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My favourite part of writing longwinded (re: way too long) posts and character-study fics is when people tell me that I get the characters, that I understand them or wrote them in-character
Because!!! I donāt! Understand! Anybody!
I have spent my entire life being so fucking confused by human beings! I donāt understand people! I donāt understand why people do things, I donāt understand why people DONāT do things, I donāt understand these strange, inexplicable creatures, and I try, by God I try so hard to understand, to get it, to comprehend the why behind people. I spent my entire childhood watching people and talking to people and I read books with heavy emphasis on the characters and I just
Someone telling me I get characters is like, meaningful in a way they probably wonāt ever even know. Itās like theyāre saying āAll those years you spent trying desperately to understand the human psyche were worth it.ā
I just. Really appreciate it.
#the inane ramblings of a madman#this is also why#if multiple people tell me iām wrong about something#generally iāll delete the post#because like#if iām wrong iām wrong yāknow#of course at certain times#people disagree with me#and i immediately pull up my internal dissertation on the character#my guy i pick these characters apart#i spend literal hours trying to comprehend fake people#because understanding fake people is a direct line to understanding real people#and this is also why i try not to read reviews on cnovels#because every other review i read#is absolutely baffling to me because most of them#question why a character is doing something they said they were going to do#āwhy is character doing xā because she said she would and explained why#literally any comment or review like this drives me up the wall on any type of media#like my guy#anakin skywalker is the least confusing character in terms of why he does things#i swear to god cinemasins if you would just watch the goddamn movie and listen to the goddamn script#anyway#thank you to everyone who sends me these comments#i am sending you a million great days and hope you have the life you always desired with as many pets as youāve ever wanted
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I wanted to join idk
sharing is caring ffs Riley šš (read tags psst)
#art#fanart#my art#original art#concept#bro I was like how tf do I interpret egotism and then I remembered one of the girls in my schools#such a fucking pick me and actually an egoistic ass person#she manipulates everyone and ripped friendships apart because she came in and started being the queen around#ofc she doesnāt tell me what to do. doesnāt even come close to me lol but I still hate her like respectfully just disintegrate please#so yeah letās not say her actual mame. im gonna call her Sophia. this character is based off of her#inside out#inside out oc#onside out envy#envy inside out#envy#inside out fanart#inside out art#inside out 2#inside out egotism#Sophia actually will envy the shit out of other people bc thereās this really cool guy in my classroom and he has ONE SINGLE HOODIE THAT SHE#ALSO HAS. AND IT LOOKS BETTER ON HIM and sheās like āis he gay? heās using a girlās hoodieā SHUT UP SOPHIA PLEASE#LMFAO#please excuse the mistakes with the spelling and stuff Iām on my tablet and itās the worst thing ever
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how do you come up with ideas for your comics? :?
yeah ok so the trick is to be crazy
#this is a joke but it's also kind of my real answer. the ideas come from the fact that i never stop thinking about the games and characters#like most of my comics r just straight character analysis written into prose or poetry or whatever you want to call it#but like genuinely i spend a lot of my free time just. thinking about these guys. putting them in scenarios.#picking apart how i think their brains work. how they think what they feel etc etc#and when one of those little scenarios or analyses becomes interesting enough to me it becomes a comic#this is probably not a helpful answer i know but. the trick is to be crazy <3#asks
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New OCs
(briefly, humans and supernatural beings have to team up for building better relations with each other and all the supernaturals can shapeshift and take on human appearances but also have their 'original form'.)
OK so I was GOING to draw fanart today - I had a fun idea and everything! But health anxiety (and anti-anxiety meds) wore me out so I kinda .... slogged through OCs as a treat to me. I am going to go to the doctor tomorrow so HOPEFULLY it's all okay.
