#my friends always compare me to pinkie pie lol

[misiumoon]

my take on equestria girls redesigns

[totallynoteggos]

lol hey this is just a vent post abt my life rn I don’t really expect any on u to read this

Tw if you do read this: talk of Anxiety, ppl not understanding neurological limitations, talk of vauge self exit and SH (its very minor) overall vent post shit

Sorry u have to see me in such a shifty mental state but I need to get this off my chest before I resort to violence

Once again, not KND stuff this is a Vent Post

I’m not neurotypical by any means I'm on some spectrum but all we know so far is that I have OCD and Anxiety. Also I'm going into the 9th grade which that In of itself is a stressful situation but in the last four years I've never stayed in the same school so seeing the same people is hella new to me. I have this really bad habit of going no contact with people after the school year is over because I usually never see them again. My mom can't seem to understand that there are simply things I can't do because of the anxiety & OCD (and I'm not using this as a reason to act out or defy her) abt 2 weeks ago we went to get food, now usually I order my food to make sure I get what I like and not have a mixup. And pls notice this was after a week long “vacation” that ended up being stressful and draining. But anyways there was a mixup and I ended up with a burger with all toppings instead of plain, which caused me to panic because I was hungry and stressed before already. And instead of trying to accommodate she stood firm in her beliefs that I need to get over it and just eat the damn burger. And I heavily insisted on not eating it and eating the fries instead. After a argument (and at the instance of my grandma) she bought me another burger and while in line I told her outright that there are some things that I physically can't do or else they send me into a panic. She that said that she “gets that” but I don't have to act out In front of my grandma which she idolized. And now like I said with the whole start of school she's saying “it wont be your best years if you don't let it be your best years” but I don't think she understands that I don't know how to do that. I've moved around a lot and I've been made fun of a lot due to my interests, hobbies and simply just to be the clown. Most of the people I befriend end up getting annoyed or just keep me around until I say something that doesn't make me the dumb and “quirky” one. And like I said I suck at keeping contact and now everyone still has their old friend groups and mine just see me as a joke or weirdo now. Its stressing me out so much and its only been two days, hell yesterday I would have thrown up from the stress but because I was so stressed I didn't eat shit so I didn't throw up. School stresses me out so much it's unimaginable, its the people, the sounds, the halls, the fact that people won't leave you alone, someone always talking or screaming, just please shut the fuck up so I can learn and be out of here. And god its so fucking hard not feeling what everyone else around you feels. My moms getting upset at me for not wanting to go on the busses when I have gone on one and it left 20 fucking minutes from my house cus the lady was screaming and I got scared as was about to cry. And now she wants me to try again with kids I don't fucking know who some how don't know personal space or manners. And back to the emotions things, why the fuck don't I feel the same as them, god I feel so fucking robotic compared to my mother and everybody else but they also make me feel like a god damned mutt. On one hand they think it's weird that I don't want to talk or to Interact but somehow don't realize that it's their fault I don't want to, and on the other hand whenever I'm upset or angry and actually show it its MY fault. Because apparently since I'm the youngest of my family im supposed to have the personality of pinkie pie and I have no problems. And because I'm quiet, friendly or just shy and I'm supposed to control my emotions because I'm a “young lady”. I've tried talking to my mom about home school because my school has that as a option but she says that I can't hide when she's been doing that too. Sometimes I feel like she cares more for the happiness of those she wants to impress rather than that of her family. But god if all of life feels like this then count me out cus its too much to be alive right now. I think ima take a shot or three of night quill and hopefully sleep until ITs to late to go to school

Goodnight

[lovelymessybubbly]

hi you seem rly rly cool ෆ╹ .̮ ╹ෆ ur artstyle scratches my brain very good !!

do u like my little pony ? :3 itz a special interest for me and i wanted to include a question 4 u hehe

hi ahh thank you so much !! i am glad to hear it hehe (๑^ں^๑)

you are in luck because mlp was actually my, like, second hyperfixation ever !! so, one of my very first fandoms !! when i was just a middle schooler. i finished season five but i did not get further than that. i know the basic gist of it, just based on fandom stuff haha ⁽(◍˃̵͈̑ᴗ˂̵͈̑) pinkie pie is my fav !!! she was the one my friends would always compare me to, because i was hyper lol

it is unlikely i will draw for them, i am afraid (T_T) just because i am not really as into it as i was, and it would not really feel consistent with what i usually create. so, sorry if you were hoping for that. but, @sleepysheepytea frequently creates really adorable pony art, so i hope you will check her out

[artesesarthouse]

MLP season 1 appreaciation!

