#my lovely kuudere

[cocotome]

Birthday wallpapers with Chibi Zayne!!

[we-dont-talk-about-potato-nonono]

Nozaki x Chiyo 🤍

[agonizedembrace]

VERSE SELECT ; BATTLE ACADEMIA

name: evelynn [ redacted | impossible to read ] year: 3 club: assassin hair color: near white, a minty tone eye color: red weapons: long claws / fingers, sharp tendrils that seem to extend from her back? ( keep a close eye on these! )

part of the assassin's club, evelynn attends at bablyon academy. most of time evelynn keeps a cool exterior, appearing calm and collected to her fellow classmates. she isn't afraid to speak her mind or tell someone if the occasion calls for it. while most tend to stay away from her due to this reason, and her cold attitude, idle rumors of her having a vastly different personality come time to time.

originally evelynn didn't attend at babylon, but rather another school overseas. in an attempt to infuse evelynn with god weapon powers, the experiment soon failed. traumatizing as it was, it did leave mild success : she was able to become invisible. immensely enhancing her abilities, and due to a frustration of what had just occurred to her, evelynn kindly took to taking actions into her own hands.

it wasn't long until she was forcefully transferred.

this of course did little to help her image, not that she particularly minded. after her transfer, she's more than content with being a lone wolf, seeing friendships at time a moment of weakness. it is very rare for evelynn to express emotions since, and her classmates can count on their fingers the amount of times she's done more than a straight face.

her lashers are still a part of her figure, they disguise as her vest when she's not combatting anyone.

she will not admit it, but she definitely has some sort of attraction towards akali

she is ruthless when it comes to fighting. killing does not phase her

most fear when she fights for how calm and collected she appears while doing so

[squiishiichaos]

Disgraced Waters <333

Hello, Dear!! <333

Okay, so, Disgraced Waters? This is the sports AU no one asked for that I will one day write! (Especially now that book 1 of Our Shared Apocalypse is done WOOH!)

Okay, so, Disgraced Waters is a swimming book I'm gonna eventually write. It follows Jamisen Young, the Captain of a college swim team the day he meets a Disgraced ex-Olympian named Derek Tsunyan who was brought into the college to work with the college swim team and begin practicing with them as his ban draws slowly to a close! It's a poly love story and features the main six characters slowly navigating past relationships, new friendships, my imaginary take on the Olympic council, and lots of bad ideas!

Here, have a little snippet for the road! (This is from Derek and Jamisen's first meeting):

Coach Morano was a middle-aged woman who chose coaching competitive swimming over a whole lot of other careers in the hopes of someday birthing a national champion that wouldn’t fizzle out halfway through a busy college career.  She was nice enough when the gloves were off, but with move-in weekend bringing fresh blood to mingle in shark-infested waters, she had her stern face already stapled over her usual smiles, calling him in after just two knocks against the door frame with a terse, “and close the door behind you.”

Jamisen did as told, then promptly pressed back against the brittle old thing when he spotted the person sitting on her raggedy old couch.  Striking black eyes.  Long platinum hair pulled snuggly into a messy bun.  A lean body covered by designer jeans and a form-fit hoodie. He was like an Elf given flesh, complete with an air to him of grace and immediate hostility.  His arms were crossed impatiently over his chest within point-five seconds of Jamisen’s very first glance, narrowing an already stern leer into a perfect glare.  “What are you looking at me for?  I'm not the one who invited you in.”

“Jamie,” Morano rallied his attention with a much softer voice than her company, “it might be best if you take a seat.  As you can see, we have a, uh…visitor.” Worry hit him like a speeding car at her little slip in words.  He found himself chasing down a seat before he could even get his hat off, laying it down in his lap as he ignored the eyes boring holes into his back and shoulders. 

“He one of the new freshmen or something?” He asked, careful not to look over his shoulder and get another eyeful of arrogance and aggression.  He was captain of this team.  He’d handled his fair share of annoying pricks who thought they were the best and fizzled out properly within their first college year.  “Not often you drag individuals in here on the first weekend.  Please tell me I’m not already dealing with a problem case my very first day back on campus.”

