#my fingers are still purple
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i just spent a full HOUR mixing possibly every food dye we have in this godforsaken house to make black frosting, only to find out after my sister got home that we HAVE. BLACK. FOOD. DYE.
I usually refrain from joking about suicide because I find it distasteful but I think in this moment it is appropriate to say I wanted to kill myself
#it was so much#my hands were stained#my other sister cooked three sheets of brownies in that time#i was stuck in personal hell#i got it to a dark gray/brown#and called it a day#my fingers are still purple#it literally changed the texture of the frosting there was so much dye#i was dying#and the puppy took a shit on the floor halfway through#my little sister usually bakes#but this is HER grad party#so the twin and I had to step up#we are not good
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I want you to know this is piece named “Teehee Trauma.”
#anyway i looked so hard into isat this last week that siffrin appeared in my dream last night#and the most i remember about it is that he grew increasingly more and more incoherent the whole time#also hey everybody i am still lacking a drawing utensil so i once again had to draw with my finger#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#in stars and time siffrin#isat siffrin#isat fanart#my favourite part of this was actually graying out my watermark. (mainly because it’s actually purple-y if you don’t know me)#zeisty’s goofs
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SMALL SPRINGTRAP DOODLE 2 CELEBRATE FINALLY ESCAPING ART BLOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONT MIND THE WEIRD DIALOGUE I HAD FREE SPACE AND DIDNT KNOW WHAT TA DO W/IT
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#springtrap#springtrap fnaf#purple guy#william afton#ORIGINALLY WAS MEANT 2 B SEXY BUT THEN I THOUGHT WHAT IF#I GAVE THIS BASTARD DRAMATIC LIGHTING AND HE STILL LOOKS SEXY#DAMMIT I WANTED HIM 2 LOOK MENACING#OH WELL BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME#hes finger waggling at yu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#bro i got so many ideas that SLAMMED inta my cranium out of NOWHERE TODAY#AND THEYRE ALL SPOINGER#HHHHHHHHHHH#QUARTO DE HOTEL.#VERY VERY RAPID SHADING VERY VERY SKETCHY AMD NOT VERY WELL BLENDED SHADING#IM LOOKING AT IT AND IM LIKE: hey wait that doesnt look right- BUT I NEEDTA GO TA BED#AND IM NOT WAITING TA POST IT SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#spacie scribbles
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hhhhhh but what if everything was fixed and Joker was fixed and he was no longer Joker but Jack Napier instead after Bruce talked with him an actual meaningful emotional conversation (after Alfred sat him down and lectured him about his complicated bottled up feelings towards him) and made sure he gets regularly doses of therapy afterwards (with him accompanying him) and he tried another go at being a stand-up comedian and he was extremely successful and everyone laughed at his jokes and he laughed with them because he was genuinely happy and sometimes he’d end up having to pause mid-stage to wipe his eyes from tears of joy and then when everyone claps Bruce would be in the crowd somewhere and claps the loudest and they got married and shared custody of Robin together and Alfred slayed as a father in law and and wasnwjkwo
#Adding the rings to their fingers added 20 years to my life#You should try it it’s like therapy#OH AND#this is sort of an au I thought up reaaaal late at night#Joker is cured but the chemical effects still very slightly remain#leaving his skin pale but not to the point of being canvas-white#And his hair black with a very very tiny leaning towards green#His other eye stays purple because I think it looks pretty on him#He’s no longer psycho but he’s still got his sense of humour and passion for pranks (not ones that kill you)#Bruce Wayne#Joker#Jack Napier#Bruce x Jack#Bruce x Joker#Batjokes#art#my art#headcanons (??)#Somewhat yeah!#Batjokes headcanons#Batjokes fanart#dc#superheroes#batman
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"So I have a mild case of Raynaud's" "?" "the circulation in my fingers and feet is messed up" "oh" "...it makes my fingers and toes turn white and purple quickly when its cold" "oh like Luka from Alien Stage" "...what"
#i have not seen it yet#but my friend pointed that out and i fell to my knees#i know he doesn't have Raynaud's but he's still purple finger gang#bad circulation moment#alien stage#luka#alnst luka#alien stage luka
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recent things and such~
