#my dears i am very high atm

[terrainofheartfelt]

how do u think each main gg character would feel about barbenheimer?

well there was such discussion on the discord, and it was agreed that Serena 'shoulda been a film major' 'interned for david o russell' van der Woodsen would be sooooooooooooo into oppenheimer. and ms blair waldorf has multiple outfits planned for barbie. nate and vanessa would be extremely into a barbenheimer double feature, and they would drag Dan to both films plus a dinner/cocktail hour/weed in between. jenny and eric would do a whole day where they go barbie->oppenheimer->barbie.

[keline11]

Missa and Tallulah day <tres

(A very loooooooooooong post)

Missa first day in the new island.

Missa: "Tallulah! little one! How are you? It's good to see you, mi niña. It's so ^nice that the first thing I see is you."

(^He said "lindo" that also means pretty <tres)

(Everytime tallulah's dads call her "mi niña" I melt <tres)

After Missa watched the new money sistem(?

Tallulah: "Don't worry apa, chayanne, papa phil and me are really poor"

Bbh was telling missa the places he could live in.

Tallulah: "In my house we also made you a little space apa :D"

Missa: "Thank you bbh but it seems like tallulah has a little space for me on her house so probably I'll be near to her"

Tallulah: "Well duh you're my apa :D of course we have a place for you"

Missa: "Thank you so much tallulah"

Bbh give him some iron and diamond.

Tallulah: "Apa you are already richer than papa phil, chayanne and me together"

Missa: "No no no this is ours, I'm not even going to use it, we're going to give this to philza so he can make better use of it than me, because I'm going to waste it I'm sure."

My boy was getting distracted colecting flowers for the house. <tres

He got jumpscared by a sheep.

Tallulah: "I'll protect you apa :D it doesn't matter if is a zombie or a sheep"

Missa: "Thank you so much tallulah, *To chat* my children, my dear children are going to be there to defend me, when I'm old, all wrinkled and old I won't be afaird of they taking me to a nursing home, because my little eggs are going to take me to eat ground vegetables.."

Chat: Skeletons grow old?

MIssa: "No, but those are details, I can pretend ok? I can pretend that I am an old man"

Tallulah: "That's the house of uncle cellbit, he is our neighbor"

Missa: *to chat* "I don't know, I was waiting for something more terrifying, look it has the hair dyed like an e-girl, you know?...wait Late?" (Late is a streamer that has his hair like that, half red half dark)

Tallulah: "welcome home :D"

Missa: "this place is beautiful"

Missa:*sees chayanne* "chayanne, my son"

Tallulah: "we are poor but our house is perfect for 4four"

Missa: "It's really beautiful, we don't need money when we have each other"

Tallulah: "this is your bed"

Missa: *gasp* "it's perfect, it has memory foam, it's like that ones that you can put an egg on the side- literaly! the kind where you put an egg on the side and nothing happens to it (to the egg)"

They went to get materials to do a painting, and they were attack by a skeleton and a zombie.

Tallulah: "are you ok?"

Missa: "I am- are YOU ok? you have arrows everywhere! you look like a porcupine!"

Tallulah: "I am really strong"

Missa: "Oh! I can see that! perfect! you are prepared for everything"

Let's look at the glow up of that drawing.

They showed their drawings. (I just remembered that day were missa and chayanne also draw something for philza...pipipippipi)

Tallulah: *about missa's* "It's so good"

Missa: *about tallulah's* "Its beautiful"

They went to the museum, tallulah explained when the atm was bugged and they could get infinite money.

Missa: "Tallulah I am going to tell you a story I used to be in a team, of people really talented and nice, they teach me to play, I didn't learn much, but that team was called "Vacio Legal", they were the best, they were what formed who I am, a disaster"

Tallulah: "Did you also steal money?"

Missa: "No, not necessary, but let's say that we were on the edge of the law. those were good times."

Tallulah: "Later you tell me about them"

Missa: "Sure, sure, there are a lot of stories I could tell you about them"

Tallulah gaslighting missa.

Tallulah: "apa you are giant, you didn't know that? :o"

Missa explained the context that he knew, the reference of the picture, but chat told im that there were 2 contexts so he say to not tell him, because metagaming.

Tallulah: "It's just that you are giant"

Missa: "...There is something hiden that I am not understanding, philza and I have the same high, I think"

Missa: "look at him(maximus) I would also marry, kiss and kill, at the same time- no just kidding, it's not true you didn't heard that, it's a joke tallulah! IT'S A JOKE!!!

Tallulah: "a poco si tilin" (really?...)

Missa: *Laughing* It's not true, it's not true, maximus is my friend, my bro... Everything romantic and nice that they have said has already gone to shit." (I don't know of who he was talking)

Talllulah: "yyyyyy I am going to tell my papa"

Missa: "DON'T TELL HIM! TALLULAH, IT'S NOT TRUE, IT WAS A JOKE, JOKE! BAZINGA! No! ok"

Outside the museum, missa got hiccups.

Missa: "Tallulah did you know, fun fact about Missa Sinfonia: I have hiccups 90% of the time"

Tallula: "apa missa's lore :o"

Mobs attacking again.

Missa: "Tallulah, are you ok?" *tallulah says yes* "It's because you are really strong, you endure everything!"

Missa: *almost dying* "Tallulah i want to let you know that I always love you"*he doesn't die*"oh"

Missa: "BIRD... noo, tallulah can we take another one? i don't want to bother him"

More mobs attack.

Missa: "let's go home tallulah, I don't want to be here anymore tallulah, lets go home... no, no, no, why it sounds like you are dying? why? are you ok?"

Missa: *down at two hits* tell me you are not gonna die, please, please, you are not gona die, right?"

Missa: *now ok* "tallulah you are really strong and a good fighter, you are awesome"

At home

Tallulah: "Apa I have a gift for you before you go *gives him a Aster flower* I grabbed it because even though you are a skeleton, you are a sun/sunny with everyone and you shine a lot."

Missa: *Cries* Look tallulah, in the way here I was collecting flowers, but then I notice that all our house was packed with flowers, so it's one flower among many... this family is like a flower, there are many and many types but this one is the most beautiful"

Tallulah: "But this ones are yours so they are more beautiful"

Missa: *Crying* "tallullah I love you so much... I want the day I die, to be buried with these flowers... I can't die I am a skeleton, but I can bury myself the day I want and it is valid"

Tallulah: "JASADASJDSJ Don't say those things... You are not going to die :("

Missa: "No, don't worry, just like you I am inmortal, we are inmortals"

Tallulah: "Good nigth apa :D I liked seeing you and spending time with you <3 love you, see you soon :D"

Missa: "I love you too tallulah, see you soon then, my daughter, rest well and have sweet dreams"

END (8

[mxrcjqckspnchqsc]

Hiii! If you're accepting requests for prince Friedrich (bridgerton), could I get a Friedrich and reader fic where theyre royalty too and frenemies? And they end up at the same ball and have to dance tgt (obv)? The next day lady whistledown and the ton out there shipping the two so they have to keep up appearances and promenade together all the time? Eventually fall in love!! (+ points if they childishly argue through the whole dance) thanksss💕

Is It Love Or Hate?

