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universalcarnival · 19 days ago

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What about people outside the US who couldn't actually vote, and could only vote in spirit?

Then I don't expect you to understand everything that's going on over here. If you support him, you're either wildly misinformed about who he is and what he stands for, or you're not someone I want around.

#im not going to put it against you that you couldnt vote. thats stupid #but if youre going to side with the literal criminal then fuck off #politics tw #my blood is so hot rn

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lunejump · 1 year ago

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it's all that I can give to you, my dear

#toga himiko #gays.... lord #btw while coloring this I realized that like. toga likes when the people she loves are beat up and covered in blood #ochako chan be so fucking hot rn. no way toga won't be swooned #ochako urakara #ochaco uraraka #togachako #mha spoilers #mha #bnha #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #bnha edit #anime edit #horikoshi sketch coloring #horikoshi sketches #sketch edit #sketch recolor

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hollowfairybabybat · 8 months ago

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begging to be punched worked also got punched in the tummy over n over n slapped 🥰🥰🥰

#i also maybe a seizure during lmao apparently n came to to him doing chest compressions with no clue where i was or how i got there 4 a sec #but i begged him to keep going n punching n slapping me tho n he said such hot things when he forced his cock in my ass #he said youre covered in blood fucking grow up #ughhhhhhh it was so hot i almost threw up on the last punch to my tummy ngl #snap got a video of me showin my face better rn n ill show the inside of my lip in a bit #he was only choking me for like 3 secs normally n then i started convulsing or however u spell it #but kinda hot ngllllll #batbaby

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elftism · 8 days ago

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close enough welcome back distorted yan

(I LOVE CANTO 6 I LOVE CANTO 6 I LOVE CANTO 6)

#finished it this morning it the ending was so fucking good. on time killing time rn and it's very fun #i loved the foreshadowing throughout the canto #like how nelly introducing the mirror to cathy early on and nelly burning the letters was also hinted at before the reveal #felt so smart once that was revealed #illiterate limbus player? could not be me i love reading #also really enjoyed how verg joining us and his conversations during him fighting off the pecculata were callbacks to leviathan #also the whole eyes of a friend who ∆∆∆∆ (i dont have blank textboxes work with me here) and the whole blood powers thing?#his friend was def a bloodfiend #also I'll be a nelly defender i wish she got more time in the story but based on what she said her actions were perfectly understandable #elftisms #project moon #canto vi spoilers #canto 6 spoilers #limbus company spoilers #canto vi #limbus company #OH YEAH #library of ruina spoilers #do not want to forget that if i got spoiled on yan when i was playing ruina I'd be pissed #also fun fact. i struggled so hard on the yan fight for a hot minute because for some reason my dumbass didn't think i could redirect #the hand buffs. figured it out though. eventually. I'm not bad at video games i promise

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angelbambisworld · 8 months ago

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Till the room stank. Till the whole house is shaking. Till a state of emergency is declared on this country from all the sex fumes blowing out the window and into the air. On some Chernobyl/Three Mile Island bullshit. Till his schmeckle falls off. I do not give a fuck today, people.

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byanyan · 5 months ago

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what better way to celebrate byan's bday than with a couple quick lil edits just for fun?ㅤ(x, x)

#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ aesthetic ⋮ they're smirking at fresh blood.#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ social media ⋮ you'll get put out if you don't get a little wild.#i'm in the process of answering asks but i'll admit it's slow going bc ofc i can't contain myself to just a couple small paras #no no i have to write a mini novel as per usual #and my focus & like. ability to put words together the way i want to is Not doin super hot tonight akjhdkdsd #BUT I'M TRYING. i wanna at least answer one today ;A;#altho yes my brain did decide that i had to drop the one i'm nearly finished in order to do this first so :///#here. and yes that is my Official byan playlist as of rn #tho the actual title is just 'byan' until i come up w something better lmfao #scopophobia cw

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girlthativealwaysbeen · 4 months ago

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just found out that instead of my mom my fucking shitass dad is coming home FOR A WEEK

