#my birthday is april 30th btw!!!
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i’m being edged so unfairly by all my beautiful friends writing me birthday fics
#steddie#i'm literally dying thinking about them#because i love them all so much#they like me they really like me#my birthday is april 30th btw!!!
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Of Vines and Grapes (Diluc x Reader)
Diluc x fem!reader; fluff, a bit of hurt/comfort, established relationship (marriage), heartwarming. Diluc is a gentle sunlight.
You had small arguments this past few days with Diluc, and since he was busy with work and hadn’t got the time to sort it out, you planned on giving a little gift for him to lift his mood.
Kaeya appeared as a cameo btw
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It’s been a while! The draft of this fic had been resting since like a week ago, but yesterday I decided to continue it, only to realize that April 30th would be his birthday lol. And the funny thing is his birthday art somehow falls perfectly to the setting of this story purely by coincidence xD
Anyways, enjoy the story! :D
•~•~•~•
You twirled your cup with one hand, the sweet aroma of grape juice filling your senses as your eyes shone towards the purple liquid. You could tell the freshness and the sweet scent emanating from your glass, a freshly handpicked grape juice.
“No wonder Diluc dotes on you so much, huh…”
You looked up at Kaeya, who was sitting casually in front of you, one hand supporting his chin as he smiled at you.
“Well, it’s just pure coincidence that I prefer grape juice rather than wine.”
“That’s not my point…,” he exhaled amusedly. “How unfortunate that you miss out on the fun in wine tasting, though.”
You were never a fan of wine in the first place, as you had always preferred something sweeter – like fruit juice. Although Kaeya sometimes teased you about your childish preferences, you were really keen on these drinks.
This wasn't the reason you initially grew close to Diluc, though. However, upon discovering your likings towards grape juice, he granted you the liberty to manage your own section of the vineyard, specifically cultivated for grape juice rather than wine. You took the opportunity to try experimenting with different soils and fertilizers – much to your own curiosity, hoping to yield a slightly different taste with each attempt.
And now, one of the freshly picked grapes rested in your hand—sweet, velvety, with a hint of sourness, just as how you liked it.
“Mm, I'm sure I'm not missing out on anything,” you smiled as you stood up from your seat. Kaeya shrugged playfully in response.
You had been working as a librarian alongside Lisa in the Favonius Library, although you were not a member of the Knights of Favonius yourself. Though your works – well, practically circulating among them. Just like this evening, you were seated in Angel's Share, as Kaeya had requested some documents from you.
Business matters aside, you lingered a bit longer, planning to craft your own drink from the new batch of grapes you had brought to the tavern, intending it as a gift for your beloved.
You went up to the counter, where Charles had allowed you to enter. Kaeya followed you and sat across you on the counter seat.
“So, how have things been lately?” Kaeya mused, observing as you gathered your mixtures.
You sighed at his question, shifting your gaze from Kaeya to the table. Truth be told, it had been somewhat tense these past few days. Diluc had been occupied with his immense work, and you two did have some petty arguments – mainly fueled from the work stress. While most of them ended with either of you giving up on the argument, you hadn’t had a proper talk with him.
“Well, it’s... alright, I suppose,” you attempted to downplay it.
Kaeya raised an eyebrow, sensing your change in demeanor. “Your expression suggests otherwise.”
Ah, right, he was good at reading people.
“…I mean, he’s pretty busy lately, and we had few disagreements in these past few days, so…,” you reluctantly admitted, lowering your voice as you added fresh mint leaves into the glass as a finishing touch. “That’s why I’m preparing this drink for him as a small gift. There’s a new batch of freshly picked grapes this morning. I hope he’ll like it.”
You then handed the mixture of drink you had mixed to him – a fizzy, sparkling grape juice. “Try.”
Kaeya’s gaze lingered on your face for a moment, before taking the glass and took a sip of it. A playful smile appeared on his face as he set the glass down.
“Too sweet for my liking.”
You shot him a sulking glare, which he returned with a grin.
“…But, I’m sure he’ll love it,” he reassured, his tone lower than usual. “He can be a bit of a pain in the ass at times, I know, but he’ll definitely appreciate your effort. I know his taste.” He winked playfully at you.
You let out a small laugh at him. “Okay, I’ll believe you this time, Kaeya.”
•~•~•~•
You made your way back, carrying a selection of ingredients from Angel's Share, having obtained Charles' permission beforehand. Upon entering the manor, Adelinde greeted you with a warm smile.
“Welcome back, my lady,” she said warmly, helping you with some of the items you had brought. “Oh, and what’s this?”
“Some ingredients for a grape juice mix,” you explained, removing your jacket and hanging it on the rack. “Diluc’s been pretty occupied lately, so I thought making him a drink might give him a little boost.” You grinned sheepishly.
“How thoughtful of you,” Adelinde smiled, though her expression faltered momentarily. “…Unfortunately, the young master will be home pretty late today, as far as I know.”
“Oh,” you replied, unsurprised. It wasn’t uncommon for him to return home late or become absorbed in his work until the late hours in his study. “That’s alright, I’ll just prepare it when he’s back.”
“Of course, please feel free to come to the kitchen anytime,” Adelinde bowed before excusing herself. After dinner, you made your way up to your shared bedroom.
As you showered, your mind drifted back to the events of the past few days. The arguments you had few days ago was pretty trivial, honestly, with the recent one being two days back. Yet, as you attempted to assert your point, Diluc’s cold dismissal of your concerns stung. The tension that followed had left you feeling upset, but you chose to let it go rather than push the issue further.
Yesterday, you didn’t have the chance to talk through about it as the interactions were limited to brief exchanges of good mornings and goodbyes, leaving the unresolved tension to linger. By the time he returned home, you were already fast asleep.
Though you were no longer upset now, you wanted to clear the tension between you and him. Hence, you had prepared a small surprise for him today: your original crafted grape juice drink. With the start of the grape harvest season yesterday, you wanted him to try the grapes that you had tended yourself.
Settling comfortably onto the bed, you took out a book you had been reading, waiting for Diluc's return. Around 11 pm, you heard footsteps approaching from the hallway. The bedroom door creaked open as Diluc entered.
"I'm back."
"Welcome home," you replied, remaining seated on the bed as he went changing clothes near the closet and then heading to the bathroom.
"I'll be continuing my work in the study after this. It might get late, so you can go ahead and sleep," he informed you before disappearing into the bathroom for a shower.
As expected, he still had work to attend to. Seizing the opportunity, you swiftly made your way to the kitchen to prepare the drink. It didn’t take much time as you had prepared it previously at Angel’s Share.
You went back up to his study, placing the drink on the side table near his work area carefully, before another idea struck you. Instead of interrupting him mid-work, why not leave a note for him to read anytime?
