#my heart broke for will twords the end

[chiapet0]

"to be seen was to invite the violence of destruction" - Dark Heir by C. S. Pacat

[lilduckwriter]

Everybody Wants To Rule The World {Hypnos x reader}

Tears for Fears

Warnings ~ None well maybe some angst

EI {Extra info} These story events are based on greek mythology not fully based on the games events (not really accurate btw)

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Welcome to your life

There's no turning back

Even while we sleep

We will find you

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Maybe you could hide it all to well or maybe he was just to oblivious...no it was because he slept all the time. Thanks to that precious sleep of his he'd never know how you feel

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Acting on your best behaviour

Turn your back on Mother Nature

Everybody wants to rule the world

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You hid your emotions like the mist, it's not like anybody in the underworld cared about your love life right. Well maybe he cared so that's why you cared. Going as far as helping him so he would say out of trouble.

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It's my own designIt's my own remorse

Help me to decide

Help me make the

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You thought it could always be like this you and him chating, telling jokes, you helping him stay up and do his list. It was nice however your heart acked like it knew it couldn't be like this for all eternity. Your gut knew it too but they were wrong...right ?

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Most of freedom and of pleasure

Nothing ever lasts forever

Everybody wants to rule the world

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No you were wrong. It wasn't to long that after queen Persephone came back that Hera would come and ask Hypnos to put Zues so she could do something you never found out since work started to pile up and you could no longer chat to Hypnos. Then there was the trojan war where she asked him to do it again so her side could win. Hypnos was hesitant since the last time he put Zues to sleep it didn't turn out so well. Then she promised him something that broke your fragile heart...

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There's a room where the light won't find you

Holding hands while the walls come tumbling down

When they do, I'll be right behind you

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A wife, and had agreed maybe you being around wasn't enough or maybe your feelings are getting the better of you. Once you found out you were heart broken. After the war was the wedding, of course it was held in the underworld. You wanted to be happy for him so you came to the wedding.

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So glad we've almost made it

So sad they had to fade it

Everybody wants to rule the world

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You shouldn't have because when you began to cry because you wish it was you he looked so loving at, you lied and said that you were so happy your *friend* finally found someone

[Instrumental Interlude]

But that's not what hurt the most it was the fact that you could tell that his bride, Pasathea was just as in love with him as you were. On that day after the wedding you snapped you couldn't confront them or anything because who were you to get in the way of a happy healthy relationship.

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I can't stand this indecision

Married with a lack of vision

Everybody wants to rule the—Say that you'll never, never, never, never need it

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So you just ignored them not like Hypnos noticed anyway everytime you came into the lounge there he was kissing her and loving her never noticing your presence again

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One headline, why believe it?

Everybody wants to rule the world

All for freedom and for pleasure

Nothing ever lasts forever

Everybody wants to rule the world

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With envy come hatred and that's all you could feel twords not just Pasathea but Hypnos too. Curse him for getting the happy ending he wanted while you were to wast away and be forgot in history.

[Instrumental Interlude Closing]

One day though Pasathea was in your way while you were walking to your work space while sliding past her you whispered

"I wish I were you Heather Pasathea"

Fin

[askfoxythejokerfox]

forgot to mention this but a few hours ago on Twitter me and my ex boyfriend Remmy we buried the hatchet with eachoter

sighs since I left Twitter for good I just wanted to make my peace with my ex even tho we don't like each other anymore as he broke my heart for another guy but at least we buried the hatchet as I did apologized for everything I said twords him and his ex as well way back when he broke my heart for another lover I did w-well um…I really don't want to repeat it but out of being drunk from depression I did called him a homophobic slur…it's something I'm not proud of and something I highly regretted saying to him as im not homophobic at all but I mean he did kept bragging about moving in with his boyfriend finally and how quote on quote happy they were together it's like he never understood how badly hurt I was with him breaking my heart not knowing I still was struggling with relationships irl and how close I was to ending myself due to depression as I just felt so alone...I mean I am in a better relationship now with a girl won't say who it is tho but yes she has a Tumblr blog won't say it tho as again I want her account to be private but again things between me and my ex was painful due to how he just found another guy never telling me because for over 9 years I thought Remmy loved me still in that way as much as I did...*sighs* but again we did finally buried the hatchet with each other a few hours ago we won't ever talk again but at least I did made my peace with my ex boyfriend tho and he's happy for me to find another lover to be with...and honestly...I'm happy for him too finding the perfect guy to be with heh *sighs softly* at least I have someone to be with tho ^^

[yan-sideblog]

So, since I read your theory on the MDHM mc's ex boyfriend likely being an abusive asshole, it has given me absolute brain rot. So, imagine if the poor MC has a ton of facial scars no thanks to their ex? Accidental or not, I imagine it would only fuck with their mental state even more and having to hide it in any way they can. But can you imagine how Alan would react? Someone... had the absolute gall to hurt his doe eyes, that was infuriating enough. But to permanently scar them not just mentally but physically!? Ho boy, the ex's days would be numbered, dude.

Oh anon ex is gonna have a bad time no matter what. Each new thing Alan discovers is like adding fuel to a forest fire 🔥.

In these HCs Y/N shows Alan willingly but i am working on another piece where they're forced to due to a certain situation.

Alan wasn't exactly sure what to expect when they asked him to wait in their living room while they "took care of something".

Whatever it was it certainly made them nervous, if their wringing hands and refusal to meet his eyes was anything to go by.

Still he wasn't expecting the multiple scars across their beautiful face when they returned.

Granted they weren't giant or as noticeable as some of his but Alan could still tell they were there.

But the look in their eyes? Absolutely heartbreaking.

They looked absolutely terrified. Ready to bolt were it not for their legs rooting them to the spot with an unusual stiffness.

He didn't even need to ask where they got them as his blood began to boil all over again as he remembered what they told him.

About how their ex was more than just an asshole.

How he was a fucking monter who had the audacity to not only treat them like shit but actually lay hands on them.

How Alan promised to himself that the fucking waste of space would be six feet under as soon as he found him.

'Another reason why i hate people.' he thinks trying hard not to clench his fists.

'Don't wanna accidentally scare them off when they already look terrified.'.

After taking a moment to collect himself he staps twords them and slowly raises his hand to the side of their face in a silent question.

It takes them a minute before they timidly nod their head and he carefully cups the side of their face, his thumb lightly rubbing across a thin scar on their cheek.

"I wasn't sure how to tell you." they murmur casting their still wide eyes down "So i figured showing you would be best.".

"Do they make my face look bad?" the words nearly broke his heart all over again.

He tentatively cups their other cheek and raises their face to look him in the eyes.

"Doe eyes i want you to listen to me carefully." his words were soft but serious so they nodded their head.

"There isn't a single fraction of you that i don't find completely beautiful inside and out. Absolutely nothing will ever change that, least of all something done to you by some bastard." he ended the statement with a gentle kiss to their forehead.

When he pulled back his mouth was tilted in a wry smile "Besides in case you haven't noticed I've got a couple scars here and there to.".

His terrible joke managed to get a small chuckle out of them and he was glad.

Said chuckle turned into a surprised laugh as he began peppering their face in kisses.

Alan has enough sense to know that this is only the first step for them, and that they likely cover them up for reasons besides not liking the way they look.

Still he was proud and happy that they were comfortable enough with him to take this step.

[baby-pink-flowers]

Summary: Klitz tells billie something important

Billie is the name of my self-insert

Just a little something to entertain people until I post my edward nashton birthday fanfic on the 21

Description of Billie Smith: they have super messy light blond hair à la courtney love, dark brown eyes, some freckles. they have black eyeshadow, a dark cherry lipstick and, light blush. They're wearing a grey flannel, an old nirvana shirt, super baggy pants, black high top converse that they drawn and written all over it, a jack skeleton choker and, realistic heart earrings

My temporary crown on my tooth just broke but my permanent one well be put on in to days

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I stood outside the school, waiting for my trio of friends, as I look up from my gameboy, I see Klitz walking up to me. I blush a bit, while I tried to act normal, I'd had a crush on him since freshman year. "Hey Bill" He said, getting my attention, I looked you from gameboy " Oh hey Klitz" I said, as I put my gameboy in my flannel pocket.

