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im not the person who sent that original ask but if you're concerned about how people found that instagram: on your art tumblr, you linked to your deviantart, which has your full name, which can be googled, which leads to your weebly website, which links to fhat instagram. i dont think searching public information is stalking. its weird, dont get me wrong
I don’t know how to tell you that’s still fucking stalking and still fucking weird. Any post linking to my DA is years old, I don’t even remember HAVING a weebly site, and yeah I spread a little too much personal info when I was 17 because I fully intended to fucking kill myself before I got this old. These freaks went OUT of their way to find info and pics of me when I was a fucking abused kid to twist a selfie I took EIGHT years ago out of context. They’re a fucking freak and you’re a fucking freak for saying it’s not stalking off anon with your whole fucking chest.
#fucking weirdo. don’t think searching public info is stalking… yeah public info from fucking EIGHT YEARS AGO that I do not associate with’#in any way shape or form anymore. old old ass posts from when I was a fucking child. I am in my mid fucking twenties now!#doing this with the express purpose of finding old shit I made or did to twist me into some bad person IS fucking freak stalker behaviour.
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Rearranges bookshelf as flatmate brought the entire skullduggery pleasant series home. And those lads take up a lot of space.
I've actually tried to prioritise a lot of books i like/have read for the mini shelf here, but there's a number I haven't read/may not like. Top shelf all bangers (also me books -_-)
#.....missing epic but have the other two. lent it to someone in my dnd group who moved. gotta get it back#this is also NOT AT ALL all my books i have part of the bigger shelf and we have a third fully off cam shelf#but always think pics like this are interrsting#note the 0 sorting beyond series#i think it would make sense to put my “bad weird” book section clearly behind me but it feels somewhat On Blast#a few are self pub ones which are so bad and i enjoy but wont do a vid on#like. ebony flames is my fucking fav! however. it is self pubbed the author was 18 and i am one of like 10 people whp own it#as it was a random kickstarter i impulse backed with no info on what to expect beyond a nice cover#flightless i think the author was also 18?#its funny i am going hard defense on 18 yr old authors when i was um. 17 for ar and 19 for ga#feel free to ask me about any of these if it strikes you
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The bertholdt hoover fandom is dying rt if youd wipe the sweat from his brow like if youd give him a warm glass of milk
#coming over here to my fucking reibert saved url from 2014 on my old blog because im going crazy thinking about bertholdt my beloved#my right hand arm. man. my confidant. my best friend. my silly rabbit.#bro my EVERYTHINGGGGGG#i loved him when i thought he did all that unprompted idgaf i will love him to my dying days#i was with him (and reiner) thru the dark ages where they had just fucked off in the manga after unsuccessfully kidnapping eren and they#didnt show up until literal years later. i stopped reading once they left i couldnt go on w/o them!!!!!!#the only info we had was that they predicted the damn weather based off how he slept!!! u have no idea the loyalty i have to this man (and#reiner and annie) but omfg. omfg. its so bad. just watched s2 for the first time in my LIFE and im losing my SHIT#idk if i can keep watching & the only snk i read after they left was their reppearance and then i immediately stopped again when he DIED!!!!#so we'll see if i can cope with continuing on. probably not tbh. anyway i 🩷 bertholdt. most tragic figure ever. right there next to annie –#and reiner. they were literal kids who were sent out to kill thousands and then live amongst the suffering they alone caused –#and had to wake up each day and face their comrades their peers their friends and know they had to keep going and deliver everyone to –#their demise. no one else could ever understand that burden ✋️. meanwhile reiner has a literal mental breakdown from the stress and develops#a dissociative disorder and annie isolates herself and bertholdt has to try to keep it together. the fucking TRAGEDYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! seeing#bertl's face when reiner talks about goinf home. the hope the grief the despair. ☝️ i need to die.#knowing he fcking died is the worst part. take literally anyone else omg theyre ready to go. free my man.
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you know what? have some doodles while I'm in a 5-day seminar.
