#my fingers are still purple
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i just spent a full HOUR mixing possibly every food dye we have in this godforsaken house to make black frosting, only to find out after my sister got home that we HAVE. BLACK. FOOD. DYE.
I usually refrain from joking about suicide because I find it distasteful but I think in this moment it is appropriate to say I wanted to kill myself
#it was so much#my hands were stained#my other sister cooked three sheets of brownies in that time#i was stuck in personal hell#i got it to a dark gray/brown#and called it a day#my fingers are still purple#it literally changed the texture of the frosting there was so much dye#i was dying#and the puppy took a shit on the floor halfway through#my little sister usually bakes#but this is HER grad party#so the twin and I had to step up#we are not good
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I want you to know this is piece named âTeehee Trauma.â
#anyway i looked so hard into isat this last week that siffrin appeared in my dream last night#and the most i remember about it is that he grew increasingly more and more incoherent the whole time#also hey everybody i am still lacking a drawing utensil so i once again had to draw with my finger#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#in stars and time siffrin#isat siffrin#isat fanart#my favourite part of this was actually graying out my watermark. (mainly because itâs actually purple-y if you donât know me)#zeistyâs goofs
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SMALL SPRINGTRAP DOODLE 2 CELEBRATE FINALLY ESCAPING ART BLOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONT MIND THE WEIRD DIALOGUE I HAD FREE SPACE AND DIDNT KNOW WHAT TA DO W/IT
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#springtrap#springtrap fnaf#purple guy#william afton#ORIGINALLY WAS MEANT 2 B SEXY BUT THEN I THOUGHT WHAT IF#I GAVE THIS BASTARD DRAMATIC LIGHTING AND HE STILL LOOKS SEXY#DAMMIT I WANTED HIM 2 LOOK MENACING#OH WELL BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME#hes finger waggling at yu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#bro i got so many ideas that SLAMMED inta my cranium out of NOWHERE TODAY#AND THEYRE ALL SPOINGER#HHHHHHHHHHH#QUARTO DE HOTEL.#VERY VERY RAPID SHADING VERY VERY SKETCHY AMD NOT VERY WELL BLENDED SHADING#IM LOOKING AT IT AND IM LIKE: hey wait that doesnt look right- BUT I NEEDTA GO TA BED#AND IM NOT WAITING TA POST IT SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#spacie scribbles
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hhhhhh but what if everything was fixed and Joker was fixed and he was no longer Joker but Jack Napier instead after Bruce talked with him an actual meaningful emotional conversation (after Alfred sat him down and lectured him about his complicated bottled up feelings towards him) and made sure he gets regularly doses of therapy afterwards (with him accompanying him) and he tried another go at being a stand-up comedian and he was extremely successful and everyone laughed at his jokes and he laughed with them because he was genuinely happy and sometimes heâd end up having to pause mid-stage to wipe his eyes from tears of joy and then when everyone claps Bruce would be in the crowd somewhere and claps the loudest and they got married and shared custody of Robin together and Alfred slayed as a father in law and and wasnwjkwo
(whispers) itâs canon now.
#Adding the rings to their fingers added 20 years to my life#You should try it itâs like therapy#OH AND#this is sort of an au I thought up reaaaal late at night#Joker is cured but the chemical effects still very slightly remain#leaving his skin pale but not to the point of being canvas-white#And his hair black with a very very tiny leaning towards green#His other eye stays purple because I think it looks pretty on him#Heâs no longer psycho but heâs still got his sense of humour and passion for pranks (not ones that kill you)#Bruce Wayne#Joker#Jack Napier#Bruce x Jack#Bruce x Joker#Batjokes#art#my art#headcanons (??)#Somewhat yeah!#Batjokes headcanons#Batjokes fanart#dc#superheroes#batman
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"So I have a mild case of Raynaud's" "?" "the circulation in my fingers and feet is messed up" "oh" "...it makes my fingers and toes turn white and purple quickly when its cold" "oh like Luka from Alien Stage" "...what"
#i have not seen it yet#but my friend pointed that out and i fell to my knees#i know he doesn't have Raynaud's but he's still purple finger gang#bad circulation moment#alien stage#luka#alnst luka#alien stage luka
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ARCANE DAY
Episode 4 and 5 in the tags and:
SALO BEING A VIKTOS FOLLOWER??? CRAZY. ALSO BOTH VIKTOR MISSING JAYCE AJDHSKSJ also cait has kinda calmed down... and I am sure she misses vi so I KNOW this is going to happen to her soon.... we aren't getting much of her feelings yet... she's still too onto Jinx to catch up on where ambessa is going...
DID JAYCE JUST KILL SALO??? WHAT HAPPENED IN THERE
Also vander not recognizing vi at first until she gives up fighting.... incredible ALSO vander and silco being miners and vi wearing her gauntlets that were initially thought out for miners.... damn
This is my favourite episode so far....
Episode 6 here:
Sky really being there..... of course she is....
Ambessa training caitlyn.... of course thats her new daughter akdjskms Tunnels in your eyes.... GIRL!!!!!!! THAT'S WHAT YOU DON'T NEED RIGHT NOW also the guy outside is a mage... ambessa is such a hypocrite
Vi and Jinx vs ambessa and cait.... this was always about class war don't get it twisted SINGED!!! TRAITOR!!!!
ARE THEY GOING TO SEE VIKTOR???? I looove how viktors touch on their faces leave "scars" so recognizable
Did isha just take the gem from vi's gauntlets??? Omg I wasn't expecting viktor to build a hippie commune to be honest omg he looks so good.... with the blonde underhairs.... and I do believe that's the same blanket....
And of course viktor knows who vander is.... nvm he diesnt know omg viktor asking for Powder.....
We are getting viktor horsegirl montage.... omg the vander momtage I can't..... omg they wanna stay.... singed is gonna fuck all this up NOOOOO đđđ they are already there I am going to kms
CAITLYN STOP THIS MADESSS!!! âïž CAITLYN!!!!! VI KILL THIS MAN!!! OMG CAITLYN...... mongoose... yeah.... and fuck you too.... CUPCAKE!!!! ABOUT TIME!!!! CAITLYN I SAID STOP THIS MADNESS WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!!! And jayce too đđđ we're never making it out of the fissures
It's such a shame the spit on here won't work like on challengers.... one can only pray I guess
Jinx experiencing the "there's nothing more undoing as a daughter" moment.... incredible
"Your absence provided a vacuum I was able to fill" TO VI???? I KNEW THAT HAND HOLDING IN THE COMMANDER SCENE WAS SUS AKDHKASJ maddie exists and ambessa knows that and still.... it was not filling her mother's void...
YES CAITLYN!!! YES!!!!! VI is so hot I am distracted... ambessa was right.... now what the fuck will jayce fuck up??? Thats the question... NOT ANOTHER CHILD!!! jayce is a menace... the guys smiling at jayce are viktor... maybe the child even....
JINX KILL THAT MAN!!! NVM VANDER KILL THAT MAN!!! JAYCE YOU FUCKING MORON!!!!! JAYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WHEN I GET YOU JAAAYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Isha what are you going to do omg đđ did she kill vander... another powder... my god another week...
That was such a good fucking episode too.... and caitlyn didn't go insane when finding Jinx that is a step forwards but viktor can't be dead... no fucking way... he was giving himself away for the people and he was going to finally die by saving vander and look at what we got... no wonder viktor hates his guts. Jayce you were so good in act one.... what happened..... alright. Christ.... another week....
