#my fiance is playing video games

[swiftspoet]

i’m so alone i genuinely don’t understand what i have done to deserve this loneliness

[momomallowart]

He misses his dad.. 🥺

[anosrepasi]

Dude what the fuck is going on in this game.

[dadfag]

for real healing my inner child by doodling on my ipad

[viscer-aa]

I keep thinking abt how Ian said that the third draft of Leviathan Child was like the new Game of Thrones when I told him about it a couple years ago it hurts so bad knowing he won’t get to read anything I write anymore

[deuterosapiens]

I know this is going to sound crazy, like incredibly fictional, but I assure it is one-hundred and twelve percent totally the truth. I went to sleep at three-thirty in the morning, woke up at ten, and actually feel like completely rested?? What's this madness??

[ithums]

protip if you forget your firefox password it nukes your synced data

good bye tabs bookmarks and extensions and all of my FUCKING SETTINGS CHRIST

yes it says that when you go to reset the password but it doesn't say that when you set up the password or syncing so (: (:

anyway i now need to finish setting up my goddamn PC again

[peachiejeongin]

Heyyy can you please write an angsty fic with Jeongin x Reader, where they have a big fight and she takes off her engagement ring and then happy ending please?

Clingy - Jeongin

Synopsis: He had not made time for you all night and had forgotten about the most important night of your lives. What happens when you take off your engagement ring?

Pairing: fiance!Jeongin x gn!reader

Genre: Angst, Hurt, Comfort

Warnings: Arguing, Jeongin calls Reader clingy

Notice: Hello, Darling! Thank you so much for your request! I surprisingly had a bit of fun writing this! This is one of my first, "angsty" fictions, but I hope you all enjoy it nevertheless!

Jeongin had not paid you any attention all night. The whole week, he had made an empty promise that he would dedicate his entire day off to you; moreover, it just so happened that his one and only free day fell on the one year anniversary since your engagement.

You remember the night vividly, from Jeongin leading you out to a "quiet" night at the park, to him dropping down on one knee and asking you the magical question as he declared his everlasting love for you. It was one of, if not the happiest night of your life.

Who knew so much could shift within a year?

You knew something was off the instant you woke up; Jeongin seemingly had nothing prepared for the day, which was unusual because he was not one to forget important dates as such. You looked around your shared bedroom, the living room, and the kitchen as you arose from slumber, your mood faltering once you saw no elaborate surprise Jeongin would typically have in store on days as such.

You spotted him in the kitchen as he was making a phone call.

"Tonight is perfect, yes," he spoke to the unknown contact. "Yep! See you then!"

'There it is,' you thought, believing he had called some a restaurant or other establishment to schedule a reservation. As such, you wrapped your arms tightly around his middle, eliciting a smile from the taller.

"Good morning, love," he said groggily, placing his hands over top of yours.

"Mornin'," you replied as you kissed the crook of his neck. "Who was that?" Your question had a cheeky tone to it, hope in the aforementioned thought still prominent.

"Hm, on the phone?" he inquired as you nodded your head; he turned around to face you, your arms still wrapped tightly around him. "Felix called asking if I wanted to hang out tonight. He's got some new game he wants to try out. You okay with that?"

In a flash, all joy had disentegrated from your mood; Jeongin noticed the sudden change in demeanor, thus speaking again.

"If you want to do something instead, I can always reschedule with Lix."

"No, it's okay," you nodded solumly. "He's your friend, I get it. We can do something afterwards." Jeongin's bright grin contrasted your downing eyes.

"Thank you baby!" he pecked your forehead, glee present in his tone. "You're awesome."

Thus, that is where you currently found yourself; you were on the opposite end of the couch as Jeongin and Felix played the night away. At this point, it was too late to go out and do anything with Jeongin; he and Felix had been gaming for at least three and a half hours, too concentrated on the video game to pay any attention to the time.

Or you, for that matter.

You scrolled away on your phone, feeling anger bubble in your chest; you did not look up nor speak the entire time they played until Jeongin caught your attention.

"Hey, babe," he began. "Can you grab me another cola?" You were not sure why, but that was the straw that broke the camel's back. You rolled your eyes, huffing as you stood up; instead of heading to the kitchen, you walked straight up to the living room television and shut it and the gaming console, off. Felix and Jeongin jumped back, instantly spewing out words of frustration.

"Y/n, what the hell?!" Jeongin shouted as he stood up and threw his controller on the couch, his mouth agape and his stance purely vexxed. You said nothing in response, opting to instead stare daggers into Jeongin's soul.

"I think I should go," Felix commented, sensing the tension of the situation. He quickly gathered his things despite protests from Jeongin and exited, mumbling a, "see you tomorrow," to Jeongin. As Felix closed the door, your fiancé approached you, clearly angry.

"You wanna explain what the hell that was?" Jeongin nearly screamed as he motioned his hand to the door. You crossed your arms and narrowed your eyes.

"What is today, Jeongin?" you quietly asked him, you gaze boring a hole into his own. He stopped for a moment, slowly lowering his hand and his expression morphing into one of pondering. After a while, he shrugged his shoulders.

"Tuesday?" You scoffed at the boy's answer. "What, did I forget someone's birthday or something?"

"It's our engagement anniversary, Jeongin," you scowled. "December 4, 2023, you proposed to me." Jeongin's anger faltered causing you to shake your head in disbelief. "I can't believe you fucking forgot."

"Look, I'm sorry, y/n," Jeongin's tone had lowered by quite a few octaves and he was speaking a bit slower. "I admit I messed up, but still, you had no right to act like that."