... I'm finally going home tomorrow !!!!! HELL YEAHHHH !!! probably going to digitise the first two.. (ㆀ˘・з・˘)
error by loverofpiggies
ink by comyet
moonlight & lydian by me
killer by rahafwabas
#utmv#undertale au#error sans#ink sans#moonlight sans#killer sans#meteortale#something new au#undertale multiverse#sans oc#neuro draws#my art#ih my gaw are those my 2 kins. the completely opposites.#destroyer and creator. oh m gaw#!!!#I'm going INSANE over here#I WANNA GO HOME AND PLAY MARVEL RIVALS SO BAD#OHMT GODDD#enjoy little old lydian#for some info#she's moonlight's daughter#!!#little semi goddess#love her sm#killer here was me trying out an artstyle#and accidentally stealing one#woooppss!
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Genuinely so curious who Mike thinks is gonna be buying The Cage or the new DCTL GN bc with the way he tweets as far as he's concerned, it's not gonna be:
The queer people he has actively admitted he will never show any representation of in the games.

2. The POC he has actively fought against representing in his franchise. [Who he also mocked for thinking they would be represented in his franchise]
3. The Bendy fandom which has always been concerned with topics of diversity esp in the sense of queer people since its creation. Who he has responded to really poorly esp in regards to the GN.
4. The fans who critique him. [He blocked me for doing so lol]
5. His fans in general who he tweets about like this currently. [He's being vague about why people were mad at him or sent him 'nasty messages' because if you actually looked into why you'd see he was in the wrong. Either way, a very hateful way to speak abt ur own fanbase.]
Reminder while Mike is trash talking his fans he has always treated them rather poorly. The fans who won the fanart contest for Chapter 5 never got their posters actually in game due to it being rushed. Not only was chapter 5 a big slap to the face story wise, but it was literally so rushed he couldn't be bothered to add in the art his fans gave him for his game FOR FREE. [Meatly blames this on a crazy timeline, reminder him and Mike are the literal ceos of this company. The proposal of future updates here is also pretty cruel considering Mike nowadays happily admits he corrupted Chapter 5's source code and therefore literally can't update it At All currently. Because he is a moron]
At least they got to be in Boris and the dark survival, and by that I mean that was the Only game they got to be in so far, isn't that just treating your fans like you love them? Shoving their hard work into a spin off game almost nobody has played or addresses much. [Hell, who knows if with the Lone Wolf rebrand they'll even stay there. In which case they'll be in None of the games, only in the credits of BATIM]
6. The Bendy fans who just generally disagree with him on stuff. Like the new ink demon design where there is literally a public poll showing people generally prefer the old one.
7. The Bendy fans who can see he is actively lying to them. To their fucking faces.
He says this has always been the case, but screenshots and links to tweets regarding the books being canon prove it was not. Does he really think bendy fans are stupid or something? [Unless he's admitting here he lied to Kress when he told her the books were canon which sounds worse!]
8. Anyone who doesn't like the idea of giving money to a guy who laid off tons of employees then afterwards thought it was a great idea to express his anti-union views! Also brag about how good of an employer he was, according to his employees, he was not!
So in summary; Mike is an awful person who has not learned anything from the awful things he did. I will not be purchasing The Cage because, combined with this and his absolute refusal to take any kind of critique or see any differing interpretation of his franchise, I have no reason to think my problems with the franchise will ever be addressed or fixed. I probably will pirate The Cage along with any future Bendy Products [Including the movie] and will do my best to avoid giving it any kind of monetary support. Unless this changes any time soon, I can't see myself making anymore positive Bendy posts soon.
Mike has just managed to make it so hard to speak positively or optimistically of this franchise when he's so willing to broadcast how little he cares about it or its fans. I'm at the point where I refuse to pull any of my punches with my problems with it. What's the point of trying to play nice with my critique when either way the people creating it don't care?
So with this post, I want to invite anyone who feels similarly about the franchise to tell me, make a post or send an ask talking about how all of this makes you feel. It may not change how things are, but genuinely seeing other people share my feelings of anger makes me feel better. It feels nice to see when other people share our same concerns and worries. I'd also love to know if anyone else thinks they'll be avoiding purchasing Bendy products over this.
