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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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the ellipsis is the most powerful of all the punctuation…so versatile…i’m pondering…i’m omitting…i’m implying…i’m trailing off…
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just thought she was so cute here :> perching
#shield is wrong hand i KNOWWWWW 😩😭#pearlescentmoon#wild life smp#my art#screenshot is from gem's vid hehe#mcyt
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trans pins by StrawberryPrism
#strawberryprism#transparent by me#etsy#trans art#pins#buttons#you are loved#trans love#proudly trans#i hold trans people so close to my heart#forever changing forever growing#there's a very special trans person in my life#hand in loving hand#lgbt#transparent pngs#pngs#pin pngs
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Everything I do is meaningless. Life is meaningless.
#feelings#depressing shit#vent#life in your 20s#my life is on my hands#life#life is meaningless#void
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Translations of each of Martyn's power cards in his episode!
(originals done by @cherrifire; I've omitted her character art, if/when she posts the full card screens those should be what you rb, this is just to get some translations out there in the meantime)
#wlsmp#wlsmp spoilers#wild life spoilers#wild life smp#traffic smp#also i did my BEST to double and triple check translations across multiple sites/hand entering katakana#but ive certainly mucked something up so pls feel free to give feedback!#i thought a lot about translating impulse's power as 'Teleport Gambit' or 'Tricky Teleportation' but ultimately decided against it
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Feather and Crystal (I remember)
Set after wild life session 5, under the premise that dd gave each other a feather earring and a crystal necklace back in 3rd life <3 They can be seen in a lot of my past pieces, the og concept was from bugs buggsxp back during dl !!
#goodtimeswithscar#grian#desert duo#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#trafficblr#traffic smp#comic#my art#head in my hands THIS IS SO SELF INDULGENT AND TOOK WAY TOO LONG HAHHAHJWDHAWKJ#just thinking about. them both reminiscing about 3l...#also for clarification. grian basically had that necklace stashed in his back pocket except the back pocket is kinda the void#i made this comic mute and gave myself a giant headache istg LMAOGOJOASKDLADLWAK
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Living mirrors illuminate the water 🪩
#my gifs#stim#asmr#stimmy#stims#stimming#sensory#stimblr#stim gifsets#no hands#water stim#fish#fish stim#marine life#sea creatures#marine biology#marine animals#sea life#sea animals#asmrblog#sensory gifsets#sensory gifset#sensory gifs#sensorygif
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Ghosts! 👻
#it's spooky season!!#been wanting to illustrate a proper something for my favorite comfort show for so long#If I could only choose one show to watch for the rest of my life it would be bbc ghosts#I get to meet mathew baynton and laurence rickard next week at mcm and I hope I can give this illustration to them!#I'll also be handing them out as postcards to fellow fans!#I'm so excited#my favorite ghosts#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts fanart#ghosts#ghosts fanart#illustration#my art#fanart#digital art
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Dogged Love
#mcyt#inthelittlewood#rendog#treebark#renchanting#wild life#trafficblr#IVE CAUGHT UP ON THE LORE. I REWATCHED 3RD LIFE FROM MARTYNS POV LMAO#and some of the other life series as welllll fun day!!#i have some other king & hand doodles but I need to pick up my tablet from the studio to#uh actually draw them#because procreate is fun!! but I miss my laptop clip studio so so much. my pixelated brush... ough
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“creation.”
#for once in my life I can actually draw hands that don’t suck#the amazing digital circus#tadc#caine#tadc caine#fanart
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And lemme know your age (if you feel comfortable!), and when you got your first phone in the tags!
If these options are scuffed I'm sorry, I genuinely have no clue how many phones people are "supposed" to have had (hence the poll)
#polls#I'll go first: I'm 22 i got my first phone at 12 and im on my 3rd phone#never broken one but i left the last one on the feckin bus :(#it was a hand-me-down from me mum so it had a good life#lost me damn photos tho
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the bamboozlers + a pesky bird... what could go wrong?
#goodtimewithscar#goodtimeswithscar#bamboozlers#ldshadowlady#desert duo#solidaritygaming#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#life series#i have a secret life scar + winners art in the works but i had to do this bc theyre so silly ToT#ofc my first bam art is desertduo flavored im predictable#grian#holds little block person scar in my hands.....
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Holiday Classics
Been thinking about Ford watching the 70s Animated Lord of the Rings Movies... (companion comic to this post!)
#the other two VHS tapes Fidd's is holding are Rankin-Bass' The Hobbit (1977) and Return of the King (1980)! The 70s animated pseudo-trilogy!#A lot of people pointed out on my other lotr 'crossover' post that Ford would have seen the 70s movies!#And i wont lie i entirely forgot they existed. But now i remember i have so many feelings on it okay. Ford my silly LOTR nerd#I dont think he would have seen Bashkis in theaters. far as I can tell it was a VERY limited (likely mostly CA) run in the middle of winter#but Rankin-Bass'? Aired on NBC & ABC. He absolutely woulda watched them or rented a VHS later. Which is why he's most excited by Bashki's#He's just such a nerd. I need him to nerd out. But also lowkey angst on how his single focus on bill/the portal lead#him to neglecting even the small things in life. Like knowing a VHS release of an adaptation of his favourite book series had come out#GF fanart#Gravity Falls#gravity falls comic#Fan art#fanart#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#young fiddleford mcgucket#*holds two random VHS tapes in one hand to check Fidd's pose in the 2nd panel makes sense* Well thats mathamatically feasible!#young stanford pines#stanford pines#ford pines#Book of Bill#comic#artists on tumblr#my art#Grunkle ford#fiddauthor#cause Fidds is not talking about the movie there. Well okay he's talking about the portal but He COULD BE TALKING ABOUT- *I am dragged off*
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Lucanis offers Rook his hand.
Part 3 of some DATV ballroom colour sketch explorations.
I said Part 3 would be about dancing, but I lied. Instead, it's dedicated to another ballroom dancing trope I love—the "almost touch". I didn't want to rush into the moment. What's the saying? Only fools do that?
Part 2 here Part 1 here
#dragon age#rookanis#dragon age fanart#lucanis x rook#datv#lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#hijennyt#fanart#dragon age veilguard#oc art#sketches#ballroom scene#A treviso ball#bioware#my art#take my hand#take my whole life too
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My life is on my hands and i dont know how to live it.
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