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Some of my artwork that got deleted off tumblr because i accidently deleted my account
#eddsworld#eddtord#angst#light angst#eddsworld edd#edd eddsworld#ew edd#edd ew#tord eddsworld#eddsworld tord#eddsworld tord fanart#tord eddsworld fanart#edd eddsworld fanart#eddsworld edd fanart#eddsworld fanart#my account is GONE#i'm still obsessed over my zombeh edd and tord fanart#zombeh edd
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Hey fyi if you used to follow may old account (egorax/summer) my account just fucking disappeared and I don’t know why so I’m just trying to get my followers back
#:3#196#r/196#r196#shitpost#shitposting#lgbt#my account is gone#if anyone knows what to do please tell me I’m actually crying rn
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Twitter does fascinate me, because I feel like tumblr has been a lot more accepting of people who draw women with big boobs, who draw adult art on the side, and who aren't afraid of being sensual and intimate.
But twitter seems to be actively terrified of anything that could turn them on. For years I've been harassed for my art. Way back in 2020 I was called out for "sexualizing" Ankha, but this was the image they were referring to.
This fear of adult works and porn has to end man. Queer artists shouldn't be harassed or labeled as bad, untrustworthy people because they want to draw women with curves or big chests, or draw some NSFW art on the side.
#txt#im being serious but if i didnt need twitter to make income i would have deleted my account#the website has gone from annoying to unbearable#i decided to remove the apology about the discourse because honestly. i do feel like i should be allowed to vent in a space that is my acco#i will try to lessen it though
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maglor 🌼🐦
(inspired by Alois Hans Schram's playing with butterflies)
#maglor#feanorians#makalaure#silmarillion#silm art#tolkien#tolkien elves#i can't believe it's finally finished#it took me six months to render the leaves😭#i was going to post it on twitter but my dumbass forgot to reactive my account so it's gone#will probably create another one soon
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everything i do is derivative
#and thats just the nature of being alive in such an elaborate world#my art#chonny jash#let me talk to myself#okay?#thank you#im ordering curry for dinner cuz i dont have anything good to make and i have the money to spare today#on account of not having gone shopping when i usually do. its gonna be an awesome meal i hope#editing in this tag to say: it ended up being an average meal. only mildly awesome. such is life
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how am i meant to ha wahoo yippee through life in these conditions
#vu talks shit#in this past week i have#gone to urgent care without insurance#paid about half my bills#been reminded that i still owe someone another near 200 for a trip i leave for in TWO DAYS#AND i paid for a rental space for something that i am ADMITTEDLY VERY HAPPY ABOUT BUT STILL SO BROKE NOW#and i have done ZERO grocery shopping#and im not sure i have the money to do grocery shopping right now#but im scared to look at my bank account after shelling out nearly 1k on everything else#AND i have to take my cat back to the vet soon cause she's starting to have asthma attacks again#i need to put everything new in my shop and put shit up for pre order cause i got charms im working on#but mAn i just#cannot afford the distractions rn#vent#AAAAAAAAAAUGH#i didnt wanna put that but i am stressing in the tags now
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🌙💜⭐️
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me belphegor#belphie was my fav when I first started playing om#i’m not surprised to see the obey me games getting abandoned#interactions on the OM official social media accounts have gone down a lot the last few months#there’s also a lot less fan content being posted lately compared to a few years ago#i saw the same thing happen to other games before they were abandoned T-T#i hope solmare will release new games with new concepts since i really liked their older games like Lost Alice
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Dipper i designed to accompany @orxinus ‘s megalomaniac ford ^-^
(please click for higher quality)
#idk why he looks to ugly in the top two drawings#the bottom right is the most canon depiction of theie relationship to me#ford sees the world in a specific way and believes he knows tye right way to do things#and he tried to gently (somewhat) manipulate dipper into being more like him#acolyte dipper#gravity falls au#my art#dipper pines#stanford pines#ford definitely destroyed his dimension lmao dipper is just in denial bc he literally has no one else he can rely on#but he has literally no one else on account of the whole yknow.. his dimension being gone#also him being worried about being abandoned is probably fair enough! mmford sucks!#he probably would!#gravity falls#megalomaniac ford#mm!ford
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m!Corrin thingies by yours truly
#sorry for being gone for most of June(?) i just didn’t feel motivated to post here#as a reminder I am more active on my Instagram account#same username#fire emblem#fire emblem heroes#digital art#fire emblem fates#fire emblem fanart#fire emblem fates conquest#fe14#fe:if#Corrin#Corrin fire emblem#m!corrin#fire emblem engage#fire emblem if#fire emblem fates birthright
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is this anything?