I'm not forcing anyone to participate in it nor trying to say anyone who doesn't supports mike but genuinely maybe if we can collectively decide to boycott things like the movie, graphic novel and The Cage... It might at least make the bendy devs acknowledge how much they have destroyed their own fandom's faith and trust in them.
The way Mike tweets about his actions like he had no control over why people were mad at him at least proves to me he takes NONE of it back nor regrets it. If you didn't know about his actions and only went off his tweets, you would be led to believe Mike has been needlessly picked apart by fans over things he couldn't control [or in his own words, had his words twisted and taken out of context]. That is not how you speak about your actions if you have actually learned better from them.
anyway, that has been my bendy dev callout post. This is an open invitation to anyone feeling similarly upset about the way the franchise is going to talk about it. It's genuinely nice to see how people feel about this and the more we talk about the more it's likely the bendy devs are forced to address our concerns. I don't think they will but hey, that's why I'm not gonna support them with my money anymore nor am I gonna be nice to them in any content I make critiquing Bendy. I mean I'm also basically making this post just in case anyone asks me Why I feel this way towards to bendy devs/as a way to respond to anyone who thinks I am too harsh in my critique in the future.
As always, it seems the best part of Bendy isn't actually anything about canon but about what the fan's are creating with the ideas Bendy failed to do anything interesting with.
Also the books, the books slap.
#batim#batdr#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#ramblez#bendy and the silent city#bendy the cage#for the record another reason Im making this post is bc some of the only good resources to learn abt why the bendy devs suck are some old#very longer videos and this is a very long post but I thought it was important to document the recent shit theyve been doing alongside some#of the worst past things theyve done bc Mike has been trying to misinform people on what happened but those videos are still great resource#if you want more info n such#long post#mike D#for anyone who doesnt wanna hear abt him since he doesnt go by mood anymore#sorry if this is rambley or emotional Im just so sick of these guys fr dskjhgskdfjghskdjhgkjhsd#I miss when I didnt spend my days stressed about the awful shit mike is gonna say next and how I would have to disprove it in a post later#or explain why its bad to have a cast of nothing but cishet white guys n constantly fight back against any push for diversity in said cast#genuinely its just tiring esp when u see other bendy fans give ignorant or very silly defenses/takes on those things#n then u lose a lot of respect for them bc they are speaking on stuff they dont know much abt so confidently and therefore misinforming#people or even encouraging very bad views on stuff like diversity n its importance#Im not saying people like that are bad people but it is stressful n upsetting when u see someone u thought knew better do that sort of thin#it makes it hard to trust them again on other issues bc u now dont trust they know what they r talking abt!!#like please think twice before telling young artists making norman white was a tough and complicated decision it was fucking not the bendy#devs just think all their humans are white by default and dont wanna change that its been proven time n time again thats all it is#and defending them just bc u like a franchise they made is very very bad!! They are not ur friends!! they suck and we seriously need to#stop pretending they dont!! toxic positivity is only gonna make the fandom an absolute nightmare its not gonna make ANYTHING better#it just means people will be forced to PRETEND they never have negative thoughts abt the franchise n therefore make them burned out#just look at other similar fandoms please lets not make those same mistakes!!#sorry can u tell Ive been having just. A time recently#anyways back to making my queer ass bendy fan game full of so much diversity mike will prolly shit when he sees it DKFJGHKSDJHGKJHSD
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last doodle of 2024, and on new year’s eve at that… fitting for it to be a re-draw of a super old star-lord drawing (my husband and i watched gotg together recently and im back in my marvel era)
#i MISS the marvel fandom so bad i know it was like 2019 I was in it but i miss it ): rivals taking me back to it fr…#star lord#peter quill#guardians of the galaxy#gotg#miss my marvel friends too ngl … my husband doesn’t get it when I sit and info dump LMAO#fanart#marvel#welcome back that tag ig#sorry to my new followers we’ll be back to the gothic fantasy but auugh my long lost love MARVEL#I could continue to wane in the tags here but it’s just new year’s eve reminiscing abt the past. Hi peter#also i AM slapping some of my old headcanons on this drawing (NOT ALL OF THEM). He IS super ginger and he DOES have freckles I will not#accept otherwise. Sorry !
