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Jackson/ever.rot on twin cities metalcore/hardcore scenes, his photography’s technicalities, and more | Interview

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Photographers are crucial to music scenes, they’ve been important before the advent of and with social media. Last week I had the pleasure of talking to Jackson / ever.rot on Instagram - he’s taken pics of Sunami, Saetia, Jeromes dream, and loads more cool bands. He also does urban/landscape photography. In this interview he talks local music, and dives into the details of how he achieves different looks in his photos - something you’ll definitely find interesting whether or not you’re into photography. He has selected a set of 20 pictures that show the different kinds of pictures he takes, which are included in this article. Keep reading to check them all out! And make sure you follow him on Instagram!! 

Hi there, thank you so much for doing this with me! Introduce yourself to our readers please.

Hi!! My name is Jackson. I’m also @ever.rot on instagram, that’s where I post all my weird, fucked up photos if you’re into that kinda thing. :D

How did you get into live music photography, and photography in general?

I got into photography through a friend I made as I was beginning to get into the local twin cities beatdown hardcore/metalcore scene after moving to Minneapolis (thanks Brett!!). I recently did some exploring with a group of friends all over the rotting state of New Jersey and started documenting everything we found. I wanted to chase this eerie look in the photos I took that I was able to get with just my phone, and after a two and a half hour conversation Brett sent me spiraling down a photography rabbit hole. Since I was already going to shows nonstop at that point and I had friends in bands, it only felt natural to try out concert photography.

Can you talk about your relationship to your local music scene? Did you grow up in/around it? What would you say makes it different from other scenes?

I really didn’t grow up with live music, so I’ve only really been truly seeking it out for the last year and a half or so. Between college and visiting family I’ve been split between the hardcore/metalcore and screamo scenes in both NJ/NYC and twin cities, Minneapolis and St Paul. I’ve met so many incredible people so far, and I’m hoping to make more of an impact as I figure out what the fuck I’m doing with my camera and fingers crossed if I finally get one of these bands I’ve been planning with friends off the ground. 

How do you think photographers contribute or maybe give back to a music scene?

I think while we (me especially) might get in the way here and there and might be a little distracting if we all decide to show up at once and there’s like 10 of us for no reason, photographers at their best are great for immortalizing moments that lets a show live on past the night doors opened. Everyone remembers that one 1988 Fugazi show in Philly because there’s a shot of Guy Picciotto dangling from that basketball hoop. 

bulletsbetweentongues, opposition dolls, grimlitter

Granted, most shots aren’t that iconic. My hope is that, despite the fact I might miss some great moments due to how I take photos and a soul crushing skill issue, I might be able to make that dream of being in a band with all your friends feel a little more real–just with whatever artsy bullshit I’m doing on top.  

The way you capture your subjects is really beautiful. Something about it makes the pictures feel so lively. I find that the energy in your work is super unique. What’s going through your head while you’re taking pictures at shows?

Thank you so much! That’s so sweet!!

Since my photos are so dependent on lighting and I haven’t really relied on flash for concert photography to date, I first focus on how I want to change my white balance settings and how I over/underexpose my photos to best make use of the light I’m given. 

Then, I typically focus on positioning myself where I can best compose my subjects, get compelling angles, and potentially capture something between members of the band or between the band and the crowd. 

jerome's dream, saetia

Last, I try to capture moments. Given how many on-the-fly plans and adjustments go into preparing and lining up my shots, I often just have to get lucky or adjust super fast to get a picture of a big moment if it doesn’t happen exactly where I’m preparing to take a photo.

Doing all of that manually at a show where my subjects are moving and I’m getting kicked in the head is honestly very mentally taxing but god do I love the challenge. 

You also take really cool pictures of landscapes. Are most of these taken where you live/grew up, how would you say that inspires and affects your work? How would you describe the difference between your mindset taking pictures at shows and taking pictures of landscapes?

The few landscape shots I’ve done were all out of a window of a car moving about 70 mph through Wisconsin on two separate roadtrips with no real tie to my past. What motivated me to take them was simply how beautifully desolate the state looked that spring. That’s what separates my band photography from most of the other photography. Whenever I’m not in a music venue, I’m typically seeking rot and decay, in whatever form that may take. 

You told me you don’t edit your pictures. Some of them have an analog/film look to them while some look more modern but they’re all really fucking awesome! How do you achieve/switch between those styles, in the technical sense? Can you describe your overall process for taking pictures, maybe talk about the gear you use? Feel free to include as much detail as you want — I’m sure there’s plenty of people reading who are into photography!!

Thank you!!

I think what separates the analog vs. modern look to any photo is just how I use the lighting conditions at any given venue.

I use a Nikon D100, one of Nikon’s first DSLRs from 2002, which I specifically bought for its old, beautiful CCD sensor and its poor noise reduction. Definitely not because I could find one for $55 on eBay. I essentially wanted something with a relatively high max ISO so I could drown my photos in as much noise as possible, and to date almost all of my photos are taken that way.

