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shout-out to my public library for getting me an inter-library loan copy from the fucking LIBRARY OF CONGRESS?!?
#text#personal#books#libraries#dear mpl im sorry for slandering u to my mom and saying u forgot about me when it took more than your promised week to come in :(#i was shooketh this morning when i got a call saying my hold was in#(i ordered a used copy the second time i put in the request after the first one got lost lol)#(im like. halfway through.)#but since they were working on it for so long i figured i should check it out anyway#got there this afternoon#FANCY ASS COPY#BOOK IN A BOOK#FROM THE LIBRARY OF GOTDAMN CONGRESS!!!!#i didnt think itd ne a treasure hunt lmfao#ANYWAY THANK YOU LIBRARIANS EVERYWHERE
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five stages of grief but it’s five stages of social anxiety
#walk with me#this morning i got a bouquet delivered to me at work randomly out of nowhere#the note basically said that i could count of the person even if for just some words of advice or a gesture that could make me laugh or mad#count on the person**#i immediately knew it’s from one of my coworkers and ngl i have a very charged?? relationship with them#in the sense that it’s very intense and we can be laughing joking and teasing or we can be really angry and pissed with each other#it can have very extreme emotions even if we just chill most of the time#idk why i think this whole year i’ve been leaning on them more?? and we started texting more often too#so we’ve been more properly friends lately#and for one i was SO EMBARRASSED for getting flowers bc my coworkers tease the shit out of everyone myself included and i’m not used to#gestures like that so obviously they were on my ass all day about it#and everyone asked about them and it’s EMBARRASSING to get that much attention#(me: i wanna be a singer / also me: can’t stand to be the center of attention)#anyway the person that sent them avoided me yesterday out of nowhere??? idk if they thought i was mad bc i didn’t reply to their texts all#weekend but i literally never reply to anyone and pms was a bitch and i just wanted to be alone#so they didn’t talk to me on monday i was mostly just working listening to music bc i was still emotional whatever#and today i did talk to my other coworkers bc it’s the day when my favorite coworker comes in and i talk to them a lot so i engaged more#and they were still ignoring me and then the flowers came in and we didn’t say a single word to each other today we just texted#they told me they sent them and that ‘they forgot’ what they sent and that it was just meant to be a nice gesture#and that bc they wanted to ‘surprise’ me and make me feel better bc i said i was sad at one point?? idek#i literally just want to tell them I HAD PMS ITS FINE I FEEL SUICIDAL ALL THE TIME and move on#bc now i’m second guessing everything they’re saying bc i thought we were friends and there’s no reason why friends can’t send each other#flowers or whatever but they’ve been avoiding me and then they keep answering my texts really weirdly and i always misinterpret flirting bc#i’m never outright romantic with anyone?? plus we’re FRIENDS i should have no reason to think that’s changed#but they’re being so weird and why get me FLOWERS??? idk get me a chocolate or a coffee i don’t NEED flowers#and then i said it was random to give me flowers out of nowhere and they’re like no it’s serious bro what’s serious??????#your feelings towards me?? or just your will to cheer me up???#if they don’t reply straight up in their next texts i’m gonna flat out say but it was a platonic gesture right???#so yeah i’m overthink getting flowers bc what’s the social code for that and what is one supposed to do when they get flowers from a friend#delivered to their joint workplace where everyone can see them and think they’re from a partner or something
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thinking about this damn text convo with my mom today still has me wanting to punch walls like 🗿
#personal#she took my car this morning & didnt respond to any of my messages & for some weird ass reason ig my dad just said#‘bad news ur car is gone’ & refused to elaborate so ofc i spent 3 hours of my morning freaking out it got STOLEN#he was probs trying to cover for her or some shit but like. she had this docs appt scheduled for MONTHS & knew i was working today + taking#someone to work… like yes i still live under ur roof but fuck me man u ALSO have ur own cars stop takong mine !!!#so damn embarrassing to tell my friend theyd have to take a lyft like i paid for it & they said it was fine but still 😭#im just in the kitchen cooking all pissed af 🙈
