#my 20s are a hot mess ngl

[gloriouscrystalshaman]

Now that I'm 27, for some reason I'm looking forward to my 30s. I get the feeling they'll be better than my 20s (or at the VERY least I'll have a keener sense of self).

I think I ought to get some cake before I dwell too much on my 20s 🎂🥳

[tteokdoroki]

*ੈ🌩️‧₊˚— earbuds, my love + yoichi isagi.

૮˶ᵕ ༝ᵕ˶ა synopsis — a single train ride has you sharing your headphones and your feelings with your long time crush, yoichi isagi.

⭑ warnings — please read + mdni ! characters aged up to 20s, fluff, friends to lovers, love confessions, mutual pining, pro player!isagi, fem!reader - not beta read !

⭑ words — 1K.

⭑ notes — third fic queued for aali's away time, one of my many isagi wips! he's literally ceo of friends to lovers ngl !! i love him so bad... enjoy my lurvs - m.list ✩

“this song makes me feel like i’m falling in love with someone.”

isagi glances up at you from his phone, no longer shuffling the playlist that you’re both listening to. you’re looking out of the window, your feet propped up on the back of the seat in front of you, your head resting on your closed fist. you miss the way he flushes red.

��do you want to keep listening to it then?” he mumbles softly, thumb hovering over the slip button and his voice just barely above a whisper. you almost don’t hear you despite the fact that you’re sharing headphones and only have one ear-bud in while he takes the other.

this time, you tilt your head away from the window and the scenery passing by to lock eyes with your childhood best friend. “no, s’okay,” you say, your voice equally as low. “you can change it if you’d like.” your facial expression is tranquil, the swell of your lips pressed into an appreciative smile and your eyes sparkling with the sunlight that glitters outside of your moving train.

isagi’s nerves quickly get the better of him and he breaks eye contact, swallowing thickly before looking away with his own smile (mostly for himself).

“i think we’ll keep listening to it.”

you’re both on the train from the bustling city of tokyo back to the tiny town you both grew up in. with the off-season approaching, japan’s beloved striker had finally managed to get some time away from the blue lock team to visit his parents, and you were off on your university’s allotted spring-break.

this was the first time, in what felt like forever, that your calendars were synced up.

your bond with isagi had always been strong — from the very first moment you’d met, back in middle school when he’d kicked a soccer ball straight into your lunch and then instantly offered to buy you a new one. impossible to separate, you were joined at the hip right up until he left for blue lock. these days, your paths rarely cross and while isagi’s career in soccer bloomed like you always knew it would — you went the more traditional route of life and found passion in your own university degree.

after some moments of quiet, aside from the children crying in their mother’s arms, teenagers gossiping on their way home from junior high and the calls from the attendant manning the snack cart — isagi speaks up, shyly. “who…who would you be in love with? yanno…because of this song…”

“some guy, i’ve known him for years.”

“does he know…how you feel about him?” you shake your head and isagi presses you again. “have you tried telling him?”

“gods no, yoichi!” you wave him off almost too quickly — curling in on yourself like a highschool girl handing her crush a confession letter or chocolates on white day. perhaps because this is exactly like that. you’ve liked him, loved him, for as long as you can remember. he makes your skin hot and your thoughts a mess and when isagi’s nearby you hardly remember who you are.

and he hardly realises how lovesick you’ve been for him over the years. it would be too embarrassing to admit that you have a raging crush on one of japan’s favourite athletes.

“why not?”

“because…if he felt the same he would have noticed by now.” you answer, trying to shut down the conversation. “i’ve been obvious with my feelings. the ball’s been in his court for a while.”

“maybe he’s just oblivious.” isagi keeps going and in the cramped space of your train seats you feel hot under the collar — your nerves shaking under the pressure.

you’re given a brief moment of relief when the attendant on the snack cart stops for the couple seated opposite you. they seem happy and in love, it makes your heart twist.

the train jolts, pushing the attendant into isagi, who then topples into you — invading your space once more, causing heat to build up under your skin.

“h-he’s a way too smart for that.”

“maybe…he’s unsure? maybe he doesn’t understand your signals?”

the song you’re listening too changes as you pull into the next station.

“or maybe he doesn’t love me, yoichi!” you snap, turning your head away so fast that the ear-bud slips from your ears and the wires are left dangling between the warmth of isagi’s body and your own. you try to sit still, fighting off burning, frustrated tears — lucky that no one’s heard your outburst over the busy ambience of the train. “believe me, i’ve held out hope for it.”