#ugh i really want to kill someone rn im so mad #why can't he just fucking leave us alone #i know he used to be home 24/7/365 days just a year ago but istg it took us no time to adjust to life without him #now he comes home for like 2 days and my blood starts to boil i can't bear him he's so fucking irritating and interfering #mom coming home would have been relaxing finally burden free after 15 days #now the burden will be double tripled he's such a fucking lazy slob he can't even get his own glass of water #and he'll sleep in our room because it has ac UGHHHHHHHJHH it's so yuck i won't have a minute to myself and my mental health will decline #even MORE than it already has like if that's even possible #and he doesn't take his fucking meds so he's all weak and sick and lazy and he expects us to coddle him #well you know what fuck him im not even going to pretend to be happy that he's here or be nice to him and try to make him feel welcome #he broke this family up and it's going to stay broken up forever so fuck himmmm #and i have a freaking 750 ml bottle of vodka lying in my dresser what the fuck do i do with it now huh?????#it's only like 1/4th empty 3/4th is still full #and it's my sisters birthday on 26th and they'll both be here ugh i was sooo looking forward to actually celebrating with her #now she'll feel miserable and horrible and it'll be JUST like every other birthday she's spent at home #fucking grand #ugh god i sooo do not want to cook dinner for 4 people im so sick of this #and he isn't even satisfied with dinner he fucking eats like 4 times a day he wants a hot breakfast and lunch and evening snack and dinner #man i hope something happens to him and he isn't able to come🙏🙏 god if you're real 🙏🙏🙏🙏

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itsbrucey · 11 months ago

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Had a New Year's DnDads art idea. Just all the characters in suits but like..... In Their Style. Oughhhhhhghh OUGAHGGGG OOOOAAA AAHHHH. AHHHA AHH OW OW IT BURNS IT BURNS-

#Darryl Wilaon in a suit......gargling my iwn blood rn. /j #RON IS A NICE. PINSTRIPE SUIT.....DUDE. DUDE UDEUDEEEEE #Henry would have a like. a suede suit with vine and flower embroidery going up the sleeves and legs. WITH SEWN IN CRYSTALS #Glenn. No Shirt. or if shirt!!! Untucked. unbuttoned as hell. and its HOT #AND THE KIDSSSS IN SUITS.... THE TEENS #I already had a Scary suit idea thats like MEGGGAAAA punk with a ton of patches and chains and diy bits #Normal Baby Blue Suit....#TAYLOR. WOLFWOOD SUIT??#AND LIINNNNNCXXC OH LINC HE'D LOOK SO DASHING....#Hermie gets the Classic Joker Purple ofc.

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opens-up-4-nobody · 9 months ago

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#its sort of funny. i think my medication is working pretty well. i feel stable in a way i never really have before #is it the dopamine stablizer or is it my ion channels? whos to say. it doesn't matter. but it also doesnt change some things #the ways i think and react negativly to change. but it makes it easier to deal with. i still experience this strange dispaire on the #weekends or anytime im not working. i think the oddest thing is thst i dont think ive ever been this consistenly sad #not in a depressed sort of way. just a passing thoughts make me tear up sort of way. it doesnt feel out of control. it just feels like a #prelude to grief i guess. bc my mum is still in the hospital and its so hard to kno what that means from halfway across the country #my sisters are both home right now. they both live within 3hrs of where we grew up. one sister lives in the city my mom goes to for #treatment. so they have the opportunity to see her more than me. i dunno if they do tho. we dont really talk. i dont kno if they're as sad #as i am. if im overreacting bc i cant physically see what's happening. what the feeling is in the room. not that she would probably complain #shes the suffer in silence type. my dad keeps texting us pics of our shitty lil sunroom that hes redoing #to make my mum a lil sanctuary. he must be sad too. its his wife. hes staying with her in the hospital rn. i dunno its so weird #when i talk to my counselor she assumes i find out info thru calls or talk to my sisters abt it and i gotta b like nah we dont really talk #i get my info thru text. i havent talked to my parents on the phone in like a month. i dunno we just dont talk. so i dont kno how to reach #out and be like yo so whats up? shoulf i plan on coming home this summer for a bit?? like???#this is the disadvantage of leaving thr place where you grew up. probably when i finish my phd i should move closer to home #somewhere in the Appalachian mountains maybe. somewere in the eastern deciduous forrest. somewhere with thunderstorms.#but thats years from now. who knows what ill b doing. for now im just sad and tired and i dont quite kno what to do in the short or long #term bc im feeling the weight of my mental limitations rather intensely. but maybe im just being self limiting #whatever. i dont have a dead mum yet. shes not even on hospice care. things are just uncertain and dont look so hot #i just dont see how it can get better from here when chemo gave her secondary blood cancer and shes still full of tumors #i dont think im being that dramatic. it just objectively seems not great for survival #unrelated

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the-acid-pear · 5 months ago

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I look so androgynous today like if a man and a woman had had a child together

#luly talks #my face #haven't posted selfies for the sake of being cute in a while man.#anyway ok to rb if you wanna be like omg Luly you're so hot you're so fuckable I'm so hard im about to pass out etc etc #btw if you think i look paler than usual you're right its bc its winter so I haven't been going out much #also my blood pressure is low rn #i had to smack my lips to get em to not look white

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damiemontclair · 11 months ago

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Is it ridiculous to think maybe this whole hospital thing and related business has mildly traumatised me? Is it ridiculous that I want to write about it in excruciating detail, just get the experience out on paper, on my blog, somewhere? It feels dumb but I want to write fic about it. I think it'd fix me.

