#my dude is fucking helpless
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I was going to have rye maaaybe start to buy into solas' whole johnny silverhand deal a little bit more in the post-weisshaupt talk -- to Progress the Arc tm/set up the beginning softening in that relationship and heighten the effect when it eventually goes. quite another way entirely -- but the sheer spectacular cruelty in hindsight of 'at least you still have varric to talk to' is such that considering where I'm intending to end up with this narratively, the stoic 'not here to make friends you fucker gimme your intel' option is simply irresistible. gotta have that echo rattling around rye's head forever when he decides that you know what? I have had enough of being nice, actually. I do want to go ape shit. someone hold my coat for me please I have some work to do and I don't want to stain it. guess for now the ol' watcher training & instincts are still kicking in enough for them to treat solas like a tricky spirit you should treat with respect and good intentions, but also shouldn't be out there offering little fingers to unless you have a whole arm lying around to spare haha
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#I LOVED weisshaupt as a mission tho. I've seen it through multiple times and still my heart was going so fucking fast haha#also bringing lucanis with you is SO funny and weirdly sweet even tho you miss the 'you call that nice and quiet??' part#(you get neve just swearing instead! a very good substitute hfdskjah sorry neve...)#it really feels like he and rook keep turning to each other as everything escalates exponentially with like...#helpless and numb but deeply companionable shrugs. we are both equally near-existentially baffled by this. but at least#we are near-existentially baffled by this *together*. thanks man. yeah I mean. she IS a cloud. i don't know what else to say here#all we can do is give it a shot right. yeah. yup. good talk dude check in with you in a minute we gotta kill some ghouls#and then the Arcs both lucanis and rye are on with davrin too especially when they're all making peace in the library...#*steeples fingers with narrative glee and excitement* yes yeeess it's all coming together#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#I love solas so much. but that comment is straight up so awful. he says it sooo... *smugly*. it's because he's frustrated#at his powerlessness and being denied access to rook's interior life and getting his hooks into them psychologically I realize#which is his best and only path back to agency at this point#but it's such an ugly instinct to drop something like that in there because it makes YOU feel better#that was not just a 'oh better remind rook they can always talk to their old pal varric for tactical reasons!' there was feeling in that#tho you know the reason I love solas is primarily the multiple other comments he has through that convo#that are laugh out loud hilarious to me. he's such a little SHIT!!! always and forever <3#listen man... in another life I'll come back for you and we'll be kinder to each other that time in the end huh
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the space between the love and support our family thinks we deserve and the love and support we wish they gave us is where most of psychology is written
#just sat thru my brother getting yelled at#feeling helpless in a situation where that I understand his issue but find myself incompetent to help him#hah#i fucking hate this feeling#where do i put this rage dude?#anywhoooo#wassup ppl?
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i'm tired of everything costing so much money
#txt#my dad just got here and was talking to me about the house my grandma's in and how we still havent heard anything from the gov#and like. dude. i'm so tired. and he's literally at his limit too like this shit is so fucking awful one month goes by and u barely make it#and then there's another fucking month and it's the same shit again and you're just living ur life hoping for a miracle like i'm TIRED.#i'm TIRED i want things to change i want things to be okay i'm so tired genuinely like. i don't even know what to say anymore#and i feel so helpless because i can't do anything but e-beg basically lol like at this point i just don't know if things are gonna get#anybetter i'm just hoping to fucking god they will#like my grandma cannot be alone a second of the day she needs 24/7 care how come the fucking gov won't DO anything we have no MONEY
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just finished disco elysium and [composure: godly success] ive never cried in my life