“but i do love you.” he snaps back, grabbing you by the wrist so that you’re forced to look at him. isagi’s eyes are wide and deep, swirling in their hypnotising shade of blue with an emotion you don’t recognise seeing on him. love. “maybe you’re the one who’s dumb enough not to have noticed. maybe i’ve been too shy or too caught up with soccer to say so. but i love you. i want that song to make you feel like you’re in love with me.”

“o-oh…yoichi i—“ your eyes widen, then soften all at once and you feel yourself melting fast — as if all of your dreams have come true. “i don’t know what to say…”

the tips of his ears are bright pink, the hue blooming across his cheeks like they’re roses in bloom. yoichi chews on his lower lip nervously before shoving the right bud of the headphones back into your ear. “just say you like me back ‘nd we’ll leave it at that for now, okay?” he mumbles like a teenager, very much unlike the confident, cocky isagi who everyone fears on the pitch.

wisps of a grin tug at the corners of your lips as you reach out and grab his larger hand with yours — giving it a squeeze. “alright then, yoichi,” you say, leaning over to kiss the warmth of his cheeks. “i like you too.” his eyes go wide.

this is all silly and new for the both of you — having been in love with one another for years without saying. you’ll have a lot to talk about once you reach his parents’ house, how you’ll make this work with his soccer career and your new life in the big city, what you want this to be, who you’ll tell. but for now you try not to dwell on it, letting your head flop to isagi’s shoulder and his on top of yours, sharing headphones and listening to songs that made him fall in love with you.

[girldriveroscar]

2024 lando v 2020 oscar — yesss let’s talk about it!! My only question is would 2020 oscar convert to his 2024 ways instantaneously due to the lando™️ effect… (aka coming face to face with his long time crush🫤thinking about all the pre-mclaren landoscar interactions). But given the answer is no. Yes, I need to see it

Also i noticed prema oscar is sooo different from him in McLaren, with lando. Theres a lot of natural/obvious reasons why buttt imo he’s just different with Lando in general. Oscar always seems pretty static and not overly outwardly fond, even towards ppl he clearly likes, like Logan on that Williams podcast, Mark Webber, etc. But with Lando— he’s giving affected, amused, accommodating, etc.

OK TO NOT MAKE THIS THE LONGEST REPLY EVER. Here's my awfully parasocial analysis of Oscars' easy affection towards Lando, but I wanted to jus keep this a reply to the RPF bits hehe.

ngl I do fear no Oscar cld survive the Lando effecttm but also, for sakes sake, pre-prema Oscar who's not yet used to accommodating to the needs of a whole team of other people wld definitely be a little more selfish and sharp methinks.

2020 Oscar geeking over the fact that funny likable Lando is now really hot and kinda mean (Lando has an age complex and thinks any Oscar is a challenge esp one who's even younger) So when Lando whines that His Oscar changed breakfasts to match Lando's preference, '20 Oscar remarks that the guy sounds like a total pushover.

And bc Oscar is still a Bit of a fanboy he fumbles to turn his dorky charisma up around the guy who's stream clips are still half his camera roll. But put him in front of any other successful F1 driver and it's game time, he's ready to use that confidence to make a name for himself.

and Lando can't decide between crying bc he misses his pushover Oscar or teaching the kid a lesson about his role in their team, or begging Oscar to direct his boyish flirtations to him instead of Charles who's always been unthinkingly nice to every rookie But Lando (extra salt in the wound) (Oscar's doing it on purpose to see how far he can push Lando before Lando does something about it.) I just imagine '20 Oscar to be much more conniving with the knowledge that Lando's kinda a mess about him. Payback for him getting really hot and having complexes that prevent Oscar from the easy top he should be getting given the chance circumstance.)