Summary: Read request above!

Prince Friederich x gn!reader

Genre: Fluffiest of fluff, (It's also the only thing I can write about but moving on)

Warnings: Romantic themes, strong language(not really just good old british slang that I love very much), and It is a gender neutral reader, y/n(aka you or just plain old y/n) is a princess and wears a dress in this one-shot!!

A/N: Omg omg omg this is my first request, this is so exciting! This request is so cute, I hope you like it! Also I'm sorry for some of the writing is in third person, I just don't really like first person. And I'm sorry this took too long, I'm quite busy with stuff(school) atm. And now because of this request, I wanna make a prince Friederich fanfic lol but I hope you guys enjoy this one-shot!!(Also this isn't proofread so if there are any errors do tell me!)

Y/n groaned at the thought, they were going to yet again another ball, y/n loved being a royal and all but that meant they had the possibility of seeing him, Prince Friederich, Y/n had mixed feelings about him, they would love him and then the next minute, they hate him. As I finally laid down on the couch, my mother busted in, causing them to jump up.

"Mother, what is it? Why must you rush in here as if I did something wrong?!?" I asked.

"Oh no dear, it's just your dress is finally done! You just have to wear it for tonight's ball." Y/m/n explained as she gave you the dress. "Doesn't the color look nice?"

I had to agreed, the colors on the dress were absolutely stunning, y/f/c always looked good on them, always.

"Well I must agree, the dress does look nice." I agreed.

"Perhaps you might even find the one," Y/m/n teased.

"You said that as the last fifty balls," I exaggerated. "It seems people only see me for my looks Mother, nothing more, I told you many times that I wanted to marry for love."

"Then find someone you love, my dear. You know I will always support you." Y/m/n smiled at you and left moments after.

Y/n changed into the dress and was suprised on how the dress complimented her very well.

"Are you ready to go-?" Y/m/n asked as she busted in the room but stopped once she saw y/n. "My dear, you look beautiful."

"Yes mother I am ready to go," I placed the tiara on her head. "Thank you but we must not make haste," I reminded.

"Oh yes yes!" Y/m/n exclaimed. "We shall go to the carriage at once." Y/m/n announced.

Y/m/n linked her arm with Y/n and they left and headed to the ball, moments later, they had arrived.

"I'll be on the lookout for potential suitors, and you Y/n shall be the princess you are and dance with two men tonight." Y/m/n said.

"One," I corrected.

Y/m/n sighed knowing that Y/n wouldn't listen to her. "Fine, you must dance with one man tonight."

"Good, Ah I think I see the Duchess of Hastings right there. I'll leave you be mother!" I called out.

Before Y/n could make her way to Daphne, she was stopped by the one of the many men she didn't want to see tonight.

"You highness, Princess Y/n," Lord Gray bowed down infront of her. "May I have your first dance?" He asked, holding out his hand.

Y/n was about to tell him off when someone did it for her and she didn't have to turn around to know who it was.

"Actually, the Princess had already offered her first dance on her dance card with me." Prince Friederich explained.

"Oh, I see," Lord Gray seemed to buy the lie and walked away.

"Shall we?" Friederich held his hand out.

Y/n only glared at him before taking his hand, the two royals made their way to the dance floor.

"Now look at what you did," I whispered. "I only wanted to dance with one man tonight and now you're fulfilling my mother's wishes and I'm going to dance with two."

Prince Friederich only snickered in response.

"Well I apologize for doing that but it seemed like you didn't want to dance with him." Friederich stated the obvious.

"Yeah well I didn't want to dance with you either and here we are." I smiled sarcastically.

"You can blame my aunt on that, she actually insisted I'd dance with you first tonight." He replied.

Prince Friederich dipped you and pulled you close, making you gasp, he noticed this and backed away. "I'm sorry."

"For what?" I asked confused.

"For making you uncomfortable," He answered rather quickly.

"If anything, you actually made me feel more safe from the viscount, I can see him glaring at us" I laughed and smiled at him, causing him to smiled back as he pulled you in close again.

...

"Y/n, Oh Miss Y/n! Wake up! Your highness, it is urgent!" Evelyn, one of the lovely servants shook you awake.

"I'm up," I mumbled, not fully awake.

"Lady Whistledown wrote about you and the Prince from the dance, you must read!" Evelyn exclaimed.

"Can I atleast get out of my bed first?" I asked, Evelyn nodded excitingly before leaving.

Y/n got up and ready and finally headed down the stairs where they was greeted by not only Evelyn but their mother as well.

"So Lady Whistledown wrote about me in her paper?" I asked.

Y/m/n nodded happily and gave you the paper. When you were shocked, Lady Whistledown wrote about the two of you dancing and how you two would make quite a lovely couple but before you could read anymore, you got called upon by Prince Friederich, he seemed to have read the latest issue quickly this morning.

"Your highness," Evelyn bowed down at him before he stopped her.

"Oh please, just call me Friederich, is Y/n awake yet? I hope I didn't wake her, I just wanted to have a little chat." Friederich smiled.

"And does your little chat include those lovely y/f/fs?" I asked.

I made my way to him and Evelyn, who now exited the room once she took notice of my appearance.

"Oh these," Friederich looked at them as well. "I didn't send them, maybe Lord Gray no Gary sent them." He teased.

Due to his teasing, I snorted and I quickly covered my mouth in embarrassment.

"I'm sorry," I apologized. "I normally never do that."

"It's fine, it was quite adorable if I were to be honest." Friederich smiled.

I blushed at his words and smiled softly but quickly changed my expression as I still had no idea what he was doing here so I asked. "Well if you will allow me to Prince-"

"Friederich," He cut you off.

"...Friederich, what are you doing here?" I asked.

"I was just going to ask if well considering what Whistledown wrote about us, maybe she should write about us even more if you give me the opportunity to court you and take to on a promenade?" He asked.

My eyes widened at his words, he wanted to court me out of all people but I realized that maybe this was just his aunt's doing.

"Are you sure that you want to court me and this isn't your aunt's doing because if it is then I'm gonna have to-" I was cut off again.

"No!" He exclaimed before clearing his throat. "My apologies, I did this on my own. My aunt has no idea I am even here." He chuckled.

"Oh, then yes, I would be delighted to be courted by the only prince I seem to know." I laughed.

...

Y/n and Friederich have been courting for quite awhile now, making this their fifth time going on a promenade, Y/n had developed feelings for him and was wondering just as everyone else was thinking once they saw the latest issue "When will he propose?"

"This is the fifth time we're out to promenade, can we please go somewhere else Friederich?" I asked in a hushed whisper. "The sun is practically setting!"