#the most relatable thing about disco elysium#(it's all too relatable but this is the one that's hitting me rn)#is how exhausted harry looks every morning..... like just sitting there with his head in his hands and you cant get him to move for#a frustrating amount of time. like i get it dude 10000%#disco elysium reveals unto me that my breakup turned me into a middle aged almost-divorcee alcoholic ex-gym teacher communist with amnesia#and the last dream...... saying you can see the person you knew in the person you know#and feeling so helpless like a world has been taken from you and it would be so simple to fix everything#if the other person would just engage .....#ugh yeah i get ittttttt#my first playthrough i didnt drink or do drugs or die on purpose but when i play again im gonna fuck this dude up so fucking bad#i feel itll be cathartic#kick him while he's down. yeah baby#if kim kitsuragi could just follow me around 24/7 offering grounding commentary and moral support i would be so healthy like mentally#i want to take a ride in his motorcar if you know what i mean#i liked kim from the start but i started to really Love his character during the Put The Body In The Fridge incident#he seems so straight laced but takes such glee in the absurdity#it's endearing :)
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ough i was awake until almost 9 this morning with stupid fucking jaw pain so i got like 5 hours of shitty inconsistent sleep and i want to just curl up on the floor n disappear (or cry. both would be fine tbh)
#the pain is a lot better now thank god. still there but less.#i hate this new trend though!!!! like i always knew i have a tendency to tense up in my sleep but only this last week#has my jaw been so affected#like it was incapacitating last night i felt as helpless and miserable as when i have a migraine and akjshfkds#NOT A FAN. shit's rough enough as it is why did my body need to add this on top of it all#fucking end me dude i hate it here i positively DESPISE it here#anyway. i needed to gripe abt it sorry akjshfds#if it improves further i'll take a crack at some writing but idfk man#idfk!!! and i'm mad about it bc i wanna do something!!!#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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The way some fics will throw in "my dears" and "my darlings" from old men makes me think of like old ladies in wigs playing the characters hahaha the most unsexual pet names id rather hear "dude" and cowabunga tbqh
#i think its bc i talk like a hmm idk how to say it#i say dude man and bro a lot#im like. a little surfer/stoner bro but if they were a nerdy accountant#hahahaa;#god any way i just#darling is such like a. makes me think of like an old lady in a boa#and i like and want to fuck women but not really diva types#man. sorry. its so early and im like not doing good#hashtag sick#i guess it kinda reminds me of nathan lane frkm bird age too#and thats just so far from someone id be into. opposite of a butch#im into bro-y butches or men i can think of that way i thunj. were discovering stuff this saturday morning#ive been up since 6#i wish i could sleep more but alas#regan is asleep too so. im alone in the mouse zone#i need a cat who can stand guard when regans asleep#otherwise im helpless#you know. if i got a cat id still be bottom of the pecking order in my household#do you think lifes worth living be honest tag reader#sometimes i really dont but#theres this perfume that gets advertised to me on instagram called ffern or f.fern and their ads are so beautiful#like snippets of memories#is it maybe sad to anguish in what couldve been and whats out there instead of living inside my life?#im just so. idk. sad. scared.#id go for a walk today tbh if i wasnt scared of the 25 mph winds#i wish i walked more#also i bought my dad a sweatshirt that matches a shirt i bought#hehe got his asss!!!! pranked!!!!!!!#whoops forgot my yap tag and this was a yap cat 5#em yaps
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i think it's just been long enough since the leviathan chapters where it seems I've forgotten how fucking intense endbringer attacks are
#the casual brutality!!!!#god!!!!!!!!#man. something about this hits so much different than . coil shooting teenagers point blank. or even like. anyof the s9#becuase with them youre like. oh those are people. and its scary and intense and . brian fridge. but its not the SAME#this is like. it just makes you feel small and helpless. and its fucking awesome for the record#its just like. all these capes that the main characrers have such a big time fighting.#any matchup with the undersiders and any othdr cape involves planning and strategizing and someone wins and someone loses.#with the endbringers its just like. they dont even fucking acknowledge your presence. theyre. and excuse the pun. youre like bugs to them!#they just keep moving forward and plow through you wituout batting an eye. woman gets her skull caved in . no big deal moving on#all these capes that seem so invincible and powerful are just. fucking crushed without a second thought.#its so insane to me how vast the difference is . i fucking love the endbringers dude#reaction time#anyway i HAVE to stop stalling and go back to my job now. unfortunately. god damn it now im thinking abt. endbringers all day
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love being able to actively watch someone fall out of love with me
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yesterday i ordered food and the one who drove it explain to me how busy the queue is, the thing is i would cancel if i can, but i cant cancel it as the order is already made in the kitchen.