Grabbing a piece of paper, you quickly penned a brief message:
“Here’s a drink for you, made with freshly picked grapes! I know you have been busy lately, and I’m sorry about the day before. Hope this can get you a little boost for your work :) Love, y/n”
Neatly folding the paper, you placed it beside the glass before slipping out of the room. Walking on the hallway, you glanced downstairs from the second floor and saw Diluc – already out of the shower, talking with Adelinde. Good, he didn’t seem to notice your presence in the study. With a sense of relief, you returned to the shared room to continue reading your book, before falling asleep not long after.
•~•~•~•
The next morning, you stirred awake to the gentle sunlight filtering through the curtains, warming your face. With a soft groan, you shifted toward Diluc's side of the bed, only to find it empty. Your heart sank momentarily, assuming he had already left for work, but then you heard the sound of him emerging from the bathroom. Moments later, Diluc appeared, his eyes immediately finding yours as he noticed you had awoken up. He approached the edge of your side of the bed and sat on the side.
“Good morning,” he greeted you with a tender smile, settling beside you.
“Morning,” you replied, still groggy from sleep. “Did you even get any sleep?”
“I did. Don’t worry, love.”
Love. The word, spoken after a period of tension, reassured you, melting away the lingering tension. It seemed he had read your message, after all.
His hand reached out to caress your head, and you leaned into his gentle gesture, a smile gracing your lips. His smile was tender and warm like the sun, a sight you had missed dearly.
Not long after, he withdrew his hand and spoke softly. “I wanted to apologize for the previous day. I shouldn’t have spoken to you like that.”
“Oh, um... I'm sorry too, Diluc. I let my frustration get the best of me.”
“But that doesn't excuse my behavior. I wanted to talk to you yesterday, but my work wasn't finished, and I thought it was already late night. I made you wait... I'm sorry,” he confessed, his expression weighted with guilt.
Diluc was never an expressive person, though he had opened a lot more since you two became a couple. By nature, he was private, and a rather prideful man, too – but you knew his intentions were always genuine. Sometimes, in moments of disagreement, patience was key; he, too, was striving to find common ground. After all, that was what partners should do, and despite his reserved nature, your love for him remained unchanged.
You took a moment to see his face from the side, before you reached out to cup his cheek gently, meeting his eyes with understanding. “Oh, Diluc, it's alright, love.”
His eyes closed briefly, feeling the warmth of your touch. With the sunlight casting a golden glow on his figure, highlighting the contours of his face and the soft strands of his still untied velvet hair, you couldn't help but marvel at his beauty.
Without realizing, you found yourself momentarily speechless, mouth slightly agape, as you admired the scene before you. Diluc noticed your reverie and raised his eyebrows in confusion. “Hm?” he inquired, his expression puzzled.
“Oh—” you chuckled shyly, realizing you had been caught in a moment of awe, “you’re just too beautiful.”
He was a bit taken aback by the sudden compliment and let out a low chuckle. He then shifted slowly to join you on the bed, resting behind you.
“I love you.”
He murmured as he hugged you from behind, his head nuzzling behind your neck.
A warmth spread through your body as his breath tickled your skin. Like the comforting rays of the sun during the day, his displays of affection always had a way of melting your heart, even after all this time.
“I love you too, Diluc,” you whispered softly, gently holding onto his arm and closing your eyes, savoring the moment.
Before long, Diluc, still nestled behind you, spoke up. “The fruit juice was really delicious. I liked it very much. Thank you.”
“Oh, I'm glad you enjoyed it. We can make more together,” you suggested. “…if you're free today, of course.”
“I’m free throughout the day. I've delegated the work to Elzer and the others.”
“Really?” You turned to face him in surprise. It had been weeks since you spent the day together, and you practically couldn’t hide your excitement anymore. Diluc had known that it was a day off for you today, and maybe he had planned this all along.
He nodded, returning your excitement with a smile of his own. “It's a beautiful day. We can pick some grapes if you'd like.”
“Absolutely! And we could have a picnic outside too!”
“Sounds wonderful,” Diluc chuckled, amused by your sudden burst of enthusiasm. “Let’s have breakfast outside, then.”
•~•~•~•
Under the shade of a tree, the picnic sheet was laid out, sunlight warming your feet near the section of the vineyard you tended. A basket overflowed with freshly picked grapes was placed on the mat. Beside it, your much-loved grape-jam pie which Adelinde had brought – apparently it was requested by Diluc yesterday night, according to Adelinde herself – rested atop a small foldable table, accompanied by cups of tea.
You plucked a grape and tasted its sweetness. “Sweet and fresh, just perfect! But this one…” You fed Diluc another grape. “A bit more sour, isn’t it? I had used another fertilizer for this one.”
“Mhm,” Diluc agreed, his gaze filled with adoration as he accepted the grape from your hand.
“Perhaps the sour ones would be better suited for a different type of drink,” you mused as you thought to yourself.
“I’d happily try any creations you come up with,” Diluc remarked as he shifted to the back, leaning back comfortably against the tree trunk, inviting you to rest your head in his lap. “Come here, love.”
You beamed a smile at him before settling onto his lap, his hand moved to cup your cheeks, caressing it gently.
“Hmm, I could easily fall asleep like this…”
“Then maybe you should,” he said, his tone soft and reassuring. “You don’t get many chances to sleep peacefully outside.”
“But you’ve slept less than me for sure, you should rest too, you know?”
He met your gaze with a gentle smile. “I will, I will.”
As the wind whispered through the leaves and Diluc’s caress lulled you into a drowsy state, you closed your eyes. Just for five minutes, just five–
–Huh.
You opened your eyes, only to realize that you had indeed fallen asleep. It hadn’t seemed too long, though, but you were not sure. You carefully gazed upwards, only to find Diluc sleeping peacefully, his breathing steady as he slept against the tree.
Smiling at the serene sight, you decided to stay still, not wanting to disturb his peaceful slumber. Your gaze drifted to the trees and skies above, and before you knew it, you shifted your head to the side, inadvertently waking Diluc up. He was always a light sleeper, wasn’t he?
Stretching his body with a yawn, Diluc checked his wristwatch. "One hour. That was a nice nap."
"An hour??" You sat up, surprised by the length of your unintended rest, while Diluc smiled lazily.
You wanted him to rest more, but spending the entire day sleeping outside wasn't exactly what you had in mind.
“I had a nice nap, thanks to you.”
"Anytime for you," you replied happily, moving to sit next to him and facing him. A gentle breeze played around you, and you reached out to tuck a stray strand of hair behind his ear. Diluc tenderly took your hand and pressed a kiss to it, earning a shy smile from you before his hand moved to gently cup your chin, locking eyes with you.
You recognized the familiar longing in his gaze and leaned in, closing the gap between you until your lips met in a tender, blissful kiss.
“I’d love to get more of these from you from time to time,” he murmured softly against your lips.
“The picnic or the kiss?” You teased, a chuckle escaping your lips.
“Both.”
“Maybe you should try delegating your works more,” you joked.
“Well, that’s been on my mind, for sure,” Diluc replied, his tone thoughtful.
You didn’t expect him to take your joke seriously and frantically explained that he didn't have to do that.