“No,” she hastened to say, “no, nothing like that.  Actually, umm, Derek here is a…special case.”

“Special?”  Now, Jamisen did turn in his seat, letting his elbow hang off the back as he took another look at the man coiled elegantly in the corner of her tiny ass office.   There was something a bit familiar about him, but nothing striking.  “He one of the big recruits you were raving about all last year?”

“This is Derek Tsunyan,” she told him slowly–deliberately.

His head whipped around so fast that he nearly twisted it right off.  “The Olympian?”

“Former,” Derek chimed in, “olympian.”

Jamisen twisted in his seat to turn his gaze on him.  “The fuck do you mean, former olympian?  Aren’t you, like, the world record holder in the 400IM and 200Fly?”

“Jamisen,” Morano warned.

“Do you need a dictionary?” Derek retorted venomously.  “I didn’t think a college senior needed the word former explained to him.” 

“Excuse me?”

Derek turned his harsh gaze to the wall of pictures and articles stabbed onto an oversized corkboard, resting his chin in his hand with a muttered, “and people call us olympians meatheads.”

“Hey, pal–”

“Jamisen!” Morano growled in her Coach voice.  He only realized he was halfway out of his seat when he turned to look at her and realized he was already standing a solid four inches of his usual six over her.  She pointed a stern finger at him and gestured it down to the very seat he was rising out of.  “Sit.”

And that's all you're going to get for now! <3 but one day you shall get more! ...hopefully, LOL

[kikuism]

need more pathetic cringefail emo girls and kuudere girls in my media if im being so honest

[bumblingbabooshka]

Girl who gets asked if she’s ok a lot

[paperpeachy]

Love your los interpretations... If you don't mind me asking, do you have any neurodivergent hcs for them? Because I always got a ~vibe~ from your scissors haha! Hope this isn't rude to ask -v-

hi lovely tysm 🤍 it's not rude at all omg dw!! yes ur 100% right i always wanted my scis to come off as vaguely somewhere on the spectrum

the food sensitivity thing gave it away ahaa but i also really liked..the idea of her 'i am scissors, i can't lose' mentality being something she saw as like, law of the land. she has a very rigid belief in everyone's role in the paper world and would feel v thrown off balance when things wouldn't follow that pattern because, so often, she'd relate everything back to that rock/paper/scissors metaphor and expect others to abide by it. i tried touching on this in my old comics 😳 vv

[oletarts]

Just wanted to say I absolutely ADORE how you characterize wanderer. You are absolutely correct with how you draw him, I love to see it

Wahh thank you so much!! 🙈💕 I really do try to stay faithful to each character's personality while trying to have fun with it.

I love wanderer so much and he has a lot of material for me to work with!

If you didn't know him, you'd honestly think he means every mean thing he says but there's sometimes a double meaning to his words/actions (his birthday letter is so *chefs kiss*)

I could go on and on abt his character but I'll probably draw my brainrots eventually 😆

[kuunibal]

The Dere List

This popped up on my dashboard asking for reposts rather than reblogs, so there are many different versions floating around. If anyone knows the original creator, tell me.

x = Yes (1 point)

/ = Maybe or sometimes (0.5 point)

DEREDERE.

[ x ] You tilt your head when you’re confused.

[ x ] You love sweets and cute things.

[ ] You are often confused and lost in conversations with your friends.

[ ] People often call you cute.

[ x ] You care a lot about your friends.

[ ] You embarrass yourself a lot with silly question or statements.

[ ] You like bright, soft colours.

[ ] You enjoy listening to cute, sweet, gentle songs.

[ ] You add things to the end of your friend’s names.

[ ] People often say “aww” when you’ve done something clumsy/silly.

[ ] You like anime/movies books about romance, love and friendship.

Total: 3 / 11

TSUNDERE.

[ / ] You come off as tough and confident on the outside when you are actually soft and emotional on the inside.

[ / ] You often hide your true feelings for someone.

[ ] You are caring but deny it when someone tells it to you.

[ x ] You are protective.

