interviews with her. She was funny and great. Once upon a time E was our biggest cheerleader and dealt with A Lot of abuse and harassment from The Other fandom for it. I'm talking body shaming, slut shaming, comments about her intelligence, sexual harassment and trolling her about her boyfriends and very descriptive messages about how they wanted her to harm herself. The list goes on. And no one, especially not Bob who was the golden boy for The Other fandom, ever said a word in her defense. Never told his fans to stop or that he condemned it. Ever. Not once. That never sat well with clexas, but you can't control what other people do.

We had her back anyway. So, it was whatever. Gross, but whatever.

And then she married Bob. Which, and Blarks cannot seem to wrap their heads around this fact, literally no cared about. She could've just married him and kept being the same person and no one would've cared. In fact, the way this fandom loved her, at first everyone was like hmmm weird and sudden but good for her I guess! Be happy!

But then Bob's ex came forward with very serious allegations about her past relationship with him. She released a statement that you can easily find online and from that it painted a very dark picture of things that involved both him and EJT. As I'm someone who believes victims, I have no reason not to believe her, and since the very bizarre (non) rebuttal that EJT posted in reply made zero sense, that was that. It changed the lens of how a lot of people started looking at her.

Which leads me to the charities.

Hear a collective Clexa sigh.

They're a saga in themselves, but to sum it up as short as possible, EJT had been a part of a children's organization for YEARS that she herself helped set up. Clexas raised a lot of money for this charity through fundraising and selling fanart and we really cared about it. And literally within months of them being married, he became involved in it, and then shortly thereafter, magically they both had to "step away from it" for dubiously explained reasons. (Which, if you read his ex's statement, logical deduction of what probably actually happened will make more sense than what they claimed, and not in a good way.) Sensibly, they started recieving backlash from supporters because, again a lot of people had been helping this charity for years and all of a sudden she was just gone from it and all the projects were halted. I'm not blaming solely her for anything but to just cut and run like she did was sus to say the least.

So to steer away from that shitshow, they started another charity. With a bunch of right-wing MAGA nuts. Yeah. They weren't open or transparent about anything, no records of where any of the money was going, iirc no real legitimate charity registration/tax documentation that anyone could find (and in the US that's all public info sooooooo). It was a total clusterfuck that people started calling them out on from the start. At first they tried to ignore it and just keep collecting money by doing these ridiculous cameos as cash grabs, but just like the first charity, after a while (and a lot of initially unaccounted for money being raised) the poor little darlings just had to "step away for mental health reasons."

Which I would accept and support wholeheartedly because mental health is extremely serious... except funnily, they didn't stop doing the cameos. They kept doing those and charging their fans money to listen to them blather on about made up ~behind the scenes info~ about Blark stuff and it being super secretly canon but for a million reasons that they don't know and can't name, stopped it from happening. Claims of love scenes and kisses that have never been backed up by evidence (like a script) or corroborated by a single person involved in the show. But it's totally true guys, just trust them bro. So yeah, they've kept doing all that. Just... not giving the money they're charging for the cameos to their "charity."

So that's the meat of it, I might be forgetting things and smudging some finer details because it's been a long while ago, but I think you can get the gist. People don't like Bob because he was an ass to fans and EJT herself before them even getting married. He's said ableist things and quoted racists trying to sound smart and never once apologized for anything. He's been accused of abuse in his personal life and has never addressed it, only made his wife write a terrible fanfiction-esque response to appease his ardent followers. And frankly, she pissed off her fans. Once she married him, she completely flipped her personality from a funny charity doing, body positivity leading, cheerleading about "Clexa are soulmates" and "Lexa is the love of Clarke's life" girl, to doing personal cash grabs constantly while spewing all this made up Blark garbage that directly contradicts things they've both said in the past to please her faithful paying cameo fans (read his fans).

It's all left a lot of people with a bad taste in their mouth, to say the least.