#FUCKING MADDIE?????????????? NO FUCKING WAYYYYYYYYYY#fucking maddie??? yes she is fucking her. christ. jinx was right vi should have hit before all of that.... maddie bet her to it đđđ#i have tears in my eyes aldjaodjsk no fucking way what the heeeeeeell ooooh my goooood nowaaayyaaayyyaaaayyyy#and cait looks so pretty....... she is still focused on jinx.....#omg isha..... jinx gave up jinx??? what...... ambessa is making hextech... so jayce is still missing.... well she is trying#and mel is still missing too.... christ and ekkos friend is sympathetic to jinx... mmhmhmmmmm also ambessa clocks everything aldjakaj#cait has calmed down.... what is happening... she is now only violent towards jinx i guess. ambessa is opening that wound over and over oof#THE MIDDLE FINGER AKDBAKSBKANSKA sevika is unifying the underground i knew it!!! yes!!!! jinx show up!!!!#cait paying homage to her mother while rictus beats up some guy.... her suffering meking her an enabler to those actions... yeah#oh no..... they know.... isha lighting the fire like jinx did.... sevika getting her arm cut... ISHA BEAT HIM UUUP!!! JINX!!!! omg singed..#enforcer vi becoming part of her hallucinations... its so over... also silco... jinx kill this man. not ambessa... omg jinx run....#she likes iiiit yeeeeahhhh.... ekkos friend... . and THE BROTHEL LADY... SHE KNOWS WHO SHE IS!!! SHE IS SO GLAD!!! WARWICK!! FUCK SHIT UP!!#OMG HE RECOGNIZES HER!!!!! HE SPEAKS!!!!! WHAT A FUCKING MASSACRE OUTSIDE BUT HE DOES RECOGNIZE HER!!!!#CALL VIIIII THROW A PARTY WE ARE A FOUR PEOPLE HOUSEHOLD NOW!!! FIVE WITH SEVIKA!!! COME ON AT LEAST TRY!!!#his eyes changing color... singed you are nothing compared to a fathers love... jinx complaining about not really having killed powder....#she didnt and vander recognises that.... amazing omg........#THE CAIT IN BED HALLUCINATION AND JINX THERE!!!! its so weird seeing them both like this.... jinx wanting to help him.... ofc...#THEY GOT VANDER???? also you know whats funny... the cape makes cait look like silco... it looks red even#why is singed based.... OMG MEL!!! HER BROTHER!!!!! OH MY GOD VIIII LOOKS SO GOOOD!!!! HER GAUNTLETS ARE PAINTED BLACK TOO AKDBAKS#bitch mittens (not even diy) damn vi she got you hard THE BITCH SLAP omg vi... your big sister duties...#singed actually venering vander.... do not help the opressor singed!! i just said you were based!!! IS MEL PREGNANT?!?!??!#she does enjoy her puzzles..... oh of course he is an hallucination.... the first time he appeared behind her....#silco and vanders old hq..... omg MORE DOOMED YAOI...... vander apologised but silco didn't read the letter đđ as vi reaches for jinx omg#vi wearing her enforcer plaque without the plaque.... slay but why. no vander no loke he is a dog akdhaksj IS VANDER THEIR ACTUAL FATHER#NO FUCKING WAY A LOVE TRIANGLE AND EACH ONE GETS OME DAUGHTER AIDHOQSJOSAKL i need a fucking moment....#well its not vanders.... BUT THE SAME CUP AND STRAW FOR POWDER OMG!!! THE FATHERS THAT STEPPED UP!!!CONNEL GET RECKT!!!!#bedrock and blisters my fucking god. vander and silco wanting to build a better zaun for her daughters... AND JINX AND VI ARE GONNA MAKE IT#vander looking at the woman she likes whos hair is purple: ive always liked the name violet. im going to be sick!!!! my god!!!#MY GOOOOOD!!!!!!! VANDER HUGGING VI!!! THE SHOT OF HER OFFERING JINX TO JOIN WILL END MEE!!!!#watching arcane
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I canât believe Iâll be on my way to see mountains and giant trees via a train (Sequoia/kings canyon National park) in less than a day, but Iâm already missing some things at home. Theyâre in good hands though!
New kitty Frida had her vet appointment yesterday and did great. Double cat drama can resume post vacation. Wish me luck, and I will return with big tree memories in September!
#cats#tortie#tortoiseshell#plants#houseplant#Hoya#Hoya pubicalyx royal Hawaiian purple#she finally made me a bloom and itâs beautiful!#Hoya ganung gading#still crossing my fingers both cats can coexist because Iâm disproportionately attached to Frida#my big fish tank light timer crapped out before we left and I had to replace it#took enough time and annoyance just to get down to iowa with roads being out and we arenât even to the train yet#fingers crossed all goes smoothly!#and if it doesnât that I donât have any kind of meltdown#caterpillar#cecropia caterpillars#bugs#insect#all safe in cocoons Iâm so proud
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You ever be reading a fic and the author is clearly a knitter and gave one of the characters knitting as a hobby, and then the author made two different characters knitting sweaters for the main protagonist as an expression of love and comforting an actually important B plot, and sweaters themselves becoming symbolic of asserting one's bodily autonomy and practising genuine self care, while also symbolizing a desire for physical comfort, which was denied to the main protagonist until the Plot of the fic happened
You ever have that happen to you, when you yourself are a knitter, and go, well I have no choice but cast on a sweater for myself, now do I?
#I've never actually made a sweater for myself#for others but not for me#but I can only hear knitting being so lovingly described for so long before my fingers itch to pick up my needles#and I decided it is going to be the Self Care sweater#being kind to the creature of my body and mind#so when I was at the store I picked out this nice purple jewel tone that is shot through with blue#I'm still doing the math for the measurements but I'm definitely making it oversized#still acrylic cause we don't have that wool yarn money but the yarn is soft#I'm also going to try a textured stitch for Maximum Density#I love when sweaters sit a little heavy on me#Sword speaks
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Unrelated to everything (would go on my main except for a few irl ppl who follow me) but I'm really out here being like "he/him pronouns for me are fine I don't mind them" which is generally true but compared to my Feelings when someone uses it/its for me which is just. Joy. Kinda making me wonder.
#the problem with me is that 'i have no preference' feels trickily close to 'i have beaten my preferences into a pulp#bc it was too painful to experience Not Having That'#which is kind of the equivalent of cutting your finger chopping potatoes and then smashing your whole hand#with a sledgehammer until its a streak on the counter. and i do this almost always.#so ! i really have no idea if he/him is actually fine or not. its still my preference over she/her or they/them but#anyway. whats a guy gotta do to be a thing around here.#also to ppl who actually use it/its for (purple in this case đđđđđđđđđ) i will literally kill for you#gender
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at some point i mentioned i was cranking the space heater due to my being cold and my friend asked me if i sweat. for some reason (sweating like a pig, still freezing, rn) this is really funny to me right now
#red rambles#i do sweat. i take frequent showers in order to counter this. it doesnt mean im not cold though#like im sweating sure but i still cant bend my fingers enough to type with ease so i need the space heater on until its closer to 75 than 6#(fahrenheit. because im s terrible cold baby)#turns out adderall makes reynauds worse which is cool because when i read the facts sheet i fucking.#forgot it wasnt spelled reynolds and was like oh ok i dont see anything that applies to me ^-^#GUY WHO WAS DIAGNOSED WITH REYNAUDS AS A LITTLE KID BC IT SCARED MY PARENTS THAT MY EXTREMETIES WERE EITHER#WHITE OR PURPLE ALL WINTER AND SPRING AND FAL AND I KEPT COMPLAIING ABOUT NUMBNESS AND PINS AND NEEDLES:
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As of rn my upper arm hurts like shit. I can barely do stuff without it getting in my way ans moving super stiff to avoid it ;-;
to make things worse - I'm also going on vacation again, so I'll deal with it during that time. This time, I'll still be active over there due to the place having wifi this time, I'm also visiting my grandma :) Yippee!!
I'll still try draw and post art despite that,
-gallonwghost I guess
#gallonwghost shenanigans#gallonwghost rambles about stuff#small announcement#It's almost as bad as that time I bruised my finger where it turned dark purple for a whole week and still had to play during a concert#Almost because my arm isn't making me break down crying like that one did with the pain (I think my finger is still deformed from it)
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having a favorite character is awful, all of a sudden the weather gets a little warm and then Iâm editing my fingers and painted nails to look like that little freak
#raii talks a lot#and then I posted it on instagra.m đ©” hi mother and old classmates also and my cousin. my finger nails are the eyes. yeah#I didnt just lose it suddenly my nails are silver and purple and thatâs because theyâre the only colors Iâve still got#but thatâs not an excuse </3
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THIS IS THE WORSE FUCKING DAY EVER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHY ISNT SUICIDE A OPTION
#FIRST I GO TO WORK AND STUBB MY FINGER IN THE FREEZER DOOR#AND NOW ITS PURPLE AND STILL HURTS#MY SHITTY JOB#AND THEN I GO HOME AND IM SO EXCITED CAUSE I WAS GONNA GO ON A DATE CAUSE I HAVENT SEEN MY BOYFRIEND IN A WHILE AND HE#HE HAD TO CNACLE THE DATE YESTERDAY#BUT NOW HE HAD TO CANCEL AGAIN BECAUSE HIS FAMILY UNEXPECTLY PUT BABY SITTING ON HIM AT THE LAST MINUTE#AND INSTEAD OF HAVING A NICE DINNER WITH MY BF IM EATING GRILLED CHEESE AND CAN CHICKEN NOODLE#FUCK MY LIFE IM GONNA KILL MYSELF#ALSO MY PERIOD ISCOMING SOON#FUCK
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It's midnight which means it's techincally and officially Felix's birthday!!! Everyone look at him!!!