" So, how was last night for you" I said, knowing the probable answer. "Nothing much but, my dad and I rewatched some old shark week episodes" Klitz said, perking up a bit, him and his dad had made it a tradition to watch shark week, even reruns, every weekend. "What you'd do last night" " Oh, l played a concert, it went really well for once and my stage fright was very little" I said really excited, flapping my hands.

Once I calmed down a bit, Klitz spoke " I'm glad to hear that, maybe I'll come to your next concert, when is that exactly?". " It's this Friday after school" I said, than looking at my clock. I looked up at klitz " Hey, I think we should go inside, they can find us, it's hard to miss us" I said, laughing a bit at the end. " Sure, but before we do, I want to tell you something" Tim said in a calm tone, I look at him, I was a kinda scared he was never this serious.

"I-l um really like you since like, freshman year" Klitz said, he's face was as red as a tomato, he was also looking at the ground. I, without thinking, I kissed him and said " I like you too, Timothy" I wrapped my arms and looked up at him.

"Ok let's go inside now, Klitzy" I say, than I noticed he with red in the face, I laughed a little. I grabbed his hand and started to walk twords the school.

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Sorry if this is shit, I was just really bored. Also it you have questions about this fanfic, please feel free to ask, ill be happy to answer them

[harry-potter-nerd]

Perciver!!!

Aight- mind if I make a Oliver and Percy engagement fic? Here we go

This takes place about three years after the Battle Of Hogwarts, so Ginny is two years out of school.

Percy and Oliver had been dating since the summer before their 7th year, but no one knew.

Oliver Wood is the keeper for the national England Quidditch team. Ginny is one of the chasers, it’s Wood’s second year on the team, and it’s Ginny’s first.

England, for the first time in years, were in the finals for the World Cup.

The entire Weasley family is there to support Ginny, even, surprisingly Percy. Everyone thought he wouldn’t have come, not wanting to miss work. But he was there, so were Harry, Hermione, Fleur, Angilena and even little Teddy Lupin, who Harry had gotten permission from his grandmother to take him. He had seen everyone with red and white, and made his hair striped in the colors.

Lee Jordan was commenting on the match, and started with announcing all the team players names of the Scottish team, then England.

“And they’re off!” Lee shouted as the referee kicked open the trunk with the balls.

The game was so fast, both teams seemed to be working as one unit.

twenty minutes in, the score was still 0:0, both teams were exceptional. One of the Scottish chasers was zooming twords the goal posts, Quaffle in hand, but Ginny, seemingly out of nowhere came and knocked into him.

They wrestled for a moment, grappling for the ball, the Scottish player elbowed her hard in the face- everyone winced, but she had succeeded in her goal.

She pulled away, ball in hand, speeding twords the other sid of the pitch.

“Weasley in possession” Lee bellowed “And she scores” He cheered

A roar of applause broke out from the mass of English supporters.

She punched her left fist in the air- but by then, both her nostrils were gushing blood, and her right eye started to form a purplish bruise.

The Scottish team captain called for a time out- medi wizards tried to swarm Ginny, but she waved them away, and flew over to the rest of her team.

An hour on later in the game, the score was 50:60 to England. One of the Scottish chasers were once again closing in on scoring.

She threw the quaffle, twords the hoop. But when it was less then a foot away, Oliver caught it- more cheers.

Everyone in the Weasley’s box cheered, but no one louder then Percy.

One of the Scottish beaters came for revenge, nocking a bludger straight into Wood’s stomach, making him double over, only hanging onto his broom with his legs.

“Foul!” Lee called as the ref blew his whistle

Ginny took the penalty, scoring another 10 points.

A half an hour later, the English seeker caught the snitch.

A loud whistle, then it was all over, final score 110:270

All the England players practically crashed into each other, all seven crying with joy. Both Ginny and Oliver were looking worse wear. Ginny’s nose had stoped bleeding, so just to red crusty streams stained her upper lip, it was very clear she had broken it. Oliver seemed to have a hard time breathing, he must have cracked a rib or two.

The Weasley’s viewing box was exploding with cheers, George let off one of his fire works into the sky.

All the players flew over to the Minister’s viewing box, Kingsley and other ministry workers, along with the Scottish representation. The Weasley- Potter- Granger- Delacour party had been invited to sit with the minister, but they insisted they wanted their own area where reporters wouldn’t be able to badger them while they were trying to watch the game.

The scotts shook hands with their minister, then Kingsley, the English team was next, then they were presented with the shining cup.

Wood and one of the beaters lifted their seeker up in the air on their shoulders as he held up the trophy.

They went around for another loop of victory.

The rest of the team went back to the Minister’s box, accept for Oliver, he hovered, right infront of the Weasley’s box. Percy, who was leaning over the edge clapping, practically launched himself into Oliver’s arms.

Everyone seemed to be staring at the pair, and the silence turned to sounds of suprise as the two fell into a tight lip-lock.

The sounds of camera clicking, and the two pulled away from each other, Oliver gently setting Percy back down, both grinning and blushing.

“Oi! Wood- stop snogging my brother and get your arse over here, they’re taking a photo!” The sound of Ginny’s voice, who clearly had recovered most quickly from the suprise

She came over, and forced him to fly to the minister’s viewing box.

“Perc- what? When” George started

Percy just quietly readjusted his glasses and started packing up his things

SORRY LADDIES

The front page of the Daily Prophet the next day was plastered with the story- accompanied by the moving photograph of the two’s kiss.

Sorry Ladies- to all the quidditch fans out there, after England’s defeat of the Scotish national team- England’s keeper, 25 year old Oliver Wood and international heart throb publicly snogged the head of department of management of magical creatures- Perciver Weasley.

Percy Weasley is the brother of Ginerva Weasley, Chaser for England’s team. After this surprising development, neither would answer questions from reporters- but the Daily Prophet always delivers. We got this exclusive picture of what looks like to be a ring box in the pocket of Oliver Wood.

Percy sighed and folded the paper in his hands, he looked d own at his finger, and there was the shining silver band that Oliver had preposed to him with the night before.

Percy looked up, there Oliver was over by the stove, making scrambled eggs for the two of them. Oliver didn't usually stay over night at his boyfriend's London apartment - but this was special

Oliver came over and set the two plates down, and grinned when he saw the news paper

“Always quick aren’t they” he said

“I should probably write Mum, she should here it from me before she reads whatever rubbish Rita Skeeter comes up with”

With that Percy stood up, letting Oliver kiss his forehead and went to grab quill and ink

The end

I love me some fluff, but there will probably be some angst soon

[smittenjobros]

Short fiction for jotaro (part 4)

he meets a minion DIOs (gender neutral pronouns) that somehow survived and takes out his remaining anger at DIO out on the minion. Like a hateful, very rough with some choking and anything else you'd like to add. I was listening to hatefuck from The Bravery and had the thought come to mind

Your kinky wish is my command

Hateful

(Jotaro x Fem reader?)

*Female Body with gender nuteral pronouns*

You don't know how you ended up here. One minute you where going about your normal daily life and the next being choked and tied up by Jotaro Kujo.

Jotaro had found you on day when you where out shopping in Morioh. He had noticed you from when he broke into Dio's mansion all those years ago. At the time you didn't think much of it. You thought he probably didn't even remember you since you never fought him directly.

You carried out the rest of the day without giving him another thought, until you got home.

You had noticed the door was unlocked, even though you swear you had locked it. You slowly walked in your house, on high alert, checking every corner. You slowly let your guard down as you realized nothing had been moved or touched. You let out a soft sigh of relief.

