#my friends are so good to me cries

[silentmoths]

Zhongli's large hand rubs soothingly at your back and shoulder, slow, constant, soft. It grounds you a little, makes you focus on something other than the splitting pain in your temples.

Hot puffs of air leave your mouth, seemingly amplified in the silence of the room. You want to cry, you want to scream, you want to break something or bang your head into a wall anything to make it stOP-

Zhongli places a soft kiss on your forehead and you snuggle even closer to him, he’s warm, he’s soft yet firm, he hasn’t left your side or moved an inch unless absolutely necessary. His tail curled protectively around you.

“I’m sorry I can’t do more for you darling, I truly am…”

His smooth voice is low, comforting, a healing balm to your soul.

You grumble and whine, clinging to him. He continues to pat you still as you shuffle a little.

“…stay, please.”

���Of course, you need not worry about that. Just relax please, love. Would you like to hear one of my stories…?”

i have been blessed, my crops are watered and this, at the very least, gave me the energy to get up and take some pain meds bless you crys you are a queen and i love you

[buttercupshands]

rewatched Kurogiri's holiday story from ultra impact (not related to sketch at all)

(but it did inspire me)

on another note

finally!!

[strawbebbiesart]

chimckens 🐓🌽

[mondaymelon]

me n who ?!?!?!? ME N WHO GUYS ...

picrews: 1 2 3 4

mking silly girlfailure picrews are the only thing saving my sanity which took quite a number of blows today ( its hanging on by the measliest thread but i think its better to consider it go n e )

anyways i wanna make a silly tag game so we are going to make a silly tag game because in the wise words of martin luther king i think wait it was probably gandhi "be the change you wish to see in the world" arent i so cool guys im taking like the first step forward and :stareyes: ahahah

(no pressure) tags !! 🏷️ : @cienxpidity, @ilyuu, @anonbinaryweirdo, @suntoru, @tuesdayberries, @lume-nosity, @mrcrazyvillainvillainn, @ceneid, @amalythea, @xianyoon, @aeon-yao, @ryuryuryuyurboat, @auroratumbles, @snobwaffles, @the-white-void + everyone i probably forgot to tag (SPS IM SORRY) n anyone else whod like to join !!

[astrobei]

do you think mike heard will cry himself to sleep the first night he was in lenora? if he wasn’t staying in will’s room then maybe he couldn’t sleep either and he was tossing and turning for hours before working up the courage to walk down the hall and see if maybe will was still up. maybe he got all the way up to his door before he heard it— stifled sobs, muffled and choked out like they get when you’re specifically trying very hard to not be heard crying. and the first thing he feels is guilt, because he knows why will is crying, and he just keeps playing on loop in his head the way will’s face had fallen when mike didn’t hug him at the airport. how he should have just gotten over whatever had come over him in that moment and hugged him anyway, if it was going to hurt him like this. and then he feels even more guilty because this is will’s private moment, and mike isn’t supposed to be here, and god, he can’t even let will be upset in peace without intruding. do you think he walked back to his bed in silence, probably missing will even more than when he was still in hawkins?

(because i do. i think about it a lot.)

[alchemania]

Finally got enough energy to talk about Furina's SQ and while I loved her and the troupe, MC and Paimon were .... Not Great. I talked about this with friends but in Paimon's case especially, the way they interact with Furina feels like people who just don't understand trauma and depression and then engage with someone suffering from both in all the wrong ways.

Talking about how much of a downgrade her house is from the opera house, making fun of how she can't cook, pushing her to act when she's set a very clear boundary and then guilt tripping her after she's stuck to her guns, shaming her for not being able to fight well (Paimon literally talks about how second hand embarrassment is overwhelming and I'm just like ?????), telling her she's "not acting like herself" when she attempts to open up and be vulnerable....it's just really rough. That and the MC asking "is something wrong" when Furina gets sad over Poission ..like bro people died and she couldn't save them and she's tearing herself apart over it. Those people are never coming back and you know it and you have the gall to ask her is something wrong??? Of COURSE there is!!

It just feels especially odd because we literally get to see all of Furina's suffering and Paimon in particular is. SO mean? Like she was more understanding with Wanderer and Ei and THEY'VE tried to kill us multiple times!! I don't get it, and honestly I'm very proud of Furina for refusing to waver. Let her rest!! She's tired and depressed and she needs time to heal; and honestly fuck Paimon for trying to make her feel bad. Furina's worked harder than she EVER will.

[keendaanmaa]

⛪

[melancholyfleurs]

hey cuties in my phone. i just want you to know i love you very much and life is so fucking hard but so worth living and if it’s dark for you rn just know i am rooting for you and i hope things get easier <3.

[hollowflight-propaganda]

I think it's time I change my bio to say it's been 11 years since I started to watch Ninjago.....

Gosh. Where's my senior discount on the lego sets, huh?

[pprodsuga]

(i'm the same anon that just sent an ask abt tides of regret hehe) i needed to send this in a second one cause i felt like it was too long lol. your sense of empathy is SEEPING through the words. i get the feeling that you have just have a good heart, idk :) your characters are so mature and thoughtful and also empathetic and it's so refreshing. i suppose i envy them a bit :')

this is singlehandedly the kindest thing a stranger has ever said to me…i’ve been reflecting a lot about the friendships i maintain and these past few weeks felt like a test, of sorts. reading this restored a lot of confidence i had in myself and i’m incredibly humbled and thankful that you think this of me.

there’s always a part of me in every story and every character i write. i’m so happy to know the enha i wrote resonated with you. empathy is such a fickle thing and i’m under the impression that i’ll always try to be the best person i can be by doing what’s right and good. i believe you can be that way too, if you wish.

you are so beautiful. know that.

[peacesmith]

no cause i really thought when people say that a piece of media could change your life, i thought they were joking

and then i watched mob psycho and it literally had such a positive impact on my life like what the hell

[thedreadvampy]

anyway this week I leant on my therapist's shoulder and ugly cried for like 10 minutes and as I was leaving I was like 'don't give me that face' and she was like 'I'm just very proud of your progress!' and I'm like 😡😡😡😡😡 THANK YOU 😡😡😡😡😡

[toestalucia]

anime introduced characters who later appeared in main story to have the same speech that i am so extremely normal about. because adding ppl who gran not only grew up with but is also so outspokenly concerned for grans safety is one of the greatest additions they couldve given me. also cuz zinkenstill desperately needed named npcs considering its grans home. 'always act without thinking' having ppl who directly tell them this is a dangerous thing, even if gran wont change their mind about it.............. im rly fond of juri around gran for similiar reasons, juris Very justice-oriented and punched pommern once & cassius called him kettle cuz he got so angry one time and like................grans ideal view of a skyfarer is someone who helps ppl no matter what right. even at the cost of themself. and gran always feels like they should forgive ppl, even when they have personal reasons not to. i feel characters like juri are rly refreshing & important to grans mental in those moments, because it moves it away from grans 'this is how it should be' and becomes more realistic instead. even if, again, the end result doesnt change. but it helps grans heart, and thats whats important about it

this is also a tiny tidbit too but:') idk where i put the screenshots (i have like 3 folders for the anime for some reason) but the first one going to gran after they collapse after the whole summoning proto baha ordeal is aaron

[my-thoughts-and-junk]

'yandere sebastian' 'yandere abigail' 'yandere wizard' give me yandere clint 🖐✊🖐✊

[bluesidedown]

This sure is a week of my life huh

[rustinged]

April 1 - April 7, 2024; truly a week i have to be thankful for. this week will stay with me for a long time 🤎