But Diluc laughed tenderly, knowing that the time you spent together was far too precious to skip.
#diluc x reader#diluc ragnvindr#diluc x fem!reader#genshin impact#genshin x reader#genshin impact fanfic#genshin fanfic#diluc x reader fluff#genshin fluff#diluc x you#diluc x y/n
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yeyah birthday.
I decided to post this on the day on my birthday because why not..it's my birthday and I'm talking about birthdays..
June 3rd is a good day to be alive..on the east coast..I'm assuming
Axel: October? Whose stopping me? No one!! She was born October 15th or something and you know it!!!
Bowie: December-January, I can't pick. Anyways. It's either December 20th-31st or January 1st.
Julia- she's June. Not early June, June. June 31st? Maybe...does June 31st exist. June 7th, possibly. June 18th? Possibly.
MK: July-August, nobody is stopping me from believing she's a summer baby. July 4th, why Independence Day? Because, I said so.
Chase: I'm pretty funny. I said "You should be born on April 1st because you're a joke!!".. I lack a sense of humor, btw.
Caleb: July. Why? Cancer. July 6th or something, I don't know the dates.
Priya: She was born in the summer, okay? So uh..that would be..uh.. Late July..Like..uh..The 26th. I forgot.
Millie: imagine if she was a leap year baby.. imagine if she was a leap year baby. February 28-29th. haha..
Ripper: he looks like he was born in November, but really, he was born in May.. flowers and sunshine and birds..teehee. I can only think of may 21th
Zee: zee..I love zee..zee is love. Zee is life. Zee is air. Zee is, zee is the necessity of life. And for someone, as special as Hezekias, I see him in April, April 19th.
Damien: now he was born on Halloween. Nobody's stopping me. I'm a Track Runner!!!
Scary Girl: no she wasn't born on Halloween, she was born close to Christmas or after. Like.. December 19th or so..
Emma: Emma? Which Emma?? Ridonculous Race Emma?? It's okay, they both look like they were born in March. March 22? Maybe..
Raj: May 30th.
Wayner: he has March on him I can't see anything else!! March 21st is written all over him!!
Nichelle: She can be born in early June because I love her, we can be birthday twins because if Nichelle Ladonna was born on June 3rd then I'm happy.
#total drama#total drama island#tdi 2023#tdi reboot#total drama 2023#td axel#td bowie#td caleb#td chase#td priya#td millie#td ripper#td emma#td23 emma#td damien#td julia#td mk#td zee#td raj#td wayne#td lauren#td scary girl#td nichelle
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oh btw here are my headcanons for stranger things character birthdays (some are canon, some are based on the wiki, and some i completely made up) i tried matching them with the timeline as best as i possibly could.
mike: april 7th, 1971 (canon)
will: march 22nd, 1971 (canon...i think...haha birthdaygate)
el: june 21st, 1971 (all we know is she was born june 1971, i’m pretty sure that’s canon)
lucas: january 10th, 1971
max: february 5th, 1971
dustin: may 29th, 1971 (canon)
steve: april 29th, 1967 (sort of canon, his wiki says he was born april 29th 1966-1967 but due to when the events of the show take place + his age during them, he’d be born in 1967)
jonathan: september 25th, 1967 (he was born fall 1967, so this matches up with the timeline)
nancy: november 16th, 1967
robin: march 10th, 1968 (canon)
erica: january 11th, 1975 (her and lucas’s birthdays are close together. it’s canon to me)
joyce: january 18th, 1942
hopper: october 27th, 1941
murray: december 30th, 1942
eddie: august 7th, 1966
holly: march 1st, 1980
#stranger things#mike wheeler#will byers#el hopper#lucas sinclair#max mayfield#dustin henderson#steve harrington#jonathan byers#nancy wheeler#robin buckley#erica sinclair#joyce byers#jim hopper#murray bauman#eddie munson#holly wheeler#byler#byler tumblr#i added holly because she deserves to have a birthday#also did i choose some birthdays based on zodiac signs?#maybe.#again i tried matching these with their ages the very best i could#some might not be quite accurate but i tried#that's all that matters#phoebe speaks
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Tumblr Calendar - April
April Fool's Day - 4/1
Mishapocalypse Anniversary - 4/1
Dashcon Announcement Anniversary - 4/2
Dannypocalypse - 4/3
Deepest Fish Ever Filmed Day - 4/3
International Down with Cis Day - 4/4
World Rat Day - 4/4
Donald Trump Arrested Anniversary - 4/4
Moon Moon Anniversary - 4/5
First Contact Day (Star Trek) - 4/5
International Ace Day - 4/6
Leland Melvin Day - 4/7
Bread Anniversary - 4/7 & 4/19
Margaret Thatcher Death Anniversary - 4/8
Homestuck Day - 4/13
Neil Banging Out the Tunes Anniversary - 4/13
Titanic Anniversary - 4/14
Twilight Effervescent Post Anniversary - 4/17
Portal 2 Birthday - 4/18
Ace Attorney Disbarment Day - 4/19
4/20 Blaze It - 4/20
Earth Day (Happy Birthday to the Ground!)- 4/22
Josh Fight Anniversary - 4/24
The Perfect Date (Miss Congeniality) - 4/25
Lesbian Visibility Day - 4/26
Charlie the Unicorn on an iPod Nano Photo Anniversary - 4/26
Ed Balls Day - 4/28
Bruno Mars Looking at Pete Wentz Photo Anniversary
It's Gonna Be...April 30th? - 4/30
Kojima's BTW What Day Today? - 4/30
Autism Acceptance Month
It's Gonna Be May
Frog Plague Pesach Wednesday
Pesach/Passover
Easter/Good Friday/etc (when applicable)
Here are all of the tumblr holidays, anniversaries, and other important dates from April that you might want to reblog on specific dates. :)
I have examples of all of these under my april tag or their corresponding specific date tag (ex. april 1st)
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I was thinking… SOME OF MY OCS' BIRTHDAYS! >:D 🎉🎉
Pollo Miller: January 27th Lari: January 28th (my birthday btw :]) Cris: April 7th Alice Svensson: July 24th Alexandre Cunha: July 30th Luka Calvin: October 2nd
Maybe I'll edit it to put more in later, but I'm writing it down so I don't forget in the future
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Hey when is your bday btw if you don't mind me asking?
My bday is today !!!! Although now I wish it was 4/20 🤣
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! 🎈🎁🎊🎂🎉 giving you lots of birthday hugs!!
My birthday is April 30th!!
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My Family's 2000s Digital Camera (Sony Cybershot DSC-T70) [feat. my Paper Dolls]
DeviantART version → [CLICK ME!]
Hello, April! 🧩🎗️/☀️ I was going make another topic about my PC upgrade, but I have SO MANY things to do, like running a small business from my parents, and my upcoming 🥳 birthday 🎁 this May, with only 6 days remaining.