[flodaya]

Now I'm curious to ask your top 10 (or 20 or 30) iconic outfits from TV shows 🤓✍️

ngl i lost count so here are the my favorite most iconic tv show outfits/fashion moments 🥰 this was so much fun!!!

lets start with a classic 90s icon: rachel green, these two are my favorite outfits she's worn on the show

olivia pope has the best coat game in the world, i love a good beige/white coat

i could put so many of blair's outfits on this list but i limited myself to my top two

and continuing her legacy we have monet de haan, the gg spin off might have been painfully mid but monet is my daughter and i am in love with this dress

speaking of teen show fashion, pretty little liars had some truly awful fashion moments but troian bellasario in this dress has literally changed the trajectory of my life

and for my niche audience, noora and her itertions in all skam version did the clean girl aethetic before tiktok was a thing, here are the two 'noora' outfits that are living rent free in my head

for most memorable wedding dress i nominate leslie knope's newspaper dress which i assume was inspired by carrie bradshaw's dress, both are inspiring fashion moments

game of thrones costume design is stunning, like i could have put so many more on this list

buffy in her brown leather pants and a simple white tanktop, this is too hot

another show with absolutely stunning costume design: the queen's gambit

i have not stopped thinking about audrey plaza wearing this white dress in the white lotus in over a year

i love pose, the show itself is so good and it has some amazing fashion moments, this is the most memorable to me, elektra as marie antoinette

reign was a hot mess, so addicting but a mess, but the fashion - as inaccurate as it may have been - was so stunning, this is my all time favorite dress on the show

dickinson on the other hand is such a fun and good interpretation of antebellum US/emily dickinson's life, emily's yellow dress and her cute little hat has all my heart

skin's effy truly inspired so many edgy teen girlies in the 00/10s, no one can deny her influence on teen media and fashion

[shooshopath]

20 questions for fic writers!

tagged by @hydrochaeriswrites and tagging uuuuhhhh @secretlystephaniebrown @fiercynn @spacebeyonce @tododeku-or-bust idk if all yall still use ao3 but there's some general questions on here too! also anyone else i forgot!!

1. how many works do you have on ao3? only 4 on my actual account but I have a bunch that I orphaned X)

2. what's your total ao3 word count? just 22k rn! current wip is at 12k tho because i love doing these things to myself ig

3. what fandoms do you write for? SEKRET!!! its like. fine if people connect me to my fic eventually but i kinda like having one artistic hobby thats just for me

4. top 5 fics by kudos? SEKRET but it is one of the orphaned ones which I regret. sentence structures and awk sentences all over the place and I know I could edit it into something better now. it bothers me so much that I cant and its just out there!!! being enjoyed while existing in its unimproved state!!!!

5. do you respond to comments? I try!!! sometimes way way later

6. fic you wrote with the angstiest ending: IM NOT CAPABLE OF IT the most I can do is bittersweet leaning sweet

7. fic you wrote with the happiest ending: I'm ngl my current wip might be the schmoopiest shit I've ever written. like even reading it over for edits I get embarrassed aejghaekgh

8. do you get hate on fics? naaah i think the closest I've gotten are comments complaining about top/bottom dynamics which like. suffer

9. do you write smut? if so, what kind? sexy kind

10. do you write crossovers? im not built for that

11. have you ever had a fic stolen? never targeted? most of them did end up on that one scraping site tho which rip

12. have you ever had a fic translated? nope

13. have you ever co-written a fic before? no and honestly the way I write is so convoluted and all over the place I would never willingly inflict that on someone else. in unrelated news i just found out i have adhd

14. all-time favorite ship? I don't think I can choose one!! I usually get super passionate about one ship at a time before moving onto the next one. In terms of stories tho and not just ships, I do think utena and mdzs will always hold particularly special places in my heart even if the mdzs fandom was a hot mess

15. what's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? AAAAAAAHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAA . many.

16. writing strengths: I'd like to think I'm pretty good at writing humor??

17. writing weaknesses: BACKGROUUNNDDSSS SETTING UP SCENESSS AGONY AGONY AGONY

18. thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? I'm comfy throwing in bits of chinese and sometimes japanese, but anything outside of that I'd ask for help

19. first fandom you wrote for: naruto....believe it...

20. favorite fic of yours: my favorite fic is always whatever I am currently working on. my least favorite fic is also whatever I am currently working on.

[linddzz]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

@gretchensinister tagged me, and I realized I can't mope about lack of interaction if I don't interact! This ended up being a really fun sort of retrospective :)

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

44. tbh I think that's an inflated number since for some reason I posted every single chapter of the Evil Boyfriends Series as a separate ficlet??? and there's like 30 of those.