#my characters#also kite is the worst socially and says things he thinks are surely fitting for a human conversation#but ends up insulting grady with 99% of the comments and that makes grady not fond of him#but then grady is like super pleasant to others and doesnt know how to act around kite and flubs a lot too#its a disaster and the twins are like oh no this is painful#mr tengu that was so tacky you cant say that to a human#mr tengu you cant DO that to a human STOP BEING LIKE THIS#while callum is just like wow this is hilarious thanks for bothering my younger brother its adding character to his life#and kite is stressed because thats the least encouraging thing to hear ever thank you v much hes TRYING to adapt#but also kite isnt his real name and he doesnt know squat about humans BUT he knows they have the internet#and so hes like well the problem is i dont want to actually say my name to you all because what if i am Online (TM)#and so he asks for a new name and then is like he should name me - the tiny one who wants to kick my ass should name me#so grady is like ....... nooooo...... dont............ and then suggests kite bc he's done google research#and kite is a type of bird and according to wikipedia has some familiarity to tengu so therefore yeah#and kite is like !!!!!! DOES HE ! KNOW THINGS ! and happily accepts the slightly researched name while the other humans#are like grady stop that is bullying the poor guy leave him alone pick a normal name!#anyway not drawn yet but there is a human guy partner for the twins and he immediately is like perfect#i know which is which lets go out and explore the human world for your research#and they dont understand how he knows them apart so fast and none of the other humans seem to tell em apart#but then none of the humans are shocked at the guy who knows so the girls are like sir howst do you know#and hes just v casual oh right yeah younger identical twin sisters - i have Practice ! and they are endeared to him haha#anyway if you read all those tags ty#and yes in his tengu form he does actually have the long nose please do not be mad#i just dont draw noses normally and im too tired to practice rn so#i only drew the second one today anyway - the first pic was done a couple days ago but i didnt wanna post on main#but then here i am posting on main#im sorry
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I kinda hopped into the dc fandom by reading fics (I know I know lmao)
But as I've read more comics and looked into different characterization and analysis I now have a more developed idea as to how I view a lot of the characters and have preferences to how their written. I'm def the type to click out a fic if I find myself thinking 'he would not fucking say that'
Anyway this is just to say it's very funny to me when I go thru some of the fics I bookmarked at the begining of my interest and find myself going Uh Oh! I don't think I can read this anymore!
#dc#dc comics#batverse#batfam#i do feel like i see too much beef and negativity abiut this kinda thing#i prefer to be a#i curate my own internet space#type of guy#but also i get it when your looking for fan content and so much of it is like š#an interpretation you hate#anyway this is probs obvious but mostly about the robins#like tim is probs one of my fave robins#but people go too hard on the whump for my personal taste#esp when it feels a bit of a disservice to the other characters#give me nuance i love nuance!#of course- fanfic is free and it is also free to not read it so to be clear o dont actually give a shit what people write#be free#go write that ooc chat fic life is short do whats fun#thinkin these thoughts at a party where i only know my dad and my dads friend LOL#wait i have more thoughts- ALSO#it really is funny to me#to be like. wow. i loved this fic#i thought it was SO GOOD#And to be holding that thought and perspective in my head#while also being like. ooph.#picking apart all the problems i have with it now#and like how. maybe id still like it if i just pretend they're ocs?#i can sometimes do that- but not always because i often go to fic for a specific dynamic#and i get really frustrated when i gotta be like. who the fuck is this guy its not the one with their name in the tags#i can sometimes tho
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How do you get characterization so PERFECT?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!? HOW PLEASE ITS SO BEAURIFUL MY EYES TURNED TO TEARS PLEASE
i'm not sure if i'd say Perfect but thank you! accurate characterization is very important to me, and one of my favorite things to do is analyze the shit out of characters until i feel like i Know Them
#this is actually why yall havent gotten an actual welcome home fic outta me yet#i feel like i have a better grasp on everyone but mmmmm im missing important pieces to fully Understand yk#ive been fascinated with picking apart characters for years and years#i remember being a freshman in highschool deconstructing bakugo until i was like 'oh ok im the only bitch who gets him. ok'#and i have only ever been proven right and vindicated Since!#but i try i try#if im making something thats actively memey i let myself be a little lax on characterization#but the rest of the time im like This Needs To Be As On Point As I Can Manage#for myself! for others! for the Source!#rambles from the bog#something that helps me stay focused and determined#is asking myself 'how would it feel to have people mischaracterize MY brain guys'#and then my soul shrivels up and i start studying whoever im writing lmao#im always scared that im falling short... i hate writing things that are ooc...
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Sort of a ramble, sort of me just writing my thoughts out while I'm stuck with writer's block, but I keep thinking about how Fulcrum was in stasis for roughly 3 million years??
Like, that's a long time, even for Cybertronians. Not a really long time, not an entire lifespan. But still, it's a large chunk of a normal lifespan just gone. Poof.
One second you're crawling across the pockmarked terrain of an alien planet, surrounded by the sound of gunfire, and the shouting and screaming before and after each earth shuddering impact of another k-con hitting the ground. And then it's quiet. You're not there anymore. You're drifting somewhere between not alive and just asleep. Preserved somewhere in the background of a doomed body, ignored by time and space, still here, but also not.