[ ] When someone bugs you, you tell them right away strongly, but are still worried that you’ve hurt them.

[ ] You are easily embarrassed.

[ / ] Compliments make you feel awkward and you always deny them.

[ ] You tease and bully the one you love to hide your feelings.

[ x ] You can be violent at times.

[ / ] You may hurt people a lot, but regret it right away.

[ x ] You never cry in front of others.

Total: 5 / 11

YANDERE.

[ x ] You are often loving, caring, sweet - until someone upsets you badly.

[ x ] When angry, you normally hide it until the time for revenge is right.

[ x ] You can at times, be obsessive.

[ x ] People have said you are “two-faced”.

[ x ] People tell you that you’re nice, but can be creepy at times.

[ x ] You scare the crap out of your friends when you get upset.

[ x ] People find it weird to see you anything other than gentle and smiling.

[ x ] When you’re upset, sometimes you still smile, even when saying something harsh.

[ / ] You can get very violent.

[ ] You love to help people, but often love to help yourself more.

[ x ] You like colours like dark blue or light red.

Total: 9.5 / 11

KUUDERE.

[ x ] You don’t show your emotions to others.

[ x ] When you become close to someone, you slowly open up.

[ x ] Although you don’t show it, you are easily made happy.

[ x ] You care for others a lot, still, you don’t show it.

[ x ] People think you are mysterious.

[ / ] You can be shy.

[ x ] You aren’t very loud, rather silent.

[ x ] You know who to trust and who not to.

[ x ] You choose which friend you can trust wisely.

[ ] You like simple colours, like light purple or white.

[ x ] You are rather mature.

Total: 9.5 / 11

DANDERE.

[ ] You are a shy person.

[ ] You are quiet and don’t speak up for yourself.

[ ] You look down instead of straight forwards when walking.

[ x ] You sometimes go to extreme levels just to get out of public speaking.

[ x ] You have stage fright.

[ x ] You are stoic and not very open.

[ ] You hide yourself with your hair at times.

[ ] You speak very quietly in case you say something silly or you sound weird.

[ ] You are afraid of meeting new people.

[ x ] You are a hard worker.

[ x ] You do not have as many friendships as others, but those you do have, you’ll cherish them very much.

Total: 5 / 11

RESULT : A tie with Kuudere and Yandere with 9.5 points each. It appears that my username is fitting, according to this list.

[risingfire17-the-weeb-trash]

40 Day Anime Challenge Day 12- Favorite “dere” type: Kuudere

Definition: “a character who is calm and collected on the outside and never panics. They show little emotion, and in extreme cases, are completely emotionless, but they may be hiding their true feelings deep down.”

Example: Inori Yuzuriha from Guilty Crown (see my Day 1 for synopsis)

I love kuuderes so much because they are so freaking cute! I love seeing the tiny breaks in their cool exterior, like a slight brow furrow, that only the audience sees. In those moments, they are feeling such strong emotions but they are fully in control. Maybe I just love the idea of self control because I have none lol. And I love it when they finally open up to the ones closest to them and they finally realize just how much this kuudere has been silently caring for them. And probably the kuudere themself realizes it for the first time too. Tbh I’m doing a terrible job explaining it because it’s like...the kuudere aesthetic triggers a feeling but I don’t know how to put any of it into words...like I understand it visually and intuitively but not linguistically? Idk good luck trying to understand that!

[cocotome]

So what you're saying is he's a king!

[linawritesocs]

my ocs' third year/graduated versions!

okay, so i made a post like that with avery, vance, merrill and allen some time ago, but as you know, I HAVE A LOT OF KIDS NOW and i wanted to make a new version of that post! also the way i see my first four characters have changed a little, so.. yeah.

i made them in picrew because even though i'd love to draw them myself, it would take quite a lot of time djdkkdd

avery glass.

avery gets along better with "beautiful people" now and he's also more confident and doesn't think he's that ugly himself. his hair is longer now too. he also doesn't think vil is that bad and he even kinda misses him now, considering that vil is a fourth year now and avery doesn't see him that often. he's still friends with epel though and it's not so lonely with him around. he also created his own gardening club here back when he just transferred to nrc and it's more popular now and some people don't even care if avery was a rsa student in the past. he feels more comfortable in this school now and he actually doesn't regret transferring at all. maybe he really does have those "prince charming" vibes, like other rsa students, but he would rather be friends with villains because they (or at least most of them) accept him for who he is. but allen also suggested that avery can work as his gardener after he graduates.. avery is not so sure about it for now and told allen that it sounds stupid, but he secretly doesn't think that it's a bad idea.

vance mintberry.