• Instead, I'll continue my memorable moments, with another camera from my parent's shelves; this is the Sony Cybershot digital camera; Model no. DSC-T70. 📸🙂 This digital cam was launched in mid-2007, with touchable panel screen of 3.0 inch ➕, an 8.1 Megapixels with 3x optical zoom by Carl Zeiss ➕, a full HD of 1080p ➕, and a 860mAh removable battery could last up to 5.5 hours 🟰. Unfortunately, I have some downsides when using this cybershot, like they chose their proprietary "Memory Stick" over the universal "SD Card" for storing photos ➖, inserting a 3rd battery detects counterfeit causing unable to used (sometimes)➖, and the occasion of vibrating the camera when I turn on the power button ➖. Plus, the latter didn't last long compared to today's digital cam if they're still produced today because the Smartphones are already FAR superior with their ridiculous megapixel lens. 📸➡📱 But, that doesn't stop us from using it owing to its portability and the decent 8.1 megapixels inside the Sony cybershot cam.
• And you know, I have some fun memories from using this cam, from my 2012 High School graduation (before I proceeded to vocational college, and ended in 2014 graduation), to food from different places, and even between malls, on Oct 24th, 2016 [CLICK ME! #1] and Nov 27th, 2016 [CLICK ME! #2] respectively. , I still have these on my album for the latter, which was my last shot before I switched to a more compact form of the smartphones above. Also, I do remember buying a 3rd party battery for the DSC-T70 in case that solo battery wasn't enough. And now the battery is dead so is the original counterpart making the cybershot completely useless. 😥
• It now serves as a memorable item that refuses to be thrown away and sold to camera collectors/enthusiasts. Speaking of memorable, my paper dolls remember our Sony digicam! Isn't that nice? Don't worry, we'll never forget you! 🥰📸🤗
BTW: I'm still working on my 4th "PC Upgrade" with editing, cutting, and resizing the vids before typing my records, and posting it. It'll be done in either June or May if possible. 🎞️✂️✍️🖥️
Well, that's all for now! 😊
If you haven't seen my related camera throwbacks, and my previous topic, then I'll provide some links down below. ↓ 😉
• Another 90s Camera: Olympus Camedia C-2000 Z [Jan 29th, 2024]
• My Family’s Old Film Camera (from the 90s) [Aug 29th, 2023]
Previous:
• My BRAND NEW SMARTPHONE BY Tecno Mobile [Mar 30th, 2024]
Tagged: @lordromulus90, @bryan360, @shadowredfeline, @leapant, @rafacaz4lisam2k4, @paektu, @alexander1301
#My Photos#MyPhotos#My Photo#MyPhoto#Photos#Photo#DeviantART#My Edit#My Edited#MyEdit#MyEdited#Edit#Edited#Chowder#Panini#Paper Dolls#Sony#Sony Cybershot#Sony DSC T70#Sony DSC-T70#Sony Digital Camera#Digital Camera#Photography
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please forgive this long-winded recap of the year i am experiencing some uncharacteristic optimism and don’t know what else to do with it.
to preface, the last four new years eve’s have been awful. in 2018, my friend was in the process of breaking up with me but didn’t have the courtesy to tell me. in 2019, i was a ninth wheel at a party hosted by said “friend”. 2020 speaks for itself, i think.
my 2021 ended after a neuropsychologist doing a 45 min test (instead of an 8 hour assessment) and telling me that the crippling dysfunction that i had been struggling with for years was just single pandemic grad student things. she suggested i start taking a medication i’d already tried and vitamin D. this was a three days before my second pandemic xmas alone. i spent the next four days exclusively watching a sitcom and doing a puzzle (to get out of my head) and filled a script for a third attempt at antidepressants. i decided that if multiple therapists and an actual medical doctor was going to look at me and say “it’s nothing, just try harder,” then i was officially on my own. i had no friends in town, i had no one who could help me do my job, and i couldn’t rely on a doctor to help me. i was on my own to create my own support network.
for months i was fueled exclusively by spite, fictional characters, and a daily dose of meds. i wanted to get out of grad school. i wanted to be “doctor”. not because of the status or the jobs but because i wanted to be dr. and not mrs. or ms., and i didn’t want to quit after 6 years of being here already. that fueled me enough to stumble through a few months. i got some of my mojo back and started doing experiments again, which meant that i would get closer to graduating. then i tricked myself into thinking i had so much mojo that in the summer, i scheduled and finished a massive 12 weeks of 60+ hr/week. and i did it. all via faking it until i made it.
it turns out i made it.
but what really changed was that sometime in may/june, i started being able to see the future again. for the first time in years, i could see my future. grad school is always this purgatory between student and career and for years (coupled with isolation and general sam-ness) i couldn’t see any way out of it. not in a i-wish-i-was-dead way but the view of the future just looked like this big, dark, never-ending tunnel. this year i could finally see the signs that pointed toward the exit. i’m even getting close enough to see the light at the end.
i started thinking about how i saw myself in that future, and what being “dr.” actually meant. i’ve always been somewhat gender neutral (being named sam rocks, btw) and had been wearing almost exclusively men’s clothes for years, but i started thinking about how much better it felt when i allowed myself to be truly gender neutral all the time. when i was dr. sam, what did that look like? and i did a search for top surgery. i kinda laughed it off and was like yeah, wouldn’t that be nice, but eh, not now.
until i stopped saying “eh, not now.” and started saying “why not now?” and after weeks of detailed research it was looking more like now was exactly the right time. for a hundred reasons i won’t go into. i told my therapist and she asked how it felt to say that out loud and i said “this is the first time in years i’ve felt good about the future.” i called the hospital the next day and set up a consultation that at the time was nine months in advance. it’s in april of next year. which means the procedure will be sometime late next fall, right around my 30th birthday.
since that day, everything’s felt a little more hopeful. i had a hard deadline for when i wanted to be done with my experiments... because i would be recovering from surgery. i started exercising regularly... to be in better shape before the procedure. and it just snowballed from there. i’ve been exercising 4+ days/week for 20 weeks straight because i found a program that i like (and have lost 15 lbs because of it). i finished a huge experiment this summer and next month is my qualifying exam. i’m actually scientifically working on my gut, and had to give up my favorite foods for months to do so. i bought a suit. i made a tattoo appointment. i wrote 200,000 words of fanfiction. i got a new therapist to help with the OCD. i hadn’t brought any meat into my home in years on account of crippling anxiety and i’ve cooked chicken three times. this month.
and if you’re wondering, these are all little changes. the workouts started as 30 min low-impact HIIT videos on youtube. the chicken isn’t magically a good sauteed chicken stir fry, it’s “i’m going to use tongs to throw this in the crock pot and not look at it for 4 hours until it’s cooked to death, but that still counts as cooking it.” it’s baby steps, but it’s real steps.
oh, and i got a second opinion from a different neuropsychologist, and after a full clinical assessment, i got a diagnosis that made sense. and it was even better than the first, because after getting that diagnosis, nothing has changed. my life wasn’t magically better because a doctor told me what was up, it just made me feel a little better about why things are so hard, and made me want to work harder on those things.
god just typing this doesn’t feel like it’s all true but it is. i sound like a cliche.
looking back at all the resolutions i wrote at the beginning of the year... i’ve hit all of them somehow. be ready for my qualifying exam, exercise more, cook meat... all of them. initially thanks to spite, tv, and antidepressants, but then because i started saying “why not now” (and also spite, tv, and antidepressants). it all snowballed. i’m writing this because i genuinely can’t believe what i’ve accomplished this year. especially because of where i was last year at this time, sitting in my shower thinking i was permanently broken and nothing would fix me, and i would never see through the darkness of this tunnel.
tl;dr: never underestimate the power of spite, small joys (read: tv), medication, and faking it till you make it. because if you do that enough, you won’t be faking it anymore, you’ll just be doing it. that perseverance will spill into other parts of your life if you let it. so much so that after 365 days, you won’t believe you were able to do all of this by - and for - yourself. create your own community. stick with it. change what isn’t working. try the meds. live for yourself.
this year, i lived for myself. it doesn’t feel real, but it is.