2. What’s your total word count?

349,680 if my math is right (it rarely is)

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Rise of the Guardians, The Hobbit (movies), Fantastic Beasts (first movie only and wrote is in bold past tense there lmao), and now getting back into it (arguably returning to my roots of dramatic hot mess Nightmare/Dream King Sandmen) with The Sandman (Netflix)

4. Top 5 fics by kudos

Safe and Distant (Thorin/Bilbo, The Hobbit)

Mahrâna (The Hobbit, Thorin POV companion to S&D)

A Study on the Habits of the Adult Obscurial (Fantastic Beasts movie 1, Newt/Credence) ((ngl I was surprised this was so high in the ranking))

The Blizzard of '68 (Pitch Black/Jack Frost, Rise of the Guardians)

The Intervention (same as above lol, man that Evil Boyfriends Series was fun)

The Device Has Been Modified (Kozmotis Pitchner/Jack Frost. Rise of the Guardians movie/novels/a wild fuckin "Jack is a sci-fi AI" AU. holy shit I forgot about this one it was a wild blast)

5. Do you respond to comments?

Rarely and not as often as I'd like. I'm also bad at responding to texts from friends tho, so it's a Thing. I love and read every comment repeatedly though!

6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Shiver/Tremble for the Rise of the Guardians. No question. They're also the darkest things I've written. First thing I ever wrote seemed to purge all my darkest impulses out right at the jump.

(I ain't linking those lmao. I don't regret writing dark noncon fic, or even taking on writing it from the predator POV. They're just my very first published works and shit is ROUGH.)

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

The Cultural Misunderstanding series of Safe and Distant and Mahrâna. Based on the fact that they actually ARE finished and I always held that the Evil Boyfriends Series isn't exactly a "good" ending for Jack, even if it isn't a bad one.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Mahrâna had a commenter who was mad that all the dwarves said fuck because "Tolkien wouldn't have them say that."

This was on the sequel to a fic where Thorin and Bilbo explicitly touched their dicks, and thus it remains the funniest comment I've ever received.

(They also thought Thorin was too obviously Mentally Ill and since there were no therapists in Middle Earth they didn't see why anyone would put up with him. So. Y'know. Fuck that commenter in general.)

9. Do you write smut?

YUP

10. Do you write crossovers?

Nah

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I'm aware of

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Safe and Distant has been translated to Chinese, German, and Russian!

Steady Hands has been translated to Russian

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Tremble, the equally fucked up sequel to Shiver, was done with a co-author where we went back and forth on chapters!

Currently, Audacity in Human Form has @amahhi as my co-author, as it's written based off of our RP where I wrote Dream and she wrote Hob, and she's who I bounce ideas on for adapting it all into fic form while she also acts as my beta editor.

14. What’s your all-time favorite ship?

This is like asking for a favorite food why. Hell some of my favorite ships are ones I haven't written fic for (Newt/Hermann, Jayce/Viktor, William Laurence/Tenzing Tharkay to name a few).

(Tbh I wouldn't even say whether or not I write fic depends on how much I like the characters. Amahhi and I also have many rp storylines that are basically full fics of all of the above ships (shout out to the Newmann Star Trek AU that remains one of my favorites ever, along with the Willzing with Werewolf!Laurence). It just depends on if my brain figures out how they'd be written as a fic.)

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will?

A Study on the Habits of the Adult Obscurial. In my heart I still love my version of Credence, who is pretty much an OC of mine with how far I went "oh fuck that" at canon after the first movie. But between the terrible sequels, Rowling going full terf, and the fact that I had not actually plotted out a good outline and was hitting a wall.....yeah that thing's never getting finished. I recently put a note on there letting any new readers know it's officially abandoned.

Things That Were also ran into the problem of me taking on a big fic idea without the big fic planning. I had specific future scenes in my head but didn't have a strict guide on what happened when or how characters would get from A to B. That one I'm more sad about needing to give up on though.

16. What are your writing strengths?

According to friends and comments: dialogue, particularly capturing a characters voice in the dialogue and POV prose, and getting a solid characterization overall.

I'm also told I'm good at making a ship into a convincing couple and how they work as a couple.

Which is good for me, because those are my favorite things to write! Most of my fics are built on scenes of dialogue that popped into my head and the dialogue is what I have the most fun writing (hence why most of my Tumblr posts are goofy dialogue bits).

And I just like taking the characters as they are at a point in their story and going "ok, if these two get together, how does that happen?" and exploring it from there. Tbh I consider most of my successful fics to be character studies hiding in a full fleshed fanfic.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

What the fuck is a story plot????