#has anyone done this before?#oh well#i would credit but the artist is gone (<- ART BY POMSSUM ON TWITTER MY TWITTER BUGGED AND SAID THEIR ACCOUNT DELETED?!)#i got the image from user 'shiftywing' on tumblr though#iliad patroclus#patrochilles#patroclus#achilles x patroclus#iliad achilles#achilles#iliad#homer iliad#the iliad#the trojan war#achilles and patroclus#greek mythos#ancient greek mythology#greek heroes#greek myth#greek myth art#greek mythology#greek mythology art#greek myths#trojan war#junodrawsstuffs
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In the cooking ask, you said Wing Dings has a hard time cooking if instructions aren't clear enough, and as an autistic person who feels that TM every time I'm given instructions, is your Wing Dings supposed to be autistic? (I'm also going off the head canon for most of the fandom that canon papyrus is autistic, as he certainly does act like myself) (There are way more things that canon paps does that make him seem autistic, if you havent heard of it you should check it out)
OHH! Yeah I've heard of it and I totally see Papyrus as autistic!
And so Wingdings is also autistic!
At least I'm trying, it's implied
It's not really relevant to the plot, but it's something I find relevant for his characterization personally fjefnekfjef
See it like this:
Wingdings is autistic but he's VERY high masking (dude, that's bad for your health)
And Papyrus is also autistic, not as high masking, but he does try, he's just not that good at it
It's a detail I personally like c: because yes, so many autistic people relate to Papyrus (me) and I want to keep that...even if it's not a canonical aspect but it's canon to me
#Honestly I'm using a lot of my own experiences to write Wingdings in these cases#It's great!#AND IT MAKES WINGDINGS MORE PAPYRUS WHICH IS OBVIOUSLY MY INTENTION SINCE THIS IS A “PAPYRUS IS GASTER” AU#I'm not officially diagnosed with autism but#uh#trying to get one soon when I move out#I DO wanna clarify that#Okay I JUST had this thought but#LMAOO#IF WE TAKE INTO ACCOUNT WINGDINGS' PROGRESSION INTO PAPYRUS#IT'S LIKE#ONE DAY YOU WOKE UP AND YOUR MASKING SKILLS WERE GONE AND YOU HAVE TO DEVELOP THEM AGAIN IFHKDSF#I would be so mad
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teen wolf au: derek stays deaged (and competes with liam for scott's #1 beta 4everrrr)
#twedit#derek hale#derekhaleedit#teen wolf au#twau#coloring this was so ass. btw.#anyway sorryyyyyy tyler hoechlin but this is so much funnier to me#and also sadder. obviously. on account of. derek is kind of dead. like the adult who grew into is gone forever#and he's a stranger to everyone he knows and everyone he knows is a stranger to him#like. that blows for sure#but also isnt it kind of reallyyyyyyyyy silly#i was working w the footage i had so i didnt get a lot of hijinks#but rest assured. derek is sooooooo jealous of liam.#hes literally scotts number one beta forever!! who even is that guy!!!!#anyway for my tags#deaged derek au#works for a tag#u might be asking. why is a sophomore taking the psats with juniors (ignore that sophomore yr is the real psat year)#to which i would say. he followed scott there. obviously.#theres assassins. hes scotts number one beta forever.
