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lev-1athan · 9 months ago

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Fucking ow

#Why am I having such intense period cramps #My period isn't for 9 days #My back hurts so much too #I've been swapping the heating pad from lower front to lower back #Agggh why #Venting time

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johnlockdynamic · 2 years ago

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my sister live texting the måneskin concert I’m missing out on…. like thanks this makes things worse

#cj talks #like I know she means well but yeah I really am reminded how much of my life I throw away in futile pursuits #that are only futile because I self sabotage so completely #my back hurts so much too

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claraoswalds · 1 year ago

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The Girl Who Died // Hell Bent

#dwedit #doctor who #usertennant #userveronika #userteri #twelfth doctor #clara oswald #doctor x clara #twelveclara #*#I'M SICK OF LOSING PEOPLE. LOOK AT YOU WITH YOUR EYES AND YOUR NEVER GIVING UP AND YOUR ANGER AND YOUR KINDNESS.#ONE DAY THE MEMORY OF THAT WILL HURT SO MUCH THAT I WON'T BE ABLE TO BREATHE AND I'LL DO WHAT I ALWAYS DO.#I'LL GET IN MY BOX AND I'LL RUN AND I'LL RUN IN CASE ALL THE PAIN EVER CATCHES UP. AND EVERY PLACE I GO IT WILL BE THERE.#anyway idk if this makes sense outside of my head but the journey between like #she might meet someone she can't bear to lose -> gives her a second repair kit so she can make someone else immortal too ->#he can't bear to lose clara -> he brings her back from the dead which makes her functionally immortal ->#look how far i went for fear of losing you #ok actually i need to make a full parallel set. someone remind me to do that

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inthehouseoffinwe · 2 months ago

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Finarfin Fades.

No one expects it, no one’s faded in Valinor since Miriel. The War of Wrath is won and he comes back, waving off the courtiers, well wishers, and congratulators with his usual grace, and walks into the palace of Tirion. To rooms abandoned since their owners left so long ago. Winding deeper and deeper his feet take him to what was once Finwë’s favourite garden.

He’s so tired.

He’s fulfilled his promise to Fëanaro and Nolofinwë, to avenge them. To make the agony of their final moments - agony Finarfin felt, falling to the floor screaming as fire and darkness consumed his spirit - count for something. Now Morgoth is finally gone, but he’s not the only one.

His brothers, larger than life, larger than death, are gone. With them his sons. Niece. Nephews. Grandchildren. His daughter is never to return. He Saw little Nelyo’s death in his dreams and is sure hopes for the child’s own sake that Makalaurë will be close behind.

Little remains. Even less on these golden shores.

So Finarfin sits on a bench long overgrown with vines and weeds, and watches the sun filter through the thicket, wishing the ghosts he sees in his father’s garden would flesh out.

He sits. He waits.

And by the time anyone finds him, it’s too late.

…at least he’s smiling again.

#au i guess #Every so often I’m hit with Finarfin feels #and it *hurts*#we love Finarfin in this house #my poor guy deserved better #I know Finrod is reembodied but let’s say it would’ve happened after the war #the Valar didn’t expect this though #and they can’t make it better #Finarfin’s lost too much and he’s tired #tired like his half-brother’s mother #and they know he won’t return until his brothers are let out #maybe that’s what finally convinced them to let out Fëanor and Fingolfin #they’re waiting in the Halls btw #the whole fam is #they’re proud #and Arafinwë finally gets some rest #Finarfin #Arafinwë #war of wrath #fëanor #fingolfin #they’re haunting this whole thing #you can decide where Eärwen is in all this #I usually hc her as having stayed with her husband but maybe she leaves in this one #or maybe she’s gone for a few weeks trying to settle the new arrivals before heading back #not my best work but alas #midnight writings yanno #silmarillion #ITHOF Writes

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timethehobo · 18 days ago

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Exhausted yet still thinking of he.

#dragon age #dragon age the veilguard #DAtV #Emmrich volkarin #my art #can’t believe it’s next week omfg #also walking around London is even more exhausting than last year #my back hurts like hell still ahaha #I’m so excited for so much #there’s gonna be a panel for dragon age at MCM too and I hope I can take a peek #oh Emmy soon

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bigfootsboytoy · 1 year ago

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Most characters only have ONE tragic backstory. But not my man Derek Hale. They gave that boy like six of them.

