#my cosplay journey

[silverscrollsarts]

Here is the first post of most of the cosplays/ costumes I have done in the past! This is a long post, so I apologize, but I atleast wanted them all on here! 🖤

[messymoonmad]

This is where it all started, my decent to madness : (hyperfixating on Epic)

I had just started obsessing over Epic and so I started drawing my own ocs in an Epic AU (cause I'm a comic artist and I have my own world so i decided to insert my ocs in the odyssey for fun)

That's when I realised that my oc Rodrigo is the PERFECT FIT for poseidon they are just soulmates in my heart and that's why I based my design on him

[waveoftheocean]

yet another vw wip for this week's wip wednesday bc i have zero (0) self control and so. so. so many thoughts abt them

[causeimanartist]

I watched all of Frieren is two sittings and I'm a changed person

[asterfalls]

went to Disney in September for the second time in my life, and figment is my best friend

[su-wan]

"I admit I was a mischievous child, haven't I changed?"

🐰🍃

Eeeee sharring my Lorsan cosplay!! ; v ;.

📸: Cerberus_fotos

[angryvampire]

So, i said that i would try to make a Sun Wukong costume for my plushie, and i intend to keep my word!

So right now i've got..

WIP of attempt number 1 of the tiger skin skirt, im not sure If it will end up good but If It doesn't i can always try again

Mini book accurate Ruyi Jingu Bang (i tried writting in chinese multiple times but it's too small and my brush is too big 😭 so i tried to make the shapes of the letters at least, so It looks like there's something written on it)

Look at her with the staff! :D (she can't stand up straight lol, so Sunny has to sit on a brush for the picture)

And WIP of attempt number 1 and number 2 of the golden circlet. (Twisting the metal was a nightmare-) I think number 2 will look better, but we will see.

I want to try making a robe too, but i got no idea how im gonna do that yet, i'll have to see what materials i have.

And i want to try making a goard for her to carry, that will probably be easier to do

[keii4ii]

Stat sua cuique dies Maél is mé tó féran. ὤλετο μέν μοι νόστος C'est pour cela que je suis née この道や 行く人なしに 秋のくれ Ne me plaignez pas

[smileymaste]

the scene with jinxs hair splayed out around in a circle is actually the most beautiful piece of art ive ever seen

[ahhfear]

Adolin Kholin Cosplay FINISHED!!

i’m so so happy with how it all turned out!! i felt very princely wearing my full ensemble. the final things were his kholin glyphs and a piece of jewelry to represent maya :)

i think i may switch back to the black sword earrings they are a bit easier to spot

close ups on sword and belt chain and below cut

ID of the first image: [a picture of a person (me) in a blue lacy shirt with white lace on the cuffs and collar. the sleeves are poofy. on top of that is a darker blue vest with gold trim and buttons. the trim is on the bottom edge and the neck line. the buttons are in 2 rows of 3. attached to the front is a panel of fabric embroidered with the kholin glyph pair. it also has trim. the pants are navy almost black slacks. the shoes are brown high heeled boots that match the belt. the accessories are: a sword belt with a metal color guard saber in it, a belt chain with 3 charms a sword a blank horse and a white horse, silver sword earrings and a white turtleneck with a bit of lace in the middle, 2 necklaces one dark metal, one silver with a few oval white beads.]

[destroyerofworlds-senpai]

“It’s was a mere 10 year journey…and yet…”

Debuted my Frieren at Anime Magic on Saturday! The con itself was very fun and pleasant, cut the cosplay constest left a bit to be desired… oh well!

[princessg3rard]

mcr merch found in the wild

there were so many more lmao

[keithyukio]

“This brings back memories. We journeyed to all sorts of places. Everything seemed so brilliant and new. And you were always there in those beautiful memories.”

~ Himmel 🗡️💙

Frieren: Beyond Journey's End '

[elvenarcana]

frieren pics from anime expo last month 😭✨️

[bookwormcosplays]

SSRI Withdrawal Journey

I wasn't going to do this because I'm a very private person and I don't like talking about my mental health on social media, but I decided this is very important for me to remember how this felt and to give people a frame of reference.

I've been on lexapro for a year which I always knew it was going to be temporary because I was having a lot of mental breakdowns and I just needed to get through school. I told the psychiatrist I just wanted to get through school and she still prescribed me this. I was aware of the withdrawal, but I was under the illusion that it should be fine if I tapered.

Why not continue take it? It didn't really help me out a lot. It had more cons than pros. All it did was make me less angry and eat more which is something I'm capable outside of medication. The breakdowns though were affecting my school life that a round of therapy wouldn't help and this helped to minimize it, but now I graduated.

Fast forward to current day. I told my primary doctor I wanted to come off of lexapro, couldn't talk to my previous psychiatrist for other reasons, and my DOCTOR said "oh lexapro is easy just split your pills in half take it for a week then stop." I was on 20mg. I said I'm really concerned about withdrawal could I get 5mg pills. She said "okay" and gave me only a week of 5mg. Mind you I was already running out of my original pills. So I had no choice, but to follow her advice.  

1st Week (10mg): Insomnia, night terrors, night sweats, nightmares, and mania. I was very manic. I kept acting out of character, talking a lot, and pulling out old projects to work on. I was exercising. Doing a bunch of things even though I was running on very little sleep (2 hour naps basically). I also had some dizziness, but it wasn't too bad. I thought I could definitely handle withdrawal because I felt on top of the world.

2nd Week (5mg): Continued insomnia, night terrors, night sweats, and nightmares. New symptoms-- I crashed hard after the manic episode. Headaches (24/7 they will not go away with no type of medicine), joint pain, nausea, vomiting, no appetite. Can't drink water. Makes me sick. Dizzy spells get more intense. Static in vision. Can't walk straight. Bumping into walls. Falling more often. Can't look at phone or laptop without unbearable head pain or nausea. Migraines. Flu like symptoms (don't have flu, haven't been outside the house in a week). Sore throat, congested, fever. Increased sweating and what feels like hot flashes.

3rd Week (nothing): Continued insomnia, night terrors, night sweats, and nightmares. Headaches, joint pain, nausea, vomiting, no appetite. Dizzy spells, static in vision, still can't walk straight. Still bumping into walls and falling more often. Can't look at phone or laptop without unbearable head pain or nausea. Migraines. Flu like symptoms, sore throat, congested, and fever. Increased sweating and hot flahes. New symptoms-- Fatigue, try to sleep but nightmares keep waking me up. Yet I also don't want to sleep because the nightmares are so bad. Exhausted. In bed all day. No brain zaps yet? Noises make my head hurt. No matter how small. Cabinets closing, music playing, etc.

I will update the third week as we finish it up then make a new post as this goes on.

I don't know how people deal with withdrawal while working. If you want to take an ssri or lexapro specifically, I suggest you intend to stick with it. If you're just trying it out, figure it out within the first month. If you want to taper, do it with someone who understands the consequences of withdrawal. I seriously don't understand how this withdrawal is not different from opiods or any other drug. If I wasn't in a situation where I can't take it anymore, I would get back on it to stop this. Needless to say, I do not recommend lexapro for short term use or honestly at all (but also I'm in pain rn and very irritated).

[ghostybabie]

i bring a sort of childlike wonder and curiosity vibe to the function that wizeman doesn't really like

(had to post my favorite NiGHTS photo from this weekend bc y'all deserve to see it)