#my heart is too weak for this shit
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So AllThis Entertainment (The Eclipse, 2022) announced they will collaborate with GMMTV again in 2024 and a few weeks back Neo referred to The Eclipse as "season 1",,,,,,----
#the eclipse#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#gmmtv 2024#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#gmmtv#WHAT ARE YALL TRYING TO TELL ME???????#dont tease me like this#my heart is too weak for this shit
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@rinitoshisgirl-deactivated20241 KHEL WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
WHERE WOULD YOU GO❓❓
Come back please, i might sob.
#I'm so baffled right now#ANOTHER ONE?#FIRST HOOUDIE THEN KHEL?#PLEASE.#my heart is too weak for this shit#Come on#It hurts#I'll miss her sm 🙁↔️#fc girlfriend#girlfriend cult#girlfriend fc#Mutuals#Rinitoshisgirl
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When i think about how Van Palmer was developed in a lab to get me in a goddamn chokehold.
You got a lesbian. You got a butch lesbian. You got a comedy-prone butch lesbian. You got a comedy-prone, movie-obsessed butch lesbian. You got a comedy-prone, movie-obsessed, haunted-by-a-rough-childhood butch lesbian. You got a comedy-prone, movie-obsessed, haunted-by-a-rough-childhood, hidden-pragmatic-depths butch lesbian.
You put that lesbian in survival hell situations. You put that lesbian in survival hell situations with her girlfriend. You put that lesbian in survival hell situations with her girlfriend as the romantic heart of your show. You put that lesbian in survival hell situations with her girlfriend as the romantic heart of the show AND make them both unkillable.
You put that lesbian in two timelines. You put that lesbian in the storyteller role. You put that lesbian in scars and silver rings. You put that lesbian in a position to explore the darkest side of loving someone. You put that lesbian on my screen, and you cast Liv Hewson. You put that lesbian on my screen, and you cast Lauren Ambrose. I mean. I mean.
Any ONE of these things would have been enough, and yet. Here we are. Watching the unkillable, complex-ass, funny, scary, heartfelt, fireproof lesbian get her face torn off by wolves, commit cannibalism, fall in love, move to fucking Ohio, and come back for more?? And you expect her NOT to move into a penthouse apartment in the very center of my heart? Be serious, dude. Be so serious.
#yellowjackets#van palmer#a love letter to van could go on for miles my dudes#I could write an ESSAY#she’s silly! she’s somber! she’s protective! she’s making poor decisions!#she’s got no trust and all the love in her heart! she’ll fall in with a cult! she’ll follow a sleepwalker to a cliff!#she thinks she’s responsible for everyone! she won’t let anyone be responsible for her!#she runs a video store in 2021! she throws out her bills! she’s subsisting on a diet of donuts and Mountain Dew!#she’s weak as shit for her married ex! she keeps booze in her truck! she’s dying but fuck it she’ll put on a mask and pick up a knife!#and on top of it ALL she’s a redhead. I mean. I was lost from the word go#anyway. I love van. I miss this show. I can’t wait for it to come back#it makes me feel way too Seen for a show about…well. all of that.
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Random Togami Headcanon 11
I can say with 100% confidence that, if anyone in his class or like, anyone, took a picture of him in a dumb angle or a warped top-down perspective, he'd fucking HATE it! Like, a fish-eye lens! Byakuya's all about looking elegant, powerful, and presentable. So, looking anything NOT like that is the worst for him. Not to mention, he doesn't get why anyone would wish to have or take pictures of themselves in weird states like this. Byakuya also has a lot of pride in his appearance, so, even if he didn't hate it out of the principle, he'd also just be like uncomfortable about it too. Another one of those "Byakuya being out of his element and being pissed about it" moments. I kinda feel ya, my buddy. At least with not be the kind to take those pics. Not a selfie person so that stuff just makes me uncomfy warping my face like that T-T The ONLY way I could see him being like, SOMEWHAT fine with a weird picture or unflattering angle of himself is if there's super strict rules or guidelines. Like, "Oh my gosh, Byakuya! Calm down" type strict. For instance, the pic would probably have to be: 1. Beyond subtle. Like, basically him blinking or mid-blinking. Something close or along those lines. 2. The person who took the picture was himself or someone he HEAVILY trusts. Even then, he'd still be salty about it. 3. The picture was immediately wiped afterwards and quickly forgotten about ever existing to begin with. Yeah. Byakuya is DEF not overdramatic about this stuff. Though, at least one can understand him on this end. He's got a title to uphold and takes it very seriously. It's very apparent with how much he mentions his name and his title as both The Ultimate Affluent Progeny and the heir to the Togami Conglomerate. Guy is NOT messing around with that info! Another thing to note is that Byakuya's also not a "go with the flow" kinda guy. So, being casual about pictures is both not his style but also something he's not used too. Specifically the playful kind of pictures with friends. Cus well, yeah. Bastard's never had friends like that of any kind and you cannot convince me that he did! Took the guy forever to gain empathy in the main canon of Danganronpa! Also, since I mentioned it. AMEM!
