#my heart is breaking again!!! ๐๐๐
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my card declined in therapy so they reminded me that delores probably has qualities of each of fiveโs siblings because he imagined her entire personality out of desperation for human contact and all he ever knew before he disappeared was the academy
delores has lutherโs loyalty. she absolutely has diegoโs stubbornness. sheโs definitely got allisonโs determination and klausโ spontaneity. she has benโs kind-heartedness and viktorโs passion.
i canโt imagine seeing each of his siblings again and being reminded of the only soul he had through the hardest part of his life in each and every way they act.
#my heart is breaking again!!! ๐๐๐#someone free me from these shackles#(i looked for purchased installed and attached myself to the shackles all on my own)#(someone free me anyways)#laur says stuff#laur rambles#the umbrella academy#tua#umbrella academy#five hargreeves#hargreeves siblings#tua s4#number five#tua season 4#tua five#tua delores#delores#dolores#tua dolores#delores x five#five x delores#five x dolores#dolores x five#number five hargreeves
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good end: it will never be the way it was
bad end: it will never be the way it was
true end: it will never be the way it was
#donโt mind me#just thinking about rb dan again and breaking my heart ๐#something about the things we cannot return to#daniel ricciardo#danny ricc#danny ric#danny ricciardo#maxiel#formula 1#formula one#f1#red bull#red bull racing#daniel ricciardo aesthetic#ricciardo#max verstappen#dr3
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No one warned me about the dangers of finding a coffee u fall in love with ......
#i got a coffee that im obsessed with but it was limited edition ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#the packaging was pink with a gold train design on it....#just like when u find someone amazing on a train but when u part ways u never see each other again.... my heart is breaking ๐#its so good
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me taking down my taylor merch collectionโฆโฆa soldier has fallen ๐ซก๐
#personal#โฆ:yes i am replacing it w my new bear-istas though thatโs for sure!#prob gonna let go of a lot moreโฆ.it breaks my heart to shove this stuff in a closet again so it might be time to let it go ๐
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WDYM BUS ACCIDENT
but good to know ur organs and kidneys are at place not in a fkn black market cuz thats- that's not very demure very mindful
so fkn random but i have BAD bad eyesight i gotta squint every 5 sec just to see and if ur wondering cess, why don't u get yo glasses? its bc I lose a HUGE amount of aura points if I wear that. like. no shit.
sooo it all happened while i was knocked out ijbol.. i have no clue how it all went down since my introverted ass didnt say a word and slept through the entire thing (also my dad called me like 100+ times ๐ but my phone was on silent sooo oop)
apparently the bus tires got punctured and it took 2 freaking hours to fix. my dad legit thought i got kidnapped or smth ๐คก
also same here my eyesightโs awful af.. ๐โโ๏ธ
my mom's already saying she's taking me to the doctor as soon as i get back home.
but lowkey i love wearing glasses
it gives me that nerd vibe (and nerds are total hotties ๐คโค๏ธ)
e.g.:
im in LOVE w this nerd
#secretcessy#sighs...#hanni :(#:((((((((((#my heart's breaking again ๐#i NEED her#๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#๐ยนโฐโฐโฐโฐโฐโฐโฐโฐโฐโฐโฐโฐโฐ
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uyou dont underastand the.
the potential
ininia being adopted by garuga and atuarto you sdont get it it would be so
like
the thought of like
i mnot okay
ok wait this is a note i wrote in august:
do you think galga and atuarto will like
adopt ininia.
its just
cause
i
what if
they like
do?
and she tries to reverse the memory wiping
and like
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its a wishful thought
and im not sure
but like
aoughffuqgdmfgghhhhaaa
i do really like the flicker of regret ininia shows.
she feels bad about it
she just cant admit to herself
but she felt bad seeing the aftermath, how the person closest to galga suffers
and
aaauHgHHzhdfhgh
can u imagine them as a little family
like i do wonder
if atuarto will find out that ininia is a brimhat and reason for galgas memory wipe
and how hed react
knowing she is just a small child
but like is she
who knows
but he thinks shes a child
and theres someone pulling the strings in the background
and i wonder if he would want to help
he seems like a kind soul
would he try to step in
and get her away from restis
ok no hold up have a look in the tags too i put too much in there whoops
#do you see the visiom#ive been thinking about this since ch66 came out#the#i ??? like#i cant put my thoughts into words at all but you get it right#DONT MIND HOW WEIRDLY SEGMENTED THE NOTE SECTION IS#THATS JUST HOW MY NOTES GO OKAY ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#witch hat atelier#idk if theyve showed up again since whenever i last left off.... ch70 something somewhere#witch hat atelier spoilers#anyways they break my heart#like shes jsut a kid and she gets to see the consequences of her actions in that chapter and it has to really sink in and shes just like i#omfg weeeeeh ๐ญ๐#and she gets to experience first hand just how caring and kind garuga is and she has to live with the fact that she ruined this mans life#im normal i swear#dont know if any of this rambling makes sense at all#i just. im really interested in the three of them and how their stories r gonna go and aguhhhg#i wont rlly be upset at all if they dont end up as some weird little family cus if and when g&a find out ininia was behind the memy wipe#like theyre completely justified in not wanting anything to do with her and all but also i think with witch hats theme of like. treating ki#s with respect and care and all that jazz and with the two of them being caring and auhgh#yknow ??#yknow???#help me please i help+?#i am so incredibly normal#ive had a shit day lemme have this word vomit moment alr
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My sister is watching Marineford rn and I had my headphones on while I was reading so I wouldnโt hear what part sheโs at and then OF COURSE when thereโs a lapse while the songs are switchingโฆI hear itโฆ
Those five wordsโฆ
I had to go to my room to keep myself from crying because I didnโt expect to hear Aceโs final words today, alright??