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If you're still taking troll requests can I ask for hamster!Floyd in a little hamster cage? Maybe he's running on the wheel or eating seeds or looking through the bars all sad at being neglected by Velvet and Veneer? Thanks! 🐹

this cage is too dang small for that hamster
WOAGH IM SO LATE. i had like sixty different ideas for this and a whole bunch of sketches & i was planning to do at least 2 or 3 of them but the program kept overheating my ipad so i had to bail on that idea. sobbing.
i cant find most of the sketches rn? (might be in my sketchbook actually) but heres one i did find :3c
#OR ANY HAMSTER REALLY#kids if u get a pet. do ur research! dont trust pet store employees to give u the right info#bc they might not be specialized in the pet ur getting#also definitely do not put them in a purple parfume bottle to leech their talent. thats generally a bad thing i think#anyway#my art#dreamworks trolls#trolls fanart#floyd trolls#trolls floyd#bonus sketch under the cut!#ty to lakka for helping me out w/ some lil things when the program was kicking my ass#heavypaint i love u but ur too heavy for my old ass ipad i think#trolls band together#trolls#ALSO REALISED BELATEDLY THAT U MIGHTVE MEANT HIM IN ACTUAL HAMSTER FORM 🐹 MY READING COMPREHENSION IS SO GOOD I PROMISE
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#i updated my bio the other day and... i haven't burst into flames yet or anything#i was really afraid and hesitant to update my info but i finally bit the bullet and nothing bad happened#my anxiety is so dumb#anyway hi y'all i'm Tam and i'm enby and old and stuff 👍#mod post
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just got a dm abt one of my posts and y'all please don't try and show the hermits (or any minecraft youtuber or content creator for that matter) my posts, i'm uncomfortable with it and don't want any of my posts shown to a cc. if they stumble upon it naturally that's unfortunate but i can live with it since i do maintag a lot (something i REALLY need to stop doing tbh i already know i need to make a tagging system just for my blog that wont clog results) but going out of ur way to show a cc is entirely different and something i am not comfortable with.
no hate to the person at all but even if i wasn't a little silly and weird with it sometimes i wouldn't be comfortable with it, i want my blog to be a purely fandom only space with none of the creators involved <3 please respect this
#which is imo how a fandom space should be#i'm old fashioned and it breaks the fandom etiquette rules i stand by#i ship and stuff and absolutely NO cc needs to be subjected to that please and thank you even if it's a non-ship post#not saying hermits and others cant hang out and interact if they wish hell no but like....#if you as any person with a following willingly go into a fandom space you have to expect to see some things you find weird#doesn't even necessarily mean ship just stuff the cc finds weird :v idk im not phrasing this right but like#the rule with shipping around any sort of media has been to keep it away and not show the creators anything !!! and thats fallen out#of practice the past few years with ppl getting more and more comfortable demanding boundaries and personal info from creators#which isn't right imo bc its like you're trying to see how much you can get away with. u want a guide on how to interact and social skills#which is... huh??? just be polite and keep anything weird away from them like what we were doing#some folks nowadays need “permission” to ship stuff even from SHOWS and shit with no real people and its like wow... huh....#u need it to be canon?? u need everything told to u by the show?? wheres the imagination. the spirit.#the making of everything so far removed from what it once was#like that guy that played nick from heartstopper that had to be outed to play a gay guy. like#idk im so sick of the boundary fandom ppl in mcyt 'what if they saw and made it uncomfortable!! im going to show them!!!!'#you are making them MUCH more uncomfortable than i am by GOING INTO THEIR FACE AND DEMANDING THEY LOOK AT IT!!#AND DEMANDING BOUNDARIES N SHIT... CRAZY.... idk the hermits especially its weird to me bc clearly they understand fandom etiquette#and the dynamic im talking about. most of them understand that by going into fandom spaces they will see things they dont like#which is why a lot of them only like fanart and answer questions asked by fans. even on tumblr !!! where the weird ppl are!!!