#Still haven't really properly cried tho I am kinda tearing up as I write this #I'm not having a good mental health time rn ngl #The callous way some of the docs treated me; the way their sole focus was on reproduction without a single care for the hormones...#The generally terrible way I deal with surgery/post-surgery #It wasn't. As bad? The last few times?#I think I've also made myself forget a lot from the first 2 times #3rd time was more traumatising.#This last one tho... I never stayed for more than a night at the hospital. I never want to stay at a hospital ever again.#I never want to have surgery again #I swear if I have to do that again I will have my panic attack before they even put me under #It was so painful this time and people weren't listening to me at all when I told them the iv wasn't sitting right anymore #Nurses and doctors kept dismissing my opinions and wishes and needs....#It was like as a patient you're less than human.#My arm is still bruised from where they fucked up their blood draws...#I'm so tired but I can't seem to rest #I'm so full of emotions but I can't seem to let them go and *cry*#Its like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop #Pls ignore me amd my rambles I'm just. Not doing too hot rn.#damie talks

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shiftinginferno · 4 months ago

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i’m so normal abt heathcliff oh my FUCKING GOD 😭😭😭😭

#shifting to wuthering heights #autism in shifting community #he won’t leave my brain je’s just so 😀😀😀😀😀😀#kaying my ess he’s so perfext hot dexy 😞😞😞💔💔💔#my darling my blood my pulse my veins my heart my lungs #oh my god. like let me alone why dont you #let me see him let me see him my GOD shifting rn can’t handle thid anymore need to feel his torso on my hands #need him on his hands & knees oiled up #he is like a wonderful glowing sunlit spring flower waving in the breeze. to me.#*chomps on his toes*#gna have to resist the urge to bury my face into his pec cleavage & wrap my arms around him in a big hug the second i see him bro 😭😭😭

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sanguinewolves · 7 months ago

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& now im crying. great.

#came home she got out pork chops says i have to cook & eat them bc i need protein #dont want hot food rn & even if i did i dont have the energy to cook dont even have the energy to get a glass of water #but like i was handling it was gonna lay down a while then make pork chops feed them to the cat if i couldnt make myself eat & thats fine.#but then she said i was being a little shit bc of like i guess my tone of voice ir something?#idk man im tired & im frustrated & im in pain & im trying so hard to be polite & say the right things #but like. no matter how hard i try i cant get it right my voice always comes off wrong #& it always has & it will continue to the rest of my life #i try SO HARD she knows i struggle with tone & i still cant get it right & shes mad at me for it #i cant fucking do this i cant be a person im not GOOD AT IT.#im like failing at humanness and i always have been #& idk its a stupid thing to get so upset over & i know logically im being dramatic #but im just so tired #& i havent eaten since 7 so i probs have low blood sugar or something idk #and i’ve had a headache for 3 days that wont fucking go away #& i just cant make myself be rational rn #rambling

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fruityfroggy · 1 year ago

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ALL I HAVE RN IS THIS SCENE BUT THATS OKAY I CAN WAIT

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divorcetual · 7 months ago

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The meower

#Queued... technically March 23rd?#I mean its march 22nd in oregon. but im not there rn lolz #either way im late. SORRY !! i forfor to queue on the 20th then i was on planes for like 21 hrs total #well no 5 of those were a layover @ the airport but #ANYWAYYYYY hi future me !!!#Howww was the trip? im on my first (second actually- its 4am of the second day if u coukd the arrival) day in Hong Kong #Its rlly hot and humid so I think im gonna die. BUT ITS ALSO SUPER COOL !!#Even just from the few hours I had out earlier its amazingggg. The lights and the buildings are so cool and theres such a fun but chaotic #atmosphere - idk if its just bcs its a big city or specific to HK?#I loveee large cities in general. New york. Tokyo. HK. thats all of the ones ive been to ig #I havent seen even close to all of HK. Im in central rn but we're goin to other parts later #Dad says the other parts are totally different- Like theres LOADS of gisnt buildings here (WAY MORE THAN U SEE IN ******!!! u know that tho #and theyre almost all residential of the ones I passed. Im sure theres offices n stuff i just didnt see them in the likd 20 minutes cab #ride lolz. U know all tuis already tho #ig what im getting at is HOW WAS THE TRIP !!!!! How was the rest of HK? WHAT WAS KYOTO LIKE??#augh soo many cool things.....#Also also !! Have you learned any mire katakana?#ive JUST learned the vowel line so maybe u lesrned the k line now too?#I cant imagine school is any different. OHH DID U FINISH THE M P 10P COMIC??#I started it and got abt one page done on the plane #I think it should only end up being two or three pages idk #Ohh !! Hows the new meds going !! I think u should have ur blood test done by now so do u know if it helped at all?#I hope soooooooooooo #Mm I think thats all I have to say .... NO WAIT HAVE U HUNG OUT W/ JACKIE??#i rlly want to b friends with her ^.^#Alright Thats all !! HAVE A GOOD DAYYYYYY I LOVE U #queue drop #weather report #WAIT EDIT DID THE TRIGUN VOLUME COME. HOW IS IT