#guess what? Iโm crying anyway.#I knew it would get me I just never heard his words aloud before#so#yeah Iโm upset again#my heart is breaking all over again ๐๐ญ#in other news Iโm in Wano (volume 95) so at least Iโll see him again soon#but still ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#one piece#marineford#ace#my post#ramblings
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oh, i did not like that dirty look nyla gave lucy as her and angela were walking away. ๐ ๐
#carly lb the rookie#the rookie spoilers#lucy chen#angela lopez#nyla harper#I'M SO UPSET NO ONE IS BEING FAIR TO HER RN#and after they've worked together for as long as they have this just breaks my heart ๐#ik it's important to show how male dominated working in the police force is#but i hate seeing lucy once again feel like she has to shoot for the moon to get any respect#she's been doing it her whole life just give my baby a fucking break my GOD
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โ iโm sorry, but iโm just thinking of the right words to say. โ // @Kazuma but... Masked Apprentice Kazuma?? ๐๐๐๐
Songs from the 80's Sentence Starters | Accepting! | @tenacquity
((hoooOOOWEE ARE YOU READY TO CRY?? 8'D I SURE HOPE SO, HERE WE GOOO))
The right words?
He may have laughed at the statement if he remembered how. If it weren't so cruel in its irony. For the words this man spoke didn't matter when the mere sound of his voice shook the Apprentice to his core.
Every time, without fail. After months of wandering the foggy London streets like a wraith plucked from a ghost story, the feeling of being utterly lost was never as powerfulโor as weakโas in this man's presence.
He made the emptiness inside of him better, yet simultaneously worse. As the Apprentice watched him struggle to speak, he didn't recognize the churning depths of his eyes or the thoughtful crease to his browโand that unfamiliarity ached unlike anything else. Earth-shattering, even though he couldn't understand it. Powerful enough to change everything if only he could remember.
And he wanted to, with a desperation he didn't know himself capable of feeling before their fateful meeting in the Prosecutor's Office only yesterday. But he couldn't. He'd tried. And the same thought crushed down upon his shoulders now as it did then:
What right did he have to somethingโto someoneโhe did not know?
He shouldn't be here.
He'd never intended to face him to begin with. With the halls of the Old Bailey dim and abandoned for the night, the Apprentice had been about to leave, too: prepared to spend another night searching for anything that might trigger his memories, if the other man hadn't found him first.
Wasn't this exactly what he'd wanted? Noโnot this. It was too much. Too painful.
The Apprentice took a step back. Then another. Each one soundless yet stilted as he battled against himself: trapped between a visceral urge to flee, to leave this man behindโand an equally powerful conviction that he couldn't. Not again.
โagain?
He didn't...They didn't... Did they?
It was too much...!
In the end the Apprentice moved no further. He merely watched, dark eyes unreadable in the shadows of his mask and cloak. Silently weathering the tempest of nonsensical emotion surging through his rib cage. Waiting for something he didn't understand.
Or, perhaps, simply waiting for the right words.
#tenacquity#ใโญโฉโญ || answered ask ใ#ใโญโฉโญ || interaction: sword of justice (kazuma) ใ#ใโญโฉโญ || bond: thereโs love above love and itโs ours (tenacquity) ใ#ajdsfj;sdASDLDFJSDK THIS IS FINE#I'M FINE YOU'RE FINE EVERYTHING'S /FINE/ 8')))#catch me crying while writing this tbh 8'D BUT IT'S A GOOD KIND OF PAIN#HHHHH THESE POOR BBIESSS TTATT THEY'RE IMMEDIATELY BREAKING MY HEART I CAN'T TAKE IT#I'm still forever so mad that the game didn't do more with the two of them together at this point in the timeline#fINE WE WILL JUST DO IT OURSELVES DAMN IT ๐ค#I figured this could be somewhere in the process of Harebrayne's trial??#maybe the night after they investigate at the fairground and ryuu and susato have that lil interaction with kazuma ;;#if that works for you ofc!#also sorry this got long (again) aslkfj kazuma's immediately having a whole episode dON'T WORRY ABOUT IT#everything in him is pulling him towards ryuu#but he still can't remember him so he's just afraid and desperate and so confused T~T ๐#tysm for sending this bby! ;3;/ feel free to continue it if you want as always!