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Siiiiigh
#maccadam#blurr#hardhead#bert draws#Im back on my bullshit#working on the reverse mini bang got me giggling and kicking my heels and daydreaming and chewing furniture and eating drywall etc etc etc#have this at ass oclock in the morning because Im waiting up for my wife
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How does my step-dad keep managing to fucking one up himself as the worst husband alive
#im so unbelievably mad that its looped right back around into i cant even think about it clearly to feel pissed off#he's been doing this stupid fucking midlife crisis-ass renovation on their house and my mom hates it and he's not even doing this stuff#correctly#this is on top of a bunch of other bullshit recently#and today because of his stupid renovations he left a door open. and the dog got out. and he didn't even notice for potentially *hours*#and he got pissed at my mom about it! she was at WORK#come fucking on man#they still haven't found Jax. theyre gonna try the shelters in the morning
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holy fuck. i'm on my last scene
#she bork#novel 2024#hit my 2k for today so i'm stopping but damn. still planning on probably finishing like tuesday-ish bc i close tonight work tomorrow morning#then work an overnight sunday into monday and then work early tuesday morning and ik that stretch of workdays is gonna suck ass so i don't#anticipate getting much done. but damn girl i am truly almost finished like i got one more day. sitting right at around 100k words. insane#worried the last few scenes are barebones but i'm like that catfish director in bojack horseman that's like 'ah whateva we'll fix it in#post' lol i'm like i just need to get it DONE and then i can spiff it up in edits. insane cannot believe i almost have an entire first draft#like genuinely just a few more pages to go. like maybe ten more pages max. never thought i'd do it tbh
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Scrimbly Jacqueline 19/20: I gave her a cloak. bitches love cloaks! (i'm bitches)
I also drew her staff! She has one, too :)
This nearly became Sorceress-Warlock Jacqueline from THIS AU. Didn't feel like drawing that fit tho so it's just regular canon Jacqueline, lol. (but picturing the scars and the eye patch she doesn't actually need but wears for the aesthetic was a FUN mental image at the beginning of the week! then the horrors persisted and I went WHO HAS THE SPOONS. NOT ME)
Drawing the whooshy cloak was fun. Colouring it was even MORE fun. I was going CRAZY last night trying to find a post I made where I described Jacqueline's staff?? I COULDN'T FUCKING FIND IT AND I S2G I READ IT THE OTHER DAY. LIKE EARLIER THIS WEEK. So hopefully my visual memory served me WELL and I don't find the post and go FUCKING EH at a later date, lol.
this scrimbly was very much a scrimbly lol. I think it took me like 10 minutes to doodle. I'm having a LOW ENERGY WEEK. Feelin burnt out af and dreading the weekend! Woo! Almost DIDN'T scrimbly! Thinking this week's little down spin is gonna push back Frostmas crossposting which is SUPER RUDE bc like. THE AESTHETIC. UPDATING ON THE UNLUCKY DAY. BOO!
RIGHT. DANI RANTS ASIDE, WANT SOME CS LORE/FACTS? BC I GOT SOME! WOO:
All four Frosts would pass the warlock test--the question is, do they fully embrace it? Fino does. Fiera does but like, second to the summer sprite training. Jack learns what's useful/what he wants/needs to. Jacqueline was FINE not warlocking, she's good with the snow, BUT Jack keeps nagging her to at LEAST take the test and when she passes it he's like c'mon. c'mon. warlock training. you know you want tooo I could teach youuuuu
She holds off for a VERY long time then gets schemey brain a couple of centuries down the line and goes for it. It's spoilery and I do want to keep this one close to my chest, BUT:
Essentially she learns that she has something someone needs/wants back and she can only do that by getting into the Warlock training! She uses this to try and bring two estranged people closer and when it doesn't go well she hits Jack up after hours and is like "so my plan is going. hmm. bad. let's start warlock training?" and Jack's like YEAH LET'S FUCKING GOOOO bc A) he told her so. B) he;s been wanting to get her started with the warlock biz for YEARS! AND out of ALL THE TEACHERS SHE'S COMING TO HIM (well. unofficially) and C) he is also enjoying the tea from her little scheme and about the two people in question, lol.