Is a plot not just "two people take 50k words to figure their shit out with almost no other characters coming in?" What the fuck is actually planning out a storyline with beats to it and an outline? (Trying to get better on the last one, Audacity actually has an outline that includes what specific RP scenes to flesh out or what gets subtracted/added!) (As far as plot goes I've now accepted that I'm not actually A Writer. I just wanna do my drawn out character studies and that's what I'm gonna do damnit.)

Besides that: laying out scenes beyond just the dialogue. Using repetitive descriptive language or getting rambly with it. I legit don't know if my occasional super short sentence lines for character reactions come across as punchy or if it's just choppy and disjointed, which ties in with a general struggle to keep small scenes flowing into each other without getting bogged down in details that fuck pacing up.

According to my various betas: punctuation is my mortal enemy, and I don't know how to make a sentence that isn't a fragment or an eternal run-on. I will sometimes fight them on my sentences and they put up with a lot.

Also, writing discipline in general. I'm uh, very bad at making myself sit down to write even when I want to, and my job tends to burn up the executive functioning points that my ADHD meds give me.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language?

Did it a little bit for Mahrâna with Thorin speaking Khuzdul, but not more than short sentences and it took a stupid amount of looking things up for a couple sentences of dwarvish dirty talk lmao.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

If we count what was actually posted: Rise of the Guardians.

But there's some notebooks rotting away somewhere with a classic early 2000s isekai LOTR fic in it with an OC that was so much like Tauriel that my old buddy and I joked that "Peter Jackson fuckin stole my OC!!" This isn't a dig at Tauriel bc my OC was rad.

20. Favorite fic you’ve ever written?

Safe and Distant/Mahrâna are my magnum opus, with Safe and Distant as my personal favorite even though there are bits I'd change (mostly in the smut scene).

I think finishing Mahrâna was a bigger accomplishment and it was overall a bigger challenge to write Thorin's pathos and the mental journey he had to go through, but Safe and Distant was just FUN to write. It was the last time I was young and dumb enough to do things like stay up until 7AM writing nonstop. I think I did a good job of managing to take my strength of chronologically disjointed, shorter character driven scenes and stringing them together into something cohesive. I still like the back and forth flashbacks I did and think I did a good job making the flashback scenes related to the current storyline, even with the flashbacks being out of order.

(Ironic that Bilbo was more fun to write, when Thorin was who I fixated on more ferally and thought about more as a character. I'm having the same thing now with Hob and Morpheus lmao. I love rotating those dark, dramatic, brooding king types in my head, but actually writing the internal brooding out makes me want to chew glass and bully their dramatic asses.)

((still don't know why tf I thought Bilbo would be the virgin of the two of them, or why I have that bit in there with a fucking hobbit being a little insecure about pudge. God I was off base with that lmao))

Tagging @alienfuckeronmain, @avelera, @spicedrobot, @insufferablearchanist

[zincbot]

14-24 for Midas the Beloved One

YES!! MY LIZARD!!

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

midas is a huge sour enjoyer. his very favourite childhood treat was a dessert made from dried sugared sour plums. they would eat a pack of fantasy sour patch kids several kids at a time

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

midas wasn't the best student, but did once really enjoy reading a classic fairy tale where the hero escaped every sticky situation by being clever and cunning. on the following reading comprehension test, midas scored a C equivalent.

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

lounging. i'm talking reclined. i'm talking mixed drink. i'm talking sunglasses. i'm talking pillows. midas will drape itself over anything ngl

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?

most of the time, midas is going bare-clawed. occasionally has worn something similar to spats as an accessory (that he constructed himself!)

18. ideal weather?

HOT. Midas Loves warm sunny weather. Sunbathing is the chillest they can be. A close 2nd is WET. Its a bog beast at heart.

19. sleeping position?

Midas sleeps crunched up into a horrid little ball. Tail curled up and everything. He has made an effort to sleep artfully on his side with others around but it's not restful. Also? A pillow cuddler.

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

Midas' notes in their workspace back home. It's on anything. Random scraps of paper that will have a phone number on one side, a clothing alteration sketch on the other. It's a mess.

21. obsession from childhood?

As a lizardling, baby Midas was enamoured with a popular triton action hero. Many underwater swimming activities became games of pretend.

22. role model?

In Midas' village, it was common to be raised by anyone who had time, not just whoever your biological parents were. His favourite parental figure was a very old brown lizardfolk, a seamstress. She had quick sharp fingers, and bright eyes, even in age. He used to help model for her as a young thing, and she always had praise for him. Mostly, they always heard nothing but positive things when others spoke of her.