"No right?!" you yelled, your mouth and eyes wide open in shock. "Jeongin, you have been ignoring me ever since Felix got here! You promised me that today would be for us, JUST for us. You couldn't even keep your word!"

"Felix is my friend, y/n!"

"Who you see every fucking day of your life! I would understand if he was some long distance childhood friend who you hadn't seen since high school, but you see him literally every day!" Tears had began to well up in your eyes now, your lips quivering out of a mix of hurt and rage.

"For work!" Jeongin retaliated, his voice raising back up a notch. "I never get to spend any personal time with him! You wanna know why? Because I'm always with you," Jeongin pointed an angry finger in your face, causing you to flinch slightly.

"Oh, so now I'm a problem for you to spend time with?" You threw your hands on your hips, astounded at the words escaping Jeongin's mouth.

"Whenever I'm trying to hang out with one of my friends and you're being so damn clingy, yeah, y/n. It becomes a problem." Jeongin regretted the words as soon as they left his lips. You were silent for a moment, shocked at Jeongin's statement.

"Clingy?" you repeated, your voice now lowering. Your gaze fixated on the ground. "Sure. Yeah. I'm clingy. I'm being clingy when I haven't fucking spoken to you all night, I haven't been around you, I'm actually trying to respect your time with him even though the weight of not being able to do anything with you, especially considering what today is, is gnawing at my guts. Yeah. Clingy." You finished your monologue with a cold chuckle, not able to make eye contact with Jeongin as he took a step forward.

"Y/n, I didn't mean-"

"Forget it!" you interjected with a sudden outburst, throwing your hands up dismissively. You glimpsed down at your right hand, your engagement ring shining under the fluorescent light; you removed the accessory in one swift motion. "Clearly, our engagement isn't worth remembering." You grabbed Jeongin's hand and shoved the piece of golden jewlery in it, closing it harshly. Without thinking, you had walked straight out of the front door into the cold winter night. Jeongin watched dejectedly as you left before staring down at the ring, a feeling of regret twinging at his heartstrings.

---

You were not sure how long you had been walking; you were angry, tired, and sobbing your eyes out as music blared in your headphones. You felt your phone consistently buzzing in your back pocket, no doubt Jeongin messaging you some half-assed apology, you believed.

You walked some distance farther until you came across the city park; it was here in which Jeongin had proposed. Instinctually, you approached the setting, making your way towards the swingset in the dead center. You rocked back and forth on the piece of play equipment, music still drowning out the worries of the world.

---

"Y/n, I'm sorry. Can you please come home so we can talk?"

"Please answer. I know you're upset, but we need to talk this out."

"I know I fucked up. Please come home."

"Are you alright? Please be alright."

"I'm so fucking sorry. I love you, y/n."

Nearly thirty minutes had passed without a response from you; every horrible scenario imaginable was running through Jeongin's head. What if something had happened to you? What if you had decided this was it? What if you never came home? What if...

Jeongin's jumbled train of anxiety was interrupted by Felix walking through the front door.

"Hey, man," he started as he shivered a bit. "I think I left my wallet here. Have you seen-" Felix halted when he noticed Jeongin's stance; he was clutching his stomach, his eyes filled with tears with some even cascading down his cheeks. "What's going on? Where's y/n?" Felix quickly made his way to sit down besides Jeongin, a hand placed on his lower back.

"I don't know," Jeongin wailed. "We had a fight over today, and then," Jeongin stopped, his waivering voice preventing him from talking anymore. Instead of formulating a sentence, he opened up his hand; your engagement ring had been clutched in his palm, so tightly in fact that it was beginning to indent.

"Oh man," Felix comforted. "Hey, I'm sure it was just a heat of the moment thing, and y/n will come back around before you know it."

"I don't know man," Jeongin sputtered. "I really messed up."

"Is there anywhere y/n goes when you guys fight?" Felix genuinely questioned. "Is there any comfort spot of sorts?" As soon as Felix asked, Jeongin's eyes lit up; he knew exactly where you were.

"Felix, you're a genius!" Jeongin jumped out of his seat, threw on his shoes and jacket, placed your engagement ring in his pocket, and flung open the front door; however, he paused before exiting. "By the way, your wallet's on the kitchen counter," he told Felix before leaving the house.

---

Jeongin ran. He ran as fast as his legs could carry him until he reached the park, frantically scanning the area for you. Where could you be? His eyes quickly caught the sun-yellow swingset, faintly moving in the wind; somebody had clearly been on it prior. Yet, his gaze never once found you, and his heart sank, fearing the worst scenarios.

He pondered for some time before he realized where you may have been, that being the one spot he had not searched: the park bridge, just over the river. The place where he had proposed to you. He dashed to the spot, his heart calming down from its dread-ignited high as he saw you peering over the bridge's edge; he walked up to your stature and tapped your shoulder. Yet your earbuds were still on full blast, so you never once heard his footsteps behind you; as such, you jumped out of fright, your body immediately relaxing once you saw it was him.

"Jesus!" you exasperatedly squealed. Jeongin did not give a proper response, instead nearly tackling you to the ground in a bear hug.

"I'm so sorry, y/n." He held onto you for dear life, burying his head in the crook of your neck. "It's my fault; I forgot about what today was and took my internal frustration out on you. I shouldn't have lashed out like that." Jeongin was sobbing into your jacket, his tears lightly staining the material. "You aren't clingy in the slightest either. Not at all," he confessed, pulling away from you slightly. "I don't want you to leave me. When you took off your ring, my heart sank. I can't lose you, I can't." His voice was breaking and so was your heart.