Anyway, enjoy the scrimble! Next week is some prohibition fun ft. Winter, I THINK. I'll have to check my notes 🤔🤔🤔
(and yes the heart clasp and pink in the staff are bc Dite)
#yes I HAVE been writing down the scrimble ideas as they pop in the noggin!#it's been HELPFUL LOL#richard found my old cs fact about dite lifting jacquie and xander like dumbells bc she stronk#so that's the week after next! lol#we'll see how that one goes :p#scrimbly jacquelines#dani speaks#dani doodles#cs posting#between mother's day fast approaching and having to go see her this weekend AND the MIL#and a very stressful sitch with a pal.#and general frustration this week#it is a recipe for DISASTER. AH.#good news: making a tres leches cake#turned out PROPER CRUMBLY and has been absorbing all tres leches all night#i can't wait to see how it turns out post work#AND i'm seeing something rotten this weekend so that's EXCITING#THERE ARE SOME GOODS IN THE BAD. BUT BOY THE BADS ARE STRESSFUL#it's actually very hard to balance two sets of families as a fun fact!!!#making time for richard's side and my side is HARD when one doesn't respect boundaries#and the other gets pissy and whiny when we try to divide time evenly#i need a month off. long ass vacation. somewhere with shit cell reception#ANYWAY. MIND THE VENTING IN THE TAGS. WHEE! SCRIMBLE!#i was like. meh about it last night#but this morning when i went to grab it i was like oh she's STUNNING#the hands aren't bad at ALL tho the thumbs got eated by her staff :(#crystal springs#FORGOR THE MAIN TAG LMAO#ocs#Jacqueline Frost
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hey db. complete 180 of focus but how we feel about the look into college hirano. who is living alone. who works part time at a bar. who owns a noodle maker. I am teetering on the edge.
hey malt. I love a good 180 It makes me feel really normal and regular. woke up this morning dizzy enough to make me actually literally sick for a smooth forty five minutes and I’m gonna go ahead and scapegoat hirano for that
like this was from when the raws dropped I’ve not gotten More normal in the time since.
“enjoying bachelorhood” by the way Not for long. not if I have anything to say about it. hirano I’m gonna fucking get you Do you understand
also While we’re here. stupid bit before I died
#reading that last message back again Maybe it really was shirahama’s fault that i got sick this morning. i should hit him with hammers#askbox#wanna say for the record that i’m not fully reliant on google translate. for barebones Understanding….#my ass didn’t just barely scrape by jpn202 for that. it does help like. spackle in holes though. anyway It’s fine#i need to kill college hirano who is living alone and working part time at a bar and owns a noodle maker. just another Task on my To-Do list
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Grrggh...good morning everypony = w = I rewatched the episode of the ppg reboot where Utonium gets a girlfriend...