"Please Y/n, just called me Freddie and to answer your question, we can't go somewhere alone, you know that but perhaps a boat ride would be nice."

"Or hunting or we can pretend to get lost in a flower field?" I suggested.

"A flower field would be nice, hm there is one there," He held up his arm. "Shall we go?"

"We shall," I smiled. "Mother, we'll be right back. We're going to pick some flowers from the field!"

"Okay, stay safe!" Y/m/n exclaimed.

But Y/m/n was distracted with Lady Danbury that she didn't even notice that the two royals weren't going to the flower field but instead the woods.

"Ah the woods, why did you take us here Freddie," I asked.

Friederich blushed at the nickname even though he suggested it but brushed it off.

"I wanted to look at the nature, nature is quite interesting. I mean just look at that bird!" He exclaimed in a hushed whisper.

"That bird does look quite fascinating." I comments, making him smile wide.

"I never saw those in Prussia so they are new to me," Friederich revealed.

"Well maybe if you stay here a little longer then maybe you'll see more," I smiled at him.

"Yeah maybe," Friederich smiled.

I took my eyes off him and laid down to look at the sunset, He laid down beside me.

"It's quite beautiful isn't it?" I asked, referring to the setting sun.

"Yeah, it's breathtaking." He whispered, still staring at me.

I looked back at him when he was indeed already staring, he didn't take one look at the sunset and kept his eyes on me. I blushed and tried to look away when his hand caressed my face and leaned in, he kissed me and I kissed back. When we broke apart, he sat up, I repeated the action and we kissed again, he mumbled something in the kiss that I couldn't decipher..

"Freddie, what did you say?" I asked, my hand resting softly on his cheek.

"I wish to marry you Y/n, I'm in love with you." He confessed.

"The night of the ball when we danced, I lied to you, my aunt didn't say anything about you at all, I chose to dance with you that night because not only are you breath taking, you are the only person that I love competing with and poking fun at with, you're the only person who knows the real me and I love for that, I love that you let me in and that you trust me and you share all your conspiracies about who Whistledown is, you're the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, kids or no kids, in London or in Prussia. I want you just the way you are because I'm smitten and I love you oh so much. And I completely understand if you don't desire me the same but I couldn't keep it in any longer and I-" Friederich was cut off by you kissing him again, more passionate this time.

When you pulled away, you spoke. "I love you too, I would say that I want you but that's a lie, I need you and I just can't possibly see my life without you in it. Without you, I could probably be married to Lord Gray and I know we are both happy that isn't the reality," We both chuckled before I continued. "Freddie, just know this. No matter where we are or who we're with, I will always be looking at him and with you because you are now my husband to be, and I wish to be your wife forever." I confessed.

I rested my head on his chest and I heard his heartbeat making me calm, I closed my eyes and hugged him, he hugged me back.

"Your wish has been granted, my love." Prince Friederich kissed the top of my head.

[lorelune]

hello hello! :3 i love ur works, and i am so excited for o4o!! and i know ur very hard at work with o4o right now, and i do not wish to somehow worry(?) you with my question, but if i may .. what do u have planned for cicatrix? I loved LOVEDD it so so very much very 💓 it was very scrumptious indeed

eeee thank you anon <3 for sticking around and enjoying!! your question doesn't worry me at all, though i appreciate you being thoughtful about it 🩷

cicatrix is VERY dear me!! i do have the like... scrappy beginnings of both a cicatrix prequel and cicatrix sequel. they've both been very on the back burner with how busy summer and fall were and with o4o taking a lot of my focus.

truthfully, as much as i LOVE cicatrix and calibrator, the prequel and sequel aren't super high on my wip list :'^) mainly bc they are both quite long and involved and would be a lot of work to pull off!! and that is daunting and at this point in time, sounds like a lil more than i can reasonable chew on while enjoying the process of writing

that being said... i rlly do love the world of cicatrix. i would love to get chatty about it more on my blog here if nothing else!! and talk abt beloved jing yuan and calibrator, and calibrator fabled meeting with dh, and your sexual tension with feixiao.

thank you for asking anon and once again!! thank you for being kind in the way you posed your question. i would love to say i am chomping at the bite to write more full-fledged pieces of cicatrix-verse but in truth it just isn't in the cards atm :'^) thank you for asking regardless 🩷

[i-mybrunettelady]

20 questions for 20 writers

i was tagged by @accidentallyadorable, ty for the tag friend <3

tagging: @archesa, @thevikingwoman, @scionshtola, @antariies, @anneapocalypse, @ghostwise and whoever sees this and wants to participate <3

q1. how many works do you have on ao3?

i don't post all my work on ao3, but on ao3 alone, 28!

q2. what fandoms do you write for?

guild wars 2, wayfarer, ffxiv, blood moon, infamous, the exile <3

q3. what are your top 5 fics by kudos?

tales of the red wayfarer - a cassander character study

overflowing - intellis pining

somewhere after midnight - cassmel post-sex cuddling and pillow talk

ties that sever, ties that bind - an inteus family study, currently being finished

songweaver - more intellis pining (all wayfarer works lmao)

q4. do you respond to comments?

always! they're few and far between so i make sure i do <3

q5. what is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

hard to say... i write angst, but i write hurt/comfort, so like. by that alone it's ties that sever because cass cries by the end of each one and is very much alone so like. ties that sever??? bonus points go for scenes of an arson site also.

extra bonus points go to on theokleia, my mother which is a part of the ties that sever series, but a piece that haunts me to this day.

q6. what is the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

hm.. ones that gives me budging hopes are a flickering light, or a tale of two survivors (ffxiv) and my future will listen to me! i'm really fond of the endings of these two even if they're not typically... happy. i have happier endings but these two seem a different kind of happy to me. a wistful, hopeful happy as opposed to a typical happy.

q7. do you get hate on fics?

so far no and i hope it stays that way. i only recently hot my first hate ask lmaoooo

q8. do you write smut? if so, what kind?

yes! i write for.. pairings, moreso than one type. so far i mostly have mlm smut, and that's because they're cassander pairings and he is a bisexual/achillean dude, but i do want to write wlw smut if the inspo strikes, and i do wanna write some het scenes i have in my head (namely a crossover that's nyra/estinien atm tbh. i also wanna write nyra/mirka for that wlw stuff.)

i also have a nyra solo i'm very proud of :>

q9. do you write crossovers?

i wrote a wayfarer/ffxiv crossover (a flickering light), and i wanna write a gw2/ffxiv crossover (nyra and estinien!) i also wrote a wayfarer/gw2 crossover with mordrem!cassander (a story of how (not) to be a big head)

other than that i rarely write crossovers tbh

q10. have you ever had a fic stolen?

girl no god forbid :xxxx

q11. have you ever co-written a fic before?

a long time ago, yes, with @guildwarsgirl! it was a braham shippy one, and i wrote for braham <3

q12. what's your all-time favorite ship?