And then there's sound. Not gunfire. Not shouting or screaming. Not the sounds that'll haunt you till your dying days, your own death sentence pounding in your head. No. Just voices, talking, standing out against a silent, dead world. Wondering. Joking. Bickering. Familiar. Just, not familiar to you. And you're awake. Pulled back from the nothingness you've been frozen in, consciousness tugged forwards with the yank of a fuel pump and the nearness of life.
These two moments are roughly 3 million years apart, but only minutes, maybe even seconds, to him. From a hectic harrowing battlefield, to an old silent graveyard in one blink.
How long did it take to really sink in? I mean, he seems to just roll with it. He doesn't seem particularly bothered. But like, what happened outside of what we see? How did he really feel?
Also, his body aged without him. While his mind preserved itself, freezing him as he was right then, his body was left to weather Clemency for all those years. No wonder it crumbled to dust when he jumped off the world sweeper. It's probably a miracle of some kind that it didn't just fall apart each time someone leaned on him.
And even after they rebuild him, give him a better, newer body. His spark, it's casing, all the irreplaceable core bits that make up their inner bodies, it aged in the time without him. Does he feel it? Does it make his body even more foreign to him?
Then he's also a technician with information that's 3 million years out of date. Lucky him that the scavengers probably weren't working with top of the line material. But still it's gotta be weird when faced with anything brand new, because a lot can change and progress in 3 million years, and now some of the knowledge he once prided himself in is obsolete.
Besides those things, his view of the galaxy, of the war, of their kind, of other kinds, is one of the few things actually pointed out when it comes to him being stuck in the past. So, how often were his old views challenged? Facts of life he held close proved to no longer true? There's 3 million years worth of new science, new beliefs, new words, new terms, new views.
And sure, some of it can be familiar, because they're an ever evolving kind, and they have patterns, core beliefs, repeating behaviors, but a lot of it's gonna be unfamiliar at the same time, because it's 3 million years worth of catch up, it's not like missing last week's trend.
In a way, it makes him a living relic of a bygone era for Decepticons. It would've been really interesting to have had that explored a little more.
#rq i wanna say i love seeing others thoughts on these if you have them. esp those that have thought about it longer than i lol#like. im still just starting to sink my teeth into the lore and put things together. so your thoughts are much appreciated#sometimes i wish that i could turn these rambles into those really well worded. slightly pretentious. but in a fun way. character metas?#but i dont think i can organize my thoughts that well. so. rambles it is lol#not to say rambling is lesser or smth tho. i love a good ramble. love to read them. i support ramblers#speaking of rambling-#idk why it fascinates me so. but theres just something rlly interesting about fulcrum being somewhat stuck in the past#i think it could've played interestingly into his and kroks dynamic had it been explored more?#like. the past and history play big parts in their lives. krok having studied it. and fulcrum having been fast forwarded thru it#it would've been interesting to see them talk more about it? since logically fulcrum wouldve gone to krok for more of the 3mill year rundow#and its like. krok is shown to be really knowledgeable on not only history. but cultures as well. theres and others.#so certain eras of their own culture would probably be a slight interest of his. esp decepticon ones.#and then theres fulcrum. who pretty much got plucked from the empire era only to land in kroks lap (metaphorically) ((...unless?))#so heres this walking talking piece of history. and a dude that has a sort of passion for history. why not explore it more?#and like. yeah. the ''history'' krok has studied is all mostly shit he lived through. but people study the times they lived through-#-because while they may have lived through it. theirs is only one perspective. a good historian takes into account multiple perspectives#idk where i'm going with this now. smth smth fulcrum relying on krok for future stuff and krok having someone to talk history stuff with#i just. augh. i wanna know what their dynamic is more. what we see in the comics is so back and forth at times#like. they seem to hit it off pretty well. but then fulcrum fucks it up ig by being oblivious and a little too ''i can fix him'' vibey#and his taste in comedy is bad. to say the least. which is apparently grounds for messy divorce#also krok is sometimes cool with selling a whole dude. at least when the dude is their befriended giant killer autobot buddy :/#that is also grounds for divorce. obviously#sorry. this is derailing the more i start thinking about how messy fulkrok could be. like. ough <3#they're a little ''i hate my wife'' coded. but in a greater scav codependent poly way. and it's more krok being annoyed with fulcrum#its like. fulcrum: ''i can fix him bcs i need to feel validated'' vs krok: ''wtf is wrong with this guy?! who does he think he is??''#i think they'd want to pick each other apart intellectually. maybe emotionally. smth smth two officers. both disgraced. and power dynamics#its fun. they're both hypocrites. they'd need couples therapy. its also 4am. shit. ok goodnight
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i hate the bracelet storyline just because it makes me really sad for all parties involved but my god does it scratch all the characterisation itches in my brain. thereās nothing i enjoy more than thinking about what might happen post bracelet with jamesās characterisation especially.