23. strange habits?

Aside from the issues? Midas has a habit of rubbing the fabric of its clothing between its claws. Unfortunately this occasionally will create snags and holes in the fabric, so its a habit Midas is trying to kick. He also has the hometown habit of just eating anything raw. Like fishtank fish.

24. favorite crystal?

They have a propensity towards wearing dark blue jewels, and claims to love sapphire. It's azurite though.

[aceaceace144616]

Welcome, Caller

by M Dean Wright

my thoughts in a nutshell: "oh no hes just like me fr"

ok i dont really review books or anything, thats my friend's job (cheeky promo alana_the_bibliophile on instagram) nah yeah but this one was just so good.

firstly, as a neurodiverse bi trans dude i related so hard to Malcom (the main character) with the overloads and insecurities and just everything. i may or may not have to get this entire transcript tattooed upon my person cos it just hits so close to home in places i didnt even realise until the book brought them to my attention.

like the whole thing about Malcolm not going after things that will make him happy (Peter) just cause he feels like hes so fucked up ± messing something up on purpose before you can mess it up by accident vibes. i literally said (in a squidward impression cos that is important information) "oh no hes just like me for real" out loud on a bus (but it was a loud bus so no one heard) (hopefully). also another thing, Peter telling Malcolm about his auDHD and what he likes + dislikes about sensory stuff. and Malcolm believing and respecting him. i just. its such wish fulfilment. that along with the rest of the story, its all just wish fulfilment. having multiple queer and neurodiverse friends that help you when youre struggling and will beat up your unsupportive family members. (also having a dude think youre hot. wouldnt mind)

secondly, it was just a good read. like i really enjoyed reading it, which hasnt happened for a while. it made me smile and laugh in public (which i never do). fr i was having a giggle on the bus, in class, in doctors waiting rooms, everything. i actually looked forward to reading it as well and i had to trudge through other stuff just so i could get back to it.

lowkey gives love simon vibes (from what i remember of the book when i read it in like 2018), just chock full of natural and believable sounding dialogue and references to things im sure ill actually like. (in my notes app on my old phone i went through the book and wrote down all the references made in love simon and it was pretty extensive (and now i have to do this for this book. oh no guess ill have to read it again oh this is so sad whelp better start now see ya)).

and like the friendship between the characters, the dialogue never felt too forced and they talked like actual people id talk to. swearing at and bullying your friends is a love language and it was done pretty well in this, and also the sending of memes being like an important step in a friendship is too real. also the revival of interest in records, my cousins poor bank account is a testament to that being relatable.

thirdly, the story. we got enemies to friends to lovers, we got 'there was only one bed', we got a road trip, we got a sickfic, and so much more and you know that i ate it up every time.

that as well as the epic highs and lows of making friends in your 20s (lol).

the book follows Malcolm slowly becoming friends with this irl dude Peter while falling for this 'mysterious' radio host Rebo, with his friends supporting him the whole time.

like i dont really go for romantic style stories but this was just so good (but then again ive barely read anything since back when i used to inhale books at like age 12) + the chemistry between Malcolm and Peter was just chefs kiss so good man.

also, the name Goby (one of his friends) kinda got me tho ngl, gobby is australian slang for… something, and i got a jump scare whenever they showed up lol.

Edit: they Goby on my Gumby till I Cheese. I'm so fucking sorry I had to write that down I couldn't get to sleep.

the only bad thing about the book (not that its bad bad, just like if i had to pick something) would be that the ending was made out of like 3 epilogues with indeterminable time skips between them. unless i missed something idk. im just more about the 'the characters kept on living' kinda ending, less 'albus serverus potter' style stuff, not that it was even like that tho.

but also wanting to own and run an incredibly specific cafe+store with your partner is just so fucking gay. oh my god. fanfiction shit right there /pos.

lastly, i haven't read heaps of books in the last couple years, preferring movies and shows more than my childhood self who lived in books series, almost like i didnt like reality or something (unthinkable ik)(i literally had this printed out and hung on my wall)(and on me liking movies more, thats a whole nother fucking topic and a half so ill complain about it in another post)(but anyway).

like honestly, i think that i might get back into reading, even though i forgot how many hours just fly by when i read, cos this was just great. (dont tell my mum she'll throw a fucking party)(again, different topic).

also admittedly, i did sotra kinda maybe slightly pirated it and read it off a pdf BUT! cos i like it so much im probably going to buy a physical copy (for almost 40 fucking dollars including shipping Jesus fucking Christ)

ik not a single person but me will see this review but i dont care. this book was made for me about me

tldr:

[brick-a-doodle-do]

Oh Brick, you should of seen this coming.