That's when you felt a massive fore slam you against the wall. It knocked the wind out of you. You could see anything as you vision had become blurry do to the impact. When your vision focused you looked at your wrists to see Star Platinums hand holding them against the wall. He had them pined above your head making it hard to move forward. You tried to call out your own stand but it wouldn't come out.

You then look in front of you to see Jotaro walking twords you with a look of distain and hatred plastered on his face.

"You vile being. Did you really think I wouldn't have remembered you?" Jotaro spat out wrapping his right hand around your throat.

You where panicking now. Your heart was racing. Jotaro's grip made it next to impossible to breathe. Your mind was spiraling out of control.

"N-no I just didn't want to cause a s-scene." You barely choked out.

"I'll show you a fucking scene!" Jotaro yelled as threw you over his shoulder like a doll and took you to your bedroom.

Once in the room he threw you onto the bed and had star pin you by the neck. You squirmed trying to lose the stands grip to no avail.

Jotaro now stood at the foot of your bed unzipping his pants. You knew what was coming and you where scared.

His pants where now off and you could clearly see the out line of his erection through his boxers.

You swear your life flashed before your eyes. Jotaro Kujo, the once 17 year old who killed dio, is a man now about to hate fuck you. You didn't know wether to be terrified, excited, or both.

[punky-pinkhaired-hufflepuff]

What dose it matter? (Remus x reader x Severus)

~Severus ending~

“So you feel bad for how you treated me in high school” you asked looking down at the ground you never thought Severus could feel bad for someone especially you. You saw how he was perfectly fine bullying other younger classmen with Lucious in high school. Showing no remorse. And you figured he hated you all these years. You looked up at him and he nodded.

“I’ve felt bad ever since you told me you were done with me. No one deserved to deal with me back then, hell no one deserve to deal with me now” he said scoffing to himself at the end.

“oh? Any why’s that don’t tell me your still picking on people left and right?” You asked laughing a little. Severus looked up at the moment and got lost in the view and presence of you.

After you ended things with him he noticed a lot more about you. All your cute little quirks, your strengths and your weeknesses, your fears and your passions. He loved your laugh and was ashamed he could never congour or create it. As much as he was a cold snippy twit there were plenty of times you made him happy. He was just never good at showing it.

You two wernt together long. But in the time you were together you showed him true kindness. Something he rarely ever saw. By the time he noticed how wonderful and genuine you were it was to late. He had fallen head over heels for you months after you broke up with him. He began falling in love with your smile and your laugh. All the things Remus had noticed he began to notice. Not that it mattered tho.

“I felt bad as soon as you turned and ran off. It only got worse as time went on. And when you returned I was hoping to tell you. Possibly make amends. If you had still wanted me out of your life I would have respected that.” He said looking you in the eye, you could tell half way through a pang of guilt ran through him for he averted his gaze away from your eyes.

“I never wanted you out of my life. I wanted a partner. Someone I could come to for help, mentally and physically. I wanted someone to hold me and tell me things would be okay, or someone to play silly little games with and make me laugh. I kept hoping that one day I would wake up and you would be that person. I got tired of waiting and gave up.” You said coming closer to him. He looked at you dumbfounded.

“honestly I feel like such a fool for pushing, and then letting you slip away” he said looking down sadly.

“well I’m here now” you said leaning on his desk getting more at eye level with him.

“you are not mine tho” he sighed then looked up and smiled at you. It was a genuine smile. He and you both knew he wasn’t going to try and break you and Remus up. But the smile he gave you made your heart skip a beat and a blush spred to your cheeks.

A week went by. Things were going well tho Remus had started acting odd. You wanted to blame the full moon but it wasn’t anywhere near that time of month. He just became distant and almost skiddish. He avoided you a little bit witch hurt tho now you turned to Severus for help. Oh how the tables have turned. You didn’t go to Severus for comfort you went more for advice. It hurt Severus more then you could imagine but gave him a glimmer of hope for you to.

Everyone new and thought Severus was a hanious wicked man. Always angry and grumpy, hard on his students but really once you got close to him he was quite sweet. Yes he was easily annoyed and was bad with holding grudges and letting things go. But once he had feelings for you his love was true.

You finally got tired of the weirdness with lupin. You to hadn’t been on a date in at least two weeks. He wouldn’t talk to you or confront you about anything. If you were walking down the hall twords him he would turn around and dash the other way.

“Remus?” You called our sounding a little hurt. “If you don’t want to be with me can you just say so instead of avoiding me all the time.” You said noticing you caught his attention.

“you don’t deserve someone broken like me. I’ll only end up hurting you, like I already have” he said looking down shamefully.

“so what are you saying?” You asked putting two and two together. You looked down with disappointment. He sighed seeing your face fall.

“(Y/N), you are beautiful, full of life and spunk. You deserve better someone who can hold you every night with ease. Someone who isn’t afraid of breaking. Someone who can admire your true beuty in its fullest with no creeping fears. I know this sounds like a lame excuse but you deserve better.” He said not looking at me.

“so is that all, your done?” You asked a mixture of pain, sadness, and anger lacing your voice.

“I’m sorry love, I honestly feel it’s for the best” he said turning around and walking away. At least he did this early on. You were still hurt tho. It was after class and most of the teachers were still grading papers. You knew for a fact Severus didn’t have anyone in detention so you figured it would he prime to go pay him a viset.

You made your way down the halls and to the dunegons. You remembered that the first week you two started dating you typically hung outside the dungeons during break. That was where Severus had his first kiss, from you. You left your thoughts inside your head as you noticed you were at the door, the door was open witch was odd because Severus typically closed the door. You poked your head in and saw him sitting there grading papers. Scowl on his face, as usual. You knocked gently on the door frame making him jump a little.

“ah (Y/N) is everything alright. You look flustered.” He asked sounding a little concerned. You smiled at him. This was the Severus you wanted back when you were in high school.

“may I come in and just hang out for a while?” You asked sighing. He gave you a look of confusion and in return you gave him a fake smile. He motioned you to sit down in the empty stool next to his desk then proceeded to go back to grading. There was a bit of scilence, but not awkward scilence it it was blissful.

“is lupin still avoiding you” he asked still grading not turning to look at you.

“oh no, dumped me is more like it” you said nonchalantly playing with a feather on his desk. He imedietly stopped grading and turned to you.

“pardon?” He asked confused his mind raced with thoughts of this being the chance he was slightly hoping for. Obliviously he didn’t want your heart broken but of course he hoped you and him could try to date once more. He knew if he got the chance it would be one in a million after how he had been. Luckily he had matured enough to see what a truly amazing person you are and always have been and was able to fix things with you.

“we’re done, the curtains have closed, our goose is cooked and we just discovered we’re feeding a vegan family.” You said smiling a week smile. He chuckled at your explanation then grew serious. Why would he let such a beautiful person such as yourselfgo.Did he not see you for all you were worth just like he had done so foolishly before.

He turned to look at you and noticed a few mascara tears painted delicately on your slightly Rosey cheeks. He knew that face, knew what it meant, he knew it all to well. But he knew the face he wanted to create and bring fourth, it was the same face he saw you wear the night you went out with the maruaders, the night of your falling out with him. Still mascara tears and Rosey cheeks but an ever growing goofy absolutely adorable smile imprinted on your face for the time being. He only hoped he had the power those four boys did back then. His heart broke a little tho, how attached were you to lupin, was it to soon to comfort you to the extent he wanted to. He didn’t want to hurt you more, or even over whelm you.

“have you been crying?” He asked mouth agaped eyes filled with concern. You nodded slowly but then laughed a little.

“a little bit, no idea why tho like honestly we weren’t together for long” he noded hoping you were pushing through it with ease.