#photo diary#image 1 - kind of interesting lacy looking clouds. Image 2 - pinky purple sunset stuff#image 3 - These REALLY cool flowers I saw in a field ? growing wild so like.. weeds I guess. but I like the color of them and how the#petals are small and layered. Image 4 & 5 - More recent hair growth progress. I still think it will never get much longer because#it's been basically the same lenght for multiple years now BUT I do feel like maybe it's getting like... just the tiniest bit longer?? Just#not as obvious of progress as the first few years. Like now if I take it out of the braids and actually hold it so it goes straight down th#very tips of the hair on one side goes down to the tip of my pointer finger. and on the other side goes a little past my thumb. and I#remember maybe last year or two years ago it was only to my knuckles or like midway down my thumb. so.. perhaps it's not reached a#maximum genetic possible length just YET as I'd thought it had maybe lol.. perhaps I could slowly gain a cenitmeter or two#here and there gjbjh.. Unfortunately incredibly doubtful it will ever be down to my knees though as I had wished. oh well.#image 6 - writing again... as always... Slowly chipping away... And looking for ways to make it go faster lol. The original premise was 8#main characters with 6 quests for each. Then it was 5 with 6 quests. Now it's 4 with 4 quests each. And even that I'm like hmm... what#about having only 3... so it could be done faster... lol.. I think mostly just because I have no gaurantee of investment. So it's like#I could spend years and years doing 500.000+ words of writing and then have about 3 people total actually play the game and nobody cares#and nothing ever comes of it. You know? So I have to balance that somehow. And rather that put out the 100% complete version#be putting out like 'here's ENOUGH of it for you to see what the concept is and what it's like. and IF theres any investment then I#can put in the effort to finish the few bits that I left in more of a preview form'' type of thing. And then it's like.. well if I'm#limiting the initial scope anyway - how much is enough to cut away? and how much would be TOO much? etc. etc. I'm pretty sure I#already have it down to a balanced minimum but some days when I'm very stressed over my ability to actually finish anything I'm like..#ehhhh..maybe I could make another main character into a side character.. as a treat lol..#image 7 - cabbage noodle beef stir fry sort of thing. As usual I kind of cook the beef too long because I'm afraid of getting sick if it's#underdone despite preferring medium rare steak lol.. Funnily because usually making something at home has the advantage of you#being able to do it Exactly The Way You Like It whereas me cooking meat is often like.. ah yes.. the worse way that I dont even like. love#to make a tough chewy anxiously overcooked protein puck for myself. :3 Images 8 - 10 -- various plants from the deck. though#some of these pictures are old and they're no longer alive lol.. Most of my plants actually do live through the winter because I#painstakingly move them inside and outside and inside and outside depending on the temperatures. But sometimes.. one cannot#help but be lost. Especially the temperature change sometimes can make them more prone to mold and stuff. and humidity is#hard to control indoors. There's always one or two that deteriorate despite my best efforts. But that's better than every single one of the#dying because they alll freeze when it gets to 20F one night and I left them outside or something lol#ANYWAY.. hrm.. still working on friend quiz thing... and sculptures.. and videos maybe?? costumes... rghhhghhrrr.. (< to do list angst)
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ARCANE DAY
Episode 4 and 5 in the tags and:
SALO BEING A VIKTOS FOLLOWER??? CRAZY. ALSO BOTH VIKTOR MISSING JAYCE AJDHSKSJ also cait has kinda calmed down... and I am sure she misses vi so I KNOW this is going to happen to her soon.... we aren't getting much of her feelings yet... she's still too onto Jinx to catch up on where ambessa is going...
DID JAYCE JUST KILL SALO??? WHAT HAPPENED IN THERE
Also vander not recognizing vi at first until she gives up fighting.... incredible ALSO vander and silco being miners and vi wearing her gauntlets that were initially thought out for miners.... damn
This is my favourite episode so far....
Episode 6 here:
Sky really being there..... of course she is....
Ambessa training caitlyn.... of course thats her new daughter akdjskms Tunnels in your eyes.... GIRL!!!!!!! THAT'S WHAT YOU DON'T NEED RIGHT NOW also the guy outside is a mage... ambessa is such a hypocrite
Vi and Jinx vs ambessa and cait.... this was always about class war don't get it twisted SINGED!!! TRAITOR!!!!
ARE THEY GOING TO SEE VIKTOR???? I looove how viktors touch on their faces leave "scars" so recognizable
Did isha just take the gem from vi's gauntlets??? Omg I wasn't expecting viktor to build a hippie commune to be honest omg he looks so good.... with the blonde underhairs.... and I do believe that's the same blanket....