"Innie," you whispered softly as your arms brought him back in your hold, snaking snuggly around his middle. "I'm not going anywhere. I took off my ring because I was angry, but I shouldn't have done that. It was stupid. I'm sorry, too."

The two of you held each other tightly for a long while, unsure of how much time had passed before you broke away. You cupped Jeongin's cheek, looking into his eyes with love this time rather than fury. Jeongin smiled at you for the first time that night, reaching into his jacket pocket; he pulled out your engagement ring, motioning for you to hold out your hand.

"That reminds me: I think I ran by a small cafe that was still open if you're still up for doing something," Jeongin suggested as he slid your ring back onto your ring finger.

"As long as I'm with you, I'm up for anything," you responded, pecking his lips quickly yet passionately. It was then he muttered the words you had so longed to hear that day:

"Happy engagement anniversary, my love."

[gutsybitsies]

nico and annabeth as video game streamers. nico plays various fighting games while annabeth fucks with minecraft. their fans dont know they know each other

one day during a stream nico is like "oh let me check up on my boyfriend he has a friend over"

*checks to see jason and percy in the living room peacefully playing w their legos*

"ye theyre fine"

but things get interesting when later on annabeth is like "my fiance is cooking with a friend"

flashes to jason and percy in the kitchen chopping veggies together

the fans want to know WHICH BOYFRIEND IS WHOSE???

Neither percy nor jason have any kind of social media, their partners do reference them occasionally but not enough to make i it clear who is jason and who is percy.

the two of them appear on a stream together and it becomes clear it will be no help because clearly these four have been friends for a long time and theyre all too close.

jason: annabeth's biggest fear is spiders but on a deeper level its letting down her friends and family

percy: i went camping with nico's sisters and they kept bullying me

fan: nico which one is your boyfriend???

nico: the hot one duh

fan: annabeth which one is your fiance??

annabeth: the goodlooking one

eventually both fanbases agree that the dark haired guy is nico's boyfriend jason, and the blond one is annabeth's fiance percy.

the two of them use this as a gag for a while, and as they grow in popularity it becomes a huge inside joke.

and then annabeth gets married and posts a video of percy choking up in tears in front of the altar

their fanbases implode

[battlecrazed-axe-mage]

While we’re on the subject, what’s the weirdest party finder experience you’ve had?

Oh boy. So this one's a couple years old now, but I will never forget this guy.

We (my fiance and I) were going through MSQ for the first time and were in early Endwalker, I think, and our raid lead wanted to take us through an unsync of E12S. Enough of a savage fight to get a taste for if we wanted to do the real thing, but not too overwhelming for a newbie. At the gear level of the time, you had to do up to Titan phase in phase 1, and all of Basic Relativity/a couple mechs after in phase 2, so she was confident we'd be able to manage it. But we didn't have a whole group together, so we put up a pf for the last couple slots.

Enter Mumbo*.

Mumbo said they had watched a video and understood the strats. It immediately became clear this was not the case. For those who don't play the game or haven't done E12S, let me introduce you to Dwayne the Rock Johnson strat**:

You get a colored shape above your head and the diagram shows you where to go with it; this happens three times, and then you're (probably, depending on your damage) done and the boss phases into a cutscene. It's super doable but it also NEEDS to be done or else the party explodes.

Mumbo could not do this. No matter how many times we reset and tried again, or re-explained the strat, or showed them graphics like that one. Also, after a handful of pulls, our lead noticed something bizarre.

Mumbo was on black mage. Except they were ONLY using ice spells.

For those who don't know, the basic gameplay loop of black mage is: you spend your MP with more powerful fire spells, then get MP back with weaker ice spells. There's lots more to it than that, black mage players are more powerful than I could ever be, but that's the basics. When used properly, it's a pretty powerful job. When used like this...it was gonna be a long fight.

We did make it through phase 1, somehow, getting it just right enough to scrape people off the floor after getting exploded by rocks. Then it was time for phase 2, which you absolutely cannot do by vibes. Especially for the dps role, which is what Mumbo had to do.

At this point we regretfully had to part ways with our new friend Mumbo the Ice Mage. But he lives on in our memories***, to this day.

*not their real character name; it's been long enough that they may have mended their ways, so I don't want to put them on blast

**I don't know why it's called that either. FFXIV savage strats often have silly names

***and is referenced when we find someone else who similarly does not fundamentally know how to play their job; i.e. the two Mumbos the White we met in DT trial 2 who were curefishing for their lives

[lowkeyrobin]

Heyy :) Can you please write headcanons of dating quackity, but in his earlier eras? (like 2019-21 maybe) ❤

ooooo yes of course!!! ; fun fact I've been watching him since 2018 or so (I don't mean this in a "Oh I'm cooler than you way) ; thank you for the request!! this was fun as hell ; I tried to kinda do it in a chronological order but yeah, I did like stuff and then more details of relationship if that makes sense yk???

QUACKITY ; 2019-2021 era

warnings ; language, talk of drugs, jokes about sex

genre ; fluff

word count ; 858

masterlist

Raiding Club Penguin with him and Axel was a core memory for you. It was the first true time, however cringe it sounds, that you saw Alex as your best friend.

he'd always try to make you laugh, especially on stream

such a little tease

back in the olden days, we had those Discord server 'wtf is that food' videos

you guys rank some of them and how likely you'd eat them

also ranking Discord memes

so many of them were dumb shit or weird shipart from like 2015 deviantart LMFAO

"guys I know me and y/n are dating but that doesn't mean compare us to Shrek couples!"