“I guess it just sucks, high school crush that I thought slipped away, brought back into my life for chance number two, took the chance didn’t work out. Ya know” you said looking down. He honestly didn’t know what to say, there was a small pang in his chest he believed he was your high school crush. He gained some courage from who knows wear and spoke up.

“I thought I was your high school crush” he said turning away from you not wanting to see your expression. You were surprised by his question. Your heart beat quickend and stomach did a slight flip, you smiled.

“you are” you said plainly then letting your smile turn into a slight smirk as you watch Severus turn his head so fast it made you giggle. Severus’s heart stopped. Did this mean you had slight feelings for him.

“d-dose that mean?” He questioned stuttering a little bit. You giggled at his reaction and how cute he was acting.

“well I don’t want to seem like some easy floosy, jumping from one professor to another but yes we need to set up a dinner date very soon. But until then we should hang out a lot more then we have been. But don’t worry I see you as more then a friend now” you said resting your hand on his. He couldn’t believe what you had said surely this was a dream. He didn’t deserve a second chance with you but will gladly take it so long as this was reality. You began to notice him zoning out. You decided it would he best to gently bring him back to reality. You slowly waved your hand in front of his face.

“you hoo Sev? You okay” you asked laughing a little. The smile potrayed upon your face we incredibly close to the face Sverus had seen that night. He snapped out of his thoughts turning to you with a smile.

“I am splendid dear” he said happily. Your heart fluttered you have never seen Severus so happy.

A few weeks later things were coming a long. You remained friends with Remus witch was tough, not due to feelings just due to the fact he kept apologizing, your response was always to laugh and say it was perfectly fine. Severus and you had already had your first date witch didn’t go at all how Severus had planned.

He had planned to take you to a lovely fancy muggle resteraunt he knew you liked, howevere you both ended up being late due to detentions and classes and other Hogwarts shanangins. Then at the resteraunt both of your meals arrived wrong. Then on your way home you two stopped in at honey dewks and they were all out your favorite sweets. He felt terrible that he couldn’t make the first date perfect yet you found it hilarious and fun how the date had gone but very sweet and smitten by how Severus had tried so hard.

Now it was a week later and you to had become more comfortable with each other and started openly flirting out and about obviously not around the children but here and there in the faculty room and between classes. Things were going extreamly well and you couldn’t be happier.

Now in present time you layed your head up on Severus’s lap as he read a book peacefully. The fireplace in your living room was roaring making the room very coazy and comfy. You were beginning to doze off witch caught Severus attention easily as you had began to breath more lazily and heavily. I smile crept onto his face as he pulled a blanket off the back of the couch and drabed it over you and rubbed your shoulder comfortingly you stired a little and looked up at him and his heart melt. In that instant he fell more in love with you in that moment then he ever did.

“sorry if I woke you love, feel free to move to the bed, I can come join you if you don’t want to be alone” that statement warmed your heart. This is what you always wanted and longed for.

“I’m perfectly content right here it’s perfect” you said lazily beginning to slip more into sleepm

“I’m glad” he said quietly.

:::the Remus ending will either be up tonight slash later today :) :::

[saltynemo]

Break-Up

WHATADO Everybody its your boi Nemo back at it again with another fanfic. Noq today I'm gonna disappoint you and leave you with a cliff hanger. I made a Brendon Urie fluff awhile ago but life has been busy lately. Btw, small angst at the end (I'm Jena from the future: excuse writing errors and shit cause this is one of my first stories)

Summery: Y/n decides to fly out to Brendon to comfort him about the Break-Up he has recently went through. This gives him and Y/n quality time together and things start to spark, but not in the way you think

Type: Fluff/Angst

Warnings: Cussing, Small angst at end, Fluff, I think that's about it

Requested?: Kind of, Yea

Word Count: 3.4k (3,478 words)

PT.2

Now without further ado, P-P-P-P-PLAY IT

I have been friends with Brendon since 2nd grade. We do everything together! His family adores me and its like im Brendons sister. I was there with Brendon when he had his first Flirting experiance. I was there with him when he had his first Break-Up. I am almost always there for him and there is nothing separating us. Mostly, the only time were apart is when hes on tour or I have things to do. But this time, he is touring and playing his usual gigs and I decided not to tag along with him. I didnt decide to go this time because of his girlfriend, Audrey. She has always been such a snob to me and I just never liked her. The number one reason I didnt like her is because she abuses Brendon. Its just that Brendon loves her too much to even notice! I try to tell him, but he just keeps telling me the same thing over and over again, "Shes just annoying me with her love and affection" And I keep replying with the same answer over and over again, "Shes abusing you and your money!" After a while, I gave up...Brendon loved her and Audrey didnt so much love him.

I woke up to the sound of a vibration next to my head. I lazily turn over and answer my phone in a groggy voice, "Hello..?" I heard sobbing on the other line, and I could tell it was Brendons. "Brendon, are you ok? What happened? Its..3 am" "S-he bro-ke up wi-th me.." Brendon stuttered. He was histerical. I tried to calm him down by telling him im here for him and such, but most of it didnt work. "Damn, i wish I could be there to give you a hug! You sound horrible" I say, on the verge of tears myself. "Y-yeah i wish too. Why d-o i d-do this to myself?! Am i t-too nice?" Brendon sobs. I tell him that hes too caring for some of these woman and to take a break. We talk back and forth about what happened and how we can resolve it. "Its 3 am Y/n..ill let you go. Ill just cry myself to sleep.." Brendon sniffled. We both say goodnight and I dial Josh's number. "Hey Josh?" "Yea, Y/n?" "Did you hear from Brendon yet..? Im kind of worried for him" I ask, pacing around my room. "Yea, i heard him talking on the phone with someone about his ex. Was that you?" Josh replies. "Yea, that was me. Also, how do you know he broke up with Audrey?" "Oh yea! I went on tour with him, just to tag along. Since im still on my haitus I thought i would give him some company" He says. "How long have they been broken up? Did it just happen?" I say, raising my voice a little. Josh starts to tell me the long story of how Brendon and Audrey broke up. It was pretty violent from my perspective. I hear sobbing in the backround as Josh went on with his story. "Wait, im gonna go outside..i feel like im destroying Brendon by telling you the story" Josh says, moving away from Brendons hysterical voice. "Brendons pretty..heart broken. Like is there any way you can calm him down? Your the only person I know who is that close to Brendon" "I tried! But i dont think I can do it over the phone, you know what I mean" I reply, leaning my head on my hand. "Is there any way you can like..come down here?" Josh asks. I can hear him pacing around outside. "I dont have the money ya know..im living in an apartment" I say, laughing a little bit. Josh chuckles but cuts out his laugh mid way. "I can PayPal your flight! Like-please come over here? Brendons destroyed..do it for him" "Ugh! Fine..Ill have to order the Tickets right now then. Send me your PayPal info and ill get packed" I sigh. "Sweet, Y/n!! I knew you would do it" "But ill need a ride..Can you do it?" "I dont think so..ill ask Tyler or Patrick. Both of them love you so it wont be a problem" He replies. I lay back on my bed, phone still next to my ear, "Welp, ok! Cya then. And dont tell Brendon about this..I want it to be a suprise" I say, smiling uncontrollably. "You gotcha. Cya then" Josh says. I could tell him winked by his tone. We said our goodbyes and I put my phone down. I sighed very loudly, almost thinking my neighbors could hear me. I sit back up and limp over to my Computer

Josh sent me his PayPal info and I bought the plane tickets. The plane was scheduled to leave at 3:00 pm tommorow. I closed my laptop and jogged over to my closet, packing up so I wont have to do it later. I didnt think much on what I should bring, but I threw in a couple outfits, toothbrush, hairbrush, and some headphones all into one SuitCase. I zip it up and put it to the side. Its now 4:00 am. I should get some rest..since I got lots of planning to do. I crawl back into bed, trying to put my worries about Brendon and my schedule aside.