And of course viktor knows who vander is.... nvm he diesnt know omg viktor asking for Powder.....
We are getting viktor horsegirl montage.... omg the vander momtage I can't..... omg they wanna stay.... singed is gonna fuck all this up NOOOOO 😭😭😭 they are already there I am going to kms
CAITLYN STOP THIS MADESSS!!! ✋️ CAITLYN!!!!! VI KILL THIS MAN!!! OMG CAITLYN...... mongoose... yeah.... and fuck you too.... CUPCAKE!!!! ABOUT TIME!!!! CAITLYN I SAID STOP THIS MADNESS WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!!! And jayce too 😭😭😭 we're never making it out of the fissures
It's such a shame the spit on here won't work like on challengers.... one can only pray I guess
Jinx experiencing the "there's nothing more undoing as a daughter" moment.... incredible
"Your absence provided a vacuum I was able to fill" TO VI???? I KNEW THAT HAND HOLDING IN THE COMMANDER SCENE WAS SUS AKDHKASJ maddie exists and ambessa knows that and still.... it was not filling her mother's void...
YES CAITLYN!!! YES!!!!! VI is so hot I am distracted... ambessa was right.... now what the fuck will jayce fuck up??? Thats the question... NOT ANOTHER CHILD!!! jayce is a menace... the guys smiling at jayce are viktor... maybe the child even....
JINX KILL THAT MAN!!! NVM VANDER KILL THAT MAN!!! JAYCE YOU FUCKING MORON!!!!! JAYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WHEN I GET YOU JAAAYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Isha what are you going to do omg 😭😭 did she kill vander... another powder... my god another week...
That was such a good fucking episode too.... and caitlyn didn't go insane when finding Jinx that is a step forwards but viktor can't be dead... no fucking way... he was giving himself away for the people and he was going to finally die by saving vander and look at what we got... no wonder viktor hates his guts. Jayce you were so good in act one.... what happened..... alright. Christ.... another week....
#FUCKING MADDIE?????????????? NO FUCKING WAYYYYYYYYYY#fucking maddie??? yes she is fucking her. christ. jinx was right vi should have hit before all of that.... maddie bet her to it 😭😭😭#i have tears in my eyes aldjaodjsk no fucking way what the heeeeeeell ooooh my goooood nowaaayyaaayyyaaaayyyy#and cait looks so pretty....... she is still focused on jinx.....#omg isha..... jinx gave up jinx??? what...... ambessa is making hextech... so jayce is still missing.... well she is trying#and mel is still missing too.... christ and ekkos friend is sympathetic to jinx... mmhmhmmmmm also ambessa clocks everything aldjakaj#cait has calmed down.... what is happening... she is now only violent towards jinx i guess. ambessa is opening that wound over and over oof#THE MIDDLE FINGER AKDBAKSBKANSKA sevika is unifying the underground i knew it!!! yes!!!! jinx show up!!!!#cait paying homage to her mother while rictus beats up some guy.... her suffering meking her an enabler to those actions... yeah#oh no..... they know.... isha lighting the fire like jinx did.... sevika getting her arm cut... ISHA BEAT HIM UUUP!!! JINX!!!! omg singed..#enforcer vi becoming part of her hallucinations... its so over... also silco... jinx kill this man. not ambessa... omg jinx run....#she likes iiiit yeeeeahhhh.... ekkos friend... . and THE BROTHEL LADY... SHE KNOWS WHO SHE IS!!! SHE IS SO GLAD!!! WARWICK!! FUCK SHIT UP!!#OMG HE RECOGNIZES HER!!!!! HE SPEAKS!!!!! WHAT A FUCKING MASSACRE OUTSIDE BUT HE DOES RECOGNIZE HER!!!!#CALL VIIIII THROW A PARTY WE ARE A FOUR PEOPLE HOUSEHOLD NOW!!! FIVE WITH SEVIKA!!! COME ON AT LEAST TRY!!!#his eyes changing color... singed you are nothing compared to a fathers love... jinx complaining about not really having killed powder....#she didnt and vander recognises that.... amazing omg........#THE CAIT IN BED HALLUCINATION AND JINX THERE!!!! its so weird seeing them both like this.... jinx wanting to help him.... ofc...#THEY GOT VANDER???? also you know whats funny... the cape makes cait look like silco... it looks red even#why is singed based.... OMG MEL!!! HER BROTHER!!!!! OH MY GOD VIIII LOOKS SO GOOOD!!!! HER GAUNTLETS ARE PAINTED BLACK TOO AKDBAKS#bitch mittens (not even diy) damn vi she got you hard THE BITCH SLAP omg vi... your big sister duties...#singed actually venering vander.... do not help the opressor singed!! i just said you were based!!! IS MEL PREGNANT?!?!??!#she does enjoy her puzzles..... oh of course he is an hallucination.... the first time he appeared behind her....#silco and vanders old hq..... omg MORE DOOMED YAOI...... vander apologised but silco didn't read the letter 😭😭 as vi reaches for jinx omg#vi wearing her enforcer plaque without the plaque.... slay but why. no vander no loke he is a dog akdhaksj IS VANDER THEIR ACTUAL FATHER#NO FUCKING WAY A LOVE TRIANGLE AND EACH ONE GETS OME DAUGHTER AIDHOQSJOSAKL i need a fucking moment....#well its not vanders.... BUT THE SAME CUP AND STRAW FOR POWDER OMG!!! THE FATHERS THAT STEPPED UP!!!CONNEL GET RECKT!!!!#bedrock and blisters my fucking god. vander and silco wanting to build a better zaun for her daughters... AND JINX AND VI ARE GONNA MAKE IT#vander looking at the woman she likes whos hair is purple: ive always liked the name violet. im going to be sick!!!! my god!!!#MY GOOOOOD!!!!!!! VANDER HUGGING VI!!! THE SHOT OF HER OFFERING JINX TO JOIN WILL END MEE!!!!#watching arcane