honest to god? i got a few ships i cherish and keep near and dear to my heart: cassmel (cassander and melchior, wayfarer), trammander (nyra and trahearne, gw2), elion (el and liv, gw2) and angelina and farro from blood moon! i may not write about all of them equally but i do cherish them deeply

q13. what's one WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

i do have certain series i wanna finish, such as my nikartoirel apology trilogy, called trials and tribulations - parts 1 and two are out - and ties that sever <3 when ffxiv brainrot comes back, i'll probably finish the nikartoirel apology series.

one other thing i wanna finish but it's not high on my to-do list is nikartoirel bridgerton au <3 gotta love regency husbands

q14. what are your writing strengths?

character voice! on god i love character voice so much and it shows.

q15. thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

i technically am since english is my second language! so yeah, full speed ahead

q16.first fandom you wrote for?

gw2 baybee <3 back in 2021. my first fic was actually trammander <3

q17. favorite fic you've written?

please don't ask me that ;; but between us... my future will listen to me, ties that sever, ties that bind, say hi to yourself, scenes of an arson site, a gravitational pull !

q18. what are your writing weaknesses?

fighting scenes hands down

q19. have you ever had a fic translated?

not yet but if anyone wants to.. i owe you my LIFE,, i could also tecnically do it but translating your own work is hard as fuck

[disast3rtransp0rt]

I am a long-term high school substitute atm. which means I'm getting a peek into the system without actually having to play by all the same rules (very cool position imho); and I am learning A LOT about the Youths today. But what I am learning is painful.

They have endless curiosity but nowhere to funnel it. They're forced to learn the same dry subjects we were forced to learn but now with constant parental censorship that prevents teachers from actually doing their mcfucking jobs (teaching them facts/discussing potentially controversial material). It's denying them the chance to develop strong critical thinking skills!

They have quick access to information but no idea how to sort truth from advertisement or propaganda. And before anyone gets mad, this isn't an "every gen z/gen alpha kid" statement, but a generalization based on sweeping observation and personal experience. Not an accusation, but a realization that - as a kid who played outdoors and made grass potions and skinned my knees well into my teenage years climbing trees - things have been overdigitized to an extreme.

Like shit, guys, this new generation of kids aren't being given the chance to challenge themselves. They want to know how to engage meaningfully but are denied the opportunity at every turn.

So Dear Teenagers: Y'all are far from dumb. Your generations can do things I could never dream of understanding. That being said: There's a kid in my class who knows how to work the crypto market but can't tell "which" from "witch". We're supposed to show them Schindler's List but we can't read any articles about gender or else the world might end.

You guys need to educate yourselves on the HOW and WHY, or if you can, find an adult you feel safe with and ASK THEM MEANINGFUL QUESTIONS. Some of us really really wanna answer them.

[butterscotch-brigade]

new year, new url

hello everyone!!! ive decided that im going to make a big change now that its the new year/my birthday. im going to be doing something ive been wanting to do for a long time now: im going to change my url.

why? a few reasons. the username "vanilla-owns-chocolate" stems from an old icarly quote that rly stuck in my brain ever since i was a kid which reflected my ice cream preferences at the time. however, as time has passed, this url just kinda makes me cringe every time i see it.

for one, i prefer chocolate ice cream now lol. it feels pretty outdated in that regard. there r other reasons too but i dont want to spend too long discussing them rn bc im very tired LMAOOOO

so!!! i will be changing my url proooobably later today after i wake up (it is just after midnight atm and i want 2 go 2 sleep LOLLL). i will make a post announcing what it is and pin it to my blog for a while until ppl get used to the change.

in the meantime, thank you all for all ur support!!! ive had this blog for almost 9 years now and ive grown so much since i first started out. ive lost many loved ones who were dear to me. i graduated high school, then college. i got my drivers license. i met the love of my life who i am currently lying in bed with as i type this. ive written so many stories, drawn so many things, and made friends and mutuals. some have been with me since i first started out, others have long since deactivated. tumblr has honestly been such a huge important part of my life and despite its many ups and downs i still genuinely love this hellsite w every fiber of my being. heres 2 hoping for a great new year and a happy birthday 2 me :)

[bottlecaprabbitgames]

Announcements, Things Going On ATM, Cool Kid Shit

Yes, I'm cringe. I'm getting more comfortable with myself everyday and that means the real cringe is coming out. It's being RELEASED

Anyway-

I won't lie, a lot may not get done on MG:T this week. I'm in hardcore hustle mode to make sure I can get my tablet and my mom's Mother's Day gifts, which is taking all my time atm. I'm also having a hard time focusing, which is driving me nuts.

However! Patreon content will continue as normal! There are FIVE days left to sign up and get your votes in on this month's bonuses! And... I also released another old commission with Freja/F!MC that's NSFW this morning. AND I'm planning for at least one of this month's bonuses to be NSFW... it's my birth month, and it's high time I return to my roots, LOL. The Freja/F!MC NSFW post is only available for $10+ tiers! There is also a Fawn NSFW and Blake NSFW over there, too!

Also! There is a $30 goal on Ko-fi to get another 1,000+ word public scenario up! It's 13% done at the moment, and all tippers can leave their vote on who they want the scenario to be with! Something to consider! There's also a Blake scenario that is ONLY available on Ko-fi for any amount of tips! I might also post a special sneak peek on there this month, muhahahahaha! (I also redo these goals immediately after completion, making a public post that there is 1 on the way! This is a CONSTANT community goal that never goes away!)

AND... LASTLY... if you are curious to know what my older NSFW content entailed, you can check out my AO3. I have fanfics there, I have OC content there, some other stuff, too. I can in fact say I've written one smutty werewolf, vampire, and alien fic a piece, and several others from different fandoms. Some of it's a bit dated for my writing now, but uh... the Neia one at the top is. Is definitely not. Hi, yes, I was the first Neia fanfic writer and Neia poster other than Ana. Ana has also called me Neia's biggest fan before and I hold that post very near and dear to my soul. HAHAHAHA

Yes! So! ANYWAY! Don't forget to get those asks in! My birthday is in THREE HECKIN DAYS, and I do appreciate all the support, gamers! I am so frickin' thankful for it, and the amount of folks who have sent in asks, and the folks supporting me on Patreon continuously. Without this engagement, I don't honestly think I could keep going like I do... so thank you <3

[cherryslyce]

I’m gonna punch the SUN. I’m gonna chew on CONCRETE. I’m gonna howl at the MOON I am going FERAL over here Cherry!!!!

Every single word of this chapter had me vibrating in my seat I am going into hyperdrive over here!!!!!

My Reggie boy is so perfect and wonderful and the loml omgggg. Like we thought he was sweet as a portrait???? And now full body Reg is literally just a cat the way he practically drapes himself over the reader at any given moment. They’re in love your honour!!!