"I thought Thanos was your true love?"

"He-He is! Oh my God, stop being so desperate, y/n. ugh"

once he got invited to the Dream SMP, you were all ears and proudly taught him how to play Minecraft

you made his alt skin with the tuxedo, which he didn't wear often, but used in lore some time later

youd often help him with lore ideas

he also got you invited into the SMP where he introduced you to some of his new friends

you knew schlatt and some others, but most of these people were new and it was nice meeting all of them

the fiances are established and then you and quackity are already a think and you also like karl, which creates a weird love rectangle with an open end because you and sapnap are sharing the other two 💀

lore goes fuckin crazy with that

while Karl's off making Kinoko Kingdom and Quackity's running Las Nevadas, you're building El Tropicana, off in the far away jungle biome

Alex would usually stream and translate Mexican soap operas, which you joined in for sometimes

you'd give the characters different voices and twist their words up a bit to make it more entertaining for chat

the amount of drug talk that went into that was wild

also the amount of queer kids bullied in those schools?? yikes on bikes

also the one with that girl who got in trouble for kissing a boy on the playground or whatever that was?? Jesus christ man

youd both act put the scenes on occasion and use Tiger as whatever kid was being yelled at if she was in the room with you

taking a break halfway through stream for him to play guitar and for you to karaoke to fuckin Bo Burnham

also making fake joints out of paper he had laying around and "lighting them up" aka setting paper on fire next to a PC and your faces

Jackbox streams with the Feral Boys until 3am>>>

Paranormal Activity in the middle of the night went so fucking crazy

teaching Bad how to play GTA is your favorite memory with those two

playing horror games and watching him play horror games with Karl while he visited him

how dare he leave you all alone (you couldn't go because you had a busy schedule)

your chats shipping the hell out of you and your dsmp characters

hella fanart and fanfictions man

try not to laugh streams where you always ended up laughing before the ten minute mark because of him

he purposefully does shit to make you laugh

reading fanfiction on stream was a regular activity especially for y/s/n

youd rank the book on a scale from one to ten and how accurate to real life they were

"nahhhh that one doesn't have enough Thanos, two out of ten"

"yknow what... were gonna have our own tier lists... okay?"

"damnit... does this mean I'm not getting laid later?"

"what"

promoting the quackityhq merch religiously

also stealing whichever beanie he wasn't wearing, either the LAFD one or the plain black and blue one

him tying you to a chair and forcing you to laugh was a common stream plot

tweets that were either very inconspicuous about drugs, very sexual, or very old married couple vibes

youd both be frequently trending on twitter

hot wings or dare streams with Bad >>>>

playing girls go games and hoping you wouldn't give his PC a virus

sitting in the inflatable pool fully clothed, playing with children's bath toys

he'd for sure be the type to fall for his best friend

whether it be all the way back then or just now, he could go forever without feeling any feelings but one day they'll show up and the nervousness begins

he'd lend you a hoodie if you were cold in his room and he just straight up begs you to keep it

lots of just staring at you while chat ships you, like genuinley just zones out on your pretty face

would probably doubt his feelings at first and talk to his mom about it and she's like "boy you have a crush. Go ask them the hell out, you're a handsome young man, I'm pretty sure they like you too"

"mOooOooOoOoM"

genuinley spoils you with no good reason and after a while you just accept it

he starts sending good morning and good night texts

he'll repost (or reblog) (he has a secret tumblr) fanart of you two, especially if it's shipart

will constantly send you clips of movie characters making out or kissing and say "this should be us"

[system-of-a-feather]

DID and Recovery

Honestly, I think something that I don't think I've seen talked about that I've only now really reflected upon and put into words myself, is just how much living DID - or at least DID with heavily elaborated parts and just a general complex / polyfragmented structure - is just how much of your life is Actually Just Internal and its not really something I've noticed until I've begun to operate in a fused manner and more grounded manner

Because growing up, I didn't really exist in the real world. I - in my many different parts and forms - occasionally existed in the real world, engaging in it like it's a job, a video game, a challenge, a maintence task, or what not. Even as a fused whole, I never really lived in this world. Every part of myself only "visited" and "checked in" whether they explicitly were aware that's what they were doing. I was just bouncing between 400 Visas and names. Living in this world never meant anything to me much more than either a place of pain, a place of work, a fun game, a challenge, a hobby, a task, etc.

My childhood was internal. Almost all of my parts, our childhood was internal. Our memories of our childhood relates to how it was internalized internally. Our traumatic memories of childhood relates to how it was recorded internally and the narrative we attributed to it. Our internal experience was more important than our external experience. Our family was not our family as much as our situational family that we existed around - our real family were the parts we were aware of during that time. Riku's siblings weren't their siblings. They were "our" siblings to which "our" didn't really exist. Lucille was Riku's adoptive sibling.

So much of our past and our history is so hard to understand if you try to talk about it in a manner that is grounded only to what was happening externally, because the experiences we had externally mean much much much less to us and how we were shaped than the internal experience. The external facts inform what was happening internally, but if I were to talk about my oldest sister's psychological abuse, it would mean a lot less than if I talked about the internal ramifications and depiction and understanding of it.