I explained it to the one who is going to bring my food over n over again that i cannot cancel it bruh and he kept insinuating that i was 'selfish' when i cannot do anything, how tf am i suppose to know the queue was 'busy' and how am i supposed to cancel it when i literally cannot, i'll have to call the hotline that 90% isnt even helpful most of the time. I try to calm the driver down and shit for some reason, idfk what he's been on but brahhhh he still was pissy and shit and i dont want it to be awkward so i offered 5$(it might look low but its like the equiv of 50$ in my country) as a compesation and so he will stop his weird ass pissy episode when i've literally reasoned with him many many times, also i dont want to get my food from a pissed off driver okay? Like i do not like conflict and i do not want to have chances of making a scene with him. you know what sucks?? the wait for the queue isnt even that long it just takes 5-10 minute, literal standard time for every food order. And uhh because iam also pissed off, i might have not tipped them and broke my promise😢
#ignorelist#for some reason he calls me inpatience too like bitch????#what do you want me to do i literally cannot cancel the order😭😭😭😭 and what does that have anything to do with me being impatience#i would have choke him in the chat but like listen HE IS going to my house to deliever my food wether we both like it or not#and its like in the middle of the night im not throwing hand at that time and it was rainning and i was so exhausted from my course try out#test#truly i just do not tip him out of spite and this is the first time i dont tip people who send food over at my house#do i feel guilty? erm yes but fuck him#i just kinda pretend im like helpless little princess or whatev because i know if i show bits of aggression that guy would hop on that ride#and become more agitated because like i said many many time i do not want to fight a grown ass man#or maybe this is common practice dude use to guilt trip customer to tip them 20-50 k idr#if it is then i hope that dude know every tip he got is haram LMAO#when chatting he said he 'forgive me'(5 second later calling me an impatient bitch) and its near idul fitri so its forgiving day#be for realll
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#honestly they moved me to a different office right now so im not alone in my place anymore and tbh i should not be complaining bc at least#this one gets warn fast and im not in the open first to call usually and all but idk i feel like an intruder there and miss having lots of#place and the fact noone seen my screen etc and just overall i would prefer sitting next to the guys but also 😶 idk i just dont like anyone#hearing my phone calls etc and also i fucked up at work today BADLY but noone knows yet and this sounds like i fuck up a lot but i always#called the smaller mistakes this too i guess shskd also i almsof argued with a man who's our client on the phone but for gods sake i do know#i am right and idk if he's making me feel stupid or something or is he using one of my mistakes for his own good idk idk idk it will be a#nightmare to make this work now#and also we are having some kind of meeting with food etc tomorrow in the office upstairs but also rhe atmosphere is so not it and dudes not#at work tomorrow and he should be the one in there and like idk it all works like a fucked up chaos i also almost argued with the d irector#today bc of this lmao almost on dude's behalf bc tht waa the situation that pissed me off first#and i got to walk or catch a bus home tomorrow and like my mind does work so fast and keeps overthinking lately 😕#walking isnt the best best for me tbh#also i made plans with my friend and i do hope i open to her during the weekend bc i want to talk about everything so badly but at the same#time idk like i cant talk about personal things anymore (except here) she doesn't know what is making w suffer 😔#i think i made a decision about monday tho not the best one but both were bad so at least here i am...#anyone i am still helpless and that's what the sentence will end at bc i don't want to say the same thing again and again and again#anywya i have to delete this bc its too much details soon
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VERY dramatic tags
#skin picking cw#self harm due to prev cw#i’m noticing like. pits in my face thatll scar.#i have bio oil and stuff and accutane apprently .. improves scarring. so its not over for me yet#but jesus fucking christ#looking the mirror and seeing tiny little pits in my face where i’ve opened it up????#dude the amount of BLOOD and i just keep going i feel so fucking insane and helpless??#and i hate it because i know. i’m NOT . its NY HANDS !!!! TONY YOU CHOSE TO DO THAT#i feel like my#normal support systems are. exhausted by me . or i’m afraid they are. or i know they are and also dont blame them!!! cos like#how many times can you support someone when they come and say ‘umm hehehe i did it again’#i dont wanna put ppl thru that. but as a result i feel so fucking lonely and ashamed#i keep talkign to therapists about it but i feel like they give me nothinng#i’m just trying to get thru accutane at this point#but i’m so scared i’ll scar my face badly. because its avoidable. its completely avoidable. i feel crazy#sorry this is so . intense i just dont know what to DO with all these feelings or how to liek?? process them???#and idek why feeling alone is a problem. i wish i could handle things myself but idek if i’m built like that. i dunno
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do you ever just
#cry not because what someone is saying is hurtful but because you know you're stuck and helpless and you can't do or say anything#can't fight back when he is saying the shittiest most horrifying shit ever#like my dad just called me at 9.15 am to say how since i don't need him cause i don't call him#i should just hang his photo in my room instead of the clock cause he is dead to me#and i fuckinh hate the way i can't respond and say dude fucking yes i would love to do that pls be dead to me#pls let me be dead for u let us never talk again i will be ecstatic#just consoling myself thinking that if he ever says shit like this when i live alone (hopefully) ill fight tf back#god i cannot wait for that day#mes
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@arcticsilver
really fun duo you have there. mind if i add arbitrary roles to their relationship dynamic so i can write one of them as an overprotective caretaker and the other as a naive helpless baby?