YES I AM GOING WITH THAT CONCEPT OF DORM LEADER!VANCE BECAUSE I LIKE IT. vance is not that chaotic and hyperactive as a third year and he's a lot more chill now and he even has his serious moments sometimes. he's definitely not as strict as riddle though and heartslabyul students are happy to have a dorm leader like him, who knows how to have fun, but also doesn't cause too much chaos. he says he doesn't like when other students refer to him as the dorm leader though and asks them to simply call him by his name instead. vance is also taller now (170 cm), however, when riley stands next to him, his growth spurt is not that noticeable and vance is a bit insecure about it dhdjdkdkfk. HE THOUGHT THEY WILL NEVER HAVE SUCH A HUGE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE! and even if they do vance wanted to be taller than riley he's still into gaming and skateboarding too and he even participated in magishift and some other sports competitions because he doesn't care what his family thinks anymore. some heartslabyul students say that vance secretly enjoys being the one in charge A LOT though..

merrill gardner.

yes i forgot his moles. it's fine he can survive without them i say that as someone who has a lot of moles on their face YES. VIL MANAGED TO CONVINCE HIM TO BECOME A MODEL. LET'S GO. it took a lot of time, but merrill agreed because vil told him that he can't let his talent go to waste just because he's still mad at his parents. yes, they were absolutely horrible people and merrill didn't deserve to be treated like this, but there's nothing wrong with him enjoying being the center of attention and being popular for his appearance (as long as he's okay with it). and merrill certainly appreciates being complimented for his other qualities, but he actually enjoys modeling a lot! he also does it out of spite because oh, his parents wanted to use his looks for money and fame? well guess what, they're not gonna get any money from him <3 he still checks on other nrc students though because he cares about them and because they're always so excited to see him again/for the first time.

and no, even though he's a professional model now, he's still into cosplay because it really does make him happy!! also imagine his fans and megu-chan's fans finding out that their idol is the same person. how funny would that be.

allen snowhill.

i think he would finally be free of lumi's magic's influence, so that's why he doesn't have white strands anymore! yes i have ideas how others would save him, but that's a story for a different post and he has long hair now!! he's thriving!! you can still often see him wearing rather warm clothes simply because he's too used to them and he would need a lot of time before he starts finding lighter clothes comfortable. his personality is also more similar to anna's now and even though he still shows his yandere self sometimes, he's more chill about it now. as long as someone loves him, he's gonna be fine <3 he's doing much better now, he's more supportive of lumi and miles' relationship and he also regrets the things he said to riley in the past, but he still doubts they'll be able to reconcile because riley himself doesn't want to do anything with him. he's okay as long as riley is happy though. he's also thinking of becoming a writer after he graduates.

roland thorn.

roland would go back to briar valley after he graduates from rsa, he's sure his parents have missed him a lot. they are quite surprised to see how much he changed, but it's a pleasant kind of surprise. roland would start living alone and he would have a nice little house with a nice little garden next to it :) he's still not so good at gardening, but. um. he's trying his best. taking care of those plants also reminds him to be kinder to himself and he definitely needs that reminder though he still hates having to deal with dirt and that kind of stuff he's not sure what he's gonna do in the future, since he has such a low self-esteem, he doubts there's anything he's good at. so yeah, he would like to focus on taking care of himself and learning to love himself right now. but he's also thinking.. maybe he should get a job that's related to fashion in some way? you know, since he's good at stuff like sewing and knitting and he also can do makeup for others he never wears makeup himself though too. maybe he should talk about it with that ramshackle prefect, he knows a lot about those things. also lilia visits him as often as he can and they have nice conversations together as they drink tea :)

also, a design note: roland would go back to wearing darker clothes after he graduates from rsa and he also would have bangs on the other side to cover his injured eye, even though he still wears an eyepatch. it's not like he doesn't like his eyepatch anymore! he just feels more comfortable with a hairstyle like this, haha. (it's actually him trying to move on from his trauma and telling himself that he's not just "a guy who had a toxic relationship with his gf and got his eye injured because of her")

fake!jay polley.