#smol makes art#Felix Marland#he's canonically 57 but this is one of my only times drawing him beyond 2005#he's still looking damn good for a man in his late 50s#gone for a green colour scheme cause his birthstone is emerald! he usually favours purple or sometimes red but let's give green a go#the roses are his main motif but the background is meant to be hawthorne flowers cause you guessed it those are his birth flowers#there's also a sappy story behind that locket gfvbhnjm. and take note of the ring on his finger...
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Joys of July Gardening:
#Gardening is the art that uses flowers and plants as paint#and the soil and sky as canvas.#Elizabeth Murray#The verdant hills have turned golden as the peak of summertime splendor arrives in July. The sunsets are sensational while the wonders of n#Color In and Out of the Garden by Lorene Edwards Forkner#and I find myself swinging in my hammock under my magnificent magnolia perusing the brushstrokes and hues of the garden as I turn the pages#Finally#my months of intense weeding are complete. My hands and fingers are still numb from the repeated motions#yet I am reaping the glorious joy of natures painted floral magic. My garden is indeed the lens through which I see the world.#The tapestry of color helps me learn to see with eyes wide open what the landscape produces this month. The compact Cezanne clematis boasts#they are flourishing providing continual bouquets of beauty and fragrance. Pink and purple appear to be my summer theme as purple trumpet v#festive summer surprise!#Birds of Paradise#both the orange and blue varieties#are showstoppers in gardens. Their flowers do indeed resemble birds. They are easy to grow#easy to maintain#and a wonderful addition to a garden when you are seeking a more tropical feeling. Speaking of birds#hopefully#you have included birdhouses#bird baths#and bird feeders in your garden design. Birds are one of our best pest control options. As a bonus#they serenade us with song and provide entertainment as they flit from limb to limb. Install a porch swing#bench#or hammock (my go-to) and enjoy the performance.#As an experiment#I planted tomatoes#thyme#peppers#and shallots in a large container outside my kitchen window so that I could grab and go. The plants are happy and thriving. Iâve already ha#and thyme
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Bad Boys Bring Roses - G.S.
Synopsis. Youâve never dealt with the yakuza - not once. So why is the future head of the Gojo clan suddenly coming up to you, demanding that you marry him for 30 days?
Pairing. Yakuza boss! Gojo Satoru x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, yakuza! au, fake marriage, annoyances to lovers, elders suck, mentioned k*lling (not reader or Satoru), Satoru is INSANE and SO down bad, one bed trope, praise, biting, oral (fem receiving), fĂngering, unprotected, crĂ©ampie, spitting, overstim, flower language, knĂves, bit dark, HAPPY ENDING, pet names, swearing.
Word count. 9.1k (whoopsies)
A/N. I just HAD to get this out of my mind like I wanna write an entire book series on this. Spent too long researching rose language as well so see if yâall catch that hehe.
You thought the wedding invitation was a joke when it had arrived - a delicate, lacey little card that youâve probably read over a million times by now. It had been stuffed haphazardly into your mailbox, along with a ridiculously large bouquet of purple roses. Seemingly inconspicuous when you first tore into the thick envelope, wondering which one of your friends was getting married now.Â
And it was - that is, until you saw your name at the very top - right where the blushing brideâs was supposed to be.Â
We hereby formally invite you to the marriage ofâŠ
What?Â
No return address. No date. No groomâs name either. Only yours, written in beautiful, golden writing - inviting you to your own wedding, exactly a week from now.
You remember perfectly the way youâd flipped it over and over in your hands, the gears turning in your head as you tried to crack down on the motive behind this invitation. A threat? A joke? Texting all of your friends about what a cute prank that was - only to get a shared confused reaction, and a few âApril Foolâs has already passed, yâknow.â
Hell, youâd even cornered the mailman, desperate to get to the bottom of this. But that wasnât particularly helpful when he was only able to shake his head in protest, pale as a sheet, and trembling ever-so-slightly as he sped away from you. Weird.Â
Without a clue as to who sent the letter, or even a follow-up in the days after, you stuffed the invitation somewhere deep in the back of your closet and handed the bouquet to your mother. Not bothering to tell your parents where it was from - because whoâd worry over a stupid prank like this? It was probably one of the kids from down the street thatâd gotten their grubby lilâ hands on a printer.Â
You, however, had more important things to focus on - like trying to help your father revive his failing diner. It was a family business, a quaint, hearty little shop. One that was quickly, and dangerously, losing both customers and employees with the brand new fast food place thatâd popped up right across the street.Â
Which is why you found yourself here - working overtime on a Saturday night, looking over the empty chairs and stacks of boxes from behind the counter. Whatever, it was only a few weeks until relocation anyway.
You heave out a sigh, eyes flitting to the clock beside you - 11:21pm.
Nine minutes more, you drum your fingers in boredom, maybe you should just close up early. Because sure as hell no one else was-
âOh? Still open?â
âAh- Uh, yes, welcome!â Jolting out of your reverie, you stand up ramrod straight, taking in the customer standing at the door. He wasnât one of the regulars - no, you think youâd remember if he was. Cloudy white hair, piercing blue eyes that twinkle from above his shades, even in the dim light of the diner. He was so very tall, taking up almost all of the doorframe, only getting more and more imposing as he walks up to you in quick, long strides. Magnetizing.Â
And if you dared let your eyes wonder, you caught a few tattoos peeking out from his unfairly snug button-up, clashing with its flashy blue color. Dragons? Trees? Or were they flowers - roses?
âRoses.â the man in front of you answers your unspoken question, voice so very deep, and melodic - tinged with something playful in it that you wouldnât have expected at first glance. At your raised brow he continues with a wink, âCould tell ya were checkinâ me out, sweetheart.â
âF-forgive my rudeness, sir.â you sputter, face burning. You look away from the way his muscled ripple as he crosses his arms, immediately turning to fumble with the menus, âPlease take a seat and Iâll be there with you shortly.â
Youâd expected him to take up a booth, or maybe head towards one of the good tables around the corner. What you did not expect was for him to plop down on the stool right in front of you, flashing you a playful grin before humming, âSâalright, mâjust waitinâ for someone.â
Oh. Well, it made sense that someone like him would be taken. Swallowing, you hand over the menu, before giving him a close-lipped smile, âA lover?â
Resting his head on his palms, not bothering to even glance at the list of dishes before him. âMy fiancĂ©e.â
âCongratulations, MrâŠâ
âGojo Satoru.â he tilts his head, looking way too happy with himself. âPlease, call me Satoru.âÂ
You nod softly, picking up your pen and notepad to get this conversation over with - and maybe to also avoid his heavy stare that made something hot and uncomfortable coil in your stomach. âRight, Mr-â at his disappointed whine, âSatoru. Congratulations, must be one heck of a thing to plan.â
âOh Iâm having fun with the wedding planning.â He waves off your words with a chuckle, missing - or pointedly ignoring - the way you were waiting for his order. âHowâs it going for you?â
What?