Leaving Asger and Anders was v bittersweet, I’m going to miss their dry humour and their reluctant fondness for the reader and Luna but I’m v v happy to know that they’re on their way to healing from the loss of their mother/wife. Again the parallels between Anders and the reader was great to see and I’ve always been a sucker for the grumpy old man/adopted child that they would die for lol

And at last!!!! The man, the myth, the legend Sirius Black is back everyone!!! And his single brain cell is working on OVERDRIVE atm I love him sm. The way he was so excited to see his pup that he didn’t even compute that his DECEASED BROTHER was stood next to him had me screaming like he’s trying his best just give him a minute shdjdjd

Honestly I couldn’t tell you how many times I screamed while reading this chapter, the way you smothered us with fluff while also keeping the stakes high is just amazing and now that the gang is all back together I’m so excited to see what’s to come. Thank you for blessing us with this masterpiece as always <3

My dear, custard (my very affectionate nickname for you)!!! I will not lie, I have been waiting with bated breath for your message because they always give me LIFE. Truly, you give me so much motivation and I always feel honored by the love you give me <333!! I will say that Reggie is only going to get cuter from here on out !!

Also, YES, Regulus is such a black cat omg <33. They are indeed in love! They're just dancing around the words now haha.

I honestly didn't expect myself to grow so attached to Anders & Asger / the whole Norway arc in general. It is definitely bittersweet, and the parallels kill me too !! They all really needed each other in the end, and even though they're separated now, they will hold each other dear in their hearts for the rest of their lives (canon, because I said so <3).

Also LOL, Sirius and his tunnel vision for his pup <333. He really was just an anxious mess after reader never turned up after the wedding attack. But his poor heart, first reader swoops back into his life, and then his supposedly dead brother magically appears! Yeah, the man is going to have the time of his life next chapter.

The gang is reunited and better than ever <33! I am already elbow-deep into writing the next chapter which I hope to finish by tomorrow (can you tell I'm as excited as everyone else?)

Thank you endlessly for your kind messages, my love <3!! You are truly one of my favorite people on this site, and I always find myself wondering what you'll think about certain scenes amidst my writing process LOL. I hope you enjoy what's to come, dear <333!

[swiftsaltsweet]

Wednesday Season 2: Hyde in the Shadows

Episode 2 Intermission 2: Wednesday’s Letter #2

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Characters: Wednesday and Enid (ft returning chars and new OCs)

Pairing: Wenclair

Important info: VERY Slow Burn, Canon Compliant (with season 1), read A/N For more details on everything.

Summary:  Stalking, murders, troubling visions, sins of the past, and a little bit of kidnapping. Wednesday’s start of the second semester isn’t a normal one, but when is her life ever “normal?” Wednesday has new mysteries to solve and catastrophes prevent, with the help of her overly enthusiastic roommate Enid, she just has to deal with some annoying relatives first.

Other Sites: AO3 and Fanfic.net

                                      Wednesday Season 2:

                                      Hyde in the Shadows

                     Episode 2 Intermission 2: Wednesday’s Letter #2

Dear Enid,

      As I open yet another one of your letters, I feel as if I am being assaulted by sparkles and rainbows but in text form. I do not know how you do it, but your letters always come off as if they are screaming. But I suppose that is what makes them memorable.

As much as I love to learn, I feel that I may need to give you a crash course of your own. Both of you.

Very well I will not implicate you but do be prepared to be an accomplice in the near future. If caught, we can both perjure ourselves in front of the high court.

I will keep that in mind.

Charming, I am sure.

I will see what I can do, but I would not get your hopes up. These sorts of events tend to go on for a while and attendance is mandatory.

I noticed you forgot to include your full moon antics. I have always been curious about the mechanics of ‘wolfing out.’ Did anything happen while you transformed? Or did you kill someone and are trying to cover it up? Either way, your secrets are safe with me. The only thing I ask for in exchange is the gruesome details.

                                                                      Regards,

                                                                       Wednesday

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A/N: Me writing Wednesday’s letters: It’s my business email voice! Standby for for a bonus episode dropping by later today~! ;D Also, I’m going to be changing up the intermissions juuuuuust a tad (they’ll be longer, and we’ll see the chars reactions)

What I think is funny with Wed and Enid is that: Wed is actually serious about crimes, and Enid is like “haha yeah sure” and not serious at all in what Wed is saying. I love a dipshit comedy routine. (but when it comes down to it, Enid is like “Gdi best friends help hide dead bodies!” kinda gal). I didn’t have a fun fact relating to THIS chapter, but I just watched another ep of the 60s show and found a similarity from a previous chapter! (Retrospective) Fun Fact 1: In the 60’s ep, Thing is Missing (spoilers for that ep btw), Thing goes missing and there’s a ransom for him. The ransom is in a cemetery, and when the person goes to drop off the ransom, they are met with a hand (just a hand) coming out of the ground (and taking the ransom). We don’t see it (I’m not sure if the 90s remake ep shows it atm, if it does, I’ll make another retrospective fun fact). (Unrelated) Fun Fact 2: Not related to what’s going on in this season (but is related to the above fun fact), but I thought it was cool. There’s a brushing scene at the beginning of the Thing Is Missing ep, and having watched the 70s sequel TV Movie, it also features that same brushing scene as a call back. Just thought the call back was cool. 8U

[oldcoyote]

aswiftsunrise replied to your post:

How about a cute t-shirt or two? Something that fits now (or after a level or 2), but that can still be a cute over-sized/sleep shirt at higher levels :) my brother bought me the critrole ‘its love that makes people’ shirt for Christmas and they’re pricey, but it’s super comfy and high quality!

ooh, this is a great idea! i will say, i have so many shirts and i didn’t include clothing on the rewards list mostly because i have too much of it and i kinda want to wear it til it’s threadbare. i very rarely buy clothes (just a personal choice, i despise fast fashion), and most of what i was wearing until recently was 10+ years old and beginning to fall apart before a dear friend who lost their partner sent me a lot of her wardrobe as a gift. so i have been blessed with a surplus of shirts recently, otherwise this would have been perfect!

grimdarkfandango replied to your post:

haircut/dye day? sewing materials? I also like the tshirt idea - you’ve said before your current everyday clothes are in need of replacing anyway, and it would be better to have things that fit now that you can take in if needed later!

great minds! haircut & colour is level 5. shirts & sewing materials are both great ideas but i have a surplus of both atm, unfortunately. i’m trying to think of things to do/get done that celebrate and reward my body without costing too much, like the piercing and tattoo for levels 3 & 4. i’ve penciled in a massage or facial for now, since i never get either, it might be a nice experience to have?

i want this process to go hand in hand with me accepting my body every step of the way and not fighting against it to get what i want from it, if that makes sense? i know it seems counterintuitive to do that while losing weight, but that’s the goal. i am so violently out of tune with my body, in order to do what i have to do and do it effectively i really need to listen to it and take care of it along the way

[potatoesandsunshine]

hiii I’m lowkey obsessed with BG3 atm and I love hearing about other people’s characters and their experiences, and based off the snippets you’ve shared of your girl?? Love her. I love semi-shitty women. Dare I say— the best kind of woman. I’m curious as to what she looks like??