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I can’t believe I’ll be on my way to see mountains and giant trees via a train (Sequoia/kings canyon National park) in less than a day, but I’m already missing some things at home. They’re in good hands though!
New kitty Frida had her vet appointment yesterday and did great. Double cat drama can resume post vacation. Wish me luck, and I will return with big tree memories in September!
#cats#tortie#tortoiseshell#plants#houseplant#Hoya#Hoya pubicalyx royal Hawaiian purple#she finally made me a bloom and it’s beautiful!#Hoya ganung gading#still crossing my fingers both cats can coexist because I’m disproportionately attached to Frida#my big fish tank light timer crapped out before we left and I had to replace it#took enough time and annoyance just to get down to iowa with roads being out and we aren’t even to the train yet#fingers crossed all goes smoothly!#and if it doesn’t that I don’t have any kind of meltdown#caterpillar#cecropia caterpillars#bugs#insect#all safe in cocoons I’m so proud
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You ever be reading a fic and the author is clearly a knitter and gave one of the characters knitting as a hobby, and then the author made two different characters knitting sweaters for the main protagonist as an expression of love and comforting an actually important B plot, and sweaters themselves becoming symbolic of asserting one's bodily autonomy and practising genuine self care, while also symbolizing a desire for physical comfort, which was denied to the main protagonist until the Plot of the fic happened
You ever have that happen to you, when you yourself are a knitter, and go, well I have no choice but cast on a sweater for myself, now do I?
#I've never actually made a sweater for myself#for others but not for me#but I can only hear knitting being so lovingly described for so long before my fingers itch to pick up my needles#and I decided it is going to be the Self Care sweater#being kind to the creature of my body and mind#so when I was at the store I picked out this nice purple jewel tone that is shot through with blue#I'm still doing the math for the measurements but I'm definitely making it oversized#still acrylic cause we don't have that wool yarn money but the yarn is soft#I'm also going to try a textured stitch for Maximum Density#I love when sweaters sit a little heavy on me#Sword speaks
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Unrelated to everything (would go on my main except for a few irl ppl who follow me) but I'm really out here being like "he/him pronouns for me are fine I don't mind them" which is generally true but compared to my Feelings when someone uses it/its for me which is just. Joy. Kinda making me wonder.
#the problem with me is that 'i have no preference' feels trickily close to 'i have beaten my preferences into a pulp#bc it was too painful to experience Not Having That'#which is kind of the equivalent of cutting your finger chopping potatoes and then smashing your whole hand#with a sledgehammer until its a streak on the counter. and i do this almost always.#so ! i really have no idea if he/him is actually fine or not. its still my preference over she/her or they/them but#anyway. whats a guy gotta do to be a thing around here.#also to ppl who actually use it/its for (purple in this case 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜) i will literally kill for you#gender
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Oh my god my holotaco nail polishes came in and they're all so pretty idk which to wear first
#i painted a nail with each one lmao#only one has me ??#its purple with a green shift that i can see in the bottle but on my finger just looks purple?#still a very pretty purple tho#also genuinely may use one of these for my wedding lol#i fear i can never return to drugstore polish#crasis speaks
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finger wounds are so fucked up bc they bleed so much that you'd think it's serious when. it's actually fine.
