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Also, actual footage of me hoping the teacher doesn't notice all the Christmas/New Year's vocab I remember comes from cheesy SL Christmas songs
#bela snežinka#silvestrski poljub#na božično noč#my brain is playing the hits today#slovenian#also I know all three names for Santa
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Which episodes have the best Dennis and Mac ship moments?
I wouldn't necessarily say Mac and Dennis have "ship moments" that you can pick and label as the "best" (other than what would make sense as scenes for compilations/edits?) and I'll defer to @psymachine's answer to a question similar to this: don't watch this show for Macdennis moments/episodes.
I can pretty confidently say that Mac and Dennis (and the show) will be lost on whomever decides to go at it through the lens of "best ship moments". Because what is considered a good "ship moment" for something as fucked as their relationship?
Mac is canonically admittedly in love with Dennis, so it's not hard to pull a ton of "ship moments" from his relentless pursuit: you have attempted kissing, erotic dreams, baby trapping, sex doll Dennis, room trapping...all stellar attempts on Mac's side and all important aspects for their relationship (Gets Romantic being one of my favourite episodes), but those moments are almost all, in the most blatant way to put it, sexual harassment. Sexual harassment of Dennis that was essentially born and grown from Dennis' conditioning of Mac's sex life in the seasons before: making and recording sex tapes for him, teaching him the best way to get sex is through carefully orchestrated systems and schemes made up of lies and deceit, that getting off has very little to do with a second (willing) participant.
Barring their individual personalities and mental illnesses, what ends up coming from Mac heavily relies on what comes from Dennis years before, and what is eventually ongoing between both of them (reaching batshit levels of sex chicken) exists among and within that all. IMO, placing any specific "best" on a moment for them as a ship is almost impossible without reference to everything before it (and an actual understanding of it all).
That being all said, what I would call the best ship moments for the two of them are what's hidden between and underneath the hard punches of their back and forth, the subtleties that are continually ongoing (mostly the ones that lead you to understand that Dennis is in it, even when Mac is on the offensive), this shit that's impossible to pin out of context:
The way Dennis gets even stupider when he's wrapped up in an idea with Mac (Timeshare, for example) and the way he attempts to cut off his outbursts when dealing with Mac's own stupidity (see Frank Retires) (and Recession is great for both of these). The fact that Dennis will push past his own grievances for little reason other than to make Mac happy (Suburbs) and the fact that at the end of it all, he's always going to end up going home with Mac (Divorced.. mm). (For all of this in one shot: Inflates)
And for Mac, in more recent events with Dennis on the offensive, when his ever desperate vie for Dennis' attention and affection is pushed back on in favour of being the Mac Dennis truly wants. The Mac Dennis fell in love with decades ago.
#iasip#macdennis#ask#today: 10 mins on extremely important work email vs 1 hour on casual tumblr ask about macdennis ship moments#guess which one ended up with a higher word count vs which one required 10x the brain power to answer#and which one has 23mm dollars on the line vs which one has *scratches head* some potential dopamine when oomfs hit the reblog button? ig#i hope eventually i can work my response here into some sort of blog post for the ppb#but macdennis.. its a dangerous game we play#and i worry a lot of people just are like. literally in it for the ship moments#in the classic sense of oh this would look so good in a compilation to convince my friend to watch this for gay people way#unfortunately i think if youre gay you should get into sunny the way god intended#the guy youre tryna fuck has it on tv when he invites you over at 2am#speaking of 2am that is the time so goodnight
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TWO! OF! THEM!