I use two lenses. My general purpose is an f/2.8 28mm manual focus Nikkor AIS that some photography forum thread from 2008 told me is Nikon’s best wide angle lens. I trust them. It’s old, made of metal, looks pretty, and survived getting lost and kicked around a Harvest pit. The other is a lensbaby composer with an edge 80[mm] optic, a tilt-shift lens that allows me to selectively focus on other things in frame that aren’t directly in the center of my viewfinder.

I manually adjust my shutter speed and aperture, and I manually focus, so I’ve got all the control to either succeed and capture something sick or fail and end up with an underexposed, out of focus mess. Lots of the latter. 

raein, sunami

As you said, I don’t edit any of my shots (besides adding white borders to fit an aspect ratio) so the appearance of a photo is influenced by choices made before and during the shot. 

As for my process, any band photography I do is reliant on the lighting at the venue I’m shooting at. I’ll typically start by trying to figure out how much I want to under/overexpose my photos, and adjust as needed throughout each set. I don’t use a light meter. Next, I’ll start looking for angles I find compelling. Throughout a show I’m constantly referencing the photos I’ve just taken on my little LCD screen for hints as to what I need to adjust to give me the best chance of getting a usable photo; that probably separates my process of taking photos from shooting film the most. At the moment, I tend to lean towards portraiture but in the future I’m trying to make an effort to capture more of the energy of the room.

(left to right) herlovebeheadsdaisies, knumears, my buddy eric, bloom dream, whenthedustsettles, datura dread, flooding, eyelet, newfound interest in connecticut

Thank you once again for doing this with me! I’m really excited to post this and showcase your work. Are there any projects (etc.) of yours that you wanna promote? And/or if you’re available for work (live show photography for example) feel free to mention that here.

Thank you for taking the time to put a spotlight on my work! At the moment, aside from whatever I end up posting on instagram, I don’t have any other projects to promote. As for work, I’m just an amateur photographer fucking around with a camera. If you like my work and want me to flick you up, dm or email me!! I’d love a photo pass at events.

Follow Jackson on Instagram - @ever.rot 

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Happened to my buddy Eric once.

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Wigglypaint Eric. Eric tony save me... Eric please

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it's true this happened to my buddy eric last year

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Ranking How Well I Could Clean My F/Os' Ears

Exactly what it says up there, I got a new earpick so I'm thinking about cleaning their ears.

Everyone knows the appeal of getting your ears cleaned by someone else is the lap pillow, and Noct takes full advantage of it. He's not even shy about it, he's taking a comfy nap on my lap. I'd deduct points for if he falls asleep before I can have him turn so I can clean the other side, but getting to run my fingers through his hair is nice plus he's the husband so he gets a full score.

Not only is she fine with staying still, I think Luna would be reasonably interested in the process. Westerners tend to have more liquid earwax which is why they don't practice ear cleaning as much, and Tenebrae's a western nation so I don't think she's experienced one before. After it's over she'd want to give it a try too -- Being a healer, she'd be gentle and learn pretty quickly.

Did you know people clean cat ears? I've never done it before, but it seems similar enough especially since G'raha's capable of not making sudden movements as opposed to an actual cat. It would take some getting used to, but I could probably clean them well enough. ARR G'raha wouldn't let me, but I think I could convince ShB/EW Raha to let me pamper him a little.

Elezen ears jut out directly to the side, so doing a lap-pillow ear cleaning would be difficult, plus you'd have to enter at a kind of weird angle that would obstruct being able to look properly.

In my heartcanon though, Elezen practice cleaning each others' ears so maybe he'd let me in on those Top Secret Elezen Ear Cleaning Techniques. Also per the usual elf ear sensitivity headcanons I think he'd like the bonten/feather part of the earpick. He won't admit it though.

Grimnir's super excited to experience the mortal custom of ear cleaning! Alas, he is Grimnir. He'll giggle about it being ticklish, squirm, and then cry when his sudden movements make the earpick hit his eardrum. His ears will be clean eventually (he's being brave about it) but it's a huge hassle considering his nature.

*Grimnir has pointy ears as well, but they seem to tilt backwards enough to be able to comfortably view and access the ear canal

The situation's just super awkward for him. Eric's super touch-starved (I don't imagine ancients do that much physical intimacy, much less ear cleaning), so laying on someone's lap? Having them scratch around inside his ear? We may be friends but it's too much. He gets up and apologizes. Sorry Eric for being a weirdo who likes to clean ears.

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I love a good “This happened to my buddy Eric” but like most jokes like it, none have ever been quite as funny as the original

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When you realize you are in love with your best friend…🫣

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#Imagine Going Out And Talking About Your Co-worker All Night

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fnaf movie textposts because i rewatched the movie and rewatching the movie is good for my mental health

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Stan and Kenny have been watching this development for nearly two decades, let them have this!! 😭

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People let me tell you 'bout my best friend He's a warm hearted person who'll love me 'til the end

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Gd I have to make small talk at physical therapy AND do the usual icebreaker introductions at ADHD support program tomorrow and I am all out of novel speech. It is echolalia all the way down and not even useful echolalia. We're going to be doing name, age, One Interesting Fact in the Zoom room and I'm going to say "Chicago be careful, the Challengers wind that makes you cheat is blowing through the city rn"