And so even now, as we've healed massively, we've really got at least 10 fully elaborated different versions and understandings of our lives. We've lived entirely different narratives and at the same time they are all me, but none of them were really here, in the real world, existing or caring about anything other than either our specific hobbies / interests and our "duties"

The past 8 years was all about us learning to really live and engage in our internal world more intentionally and mindfully and productively, learning one another and learning our overall history; the past 3-4 years has been largely us learning to figure out how to exist in a world we have never genuinely existed in. And I think our fiance played a large rule in helping us with the "culture shock" and keeping faith that we could one day kind of find our place in "this world" that doesn't feel like a fraudulent lie or a forced face.

I think its only been this past year or so since we've been in functional multiplicity, final fusion, and/or living as a fully fused multiple have we ever actually **LIVED** in this world.

And I find that it's kind of hard to explain my own life story to those that don't understand and/or can't fathom what it means to very much not live in "this world" but you know, that's okay. People don't necessarily need to fully understand it, because these days that depth of understanding isn't even really necessary. I think its just important that space is held, respected, and understood as I learn to navigate my life in the real present real world because honestly, I want to live here. I want to be here. I want to be present and exist in the world I HAVE to exist and learn to love it. I've spent most of my life visiting this world and doing maintenance so I could sustain my internal space, but honestly, I really would love to live in both. Find joy in both. Make the maintenance not "maintenance" but just part of living.

That's all just to say that living and existing in the world when your entire understanding of self and history is based on your internal world and experiences that you had in relation to that internal world that no one can really see or even properly fathom, it's all just an interesting, unique, and challenge experience that I don't see talked about much.

[dixonsdarkelf]

Joshua "Scud" Frohmeyer SFW Alphabet

Finally finished the SFW alphabet for our favorite little stoner angel! Thank you to @dixons-sunshine for proofreading my stuff, as always, and for coming up with a couple of the points 🖤

Also, these are MY OPINION. If you don't agree with something, that's fine, but please play nice.

SFW alphabet template by @the-coldest-goodbye, dividers by @anitalenia, GIF made by me

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

He’s very affectionate! He would show affection in a variety of ways, one of the big ones being physical touch. Not necessarily just sexual touching, but innocent ones too, like holding hands, brushing hair out of your eyes, touching your arm or shoulder as he walks past you, or his hand lingering on your back in a crowded room. Any excuse to put his hands on you in any capacity, he’s doing it.

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend?)

Scud would be an amazing best friend. He’s super chill and laid back, so he’d be the perfect bestie to wind down with after a long day at work or a rough week. Light up a joint, order takeout, and play some video games or watch cartoons. He’s also a great listener, so if you needed a void to scream into or a shoulder to cry on, he’s there. If you needed advice, he’d offer it. Otherwise, he’d just sit there and listen.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

OH YES. This angel is a cuddle fiend. Any chance he gets, he’s clinging to you. He would prefer to be the big spoon, wrapping his arms and legs around you and nuzzling his head into your neck, burying it in your hair. If he accidentally tickled you while pulling you close to him and it elicited a reaction from you, he may go in on tickling you until you laughed so hard you cried. Sometimes, he prefers to be the little spoon or cuddle on top of you with his head in your chest. He’s at his happiest when he’s tangled up with you under the covers in bed or a blanket on the couch, basking in each other’s presence, regardless of what cuddling position you two had chosen. As long as he’s cuddling you though, he’s happy.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

When he finds the one, he would definitely want to settle down. He’d be so excited to put a ring on it that he’d hardly be able to contain himself. He’s a fairly good cook, though he doesn’t like doing it unless he absolutely has to. Once you two get together, though, he’d want to get better at it so he could cook for you more. Cleaning is a different story. He’s messy, but it’s an organized mess. It looks like chaos to you, but he knows where everything is in the chaos. He would try to be better about it for you, though, especially when you start living together.

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

Oh god, this one is painful to think about (and it would be painful for him to think about too). If he needed to end a relationship for any reason, it would crush him. He falls head over heels for whoever he ends up in a relationship with and would end one if it was absolutely necessary (like in the case of infidelity or his partner becoming toxic). Even if he had to, it would still hurt. I can see him getting high even more frequently to cope (this one is painful).

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

Our favorite little stoner is big on commitment. When you two decide to become exclusive, he would be over the moon that you chose him to be with (which of course you did because look at him). He knows you’re incredible & wants to show you off to the world, but he doesn’t want to share you, if that makes sense. He would know very early on that you were the one, though he wouldn’t express that right away out of fear of potentially scaring you off (for thinking he’d be moving too fast), and when you got engaged, it would be one of the happiest days of his life.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

He’s extremely gentle. Baby boy is a lover, and particularly with his partner, he’s gentle and tender in every capacity. He doesn’t have an aggressive bone in his body, and that’s just how you like him. He loves being soft and tender with you, and it makes him feel good to know how much you also love it. You deserve a soft, easy life, and he’s gonna do his best to help make that a reality. Some might say that means he’s “whipped,” but he doesn’t care. As long as you’re happy, he’ll happily be called “whipped” any day.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

Hell yeah, he’s a hugger. He’s very physically affectionate, and that includes hugs. He’d give you hugs every chance he got, everything from the second you walked in the door after getting home or hugging you from behind while you’re cooking or brushing your teeth. He’s not just a hugger with his partner, but with his friends (and yours) as well. He’s not at all put off by being platonically physically affectionate with his male friends (he thinks the whole notion of men not hugging each other is silly). His hugs are warm, tight, and comforting, and being wrapped in his arms is one of the safest places you could be.