#jane journals#self insert talk#🔬 starkissed scientist 🔬#i woke up at 5 in the gah damn morning and MY HEADPHONES are gone so im gonna have to ride the bus w/o them >:[#hell on earth 10 dead 4 missing!!!#and i choose to do this before i go ajfjg#anyways this sucks#like im not bothered by love interests but this whole reboot is ass and the characters are badly written#but theres like....at least one or two cute moments where utonium is smooth with it >//<#it cant even get the FIRST THING RIGHT ABOUT HIM THO#in literally THE FIRST EPISODE he says that spiders creep him out and they basically just. not even ignore but contradict it entirely#for why? the purpose of this ep where the love interest studies spiders and turns into one ig#they could say that hes PRETENDING to like them because he likes her. but they didnt do that#ALSO why spider? why not werewolf? that would be hot#and the love interest is that bland brand of 'adorkable' thats so disingenuous#on the other hand i DO like spiders. and the way she talks to one and like treats it like a pet...yeah id do that ._.#and idk they always write utonium as way more harsh than he'd usually be especially with bubbles#he wouldnt tell her shes being SELFISH by not wanting to give away her last piece of popcorn to a spider#especially when she barely got any#maybe he'd remind her that its GOOD to be generous BUT NOT CALL HER SELFISH#but yeah....theres maybe a moment or two 😒#like when his love interest spoils a whole MOVIE for the girls and ofc theyre upset#but he holds her face and says 'everything i need to see is right here'...>//<#THAT was smooth#and idk they don't play with the idea of the girls wanting to break them up ENOUGH#they just write one fake email and its done. then spider reveal#it sucks maybe i shouldnt have started my day this way 😂😂😂#whatever hopefully work is good!!#and i always have og utoniom to think about 🥺👉👈💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘
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Capitalism really will have you see a full on tiddy and blink and keep on making stupid coffee drinks for minimum wage smh
#not to be lesbian but tiddies used to be a thing i was interested in#now my soul has been removed or something#anyway. got flashed at work today. at Early Ass in the morning
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I think that. When you are on 2 hours of sleep. You shouldn't have any other bad experiences. As a rule
I got half frozen on my way home today. And I feel quite significantly awful. Want to just crawl into my bed and shiver away in my blankets. But I have to shower and eat first. I'm warming up, but my fingers are still kind of burning. I feel Not Good.
#speculation nation#negative/#it was colder than it was this morning bc the wind picked up#so imagine 15 mph wind in 40 some F nonstop for like half an hour#In Your Face. and youre just wearing a hoodie.#thick hoodie. but a hoodie nonetheless.#i was literally fuckin whimpering while biking man it was miserable and it hurt.#and i plopped down on my couch with my head Swimming. im recovering slightly but i still feel quite bad.#the good news is that i have a sandwich. i will eat the sandwich. and then i will sleep.#thank god my essay exam is done with. done and turned in.#i also managed to finish the other assignment due today. somehow. literally turned it in in the last minute.#my professor had us doing a lot of in class work today. which was miserable.#but ive been so brave and i stuck through it all.#and now im home. i will recover some. and then i have to do. more work.#gotta fill out my driving log sheet and also fill out my stupid fucking portfolio for my UX design class.#since apparently we're having 'gallery showing' of everyone's portfolios 😃😃😃 in class 😃😃😃 for everyone to see 😃😃😃#ive got Something but i will be honest i half assed it. so i have to fill it out more.#so fucking frustrated. whyd she spring this on us so suddenly. i want to kick things. i just want to fucking Sleep.#tomorrows driving skills test too. very important for me to be rested. im trying to not be nervous. im so very nervous.