#this is very long and very self-indulgent please ignore#but if you've been following me since 2013 you'll know how Big this is#still a long way to go before i am 'happy' but i feel... good.
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First off, thanks for replying to my request it was a joy to hear some headcannons! second off: You're rockin' the new name (Though I might be a bit partial since one of my OCs is named Basil). Oh, and the ask: You said that you'd make a Corpse Party fanfic involving your OCs (I'd totally read it, btw), but could you tell me a bit about them? I know a little bit about Izumi, but are there others? If so, could you tell me about them?
Your welcome ! And thank u !!
And so actually izumi and the ocs I'm planning 2 use are not related, but yeah I'll go over the ones I plan on using 4 u !!
So theres 7 in total
This is Maya Yumeji
Birthday: Oct 4th
Age: 16
Personality: sweet and odd. She likes meeting new people. Is kinda weird sometimes and is fun to be around.
Is chubby
Hobbies: acting, cleaning, knitting, babysitting
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This is Kei Hachimitsu
Birthday: July 34th
Age: 15
She is lesbian
Blasian
Personality: average and responsible. Class representative and apart of the student council. Is smart and a little talkative.
Is autistic and has OCD
Hobbies: drawing, baking, and reading
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This is Yoshiko Matsuura
Birthday: February 7th
Age: 17
Is nonbinary + omni
Personality: mean sometimes. Enjoys occult and ghost stories. Even though they are a little mean they usually dont mean it and just doesn't really think before saying. They can still be caring and understands when to stop joking or being rude. Likes gothic fashion
Hobbies: reading, playing video games, and fashion
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This is Rio Hiraoka
Birthday: September 23rd
Age: 16
Is a trans women and lesbian
Personality: caring and cheery. Enjoys baking and is very skilled at it. Sleeps alot. Funny and popular. Student council president
Hobbies: baking, soccer, poem writing
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This is Maki Shinomae
Birthday: April 19th
Age: 15
Spanish and Japanese
Is lesbian and demigirl
Personality: airheaded and cheery. Indecisive. A good listener but bad at advice. Clumsy.
Is chubby
Hobbies: watching shows, doing hair, and making crafts
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This is Haruna Harukawa
Birthday: January 30th
Age: 15
Is bisexual
Personality: very, very quiet, not shy, just really silent. Cares very deeply for her sister since they had negligent parents so her older sister, Sayori, took care of her and was like a mother for her. Is a little unnerving sometimes. Sarcastic. Student council secretary
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This is Sayori Harukawaka
Birthday: April 13th
Age: 17
Personality: caring and motherly. Cares deeply for her sister, Haruna. Takes care of Haruna since their parents are negligent and usually not home. Good at debating
Has PTSD and depression
Hobbies: knitting, teaching, and pet sitting
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🍔☁️ PINNED POST ☁️🍔
ABOUT THE BLOG
hi i run this blog u can literally call me whatever idc !! my main is @skyburger and ummm yeah this combined with the blog description pretty much covers everything i wanted to say. peace ✌️
edit (not even an hour later): oh i remembered i wanted 2 say THE ASKBOX IS OPEN !!! youre welcome to suggest dates for me to add but this is my personal blog for dates of stuff i like so no guarantees BUT UR ALWAYS WELCOME TO ASK OR EVEN JUST COME SAY HI !!! :D
edit (like the next day): BTW. forgot to mention my timezone is EST & i have trouble not mixing up midnight & noon (the AM and PM thing always messes me up), so all my posts will be scheduled for 1AM EST!!
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#smartpost - non-anniversary posts pretty much !!
#birthday - posts for birthdays :3
#deathday - death anniversaries, just fictional characters and maybe the occasional real life person but only if its really funny
#anniversary - like pretty much anything else i want to celebrate thats not a birthday or a deathday
NAVIGATION
im putting this under a cut because theres a link for every day of the year :)
sorry abt the lack of links in these thus far... theyre coming soon i promise
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30th March / 1st april
So, many things have happened !!
Btw happy birthday to one of Owl's ocs. Happy birthday eiran.
So I went to my aunt's house today and there was a big part of my dad's family there and my cousins/nephew and nieces. They were nice, I mean they were kids after all so it was just playing with them. (Literally 5, 2 and some months old)
It was tireing so by the time I got to my mom's house I was basically sleeping LMAO. Anyway I got to eat LOTS of chocolate and yeah, that was kind of it for Easter.
I also talked all day with Owl and just. It was so nice.
Not only we stayed on call for some hours just sillying and talking about whatever, we also chatted a lot in the evening afterwards.
She's honestly so precious. I know I always say that but it's true. She's always so nice to others and she's creative and smart and pretty I just ughhhhhhhh
Sad that we can't hang out all the time though, but it's honestly just fair. Anyway for this specific entry is all, good night ☆☆
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School is still in session on the 7th of July in England, the youngest in the year are usually people born in late August, so Nina/Joy are definitely among the youngest, because the cut off is the beginning of September. The UK is weird about people with bigger age gaps being in the same year, which is why people aren’t often held back as they are in the US. Oh! And also, what are your birthday/star sign head canons?
First of all, being in school during the month of July sounds like a cruel and unusual punishment and no one should be subjected to that. Second of all, listen, I'm just going off the information that was given to me. And clearly someone messed up because given what logically makes sense, if Nina and Joy should be the youngest, then Amber and Eddie should not have 1995 birthdays, and yet they do. So those fall birthdays should probably actually be 1994, however, they're not, so I'm gonna go with the unlikely-yet-plausible theory that somehow Nina and Joy got held back as like kindergartners and are actually the oldest. Yes, I know, doesn't make the most sense in the world but I'm working with the information I have. You may disagree, but I am holding firm because it's how my brain can make sense of the information I have been given.
And I have more detailed and fun headcanons about birthdays upcoming in a later post that I'll do in just a bit, but I will totally give a quick overview of my birthday/star sign headcanons for everyone. I've posted about the characters and what I think their astrology is before, but I will happily do it again. Along with star signs I've actually picked out specific birthdates for everyone, too, just for the fun of it because I wanted to.