#Derek Hale is too beautiful and awkward to have suffered so much #Jeff Davis Im in your walls #Bring my beautiful princess back and never hurt him again #Derek Hale #Teen Wolf

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kazanskyy · 4 months ago

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iceman + his concern for maverick post-hop 31

#icemav #top gun edit #ice is a FASCINATING one to watch post-hop 31 imo because while yes‚ obviously‚ the focus is on maverick and his grief and devastation #ice is there the whole time in the background‚ watching. and he's visibly disturbed by what he's seeing. because yeah -#he and mav had a rivalry going and yeah he called maverick dangerous and reckless to his face and he stands by that - he does.#but the problem is that this time - this one fluke freak accident of a time - it wasn't maverick's fault at all.#an unrecoverable flat spin brought on by a compressor stall from ice's jetwash isn't something that maverick could've outflown #by sticking to textbook maneuvers. it was just shit luck and shitty circumstances aligning to create a tragic mishap.#but now - now ice can see the way maverick is unraveling in the aftermath #and i'd bet that on some level it terrifies him to see that.#he's used to seeing maverick with all that brash cocky confidence with the moves to back it up.#he's maybe even had a bit of fun jockeying against that. not that he'd admit that out loud. (yet)#but maverick's spiraling now - a hollowed out shell of his former self - leaking grief and self-doubt and despair everywhere he goes #and it actually hurts to look at for ice‚ seeing maverick like this. seeing how much maverick really REALLY fucking cared under that facade #and wondering if maverick is finally taking the stuff ice said to him to heart‚ but applying it all wrong.#so he watches maverick and eventually that concern builds to a point where he tries to offer an olive branch in the locker room #you can SEE how carefully he gathers himself - how much he's holding back - he doesn't want to say the wrong thing to maverick NOW #he doesn't want to make this worse than it already is. so it comes out stilted. it's earnest - but restrained. he can't find his footing.#he doesn't know where he and maverick stand now but he's sorry - that goose is gone‚ that maverick's going through this‚#that he doesn't know how to help or what to say‚ and - crucially - for his own part in this.#but he wants mav to stick around and push through this. even though he's dangerous. even though he's reckless. ice wants him to beat this.#so when maverick shows up to graduation‚ ice is encouraged. and he's a little warmer. maverick really might pull through.#but then‚ all too soon‚ it's ice's life on the line in maverick's hands. and it scares the shit out of him because maverick's not ready #and now ice - and slider - are going to have to pay the price for that.#and then‚ against all odds‚ maverick pushes through. he comes back for them. he comes back for ice.#and after that...well.#after that‚ ice does know what to say: a vow.#my amvs #linds original

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turtleblogatlast · 1 year ago

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Fun little silly thought I had about the Lair Games and specifically Leo deliberately losing is all the reasons he could have for doing so.

My favorite headcanon for his main motivation is that Splinter wasn’t proud of him anymore.

I imagine that, in the beginning, winning the Lair Games was Leo’s opportunity to shine. He wasn’t artistic or the baby of the family like Mikey, wasn’t a tech genius who created amazing inventions like Donnie, wasn’t the eldest who was insanely strong and dependable like Raph. So he had to shine somewhere else- anywhere else- and what better way to get attention than to be a winner? A champion?

And then he won too much. And it wasn’t special anymore. He got too big headed, too cocky, he knew this was his element and he ran with it.

Splinter’s words of congratulations slowly petered out. Suddenly, there was no real reason to win.

Winning feels empty when the only one cheering you on is yourself.

So- Leo schemed. And he’s a great schemer, fooling his whole family (and Donnie did deserve a win- people were way happier when he won.)

He even gave up his prized possession! His room!

Though he knows his brothers probably think it’s a bad prize. A terrible one, even.

Leo doesn’t sleep much as is, though. So Dad’s snores were more comforting than anything. It was reassuring to hear him so clearly alive and close by.

Even if the distance between them was larger than Leo’d like.

He’d just have to find something else, something more to show his dad that Leo was someone to trust, to be proud of, to love.

He gets his chance soon after, when he needs to pull off a plan against Big Mama at his dad’s side. Leo can only hope this victory is one that has a lasting effect when his father looks at him with pride once more.