#isat#isat spoilers#my art#isat siffrin#isat loop#human!loop#look i have not much to say about this#i WAS gonna draw bonnie today but i got like one shoe in before my brain decided human!loop time and how am i to argue with that#i wanna point out i didnt play the prologue? yet?#but i thought inverted color scheme would be fun#and yknow. all the little details to seperate them as people. because they are not the same. at least not anymore#maybe they were at some point maybe they were always different. who knows with all those time shenanigans#anyways! 5 days in a row!#....okay maybe i DID have much to say about this#also the third picture was an afterthought dont come at me with perspective and wether it makes sense#i know siffrin technically got his back to the mirror but also loop isnt an actual reflection#its more of a two sides of a portal thing i guess?#.....its halfway to one am and all the status conditions have hit me at once and i have work tomorrow so imma go eep#also yes i know the islands symbol is a 4 pointed star not 8 i am aware the 8 pointed ones are on purpose#i got an irregular one too#....yknow the 4 pointed ones on the pins for where they came from the irregular shaped one on the hat for who they became before#and the 8 pointed one to both show that they have grown beyond a homeland they dont remember and the fact that. yknow.#theres two of them kinda
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Okay so I know sometimes we talk about hearing someone sneeze for the first time, but do y’all ever have a ✨moment✨ when you hear someone say bless you for the fist time?
#dude it happened today and I’m reeling#it hit me in a weirdly emotional way which is so silly#but my brain ties sex to emotions so much that ig it can extend to kink#it wasn’t even me they blessed#(to make it messier it was my ex gf who sneezed which is probably somehow playing a role in this)#(love sapphic friend groups 🤪)#but it was the way they said it#tbh half the time I actively hate it when people say bless you but then sometimes it’s like this#snz#snzfucker#sneeze kink#snz things
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Dysprosium, Mary Soon Lee
dysprosium, AN 66, is a silvery-white rare earth metal. its name is derived from the greek dysprositos, meaning “hard to get at”, owing to the difficulty in separating and isolating this rare earth element. dysprosium is used to measure neutron flux, to fuel reactors, and to activate phosphors. terfenol-d is a magnetorestrictive alloy, meaning that it changes shape when a magnetic field is applied, and is used to manufacture underwater acoustic systems.
jason ���robo” robertson, dallas stars #21 for @simmyfrobby’s nhl periodic table poems <3
#i had a couple different ideas for poems that were taken by the time i could go deranged for a couple hours to make this but as I looked#i was like WAIT NONE OF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE JASON ROBERTSON YOU HAVEN’T SEEN MY TEXAS CAM and had to do it. also was STRUCK with the#sudden immaculate vision of the Dallas D as part of terfenol-D and could not get it out & robo is the most dance! person i know on the team#liv in the replies#dallas stars#jason robertson#nhl periodic table poems#guys i am plagued with visions and no execution skills!! every day i come here and learn one new skill on GIMP the way god intended!!!#today it was emboss. also cannot claim any credit for the pulse to the magnetic beat photo which is so cool that was one where i had a#couple and was like maybe i can do like crayon shockwaves like the art process video kasper showed? and then found that picture and was#like thank you lord stanley for knowing my limitations. thank you for your understanding in this moment it was a trial enough to make#expand contract dance and one would THINK i would have fucking learned from the claude animorphs tragedy!! i did not. but i did use the#shear tool and 3D rotate so at least if we’re animorphing it’s SLIGHTLY better. anyway me frantically doing this like WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT#WAIT FOR ME YOU GUYS ARE SO FAST i keep seeing all of these and just spinning around in circles until i get dizzy & fall down I’m so happy#the drive folder for this is just called joy!!!!! because joy this is such a cool idea but now because it brings me so much joy#i just saw the Travis dermott one and burst into tears super normal AND someone did exactly what i wanted with hydrogen which was the water#the ice!!!!! it’s so perfect!!! and cody ofc did silver lord stanley. like does it ever make you cry how beautiful & creative everyone is?#anyway if you see me post and delete this and then update it or change it no you didn’t it’s fine. but i wanted to be included#if i could make the dysprosium letters not have a white background i would I simply could not fuck with it at 1AM. we are hitting send#it may not look like it but i queue#pretend i spoke at length about the reasons why i picked all the pictures & the element just know that it’s there inside my brain u can ask#GUYS I TAKE IT ALL BACK I SAW NEONFRETRA’S ISOTOPES AND I COULD MAKE THE EDITS EVEN THOUGH THEY’RE THERE!! ISOTOPES!!!! YOU GUYS!!!!!!