ANONNNNNN 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 thank u for my LIFE i love to talk about my characters <3 <3 <3 i am not the most creative when it comes to character appearance but here she is, The Sufferer:

(yes she got the volo eye)

SHE'S tired. SHE'S stressed out. SHE dyes every piece of armor sage green because that's what i like best :) the only really thought-through thing about her look is the silver eyes because i decided to be specifically Annoying about it. the eyes are the window to the soul but hers are silver bc they're MIRRORS she just shows what people want to SEE!!!! you understand. she carries around the sword that sings or screams (phalar aluve) because her job is not to hit things with a sword!! her job is to play music! why is this her life!!!! i need to see if there's a cool violin i can get her; i have a series of lutes but she's just not a lute girl.

i kind of stumbled into this 'her friendship with astarion is the bedrock of the campaign' thing because of them both being charlatans; it was SO funny for both of them to think the other was annoying but then constantly get inspiration from the same moments. they're on a 'cats who don't like each other' to 'cat friends' trajectory. she really does not have the insight or perception to see through him as well as she does, but i handwave that as recognizing your own tricks in someone else. this is another part of the WIP (that i think is just gonna be little moments that span act 1?):

   "Sleeping alone, then?" The question comes floating out of the trees.    Taryn rolls her eyes. "Clearly I'm sitting next to the river alone." She doesn't look back, even as the vampire approaches. Can't give him the satisfaction of a dramatic entrance, after all.     Astarion settles beside her with uncanny grace, the bastard. He gives a performative little sigh and settles back on his hands, eyes on the curve of the sky that's visible though the trees. "It's surprising, really. I thought you'd be cuddled up with our dear wizard all evening."    For the very first time since waking up on the beach, Taryn fumbles her words. "Yes, well. Ah, that is to say. Well."    His focus sharpens, she can feel it. "Is he that terrible? Are you?"    He isn't asking to be nice. Taryn knows this dance herself, the probing questions and the unlaced shirt and all; she's done it in half a dozen taverns along the Sword Coast alone, looking for the next big score. But it's been such a very long night, and she's unfortunately lonely, so she turns her head and meets his gaze.    He really is very skilled—the triumph in his eyes is nearly invisible.    "He hadn't even thought of wanting me," Taryn says, blunt. "Happy?"    "Ecstatic," Astarion lies. "You are aiming rather high with that one—playing follow-up to a goddess is quite the task. Some would call it impossible."    "Aiming for the impossible, how foolish," says the woman trying to find a cure for mindflayer tadpoles. "Suppose I should just give up and fuck someone else then."    "I'm no one's second choice," Astarion snaps, abruptly icy, and it's the most genuine she's managed to get him yet.    "'Course not," she agrees easily, deliberately unruffled. He never seems to know what to do when she doesn't rise to the bait. "And I'm not looking. If I was, I'd be seeing if Dammon felt like bending me over his anvil."    A flash of fang as he gives her his mean little smile. Good—they're back on the same page. "The blacksmith, hm? I suppose he does have good hands."    He's nice to Karlach, to us, and he doesn't have to be, Taryn doesn't say. Astarion doesn't enjoy that sort of honesty. Perhaps she's had a bit too much wine—will the tadpole cure her hangover? Unfortunately it’s all been red wine; the headache is likely beyond even illithid powers.

the document name is 'egregious amounts of italics' because that's basically every single one of their conversations. anyway this was probably more than what you were looking for but i was being real when i said i LOVE talking about my OCs

[bibbykins]

hi, im sorry for writing this to you and feel free to not answer if this makes you uncomfortable. At the time im writing, im just trying to look like im doing something valuable with my time (and one parasocial question, again you don't have to answer this, but i have no one i can trust i feel pathethic lmao)

so here's the thing, im a nursing student, i dont really like dramas (here i am talking about drama) but believe it or not that's the main reason why i transferred section during my second sem (biggest mistake yet) and this day, i felt humiliated by the whole class really and its because i gone to school (for context, we have this professor who doesn't really use socmeds and we practically have little to no communication with him) and this prof, we never had a decent class meeting with him since prelims mainly because 1. he don't like online classes so that's out of the question and 2. whenever we have face to face class, he has another class

with that said, last night ive aasked a bunch of my classmates if there was a class for today, they didn't know. all of them answered me that they do not know, i couldnt ask the class rep and class secretary coz i already felt that they didn't like me so i didnt wanna bother them. frankly i didnt wanna go to school coz i was scared id only go home after thirty minutes coz the probability of him having another class is high (but again, he already said before our schedule for today in person), and because i was scared for my attendance as well as we have tasks need to be passed to him, i just took the "sure" way to go to school even though i dont know if there was an actual class. turns out there was.

so i told my classmates about it in our class groupchat and for a lack of a better word, the class rep and the class secretary made their dislike for me very clear. and idk really, i dont know if im asking for pity but i really just feel so humiliated and idk if im the one whos in the wrong. its never my intention to be the teacher's pet its just that in my point of view, if there was no clear announcement that there was no class, then certainly we have a class. i feel so pathetic im sorry

again feel free to don't answer, i just dont know what to do with my self atm

First of all, thank you for being so kind and non-pressure-y with this.

Also, literally fuck ur classmates that's so mean of them??? You're not in the wrong, you literally just showed up for class! Don't let them make you feel like you are (easier said than done ik but still)

When I was in college, I was a huge worry wart and always tried to show up when I couldn't bc like bruh im paying for this class, im gonna get my money's worth.

All you did was go to class and let them know there was class. It's not your fault they took that as some slight against them. The realoty is they just felt :< about missing class and took it out on you. Class groupchats are 9/10 times a nightmare, also not ur fault.

You're not a teacher's pet or at all in the wrong!! They're in the wrong for taking their own emotions out on you who did nothing but go to class and tell them there was class!!

Pat yourself on the back for getting your money's worth and take a nice shower or bath, light a good candle, and know that their emotions are not your responsibility! You're not pathetic at all, in this kooky day and age, are you even a tumblr user if you haven't shared personal tea on anon? So no harm, no foul!

Rest easy tonight, dear anon. Be kind to urself 🫶

[modern-vellichor]

Hiya! Could you do smth where the reader is masturbating in her room thinking about Bucky. When then Bucky sneaks in your room hiding from Sam chasing him, he hears you moaning his name and gets flushed but instead of leaving he decides to help you out and show you that the real thing is better than imagining it ? :)) and maybe his POV too ? ☺️ thank you dear. I’d really crave some soft Bucky smut atm.

hiya dolly!! enjoy this poorly written smut! its one am and I can't see properly :)

Warnings: 18+ smut, fem masturbation, slight teasing, edging, soft!bucky, fingering, explicit language, consenting king, this is Bucky’s world and we’re all just whores living in it.