You narrow your eyes at the way Satoru was batting those long lashes up at you, deceivingly innocent and waiting for your answer. âIâm sorry- Me? Did you mean with the diner relocation plans or-â
âNo no no.â he laughs, loud and boisterous. And usually youâd have a thing or two to say at someone interrupting you if you werenât so mesmerized by that little dimple at the corner of his grin. One that moves as he plows on, âMâasking how wedding planning is going for you, wifey~â
Thereâs a beat of silence. One. Two. With you gaping at the pure audacity as Satoru quiets down to little titters, seemingly studying your reaction in amusement. Which slowly, but surely, drains from his face as you grit out a sharp, âIâm gonna have to ask you to leave, sir. Weâre very busy and donât have time to entertain your pick-up lines.â
Those widened blue eyes sweep the painfully empty diner, letting out a low whisper. âI can see that.â you let out a strangled noise of embarrassment at that. âBut youâre really gonna ask your husband to leave?â
Huffing in frustration, âI donât have a husband.â
â...you do.â
âI donât.â
âYou do.â
âI donât. And who the fuck are you to tell me I do?â
âWhat?!â Satoru jumps out of his seat in shock, fast enough that the stool clatters to the floor with a deafening clang! Hands slamming on the counter as he leans over it - so close that you could feel his minty breath fanning your face with each hurried, shrill word that tumbles out of his lips. âWhat do you mean you donât have a- Iâm gonna kill those fuckinâ- After I bought Canva premium just to make that invitation? Did the flowers come at least?â
And while Satoru is panicking, words spilling out of his mouth a mile a minute - only one of those rings in your mind - invitation.Â
âYou.â you hiss, barely audible over meltdown in front of you. Pointing a finger accusingly, âYouâre the one behind that prank with the dumbass roses.â
That seems to snap Satoru out of his dramatic monologue - and youâre glad it did. Because he looks up to meet your glare, âHey! You didnât like the roses?âÂ
And for the first time, you see Satoru more serious than heâd been ever since stepping into this diner. Eyes somewhere behind you, ablaze and almostâŠfrightening. âDidnât you ask him?âÂ
You whirl around to see your father, whoâd apparently rushed downstairs at the commotion. Baseball bat to fight off the intruder hanging in midair as he stands frozen, taking in the scene before him - but more importantly, that man in front of him. âYou.â
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And, well, itâs not everyday that youâre having late night tea with your parents and one of your fatherâsâŠbusiness associates. Even rarer when said business associate isâŠyou gulp, praying to whoeverâs above that this is all some sick dream youâll wake up any second from.Â
âSo, let me get this straightâŠâ you sigh, pinching your nose in frustration. Itâs been an hour or two of trying to understand whatever this was. Giving a stern look at the two men squirming across from you in the booth. âMy father was conned by one of your-â you gesture your head at Satoru, which only makes his smirk grow, â-men to take a loan from your um-â
âFamily, yakuza. Anything goes.â he supplies helpfully.
You wave him off, trying as quickly as possible to brush off the âyakuzaâ bit that makes your stomach lurch. âAnd now he owes you a favor ofâŠwhat exactly?â
Satoru leans across the table, t-shirt opening tantalizingly. Voice dropping to an almost-pleading murmur, âLook, I just need you to pretend to be my doting, loving, charming, gorgeous-â backtracking at your withering glare, â...Anyway. I just need a fake wife for a few months, convince my family to get off my back about arranged marriage nâ carrying the Gojo legacy. Then bam! you stomp all over my heart, we divorce and Iâm too heartbroken to ever get married again. Easy.âÂ
âNo.â
âPlease?â
âNo.â
You bet Satoruâs disappointed groan echoed across all 23 words of Tokyo, because it was definitely ringing in your ears amongst whirlwind thoughts of marriage? To a yakuza? Completely, and utterly ridiculous. And from his talks of âcarrying the family nameâ it seemed like he was some sort of future head as well. Though, he definitely wasnât acting like it right now.Â
âAlright. Plan B, then.âÂ
Oh? You couldnât help but think that maybe he wasnât that much of a manchild as sits up from where heâd been splayed all over the table in tragedy. Lacing his fingers together before turning to your father, continuing in a more diplomatic tone, âBut I want the cash you took. In full. Now. Gonna hafta disguise my best friend as my wife, nâ dresses for a six foot man arenât cheap.â
Your mother looked like she could faint right then and there. Choking out a noise of surprise, âB-but weâve deposited it all for the relocation- Please, canât we pay any other-â
At the firm shake of his head, you stammer, âNow? Arenât you some yakuza nepo baby, canât you just ask your parents for money?â
âNo.â Satoru chuckles, in a tone which told you that he probably could but might just lose his head for it. Only further supported as he muses, âNot unless I want a finger cut off for dealinâ money on the side. Seriously, sweetheart, why did you think I sent you the invitation last week?â
âTake me instead.â you father cries, trying to negotiate above Satoruâs half-joking mutters of âUgh, Iâm not into olâ men dumb enough to sign yakuza contracts.â
It was all too much. You couldnât take out the relocation deposit - it was a new start, possibly the only thing to save your family. Nor do you have enough in savings to pay back the loan. And if Satoruâs warning was anything to listen to, then you knew that dealing with the yakuza could be dangerous. Why you? Why you? Why you?Â
âFine.â
The moment that word leaves your lips, itâs like the whole world freezes. Everyone in the room - including yourself - unsure of whether they heard you right. âIâll do it.â you clarify, voice hesitant but firm. Eyeing the way Satoruâs eyes begin to sparkle, the beginnings of a smile curling his lips. Raising a finger to shush your fatherâs protests, âBut for a month, until we leave this place. After that mâgoing with my family and youâre never to contact us ever again. Deal?â
And oh Satoru seemed over the moon, reaching out to grasp your hand in a handshake - so warm, and softer than youâd imagined. âSwear on mâlife, wifey. You can kill me if not.â
He was so intimidating - and intimidatingly exhilarating.
Only an hour more of arguing and a quick phone call later, men - yakuza, you assume - were flooding your familyâs little diner. All tattooed and burly, looking somewhat comical as they carried your few packed-up suitcases outside. Well, at least they stayed for a late dinner.Â
And ended up being witnesses to a very rushed, very rushed signing of marriage agreements. Evidence to really show up your alleged marriage. It barely even lasted a few minutes before, well, that was that - you were married, to the son of a yakuza head.Â
You say a quick goodbye to your teary parents, soothing them with promises of âIâll be back before you know it. One month. Thatâs all.âÂ
âAnd donât worry about a thing,â Satoru sing-songs, coming up behind you. âIf thereâs anyone sheâs safe with, itâs me.â
âYou better keep your mitts off of my baby.â your father warns, raising the baseball bat still clutched in his hand menacingly.Â
âI wonât lay a hand on her, father-in-law. And anyone that even thinks about itâŠâ he cackles, breath hot against your ear, sending shivers down your spine. âIâll kill.â
Prancing off to hold the door of that shiny black Mercedes parked outside open for you. âLadies first.â
With another quick hug to your parents, you hastily make your way inside. Feeling extremely out of place amongst the overly luxurious interior in your slightly-stained work uniform. God, the covers on these cushions themselves probably cost more than your house.Â
âLike the car? I can buy you one. Or four, as a wedding gift.â Satoru grins.Â
Oh, right. You werenât in here alone - you were here with your newâŠhusband. The word felt so strange to even wrap your head around, instead you turn to meet his easy smile. Clenching your jaw as you grit out, âSo how do we act m-married?â
You swear he brightens up impossibly, scooting closer to you on the seat. Heart lurching as he raises his eyes to meet yours, dizzy with the heat of his proximity, he promptly pulls out his Notes app.Â
âWell, you see. I forgot to send this with the invitation so you better memorize this before we get home.â flashing you a long, long list of likes and dislikes, âHereâs my favorite color and my favorite Digimon and-â
That car ride could not have been longer. Because in addition to arguing with Satoru about who the best Digimon was, you had to fill out your own version of his overly extensive list. âSo we can be foolproof.â heâd whined. And youâd been so engrossed in the process that you barely noticed the looming estate out the window.
âWeâre here, young master and madam Gojo.â
It took a second to register that the driver was talking to you as well as Satoru, immediately pushing your face against the window to take in the scenic site before you. Heavy wooden doors - probably taller than an average house - opening to reveal sprawling gardens. Koi ponds and rose bushes lining a pathway that led to a traditional Japanese house - all power and glory. You half wondered whether you were still in Tokyo.Â
âHome sweet home.â Satoru grunts. âSuch a beautiful hell, huh?â
Your home, for the next month. At least.Â
And if you had any doubt that Satoru was in fact the future yakuza head, that all went out the window at the welcome you got. Men lining the wooden hallway, bowing at the waist while your all-new husband wraps a hand around your shoulders, pointing out the various rooms and ornaments as he led you in.Â
â-and this is going to be our room.â he brings you in front of a large tatami room, one the size of your entire diner.Â
âOurs.â you repeat. Walking unhurriedly to the king-sized bed in the middle - the only bed. Heart pounding as you take it all in.Â
âOurs.â Satoru echoes, happily. And if he was any bit as affected as you are, then he doesnât show it, instead pulling out a blue yukata from the closet, a golden Gojo emblem stamped on the back. Made with such a pretty, delicate fabric that it made you shiver to think how much it cost. âNow, I had these made jusâ for you last week. You can give me a lilâ fashion show tomorrow, so make sure you get some rest, wifey.â
Itâs only when he says the word ârestâ that you realize exactly how tired you are. Your long shift and the entirety of this having your eyes feeling heavier than usual.Â
âUmâŠâ you start, risking a glance at the bed.Â
Satoru jolts, âAh- donât worry, sweetheart. You take the bed.â beginning to saunter outside to meet his team. âGot some work, so Iâll be sleeping in my office. Dream of me~â
And, really, you almost felt bad splaying yourself out on the crisp navy sheets. Sinking into the heady smell of fabric softener, and something so so Satoru. Addictive. Like an expensive cologne that made your head spin, one that wafted through your mind as you dreamt of summer weddings, and blue, blue skies.