OH BOY. HE WOULD GET QUITE AN INTERESTING CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT IN THESE TWO YEARS. you see, being friends with allen didn't teach him anything good and jay ended up becoming a very self-centered individual who decided that if he's not real and he doesn't actually have a heart, oh well, he has to act heartless too. jay knows that he's smarter than his real counterpart, he knows he's much more talented than him and he knows that he owns real!jay's notebook, so.. he's the one who has his unique magic now. real!jay can't use it if he doesn't have his silly little notebook with him. so who's more real now, huh? and no, he's not his "evil clone", he's more interesting than jay, he's more popular than jay, he's actually his "better clone"! he's the literature club's president now too and he even has his own clique because rsa freshmen admire him that much! haha, his school life really is so fun, it's just like his creator wanted! and he wouldn't even be able to overblot no matter how often he uses his unique magic, because again, he's not real so he can't accumulate blot! he just becomes very tired after he uses his magic and he falls asleep right after he's done, so he will never overblot and that makes him the strongest magician in twisted wonderland! he will never overblot, right? right?.. he also may or may not become a yandere because of allen's influence. this guy is so used to getting what he wants because of his popularity and his unique magic, what do you mean his crush doesn't like him back?

real!jay polley.

real!jay, on the other hand, finally gets a character development that he deserves! he's still a bit shy, but he's more confident now, he looks so much better, seth really helped him get a whole glow up! he also starts wearing the uniform seth made for him back when jay just started living in ramshackle but refused to wear because "it wasn't comfortable" he actually thought he doesn't deserve to wear it and people are surprised to see how good he looks in it. his hair is also longer but he takes better care of it and it's not as messy as it was before. he sounds more polite than before and he has a more elegant vibe now, some people can't believe he was this anxious and insecure boy who refused to go outside and didn't know what grass is. he takes care of the ramshackle dorm building when seth and minnie are too busy and he doesn't find it tiring at all, he's glad to be useful to them. he also had a chance to transfer to a "real" dorm at some point, however, he decided to stay in ramshackle because he's too used to it and he doesn't think he's good enough for other dorms. the dark mirror thought of sending him to diasomnia though he's not sure about his future, but he kinda wants to stay at nrc, so.. maybe he could work here as a staff member? he still needs some time to think about it. and no, jay doesn't know anything about what his clone is doing and he believes fake!jay is living his best life.

austin valiente.

yes, he's wearing glasses now, because that's what happens when you spend so much time working with tiny details and staying up to come up with a new invention or fix someone's broken phone. if anyone makes fun of his new look, he will punch them. he also makes jokes about having to wear glasses instead of merrill since he's a fourth year now and people almost never see him it's him trying to cope he misses him okay. austin has thought about going back home, but.. he's not ready. he wants to stay in twisted wonderland for just a little bit longer. he misses his family a lot and he's sure they're very worried about him, but he's scared. he still doesn't know if he wants to get a technology-related job just like they wanted or he wants to do what he likes and try to do something more artistic. and he's also scared that they're gonna be mad at him and they're not gonna believe him when he tells them where he's been all this time. he really wishes he could talk to someone about his problems, but he rarely sees those people now and it doesn't feel right to talk about it on the phone. and about his personality, he's a bit calmer now. he still likes to bully others and laugh at them, but he knows when to stop and he's not that serious about it. some people even think he's more like merrill now, because sometimes him teasing them can make them go 😳😳. he doesn't understand why they react like that though.

minnie lynley.