#nerd alert#my pinky wound i got yesterday when i broke my fav glass is already pretty much closed over on the surface#didnt even scab cuz the cut was so clean (freshly broken glass) and the skin is already nearly fused back together#just a lil tender and looks a lil purple under the surface where it cut at an angle and theres probably coagulated blood in there#i even squeezed it gently in a way that would reopen it if it is still open and it didnt. its so fine#side note i love how good i am at dealing with minor wounds#remembering when i had to tend to junes leg when they gashed it so bad it needed stitches which they never got#and it healed pretty good considering that. no infections or anything#the doctor even confirmed when we did finally get in to see her that it looked like it was healing well and was clean#my instincts are weird tho. 3 occasions now i have experienced someone finger being sliced (only once was mine)#and my immediate instinct was 'put hand under faucet. get the blood off NOW theres too much'#i gotta see the damage and the blood is in the way!
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at some point i mentioned i was cranking the space heater due to my being cold and my friend asked me if i sweat. for some reason (sweating like a pig, still freezing, rn) this is really funny to me right now
#red rambles#i do sweat. i take frequent showers in order to counter this. it doesnt mean im not cold though#like im sweating sure but i still cant bend my fingers enough to type with ease so i need the space heater on until its closer to 75 than 6#(fahrenheit. because im s terrible cold baby)#turns out adderall makes reynauds worse which is cool because when i read the facts sheet i fucking.#forgot it wasnt spelled reynolds and was like oh ok i dont see anything that applies to me ^-^#GUY WHO WAS DIAGNOSED WITH REYNAUDS AS A LITTLE KID BC IT SCARED MY PARENTS THAT MY EXTREMETIES WERE EITHER#WHITE OR PURPLE ALL WINTER AND SPRING AND FAL AND I KEPT COMPLAIING ABOUT NUMBNESS AND PINS AND NEEDLES:
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As of rn my upper arm hurts like shit. I can barely do stuff without it getting in my way ans moving super stiff to avoid it ;-;
to make things worse - I'm also going on vacation again, so I'll deal with it during that time. This time, I'll still be active over there due to the place having wifi this time, I'm also visiting my grandma :) Yippee!!
I'll still try draw and post art despite that,
-gallonwghost I guess
#gallonwghost shenanigans#gallonwghost rambles about stuff#small announcement#It's almost as bad as that time I bruised my finger where it turned dark purple for a whole week and still had to play during a concert#Almost because my arm isn't making me break down crying like that one did with the pain (I think my finger is still deformed from it)
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having a favorite character is awful, all of a sudden the weather gets a little warm and then I’m editing my fingers and painted nails to look like that little freak
#raii talks a lot#and then I posted it on instagra.m 🩵 hi mother and old classmates also and my cousin. my finger nails are the eyes. yeah#I didnt just lose it suddenly my nails are silver and purple and that’s because they’re the only colors I’ve still got#but that’s not an excuse </3
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THIS IS THE WORSE FUCKING DAY EVER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHY ISNT SUICIDE A OPTION
#FIRST I GO TO WORK AND STUBB MY FINGER IN THE FREEZER DOOR#AND NOW ITS PURPLE AND STILL HURTS#MY SHITTY JOB#AND THEN I GO HOME AND IM SO EXCITED CAUSE I WAS GONNA GO ON A DATE CAUSE I HAVENT SEEN MY BOYFRIEND IN A WHILE AND HE#HE HAD TO CNACLE THE DATE YESTERDAY#BUT NOW HE HAD TO CANCEL AGAIN BECAUSE HIS FAMILY UNEXPECTLY PUT BABY SITTING ON HIM AT THE LAST MINUTE#AND INSTEAD OF HAVING A NICE DINNER WITH MY BF IM EATING GRILLED CHEESE AND CAN CHICKEN NOODLE#FUCK MY LIFE IM GONNA KILL MYSELF#ALSO MY PERIOD ISCOMING SOON#FUCK
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