Canon birthdays: there are 4 of them. I didn't choose these, they're canon, that's just what they are. Nina and Joy's birthday is obviously July 7, which makes them Cancers ♋. Amber's birthday is September 9, which makes her a Virgo ♍ (which btw is what I would've picked for her even if they didn't tell us her canon birthday). And Eddie's birthday is November 19, which makes him a Scorpio ♏
Patricia's birthday is either August 12 or December 8, which means she's either a Leo or a Sagittarius (both of which are fire signs, appropriately). As a Leo, I can tell you she is absolutely not a Leo, she is definitely a Sagittarius ♐ and her birthday is December 8th
Now we get into my headcanons. This is just what I personally believe all of them are, along with the birthdays I gave them just because. All based on ~vibes~. I'm gonna list these in age order. Also if any of you want specific reasons for why my choices are what they are, do feel free to ask, but I'm not gonna do it in this post
Mara is a Libra ♎. She definitely got fall vibes to me. Specifically October vibes, which is why I've made her birthday October 6th
Fabian is absolutely a Capricorn ♑ and everything about this boy just SCREAMS Capricorn. And he's totally one of those people that's born around Christmas and is really grumpy about it, so I've made his birthday December 23rd
KT is an Aquarius ♒ and her birthday is January 29th. She's definitely a January Aquarius and not a February Aquarius
Willow is 1000000000% a Pisces ♓ and for whatever reason she has winter birthday vibes to me so I've made her birthday February 24th
Mick is an Aries ♈ and he was giving me March vibes so his birthday is March 30th
Alfie is also an Aries ♈. And once I realized he was an Aries, I knew I absolutely had to make his birthday April Fool's Day (April 1st). I mean, it's fate
Jerome is definitely for sure a Gemini ♊ in my book, 100%. I gave him the birthday of June 11th, which funnily enough is also Eugene Simon's actual birthday, and I swear I didn't know this when I picked it, I swear, the cards just landed perfectly
Now, a confession...tbh one of the reasons I firmly believe the "Nina and Joy are the oldest" theory is because the idea of Jerome as the youngest is so incredibly fucking funny to me
Full post of birthday headcanons coming shortly
#lots of birthday talk happening with me today#anon#asks#house of anubis#astrology#nina martin#joy mercer#amber millington#eddie miller#patricia williamson#mara jaffray#fabian rutter#kt rush#willow jenks#mick campbell#alfie lewis#jerome clarke
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hello, everyone at Fowl Manor! I hope you guys are doing well in these ungodly COVID days 😭 Have you binge watched "The Haunting of Bly Manor"? I feel like Arty would enjoy such series.
Butler: We are staying safe, thank you. You stay safe as well. Wear a mask, be kind, and don’t push yourselves too hard.
Artemis: The series does look interesting, but I don’t consume popular media as a rule. I also don’t have social media, excepting this blog (if you could even call it mine, or true. The metaphysics abound). I enjoy documentaries, but very few credible ones involve ghosts.
Juliet: Me and my girlfriends love Bly Manor! We watch it together on discord. Even Holly has gotten in on the action. With no face cam, of course.
Holly: The experience is more surreal than the show.
Beckett: Myles and me were born on June 20th! I like any cake with artificial flavors, and Myles likes cake with a LOT of sugar.
Myles: Specifically
Juliet: I don’t know how you two still have teeth. My birthday is April 4th, and I’m not big into cake anymore.
Butler: Thank God. When she was wee, she made me bake these four-tiered monstrosities every year. And not even Artemis was so picky with the decorations.
Juliet: The best deserves the best.
Butler: My birthdate is classified, but I do enjoy Israeli apple cake. I used to buy some from a little shop in my academy years.
Minerva: I arrived on March 26th, and my favorite cake is galette des rois, which I eat whenever I please, not just on my birthday.
Foaly: My birthday is February 27th by your Mudman calendar, and it goes without saying that carrot cake is the best.
Mulch: I think I was born sometime in November-- I dunno, my brood mother didn’t really keep track-- and any dense, moist cake is good to me.
No.1: I don’t know my real birthday either, but since I came to Earth on August 25th, I claimed that day. And I love cake! Especially the little tea cakes.
Lazuli: I was born December 8th, and I don’t care for soft foods. I really like Oreos, though.
Holly: My birthday is November 30th, and I don’t care much for cake, either. If I do have some, I like mild flavors like carrot or almond.
Artemis: I, of course, was born on September 1st, and I enjoy the odd slice of cake from time to time, but the frosting must be buttercream.
@apersonontheearth
Mod: Thank you for the kind words! Btw, my birthday is Nov 22nd and I like pie more than cake. Fruit pies, mostly.
#artemis fowl#holly short#foaly#Lazuli Heitz#mulch diggums#no.1#minerva paradizo#text post#lore#birthday#domovoi butler#juliet butler#the fowl twins
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i would like to bless your followers and dash, sooo can you give me a crash course in noir 😊😊
OMG YES OFCCCCCC💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
OKAY SO HERE IS THE DEAL
NOIR is a nine-member boy group under Luk Factory
(Not really pleased with how they are promoting my boys but imma get over it one day!)
Our fan name is Lumiere (or Lumi) and we don’t have any official colors or a lightstick yet.
Noir debuted on April 9th of 2018. With the mini-album Twenty’s Noir. Their title debut song was Gansta (SUCHA GOOD VIDEO)
They also had a predebut song called As a Star and it makes me so soft.
Their next comeback is on the 27th (THIS MONDAY!!!!!!) The album is called Up the Sky and the title track is called Lucifer
IM SO FUCKING EXCITED YOU HAVE NO IDEA
MEMBERS
Shin Seunghoon
Shin Seunghoon is our precious leader!!!!
(He was what got me into Noir. I saw a video about the best leaders in kpop and I was like)
He is 27 years old. His birthday is May 30th, 1993 (He is a Gemini)
Boy is tallllllllllllllllllllll
like he’s 5′10.
but in pictures by himself he for real looks like he is 6′2
istg he is like 65% legs.
ALSO MAN AS A RIPPED CHEST SORRY BACK TO REGULARLY SCHEDULED NOIRING
He is the leader, main rapper, and also sometimes a vocalist (but the rappers in this group pretty much fo everything)
HE SPITS FIRE when he wants to.
Really good at freestyling
He makes mixtapes on youtube on Noir’s channel. (I think he has 5 out now)
He is a college-educated man!!!! (He went to Korean National Open University
He took taekwondo when he was younger
The man trained for 8 years
He and Hoyeon compose and format a lot of their songs with a team of producers from LUK
(I often think he and Chan from skz are really similar.)