And ya best believe if Alycia does some crazy shit, I'll turn on her too 🤷‍♀️ but honestly I'm not too worried about that cuz the girl is a cryptid who you literally can't pay to go to cons or do cameos

[midnightsun-if]

Hi! I was wondering if it would be difficult to befriend Scarlet if we don't date her? I love you and this IF so much! Thank you for creating such a wonderful world with great characters! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Yes. In the sense that Scarlett isn’t truly looking for more friends— she’s content with Zephyr and Lexa— which means it’ll be difficult to get her to that point… Though it’ll also be difficult to romance Scarlett in the sense of actually getting her to see past everything that’s happened to what’s occurring now.

You won’t be her best friend, as you have Blake and she has Lexa/Zephyr (mainly Lexa), you’ll get close though, but Scarlett will definitely soften for a Friend!MC, just not nearly to the point that she does for Romanced!MC (which is understandable given her personality and general lack of interest in other people). 😂

I’m so happy that you’ve been enjoying Midnight Sun! It warms my heart to get such wonderful compliments like that. Thank you for sending me this message and for sticking around to read my story/interact with me! 💜💜💜

[fighting-naturalist]

Okay now I’m more settled, some highlights in the questions at Michael Shanks’s panel:

The lady who had the brass balls (affectionate) to say in front of a crowd there for MICHAEL SHANKS “okay, so I’ve never seen Stargate, but...”

The very enthusiastic fan who explained a crossover Battlestar Galactica/Stargate theory to Mr. Shanks, who responded with a blank look, a long pause, and an eventual: “....dafuq?” actual quote.

The 17-year-old kid who went up to the mic, chewing gum, didn’t introduce himself, and asked “so you have three kids, right? which one’s your favourite? it’s sam, right?” spoiler alert: that’s sam. and according to him “my sisters suck!” absolute mad lad, we stan sam shanks 10000000/10

Teal’c described as having “a lot of dignity, none of which his actor possesses”  A very affectionate and poignant imitation of the late Don S. Davis 😭 ❤️

Mr. Shanks talking about the propensity of his characters to die and saying of Charlie Harris “when we were trying to figure out how to end the show I was thinking ‘oh please don’t kill him.’ And he fuckin’ dieddddddd” I can’t confirm if that really was his fate as I haven’t seen Saving Hope tho lol

Someone asking which love interest out of his major roles he thought had the best chemistry, for him to pretend to nervously look backstage and say “well, there was this GREAT show called andromeda...” as lexa doig wandered out, casually eating an apple

[rockstarhaechan]

💌Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome💌

darling i miss u sm 😭💓

[lexa-griffins]

Are you sure we're not sharing the single brain cell? Cuz I am really digging the concubine x senator one. Like have lexa be a competent princess, whose smart, knows politics, athletic, knows how to fight etc. She aids Clarke in a lot of things for her senator work. But bc Roman society is extremely sexist (might need to fact check that jic) Clarke's getting all the credit. Clarke always tries to elevate her wifey-in-all-but-name when she could.

I think the story could be like this: At first Lexa is not vibing at all with clarke. But clarke is really gentle and not classist/sexist/etc like she expected. Maybe they have the same goal (like idk, equality? Abolishing a certain dogma? Taking down a political opposition?) Lexa realizes that she could get what she wants by going along/working with clarke. And somewhere along the lines, she discovers things about clarke and falls in love and fuck nasty.

Damn am I doing a great job of not nudging this not-au along. Yeah it would be a lot of work to write. But! It is fun to fantasize and talk about it❤️❤️❤️ So thanks for indulging in my babbling? 😂

Lexa is the daughter of a merchant, she has big dreams but knows she cannot accomplish them from her social standing, and much less being a woman. But she learns how to read and write as best she can, very much pushed by her father to do as such as Gustus wants a better life for Lexa. He also taught her to spar with a sword, and although she is no gladiator, she can fight pretty well. And when she becomes Clarke's concubine - im thinking Gustus is killed for something and being unmarried Lexa has to fight to her a life og her own - she has the opportunity to read and learn even more, and the more she learns the more passionate she becomes about helping Clarke change certain rules in place. And yes, Clarke definitely takes all the credit and although Lexa dislikes it, she knows its necessary as Lexa herself would never be taken seriously, but Clarke never once pretends she did it all herself and every small win will bring Clarke running home to puck up Lexa and tell Lexa "You did! It worked!", like absolutely giving Lexa all the credit!