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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 1 year ago

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mac i am so sorry to enter ur inbox with more qsmp but oh my god. qcellbit update. so he talked to bagi. his sister. he still doesn't remember her. he still needs time to process everything but she said she's waited fifteen years so she can wait a few more days. i'm crying and sobbing rn. also he doesn't even fucking remember what he did to get thrown in prison, all he knows is that he was killing people to survive one day and another he was behind bars. i'm UNWELL!!! he got called in to talk to cucurucho (the fuckin THING that's kind of the federation mascot and it tortured cellbit with a chainsaw months ago FUCK CUCURUCHO ALL MY HOMIES HATE CUCURUCHO) and he was just. fucking tired. yesterday he messed with the feds quite publicly and cucurucho questioned him about it and he said "i don't care what you do to me, you can torture me, i don't care. i just want my family back, i want a future with them. just give me peace. let me rest." HE SOUNDED SO FUCKING TIRED. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HE WAS SAYING UNTIL SOMEONE POSTED A TRANSLATION BUT HE SOUNDED SO SO SAD. AND NOW CELLBIT HIMSELF IS GOING TO TWITCHCON SO QCELLBIT IS TAKING A WEEK LONG DEPRESSION NAP. MAC CAN U HEAR ME. I'M UNWELL. I'M LOSING IT. THIS IS ME RN

anyway. hows ur day. i might go watch some steven universe bc i have been meaning 2 rewatch it (or adventure time!!!! one of the two for sure) take a short break from binge watching hannibal 2 watch a silly funny cartoon :3 also still trying to make my way thru marble hornets again it's just such an insane series 2 rewatch u know but i'm getting there!!! sorry i am just currently lying on the floor in my brain thinking about qsmp i had 2 tell u what happened 2 ur blorbo in law today

NEVER APOLOGIZE TO ME ABOUT PUTTING STUFF IN MY INBOX I LOVE GETTING MAIL I LOVE LEARNING THROUGH OSMOSIS I LOVE LISTENING 2 PPL TALK ATBT THINGS THEY LOVE

that sounss aboslutely DEVASTATING btw. oh my god. so the whole thing is like.. she remembers him but he doesnt remember her ?? GODDDD thats so upsetting. im glad hes getting 2 take a nap even if it is a depression one sigh. oh man oh man i love this.

my day was! good i think! i have not had a day to reat since my whole job shadow debacle last week so im kimd of running on fumes BUT . i have off work tmw so im gonna get a haircut and feel all good about everything. and maybe work on some art bc im now caught up to my pre prepped invertober images and i have a couple other time sensitive things like that. ougah. we keep truckin. ive got a huge backlog of youtube videos to watch from last week + beginning of this week i cannot Wait to get thru those and also watch more adventure time !! bc i have offically gotten to Stakes (a marcelone centric mini series) and it is one of my favorite eras ever. i love you vampire lore!!!

#im like... skooo tired rn. i dont have ANY more words left in me.#but like i also dont want 2 sleep yet #i didnt shower this morning bc our gas lines have been down for like 3 days and we ran out of hot water #BUT theyre back up now. but also its like 11pm and my family is asleep and i dont want to wake them up #but i feel soooooo gross and greasy #+ my hair is at that point where its like. Uncomfortably Long. getting back into oh fuck i look like a girl territory. eugh #but its FINE bc im getting it CUT tomorrow. my favorite place had one (1) opening tomotrow afternoon so i snatched that shit up RIGHT away #uhhh what else. i watched some scary movies today those r always fun.#every day i yearn to be a) a man covered in blood or b) a vampire bite victim but like in a fun homoerotic way #those two things are not mutually exclusive but you know what i mean. i need 2 look like will graham #asks #friends!!!#anachronistic-falsehood #i am also revisiting an old blorbo rn and the nostalgia is hitting sooooo badly #i will not name this blorbo bc im not into public humiliation like that but ohh my god. favoritest guy ever.#fundamentally changed my life type character.#category 7 insane person moment. we stay silly !!!#im like. sooooo sleepy and rambly but also i feel a little bit like an oyster rn

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