Your hand slipped below the waistband of your underwear, fingers dancing playfully on your skin. Teasing. Your breath hitched in your throat. You rolled your underwear down your legs, throwing them in the general direction of your hamper.

Bucky tore through the compound, footsteps as loud as a stampede fell on deaf ears. He rounded corners dangerously fast, feet slipping precariously on tile. Sam yelled profanities at him but Bucky simply laughed as he escaped from Wilson's grasp. He stormed down the halls, your room was closest.

Your fingers played tenderly over your clit, you let out a breathy moan. Your other hand danced across the skin of your ribs gently. You gathered your slick on your fingers, dragging them slowly over the bundle of nerves as you moaned wantonly. You thought you were alone, you thought you had locked the door.

Bucky slipped into your room silently. He locked the door and snickered as he heard Sam sprint past your door. He gently padded through your room, reaching the little couch. You were nowhere to be seen.

You slipped one finger past your folds, into the greedy cavern of your cunt. Your mouth fell open, your head thrown back into pillows. You pumped in and out of yourself slowly, tenderly. You grazed ever so gently at the spot inside of you that made you see stars. A fresh wave of arousal seeped onto your sheets.

"Fuck, Bucky," you moaned, eyes shut as you allowed your fantasy to absorb you. You tried to imagine his calloused fingers inside of you instead of your own. You added a second finger and pumped with a little more fervour. His name fell from your lips again, this time a little louder. Passion filled your voice as your free hand wandered down to circle your aching clit.

Bucky heard his name echo through your room. He silently rose from his position on your couch, stalking towards your bed. As he rounded the corner you came into sight. Head thrown back, eyes screwed shut, mouth open wide as his name dripped from your tongue like a litany.

His eyes traveled down to where your fingers were knuckle deep in your own sopping cunt, and the others fondled your glistening clit greedily.

He discarded of his shirt and then crossed his arms over his bare chest. He enjoyed the free show as he hardened in his sweats. He waited until you were on the very edge, your orgasm leering over you as you screamed out for him. He answered.

"What's this?" and your orgasm was bring ripped from you as you hurried to cover up and began to apologise profusely. He chuckled darkly at your closing legs. “Please, don’t stop on my account,” he looked you up and down with a smirk.

“Bucky?” Your face scrunched in confusion. He slinked towards you, perching on the edge of your bed. He licked his lips, a lustful glint in his eyes. He settled between your legs and you couldn’t help the involuntary moan that bubbled from your chest.

“What, baby? Need me to help you cum?”

Still in shock, you gasped at his lewd words. His eyes sparkled with the idea of you. The baleful laugh that left his lips was full of sin and all things unholy. He hovered over you. You quivered, half in excitement and half in utter fear. He brought one hand to grip your chin, bringing your tearful gaze to his.

“Don’t cry, princess. I’ll make you feel good, can I do that?” His eyes sparkled softly.

The fact that he asked made your skin tingle with excitement. You had always been a little afraid of him, of the Winter Soldier that could still lurk. You had always expected him to take what he’s given and then keep going. He wiped the tears from your cheeks and you nodded eagerly.

His lips pressed against yours, gentle at first. He worked you open, distracting you from the metal touch trailing to the apex of your thighs. You let out a profane moan, near pornographic. Bucky smiled at you. 

He stared at you. Your eyes open in shock as two, unnaturally thick and long fingers slipped into you. You jumped at the feel of cool metal in your hot, dripping pussy. Your mouth opened but you made no sound.

“It’s okay, you’re okay,” he mumbled into your skin, pressing gentle, reassuring kisses to your neck. “I’ve got you, I’m right here.” 

You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him close to you. Your breath came out in pants as Bucky began to work you open. He pumped his fingers gently, curling against the spot that made you go wild with each addictive stroke. His cool thumb against your clit made your hips buck. You clawed at his back, but it only spurred him on.

He would work you to the edge, whisper reassuring words into your ears and then pull his fingers away. He would sit back on his heels and smirk as you whined and writhed and begged. And once your high had slipped away and you were utterly fed up, he would crawl back up your body and return to his sinful ministrations. He did this until you were a babbling mess. 

The scent of your arousal filled the room. The air was thick and stifling. You had soaked the sheets beneath you and you hadn’t even cum yet. You cried incoherently as Bucky worked you over with his fingers. He had abandoned his gentle demeanor for something rough and animalistic. 

You ground against his hand. His thumb rubbed harsh circles on your clit as his fingers curled relentlessly against your g-spot. Your nails pressed half moon shapes into the skin of his shoulders. You begged with reckless abandon. The shame of the situation has long since disappeared.

“You gonna cum this time, hmm?” Bucky cooed as he began to work faster, he picked up a near violent pace. You nodded eagerly as you moaned wantonly.

He encouraged you softly, a welcome contrast to the pace between your legs. Your mouth opened to scream as your body went stiff. Bucky pressed a bruising kiss to your lips. He swallowed your moans eagerly. His pace relented to something soft and loving as you came down from an atomic high. You were sure you had blacked out.

Bucky pulled his drenched fingers to his lips. He sucked them clean, releasing them with a lewd pop.

“Wasn’t that so much better than you had imagined, huh?” He cooed as he pulled your still trembling form into his chest. “If you were so desperate, you should have just asked.”

[samisnotlegend]

same anon with the broke boys headcanons, anyways, I'm feeling broke boys withdrawal and need to satiate my addiction

please feed us some crumbs by responding to more of my cutesy headcanons/predictions/random thoughts/ideas about the story. (note: I'm not forcing you to write any of these ideas, but if you felt *ahem* inspired, it's free real estate)

okay so when I first started reading the fic, around the time when bkdk went to costco(?) together and were trying free samples, I have never been able to stop imagining bkg getting invited to a high school reunion and then recruiting deku to go with him soley so they can steal the snacks. And when they show up, they split up to cover more ground. A few members of class A notice him and talk with him and they get along, and they get around to asking him who he's with and deku says he's w/ bkg....cue slow blinking form whoever he's talking to. Meanwhile Bkg is trying to sneakily stuff snacks into a bag at the food table and Uraraka happens to be nearby and being a fellow broke girl(tm) herself growing up, she clocks what he's doing immediately and feigns indifference to seeing him while they talk, but also helps him steal more snacks no questions asked

2. a prediction I've always had was that somehow, a huge battle happens, like Camino Ward levels of fighting) and Bkg is the hero that defeats the villain but ends up in the hospital. And the press is going wild, like, "he was supposed to be evil?? But he did something okay?" and is being skeptical. But as reporters are reporting outside the hospital, a giant group of people shows up, passing by the cameras which are broadcasting live. They all have platters of food, or other gifts. And Izuku comes outside and invites them with him because....its the neighborhood! Some of the newcasters ask the neighbors why they're there and they explain how much their community has blossomed because of dynamight (let's be honest they'd call him kacchan) and his husband. Which is how bkg gets some positive press for once!