#get ready for the edits then. dylan magnesium my beloved child of stars who can never return… like i wish i could say anyone else but it’s#i KNOW number nineteens bismuth don’t make me Google how many years nolan played hockey but also there’s ej for stable so.. also half-life#actinium claude giroux my beloved… when i saw there already was a claude i thought maybe Brady too for that#I don’t know how but flerovium doubled magic is percolating in my brain as was promethium bad boy because I was like hmmm. tyler. but#couldn’t commit and THEN SOMEONE DID BAD BAD LEROY BROWN TYLER BERTUZZI TO PROMETHIUM AND BESTIE I AM KISSING YOU ON THE MOUTH!!! with cons#anyway shane wright germanium with juraj slafkovský but showing him very obviously not missing it. if jack eichel was not an asshole#the narratives WOULD be narrativing. you could argue for a sidovi here with the calder cup and potentially a best friend stealing narrative#(the most recent is cam yorke’s acquisition of jamie d from trevor zegras which would then require a yorkie one for silicon the other side)
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today was wild
#9/11 pm as i write thiWHY IS 9/11 MEMES A SUGGESTED TAG#uhm anyway yea today was wild#i dont remember what i was doing before 12 pm. the md announcement hit me like a truck.#went insane over that for a while#then my brain did the thing where im super happy for like an hour and then the euphoria slowly faded into sadness ;-;#then i watched animation memes for the rest of the day#now im listening to 50's and 60's music#i wanna talk to someone but i think everyone is done with me for tonight so im ranting in tumblr tags instead#i think im either gonna play rw or wobbledogs now.. idk
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putting this out into the universe that my inbox is open for agatha all along/agathario fic prompts!! can't super promise anything but i am itching to write and low on inspo rn so hit me w/ whatever and we'll see what sticks
#i am bored at work and also got some not great news today so this is actually me begging for a distraction fnxnsnnnx#like i said can't promise i'll write everything but hit me with whatever you want idc i'll see what sticks#also i'll write like gen stuff too and i'd def consider playing with other pairings too but agathario is my foremost brain rot rn#i do have an angstfest of a potential post ep7 fic in the works that i don't have my notes for rn#and i'm working on a (kinda kinky) smut fic but i am NOT writing smut at work so that's on pause#anyway give me things to do that aren't my job :)
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AI art this, AI art that. Sit down and let me talk to you about chess.
My dad loves chess and has loved it for as long as I can remember. He watches a lot of games, livestreams of big contests, and analysis of them afterward. He has taken part in some local competitions and overall enjoys them both as a player and a watcher. We used to attend a chess club with my brother when we were younger with him, and he taught us how to play as children. Now that is all good and all, except for one tiny little detail.
A human being hasn't been the best chess player since 1997.
I have been born into the world where computers have dominated the strongest players on the planet. A lot of you probably have as well.
And none of it really matters. The world hadn't ended, and there are still master chess players who go against each other and whose games are scrutinized and analyzed by enthusiasts all around the globe. Even if a chess engine could crush Magnus Carlsen, it really doesn't matter.
Because some things really are about human ingenuity. Some things are about how we arrive at something, about the process more so than the destination.
It is similar with "AI art". It's a tool, albeit one unethically stealing from creators, still a tool nonetheless, but it isn't what the craft is about.
#ai#I was way more articulate than expected but still I feel like I didnt convey what I meant properly#thats what I get for operating on vibes#And I guess I am rather fluent in English but today I really dk feel that it is my sscond language#I am so smart in my brain with me and my vague idea shaked concepts floating in goo#I talked with my dad a few days ago and he waz watching an analysis of one game and that's when it hit me that oh yeah#people will continue to play chess and people will continue to make art#also I am aware this analogy is imperfect let me have this
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Rip Nalzyr's funny eye, Volo popped it out and replaced it with one that can see invisibility, so here's one last image of him with his original look.