âIchiji.â
âYes, young master.â
âSee to it that the madam is safe. Anyone try anything funny and you bring them back alive. I wanna be the one to play with them, okay~?â
âOf course, young master.â
---
Admittedly, you probably have the best sleep of your life at the Gojo estate- or, it wouldâve been if your husband didnât burst in every morning at 7am. Handing you a ridiculously big bouquet of white roses, straight from the garden, before dragging you outside.Â
Milling about the estate, Satoru was never too far behind, chattering away. Letting you hold onto his strong arm crossing the bridges, occasionally having you show up to yakuza meetings as his plus one. Relishing in the rumors spreading all through the yakuza syndicates in Tokyo. Gojo Satoru, and the commoner wife heâd do anything for.
Weirdly enough, some strange little part of you thinks he puts in a lot more work than necessary for some pretend relationshipâŠ
âI think that stupid plan is really working, yâknow.â you muse to him after a few days of this. Dipping your fingers into one of your favorite koi ponds with a nod at the figures watching you from a distance - Gojo clan elders, you assume. âThose old coots hate being within a five mile radius of me.â
Satoru huffs out a laugh, âThat so? Sâprobably the method acting then, huh? Taking good care of me, wifey?â he wiggles his eyebrows, nudging you from where he was holding an umbrella beside you.Â
Furrowing your brows mockingly, âSâfunny for you to say, they donât even look at me. But they follow me around everywhere.â
âDo they annoy you, must I do my duty as a husband and gouge their eyes out?â
HeâŠdidnât sound like he was joking.Â
Rolling your eyes, you pointedly ignoring the way your heart lurches at the word âhusband.â Still so jumpy at the idea. âSpeaking of, your parents give up the marriage proposals, yet?â
At this, Satoru clenches his jaw. âStill nagging, but theyâre finally considering you as my actual bride rather than some hijink.â he spits out, seemingly recalling whatever conversation theyâd had before. âAnd they want to have some family âdinnerâ, but itâs going to be awful and you donât-â
âLetâs go.â you interrupt, nodding determinedly. âThe realer this marriage seems, the faster we can divorce, no?â
He blinks at you slowly, âThatâsâŠtrue. For the divorce, then?â
âFor the divorce.â
And, well, that was settled - you were to meet your new in-laws. The ever-elusive heads of the Gojo clan. Also one of the most powerful yakuza in all of Japan, but, semantics really.
You spend the evening cooped up with Satoru in the library, poring over the bloody history of the yakuza - with the Gojoâs heading them all. The only time he actually leaves your side is a few hours before the dinner.Â
âFor you.â heâd murmured, lips ghosting your ear, slipping something cold onto your finger. You look down to see one of the most beautiful rings youâve ever seen - gold, with delicate blue and white diamonds encrusting it, cut in the shape of roses. âCanât be married without a wedding ring, huh? Think of it as a good luck charm for tonight.â
And with that heâs swept away in a flurry of bodyguards and ruffled men, and youâre left standing there all alone. Cheeks burning, wondering how the hell he knew your perfect fit.Â
You worry longer about the dinner than you spend actually preparing for it. Though, thatâs probably because of the group of stylists that come into your room to help you dress. Wordlessly fussing around you despite your weak attempts at conversation, eyes averted. Almost like they wereâŠscared of you.Â
But there wasnât much time to think of that - not when youâre being marched off in the direction of what you remember Satoru had called the family dining room. âMore like a fuckinâ meeting room for those hardasses.â heâd snarked.
The moment you step in, all eyes turn to you - the only ones you recognize being Satoruâs, who immediately stands with a smile. âAh, wifey! Well, arenât you a sight for sore eyes.â pulling you into a tight hug. His voice drops into a low, raspy murmur in your ear, âYa look fuckinâ gorgeous in my colors, yâknow.â
Traitorously, jolts of electricity run down your spine. Especially at how fucking gorgeous he looked in traditional wear. Whispering back, âPlaying up the doting husband bit, huh?â
âOnly for you.â
Pulling away, you drink in his dangerously handsome state. Hair so effortlessly styled, tattoos winking at you from just above his yukata - blue, to match yours. So pretty.
Stammering out, âCorny.â
âOnly for-â
âNow that the girl is finally here, may we begin with dinner?â A stained voice sounds from behind Satoru, old and tinged with a tone that years of customer service told you did not bode well. Craning your head, you look over his broad shoulders, meeting the eyes of several disapproving elders.Â
Shit. Some of the most dangerous people in this country right now.Â
Gathered here - for you.Â
Automatically, you knew which ones were his parents - painfully upright, and hauntingly beautiful in a cold, calculated way. Sat right at the head of the long table. With a jolt, you realize that you two are seated right opposite them.Â
âSo.â his mother starts, as you take your seat with a bow. Satoru doesnât waste any time on niceties, plopping down right next to you, scooting closer than necessary. âCongratulations on theâŠwedding, my son.â
My son. You ignore the way both parents pointedly avoided looking at you. Your husband, however, does not. âWhat~ Not gonna wish my dear wife as well?â
Itâs a silent staredown - one that has the entire room on edge. You donât realize that youâre clenching your fists in tension until Satoru untangles them, slipping his larger hands into yours. Gaze still alarmingly intense and locked on the other side of the table.
He wins.
âCongratulations. Let us begin now.âÂ
You breathe out a sigh of relief, the tension only slightly broken as butlers stream into the room, carrying decadent trays of food. Well, at least the food might make up for how appalling this dinner is going to be.
Itâs only 15 minutes in that you realize how very, horribly wrong you are - because the elders of the Gojo estate really donât hold back, do they? Thank God you memorized every part of that stupid likes and dislikes list.
Besides picking apart every aspect of your relationship that they could manage to squeeze out of you between the appetizer and the main course, the main scrutiny tonight seems to be you. But in that icy, subtle way that has Satoruâs jaw clenching tighter each second.Â
Lips curling, Gojo senior eyes you over his wine glass. âSo, dear,â voice dripping with underlying venom despite the pet name. âIs it true our Satoru missed an esteemed marriage meeting with the Zenin group to ambush you at some rundown old diner?â
You fight to keep the smile plastered onto your face, painful and cracking under the pressure. A hand squeezing under the table to stop Satoru from opening his mouth to retort, you answer instead, âWell, ambushed wouldnât be the word. You could say we fell in love over the counter - at my familyâs diner.â
âA waitress, she said?â
âNow we know why it was this rushed. Probably pregnant.â
âThe scandal. How far the Gojo name has fallen.â
The few stifled gasps from the other end of the table are so dramatic that you could almost laugh. But you donât. Breath hitching as Mrs. Gojo chuckles, âMarrying the daughter of a lowly diner owner? How... quaint.â
âMother, be quiet or-â
âWhat?â she throws her hands in exasperation. âCanât I say anything around here. Honestly, Satoru, Iâm just trying to make conversation with your new wife.â
Before either you or Satoru can react, his father speaks up, apparently not done with the interrogation. âYou understand that weâre just worried, right, dear? Especially with marrying into prestigious families, of course.â The emphasis on âprestigiousâ is not lost on you.â And it drives you insane.Â
Steeling yourself, you train your eyes on the untouched food below you. âI understand.â
Plowing on as if trying to infuriate you, âAnd you understand that this position is dangerous? Youâll be targeted.â
âI understand.â
âDo you? Donât be swept up in our Satoruâs charm and wealth, dear, my son just wants a way out of duty.â tone dripping with disdain, Satoruâs grip becoming tighter and tighter on yours. âThe Gojo syndicate owns half of this city, we could bulldoze over that little diner of yours with only one phone callâ
âMy wife and I are leav-â
âI said I fuckinâ understand.â Your words hang in the air like a foul stench, and you raise your head to glare. If looks could kill, all the elders in this room would be six feet under and youâd be dancing on their graves already. âNeither me, nor my husband would ever let that happen because he knows a thing or two about respect, unlike you.â Lacing your fingers tighter with Satoruâs. âSo shove your mighty family up your wrinkly asses. I donât give a flying shit.âÂ
Eyes wide, jaws dropped, the old couple opposite you finally seems stunned into silence. And if it was any other situation you couldâve almost laughed at how similar they looked to Satoru when he found out you thought his proposal was a prank.