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

When he’s into someone, he falls very hard, very fast. Not necessarily falling in love, but falling in…infatuation? He hasn’t actually been in love that many times, only once prior to meeting you (a high school relationship), so he gets nervous about possibly saying it too quickly. He’d say it once you’ve been together for a few months and is sure it wouldn’t scare you off, but he’d still be nervous. He’d be bursting at the seams to say it by the time it finally came out of his mouth.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

He’s not the jealous type. He’s confident in himself & very secure in your relationship. He’d only ever get jealous for a very good reason and isn’t the type to fly off the handle at little things. If, for any reason, he did get a bit jealous, he would tell you and want to have a conversation about it. You don’t do anything that would make him jealous, though. He’s all you’ve got eyes for, and he knows that.

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

This angel’s kisses are much like him—soft, gentle, and a little goofy. Sometimes, his kisses would turn into playful biting (gentle biting of course bc he’s a gentle bean). He loves to kiss you everywhere, but particularly your lips, neck (the crook of your neck because it’s nice and warm), and any part of your body that you’re insecure about. Regardless of whether it’s your chest, arms, stomach, anything, he’ll show it extra affection. Aside from on the mouth, he likes to be kissed on the forehead and on his scars.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

He loves kids! He’s a kid at heart, so he gets along amazingly with them and relates to them a lot. If you two had a child/children, he’d be a top-tier dad. He’d wanna spend all of his time with his little one(s) (and you, of course) and do everything he possibly could for them. You’d insist on taking over at times, wanting to give him a break, but he’d be so over the moon to be with his kid(s) that you’d have to force him to take a break for his own sake.

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

When you’re both home, mornings are slow and cozy. He’d keep you in bed for as long as possible, wrapped up around you or with you laying with your head on his chest (as we have established, he’s a cuddle fiend). When you two finally climb out of bed, he’d insist on making breakfast, whether that was something quick because you stayed in bed for too long or something that required more effort because he wanted to treat you. Sometimes, you would push to do it, as you’d want to take care of him too.

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

Nights with him as just as cozy as the mornings, if not more so. You two would often shower together, but it wouldn’t necessarily be a sexual thing. It would often be for the other intimate moments that come with showering together, like washing each other’s hair. When you were back in bed and cuddled up under the covers, you’d talk about your days, and sometimes he would light up a joint. You would fall asleep wrapped up in each other’s arms.

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

Scud’s very open and has no trouble expressing himself to anyone, even strangers. He has no shame & is an open book when it comes to just about anything. He couldn’t give less of a fuck about what anyone thinks of him. He’d start revealing things about himself pretty early on and would continue to do so based on how you reacted to his other statements. If he waits to reveal anything, it would be about how he got his scars & the fact that he’s a familiar. He’s not insecure about his scars by any means, but it’s one of his most personal stories, and even if you see them sooner, he’d probably save the story of how he got them for once you’ve been together for a little bit. He’d eventually open up about being a familiar once you’d been together for a while & you knew about Blade & his work.

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

Our angel baby is very patient on all fronts, and he’s not very easily angered. He gets frustrated, but not angry, if that makes sense. There aren’t many things that would make him angry, but an example would be someone threatening harm to one of you. He may get a little snippy after having a really bad day at the workshop, but he would quickly catch himself and apologize if he ever caught an attitude with you.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

He tries to remember nearly everything you tell him. It’s important to him to remember as much as he can about you, so he does his best. He even tries to remember tiny details that you might consider insignificant, like which socks you prefer to wear when it’s extra cold outside or the exact brand of pads or tampons you buy (even though you couldn’t care less and just buy whatever is the most affordable).

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

The first time the two of you say “I love you.” Whether it was during a planned romantic date, in the heat of the moment during an intimate escapade, or on a random Tuesday when you’re doing something mundane, it would be his favorite memory. He’d often think back to it when you’re sharing a romantic moment or even just lounging on the couch together with your head in his lap as he pets your hair & his eyes would get all glossed over with love.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

He’s very protective of the people he cares about, and that of course includes you. However, he’s not controlling, like he doesn’t tell you what you can and can’t wear/do/hang out with, nor would he ever try because you’re your own person & he loves you the way you are. He would protect you by keeping his status as a familiar a secret. As stated earlier, he would do it until it was either necessary for you to find out or once you had been together for a while & you were acquainted with Blade & his work. He would want to be protected by you keeping his status as a familiar a secret.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

He puts a lot of effort into the smallest of things because, to him, it’s the little details that make the special moments even more special. If you had an obscure favorite flower (or other plant) or a niche hobby or treat you enjoyed, he’d go through hell and high water to get his hands on it because he knows how much it would make you smile, and he’d do anything to see that smile. He’d be counting down the days to your anniversary each year, barely able to contain himself with what he has planned for you two.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

Angel’s a nail-biter, for sure. Sometimes it’s an anxious habit, sometimes it’s done out of boredom. You’ll often catch him biting them absentmindedly, and when you do, you take his hand and kiss the back of his fingers. That pulls him from whatever anxious or bored trance he was stuck in, and he’d smile softly and kiss your hand in return as a silent thank you.

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

He’s confident, but he’s not vain. He’s only concerned with his looks as it pertains to what you think (he couldn’t give less of a fuck what anyone else thinks). If you say you like his hair a certain way or when he wears a certain shirt or accessory (cough the bandana cough), he’ll make an effort to wear it more often, especially when he knows he’s going to see you. He’d also do things like paint his nails because he thinks it looks cool, gender norms be damned. He doesn’t care.