she's doing so much better now! she's much more friendly with male students now, though she can still be strict with them sometimes, but she's doing it because she cares about them :) she's very popular and she has so many simps, but sadly, they don't have a chance with her because she and sebek are officially dating! MALLEUS IS NO LONGER A NRC STUDENT SHE SAW THAT CHANCE AND SHE TOOK IT. HE CAN'T TAKE SEBEK AWAY FROM HER. her personality is a bit different too now, she's more of an onee-san type now. and yes, she can be that soft and caring onee-san AND the one that goes "ara ara~" and makes you go get a wedding ring because you're this down bad for her. she also became seth's vice prefect when she was a second year and she still is one, though she likes to joke about her being the real prefect. she doesn't mind being seth's sidekick though, she actually admires him a lot and she's grateful to him for helping her get used to this place and overcome her trust issues and daddy issues. she really wanted to go back home when she just got isekai-ed here, but now.. she's actually okay with staying in twisted wonderland? she doesn't miss anyone from her world except her mom and she really does worry about her a lot, but she's not sure if she wants to go back home just for her sake, because.. if she does, she's sure that she will end up doing all the work again and her brother won't try to help in any way. minnie loves her mom, she really does, but she's not ready to see her again.

hayden dahl.

another character who changed his appearance in some way! hayden dyed his hair so that he won't look too similar to his family members and he actually feels much more comfortable with this hair color. riley's parents pretty much adopt him because they're so happy to see that riley has such a good friend, they don't care about hayden's past at all. so now he's living with them and riley even calls hayden his big brother and that makes hayden tear up a little bit every single time. he just.. he always wanted to have a little brother, he was so tired of being the youngest child.. and don't let that cool villain-like outfit fool you, he really doesn't try to act nice to make others trust him anymore and his words are more painful now, but he also shows his poor little meow meow side much more often. yes, he likes horses. yes, he has a huge sweet tooth and the moment someone mentions desserts, he forgets about everything else. yes, he has a soft spot for riley and he will fight anyone who hurts him you heard that vance. treat this boy right he really is much happier now because his family's crimes are known and they finally got what they deserved. he doesn't have to worry about them finding him anymore. ah, what he plans to do in the future? when seth asked him that, hayden was too busy eating cake, but seth noticed a book about insects in his bag, pointed at it and went "ah, maybe something with these little guys?". hayden almost choked on his food. so.. yeah, he kinda wants to get into entomology but don't tell anyone. ALSO HE HAS HIS OWN HORSE NOW BECAUSE RILEY'S PARENTS ARE RICH AND THEY ALLOWED HIM TO HAVE ONE. HE'S LIVING HIS BEST LIFE.

riley glacier.

so. here's a reminder that allen and riley are related. and as you know, allen is very tall. SO RILEY IS THE SAME HEIGHT AS HIM NOW. YEAH. maybe even kinda buff who knows riley doesn't seem like that character who changed a lot in these few years, but those who are close to him know that he's a whole different person now. he still does act like his kuudere self, but only with those people he doesn't know that well. his friends know that riley can be much more talkative with them and he really does have a lot to say, even if it's just him ranking scented soaps he ranks them by flavor btw. not by scent. he's still popular, in fact, he's even more popular now, but he doesn't mind it that much anymore. he's not trying to avoid his fans, but he's also not too friendly with them, he just says something like "hey, i appreciate your support, but i'm a bit busy right now, so can we hang out later?". he doesn't want to be mean, but he also wants them to respect his personal space. his simps are not as desperate as before anyway, because the fact that he's dating the heartslabyul's dorm leader makes them go "OH. OH OKAY MAYBE I SHOULDN'T FLIRT WITH HIM". about his relationship with allen.. yes, he still doesn't want to talk to him after that overblot incident. but honestly, riley thinks it's better this way, he doesn't want to become obsessed with making allen like him again. he's just glad that allen is doing much better now and he hopes his cousin will find his true happiness one day. so yeah, he's doing good :) he's not sure about his future job and when he was asked about it, he just said "as long as it's interesting, i'm good with anything".

ashley "angel" leroll.