#they also all seem to understand they are playing characters (citing joel cleo and grian as examples) for their audiences#which is. smth the audience itself doesnt understand most of the time anymore. oh my god they all died in real life in hermitcraft season 8#idk hermitblr used to be a lot more okay with hermitshipping n then a bunch of ppl from other fandoms moved in and its all more negative#and makes me sad. idk...#i never meant for this blog to gain almost 500 followers i just wanted to make silly little ship posts and now im scared to#bc ive gotten hate and its.... bwugh.... tempted to remake blogs and make one thats very clearly just for me and a few weirdos#whatever i went off on a tangent in the tags as usual just pls dont show creators my posts even non-ship ones for this reason#jamies bad posts#talking in tags#serious posts#<- ig??? idk
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Finally started watching Arcane because tags said there was a toxic devoted yaoi pair and I cannot help myself i will collect them all in my little pockets
And 20 minutes in I'm immediately liek. Ah yes. This is the Olruggio half of the pair isn't it. Vander you sweetheart. I'm shoving you in my pocket
#I feel bad because when it first aired everyone was like. Vi!!! And I was like. Yes!! I will totally watch it!! And then i didn't.#And now I see tags that are like. Jayvik or w/e and orufrey are like same hat. And I'm like. Shoving old ladies out of my way to watch it#I'm old ladies#I only just finished ep 1. Is the scary eye guy the Qifrey half of the pair? It is isn't it#The way he said *Vander's in trouble* hahaha#I love Olruggio/Vander types they're just the best#Anyway this is nice bc despite all the posts I've seen about the series I didn't retain any info so it's like. What spoilers lol#Except powder poor powder#....... Wait#I don't think I m remembering the ship name right Vander's letters aren't in there where is he#......#Whatever im keeping him he's mine now#Arcane
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why is everyone so pissy at me after the Fade!! the Inquisitor just physically fought through hell and all I hear is whining afterwards
#Dorian at least asked how I was afterwards but he was clearly fishing for info#which fair game but Come On#I got to hug Varric which is only a little bittersweet since I basically picked Hawke to die...#Vivienne is also on my case for info about the Fade!!! these mages do not care#only after she pressed me to pick a Divine candidate ugh she's hot but so tiring#Solas was just a dick to me#I know your divine siblings are on the chopping block but honestly killing slumbering Old Gods before they can start the next 5 apocalypses#it ain't a bad idea buddy#sorry you live forever or some shit but mortals gonna try to avoid countless deaths every time#this is gonna be a case of only the 3 companions I brought in being chill and kind with it huh#so far Cass isn't yelling at me about it at least#Iron Bull continues to be the best that is my best buddy right there#Sera makes sense I sorta forgot she'd have a very uniquely bad time in the Fade#I'm sorry girly I should Not have taken you lol#oh Cole sweet boy have a little more faith in me won't you#BLACKWALL WE ARE HOMIES IN THIS I AM WITH YOU#Gray Wardens did no (okay maybe a little) wrong#DAI Posting#I hope you enjoyed the live tagging of me talking to everyone afterwards
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a favorite thing of mine about Neil Josten is how right on the money he is when he’s berating someone without even trying
like this was the guy who thought his father was a partner of the Moriyamas, yet there he was calling Riko out for his shit and daddy issues so clean and deep. this was the guy who wasn’t aware Nicky was his friend but figured out Andrew and Aaron’s issues before he gained all the information
#Neil with his 9 year old outdated information but good people reading skills#EVEN WHILE TALKING TO ICHIROU!!! Neil has been out of the mafia game for 9 years#yet is able to tell Ichirou how it is and where shit will lead if he continues to turn a blind eye to Tetsuji and Riko#Neil clocked Kevin and Riko’s relationship when he still wasn’t aware of just how bad shit was#and used his lil info to read Riko for what he was at Kathy’s INTERVIEW#neil josten#my fucking beloved#aftg