3. headcanon of mine is that, once the dynamight hero agency becomes successful, Izuku starts a charity

4. another headcanon is that the neighborhood helps deku and bkg paint the walls of their agency building, kinda like they helped out with the community garden

5. Eventually katsuki discovers the terms aromantic and asexual and a few years down the line does an interview with a queer magazine about it to raise awareness about being aroace and to help other people like him (i'm aroace so this would be amazing). Maybe he starts wearing an ace and aro ring on a chain around his neck? (he would've worn them, but he didn't want his wedding ring to stand out less)

6. when they have enough money, deku finds a cat on the street and takes it home and adopts it and katsuki looks at deku's big doe eyes and agrees

anywho, just wanted to let you know this story lives in my head rent free and thought this might brighten up your day!

Hello my dear friend <3

I am truly sorry it took me so long to reply to this! Honestly, everything about this is so wonderful and I wanted to write something specifically for it, but I haven't been able to (yet!) but here are my thoughts on all your wonderful headcanons.

my jaw legit dropped when I read this one. I cannot spoil anything atm, but... there has literally been a *very* similar scene planned since basically the beginning. A few more UA characters will be introduced as we go through, and yep, Izuku is going to get to meet them, and yep, some slow blinking will occur. ;)

Again!!!! My friend you understand the vibes of BB SO WELL its insane. Something.... similar.... is planned.... I assure you. Now, I'll credit you completely for the hospital idea though, because I hadn't thought of that, but I LOVE IT!! I'll do my best to work something like this into the story. <3 <3 <3

Yes.

I love this one so much. I'm not sure if I'll be able to work it into the actual story, but its canon for you!

Yes! The ace/aro rings!! So, tbh the reason why I gave Deku and Katsuki black rings is because to me, they ARE ace and aro rings! I actually debated having the ring fit better on Katsuki's middle finger, but decided to go ahead and just have them wear them on their ring fingers. I own several ace rings myself, and I just adore them. (makes me feel all warm and fuzzy whenever I look at mine!) Down the line, Katsuki especially will do some more exploring with his identity. (Izuku is already very content with his) I'm not sure if I'll give Katsuki a totally separate ring, but he'll spread the ace/aro colors in other ways. ;)

Oh gosh a kitty!!! Well, they've already adopted half of the neighborhood kids (and several of the adults) so what is one furry friend to mix? Anon, what do you think I should name the kitty?

Overall, my friend, this ask totally blew me away. You really understand where I'm going and what I want to do with this story.

To me, Broke Boys has always been an incredibly personal story. So many of the themes and experiences (and even stories!) are just thoughts and things that I've taken from my own life. So the fact that it resonates with other people means the world to me.

Sometimes the world sucks, anon! Sometimes life doesn't take you where you want to go, or even where you deserve to go! But its also still wonderful! There will always be happy days ahead of you! There will be people in it who love you! And that's so awesome!!

In the future, I hope that this story will continue to bring you happiness. You deserve it.

[mocacheezy]

Got tagged by @quetzalpapalotl !😄✨

Relationship status: Happily taken💖

Favourite colour: Purple

Favourite food: THESE!!!

I wish I knew the translation, but they are essentially flakey dough, vannilla custard (I think?) and small canned apricots. I crave theseeeee, haven't had them in ages 😭😭😭

Song stuck in your head: Schnappi, das kleine Krokodil

All thanks to THIS TIK TOK ! IT'S THE BOUNCING THAT WON'T LEAVE MY BRAIN.

Last thing you googled: Name of the above song XD, I put "Scniff Snaff Snoffee, Snoffee snoffee snoff" in the search bar (and then realized I saved the damn video with this audio when it was on my Tik Tok FYP!!)

Time: 21:30 (9:30pm)

Dream trip: To be honest, traveling anywhere with people who are also interested in the sights is a dream for me. Atm tho, America, and in future whereven me and my dear go.

Last book you read: I can't recall any book I actually finished reading ^^;

Last book you enjoyed reading: Transformers: Exodus. I need to get back to it, THERE WAS GOOD SHIT HAPPENING

Last book you hated reading: a "Put your mind to it!" style book. It resonated with me for about 30 pages and then I reached the 42nd and nearly chucked the damn thing across the room. I tried picking it up again, and felt physically sick when trying to read on, soooo. Yeah, wish I could remember the title, but maybe forgetting it was for the best XD

Favourite thing to cook/bake: Burnt pancakes. They are easy, fast and delicious. Though I really really want to bake pies again. Apple pie is delicious and I KNOW that I could make bitching raspberry pie once I clean up the kitchen and look up the proper recepie for the crust.

Oh and garlic bread. Or honey bread. Bread in general is delicious and relaxing to make.

Favourite craft to do in your spare time: craft huh... It's been a while since I did any, but I suppose embroidery. It's very relaxing. Might actually search for some fabric now that I think of it.

Most niche dislike: Not sure what counts as niche tbh, but I do hate people quoting "Alas poor Yorick, I knew him well," in plays while holding a skull, ever since I've learned that was a different scene entirely AND YORICK DESERVES BETTER, DO NOT TAKE HIS HEAD OUT OF THE CONTEXT DAMMIT, I know it looks cool, I know it's become iconic now but it, is, wrong. Leave Yorick in the graveyard with Hamlet and the gravedigger conversing.

Opinion on circus(es) now and in history: Used to love them as a kid, I found it fascinating and horrifying when I learned how people with deformity or uncommon generic traits were treated and used as an attraction in freak shows. I haven't been to one in ages, and I am not sure if they are even still traveling around our parts, but the ones I've seen had horses, acrobats, clows, strongen and I think there was even one with a lion or a seal.

I do think that the traveling circus from my childhood won't be possible to experience as often, especially with the high expectations of modern audiences (and 'Rona of course). You can search up a contortionist online, and some people find this entertaining enough. Animal cruelty and protection laws mean that the animal attractions are no longer a selling point. I might have too little faith in other people, but I think stopping people from vlogging during the show would also be nearly impossible.

All in all, I adore the grim aestetic that their existence brought to the horror genre, and macabre sights and preservation of oddities, both animal and human, - this was one of the ways I discovered my fascination with grim things after all - but I am glad the inhumane parts of it have been stopped. It's one thing to show dead specimen, and another to torture a person or animal of any kind for amusement of "nomal people".

I don't know how the buisness is nowadays, but I would love to see more shows similar to Cirque du Soleil - even if on a smaller scale.

Do you have a sense of direction and if not what was the worst way you ever got lost: I usually use a GPS if I have to go anywhere, because I am an anxious wreck. But I can usually remember the path I took, so if I'm just wandering around I can easily retrace my steps. Just don't ask me what route I took by street names XD

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