#people would probably do this to like all of froglord and i's characters#DUDE IF JAYSMP WAS POPULAR MY GOD THIS WOULD BE THE FANDOM CASPER AND WYBIE#ok so wybie cant count past 300. who cares. hes the fucking president#it is NOT helpless or naive#jaysmp casper just has so much trauma its become overprotective to a fault#circling this poor guy like a fucking vulture like#'if anybody tries to hurt my friend i swear to god i will kill them and their entire family. i am not joking. try me.'#look. when youve been through so much youve boiled your entire personality to being in service of others#and not knowing what or who you are if youre not a weapon to be wielded at any threat without regard for your own life#GETTING PUT IN A RELATIVELY SAFE ENVIRONMENT IS A BIT DISTRESSING#anyways. critters <3#also i cant decide which would be funnier for like all of froglord and i's characters cause we always end up as a duo#and like he plays grizzled immortals so you'd think hed be assigned protector#and i. a generally bubbly person who loves yellow and animals and have pink hair. would be the naive one#but i have this habit of playing ridiculously competent characters (i mean jaysmp casper is a literal engineering genius and special agent)#and i typically play up my 'protect anyone i care about' tendencies#meaning i end up playing very Knightly/Guardian esque characters#so maybe ID end up being protector and they'd be the naive one?#im so sorry the adhd won i had to think about this endlessly#also im tagging u arctic because i feel like this would happen with u and italic#plus jaysmp buddy you may be the only one with any idea wtf im talking about here /silly
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tired of feeling cast aside after being super vulnerable to a friend. not sure if its valid but its like. i know i have interpersonal relationship issues. I opened up to this guy and we connected, he listened, I felt like I could relax, it was nice seeing people frequently as I hadn't realized how lonely I was. develop a blurred crush/intense friendship line (one sided, on my side) and then he starts having a crush on my other friend. find out she's not into it and we both have the same problems w him (minus the vulnerable part, bro sort of tore my soul up). He sends her a bunch of invites to do things, when I had been doing that and he would never reply, reply late, or say he's busy. tbf it wasn't really stuff I would want to do but I would've accepted a hangout invite. he replies to her in a timely manner with complete sentences and I'm like. ok so am i chopped liver. i get friends have other friends but you sort of are forgetting about me. she doesn't even like u like that. i encouraged her to let him know asap because he cannot take a single hint, but i'm a rip bandaid off type person.
But it felt bad, feeling like i had a really significant connection to someone, and then feeling like he changed his mind or just doesn't reciprocate or maybe never did. The people I choose don't usually seem to choose me and it makes me feel really bad.
He's a manchild even though he can be very nice and fun to be around, I wish he was more responsible and mature since this all feels very juvenile and avoidable. I cannot confront him about it because any attempt to say "hey what you said made me feel bad lets discuss and maybe not do that," will be met with him getting defensive about how he has to mask so much and it's actually me forcing him to change how he speaks and how this is why he always needs to be hyper-vigilant about every single thing he says. which is bullshit btw and ANOTHER issue I have. No clue what to do other than just relax
#vent#personal#this is so fucking annoying man#bro is UNAWARE of the consequences of his actions#hes mommys special little boy and im like PLEASE GROW UP NOW#YOURE GONNA GET FUCKED BY LIFE. WATCH OUT#but hes my FRIEND and i CARE but damn dude is so obtuse sometimes#learned helplessness
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#dude. Get the fuck out of my space#do u want me to be independent? Then why do u insist on invading and doing shit because I’m not good enough at doing shit myself#why say I’m helpless and can’t survive on my own if you refuse to let me have even a modicum of independence#do you want me to be independent or do you want to control me? fuck off
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reader needs to stand on business and call off that wedding immediately!!
bf! skz x fem! reader: he ditches you for his girl best friend (chan + minho ver.) PART 2!
genre: angst + hurt/comfort <3 warnings: A/N: sorry for the delay on these....i have been having such a life this week. i had to split these up SPECIFICALLY because hyunjin's and jeongin's ended up just barely too long....ya'll have no idea how much this irritates me but we will persist
hyung line part 1 | changbin + hyunjin version
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#like you know for a FACT that dude’s gonna keep making excuses and not doing shit before the days even over#ditching ur realtor appointment and then doubling down on ur fiancée is crazy work#my ass would’ve ended up charged with double homicide of that man and his stupid ass bestie#that sori bitch is crazy#imagine going into some girls dms to fight over her boyfriend… girl what happened to shame and decency#‘how not to fumble a man out of ur league’ my sister in christ there is no man to fumble hes not your man to begin with!!#honestly girls like her make me even more angry than shitty men#bc yknow men will be men but why would you be so awful to other women over some fucking dude#like make it make sense#the less said bout minho the better#reader is better than me for even replying back i wouldve shared those fucking texts with everybody he knew and made him a pariah#still kinder than he deserves but whatever#i hate people like these with a burning passion I don’t understand intentionally hurting ur s/o over something that’s clearly ur fault??#really really enjoyed (read: suffered; angsted(??)) this#the way u captured the exact sort of gaslighting language these types of ppl use and this feeling of helplessness against it…#chef’s kiss! outstanding!! *mwah*#sending all the flying kisses 😚 to this masterpiece#skz fics 💥
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