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busy trying not to let panicking depresso espresso brain take over my life rn
#im not functionally in trouble for anything kinda#but i left my wired headphones in and visible yesterday by accident and it kiiinda got us a safety bulletin this morning#about how theyre like ... blanket banned from this site ...... even though were in a fucking field all day and its dull as hell#but that aside like the site leader im with takes the 'i dont give a fuck but dont get me in trouble' stance#and in fairness i wasnt the only one mine were just more obvious lol#but i also KNOW he's one of a select group of petty gossipmongerers#the guy is usually pretty cordial and was nice for the rest of the day#like functionally i still did my job and went beyond by forwarding missing information after work#so whoever has to finish my paperwork can do it easily without manually flipping through everything#it was an accident ;____; i just had noise in because my brain was being a dick this week#'i dont care if people like me' i say .. sniffling ...#the only reason this is a problem is because our primary contractor sucks lmao#theyve got profession & site wide rules and this one is because yes its dangerous to work in close proximity with plant with headphones#are we anywhere near plant ??? no. is everyone single earbudding this just in case of an emergency???? yes.#do we spend all day in a field alone a lot of the time in miserable ass conditions ??? yes!!#are we that dumper driver who drove OVER someones truck because they were blasting metal into their skulls??? NO.#and aside aside from that he did say to one of the guys he likes most 'if they cant then you cant' and made him take his out#so like ... i think im fine im just kfjskfj#anyway im fine im just embarrassed and stressed#rory's ramblings
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do you guys ever go on the manson guitar works website to drool over the guitars and come across things you want so bad but have no use for because you don't know how to play guitar
#they also have a forbidden muse merch murph themed shirt/sweater/hoodie design that kicks ass and is currently half off btw#i got one this morning. plus plectrums with matt's signature printed on them and HI LO ON OFF and manson stickers#there's some real nice secret muse merch there#muse band#origin of symmetry#manson guitar works#i may someday get the kaoss pad light diffuser [6 quid] and aluminum surround [60 quid] and make some kind of lamp out of them#boy did i have to hold myself back from impulse buying that this morning#i do not have the hardware skills for such a project yet#it's so cool that they sell parts tho ouo#even the knobs. like it has an M on it in their font and i thought abt if there would be a way to switch out the volume knob on my keyboard
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j&w swap!au is the funniest thing ever and you are ready for this conversation
#the idea of hiring a 'i barely know how to manage my valet duty' employee is hilarious#like how many chances would you give him after three overcooked scrambled eggs?#i didn't see it anywhere but in my interpretation an initial valet got injured and that's the reason why the agency sends bertie to jeeves#instead of any other well qualified valet. yes#← you can say i crave little drama and i would nod in agreement#what if bertie tends to sleep till 11am and jeeves has to make his morning coffee himself (as he usually did)#and bertie is always like 'aggh sir i'm awfully sorry! bloody alarm clock won't work properly'#and it woke up everyone but him#i mean he's not awful at everything when it comes to his obligations. he makes good tea and definitely knows how to tie a bow :)#he's not immune to the piano in a living room. love of his life#sometimes he loves standing behind jeeves' chair and observe the room while sir is reading. moments of peace#also his room is a bit of a mess#would you fall for his big blue puppy eyes and funny freckles on his nose and even messy hair? don't answer because jeeves def would#his ass is hardly valeting#jeeves and wooster#jeeves and wooster swap! au
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#my day is. not going great.#wake up at 2 pm which is already awful and i got shit sleep bc some ass was yelling RIGHT NEXT TO MY WINDOW AT LIKE 3 IN THE FUCKING MORNING#NOT TO MENTION MY CAT SCREAMING HIS HEAD OFF ALL NIGHT (HES STILL YELLING BTW)#plus i have a fucking headache and feel groggy Because of the shit sleep and i still have to do laundry....#plus its gonna be the start of a solid Three weeks of hell at work and this was my last chance to really relax
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#day six death and dying over here due to kidney stones#pain meds really give u false sense of security briefly but overall difficult to concentrate on anything#cos when they run out they really fuckin run out level 8-10 pain#and the first hour after taking another dose is mostly waiting for the pain relief to kick in again#hour two maybe into three feeling like a normal person again wow i can exist normally#then it starts runnning out again and it goes from like 3 to 9 real quick#really trying to make the full 4 hours between the tylenol and ibuprofen so that the range between doses of the same are well past 6 hours#on top of still having to work 11.5 hour days and getting yelled at by customers and having them wish ill heakth upon you#and i still got 2 full days before my surgery wed morning#having a real fuckin struggle#ursa speaks#i knwk they prescribed me the oxy if i really need it but i really dont want to have to take it#really wish theyd done the scan when i first went jn to the ER the week before instead of being like#well we ruled out a UTI so it's probably a kidney stone ok go home now bye#then week later when i get whammoblammod by crippling pain theyre like ok now that we know its a 10mm stone we should schedule u with a uro#arg arg arg 5000 im just ranting bye#ohhhh youre a bit young for kidney stones says the urologist#ok tell that to my bitch ass kidney
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