#seph plays bg3#i have a headache building that might be a migraine warning so I think I might not play more today#but I am enjoying storm sorcerer and I am maybe gonna do some lore research#hoping to dip in and not use hurricane metaphors#I myself was born about a year after a major f4 tornado locally#and thunderstorms hit very very regularly#an weather changes make my arthritis feel agony#so somehow this has become a brain worm of my very own
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I feel like at least several times a month, I have a random insane revitalization of my love for The Smiths. Not that I ever stop loving them, but I'll listen to some song and then suddenly fall into this pit of just deep, intense love for their music again where I can't stop listening to their music on repeat and watching live performances and looking at pics like AAAAAHHHHHH WHY IS THEIR MUSIC SO GOOOD?????? WHY IS IT PERFECT?????? WHY WERE THEY SO GENDER???????
(songs I am feeling intense brainrot over rn in case you're curious: "I Want The One I Can't Have(live)", "Stretch Out and Wait(live)", "You Just Haven't Earned It Yet Baby", "Some Girls Are Bigger Than Others(demo)", "What She Said", "The Boy With The Thorn in His Side(live)"(p.s. I Want The One I Can't Have is Martian-coded to me, pls listen)(also it reminds me of that movie I watched yesterday)
#i want the one i cant have is playing on repeat in my brain rn and i watched a live performance and i was tearing up. why am i like this#the live versions of their songs are just incredibly good like at an insane level to me#i know the guitar is very complicated bcs my brother is equally obsessed w the smiths and rants to me abt how hard their music is to play#so the fact that their live performances are equal if not better than their studio versions is crazy#and i love the way he sings in live versions AAAAHHHH like just so over the top and dramatic#i absolutely love singing along to music and their songs are perfect bcs i can be as dramatic and loud as i want#and that hes singing perfectly and dramatizing it so much also while dancing along to it on stage??????#their music has an energy to it in every single aspect that no other band will ever be able to reach for me#i spent so much of today just dancing along to their music and singing over the top. i just felt so joyful 🥹🥹🥹🥹#GAAAHHHH sorry i just am really in it rn hahaha#its just crazy to me ig that ive listened to these songs so many times and they still fill me with such emotion#my mom sings and dance along w me tho shes like 'wow youre so energetic today did you hit your head or smth' 😭😭😭#also was losing my mind looking at their pictures today and gahhhhhhhhb such gender envy their gender is unmatched to me#but its so funny every time i get gender envy over smiths era morrissey +#because theres some pics of my dad from that same period of time when he was younger where he literally looks exactly like morrissey#SIR WHY DID I NOT INHERIT YOUR LEVEL OF GENDER???????(my dad was a icon sjdkkd we look alike tbh)#anyways: i feel very joyful and energetic about their music. they just make me so happy and i want to dance around again 🥹#i think this recent lapse into the pit was bcs i listened to the demos/live versions on The Queen is Dead deluxe edition#and im like ....how the fuck are they this fucking good??????#hehehe tho my passion has affected others 🤭#my brother is learning some songs on guitar atm and waxes poetic abt their instrumentals#my dad always listens to their entire discography when he needs background music. and my mom sings and dances w me#sorry this is unhinged i just feel a lot of serotonin bcs their music and i need to infect other people LMAO#maybe i need to make another web weave#catie.rambling.txt
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#diana's music diary#good evening hii#i feel really good today!!! at least that's mood-wise...#my body hurts a lot from last night... whenever I take that stuff it makes my bones ache a lot after... brain's fuzzy too @@#it's still really really fun and nice despite that.. felt like I was lucid dreaming and I was so happy and felt so much love for my friends#spent the night just talking to my partner and a friend ive started talking to again recently!!#when I hit the peak I was so entranced by everything and was just watching everything get all bouncy and drifty and colourful and nice :3#fell asleep so happy while I was listening to music it was soooo comfy.. I remember seeing these fractal shape patterns pulling me to sleep#today I was supposed to play a game with the friend but it ended up being busy so we're going to do that another day instead ^_^#might play something with my partner instead idk... today I will just be resting I suppose!! kinda need rest anyways#let's make today good and cozy and full of love... love you friends ty for reading 😊
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scarvio is so epic for no fall damage while riding koraidon/miraidon and for the rotom phone acting as a makeshift parachute that only kicks in at the last second before you hit the ground with no consequences at all
#but i still instinctually try to glide safely off of ledges#because while i CAN jump off a mile high plateau and hit the ground no problem at all#the rational human being in me would never put my player through that kind of terror#the rational human being in me is pla-brained and says hey you will Die if you do that use braviary to descend safely#(dang i wish miraidon’s glide was as good as braviary)#they kinda went hard with the whole ‘the player can take damage’ thing#goldie’s pokémon violet liveblog#not playing rn just musing#i gotta do homework today
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Rocker au thoughts are back I really need Ryujin purposefully riling up Yeji on stage by being a bit too hotTM with her fanservice and even straight up seducing Yeji during her guitar solo to the point that the same Yeji who's super cautious about their relationship for the sake of the group basically pounces her backstage.