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oughghghhghghhhhhgh (vent)
#I've literally had an anxiety attack nearly everyday this month#I've been so spacey#I've had two major meltdowns (this past Monday and last Monday)#i am like! deeply not okay!!#i dont really wanna talk about it with anyone or be comforted about it directly just.#blugh. i had to email my therapist for a bonus session next week ):#i am like. so deeply Not okay. i really did not need this info. i really wish it would've been tempered in the Slightest#months old pain that i Made the Decision to not mess with BC IT WAS COMPLICATED THEN!!!!!! now just shoved in my face like nothing😝#^^^^^^ will not explain this do not ask#shame and confusion i chose to accept not having a perfect answer/closure for ripped out and theres a gaping hole where that healing was#oh gd i am sobbing in the work bathroom#just a couple of days hopefully before i can see therapist and tlak thru thid#i want to hide and be left alone until then so bad ;~;
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realized i might actually wanna drive eventually and i might be letting go of my fundamental principle-based refusal to ever drive. now i am terrified of driving bc i actually considered what it would feel like
#ive only ever driven like. a gocart and a quad and junk and i was really bad and terrified and slow at it#roykiller07 bangers#textpost#text post#cars#driving#idk#fear#why is it when i seek info on how to solve the fear of driving i only get stuff about correcting “irrational” phobias by finding the#traumatic root causing you to imagine unreal danger on the road#no im RATIONALLY afraid of an OBJECTIVELY dangerous tangible activity#and especially it would be bad enough if i just felt personally endangered by my own driving#but everyone on the road is responsible for everyone on the road and if i mess it up bc im terrified ill mess everyone else up too!#and anyone on the road could mess up at any time and mess up me!#i feel like these thoughts r such old news everybody has already thought about#SO I DON'T GET why there's no resources addressing it#ok whatever#hush now
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i think humans shouldve had teeth made of titanium instead of dentin actually.
#another tooth hurting!! for some reason!! after my new shitty dental insurance revealed that not only is my old dentist not in network#like they said he was. but now the only other one that isnt a scam (that ive already had a bad experience with mind you!!) is also not!!#bc they never updated any of the info saying the doctors werent!!! wow!!!! shocking!!!! so now i have a huge hole in one bc i finally#swallowed that filling. and now i have another one that i think is exploding!!! on top of needing braces to give my eisdom teeth dpace!#what if i killed someone!!!!!!!!!#I HATE DENTISTRY WHY ISNT IT UNDER MEDICINE YET. ITS NOT LIKE YOUR DENTSL HEALTH IS ESSENTIAL FR EVERYTHING ELSE#ITS NOT LIKR WE HAVE MULTIPLE STUDIES STATING THAT DENTAL HEALTH AFFECTS MENTAL HEALTH AND PHYSICAL HEALTH ON BIOLOGICAL LEVELS N NOT JUST#LIKE. EMBARASSMENT OR W/E#ANYWAYS#delete later#me fighting eith insurance for medical procedures all month n still not getting slmewhere. wowza. shocking#hopefully now that im back on adhd meds ill be able to work through this bc ive been fucking paralyzed from all the shit ive heen gointhru
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transplant center revealed to me the really cute and fun fact that i have zero mmr antibodies
#:)#i kinda should be revaccinated before the transplant because of the immunosuppressing that's gonna happen#but there's conflicting reports i had a bad reaction to the mmr shot as a baby#and confirmation that i was infected with measles shortly after. perhaps contracting it from the vaccine itself#and because of that they're obviously not gonna wanna risk fucking my already fragile body up even more#and i can't provide concrete info on account of being like 1 year old when this all happened#only reliable source is my parents who are kinda antivax in a stupid way these days so. we're kind of in the fun zone here#technically the lack of antibodies gives me a wider compatibility pool. however it also puts me at a greater disease risk. much to consider
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