#my anxiety gets real bad

[saaraofthesand]

i’m going back to my yaoi fanfiction so I can calm down

[fumifooms]

Thinking about them…

[jedidragonrider]

Prayers for peace of mind and soul for the next week. I’m moving to a new house and am feeling extremely overwhelmed while packing (truly it feels like I don’t own ANYTHING and then I start putting things in boxes and it feels like I own way too much and I want to throw out half of it). I also struggle a lot with transitions, especially to new living spaces where I have to figure out where to put and find things.

[forlix]

i don’t know what the fuck to think or feel. heart feeling so heavy

[necrotic-nephilim]

can you make a discord server please 🥺🥺🥺 the dead dove discord servers i join are always like harry potter or disney related for some reason.

hi! this was a very sweet thing for you to ask of me, trusting me of all people with making a discord server. also you gave me an excuse to make one, which i've sort of wanted to do anyway-

right now the only ppl in it are me and my poor partner who doesn't know jack about DC, but it's all set up! it is 18+ and very much all things go, relating to dark content. but if enough people from here join i think we could have a nice little community over there bc you're so right, most dead dove servers are not DC spaces, and most DC servers are very anti. we deserve our own little space too <3 come join my server or else /lh

[smilestimz]

Late night Post but if you're a stim blog that doesn't allow interaction from pr-oshi-ppers like or interact w this post pls.

[sealrock]

hate how I got a full night's rest for the first time in weeks and ever since this morning I've been on edge. my jaw has been clenched all day

[starflungwaddledee]

also i want to again apologise for how phenomenally behind i have been with reblogging/responding to artworks on here, including art drawn for me or propaganda for the tournament!!

i'm hoping to start getting to my backlog for this VERY soon, ideally within the next two weeks. so you may start to see an increase of this on your timelines. and if i haven't yet gotten to your artwork don't worry, i most likely have it in my drafts!!!

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

this whole fear of repressed memories regarding sexual abuse has been following me around for years, probably since I became aware of memory loss/repressed trauma in the first place, but idk why it's been so intense this summer and it's really really frustrating how every time I think I've worked through it and gotten over it, I see a picture or someone says something and I'm all "I'M SCARED THAT THIS FAMILY MEMBER RAPED ME AS A KID AND I JUST CAN'T REMEMBER IT" and like. it's so frustrating because it's literally a symptom of OCD or whatever that I can't stop going over and over and over this, and it's driving me nuts that I can't seem to trust my own mind

[himbo-the-clown]

I've started using the phrase "there's hornets in my recycling bin" to remind myself that I have more important things to worry about irl than anything I see online.

Why would I bother arguing with people about internetbrain discourse when there's hornets in my recycling bin?

Why would I care about bad faith takes when there's hornets in my recycling bin?

Why would I let people bait me into arguments online when there's hornets in my recycling bin?

I can't put things in the recycling bin anymore because I'm deathly allergic to stings and honestly when I put any online bullshit up against the Hornets In My Recycling Bin, it just isn't important anymore

[murphysiblings]

i dont think i have ocd but i believe in their beliefs

[ellisbian]

rewatching bnha s3 and especially the pro hero provisional license exam arc (i think it is the one since it began after the train camp arc, i’m not good at remembering arcs ok lol) , and i’m hanging on the “the greatest two of the classes have failed it?” of kaminari referring of course to todo and bakugou. now, i guess he was referring only to the practice one, but it seems to me he implied at the theory too? so in the course classes they have to study, and now maybe i’ve missed it but if i’m not wrong we don’t never know what grades these kids have in the classes aside when they get in action training their quirk (and that’s obvious for the genre of this story) , we know obviously that deku is intelligent, with momo, iida, todoroki and bakugou too but now i really want to know what grades they get in the theories, and their approach to it in more details

[gibbearish]

oh boy its my favorite day where nonusamericans condescendingly explain to me that the election effects other countries too and therefore i need to be even more terrified than however terrified i already am

[ociels]

i think i got very lucky with my parents :,)

[platypusisnotonfire]

In one hour I'm gonna be 30.

I never thought I would see 20.

I text my brother, "do you feel young or do you feel old?"

we have orbited the sun the same amount of times. We have gone around the sun so many times apart that I'm not sure who either of us are any more. We have gone around the sun so many times together that I know we are only two halves of one person.

I am 4 years old I am 22 I am 17 I am 1000 years old and Oh so tired I am 6 and oh so scared and I need to know what the other half of us makes of the situation that we are experiencing in two different countries but together.

"I've felt old for years." he responds

Me too.

But also

I don't know if I'll ever be older than 7 and figuring out how to make us toast.

[thedevotionaltour]

actual terrorism against me