*TIME SKIP Brought to you by Brendon's High notes*

Its 1:30 pm..I called a Taxi so I can get driven to the Airport. Josh texted me telling me that Petes going to pick me up. Im always excited to see Pete and..pretty much all of my Friends, so i was excited. Once we got to the airport, I payed the Taxi driver and headed for the long journey of ID Checking and security. Once I hit my first checkpoint, I put my bag on a conveirbelt and show them my Passport and ID. They aprove it and I grabbed my stuff. I found a very comfy bench near the Exit to where my plane is. I sit and wait forever, untill they finally call my plane. "Plane 3A!! All abourd 3A!" The flight attendant shouts. I pick my stuff up and head twords the door. I show her my plane ticket and I head to the back of the plane

The plane ride was quiet and peacefull to my suprise. No crying children, no kids kicking the back of your seat, and no rude or distracting people! I put my headphones on and put my music on shuffle. The very first song to come on was 'Dont Threaten Me With a Good Time'. I smiled brightly and tapped my foot to the beat as the plane flew through piles of clouds. I knew this was going to be a fun trip.

The seatbelt light flashed aboved my misty eyes. I packed up my things and secured my seat belt. I have always hated the landing of a plane, it just uneased me. The plane decended to the ground and skirted to a hualt. All of the passengers, including me, exited the plane through the door and a tunnel. Once I reached the end of the long corrador, I saw Pete! "Hey Petie!" I cheered, giving him a quick hug. "So nice to see you, Y/n!" "Hows Brendon?" I asked, pulling away from the hug. "Oh, about him, Hes...still depressed. I took a picture of him about 30 minutes ago" Pete exclaimed, showing me a photo of Brendon's head down, his arms hiding his face. He was in a position as if he were playing 'Heads Up Seven Up'. "Aw man...sucks" I say, itching the back of my neck. "How about we go suprise him now?" Pete said adding a cute smile. I smiled with him and we walked out of the airport.

Once we reached petes car, I threw my bag into the back seat and hopped into the passanger chair. "How about we play some music so we dont have an akward car ride" Pete said as he sat down in his drivers seat. "Sounds great, give me the aux chord" I demanded as i smiled a little bit. "Just dont play trash! You got it?" "Yea yea, I wont" I said, trying not to laugh. I typed into Youtube: "Josh says Penis Sized Nipples for 10 Minutes". I tried my best not to laugh hystericly, but i let out a small giggle. I plugg in the aux chord and I turn the 'music' all the way up. "Penis sized nipples, penis sized nipples, penis sized nipples" blasted in the car. I couldnt hold it in any longer and I bursted out laughing. Pete joined with me and was hystericly crying while trying to drive. I was about to change it when Pete stopped me: "Keep it on, and roll the window down!" He yelled through the 'penis sized nipples', echoing in the car. I rolled down the window and pretended to dance to it. We both laughed and drove to our destination, laughing all the way.

Once we reached the building where Brendon and our friends were, I turned off Joshs voice and put my phone in my pocket. "Here ya go" Pete said, swinging my bag over my shoulder. I wasnt expecting that so i crippled a little bit. "Sorry" Pete laughed. I smiled a bit and began walking to the front door. I reached my hand out to open it when Pete held my wrist, stopping me. "Before you go in there...just know Brendons sensitive right now..do your best to help him, he is seriously depressed." Pete said lowly. "I understand, now let me talk to him" I whisper back. Pete let go of my wrist and opened the door for me. I stepped inside to see all of my friends..especially Brendon. Josh, Tyler, Patrick, Joe, Andy, and all of the important folks were here. I waved to all of them and pressed my finger againts my lips. They all nodded and smiled, watching me creep up to Brendon. He was still in the same exact position from an Hour ago. I saw an empty glass of whisky by his side with a mountain of tissues. I dropped my bag besides a wall and leaned my mouth to his exposed ear. "Im always here for you Buddy" I whisper in his ear, putting my hands on his shoulders. He quickly lifts his head up, exposing his red & stuffy nose. His eyes were puffy and red from all of his crying. "Y/n" He asked in a suprised tone. He quickly rapped his arms around me, pulling me into a hug. I hugged him tightly, softly rubbing his back in the process. "Im so glad your here with me Y/n..ive missed you so much" He whispered, holding me tighter. His chest was warm and I never wanted to leave this position. "Ive missed you too, Brendon" I reply, lightly pushing him away. Brendon let go of me and gave me a bright smile through his depressed state. I smiled with him, knowing ill make him feel better.

We stared at eachother for a little while, enjoying our facial features and what not. Finally, Brendon snapped out of it. "Im gonna go clean the-uh-tissues up" He said, walking away to the mountain of tissues. "I knew you could do it" Josh whispered in my ear. I glanced at him, "I didnt expect him to feel better that fast, wow" "What would he do without you" Josh added, smiling and walking away. I found a chair to sit on as I watched Brendon joke and play with his friends. I leaned my head on my hand, day dreaming. "Hey, Y/n/n" Said a blissful voice. I turn my head to see Patrick. "Oh, hey Pat" I said, making room for him. "You really did wonders for this guy, ya know?" Patrick said, adjusting his sitting position. "Yea..I guess I did" I paused thinking of a question. "Speaking of Brendon...when did Audrey and Brendon break up?" I asked, turning my head to face him. I saw Patricks jaw clench at my question. "You know how Brendon called you?" I nodded in response. "He called you right after they broke up. Audrey stormed out of here and i dont know where she is. I hope she doesnt come back" Patrick added, folding his hands and looking down. "I really do hope so too" "But look at the bright side, Brendons bank account wont be empty" Patrick said, laughing a little. I laughed too, relizing he was right. I looked at my watch: 7:10. "Shouldnt Brendon be getting ready for his Meet&Greet with fans?" I asked Pat. "Oh, shit. Your right. Hey Brendon: Meet and Greets at 7:30!" Patrick shouted, getting up from his chair. He shot me a quick wink before walking over to Brendon. I smiled and got up, grabbing Brendons phone from a bench. "Here Bren, I think you might need this" I say, jogging over to him. He smiles and takes it, "Thanks, honey" He winks as he walks back to a table. The nickname he gave me cought me off guard, making me stand still. Tyler patted my back, making me come back to relization. He laughes as he follows Brendon.

I grab the Millions of pens lying on the floor and follow them. I set them on the Meet&Greet table and Sat in a Chair. I grabbed a hard, wooden surface, incase I had to sign things too. Brendon's fanbase loved me, even though I really wasnt that popular. "Y/n, you can sit at the table, I dont bite" Brendon calls, offering me a seat. I smile and sit next to Brendon. I thank him for the offer and we wait for the millions of fans to enter. I glance around the room, looking at Tyler, Josh, Patrick, and the security guards. I saw Andy and Joe, leaning againts the wall on their phones. "Here they come" Brendon whispers into my ear. I grin as I see fan girls come around the corner, with million doller smiles on their faces. The security guards step up, making sure the girls dont attack us. Suprisingly, the fan girls behaved very well. No cluttering or fighting or anything.

After about 30 minutes of watching Brendon sign papers, a girl comes up to me. She has brown, curly hair with freckles. She looked very sweet. "Arnt you Brendons close friend?" She asks, holding a binder closley to her chest. "Yea, I am. How did you know?" "Oh, I mean he posts about you all the time! Im suprised no one reconized you yet" She adds, placing the binder on the table. "Do you mind if you can sign my binder?" "Of course not! And whats your name" I reply, grinning as i sign my name onto the front cover of her binder. "Its Scarlett" She replies, smiling uncontrolably. "Thats a pretty name. Here ya go!" I complimented her. Scarlett smiles from ear to ear and takes her binder back. "Thank you so much!" She says, skipping away back to her friends. I smiled at her as I continued to watch Brendon. "I guess you got a fan" He whispers in my ear. For some reason, that sent chills down my back, making me jump a little. "Your jumpy today" He whispers again, handing a girl back her paper. I bite my lip and grin at him. He smiles and we both put our attentions back to the fangirls.