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As usual I read your tags always and so you said Apollo did not ask for resurrection of Asclepius and Hyacinthus so i just wanted to share this. About Asclepius death I read it on theoi.com, that earlier authors don't make him resurrect as a god but that's a later development mentioned only by Roman authors like Cicero, Hyginus and Ovid. But still Apollo has a role in Ovid's version
Ovid, Fasti 6. 735 ff (trans.Boyle) (Roman poetry C1st B.C. to C1st A.D.) : Clymenus [Haides] and Clotho resent the threads of life respun and death's royal rights diminished. Jove [Zeus] feared the precedent and aimed his thunderbolt at the man who employed excessive art. Phoebus [Apollon], you whined. He is a god; smile at your father, who, for your sake, undoes his prohibitions [i.e. when he obtains immortality for Asklepios].
So here it is actually because of Apollo the decision was taken to resurrect him as god. And with Hyacinthus, I don't think I've read about Artemis playing the primary role. I know in Sparta there was a picture of Artemis, Athena and Aphrodite carrying Hyacinthus and his sister to heaven.
This is not on theoi.com but I saw on Tumblr it's from Dionysiaca by Nonnus
Second, my lord Oiagros wove a winding lay, as the father of Orpheus who has the Muse his boon companion. Only a couple of verses he sang, a ditty of Phoibos, clearspoken in few words after some Amyclaian style: Apollo brought to life again his longhaired Hyacinthos: Staphylos will be made to live for aye by Dionysos.
So since he is singing inspired by amyclean stories it probably means in that place it was believed Apollo was the one to bring back his lover to life.
Apollo as god of order was very important so i think it shows how special these people (and admetus too) were to him that he decided to go against the order for them 🥺
ANON!! Shakes you like a bottle of ramune!! BELOVED ANON!!!!! I'm littering your face with kisses, I'm anointing you with olive oil and honey - you absolutely made my night with this because, not only did I get the pure serotonin shot of having someone interact with my tags (yippee, wahoo!!) I also got to have that wonderful feeling of "oh wow, have I misunderstood something that was integral to my understanding of this myth/figure this whole time or is this a case of interpretational differences?" which is imo vital for my aims and interests as someone who enjoys mythological content and literature.
I'll preface my response with this: Hyacinthus is by far the hardest of these to get accounts for because his revival itself, as you very astutely point out, is generally accounted for in painting/ritual format which muddies the waters on who interceded for what. I wasn't actually familiar with that passage from the Argonautica - and certainly didn't remember it so thank you very much for bringing it to my attention!
That said, what I've come to understand, both about Hyacinthus and about Asclepius is that in the accounts of their deaths, Apollo's position is startlingly clear.
For Hyacinthus, it is established time and again that Apollo would have sacrificed everything for him - his status, his power, his very own immortality and divinity. Ovid writes that Apollo would have installed him as a god if only he had the time:
(Ovid. Metamorphoses. Book X. trans. Johnston)
Many other writers too speak of how Apollo abandoned his lyre and his seat at Delphi to spend his days with Hyacinthus, but they also all agree that when it came to his death - he was powerless. Ovid gives that graphic account of Apollo's desperation as he tries all his healing arts to save him to no avail:
(Ovid, Metamorphoses Book X. Apollo me boy, methinks him dead. trans Johnston)
Bion, in one of his fragments, writes that Apollo was "dumb" upon seeing Hyacinthus' agony:
(Bion, The Bucolic Poets. Fragment XI. trans Edmonds)
Even Nonnus in the Dionysiaca speaks constantly of Apollo's helplessness in the face of Hyacinthus' fate where he writes that the god still shivers if a westward wind blows upon an iris:
and when Zephyros breathed through the flowery garden, Apollo turned a quick eye upon his young darling, his yearning never satisfied; if he saw the plant beaten by the breezes, he remembered the quoit, and trembled for fear the wind, so jealous once about the boy, might hate him even in a leaf...