Seunghoon is legit a father of 8 soft crackhead kids. istg he is so done with them most of the time
We call him our koala because he looks like one <3
Seunghoon is obsessed with accessories and wearing them to the point where stylists literally have to take them off of him. (I have never not seen picture of him not wearing jewelry. )
he is actually in the military right now and i miss him so fricking much TT
All in all hot boy on screen and soft dad in real life
Kim Yeonkuk
this boy I cant
Kim Yeonkuk. Damn.
he was on Produce 101 season 2
he was eliminated on ep.5 :(
He is the lead dancer and a vocalist
Yeonkuk is 25 years old. His birthday is February 8, 1995 (An Aquarius)
is totally the aegyo king but denies it
he seems cold at first but has a big ass bright personality its so freakin adorable
my personal favorite clip of him is and the boys dancing around on vlive to big bang and him saying fantastic baby (its sounds so cute when he says it)
He is also a 5′10 tall boy
he trained for 3 years
THIS BOY IS SO FREAKING SKINNY SOMEONE PLEASE EGIVE HIM A HAMBURGER OR SOMETHING TAKE HIM TO TACO BELL
not kidding
his waist is so fucking small its scary.
Yeonkuk=stringbean
literally a walking meme.
pause in any interview and he is pretty much gonna give you a memeable face
this boy is so loveable and goofy
also if this boy doesn't post like 8 photos of him doing something on insta im convinced he thinks that it just didn’t happen
he never posts just one photo its always like 6-8
also I was highkey afraid he was gonna go bald last comeback when they legit turned his hair into smurfs pubes
Lee Junyong
Lee Junyong. When i say i love this man with my whole heart
also 25 years old
his birthday is March 1st 1995 (Pisces)
another 5′10 king
Main vocalist.
he is a former member of INX
his brother is Seungyong from N.CUS
he trained for 4 years
THIS MAN IS TOO ATTRACTIVE FOR THIS EARTH
vocals for days. VOCALS.FOR.DAYS.
Did a cover of BTS’s The Truth Untold with Siha and literally gives me chills.
He has little crooked front teeth so when he sings he has this tiny little breath in some of the words so his voice is even more distinct
BUT LIKE JUNYONG HAS THE CUTEST SMILE EVER (I love his teeth in that's a weird thing to say but i think they are so cute)
he is 1/2 of the Highnote Belting Club
talks. all. the. freaking. time.
he goes live alot
boy is obsessed with Yunsung someone save yunsung from him
total crackhead when not doing real interviews
never fails to make me smile
he is said to be the moodmaker of the group
APPARENTLY HE WAS IN ONE EPISODE OF MY FAVORITE DRAMA AND I HAD NO IDEA
he was in episode 6 of The Liar and His Lover
overall he is just so sweet and funny and its so easy to love him
Nam Yunsung
Yunsung is the Lead vocalist and Visual
24 years old His birthday is August 29, 1996
He is a virgooo
MAN IS 6FT EVEN
lead vocalist and LOOKS IT
he is the king of intense eye contact with the camera
he looks like legit prince charming
2/2 of Highnote Belting Club
weird af
istg he is the biggest crackhead
very extra. (as you can see in gif)
he calls himself a vampire because of his super pale skin
he trained for 4 years
he raps part time
HE ACTUALLY ENJOYS EXCERCISE
he hides snack between his bed and the wall but apparently daewon and junyong steal them
I think he rooms with junyong? not sure
Someone save him from junyong. boy is going to be smothered to death
ngl their relationship is really cute
he was also in Produce 101 S2 but left bc of health issues.
cutest thing ever and then turns into a devil onstage
a literal puppy
he is big fan of ateez and he and another member actually went to the groups first concert in korea
he is just so precious and weird
Kim Siheon
oml this smol bean
Kim Siheon god damn
He is 23 years old
Birthday is December 23, 1997 (Capricorn like meeeee)
also 5′10 babyy
Vocalist but also a rapper (he rapped suga’s part in their remix of BTS Fake Love)
LIKES TO BIAS WREKC FREAKING EVERYONE
Beware the Siheon
He has a hot older sister, Hanbit, from a group called Hot Place (Their debut song is called TMI and its pretty good.)
HOTNESS RUNS IN HIS FAMILY
he trained for 5 months
he really likes drawing and does caricatures of his members
he is the eyebrow king
idk his eyesbrows are just....
stylists do things to his eyebrows anf it just fucks everyone up
high key has the best fashion sense
others boys willshow up to vlive in like hoodies and he is wearing a freakin casual suit
BOY PLAYS TO WIN’
he is like a boss at every kind of game
claims himself to be sweet like “Heonie”
“Hi! I’m siheon! Heonie Heonie Siheonie!”
he is a litter quieter than the other guys
BUT he is so funny
he doesn't like spice on his food for some reason
yeah he's crazy
he trained for 5 years
he's just precious and hot and hot and really hot
Ryu Hoyeon
THIS MAN HAS GIVEN ME SO MANY PROBLEMS
Ryu Hoyeon.
So he is my bias wrecker. Boy climbed up my bias list so freaking fast
He is the main dancer, vocalist, and a rapper (he also composes and arranges with Seunghoon)
He is 22 years old
His birthday is February 6, 1998 (Aquarius)
anontherrrrr 5′10 babbyyyy
cheekkkkkbooonnneeeessss
SHARK BOYY
He says he looks like a shark and i agree
HE HAS A NICE FUCKING TORSO
There was a predebut photo of him half shirtless it was awesome
he was also on Produce 101 S2
eliminated on ep.5 :(
he trained for 2 years
He, yeonkuk, and seunghoon were in the Japanese tour of the musical Altar Boyz with Teen top’s Niel,2PM’s Chansung, and many others
he has a semi viral video of him
when he was a trainee / on produce 101 he was dancing to nct127 cherry bomb and had an unfortunate but quite hilarious accident (just look it up its funny)
sucks ass at games. every game. ever.
he is a low-key crackhead. he is a calm crackhead lol
VERY ATTRACTIVE
he used to have a youtube channel
you can still see his insta (leaderyoo) its so freaking cute and has predebut stuff of all the boys
he made their entire remix of fake love
he choreographed their song Diamond and also their cover of Taki Taki (which was very hot)
becomes a beast when dancing
he has an original chore to WEight in Gold that is very.......(insert eyebrow wiggle here)
has that dorito torso
(tiny waist and broad shoulders)
also thighs god damn
He is also a HUGE Vixx fanboy
Alter ego is DJ Ironman
He is very close with Siha, Siheon, and Yeonkuk
they turned him into a traffic cone for the Doom Doom comeback
he speaks a little bit of English (just a little bit)
all in all I'm completely in love with this man
Yang Siha
THIS MAN IS SO FINEEEEEEE (he's my bias btw I have never been so in love with a man other than jisung)
Yang Siha is just uugghghhh god damn
22 year old babyyyy
Birthday is March 9, 1998 (Pisces)
Lil baby is 5′7″ oml i love him
MAIN VOCALIST AND DESERVES IT
he likes watching youtube videos and anime
He trained for 1 year and 1/2
looks good in every freaking hair color
his voice does NOT MATHC HIS FACE
but not like in a Felix level way
He says his most attractive features are his “feminine features” (he says his unpronounced Adams apple and his small noes and doe eyes
HE HAS SMOL EARSSSS and i lovethem
close with Hoyeon and Siheon
but like his voice though
its so freaking pretty
it gives me chills
everything about him is perfect
he has tiny lips lol
he can play guitar
legit i swear his entire closet is black he rarely wears color
legit EVERYONE LOVES HIM
if someone is hugging anyone in a vlive or something
its siha
its always siha
everyone cuddles siha
i wanna cuddle siha. fuck.