He forehead so beeg. I just felt compelled to do this to him cus why not. I will exaggerate it more one day. For now though, here he is!
#danganronpa#danganronpa fanart#danganronpa art#danganronpa byakuya#byakuya togami#togami headcanon series#text sector#resident big-headed heir#Byakuya's probably barely been out of his rich boy comfort zone#I bet one can count the things Byakuya actually likes with one hand and one hand alone/hj#I swear though. The headcanon of Makoto being able to semi-convince Byakuya to do dumb shit will never not charm my dumb little heart#SHIIIIT! My heart wants to put all of those silly Byakuya audio's from his VA as a dumb little timeline now!#The "You are my hope#Guess you could say he's “weak to Naegi”?! EY?!?!?!#Byakuya would probably despite funhouse mirrors now that I think about it too.#And just carnivals in general#And bouncy houses#Why must I relate to him so much after analyzing him a bit via headcanons?! Like#HOW DO I STILL HAVE SO MUCH HEADCANON MATERIAL MY GOOOOOSH?!?!?
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There is something incredibly funny about the idea of you being an assassin sent to kill Goku and he just, doesn't take you seriously at all. He's been threatened so many times that it doesn't phase him in the slightest to see yet another on that growing list of 'People Who Don't Like Him'. At least they sent someone cute this time and not some guy with a weird power or something. A normal human, though, is a bit tricky for him to work around, not wanting to actually hurt you and all that.
What makes it better is that he doesn't even try to take your attacks seriously and, in fact, takes it like you're flirting. You're pissed off and calling him every insult you know and he's just dodging every attack like it's nothing. Even firing back a few lines about how pretty you are and that he's kind of impressed a normal human could have this much stamina. He'll even let you hit him a few times-sure it doesn't hurt but you've got a lot of strength that he finds really attracting.
Just, please stop yelling. It's making his pants tight and hard to move in.
#the fact of 'taking fighting as flirting' goes for all Saiyans but is particularly funny with Goku#my man has No Thoughts at all times except during combat and is incredibly aware then too#so he's not missing one word or action when you're trying to beat the shit out of him and he will take it as a compliment#that you're trying to kill him while being so weak#flattered even#cute strong little you? trying to kill him? be still his beating heart#he'll admit it's probably the Saiyan in him but he loves the fact you're trying to kill him and doing so well at it too#(if he was human at least)#he can't help but find it really attractive and be drawn to you#so long as you calm down and let him talk to you maybe he could convince you to join his side#and maybe not be so angry? please? you're really pretty and he doesn't wanna hurt you#jawbones#dragon ball#goku x reader
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#guys#im shitting my pants#ill definitely die#sleep token#vessel#ii#iii#ivy#espera sleep token#my heart is too weak for this#my brain will explode#my eyes will fall out#my arms will fall off#my bones will break#my head will fall off#what am i even saying#???#anyway#ritual#worshitposting#worship
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i feel like i’ve written some version of divorce era kyle describing how frightening looking at a stan he thinks HATES him is like A Million Times, but i feel like i can never articulate the quiet mounting Horror quite right, but this is the one i like the best thus far, i think? xx
#nina writes sometimes#listen its leading somewhere funny and interesting and zesty i promise but i wanted to do prose girl stuff for a second#i love bein in my talking about my obscure fanfic writing weird snippets of things just for me and yelling into the void era#this is hot girl shit#but yeah there is something so shiny and irresistible to me about writing about character transformation thru other eyes#specifically watching a brutal character become gentle or a gentle character become brutal#usually due to the eventual presence or sudden absence...#of love or affection#yes i am in a philosophical mood idk what is wrong with me but idk its interesting to me i like intense emotions a lot#weaponization and deweaponization#belonging to someone and them not belonging to u back#i didn't know how to word it but in essence#in his heart that is Still His Stan#but he is Nobody's Kyle#i want to start screaming anyways yeah i always fuck it up it never sounds right but i think i finally like it idk#please enjoy or don't my writing exercise#also lastly i love how horrifiying this is and awful scary sad detached ravenstan is to jersey but that he cant be upset#because he MADE that happen and its HIS fault#so he just has to live knowing he killed the person he loved#by not being able to articulate that love to them and fail them#because you were too afraid to be weak or vulnerable#and by proxy you feel your weakest and most vulnerable#OKAY I AM DONE YAY ANYWAYS!