His father adjusts his glasses. âPerhaps that is so.â
Ah, if only the rest of the table would be quietened just as easily.Â
âNot only is she a slut sheâs a-â
Thud!
It all happens so fast youâre not even sure if your eyes are playing tricks on you. Because in a split-second, the knife that was at your side is suddenly embedded, deep into the wooden table - barely even an inch away from the elder that had spoken up.Â
âYouâre lucky Iâm matching with my wife nâ didnât want to dirty this new yukata.â a voice sounds from your side. Melodic and so so eerie that you donât realize for a second that itâs Satoru - your Satoru.Â
He loops an arm under your legs as he stands up. Easily maneuvering you into a princess carry, forcing you to cling onto his robes for dear life as your feet dangle from the floor. You look up - maybe to snap at Satoru to put you down - only for the words to die in your throat at how absolutely fucking feral your husband looked. Eyes wide, aura menacing. A grin gracing his features, not the familiar one which had your heart racing, no - something so dangerous and cold.Â
âNow,â he hums. Turning his back to the room, gaze still locked with the shocked heads inside, âMy lovely wife and I will be retiring. Wonât you all say goodnight to your future madam?â
You donât know what shocks you more - the way everyone in that room mumbles out a disdainful little âGoodnight, maâam.â, or the way Satoru cackles as he carries you to your shared bedroom. Laying you gently on the mattress with a quiet, âBe right back, sweetheart.â
What the fuck happened?
He couldâve killed that man. And looked like he wanted to.Â
Your brain yells at you - run away run away run away- But you werenâtâŠscared? In fact, you donât think youâve ever been less fearful in your entire life. Especially not when Satoru stumbles back into the room, clearly rushing. Something warm spreading in your chest at the trays of food in his hands.
âDinnerâs better without a bunch of fossils on my kill list.â he grins. Settling right next to you on the bed, setting out the dinner heâd brought for you. And, well, you didnât doubt that they really were on his kill list.Â
âHey, wifey.â Satoru speaks up after a few moments of silence, satisfied with the food laid in front of you. âMâsorry for putting you through that. No more family dinners from now.â
You inch closer to lay your head on his sculpted shoulder, a hand bringing up the food to his pretty lips. He smelled so good, faintly like pine, and clouds. It made you so dizzy. âEat, Satoru.â
Thatâs all which is said, because maybe thatâs all that was needed. And for a second there, you almost forget that this is all pretend.
---
âHey, uh- mister. You alright?â you call out, voice barely audible over the rain.Â
The sullen figure didnât react at first, soaked through and eyes trained on the ground. Unmoving, even when you hesitantly drew closer, umbrella quivering in your hands.Â
You should turn around - walk away like everyone else on the sidewalk was doing. But no, something about the way he sat alone, stoic to the storm around him made you inch closer. âHere.â you hold out your umbrella. âSâour dinerâs, but you look like you could use this more than I do.â
He jolts, as if hearing you for the first time. A flash of blue, so quick you almost think you miss it. Still not raising his head fully, the manâs snowy hair tousles as he jerkily closes around the handle. Pretty. And so so sad.
âItâll be alright.â you nod.Â
And with that, you turn, running back in the rain to the haven of the diner, where your father was waiting impatiently - heâd just bought the boxes to start packing up for relocation. Fingers still burning ever-so-slightly where his hand had brushed against yours. How strange, you wondered his name.
---
Satoru stayed true to his word over the weeks that followed. His parents seemed well and fully intent on avoiding you. And, well, other than a few disdainful remarks, the elders mostly scurried away in fear at your very sight.Â
The only thing that made your skin prickle was that the housekeepers had a penchant for peeping in on the two of you. Increasingly following you - they always did, but nowâŠhonestly, it was a bit disconcerting.Â
But other than that, it was almostâŠpeaceful. You wake up every morning to a large bouquet of burgundy roses at your bedside table - and a husband. Because Satoru had taken to sleeping on the little couch at the corner of your room every night - saying something about not wanting to rouse suspicion because if he actually had a wife heâd be âtaking her to bed every nightâ. Somehow, you didnât doubt it.Â
âFunny how itâs getting close to a month of being married, but you havenât even kissed me yet.â you deadpan. Looking down at where he was resting his head in your lap, sprawled across the soft grass in the garden.
Something else also happened - something different.
Because Satoru was a bit touchier, a bit closer. Like right now, preening into your fingers carding through his soft hair. âOh~? Why, wanna take me to bed, wifey?â
âYou wish.â
âMaybe I do.â
Your hands still, pulse racing as your eyes bore into Satoruâs, trying to figure out what sort of bad joke this was. Subconsciously, you find yourself leaning down closer - too closer. Close enough that you could count every shade of blue in his hungry gaze. But by the grace of whoever was above-
âYoung master, please excuse the intrusion but you have-â
Sitting up abruptly, addressing the newcomer in a stone-cold tone. âHow many fuckinâ times have I not told you to never bother me when Iâm with my wife?â
The servant bows apologetically, sputtering out apologies as you move to get up. Flashing a smirk at Satoruâs dramatic pout, âI have to catch up on some reading anyway. See ya, Satoru.âÂ
âNoo~ my sweetheart donât leave me~âÂ
You stifle a laugh at his little tantrum, so different from when he was serious. He was soâŠ.dizzying. âYouâll be okay, Satoru.â Glancing up nervously to meet the servantâs intense stare, studying the scene before him, how different his master was. âIâll be at the library now.â
And Satoru notices - of course, he does. He sees that tiny flash of concern in your eyes. One that you might not have noticed yourself. He lowers his voice as you walk away, so you donât hear him speaking behind you. Words dripping with a similar venom he always heard from his parents, âNow, tell me who youâre spying for. Names, first and last.âÂ
Satoru doesnât join you in the library that day, the first time in weeks. And you find yourself missing him more than you should. Itâs dark out by the time youâre raising your head from the books, joints aching from poring over them for hours. The house seems a lot quieter. Somewhat bigger.Â
Something was wrong. Something was wrong. Something was wrong.Â
Scratching the back of your head, you wander through the wooden hallways to your bedroom - wondering what was amiss. Your feet take you there as if on autopilot, thankful for Satoruâs meticulous tours.Â
âHey,â you smile softly at a servant making your bed, âWhere are-â
Your question dies in your throat at the way she yelps at your words, hurrying down the corridor with a jerky bow. Weird. Leaving you all alone, and confused, muttering to yourself, itâs only then that you notice the flash of red by your bedside table.Â
Not a bouquet. Only a single, red rose - a note tied around the stem, something youâd never gotten before.Â
âThe marriage proposals have been revoked, your contract is fulfilled, my ex-wife.â
Oh, reading that hurt more than it shouldâve. You should be happy at being free, a few days earlier than expected at that - but it was over - just like that. You didnât want to leave him. You didnât want to leave him.You didnât want to leave him.
 Were you going insane?
Clutching the flower like a lifeline, heaving out a sigh, âMaybe Satoru knowsâŠâ
âThinking of me?â
Startled, you whirl behind to face your husband. In the dim-lighting, making out the stoney expression on his face, eyes wide and a little duller than they had been earlier today.Â
âSatoru?â
His eyes light up at the mere sound of your voice - then youâre engulfed in him. Wrapping you in his arms, bowing his body into yours, so tight that it almost hurts. But you let him, fisting the fresh yukata in your hands - and thatâs when you realize, heâs changed his robes since this morning. âAre you okay?â you whisper into his shoulder. Drinking in the smell of his cologne, and something faintly metallic.Â
Every cell in your body is screaming at you to take the opportunity - to run away from this yakuza and his slaughter and whatever this was. But how could you? Staying rooted to the spot, not even a speck of fear.