#snowdd.txt#ryeji rocker au#this is 200% because of my last rb#like idk that gifset is kinda hitting very hard today even if I've already seen it#ryujin being a goddamn tease and yeji being like 'you know what yes I do want you so bad' is like top 3 ryeji things in my brain#and this can connect nicely to the phone sex thing I was thinking about I just need to decide if we're doing g!p or not#cause this scene in particular isn't playing out in my mind as g!p but the other one is so hasdk
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Between quietly going feral over Alpha Base while prepping it for NaNo and not being able to scream about it because -literally- no one will know the story until I actually write it down and also getting the overwhelming urge to dunk myself head-first back into Trigun Stampede but not having anyone willing to let me to force feed it to them and so I’d have to go back in alone…
Well, I am lightly vibrating today. My goodness.
#writing#Trigun#feels!#I hit a song that made an AB climactic scenes related movie play in my brain today and nearly ugly cried#and Vash keeps popping up on my dash and making me make sounds of distress#what is it LIKE to be a sane person?#I do not know
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i did overcome a major stumbling block wrt my fic earlier and now im like. well what am i supposed to do for the rest of the day? not chores, surely.
#but i like hit a mental wall productivity-wise once i figured all that shit out. like i think my brain needs a break#i did get the carpet vacuumed and maybe if im feeling up to it i'll fold the massive pile of laundry in front of me#today is my second-to-last day of my vacation :((((#im kinda tempted to play a video game except video games only go one of two ways for me#1) i give up almost immediately. or 2) it sucks 7hrs of my time away in one go#anyway im proud tho i forced myself to think of the non-smut parts of my fic and now i have it mostly figured out#chapter 3 is still a hot mess tho i need to sort that out and a few other things before i can start writing it in earnest#fic tag
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i need a bit more sleep and alone time today (have to take my testosterone and preferably decompress)
but i am chewing on some lore in my head to hopefully make my muses more comfortable to work with while i make connections with them. logistically, anyways. (such as volo being in the future, twins traveling, etc. general things. )
my rp mental health is a little fragile admittedly, and i don't know what it needs... though i may try to focus on just making posts/ possibly replies until i feel better. my mental health overall is fine, just some little internal issues.
I'm still available for ooc chatter if you have something! but I'm trying to fine tune my efforts ic. when I'm feeling better i might make some self indulgent posts, but imma rest until I'm in good condition to reach out w/ individual wants again-
that's my mental from the past few days, there'll probably be mood whiplash and sin/fluff the next time i post IC- gonna let the muse be a brat later cause he deserves to unwind a bit.
#ooc.#the sun is shining in my face and i can't sleeeeep#but yea idk what my problem is besides self criticism :/ sigh#simultaneously have felt too selfish and too selfless and at this point just wondering if i need a small amount of rest#i probably need some me time regardless but it's like and then what???#negative jic#my brain/interactions have been pretty all or nothing. shitpost or super serious#..... course this could all just be the work week + low T speaking. which are about to be solved in a few hours#and like. an unspoken effort to try sending things out but I'm hitting a mild mental block there too#anyways I'm gonna try to go back to sleep here and slack off.#see y'all in a bit after I've napped+eaten+dosed+chilled#got several days off so I'll probably stream at some point when I'm feeling up again. today's gonna be focused on muses playing/ connecting
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