With MLP coming to a close I wanted to show my appreciation for it.So i'm starting a small series of poster like pictures that depict each season basically, with a lot of easter eggs and a theme dealing with the season. i'd like to talk about my experience with the show and my opinion of the season as a whole. So feel free to read below!

Heres the links to future posters aswell!(coming soon)

Season2 Season3 Season4 Season5 Season6 Season7 Season8 Season9

Man it's been so long since the show started and i became a fan of it. An old friend of mine got into mlp and introduced it to me and my other friends, naturally we were skeptical and at the time, i grew out of my phase of watching dumb lesson of the day, random children shows. The only things i started to like were story driven like avatar, anime and some live action shows as well. I gave it a try cause i have not found a good show in a while so i was bored and tried it out. At the time i started, season 2 was over and it was in the mist of the hiatus to season 3. At first i thought it was meh, like how i predicted, lesson of the day for very young kids, but i kept watching cause like i said, i was bored. As i kept going i begin to enjoy it more because for one, the shows cartoony animation was kind a joy to watch, CNs animation kinda took a downturn so it was pleasent to see it, then i noticed that the jokes were geniunely funny, coupled with the animation and it became a joy to watch, but most importantly what it did, was actually teach good lessons, yea some were obvious but some were also ones you wouldnt hear in a kids show because they would simplify the answer to dumb it down. Those lessons over time really impacted me because, not many people know but, i used to be a bully. not a "gimme yer lunch money or ill punch you" bully, but a manipulative one, i manipulated old friends against each other for my own gain because i wanted toys or money or just the title of 'best friend' and it unfortunately carried over into my high school years (which is when i started watching mlp). In school there’s no course for being a good person (barely any course for important real life stuff in general) So its not like i was taught well how to treat others, its was usually just said "be good or else" which is not the right way to teach a kid things. In the end MLP slowly showed me what i was doing wrong and from that i strengthened my relationships with my closet friends.

But enough personal crap lets talk about the season itself. In general its a fine season, nothing wrong but nothing spectacular yet. Since its the first season and like with every show, the first season is usually the "worst" because the writers are still getting their footing and figuring out what they want to do or what the fans think. Its funny seeing how things have changed like for one AJS voice sounds so much younger then later one, seriously compare S1 AJ to S9 AJ, they could practically be seperate VAs. My opinions of the mane 6 were pretty cut and dry, mostly because Season 1 didn’t give much character development for them outside there stereotypical roles for the most part. like Twis the nerd, Flutter the shy one, AJ the cowboy, rarity the princess, Pinkie the goof and rainbow the jock. Which is fine i liked them for the most part if i were to list them at the time itd be AJ,Pinkie,twilight,flutter,RD,Rarity. I think i liked AJ most because she was confident and straightforward, always cutting to the chase and not taking any bull. Rarity was my least fave because she was the pompous pamped trope so her shtick got annoying quick (funny enough she becomes like my 2nd fav by season 9 0.0) also speaking of annoying RDs voice to a long time for me to get used to, i just didnt like how scratchy it was , i kept wanted her to clear her throat lol. But one thing that wasn't annoying was what i argue the show was best at, songs. now at first the songs were ok just  a laughing moment cause pinkie pie was silly, but then we got winter wrap up (i still listen to versions/remixes of it today) Art of the dress and at the gala, god those are fantastic. and they only continued to get better with each season. in short, Season 1 of mlp its just an average season with funny goofs and some genuine good advice for young people (or idiot high schoolers) But it only got better once I started Season 2 c:

[purfectmlpblog]

And to round up the Mane 6 asks, how about Rainbow Dash? 🌈

General opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life

Hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would bang

Hogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuff

Best quality: Her undying loyalty to her friends, her spunky confidence, and despite how tough she acts she too can be susceptible to having “adorkable” moments which can be pretty cute to see lol 

Worst quality: Her brash ego can be rather obnoxious to deal with at times, and doesn’t always see the bigger picture to her mistakes until it’s near too late ^^;

Ship them with: Dumbbell, Applejack, Pinkie Pie, Gilda, Thunderlane, and sometimes Spitfire

Brotp them with: Pinkie Pie, Captain Celaeno, Scootaloo, Fluttershy, Daring Do, Quibble Pants, Soarin

Needs to stay away from: Wind Rider, Lightning Dust, and especially Zephyr Breeze cause jfc he needs to take a damn hint already... she’s NOT into you! ><

Misc. thoughts: Soarin/dash as a ship has always been kinda... “eh” to me *shrugs* I mean it’s not the worst ship on it’s own but it just seems so... overdone, compared to other RD ships imo