#iāve been working on this one shot for over a year thatās basically a james character study#takes place over the course of a summer in idris#because i think his first time back in idris post tlh would be interesting to say the least#and i just love picking apart his character looking at all the little and big scars the bracelet left behind#and at how he navigates all that#and cordelia by extension of course#to me there is a lot to unpack there that i feel like chot didnāt quite manage to unpack#i was satisfied with his arc overall but james being my little guy means i always want more i fear#so iām trying to write more for my own sake#tlh#james herondale
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I love over-analyzing media and I have pulled magnificent theories and headcanons out of my ass on the tiniest crumbs in other fandoms before BUT
y'all might be taking this improvised comedy show that is greatly determined by dice rolls a little too seriously
#dimension 20#fhjy#the number of times I've seen a bit turned into a long sad analysis of the character's trauma ugh#if you browse the tag of this show w/o knowing what it's actually about#you're gonna think it's a lot more serious and dramatic and painful than it actually is#and that little comedy bits are actually hugely significant when they're just jokes#I've seen it with almost every character#and multiple plot points#across nearly every season#and I'm not here to be the fandom police but aren't you guys tired?#does this show not make you laugh way more than it makes you cry?#this fandom is such a bummer sometimes lol#and so often things are hugely influenced by dice rolls#and the story doesn't go the way the PCs or even the GM thinks it will#but people pick apart 'plot holes' or inconsistent characterization#the cast is making this shit up as they go y'all!#cut them some slack and also don't assume every single little thing is significant#honestly surprised I didn't see deep and tragic analyses about the vulture dimension#rambling about my life
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17 year old me would trip over and stumble and scream and cry trying to justify why i didnt hate furiae and 24 year old me is just a blatant furiae apologist. just get her some fucking therapy
#after everyone started fawning over iwtv i realised any characters i loved couldnt possibly be more questionable than lestat#so shout out to those guys because now i can publically take the throne as the ultimate furiae fan and analyst#i have spent years picking this poor girl apart. shes one of my favourite characters ever i could have Helped her. furiae youll be okay
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the cognitive dissonance between me (enjoys the gameplay of Fromsoft games, enjoys the design and lore in a casual 'pick up what i can as i play' sort of way, just generally enchanted by a cool boss; good video game music; and ability to play as a funnieee wizard)
and a good friend of mine (watches like 5 YT channels dedicated to Fromsoft, subs someone on patreon for it, gushes about theories and the links between random shite, can literally spend a whole evening waxing poetic about characters that dont even appear in game) is hilarious
i watched the plot trailer for the Elden Ring DLC and I've put off messaging them for a few hours cos i know that's just gonna be my whole evening š
#i just dont have the memory and attention span to pick apart everything in the lands between#its BIG#i dont know the plot of dark souls either i just know Hit Guys With My Knife#and also pontiff Sullivan's a little bitch for feeding my fave character to a fucking slug#only lore i know in depth is bloodborne but i literally have the hunter's mark tattooed on me so you'd hope so rly
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i was going to say something about my novel but i forgot. briefly because of eralorne
#i remember it now as im writing this tho#there are so many side characters im insane about in happy doomsday#and im about to see one again and im!! excited to see and pick him apart again in my brain! admiral ding my complicated guy#mara's shit
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Always very surreal when you encounter someone fond of the same character as you and partway through the interaction you realize "ohhh this is a completely different character to you we do not like the same guy at all"
#as much as this is often a 'wow taste is dead </3 heartbreaking!' thing it can also be very neutral#I think that online fandom in particular can allow you to witness this fascinating fractal of interpretations of a work#and seeing the different characters who live in people's minds who are supposed to be the same guy is genuinely interesting#I always enjoyed picking those apart when I was younger and a much more voracious fic reader#like: what do you see that I don't? why does this trait occupy your mind more than this? what does it say about you to see it this way?#and what does it say about me that I don't without you showing me?#some character interpretations are sooooo sucks but sometimes there wind up being multiple versions of a character that are so fun#love that.#although on some level I think this speaks to my teen penchant for only interacting with fandom for underwritten and mildly terrible stuff#leaves much more room for wildly diverging takes lmao#and moreover makes one FAR less precious about their understanding of a work to know 'yeah this isn't exactly immortal literature'#rambling#a surprise for queue
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I really want to know more about how Yeong Shin feels about Ahn/I wish they interacted more. and I would also like to know how Lee Chang would react to Ahn's massacre if he ever did find out
#I think Seo Bi would be the first person to know about Yeong Shin's past bc they have trauma bonded in my mind#but I think Yeong Shin would tell Lee Chang at some point#I do really like that lord ahn is like. a moral guy but also has done immoral things#it's interesting. makes me like his character more than just a guy who unquestioningly helps the prince ya know#and also makes him being turned very ironic#like a penance#it also reminds me of the brief interaction between Deok-seong and Yeong Shin...#deok seong apologizing vs yeong shin killing him but how that was actually a mercy to keep him from turning#idk I think a lot of it boils down to who yeong shin truly blames. and how his revenge isn't blind and doesn't carry a wide scope#ahhh I love him I want to pick apart his mind#kingdom 2019
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Slams messy (and smudged) sketchbook art on table.