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seeing someone ruining perfectly good potato by pairing it up with cheese in any form is the same as seeing. a beautiful and kind-hearted girl unable to leave her manipulative toxic boyfriend. to me
#look at me potato this is not you this is not your heartโฆ.LEAVE HIM!!!! FREE YOURSELF GIRL!!!!!#breaks my heart#๐.#(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again
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We gather here, we line up
Weepinโ in a sunlit room, and
If Iโm on fire, youโll be made of ashes too
I didnโt have it in myself to go with grace
And youโre the hero flying around, saving face
If Iโm dead to you, why are you at the wake?
Cursing my name, wishing I stayed
Look at how my tears ricochet
And I can go anywhere I want,
Just not home.
my tears ricochet by Taylor Swift
#oh donโt mind me just breaking my own heart again ๐#brocedes#nico rosberg#lewis hamilton#rosberg#hamilton#lh44#nr6#mercedes#formula 1#formula one#f1#f1 web weaving#web weaving#taylor swift#my tears ricochet#bbys
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Because the week wasn't sad enough, there had to be a new Lenny interview that broke my heart a lot more. ๐ฅบ๐ญ๐ฅฒ
youtube
#the whole part about vova and olena NO I AM NOT OKAY ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#it breaks my heart so much that besides irina olena hasn't been able to see any of her friends/second fam#vova at least saw sasha and zheka#and how you can hear the tears in lennys voice while she talks about vova and olena ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#how heavy and broken her heart is for their family ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#THAT PART ABOUT HUGGING HIM FOREVER WHEN SHE SEES THEM AGAIN ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#NOT LETTING THEM GO ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#and how she says she misses her old life/past and sometimes watches the video and cries ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐#and we have a new statement about kvartal#now its โim gone foreverโ again ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐๐๐๐#shes in touch with the fam rarely but she is#she left in fall 2022 because she started the other project and couldn't do both at the same time#also she wanted to do something independently#the fam was okay with her decision#and she doesnt plan to return ๐ฅบ๐๐ฅบ๐๐ฅบ๐๐ฅบ๐๐ฅบ๐#i still have the hope that in some years after the war and she healed she might rethink her decision and does come back#based on this and other interviews i think on of the reasons she left was the war and the situation with her best friends#she thinks about vova and olena every day ๐ญ๐๐ญ๐๐ญ๐๐ญ๐๐ญ๐๐ญ๐๐ญ๐๐ญ๐#and how sad olena is that she no longer knows anything about the children ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#one more thing about her not returning#i think the way she said it is interesting#its no longer a break#so my guess is it really was a break in the beginning and she thought about coming back (see also what zheka said about it)#but now changed her mind ๐ฅบ๐#im still not over the part that she thinks about them every day#lenny is worried about them every day ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#and she cant even imagine the burden and pressure and horror that is on their family ๐๐๐#also the hugging them both and not letting them go hugging forever ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
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OH, I did take a little break from writing to go play W.ill Y.ou S.nail again. Missed that guy, the Squick ๐
#๐๐ฎ.txt#listen to my heart and hear that breaking sound ๐๐พ#he's just as funny as i remember him being#i still need to try and get all levels on easy (the hardest difficulty)#but i won't worry about that rn. i'm just going to try and beat the game again normally#i did get the hardest difficulty option right away when i did squid's little test at the start so that made me feel like a gamer >:]
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Its so weird seeing what the Baki fandom looks like now. Too many straight people. Where are the deranged queers?
#luly talks#not gonna put this on my baki sideblog LMAO#like honestly. i almost miss Thing in that sense#THIS FANDOM NEEDS MORE TOPS !!!!#the people here would turn to dust if i started talking about wanting to fuck motobe again#or any of the things i said about doppo actually brb i need to read those again ๐#fr tho it's. kinda boring how it looks like ppl just mostly care about hot anime boys like no . . . go watch senran kagura or whatever#baki is not for dat........... you are breaking my heart ๐
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I have the window open in my room so I can have some ventilation/I'm not stewing in my own sickness but it's cold so I'm probably gonna end up prolonging my sickness but idk how else to do it when I can't have my door open.๐
#tw; sickness#anyone know how to achieve a well-ventilated room when i can't have my door open?#the only option really is the window#but it's cold :D#i'll deal :))#i feel better as the days go on so i'm sure i'll be back at work soon!#saturday is the minimum though#i might end up with more days off depending on what work says#i finally feel better enough to study & write so between now & saturday i'm gonna be doing these things to my heart's content#eeeee kinda grateful for the break off work tbh uni was becoming dire again#i really miss eddie๐๐๐#maybe i can make some time for him this week
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Their reunion will leave me an incredibly emotional, messy, sobbing mess ๐ญ๐ญ. My heart and soul have longed so sincerely and deeply for this family to be together again. And it's finally happening. Let the moonfam heal rebuild their life and family again.
please i need my family back together
#the dragon prince#runaan#ethari#rayla#moonfam#moonfam will always find ways to break my heart ๐ and mend it back together again โค๏ธโ๐ฉน.#their family is messy and flawed but beautiful and heartwarming#aww my heart ๐ฅน๐ญ๐๐๐๐
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