For the gt ask game

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WHAT IS WITH YOU AND ORCHID ISTG-- /POS

ALSO I THOUGHT YOU WEREN'T ONLINE U USUALLY AREN'T ON UNTIL AT LEAST 9 FOR ME 😭....

i will reluctantly (/j) answer... :D

1: answered!

2: what size do you interact with best?

speaking PERSONALLY, i feel like i'd be a fumbling mess (in a nervious/scared way,,,) around a giant so probably my own size 😭😭

3: what would your giant/tiny home look like?

ngl i think about this so often!! i'd have a tiny home cause yk,, but i want something like pogtopia !! like the array of stairs everywhere?? it seems so eerie but i'd love it! :D

4: do you have a sona? tell us about them!

i'm like... 99% sure everyone is aware of c!brick but i'll still give a rundown

brick is my sona, she's a borrower at 2.5 inches. she looks a lot like my pfp (although her hair is more of a hot pink--think my old pfp). she's a griffin hybrid and she lives in c!orchids house :) atm c!orchid is unaware of this 💪

there's more to come on her :D

5: answered!

6: fairies or borrowers?

borrowers. HOWEVER i do not have a lot of experience with fairies,,,

7: answered!

8: sci-fi shrinking or magic shrinking

*looks at curiosity and looks back to you*

9: what's your favorite piece of sizey media?

honey i shrunk the kids trilogy it cute, my favorite of those movies are honey i blew up the kid cause what's not to love about a giant kid? :D then honey we shrunk ourselves is #2. and honestly that's probably it,, i don't really consume a lot of g/t media because i don't know a lot of it. arrietty is cute but also the only other g/t thing i've seen. recs would be nice !! :D /nf

10: what's the last tv show you watched, any size headcannons for it?

kimmy schmidt is the last thing i watch watched !!

i like the thought of the reverend being g! and the girls being t! like it'd be so much easier to kidnap them, PLUS the bunker'd be so tinyyyy sdjgds

i like the thought of t!titus too, but primarily t!kimmy is what sparks in my mind,,,

also the thought of t!lillian just murdering ppl is so funny---she'd just attack everyone lmfaoo

11: what song gives you size vibes?

i think this is a really generic answer, but always forever by cults

12: answered!

13: what kind of pet would you like at your size?

for a borrower, befriending a bug would be the most obvious things, but i'm thinking logically, and logically speaking that would be absolutely terrifying (imo). so my next option would be to befriend the household pet. it'd be a free ride. and hopefully they won't steal me and take me to the human--

14: answered!

15: what g/t scenario is the funniest to you?

same as orchids, when another person shrinks someone on accident when they're messing with a shrink ray/potion/etc. that or two humans asking a sizeshifter to size them down and they just run amok and cause chaos (hint hint school floors au hint hint) oh and also when the human is more scared of the tiny than the tiny is of the human (hint hint ghost files au)

16: answered!

17: how long have you been into g/t?

long as i can remember. when i was younger it was definitely more subtle and i didn't exactly know g/t was a thing---but still!

technically speaking i joined the g/t fandom mid-last year,,,,,

18: answered!

19: what’s your all-time favorite g/t daydream - the one thing you keep going back to?

on a daily basis, i still think about a borrower chatting with a human through a vent. like behind the bars and stuff, that way the borrower is safe. and my bed is on the floor while we wait for a new bedframe and the vent is right by my head, so that thought crosses my mind more than once a day.

also tiny workers is on my mind 24/7,,

20: a fictional character you really wanna shrink/grow?

no one, because he already exists in shrunken form

(my answer is wilbur even though technicallyyyy he isn't fictional,,)

[chuluoyi]

Pity 60?! ALMOST THERE! You can do it! 🥳 2 ?! Goodness how even 😭😭 The lowest I got was 6... Not any better but 2 is so close to being flat broke...

Yeahhh her dad is such an ass Maxi is the sweetest! And she's got a super hot husband now so I guess she DID benefit from being married off 😚 Oh I've read that too! Edna is such a girlboss I love her! It's different from the normal damsel in distress kind of Female lead, and it's really refreshing. What else have you read?