Satoru heaves out a heavy breath, tickling the hairs at your nape as he pulls you impossibly closer. âThose nosy elders wonât be bothering you anymore, sweetheart. Youâre free to go.â
A shudder runs down your spine at his words, and you didnât want to think too hard about what they meant. Instead, you guide him to your bed - and, surprisingly, he allows you to. Letting the two of you sink into the plush mattress. With Satoru still in your arms. He repeats, âYouâre free to go.â
Run away. Run away. Run away-
There it was again - that strained little manta. You stare right into his eyes, voice thick at the sinking feeling in your stomach. âMy 30 days arenât over yet.âÂ
âLeave. Please.â he grunts into the crook of your neck, like your hands drawing patterns down his back had broken some dam. âMânot a good man.âÂ
You press your lips to his forehead, searing and a desperate attempt to soothe the man. âI think Iâll be the judge of that.â
âIâm yakuza, sweetheart. Doomed to follow my parents here.â he mutters, strained and voice more unsure than youâve ever heard. And once he started, it was like Satoru just couldnât stop, rambling into your skin, âI hate it here, and you should, too. All these fuckin-â
âSo go with me instead.â
âWhat if-â
âToru.â you cut off his words, slurring and spilling out of his mouth. Gently, you pry him away from his little haven, reeling back to take a good look at the face heâs been hiding for so long. Hair mussed, curtaining his whirling eyes - all disheveled and vulnerable where he was once so suave.Â
Your eyes bore into his, unwavering. âItâll be alright, Toru.â
And then heâs kissing you - and youâre kissing him. Only when his lips meet yours, soft, and so so sweet, do you realize that this is everything you ever want right now - possibly these past few weeks. âYâcan kill me if you donâ want his.â he mutters into your open mouth. Â
Itâs so desperate - a messy clash of teeth and saliva, Satoru was drinking you in like you were the last drop of water on Earth. He tasted so sweet, like candy almost, and the gentle caress of a lover. You were addicted like you could do this forever and ever and-
And then heâs pulling away. A disappointed little whine leaves you involuntarily as he parts, delicate strings of saliva snapping in the space between you two. Satoruâs mouth drops into a soft oh! at the noise, surging forward minutely like he was about to kiss you senseless again. Only to halt with a pained grunt, just a hairâs breadth from your lips.Â
âMâsorry.â Claiming your lips once again, like a man possessed. Drinking in your breathless gasps. Like he never wanted to let go. âF-fuck, sweetheart. Yâdonât know how crazy you drive me.â he pants.
âWhy did you pick me?â you blurt out, a question that had been nagging at the back of your mind every time Satoru slipped his hand in yours, introducing you as his loving wife. âWas it just the debt?â
Heâs kissing your pulse now, canines hovering over the erratic little cadence. Breathing you in like you were intoxicating. âNo.â heâs licking a long, languid stripe up your neck. Pressing hot, open-mouthed kisses down every inch of skin he could reach.Â
âThen why?â your words come out in almost an embarrassing plea. But by the way his breath hitches, you know that Satoru loves it.Â
âBecause.â he breathes, âYou treated me like a human.â
Heâs capturing your lips with his again, nipping at your bottom lips. You squeal as he pulls, suddenly wanting him to tease you like this everywhere. To have him absolutely ruin you like you know he could - treat you like the wife he claimed you were.Â
But Satoru wasnât done yet - far from it. He chuckles, kissing down your neck, fumbling with the ties of your yukata, âRemember that night? You probably donât, was raininâ so hard I thought Iâd drown out there.â Worshiping the valley between your breasts as he hastily unbuckles your bra. âThat night was when the marriage proposals had come in. They said Iâd either carry the legacy or be forced to leave the family. Kicked out of my own home.âÂ
And youâre reeling from both his words and the way Satoru was rocking his hips into yours now, something hot, and so achingly hard pressing in the damp area between your legs. âThought I was gonna take âem all out that night.â
âTake them all out?â your breath hitches.
âEvery. Single. One.â Fingers dancing across the hem of your panties. âWouldnât have felt bad about it either.âÂ
Satoruâs licking down your navel now, humming in confirmation into your skin. âBut thenâŠâ he groans, taking in the first fucking sinful sight of your drenched panties. So flimsy and already dripping for him - and after just a few kisses, really? You were heaven on Earth. âBut then along came you. So pretty and all worried fâme. The daughter of that diner owner Iâd loaned money too.â
You watch, heart racing as Satoru swallows in awe. Darkened gaze locked on the way your slick beads out of your pussy, bare thighs trying to close - give yourself some semblance of dignity. But no- how could you? When Satoruâs holding them apart.
âAnd then I knewâŠâ heâs sliding his index underneath your panties up and down, grazing your swollen folds. Pooling your sweet sweet juices on his fingertip before popping it into his mouth. Eyes fluttering shut at the taste, and youâve never seen him look so blissful. âI just had to have you.â
Rip!Â
The cold air brushes against you before you even know it - only when you feel Satoruâs hot breath against your dripping cunt does it hit - this bastard just ripped your panties off. And he was dangling it like a badge of honor, breathing in your juices so animalistically.Â
Your lips wobble as he just admires your pussy, the way it glistens and clenches around nothing. âHah- please.â
âPlease what?â he grins, and you can feel him licking little circles around your inner thigh. So close. âThe wife of a yakuza boss has gotta know how to use her words.â
âYouâre awful.â
âAnd yet you married me.â
With such a cute lilâ whine that makes Satoruâs cock twitch so painfully, you buck your hips closer to his hot mouth. âWanâ your mouth on me, to eat me out. Please, Toru.â
He lets out a shuddering breath, âThereâs my girl.â
You gasp when he surges forward, burying his pretty face nose-deep in your pussy. Holding your breath as he lazily licks up your folds - long, sloppy movements of his tongue all the way from your base to your swollen clit. Swirling deftly around the sensitive nub.Â
Drunk off your pussy with the way heâs so messy - seemingly unable to decide between sucking harshly on your poor, ravaged clit to dipping into your sloppy hole. And itâs driving you mad, keening and pulling at his soft locks. You havenât been touched this good in ages, and Satoru was well and fully intent on ruining you.Â
âShhh, donât worry, wifey.â words muffled into your cunt, âYour husbandâs gonna take care of you.â Heâs throwing your legs over his broad shoulders.
âReal good care of you.â Then heâs plunging knuckle-deep in your plushy pussy, the tips of his long fingers massaging your plushy walls. Messy enough that your slick is trailing down his wrist. Roaming for that one spot he knows will have you moaning deliciously. Pressing down, hard. Â âFound it. Gonna have you screaminâ my name tilâ the entire estate hears.â
You tug on his hair, urging Satoruâs mouth towards your cunt - partially because you wanted him there, partially because you really needed him to shut up right now.Â
And shit how could he ever say no to his pretty wife?
Satoru is grinning, you can feel it on your throbbing clit as he wraps his pretty pink lips around it. Pumping his fingers in and out, hitting that little spot each and every time. Looking like he was absolutely in heaven as he rolls and swirls his tongue against your clit over and over and-
âSh-shit. Toru-â
âMmm, yes- fuck, love it when you call me that.â he groans. And oh heâs looking at you like he wants to devour you - eyes half-lidded, such a pretty blush disting his cheeks - and making out with your pussy just as much. Tilting his head back, back, back so that your juices slide down his throat. âFeels good? Ya like when mâruining your pretty pussy?â
âYes!â you squirm. Shaking, bucking your hips into his touch so desperately. âWanted it sâbad.âÂ
Heâs becoming frenzied now, drinking in your cute little whimpers like he was addicted. But it wasnât enough - it never was and fuck Satoru wanted more more more-
âMove your hips, yeah- jusâ like that.â Satoruâs grunting and smacking his lips against your own. Letting you pull and angle him just as you please.Â
âGonna be the best fuckinâ husband youâll ever have. Nâ anyone that says otherwise, mâgonna fuckinâ kill.â The vibrations have your body jerking violently. âMake you cum harder than yâever have. Câmon, say yes.â
And with that, heâs alternating between lapping at your clit and bullying his tongue through your swollen folds. Stretching you, thrusting in and out of your sloppy hole. Jaw grinding deeper into you as he eats you out like his last meal. âNgh- fuck, yes yes yes-â
âBeg for it, beg for your husband.â
âWanna cum- Ah! Please, wanna cum, Toru.â
One hand so messy toying with your dripping entrance - not having the patience or the sanity to even draw circles anymore. Just quick, hurried patterns to get you off. The other digging into your hips, so hard you were sure itâd leave marks for tomorrow. Making you drag your sloppy pussy senselessly all over his mouth. Using him.Â
âHngh- Toru! Ah- fuck fuck Toru Toru T-â Youâre shaking - crying out as you cum. A guttural, strangled moan of your husbandâs name. So violent, and hard that you donât even realize at first. Just that youâre rocking your hips into Satoru, white-hot pleasure behind your eyes, blood roaring in your ears.