I have no explanation for these except
1. I have been and still am rotating a (self-indulgent) rewrite for MLB in my mind 2. These drawings vaguely relate to that rewrite 3. (Vague Noises)
I have no idea what time these things were drawnā excluding the last five since I drew those todayābecause I am that artist that does not date their sketchbook (oops).
#what if I make Manon obsess over show characters#my art#I like drawing Felix as gnc in gnc clothing a whole lot (if that wasnt obvious/j)#in regards to that little blurb of i did infact make little doodles of those characters#which is fun#As said above this rewrite is all for giggles for me. very self indulgent and if it's seen as dumb then š¤·#this rewrite chews on canon. spits it out. then proceeds to look the other way since ive onmt watched up to season 2 and ive barely watched#any episodes from those 2 seasons#so..#((anyway))#in my previous old art that 'little' infodump is still canon (or most of it is anyways) so i might remake it#as you can see. i cannot stick to one last name for Felix at all#we have gone from Culpa to Sphinx to Monet to Sphinx to Culpa to Finch to Agreste and now hav safely landed at '???'#rn im not sure what to go for since im deciding if i want Gabriel Agreste and/or Richard Sphinx to be apart of his rewrite#the same goes for Adrien and Nathan. Rn I dont want Gabriel(? or Richard) to be the father of Felix. but i might change that idk#will he have family problems? will he not? is he gonna be related to Gab/Richard? Will he be some guy?its like picking a paper from a hat#except the hat has a hole#its amazing when you can create the stories you want to see in the world.. except when *you* have to create them#anyway. watch this diverge from canon so hard#marinette dupain cheng#marinette cheng#felix culpa#felix sphinx#miraculous ladybug#mlb#miraculous ladybug tales of ladybug and chat noir#mlb au#gabriel agreste#manon chamack#mlb ladybug
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reblogging again with @aq2003 's tags bcs they're literary fire
I know that Richard2Shakespeare is played as an obnoxious little twink for political and drama reasons (youāre telling me a queer coded this tragedy etc) and to let the actors chew the scenery a bit, and the indecisiveness is a tragic flaw that sets him apart from the clear penetrating masculinity of eg Bolingbroke etc etc. itās great that there is a whole play about āthe deserved downfall of cunty little maximalist who changes his Starbucks order 3 times with a huge line behind him.ā However, I have forgotten what I was great revelation I was going to write here, so here are some richard2shakespeares I found while trying to remember
#i need to actually pick apart the text and annotate it cuz i probably missed a lot but i WILL play devils advocate for one second#and say that richard ii works both as a character and a play FOR ME because bolingbroke isn't exempt from the criticism#and richard becomes more and more sympathetic and more in touch with his humanity as he loses his power#at least this is what i got from the dt version. richard's flaws do not come from him being a gay little freak! i agree#his flaws all stem from how he was crowned king as a small child and held above everyone around him. unable to relate to/connect w others#the problem is not richard and his fail twink swag it's the system of the monarchy itself#that is inherently flawed. 'god given right to rule' doesn't mean anything they're both just some guys w a crown on their head#he quite literally shines a mirror onto bolingbroke and says the brittleness of glory in his own face is the same as bolingbroke's#the mirror is powerful imagery because it seems to convey richard's vanity on the surface but it's actually#him looking at himself and seeing how fragile and shallow the position of king is. like in general. outside of his own devastation#or maybe i'm just reading into stuff that isn't there and/or watched it wrong idk#regardless to keep the story relevant in a modern era i feel like you would want to make a point of criticizing the monarchy as a system#rather than having ur thesis statement b ab one monarch being worse than another. richard can stay a gay little freak if u keep that in#ricky 2#you can take all these tags w a grain of salt btw. again i have not eaten the text like i did w hamlet#i dont know it like the back of my hand or anything i just watched the dt version and had a gender crisis over it
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