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inspired by some traumatic events of the past week in the life of pre-t-pickles
#what the actual fuck#worst physical experiences of my life#the compazine made me feel like there were bugs infesting my skin and vital organs#and the duloxetine withdrawal felt like i was actually being struck down by god in the most torturous fashion ever known to man#this shit ain't for the weak of heart#except i'm the weak of heart and this shit is too much for my fragile soul and body to bear#story time
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And as Chaol Westfall dismounted and ran the last few feet toward Dorian, the King of Adarlan wept.
#dorian havilliard#chaol westfall#throne of glass#kingdom of ash#my heart is too weak for this#crying shit and shitting tears#im cryin
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i know i'm The Guy who never shuts up about people, especially modern-day professional wrestling fans with little to no awareness of pre-1980's wrestling, needing to read death of the territories. However. bodyslams in buffalo by dan murphy opens with the best overview of the entire history of professional wrestling i've found yet and, overall, it's a much shorter book that doesn't read like a textbook
this is a greatly accessible alternative for anyone who felt overwhelmed by death of the territories' scope, constant stream of factual information with little reprieve, and serious/academic overtone. bodyslams in buffalo has humour, dramatised retellings of events, and exclusive/rarely seen photos from the collections of both pro wrestling illustrated and the families of wrestlers. also: transcribed promotional posters, news articles, and advertisements! highly recommend
and don't forget to continue engaging in active boycotts, demonstrations, letter/email writing, awareness raising, and direct action in support of palestinian freedom and in opposition to the genocide of palestinians.
#[ colour commentary ]#being in WNY means i had the opportunity to check out way too many pro wrestling books recently#my therapist told me to start doing things i enjoy until i actually enjoy them instead of feeling so much guilt and despair i just. stop.#and prowl al jazeera and palestinians' social media. so. i checked out way way too many books because i'd just knit and cry all day when#mango was at work because representatives don't even accept phone calls directly and many answering machines are full now. my emails are met#with the same automated messages. i'm too disabled and poor to travel to demonstrations or engage in highly illegal™ shit because i would#only endager other protestors by being a weak link in need of protection. so even though i'm a molotov thrower at heart i'm a liability and#Literally can't run from pigs. anyway. engage in direct action use your privilege do not enable the same settler colonialism that wiped out#the majority of my families and many many palestinian bloodlines. do not be complicit. and read bodyslams in buffalo. because unfortunately#life goes on admist unfathomable atrocities. keep elevating people like adeel alam and mansoor within the pro wrestling community. et cetera#long post
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. (tw heterosexuality)
#i am having the worst sexuality crisis of my life. i was so sure i was a lesbian but there is this One Guy..#he makes me feel things. i think. but i cant categorize them#relationships w men sound.. unappealing.. if i think about it generally#like a random man? sounds weird. or maybe not. i dont know. i havent even had a first kiss lmao i dont really know stuff#but him............oh...........hes so funny and cool and nice to everyone. his hands are pretty (weird thing to notice but ok)#he explains math to me and i cant focus because he's too close. thats so MORTIFYING I THOUGHT I WAS A DYKE#but at the same time 12 year old me was having heart palpitations around my first girl crush and shit#and he hasnt made me feel anything that strong so far. so. idk. but also i was 12. so idk#well okay generally speaking women make me feel much more doing way less#there was this occasion where this girl who i always had a mild thing for but never did anything about it just came up to me#at school#and just. haha lol i had a dream about you last night ;)#i am not joking when i say i felt weak in the knees. she was smiling in a like playful way so i was gonna make a joke but i could not#because i was going to pass out from being too gay#this guy (or any other guy for that matter) doesn't seem to have the power to make me feel like that#..........am i bisexual with a female lean or whatever people say. or am i experiencinf the worst case of comphet of my life#this is awful. not because i don't wanna like men (its just sexuality idc) but because i don't want to prove my mom right#😭what if it WAS a phase#but who knows. mentioning the girl who dreamt about me kind of replaced the thoughts i was having of him for a bit there#i miss her she was nice. well sort of. but i was never involved in the drama so who cares fr. she graduated last year#anyways sorry for breaking character. tumblr user kaeyapilled is lore dropping
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if i could i would be making a renga “crushing me” animatic right this very moment.
#I SHOULD FINALLY DEAL WITH THIS#WALK RIGHT UP AND JUST USE MY LIPS#ITS ALL TOO MUCH WEAK IN THE KNEES#IVE GOT A CRUSH ITS CRUSHING ME#<- renga. renga in my heart okay.#i have the panels all envisioned and everything#why must god not give me any talents at all !!!!!!!!!!!!!! MEAN AND RUDE!!!!!!!!!!!#shoutout to all the girlies who. just cant do shit.