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

Once he had you, he wouldn’t feel complete without you. You’re his other half, his better half, as he would say. He wants to do life and all of its ups and downs with you, and he can’t imagine doing it without you, nor does he want to. He wants to be by your side through every accomplishment & proud moment as well as every bout of depression & grief, and he wants you by his side for the same.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

I have two for this one. First, he never takes his choker off, even to shower or sleep. He wears it all the time, and if/when it breaks, he’ll do his best to fix it or find a new one if it’s beyond repair. Second, he has ADHD. He’s very fidgety, always tapping his foot, bouncing his leg, or playing with his hands/fingers any time he’s not doing something. He can ramble, and he hyperfixates on different things, one of the big ones being his inventions.

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

He doesn’t like fake people. He’s genuine & authentic to his core, and he expects you to be the same. He needs someone who isn’t afraid to be who they truly are, regardless of what that looks like. He also can’t stand liars. He’s honest, always, and that’s a quality his partner needs to have as well. He also hates people who are just mean for no reason. Being human is hard, so he puts forth his best effort to be kind to everyone he encounters.

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

When lover boy’s in a relationship, he has trouble sleeping alone. He wants to be wrapped around his partner like a koala, nuzzling his face into your hair and holding you so close and tight that you don’t have room to roll around. Not that you would want to roll away from him, anyway. He also snores, but it’s really soft and cute, sometimes blowing strands of your hair against your neck while you sleep. It tickles every so slightly, but it doesn’t bother you.

General taglist: @raddydaddydude @lovenormandixon @angeldemoncrowley @negansbestie @holdmytesseract

[lovestay-channie]

Recharging Kisses - Lee Minho

Pairing: Lee Minho x gn!reader

Genre: fluffy

Summary: minho needs some extra loving as he has been preparing his comeback

Word Count: 804

Warning: n/a

Comeback season can be pretty tough for Minho. The constant late night dancing sessions, recording and re-recording schedules, days long music video shooting, and schedules upon schedules upon schedules. There was a routine for these hectic days. Wake up at 7AM, have a busy day, and come back around midnight or 1AM. He wishes this season of time was less busy, but in order for everything to be perfect, it had to go this way.

He can’t help but feel bad for his poor fiance at home who barely sees him. All he hears them say is, “Have a good day at work… Let’s get you to bed… I love you, goodnight bubs.” He felt like such a bad partner who can’t be home for his lover. 

Thankfully, today was finally a day where the only thing they had to do was interviews. However, by the end of the day, Minho is drained. The constant same questions, being in the same room all day, only moving to change seating positions, go to the bathroom, or have a quick bite to eat. With it just being interviews, he is actually able to come home for dinner for once.

Minho enters his shared apartment to smell an amazing home cooked meal. He instantly scans his eyes over to the kitchen to see you jamming out to your music while cooking. A slight smirk creeps on his face. He loves to see you happy. He quietly sets down his backpack and takes off his shoes. With soft steps, he creeps up behind you. He looks over your shoulder to see what you were cooking: spicy chicken with rice and kimchi. A simple yet comforting meal. He then carefully wraps his arms around your waist. This causes you to slightly jump since you didn’t know he was home yet. “You scared me a little,” you chuckle. 

“Sorry,” Minho mutters into your neck. Your heart flutters at the affection you have been missing. 

“Aw, it’s okay,” you smile. You set down the fork and knife that was in your hand to turn around to face your partner. You snake your arms around his shoulders to give him a nice, warm hug. “Welcome home, my love.” 

You play with the ends of his hair. You know how hard he has been working lately. You feel so proud of him, yet you also feel so bad for everything he has to do to prepare for a new comeback. He loves his job, and you know that. But sometimes you can’t help but think every now and then that it’s too much for someone to handle. 

Before wanting to turn back to finish plating his meal, you place a sweet, soft kiss on his cheek. You go to turn around, but the arms around you tighten. You smile at Minho’s clinginess. Your lips meet his cheek again before attempting to continue what you were doing. “One percent,” Mihno sighs.

Giggles escape your throat at Mihno’s words. “What?” 

“I’m at one percent,” he says, taping his cheek. You roll your eyes and peck his cheek a few more times. “Hmm, three percent.” 

“Minho!” you giggle into his neck. 

“What? I had a long day, and I need recharging. Only your kisses can recharge me!” he exclaims. 

You smirk at his explanation. You love this side of him. He rarely admits that he needs some love to feel better. He normally likes to play a guessing game where you have to figure out what he wants because he won’t say it. Since he is so tired, he is vulnerable to saying what he wants. 

“Whatever you say, bubs,” you say before peppering his cheek with more kisses. Your lips move all around his face: his cheeks, forehead, nose, jaw, neck, everywhere but his lips. 

You look at Minho to see  a smile plastered on his face, “Hmm, 75%. I am almost at full battery.” 

“I think I have an idea to get you to 100%,” you say. 

“And how are you going to do that?” 

“Close your eyes and find out.”

He follows your instructions to close his eyes. Once his lids are shut, you delicately place your lips onto his. Your hands cup his cheeks to bring him a little closer as if he wasn’t already close enough. Light kisses like this show the love you have for each other. They are pure. It makes both of your hearts flutter with love. These kisses had all kinds of different meanings. Some kisses were saying ‘I love you’. Some were saying ‘I’m sorry, but I’m here now.’ Some were saying ‘Thank you.’ Words he has a hard time expressing sometimes, but you can feel them in his kisses. 

After several kisses, he pulls away to kiss your cheek. A final ‘Thank you’. 

“100% completed.” 

[shaunamilfman]

Jackie Taylor

✩ nsfw.