And he doesnât stop - not even once. If you were in any better state of mind youâd wonder whether it hurt - whether his fingers were cramping up, and his tongue was tired. If they were, he didnât show, only letting you chase your high as roughly as you want.Â
Greedily lapping up all your juices. Even when youâre blinking your vision back, chest heaving as you try to regain our breath. âS-Satoru.â you mewl, stars behind your eyes with each flick of his tongue.Â
âJusâ a bit more. Wanna taste all of you.â
You werenât going to make it out alive.
Big, fat tears pricking at your eyes from the overstimulation as Satoru finally rises from what you almost worried would be his favorite seat. âAll done. Now, keep that pretty lilâ cunt on display fâme, my girl.â
And your cunt is clenching in- fear? Anticipation? As your husband finally unties his yukata, letting it slide off those milky, toned shoulders. And shit he was such a fucking masterpiece. The dim-lighting bouncing off every curve and dip of those carved abs. Delicate swirls of his tattoo inching from his collarbone, down, down, down, hugging Satoru in a way that made you so half-lucidly jealous. All the way till the last inky thorn meets the neat tufts of white hair peeking up from the hem of his underwear.Â
âTouch me.â he groans into your ear. The words barely leave those pretty lips before your hands are everywhere. Dancing down his tattoo, groping at this pecs - too much to worship, not enough time.Â
âToruâŠâ you trail off, hand reaching out to brush his waistband. Tugging just enough that his throbbing cock springs out, hitting his sculpted abdomen. Red, and so so angry, fat tip weeping down his length, already so soaked in precum. He was so intimidatingly long - longer than anyone else youâd had before. Thick enough that you wondered whether youâd hurt yourself.Â
And he sees right through you.
âNow now, none of that.â he tuts, pushing your bare thighs as far apart as theyâd go. He spreads your cunt so shamefully with his thumb. Spitting once, twice. Some of it splatter against your thigh as Satoru mixes his saliva with your slick. âDonât worry, wifey, mâgonna make it feel good for ya.â
You flinch as he uses you like some object. Dangerously liking it more and more as he drags his fat head down your folds. Wetting himself, all the preparation he was going to give you because fuck Satoru needed to be inside your pretty lilâ pussy right now.Â
Then you feel like youâre being split apart - as if Satoruâs cock was pushing all the way to your lungs as he presses through the first ring of muscle.
âAh! Ngh- Toru, sâtoo big!â you yelp, eyes locked on the way your lips were stretched so lewdly around his tip. Clamping and quivering as he keeps pushing in, inch by fucking inch. No mercy. Absolutely none at all.Â
And while he sounded like he was on cloud nine, you were having your head spin, torn between wanting to run away from his massive cock and just push yourself down for more more more. His lips claim yours - absolutely animalistic because God he needed to shut up your pretty whines or else Satoru was going to cum right here right now.
âBreathe, sweetheart, breath. Ngh- You can take it.â Satoru pants into your mouth, fucking into you in mindless, shallow little thrusts just to fit inside your snug cunt. Sounding like he was losing his sanity each time your heavenly walls milked him. âSo fuckinâ tight. Jusâ relax fâme. Oh yeah, jusâ like that. You can take it you can-â
You gasp for air when he finally bottoms out inside you, tears streaming down your face and clawing at his back.Â
Satoru only coos, letting you mark him up all you want. Pace increasing relentlessly, âAww, my good lilâ wife. Taking me so well, huh?â Starting to rock his hips just a bit faster into yours, âAlways knew yâwould.âÂ
âCan yâfeel me, right-.â Balls smacking against your ass, his finger tracing an invisible line halfway down your tummy. â-here?â Thumb stroking where he could feel himself bulging inside you, pressing down. Hard.Â
You almost sob at the pressure, jolting - you shouldâve expected that the yakuza boss would fuck so mean.
And shit you can just do nothing but take it, hips jerking wildly as Satoru pounds into you with reckless abandon. Clutching at his shoulders, the sheets, his hair - just anything.Â
âCâmon~ Donât run away from me,â he grunts, strained like heâs struggling to maintain restraint. Lacing his fingers on top of your head to slide you impossibly deeper onto his cock. âJusâ fuckinâ got you, so donât you dare run away.â
You can only nod. Eyes glazed, cockdrunk and letting him thrust so sloppily. âWonât run away ToruâŠâ you babble, âWanâ you to make me yours.â
âMine? Gonna be all mine?â
âAll yours, Toru.â
And maybe you were an idiot, maybe you were a mastermind - because with a choked out little moan of what sounded like your name, Satoruâs pulling you both to sit up. The gravity makes you bury his cock deeper and faster into your tight pussy.
With the new angle, your husbandâs hitting all the right spots easily, almost as if he knew your body better than you did. Veins rubbing so deliciously against your walls, shifting around your hips to fuck up into that poor, abused spot.Â
âYa like this, huh?â he groans, fingers now toying with your ravaged clit. Rolling it around harshly between two fingers. âAlways knew this cute pussy could take me sâwell. Just didnât know it would feel this fucking heavenly.â
Faster, sloppier. Bouncing you on his rock-hard cock like he was claiming you from the inside. So, so desperate and debauched.
And exactly where you wanted to be.Â
You leave delicate pink bites down this pale neck, alongside those roses - marking him in your own way as you edge closer and closer. It was too much. Everything was too much.Â
âToru-â you sob. And he already knew what that meant. With how your voice breaks so adorably and the way youâre clenching around him hard enough that itâs almost difficult to ruin that cute pussy.Â
âClose?âÂ
âMhmâŠâ
âWell then.â thrusts getting sloppy, with no reason or rhythm now. Grip on your body tightening like a vice. âCum fâme like a good lilâ wife, then.â
And that makes you throw your head back in ecstasy - it makes you cum. Thighs quivering, jolts of electricity running down all the way from your overstimulated cunt to your hazy mind. It has you chanting Satoruâs name like a lifeline while his teeth dig into your flesh. Hard enough that you distinctly wondered whether he was out for blood.
Letting out low, muffled moans into your neck while he cums as well. Hot ropes of seed filling up your poor, bloated pussy, painting your walls such a sinful white. Cumming and cumming so hard you wondered whether youâd make it out alive.
And because of the obscene position, you could feel the way it dribbled down your legs. Thick globs landing in a pool on the overpriced sheets below, smearing so lewdly between you two. Hips still fucking up into you - not even thinking about it as he pushes his seed deeper and deeper.Â
You managed to raise your eyes, still dazed to meet his - exhausted, and dark with lust and something else that you really werenât in the right mind to decipher right now.Â
And then Satoruâs lips find yours again, biting and tugging lazily. Tasting so unfairly of candy and sweet, sweet trouble. Body melting into you like all the worries have been lifted from his shoulders. Heâs looping his arms tighter around your waist, crushing you into an almost-painful hug against him.Â
Something soft. Something new. Something that makes a little part of your heart twinge to break the kiss and pull away mere millimeters. âWe better not divorce after this.â
âOf course not.â He chuckles into your lips, resting his forehead against yours like he was trying to map the constellations in your eyes. âI havenât even given you my wedding gift yet.â
Smirking, you lock your legs tighter around Satoruâs toned waist as he lets the two of you fall back into the mattress. Sinking into it - and each other - with both exhaustion and something of a quiet, unspoken little fondness. Batting your lashes up at him, âMhm, I remember someone talking about giving me four mercedes as a wedding gift and Iâm leaving if not.â
âWell then, better get to it. Four for my in-laws to get on their good side, too,â he nuzzles the bite mark on your neck. âBecause I plan to stay like this for a long, long time.â
A/N. Plagiarism not authorized.
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