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finally catching up with the latest two eps of cooking crush and who the fuck was the video editor who decided on those music choices i just wanna talk 🔪🔪🔪
#not theory of love music in another offgun show#not to mention ep2 also had that music from bad buddy ep6 pt2 newspaper game!!!!!!!#YOU'RE KILLING ME WITH THOSE MUSIC CHOICES DON'T FUCKING TO THIS TO ME#oh my god#airenyah plappert#cooking crush#adrm#i can't fucking do this my heart is too weak for this shit
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i love to draw characters doing nothing. genuinely. left to my own devices I'll just be like "wow two characters. What if they were on opposite sides of the room silently enjoying eachothers company"
#honeybeeff misc#posing is a weak point for me in general too but yk#i have a dozen short comic ideas that have no punchline or resolution its just some goobers ambling around#yes its the autism next question#and im not trying to be disparaging abt this kinda thing obviously. its more that i dont know if my intent comes across#i dont know how to explain myself. whatever. I heart boring shit. Being boring is fun /gen /gen /gen
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Can't believe my energy was drained by aitsf yesterday. But! Energy full now and I've processed everything and thought bout it and I can finally tell all the stuff I like bout it! This is gonna be long :D
First off the story bro, I'm in love with the story so much! Honestly, it's hard to get my attention in full since I get distracted easily, especially by visual novel type games where I just have this urge to tab out to do something else then go back again. Barely did that for aistf.
Felt like I was watching a movie instead of playing a game, voice acting is so good! And the story! I'm never shutting up about the story, I just really really love it a lot! Went in completely blind playing this game, only thing I knew was that there's Aiba and there's Date.
One thing that grabbed my attention so much which interested me in the game from the very beginning is the goofy scenes it has. Seeing Aiba do that funky lil dance behind a skeleton did it for me, it was unexpected but in a funny way. I was like, aight this game is good! Without even knowing the ride I was in for.
And something that really surprised me was the branching of it. From the beginning I thought there was a linear type plot and I'll have to replay the whole thing to get certain stuff so I was mentally preparing myself, also the reason why I turned off skipping unseen contents so I can only skip the stuff I've seen.
It was both a pleasant surprise and a hoo boi surprise. I knew it was going to be a long game and I thought it was a typical mystery game so I wasn't expecting much bout it but boi was I wrong. And the branches are also very useful! And I love how in each branch, everything is different even though only a single action was changed so I loved that about it!
I love the way that the story is written so much! At the beginning, there's so so many questions to be answered and as I kept playing, some were answered, new questions popped up, and so many more info known but the thing here, the more I played, the more it felt like a bucket was being filled. Like, at the beginning the bucket was completely empty and it just fills slowly without exposing much of what the story actually is and I love it so much!
It reminded me of 999, played that years ago and the details are blurry but I do know I enjoyed it a lot too. The aspect of an empty bucket getting slowly filled as I played it was similar with it too and I love mystery games like that so much!
It just feels so satisfying! Once you reach the end and everything makes so much sense and how everything you've seen and played through connected in ways you overlooked at the beginning and how perfectly everything fits now that you're at the end! I love it a lot!
And the way how in aitsf, the branches aren't just a game mechanic but ties in with the parellel worlds thing and how it affects Date and the fact that only the player really knows and and how it really contributes to having the best ending! It's like, it's like a timeloop thing in the player perspective, having to go back at various somnium for a better outcome while the character experiences a parellel world type thing!
And I love how it isn't all, choose the good options for the better ending type too! There are parts where the 'bad' option is better so a better option would appear in the future and I love that bout it cuz it makes the story feel so alive! How every character isn't just a 'character' and each one has their own personalities and charms and even if they don't appear much you can easily tell what kind of person they are from the way they speak and I LOVE IT!!!
#aria rants#got to gush about aitsf cuz i love it so much#now that im fully recharged#bro i was spent yesterday cuz i ended up crying more than i should#i was like crying and then laughing im so glad i was alone yesterday id look insane to my mom#its cuz i was crying cuz aiba and laughing cuz goddamn i predicted the worst scenario#and i ended up crying more cuz i was laughing so tears came rushing#also the game did me dirty by showing the memories with aiba#thats my weakness bro dont do that to me my heart wouldnt be able to take it#seeing flashback of the good times before or after a character dies? bruh that shit h u r t s too much it pierces my soul
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Some weird undiagnosed reoccurring health scare is happening yet again and im about to head off to the doctor and im so freaked out im shakin like a damn chihuahua
#vark posts#this happens like once every year and a half maybe#since like 2019#and it scares me shitless everytime#its like chest pain right where my heart is among some other symptoms#but ive had ultrasounds and ekgs and shit and its all come back fine and my heart looks perfectly healthy#so like wtf#the flare ups come with suddenly feeling hot and weak and lowkey sweaty too#which all sounds like heart attack type shit but i get checked out and theyre all like 'your heart is perfect :) u just have anxiety'#theres SOME comfort in the fact that its happened multiple times and i havent died yet#but then my brain is like 'what if its gradually getting worse'#IDK..#i hate this
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