*TIME SKIP brought to you by Brendons body*

"Ok! Meet&Greet is over! Exit the room please!" The security guard yells. The room is filled with fangirls groaning and leaving the room. "Y/n..my hand hurts like crazy" Brendon groans, holding his hand. "I only signed a couple, so i guess im just lucky" I chuckle, placing my hand over Brendons, massaging it. He groans, smiling a little bit. I rub his hand as I hear snickering in the room. I ignore it and I continue to rub his hand. "Thanks Y/n. I dont know what I would do without you." Brendon says, smiling at me. I take my hand away from his and grin back. "Come on love birds, lets go watch Netflix!" Josh yells to us as he jogs to the cough. I laugh at his comment and get up, following Josh. Tyler, Andy, Pete and Joe were all sitting on the cough together, while Patrick is making popcorn. "Move, Im gay" I say, sitting on the couch. They laugh as they all scootch down. "Nice Brandon Rodgers referance" Andy comments. I laugh in response and Patrick sits on the carpet infront of us. "Get some popcorn before my fat ass eats it all" He says, holding up the popcorn bag for everyone to get. I took a hand full and stuffed it in my mouth. I feel a kernal of popcorn fall from my mouth and down onto my lap. I went to pick it up when suddenly, I see Brendons hand snatch it. "Hey! I was gonna eat that" I say, lightly pushing him. He laughs as he stuffs it in his mouth. He sits directly infront of me on the floor, along with Pat. "What are we watching?" Josh asks, scrolling through movies. "Fight Club" We all yell in harmony. Josh laughs as he hits the 'Select' button for Fight Club. We all seddle down and watch the movie.

After about an hour into the movie, I hear a knock at the door. "Ill go get it.." Pete groans, getting up from the couch and slowly jogging to the door. I put my attention back to the screen, when all of the sudden I hear Pete raise his voice. "Audrey?! What are you doing here?" Pete asks. I quickly turn my head to the door. I really didnt wanna go see her or even move. I cover Brendons ears, knowing the name will hurt him. "Im fine Y/n" He laughs, holding my hand. I smile and I take my hand away. "Brendon doesnt want to see you! You hurt him pretty bad" Pete yells once more. "Ill go see whats going on" Patrick says as he puts the popcorn bag down and walks twords the front door. I keep staring at the conversation, wondering what Audrey wanted. "Move, Emo boy! Let me see Brendon" Audrey shouts, trying to shove Pete out of the way. "Darling, Im not budging. Its best if you leave" Pete scoffs, closing the door. Before the door can fully shut, I hear a thud. I quickly get up and walk twords the door. I see Pete holding his crotch as he backed away from the door. "Audrey! What the Fuck! Leave right now, before I make you!" Patrick yells, pointing to the door. "What the hell is going on!" Brendon yells, stomping twords the door. "Oh..Hi Brendon!" She cheers. I stay in my standing position while i watch the battle set sail.

"What are you doing here?" Brendon asks. "I came here to see if I left my bra here" She said with a smirk. "Do you really think I still have your slutty bra?" Brendon says, walking infront of me. "Well, you must know what it looks like. We have had amazing sex before" Audrey comments sarcasticly. I feel my face burn with anger and embarissment. He stays quiet. "Cant you just leave? Were trying to watch fight club!" Josh, Tyler, Andy, and Joe all say from the couch. I snicker at the remark, but turn back to Audrey. "Well, if you dont know what it looks like, it looks like this" Audrey says, unbuttoning her shirt quickly and exposing her lingera bra. Patrick and Pete turn away from her and face the wall. Brendon is too angry at her to even look away. "Its best if you leave right now!" Brendon says, rasing his voice. "Oh cmon baby..I know you still want me..dont fight it" Audrey says, stepping twords Brendon. I push Audrey and get between her and Brendon. "Move away, slut" She scoffs, pushing me away with all of her might. I was strong, with no doubt, but I wasnt expecting this force. I was pushed back into the wall, my head hitting the wood hard. "Audrey! This need to stop, you should le-" Brendon begins to say, before being interuppted by Audreys lips. He tried to back away but she kept moving into the kiss. I felt my face burn with anger. Everything was happening in slow motion. I ball up my fists, trying to contain my anger. "What would I do without you" echoded through my brain. My face begins to scrutnch up and my eyes are blurred with tears.

(I put the cliffhanger so that you will beg me for more...unless I wrote a terrible fanfic. But whatever. I hope you enjoyed it and cya next time or somethin. Like for more!)

[missninetails]

Pick one of your muses.

Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your muse in a new post. DON’T REBLOG!

Tag five people to do this meme~

TAGGED BY: @united-bloody-kingdom

1. What is your name? “I’m called Serinaty Shirotsuki.”

2. What is your real name? “You couldn’t possibly mean--...no no it’s impossible for that file to be dug up. Serinaty is the only name I will allow anyone to call me.”

3. Do you know why you were called that? “Serinaty is my birth name...if you’re talking about that file, then screw you no and I don’t want to know why those bastards gave that to me.”

4. Are you single or taken? “Single.”

5. Have any abilities or powers? ”Abilities yes quite a few. The natural ability of two varied fox fires, the ability to manipulate shadows to my will, and to use the moonlight I absorb as a power.”

6. Stop being a Mary Sue. “I don’t know what that word means in this language, sorry.”

7. What’s your eye colour? “Violet.”

8. How about your hair colour? “Auburn.”

9. Have you any family members? “.....I have no such thing as a family anymore. Platonically though, George, Mimi, and Emma are the closest I’ll get to touching the word. I wouldn’t want to get carried away and have something bad happen again.”

10. Oh? What about pets? "Honestly, no. George keeps saying no to me getting a panther as a pet or a tiger.”

11. That’s cool I guess, now tell me about something you don’t like. "When I have to kill humans to feed...and when I have to say goodbye to people I care about just so I can die alone.”

12. Do you have any hobbies/activities you like doing? “Hmm...I love to read books, singing is quite fun too, video games are often a good time killer, and uh..does world hopping count?”

13. Ever hurt anyone before? “Thousands upon thousands at one point, yes.”

14. Ever…killed anyone before? “As much as I hate it..for my hunger I have. Even beyond that I’ve done it because they broke me.”

15. What kind of animal are you? “I’m a fox.”

16. Name your worst habits. “I can become clingy when making a friend since I honestly am lonely inside, sadly, I do not understand emotions completely just yet so things seem to get me confused often, and my trauma’s tend to show up when least wanted triggering my murderous side. I’m trying to get help.”

17. Do you look up to anyone at all? “I do! I look up to Levi, my comrade. I also look up to my friend Arthur Kirkland and last would be...my..my big brother Kyle. Even if he’s not around I know he’s still looking out for me from afar.”

18. Gay, straight, or bisexual? “I’m straight.”

19. Do you go to school? “I’m home schooled, but over the time I’ve been alive I have attended a few schools. Never lasted long.”

20. Do you ever want to marry and have kids one day? “Marrying someone is something I’m not ready for with everything going on, and as for kids perhaps in the far future for me.”

21. Do you have any fanboys/fangirls? "I..honestly hope not.”

22. What are you most afraid of? “...Being forgotten and left in the darkness.”

23. What do you usually wear? “I suppose a white-bluish dress, if not then any normal casual dress.”

24. Do you love someone? “Love is forbidden for me, but thank you.”

25. When was the last time you wet yourself? “Not since I was a little girl and...saw some dark stuff.”

26. Well, it’s not over yet! A sigh passes her lips. “...”

27. What class are you?(High class, middle class, low class) "I’m a princess take a guess.”

28. How many friends do you have? “If you’re counting the ones in various worlds um..quite a few. I hope to make plenty more!”