(Nonnus, Dionysiaca, Book 3. trans Rouse)
And the point here is just that - Apollo, at least as far as I've read, cannot avert someone's death. He simply can't. Once they're already dead - once Fate has cut their string - all Apollo's power is gone and he can do nothing no matter how much he wants to. And this is, as far as I know, supported with the accounts of Asclepius as well!
Since you specifically brought up Ovid's account, I'll also stick only to Ovid's account but in Metamorphoses when we get Ovid's version of Coronis' demise, he writes that Apollo intensely and immediately regrets slaughtering Coronis. He regrets it so intensely that he, like he does with Hyacinthus, does his best to resuscitate her:
(Ovid, Metamorphoses Book Two. Apollo's regret)
And like Hyacinthus, when it becomes clear that what has happened cannot be undone, Apollo wails:
(Ovid, Metamorphoses Book Two. Apollo wept.)
Unlike his mother, Asclepius in her womb had not yet died and so, with the last of Apollo's strength, he does manage, at least, to save him.
(Ovid, Metamorphoses Book Two. Apollo puts the 'tearing out' in Asclepius.)
But it goes further than even that because Ocyrhoe, Chiron's daughter, a prophetess who unduly gained the ability to directly proclaim the secrets of the Fates, upon seeing the baby Asclepius, immediately prophesies his glory, his inevitable death and then his fated ascension:
(Ovid. Metamorphoses, Book Two. Ocyrhoe's prophecy. trans Johnston)
Before she too succumbs to her hubris and is transformed by the Fates into a horse so she can no longer speak secrets that aren't hers to share.
These things ultimately are important because it establishes two very important things: 1) Apollo can't do anything in the face of the ultimate Fate of mortals, which is, of course, death and 2) even when Apollo is Actively Devastated, regretful, yearning, mournful, guilty or some unholy combination of all of the above, when someone is dead, he accepts that they are gone. Even if he is devastated by it, even if he'll cry all the rest of his days about it - if they're dead? Apollo lets them go. In Fasti, when Zeus brings Asclepius back, he does not say Apollo asked him to - Zeus, or well, in this case Jove, brings Asclepius back because he wants Apollo to stop being mad at him.
(Ovid, Fasti VI. Apollo please come home your father misses you. trans. A.S Kline)
Even Boyle's translation which you used above in your findings hints that Zeus made Asclepius a god because he wanted Apollo to stop grieving. (i.e 'smile at your father', 'for your sake [he] undoes his prohibitions')
And like, Apollo was deeply upset by Asclepius' death - apart from killing the Cyclops in anger, in book 4 of the Argonautica, Apollonius writes that the Celts believe the stream of Eridanus to be the tears Apollo shed over the death of Asclepius when he left for Hyperborea after being chastised by Zeus for killing his Cyclops:
But the Celts have attached this story to them, that these are the tears of Leto's son, Apollo, that are borne along by the eddies, the countless tears that he shed aforetime when he came to the sacred race of the Hyperboreans and left shining heaven at the chiding of his father, being in wrath concerning his son whom divine Coronis bare in bright Lacereia at the mouth of Amyrus.
It all paints a very clear picture to me. Apollo did not ask for either of them to be brought back. Though bringing them back certainly pleased and delighted him, they are actions of other gods who are moved by Apollo's grief and mourning and seek to mollify him. Him not asking doesn't mean he didn't want them back which I think is a very important distinction by the by, but it simply means that Apollo knows the natural order of things and, even if it hurts, he isn't going to press his luck about it.
Which, of course, brings us to Admetus. And I'm really not going to overcomplicate this, Admetus is different because, very vitally, Admetus is not dead. Apollo can't do a thing once Fate has been carried out and Death has claimed a mortal but you know what he absolutely can do? Bargain like hell with the Fates before that point of inevitability. And that's what he does, ultimately for Admetus and Alcestis. He sought to prolong Admetus' life, not revive him from death or absolve him from death altogether and even after getting the Fates drunk, he's still only able to organise a sacrifice - a life for a life - something completely contingent on whether some other mortal would be willing to die in Admetus' place and not at all controllable by Apollo's own power.