YES THIS IS ANGEL. YEAH. they decided that they want to look more masculine now and they also wanted to have a more "responsible dorm leader" look. it's their redemption arc and they really are trying to take better care of their dorm members and they know when to stop and when those students can do something without their help. they also try to treat bunny better and they don't let her overwork herself, even though bunny doesn't call angel her friend anymore. OH and speaking of their name, they actually prefer to go by their real name now. they just don't feel like they deserve to have a nickname like that after everything they've done. they try to stay optimistic though and they believe that they can become a better person and maybe, maybe one day they will become worthy of that nickname. they also hope that their brother will forgive them for what they've done to him, but they will understand if he doesn't. hm? what they want to do in the future? uh.. being a scientist sounds fun! haha, didn't expect that one, did you? and don't worry sol they still use kaomojis when they talk even though they don't do it as often

blythe "bunny" whitney.

pretend that she has bunny ears here okay she can finally be herself now! she doesn't try to be polite, she speaks her mind and she's strict, just like minnie, but not because she loves other dorm members, she just wants them to behave for once. she can't transfer to a different dorm, so she decided that if she has to stay in speculum, they will have to listen to her and follow the rules <3 sometimes she can be.. um, a bit cruel, but at least other rsa students don't have to run away whenever they see speculum dorm members. they're still chaotic, but the moment bunny looks at them, they go "YES VICE DORM LEADER". she's not friends with angel anymore and their relationship is more professional now, but she doesn't feel sad about it at all. she feels more free now, like she's finally done something that she should've done a long time ago. and yes, people call her by her real name now. no one is allowed to use that nickname anymore.. well, except hayden. but only when she's in a good mood. and maybe fake!jay can call her that too, hehe.. what, why are you looking at her like that? but she's jealous of angel already knowing what they want to do in the future, because she's still not sure about her plans. how weird, bunny always was the one to have a plan for everything and she was more organized compared to angel..

seth delaney.

okay so, i have never mentioned this before, but seth's vision is actually not that good and he has to wear glasses when he's painting, sewing, drawing, etc. and even though seth has a pretty high self-esteem, he's very insecure about that part and he thinks he looks like a nerd when he wears them. so yes, he's actually kinda blind most of the time hjdjdkdkd. but hey, that's still impressive, considering that he can easily guess anyone's measurements and he can tell what colors would suit someone even when he's not wearing his glasses. and third year!seth would start wearing glasses all the time mostly bc rollo was worried about him and made him do it and he also would stop dyeing his hair blond, but he would still keep the purple tips. his hair is longer now too, he's just trying to accept his past and stop running away from it! don't worry, he has even more piercings and tattoos now though. seth definitely would want to spend the rest of his life in twisted wonderland, he has no reason to come back to his world. didn't the dark mirror say that "he has no home to go back to" or something like that? that's why he wants to make twisted wonderland his real home. and it feels like one, even though it has its flaws and it's not as perfect as he thought it would be. he is still the ramshackle prefect, though nrc students don't see him as often as they did when he was a first year because of him still liking rsa and nbc more. and no, even though he really wanted to change schools, he loves ramshackle dorm too much and he can't leave his dorm members! um.. his future? well, he just wants to live a peaceful life with those he loves. that's it for now.

[crazywolf828]

Y'know... I am starting to realize perhaps there's a reason why my demisexual self was so into tsunderes... Hm

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I love how Malleus is misunderstood in the truest of sense not because he's a typical kuudere who likes animals but just happened to always pick the most offensive language known to mankind every time he wants to praise the mc, but because people are literally making up shit about him that he's never done before.

"He'll kill you on sight," "He eats babies for breakfast," but when you meet him he's a genuinely happy person. Like, not even because you accidentally triggered his gap moe and you see the golden heart he's purposely hidden from the world because of trauma or some edgy crap. Literally just someone who smiles the entire time he's talking to you and guffaws at your jokes and gets excited at the thought of going to places with you.

Like, that's not a kuudere, that's a normal person.

And it's not even that he doesn't have trauma. My guy accidentally got cursed by his own mom. It's just that he thinks the prospect of a precious present moment weighs so much more to him than a past he has no control over.