29. What are your thoughts on pie? “Pie? Emma’s cherry pie is the best!“

30. Favourite drink? "I often enjoy anything strawberry related. Put my vote twords strawberry Ponta.”

31. What’s your favourite place? “...My mead--” She took pause. “Lies. Twilight Town is my favorite place.”

32. Are you interested in someone~ “I..I’m not allowed to be!”

33. What’s your bra cup size and/or how big is your willy? “W-w-what are you asking me right now!!?”

34. Would you rather swim in the lake or the ocean? “Ocean, it’s good for deep diving and seeing various creatures.”

35. What’s your type? “Despite love being forbidden I suppose I have thought about many types that suit me. Are you tying to win my heart?”

36. Any fetishes? “That’s none of your business.”

37. Seme or uke? Top or Bottom? Dominant or Submissive? “S-Submissive.”

38. Camping or indoors? “Either is fine with me.”

39. Are you wanting the quiz to end? “Kind of, I was getting ready to go see a friend.”

40. Now it’s over! Tag five people

tagging: @tandemarirp @blindfoldorders @twotiredbeings @theislandkeeper @kingofevcrything

[gremmin]

I was getting into a weird mood feeling numbish the past three days, my mind felt broken and my emotions didn’t really exist, I wasn’t moving around the house as much and I’m not sure if it was because of the two day rain, or the fact I seen something horrible on fb regarding some poor children... I can’t believe what I seen and it’s forever in the back of my mind. I usually sheild my eyes from demonic things or things that are about death or sensitive. but when my time line is filled with this poor beaten child that was being sex trafficked it makes you feel a type of angry that you can’t seem to snap out of, so many questions come to mind and I just have such hate about the bad in the world, it deffintly ruined my every moods..everyone started wigging out about it everywhere and the account got activated there was literally tons and tons of these accounts friends with each other, there is literally no way you can report them all.. it’s so heart breakening. I learned a lot about pedos in the last few days and I think that’s a sign that they could literally be my neighbor or someone we walk past, just have to keep eyes open 24/7. I was sexually taken advantage of when I was 14, I HATE talking about that/: but I’ll talk to anyone who has similar things happen to them to heal with another individual. My ex step moms dad was a pedo and confessed to it, I could go on about him..>>>>>>:(!!!!! That ex step family was a curse in my life, NOTHING good about them! Anyway today the sun came out and my family went for a walk, I feel so tired lately:( bf and I watched a movie together but it ended up making me have flash backs back to Abbas house, I can’t seem to get them out of my head and I try to forgive, maybe it’s my ptsd making me go back. What’s weird today is three dams broke and it’s leading all the water sort of twords where I live rn soooo hopefully we don’t get flooded lmaoo we live on the hill area so that’s cool.

[upshat-blog]

"We were written in the stars"

I honestly think about this everyday before I go to bed. The story of how me and my current partner came to be. I was planning on dating this girl named Micaela. I really liked this girl and I wanted to spend a lot of time with her. One day Micaela asks me if I wanted to go see I movie. I happily agreed and patiently waited for the time for the movie. I didn't really care about the movie I just wanted to see Micaela. Well about an hour before the movie Micaela asked me if it was okay if she brought her best friend, at first I was kinda upset because I wanted things to get frisky because I was a teenager, but I was okay with her coming because why not. So we get there and I'm there before them so I get food. This would be the first and last time I see Micaela in person but at that time I didn't know that. I was kinda shy of course because I don't think to highly of myself. I then see Micaela and her best friend. I go up to hug Micaela and I stop and look at her best friend. Something inside me felt drawn to her but ignored it and shook her hand and gave her a smile. ( she didn't like me because highschool drama) she smiled back and I was like "yeah I knew you wouldn't say anything to me in person " and it's kinda a joke now. Well we watch the movie and it was kinda late so we all had to leave. We stayed after that movie and we all three talked and we had a really good time. Again I felt extremely drawn to her bestfriend but I shrugged it off. We say our goodbyes and left. Well Micaela and I kinda fell on and off I'm an extremely hard person to deal with so it was Expected. A few months go by and I start talking to this girl named Amy. Amy and I never really wanted anything but we flirted a lot and I guess we both kinda wanted something, but guess what Amy and Micaela had in common? Their best friend. Her name is Natalie and she is perfect but I still wouldn't let myself feel for it. One day Amy makes a group chat with Natalie and Natalie and I hit it off instantly. The spark that started a tiny fire was now erupting. I still tried to drown it. Natalie and I took the convo from the chat of us three to just us two and our relationship took off and we were bestfriends instantly. She is so perfect and I can't express it enough. Well I ended up sending her inappropriate pictures because she was my best friend so I wanted to know what she thought about it and she said it looked good even though she wasn't as experienced in that field. Well the next day her best friend (Micaela) found out that we were friends. Micaela didn't like it and made Natalie cut me off. This hurt but there was nothing I could do about it. I cared about her happiness more than mine and if that meant I couldn't be with it so be it. The fire that started was still burning.I went back to Amy and i confined myself in her to get over it. Well we didn't talk for about 2 months but in the middle of that two months they sent me pictures asking if it was me in a joking manner (because I have long hair it was someone who had the same hair) this was to be expected because they're both just messing around. It was whatever it still kinda hurt. So that a month went by and that's when Natalie ended the silence. She texted me saying she missed me and that kinda hurt me because she ended the friend ship right? I acted like an ass for the first like hour and I quickly let myself fall back under her spell. This time she said "we can be friends but no one can find out and we can't hang out in person. " she then updated me on her life and she was like wrapped around this guys finger named blade. This pissed me off but I couldn't do anything about it because we were just friends right? Well me and her broke one of the rules she sent within the first week that we talked. I saw her in person and the fire that started a long time about was bursting in flames and a whole forest is on fire. I fell for her and this time I was tired of fighting it. We really enjoyed eachothers company. I went home and we begain talking about relationships and she told me more about this blade guy. Well she had done oral sex and I was kinda upset even more because this guy had a boyfriend and wouldn't pay attention to her. She was his boy toy and she let herself fall for it. So she goes "oh I wish I had a friends with benefits and I hope it wouldn't get weird" I knew this was directed towards me. Blade wouldn't be there to please her sexual needs because he'd just stop talking to her randomly because blade had a gf. She told me not to get feels for her though. I knew I shouldn't have agreed to it but I did anyway. We were agreeing to have sex but she said she was saving herself for blade and I had to wait till after they have had sex. So I was like whatever happens happens. So we hung out that day in person and we were great. I asked her in person if it was weird if we kissed and she goes "wow I was thinking the same thing I wondered if it'd be weird" and I switched topics because i wanted it so bad. About ten minutes go by and I couldn't stand the lust any longer. I pulled her close and she goes "wait what are you-" I had kissed her and she loved it. I loved it too because it was so meaningful. It was great and we kept making out the rest of that night. Well time goes by I went down on her and we vent further into this relationship. Eventually she got tired of waiting for blade. So she asked me if she could give her v card to me or if she should wait. I wanted it so bad. I wanted her to cut him off and to choose me, but I didn't tell her that. I told her to follow her heart. She choose me. I was so surprised but I was also mad at myself. I feel like I made her choose me in a way. Well the next day we had great sex. I took her v card and I fell in love with her. We then had sex in the movie theater the next day. And it was good. I was also introduced to her closest friend Katherine. So we planned to spend a night Friday. Me and her were gonna fuck all night. Friday rolls around I forget blade existed. Well blade had texted her if she wanted to fuck that Friday and I didn't know what to do. "Follow your heart. You can go with him i know how bad you wanted it." I said. I didn't mean it of course but she was like "is it bad I'm considering it?" I blew up. I told her that she's going for a boy who doesn't give a shit about her mean while I had to hide all these feelings and I've been treating her like a queen the whole time but she still thought about him? I was furious. I told her "bye" and then an hour later she asked if I was okay and I didn't want to talk to her. She told me that she was gonna spend this Friday with me. Well me being the petty person I am I go "oh your other boy isn't giving you attention so you come to me?" This hurt her feelings and she said "no I pushed it aside for you " I agreed to having sex but I still treated her like trash. I was so mad. After that night I had to leave in the morning and that was that. The next day I go over and i had to leave at 9. We walk twords the end of her street and we are about to say our good byes. She goes "why do I miss you already" I go "I've always missed you" I told her I was getting feelings and it was dangerous. And she goes "yeah me too" I found this funny because I was convinced she didn't give a shit about me and I told her that. She started crying. I told her she meant the world to me and she said "wow that means a lot" again me being petty I go "I wish it meant more but whatever" I gave her a hug and a kiss and it was the hardest bye ever. About a week later she tells me that blade isn't anything anymore and I got extremely happy. So on 3/8/17 I asked her out. She said yes. This was the best moment of my life. I've been in love with her since then. We are perfect right now and I'm happy and she's happy. (: she's everything I've ever wanted. I had to write about this because I feel like I need to tell everyone you know? I don't think anyone will read this but here's my love story.