All of these things, I think come back to that point you made - that Apollo's place as a god of order is very important and therefore these people are very special to him if it means he's willing to go against that order but, I also wish to challenge that opinion if you'd let me. Apollo's place as a god of order is very important and therefore, I would argue, that it is even more important that it is shown that he does not break the divine order, especially for the people that mean the most to him. The original context of my comments which started this conversation were on this lovely, lovely post by @hyacinthusmemorial which contemplated upon Asclepius from the perspective of an Emergency Medical personnel and included, in their tags, the very poignant lines "there's something about Apollo letting go when Asclepius couldn't that eats my heart away" and "you do what you can, you do your best, but you don't ever reach too far" and I think that's perfectly embodied with the Apollo-Asclepius dichotomy. Apollo grieves. He wails, he cries, he does his best each and every time to save that which is precious to him but he does not curse their nature, he does not resent that they are human and ultimately, he accepts that that which is mortal must inevitably die. There is nothing that so saliently proves that those who uphold rules are also their most staunch followers - if Apollo wants to delight in his place as Fate's mouthpiece, he cannot undo Fate. And, if even the god of healing and order himself cannot undo death, what right does Asclepius, mortal as he is, talented as he is, have to disrespect it?
The beauty of these stories isn't that Apollo loved them enough to bring them back. The beauty is that Apollo loved them enough to let them go.
#this is such a long ass post oh my god#ginger answers asks#This totally got away from me but I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT THIS AAAA#Anon beloved anon I hope you don't take this as me shutting you down or anything because that really isn't what I'm trying to do#I'm definitely going to dig more into the exactness of 'who petitioned for Hyacinthus to be revived actually?"#I always stuck to the belief that it was Artemis because of the depictions of his revival + his procession is usually devoid of Apollo#I know some renaissance paintings have him and Apollo reuniting but that's usually In The Heavens y'know#I genuinely couldn't think of any accounts that have Apollo Asking for anyone to be revived#Apollo does intercede sometimes but that's usually for immortals like Prometheus#Or even when he's left to preside over Zagreus' revival and repair in orphic tradition#Concerning Asclepius there's like a ton to talk about tbh#There's the fact that in some writings (in quite a lot actually) the reason Asclepius was killed wasn't necessarily that he brought someone#back - it was that he accepted money for it#Pindar wrote about it and Plato talks about how if Asclepius really did accept gold for a miracle then he was never a son of Apollo#It's a whole thing really#I think it's very important that it's Asclepius in his mortal folly that tests the boundaries of life and death tbh#The romanticisation of going to any length to bring back a loved one is nice and all#But sometimes the kindest and most lovely thing you can do for someone is to accept it#Just accept that they're gone - accept that there was nothing that could be done and even if the grief is heavy - keep living#Maybe we won't all get our lost loves back#But there are definitely always more people worth loving if you just live long enough to find them#apollo#asclepius#zeus#admetus#greek mythology#ovid#oh my god so much ovid#hyacinthus#coronis
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Ask TS-083!
- "honestly this is stupid but atleast getting someone to talk to is something that'll brush my mind off things."
#??? speaks#as for that stupid bunny IDIOT.. they'll be gone for like. what? two days? don't care and doesn't matter.#but don't worry as ill take over for now. they may get mad at me for taking over their account but like i said. i don't give a damn.#adding these stupid tags too. (they don't even make SENSE honestly.)#fnaf sb#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#trapped in insanity au#tii au#fnaf eclipse#my art.
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What books do you wish you could read again for the first time? 📚
#books#bookworm#book#me#personal#booklr#books and libraries#my photos#book aesthetic#book account#cosy books#cosy vibes#book recommendations#sylvia plath#the bell jar#normal people#sally rooney#gone girl#gillian flynn
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If you were the lovely person running Rhysta Weekend, please come back 🥺
Or at least DM me and tell me what happened. Would love to help bring it back!
#I still plan to share my 2 fics and my commission#but sad girl to see the accounts gone#if this fandom and hate drove the deletion#I will throw hands#rhysta
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