If we go in a direction of Lexa meeting Clarke when she's preventing as a man, who clearly finds Lexa attractive, I can see Lexa playing with that, knowing Clarke is a senator if she manages to get "him" to fall for her maybe she can try and persuade "him" to try out her ideas, even if Lexa doesn't like man at all. And Lexa manipulates Clarke in a way really, she is looking for an end goal but when Clarke confesses to her that she is a woman and feels like a woman, Lexa softens towards her. She clearly wants what Lexa wants and she's a sweetheart really. Still Lexa has in her mind to use Clarke's "secret" against her of all goes wrong but with the way Clarke respects her so fully and is trying hard to change things around, Lexa definitely starts to fall for her and Clarke can tell because Lexa has always been cold and rather distant and while Clarke does like her, she was primarily interested in Lexa's smarts and how she could help her achieve a goal that no matter how hard she tries, Clarke cant seem to fully get into action. And the more Clarke reveals about herself the more Lexa seems to soften around her and the more their arrangement starts to resemble a marriage. And Clarke loves coming home and being treated as her true self and seeing Lexa let her walls down more and more, she smiles more and just seems happier both because she is visibly falling for Clarke and because its working, they are making advances to change things!

You sure are making a great case for no nudging me in the way of this non-au 😂 i am always here to indullge your guys' babbling, lord knows ya'll indulge mine 😂🩷

[rockstarhaechan]

WHY DID I JUST SEE THIS OMG 😭

which moot do you talk to the most??

late response 😭😭 but!!

@yaasirambles aka yaasi, i always dm her on instagram and as childhood long distance best friends, she knows all of my family members and family dramas or anything that is happening in my life :> i literally love herrrr.

@lixizpixi aka ky, we are always texting on imessage, and like as in always. we text up until like 2 am switching topics and other things, she is hilarious, delulu, knows how to throw you (/hj)!! she’s honestly the best <3

@rockstarhaechan aka ann, we dm here on tumblr and talk about our work and a lot of other topics!! we help each other with our themes and give each other ideas and greet each other <3

@jenodreamer aka eli, but i have been talking to eli on ig !! she has my ig and she’s always liking my posts and stories (uy ty HAHA). we have fun topics to talk about and she keeps my tagalog put together !!

[pagsys-writings]

@flufftober

Day 2: Family, Friends, Loved Ones

(A little modern au Drabble for my 100 favs ❤️)

Monty hasn’t seen his family in years. It’s not that he doesn’t want to. It’s just that… they slowly drifted apart. Monty’s worldview gradually changed as he learned more about it and the struggles others have to overcome.

He’s grateful for his parents. They helped him get to where he is now. He still loves them — cherishes them — and would drop everything if they ever need him, but there’s a line between them that he can’t seem to erase anymore.

Someone in the house shouts in dismay as the sounds of children laughing follow shortly after. Video games play from the television in the other room. Something heavenly wafts in from the kitchen. Monty has no doubt Murphy is cooking something amazing.

His home is boisterous. His home is lived in and full of love. There are small notches in the door frame to the right, where Lexa nicked the wood every year on Jordan’s birthday to show how much he’s grown. Beside it, are similar notches for her and Clarke’s daughter, Madi.

Monty smiles at the permanent marks, remembering how upset Harper had been at first. But then Lexa talked about how they needed to make their mark to show the world that they were there, and Harper caved.

“What are you so deep into thought about?” Harper asks as she falls onto the couch beside him. There’s a soft smile on her face and a shine in her eyes. A strand of hair falls into her face, and Monty brushes it back. His fingers slowly follow the curve of her face.

“Just how lucky I am to have everyone here,” he whispers, knowing that it’s true to his very core. She beams at him, and Monty doesn’t know what he’d ever do without her or Jordan in his life.

Harper shifts until she’s pressed against his side. Monty wraps an arm around her shoulders, keeping her close. If they close their eyes and focus, they can hear Lincoln and Clarke discussing various art styles, Emori and Murphy singing along to the rock song playing from the stereo, and Octavia yelling at Bellamy to stop giving her “helpful” tips while she’s trying focus on her game.

“Family comes in all shapes and sizes,” Harper whispers, pressing a kiss to his cheek. She hugs him around the middle so she can comfortably rest her cheek on his shoulder. They sit in silence as they let the sounds of their loved ones wrap around them.