[punky-pinkhaired-hufflepuff]

What dose it matter? (Remus x Reader x Severus)

::: Remus ending:::

“look Severus. I’m flattered and all but I just dont see how it could work out. I’m sorry, I can see you’ve changed for the better though. And I hope you arnt afraid to ask for my help now” you said letting him down gently. He kinda expected this. You turned around quietly now feeling a little awkward. You muttered another sorry before exiting the room.

You made your way through the halls twords Remus’s classroom. You entered once you realized he didn’t have a class. He was sitting at his desk quietly reading, upon looking up to you a smile grazed his face.

“hello there beautiful what brings you here?” He flirted, closing his book and discarding it on his desk as he stood up and walked over to you. Once he reached you he pulled you into a sweet embrace like hug. It was very cute and romantic of him but you feared a child might end up seeing you two.

“now now professor what’s the rule about PDA” you giggled. In return he rolled his eyes and chuckled. You never imagined you would be able to be this close and romantic with Remus. You were cut from your thoughts as you noticed Remus staring into your eyes. Recently you two had been having a lot of late night walks, early morning cuddle sessions and walks in the rain. You two had only been going out for a few weeks and we’re just getting used to calling each other yours and his. It was all sweet and wonderful. You stared back into his eyes and he smiled warmly.

“so, how about you and I go out for a nice fancy dinner tonight?” He asked brushing some hair behind your ear.

“oh what did you have in mind” you asked happily. He kissed your head and moved away a little.

“well it just so happens I made a reservation at this very lovely resteraunt in London and I was hoping you would find that to be a fun little adventure.” He said winking.

“I’d love to ” you said kissing his cheek and walking away extra swing in your step.

Later on that nighr Remus came and picked you up from your little apartment dorm that you received after you were hired as a professor. It was a cute little apartment, a small kitchen, lovely bath with a nice claw foot tub , and decent master bed room with a small living space, big enough for a small book shelf, coffee table, couch, small television and an arm chair. Remus commented he had roughly the same for his living quarters though yours was more tiddy and we’ll deocrated making you smile. The littlest things he said could mean the most and bring the biggest smiles to your face and light to your heart.

After aparating into the city you did a little bit of people watching and site seeing. Though neither of you were tourists it was still nice seeing the city lit up at night. Off and on during your site seeing you would catch Remus gazing in your direction. The end result would be you blushing and asking him exactly what he was starting at. His response would involving focusing more on you and saying in the sweetest tone.

“the beautiful view” he would smile and kiss the top of your head making your heart melt ever so slightly.

Shortly after that you arrived at the resteraunt. It was very nice, not to fancy, but fancy enough to show the charm and importance Remus was putting into the night. Remus had requested a seat next to the front window stating he wanted to show the world how lucky he was to be accompanied by such a lovely lady. Some might find him too sappy but you absolutely loved it.

The dinner was lovley, food was great, wine was fine and fresh not that either you or Remus were heavy drinkers, however you could still appreciate it. He rested his hand on top of yours gingerly running his thumb in circles over the top of it. You stared out the window seeing the London eye and the rest of the city lit up, cars and double decker busses passing by it just captivated you in a way. The light and gleam in your eye mixed with the smile on your face made Remus’s heart skip a beat and made him realize it was time for phase two.

“are you ready to go darling” he asked raising your hand and kissing it lightly. You blushed and giggled and nodded.

Remus had been teasing you saying there was more to come but not telling you exactly what the “more” was. No hints, no yes or no questions nothing. After what seemed like ions you found yourself fingjres interlocked with Remus outside of honey dewks. You laughed a little to yourself causing Remus to turn his head to look at you.

“what’s so funny” he asked curiously.

“I had a feeling you would bring me here, I’m assuming we are getting chocolate?” You teassed a little. He blushed thinking about how you remembered how much he loved chocolate and nodded. You walked in together still holding hands. You hadn’t been to honey dewks in so long you had forgotten just how many different kinds of candy and sweets there were.

“pick out anything you like, it doesn’t even need to be chocolate” Remus said wrapping his arms around your waist pulling you closer to him. You looked around the store looking at all the candy trying to decide what you wanted. You decided on a chocolate frog for nostalgia reasons.

“did you decide what you want love?” Remus asked smiling

“hmm you seem to be the sweetest thing here” you said giggling at your sappy flirt. You saw a blush make it’s way onto his cheeks making him a good ten times cuter then before.

The night continued with cute flirting mixed with more grown up flirting, some kissing, hand holding and embracing. That then led to you offering Remus into your apartment for some tea. He gladly excepted it.

You two had finished your tea, you noticed the time and told Remus as much as he doesn’t have far to walk to this place if he felt like being a little lazy and staying the night he could considering tomorrow was Saturday. He accepted your offer gladly. Though funny enough at one point you turned around he Remus was gone, a few minutes later he came back through the front door with his pajamas and tooth brush in hand. You couldn’t help but break out into a small fit of laughter.

“(Y/N) I didn’t expect you to have men’s sleep wear. Were you expecting me to sleep naked, you were weren’t you? You mind” he said moving twords you wrapping you in his arms.

“no no I just find it funny that my reasoning for inviting you to stay was so you didn’t need to go back to your place, yet you did anyways.” You said snickering a little then resting your hands on his chest. He pouted a little.

“I thought it was because you wanted to cuddle” he said. You really shouldn’t be surprised but you had just discovered Remus was the master at puppy dog eyes.

“well that’s just a bonus” you said messing with his hair a little bit.

You two decided it was time to call it a night and move it to the bed room. (No it’s not that kinda fic xD) you to lay limps interwined together sprawled over the bed blissfully together. You couldn’t think of a better way to end such an amazing date. You heard Remus sigh deeply and you turned to him.

“are you sure you can be witj someone as broken as I am?” He said pain and anxiousness lacing his voice and filling his eyes. It broke your heart seeing him like this. You knew why he was bringing this up you knew shortly after you two met about his condition. You didn’t mind it you never have and you never will.

“ive never been so sure in my life Remus, I held feelings for you when we were teens and I still have feelings for you.” You said brushing your hand against his cheek lovingly. He leaned into your touch relaxing a little more.

“your to good for the world (Y/N)” he said closing his eyes. “But your perfect for me” he said pulling you closer.

You could get use to a life full of Remus Lupin. All the snuggles and love he could bring and share. You to continued seeing each other, days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months. You two never talked about the titles of boyfriend and girlfriend everything just fell into place like two pieces of a puzzles. He loved you and you loved him. Every morning you get to wake up to one of the most handsome sleepiest men out there and you wouldn’t have it any other way.

The end

A/N: terribly sorry this is up a day late, I had a little bit of writer’s block and some moments where everything just seemed wrong but it’s all good now and I’m happy with how it came out :) I hope you all enjoyed.