Fics

➢Champagne Problems: "You were Jackie’s best friend in college, but you’ve drifted apart a bit since she’s moved in with her boyfriend-turned-fiance Jeff. You’ve been in love with her for the longest time, but when she calls you still agree to be one of her bridesmaids. Sure hope no one has any second thoughts."

✩all eyes on us: "You knew that Jackie was just using you in some twisted way to get back at Shauna, but as you watched her pull her dress off you found that you didn't much mind (and maybe, neither did she)."

➢King of my Heart: "The story of your burgeoning relationship with Jackie Taylor told through a series of drunken encounters. College au."

✩indentation in the shape of you: "jackie taylor degradation kink."

➢monsters turned out to be just trees: "Vampire!Jackie takes a bite out of you. Only, you didn't know she was a vampire.

➢when the sun came up:  “So,” Jackie trails off sheepishly. “You, uh– You know how vampire’s need blood…?”

➢stay cool (it's just a kiss): You’ve watched Jackie Taylor and her friend show up three Friday nights in a row, and still she hasn’t managed to actually kiss a girl. She seems insistent on getting it over with now that she’s in college, but every time she tries it somehow ends up more embarrassing than the last time.

Drabbles

➢Vampire!Jackie Drabble

✩nsfw drabble 2 3 4 5 6 7

✩Gee-whiz!

➢I'll Be Home for Christmas

➢Dear Reader

➢Do you like like me?

Headcanons

➢Dating Jackie Taylor HCs 2

➢jealous Jackie HC's

➢s/o who plays video games HCs

➢Dating Jackie Taylor in the Wilderness

➢Jackie on your birthday HCs

➢Controversially Young GF

➢Being the Captain of the Rival Team

➢FWB to lovers

➢affection

➢dating ghost!jackie

[secret-sturniolo]

SFW Alphabet - Matt Sturniolo

a/n - please remember these are only my opinions! You are allowed to disagree, but be respectful about it!

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

In private, his hands are all over you, giving you hugs, kisses, cuddles, everything. He doesn't like PDA though, so in public the most he would do is hold your hand,

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)

Hes the kind of guy you would meet through a friend of a friend, and it's kindof a slow-burn friendship where things start slow, but get serious really quickly. He would always be there for you, assuring you that you can come to him about anything, and telling you how much you mean to him.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

He loooves being the big spoon and falling asleep with you in his arms.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

Matt totally wants to have a family some day, when the time is right. He would try to help out around the house as much as he can, sometimes even doing more work than you.

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

He would try his best to end things on civil terms, letting you know that he would still be there for you if you ever needed anything. However, if he was breaking up with you for reasons like being cheated on, he would lose all respect for you and cut you out completely.

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

Matt would love to get married to the love of his life. For timing, he would kind of feel things out with you. He doesn't want to rush anything, but also wouldn't say no to a spur of the moment engagement if things felt right.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

He is the most gentle, empathetic person you have ever met. He seems so in tune with his own, and your emotions, not afraid to have tough conversations about them.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

Yes! Hugs from behind are his favorite. When he hugs you, the smell of him, whether it be his cologne or shampoo, makes you feel so calm and content.

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

It takes him a little bit, maybe a few weeks or a month, but he wants you to know exactly how much he cares about you so he isn't afraid to say it.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

He's kind of a toss up. Most of the time he is not a jealous person and doesn't mind when you talk to other guys in a friendly way, but say you were somewhere like a party and guys were coming up to you, he would take you away from them, wanting you all to himself.

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

Matt is suchhhh a good kisser. Sometimes, he will cover your whole face in kisses while you giggle and try to escape his arms. He loves it when you leave small kisses on his jaw or even the tip of his nose.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

He adores little children. He loves to make them laugh, or smile and wave at kids in passing. He gives off major "cool dad" vibes.

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

Some mornings, you both have work to do so you have to get up. Other mornings, you just lay in each other's arms, talking about whatever comes to mind.

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

Late nights with Matt are the best. There are a variety of activities you guys like to do. Sometimes you will play video games with him, throw a movie on, go for a drive, or get food. Sometimes his brothers are there too, but if there's ever a time you just want to be alone with him, he agrees, no questions asked.

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

Matt is a pretty open book with most things, encouraging you to be vulnerable with him, too. He feels very comfortable with you, and he trusts that you would keep things between you and him.

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

With most people, especially his brothers, he is super short tempered. With you? Everything changes. He honestly enjoys it when you do things to purposely annoy him.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

Matt is super attentive, not wanting to forget anything. Things like your birthday, middle name, favorite color, favorite song? He knows them all.

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

He would cherish all the small moments shared between him and you, that only the two of you would know about.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

He gets protective sometimes in settings like parties or events, but he also knows that you can hold your own most of the time. He's always close by if you need him, though.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

He is on his A game 100% of the time! He wants every moment with you to be special.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

He knows you don't like it when he bites his nails, and he tries his hardest not to with your help.

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

He knows he's good looking, but he also doesn't have a big ego about it. He wants to look presentable, but doesn't usually put a lot of work into outfits or hairstyles.

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

Somewhat? He loves being with you, but also respects that you two are separate people and you need to do things separately sometimes.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

This man lowkey knows how to cook (as long as he has a recipe).

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

We all know how much he hates ketchup. In a person, he doesn't like people who try too hard to be cool or impress him. Ultimately, if he feels like he can't connect with you, he won't want to be around you.

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

Because he stays up so late, he tends to sleep in until late afternoon. He has a hard time falling asleep if you aren't with him, wrapped in his arms.