Victory, for Leo, is a pretty loaded term.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rottmnt headcanons #rise leo #everything Leos do almost always ties back to Splinter send tweet #anyway imo if I was Leo winning every lair game I would be bored as hell #and add on to my own dad joining in with my brothers on being disappointed when I do well?#yeeaaah id be my own biggest fan too #tbh Leo’s big brain plays both in Lair Games and Many Unhappy Returns are his real victories #I will say I was proud of Donnie for doing so well!#he deserves a win definitely #but looking at this from Leo’s perspective and realizing this is JUST before the ‘why don’t any of you trust me’ line hurts #wanna make this hurt more?#how about Leo purposefully wanting to lose…but he was a bit miffed that DONNIE out of anyone won #why?#because Leo makes jokes all the time but Splinter says DONNIE is the funny one #because althroughout Many Unhappy Returns Splinter says how he’d prefer if DONNIE were there instead of Leo #makes me wonder y’know? if there’s any scratchy feelings there #nothing that Leo has against Donnie so much as the assumption that Splinter would prefer him over Leo #which if I was Leo…I’d definitely think so even if Splinter absolutely loves his sons equally #just as Donnie probably assumes the opposite as well #splinter bro plz talk to your sons #but yeah victory for Leo imo is equivalent to acknowledgement #just *seeing* him #so he very easily gets wrapped up in the obsession for being the champion #*lou jitsu* always wins and Splinter wants them more like Lou Jitsu so LEO has to always win or…#or…

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deoidesign · 2 months ago

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Sketching

#me when idk what to draw: what if adam stabbed steve again #what if i drew my guys 3/4 facing left again #i love them #this brush hurts my hand though #gotta press too hard. gotta mess with it #looks nice though. probably entirely unnecessary and I'll go back to my beloved hard round #ol reliable #anyways back to sleep for me and then back to work #4 episodes through book 4 #7 to go #and then thays a HUGE thing off my list #im just going ham on it #cause then i just have packages and episodes and commissions and patreons #all of which are like. episodes 90% and everything else fits clean in the 10%#this rn is like 50/40/10 #very split between my things #and for my next comic im hoping for more like 70/30 #sketches #ok bye my arms and hands hurt #just using posts recently to update where im at #I think we're on track to return oct 21 still #5 weeks ish #thats enough time for the book and 3 eps #can not wait to finally not have my attention split...#books take so much energy and time sobs

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holy-watercolors · 8 months ago

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Why is bro trying to come out?!!??!?!!11 Get outta here man!!

more Kinito pet fanart!! I love this game so so much :333

#ohh my god i THINK this might be the last drawing for today #probably not #this guy is too silly #i gotta draw him #ive actually drawn so much that my arm is starting to hurt OW #kinito my beloved #kinito fanart #kinitopet fanart #kinito pet #kinitopet #kinito the axolotl #i would give him my credit card information #digital drawing #drawing #artwork #sorry i've been dead i was having really bad artblock #again #but now im back and this is all your gonna get for a week and a half #silly

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clydimos · 16 days ago

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IVE BEEN SEEING PPL DO THIS LIKE TEMPLATE THINGIE so I wanted to join in :333

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sepezzz · 1 year ago

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merlin fanart?????? in 2023????????

more context for these in the tags

#OK SO this is like my silly little 1500 years later au i have running in my head #where merlin is a sad old man wizard living in an eclectic townhouse in london #he and kilgarrah sorta made up cuz who else is there to talk to after 1500 years #he keeps kilgarrah in a cat body tho to keep him in check #he lets himself age between like 25 and 45 #then he'll wind it back before his joins start hurting too much lol #old man #ok that's it for now! might doodle more for this au later teehee #merlin #merlin bbc #merlin emrys #merlin fanart #kilgarrah

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kaeyachi · 2 months ago

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Have you all imagined the days where Kaeya would scream in frustration when he tries to create a Khaenri'ahn dish, but the dish just doesn't taste quite right?

How about the helpless feeling he gets when he barely remembers what ingredients go in his homeland's dishes?

And what about the cravings that have never been satisfied since he was a child because his father didn't teach him how to make them?

For an adventurous food lover... perhaps forever losing your nation's food might just be the most painful thing.