[ficretus]

COUNCIL OF CIN-DERES

*Inside of Cinder's head, some time in the future*

Cinder: I called for this meeting because I require an advice regarding something.

Kuudere Cinder: Meeting after all this time.

Tsundere Cinder: Pfff, as if I care. Didn't you replace us with that girl, what was her name?

Himedere Cinder: Emma I believe. Although I have a trouble remembering commoner's names, not that I care.

Cinder: It's Emerald you stuck up brat. Why do I have a Schnee inside of my head? Either way, Emerald won't give me an advice, so I called for you. Happy?

Dandere Cinder: Y-yes.

Himedere Cinder: So you called for us because Emily was busy? How insulting.

Tsundere Cinder: Well she sucked at her job anyway. Never cared about her.

Nyandere Cinder: I do nyat believe you.

Tsundere Cinder: Oh shut up.

Kuudere Cinder: I can see your reasoning. Emerald would just nod her head at everything and call it brilliant.

Kamidere Cinder: Flaw of lesser beings. Admiration is emotion furthest from understanding. Now regarding the plan to take every single power in the universe, I've made a simplified graph that even some of you could understand.

Nyandere Cinder: Nyat cool.

Cinder: We are no longer doing that.

Kamidere Cinder: What do you mean we are no longer doing that?

Kuudere Cinder: She changed her mind, she is now pining over a boy.

Kamidere Cinder: How does that factor in our plans?

Tsundere Cinder: It doesn't, she fell in love with that Arc loser.

Himedere Cinder: Could be worse, at least his family is famous.

Kamidere Cinder: *ascends to the sky* In that case I'm leaving this meeting. Farewell Cinder council... you were interesting for a while.

Kuudere Cinder: Well, that's Kamidere gone and Deredere didn't show up.

Cinder: Either way, I have a question regarding Jaune Arc. He helped me overcome my traumas and for whatever reason, forgave me for everything I've done.

Tsundere Cinder: What a dumbass.

Cinder: But now I'm confused about what are we. Are we acquaintances, friends, or perhaps something more. I'm afraid to ask him that so I want your advice.

Yandere Cinder: Have you tried stabbing people around him?

Dandere Cinder: T-that's bad.

Kuudere Cinder: Last time I checked he hated us for doing that.

Yandere Cinder: On the contrary. We got everything we ever wanted by doing that. Freedom, Maiden power and now *licks her lips* Darling Jaune.

Nyandere Cinder: She is kind of right. It got us out of Glass Unyacorn.

Himedere Cinder: Ask one of your servants to do it, don't dirty your hands. Mark or Emerson should be able to do it.

Cinder: I veto that. We are not stabbing anyone. Question is should I ask him out or not?

Dandere Cinder: Ask him.

Nyandere Cinder: Ask Nyarc out.

Yandere Cinder: Asking? When did that ever work?

Himedere Cinder: Don't ask him. Arc boy should ask you. In fact, he should beg.

Tsundere Cinder: Don't bother, he is beneath us.

Kuudere Cinder: I'm neutral.

Cinder: It seems majority is against. Well in that case...

Nyandere Cinder: Wait, I wanyant Kuudere and Tsundere to vote againya.

Tsundere Cinder: I don't remember asking your opinion you stupid cat.

Kuudere Cinder: Sigh... fine. *raises her hand in favor*

Tsundere Cinder: Grrrrr, fine. *raises her hand in favor*

Cinder: Oh, it seems majority is in favor now.

Kuudere Cinder: *giggles*

Tsundere Cinder: *blushing* What's so funny you frigid bitch?

Himedere Cinder: Ah, it appears democracy proves itself to be inferior system yet again. Do what you want commoners.

Cinder: Now that's decided, I'm returning to my body.

Kuudere Cinder: Returning? Who did you leave in charge?

Cinder: Oh no...

*in real world*

Jaune: I'm telling you Ren, Cinder has been acting weird this afternoon.

Ren: What do you mean?

Deredere Cinder: Uwu! I vuw you Jaune!