Just then, Murphy appears in the doorway with an apron covering his front and looking more domestic than Monty has ever seen him. He doesn’t even glance at the couple as he yells into the house, “Dinner’s ready you psychopaths and delinquents!”

There’s a chorus of laughter and groans from within the house, but everyone starts to move and the house comes alive at the prospect of dinner. Monty grins as Harper pulls him to his feet in time for Jordan to wrap his tiny arms around his legs. Family really does come in all shapes and sizes.

[owl127]

Kudos for your alpha x alpha clexa continuation. Clarke and Lexa hooking up in a dark locker room was 🥵 Loved the visual of a disheveled Lexa once the lights turned back on

Would you be willing to write a part 3? It seems like they still have unfinished business. Maybe Lexa can have her turn inside Clarke or Clarke can redeem her quick performance

Sorry about your ankle so I hope you have a speedy recovery 💕

Thank you! ❤️❤️

Yeah, my brain is running wild with ideas for another part... I kind of wrote a plot in the tags of another ask haha

I do enjoy the idea of some role switch for the next part...

Also, someone left a comment on ao3 about omega/omega and that's another plot bunny in my mind now

[life-of-clexa]

Let me just say that this is the first time I’ve ever written something like this, I’m not the best writer but I am proud of it and wanted to post somewhere. Please give me some tips on how to improve it, and also don’t be afraid to tell me if you don’t like something.(Sidenote: Clarke is not dead, I know it seems that way, but she���s not I swear. Also it won’t turn out to just be platonic I promise) I’d love to continue this but it would require me having some help from somebody. If you’re interested or have any ideas for how to continue please let me know!😊❤️

THEN: The first thing she remembers is blue. Just blue. The kind of blue that artists paint the oceans with, or crystal clear water. So much blue she thought she could die right there, staring at a complete stranger with luscious blonde hair, and deep blue eyes, a woman whom she had never met before, but felt like she had known her entire life. A hand reached out to shake her own "Clarke. Nice to meet you." "Lexa, nice to meet you too. Have you been here before? I feel like I know you..." Blue eyes stared back at hers with a glint in them. "No, but I get that a lot, I think it's the eyes, people tend to find comfort in them I guess." "That makes sense" Lexa responded, "Well I guess we better get to work then huh?" she questioned. All she got was a small, but polite smile in return. From then on they were the best of friends. There wasn't a single day that they weren't together, and there was nothing that could keep them apart.

NOW: Tired green eyes cracked open to see the sun peeking through the window, they explored, made note of the dresser across the room, the familiar face in the lone picture frame. Blue eyes squinting with happiness, smile so wide she could swear she saw it touch the ears of the beautiful blonde subject of the photo. They shifted over to the old sketchbook sitting on the edge. Memories came flooding back of sneaking glances just to see the beautiful drawings that the artist created. They jumped to the nightstand next to the bed, the phone that sat on it, quietly buzzing. A long arm with quite a unique tattoo climbing up the bicep reached out to grab it. "Hello?" a hoarse crack in the words. "We're going out tonight, be ready by 10!" A voice shrilled from the other end of the line, "Anya I really don't feel like it. It's just too soon." she rasped and hung up the phone. It rang again. She ignored it. This went on for about twenty minutes until she finally picked up the phone again. "Alexandra Hope Woods!" Her sister berated her for hanging up, "It's been a year, you have to get out there at some point." "Exactly Anya, it's been a year, exactly one year since my life was torn to shreds. Like a tiger devouring its meal." Lexa reminded her. Anya sighed and shook her head, though the other girl couldn't see it, she knew what she was about to say. "If you don't at least try, you're never going to get back on your feet..." she whispered. "Anya I don't want to! I was happy then, and that was taken from me, so unless you can reverse time and draw my past back to the present, I'm never going to be able to get over it! The only reason I stayed is because I made a promise, and I'm not breaking a promise to someone that isn't even here to defend it." She hung up the phone again. Lexa felt bad for yelling at her sister, so she decided to shoot her a quick text. "I'm sorry. I'm just not ready yet. I don't know that I'll ever be. I just need time." And that was the end of it.