for some reason I've just noticed this
the boy likes to wear long sleeves idk why
he also always seems to wear this one necklace Idk why but its so pretty and i really love that he does idk
he says his favorite song by NOIR is Travel (its also my favorite. its on their debut album and omg his part <3)
he is just so pure oml everything he posts on insta just makes me so soft
he is just so freakin cute and makes me switch lanes so fast
Kim Minhyuk
ooooof this cutie
Kim Minhyuk is something else
i just don't know what he is lol
Lead rapper and lead dancer
22 years old
His birthday is March 18th, 1998 (Pisces)
5′11 boy yes sir
ALSO A COLLEGE EDUCATED MAN
He went to Seoul Arts College
he has an older brother
apparently he cooks in the dorms
he trained for 1 year
he likes to play basketball
he really loves taking photos on his camera
he HATES bugs. its kind of funny ngl
he also is deathly afraid of balloons (i will not apologize for laughing at this one)
He and yunsung loooove ateez. they went to their first concert.
HE SERVES LOOOOKKKSSS
I think he is the most versatile member (look wise) because sometimes its hard to recognize him with each comeback because they change his style
he has these really cute big circle glasses he wear and just uwu
he kinda looks like Simon or Theodore from Alvin in the chipmunks in the best way.
he has a thing about jumping
like whenever he gets excited or happy he just starts jumping
he smiles like sunshineeeeee
even though he is the second youngest a lot of the members say that they go to him for advice
(probably cause he has permanent hold of one of the 3 braincells noir has)
he looooves girl group dances
especially twice
TIKTOK KING
He owns Noir’s tiktok pretty much. also their insta
he's a precious chipmunk
Kim Daewon
Thhis baby oml
Kim Daewon is the cutest thing since that fluffy little dog whose name i cant remember
20 years old
Birthday is April 18th, 2000 (Aries)
Lead Dancer, vocalist, maknae
PROTEC THIS BABY BOY
In pictures he looks tall af
actually...
5′7″ but looks like 5′4″
the cutest thing everrrrr
HIS CHEEEKS
the biggest fluffiest cutest cheeks
everything about him is smol except for them thighssss
trained for 1 year
he has one older sister
THE BOY NEEDS MORE LINESSSS LUK FACTORY GIVE HIM MORE LINESSSSSS
he goes off in the chorus of their b-side track “Between” though like fuuuuuuucccckkkk (lowkey one of my favorite songs by them)
literally one of the funniest people you will ever see
extra crackhead energy
makes all the boys laugh
he loves chicken and snacks (gotta keep those cheeks in top shape)
literally the softest boy
he's good at everything i swear
he likes to shimmy.
has a cute butt lol
he talks in tiny
literally the cutest maknae ever oml
I hope this helped guys!!!!! I really hope you can stan noir and support them in their comeback this Monday! I hope this helped @distrikt9 if you need videos or anything feel free to ask! I love sharing my boys. They really are so underrated. I did this so fast ngl. I've never typed so fast
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Raven’s date of birth
I’ve seen many people have this headcanon that Raven’s birthday should be on 30th Oct aka Halloween (or some day around that day) since she’s a half demon and thus everything about her must be “related to everything creepy and dark”, even her birthday. Personally, I think it is quite cliché. Furthermore, I personally find giving a character a meaningful date of birth plays a big role in characterisation. In other words, the date of birth of a character should foretell the destiny and personality of that character. Halloween has never been about darkness or evilness: it’s just about commemorating the dead. Even the Satanist do not deem this day important to celebrate. But even if Halloween was a satanic day, choosing this day as the date of birth for Raven wouldn’t be meaningful: it reveals nothing about her personality or her destiny. To be more specific, her personality is not at all purely evil or dark, and her destiny is never to embrace darkness.
So, after thorough consideration, I’ve come up with other more interesting suggestions regarding Raven’s birthday. There are 5 options:
1. 00:00 25th Dec (aka Christmas)
So Raven is the child of a human mother and an evil god, and her supposed destiny is to make way for the ultimate evilness, her father, in the human world. She is the very definition of an Antichrist. So, wouldn’t it be realistic (and interesting) if she was also born on The Birthday of Christ? You know, the irony and the sacrilegiousness she’s supposed bear on her shoulders? On the other hand, her true destiny is salvation: to fight off and sacrifice herself to eliminate the evilness that is her father. In this aspect, her birth is very holy. So, it is also fitting to give her a birthday as holy as Christmas. Moreover, being born on this day means she is a Capricorn. Now I don’t have explicit knowledge about horoscope, but from my research, Raven is very likely to be a Capricorn.
2. 2nd Feb (aka Candlemas Day)
Candlemas Day is another Christian Holy Day. This day is also known as the Feast of the Purification of the Blessed Virgin Mary or the Feast of the Presentation of Jesus Christ. In my country, on this day, the Christian family will bring their newborn children to the church holding a lit candle, and the babies will be blessed. Given Raven’s circumstance, she kind of was “brought” to the Azarath Temple and received the blessing from Goddess Azar, so I think it is really fitting that she was born on this day. Plus, I personally also have this headcanon of Raven being an Aquarius, so yeah.
3. any day from 9th to 19th Aug
Remember Halloween? In Satanism, it is called the Fall Climax when they encourage people to embrace darkness (but not really celebrate though). So what this day is the day when Arella was “married” to Trigon? Then doing the math, we can “estimate” that Raven’s birthday can be any day between 9th to 20th Aug. This makes her a Leo, which is interesting enough since she doesn’t appear to be one. And is Damian Wayne’s birthday on 9th August???
4. any day from 9th to 19th Feb
I did some research, and found that Satanist celebrate the 30th of April as the Spring Climax when they honour the victims of superstition and pseudoscience. Again, supposing that this is the day Arella became the bride and Raven’s birthday should fall in this time range. She would be an Aquarius or Pisces, which suits her in my opinion. And I read somewhere that Bruce Wayne’s birthday is 19th Feb, so you can also suppose that the Batman and Raven have the same birthday.
5. any day from 25th Nov to 5th Dec
15th Feb is also a celebration day for Satanist (I forget what they celebrate on this day, btw). So, again, suppose that Arella was chosen on this day, and we can see that Raven would be born in this time of the year. This makes her a Sagittarius, another interesting choice for her horoscope.
So, these are my hypotheses about Raven’s birthday. What about yours? When do you think Raven’s birthday should be? And what do you think about this list?
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