I hope so! But I'm still 18 and I wanna enjoy being single hahaha! I've seen my friends cry and weep over guys and I feel like I want to stay unburdened by the weight of a relationship till I'm like 19-20-ish? Thanks Chu! haha it's getting super rainy where I'm from... It's so cold istg...

Ahaha! I'm not THAT young. But I do agree that my watchlist is soul-sucking dhdhdh. Though, there's something about sad animes, don't you think?

HAHAHA you're young too! And you finished Naruto during your summer break?! Omg just how much did you watch per day you're amazing.

Right?! We deserve to know, Gege! Have mercy please was killing off our 3 JJK daddies not enough-

Hmm I honestly preferred the old art, even if the animation wasn't on par with Mappa's. I did pick it up after awhile, but Instagram spoiled me so I lost motivation after 2-3 episodes of season 4... I should really delete all social media accounts before watching a new anime...

Oh no is he okay HAHAHA was the ending that sad I'm slightly tempted to binge the rest of AOT after my exams are over hmm... How could he?!?! Gojo dying is one of the few anime deaths that shook the world 😭😭Or is he just jealous 🤭

Omg a fellow monkey! Sugu's monkey cult is expanding- Ngl I would gladly be a monkey if it means I can get slightly closer to Suguru-

Also I've received your TOT req!! The bakerlon card is legit so cute ahhh 😫😫

-🪩

i… gave up🥲 seems like there’s no hope for me 😩 i’ll wait until next year then and save the s chips i get from the monthly pass for the upcoming events🤧

HAHAHAH the benefit is right there!!🤭 i love maxi’s progress though and YES I LOVE EDNA SO MUCH omg she’s so badass, takes care of her own shits and the plot twist is soooo omg i finished that manhwa on one night and was left sooo full😩 it was one of the best manhwas for me

hmm i think i’ve read quite many arranged marriage stories but suddenly i can’t think of any of them🥲 but another great manhwa i read is unholy blood! i love hayan sm she’s also badass and her romance with euntae drives me almost insane bcs of the slow burn�� but it’s so so great by the ending i was sad to let it go. have you read it?? and do you have any other recs?

so true! i honestly don’t think there’s any benefit for us to force ourselves to have a boyfriend/girlfriend that early (especially if they say it’s for the status—a classmate of mine once told me that she was dating this guy just to know how being in a relationship was like💀 she’s messed up) because in the end, we are looking for the real thing. the real thing doesn’t come easily, it takes time. fyi my current boyfriend is my first bf, we started dating just last year, which means i have my first bf at 23🥹 and i’m so glad i heed my mom then, that it’s no use to have boyfriends when you were still in high school or college as chances are they are still immature themselves.

but if you do find someone who is good in school, then it’s okay to try! just don’t be discouraged if you don’t because nah we need the true ones😉

(aw sorry to come off as lecturing i can’t stop myself but my mom’s advice is what saves me🥹 and i really do think it’s so good)

me too!! it’s rainy and cold nowadays *sigh* but at least it’s not as hot?🥹

THERES 🗣️ SOMETHING 🗣️ ABOUT 🗣️ ANGST 🗣️ that made me feel like i want to jump out of the window yet satisfied my inner soul at the same time🤧🤧🤧

HAHAHA i felt old bcs now i’m paying for my own bills and impulse buying😭 JSJSJS nono i watched naruto from eps 300 onwards actually🥹 still, that’s quite a lot 😭 but yeah, i could watch at least 5-10 eps per day back then 🥲

PFFT DADDIES so true 😔😔 *sigh* my life has never been the same ever since that gojo sukuna fight. i started looking for spoilers (i didn’t follow the manga before), installed twitter and reading theories. my heart used to be thumping so hard each time i went over the spoilers you know? like i know gojo was going to lose somehow but i hope so much he didn’t and then when chapter 235 dropped and gege took a break i was like “!!!!” only to 236 to reverse it in the most brutal way💀

ahh i see… i’m starting to think that aot is for boys😭 like most of my guy friends are like “this is the best anime of my life” while my girl friends are just bamboozled with everything🥹

he’s mourning and coping the way we do for our jjk daddies🤭🤭 save to say that karma gets him bcs he doesn’t follow the manga HAHAHA maybe both i don’t know but he gets 🙄🙄 when i swoon over gojo ahahhaha

oh? good luck on your exam disco anon!! i know you’ll do well!!🫶🏻

HAHAHAHAH OMG that’s the term he used too!!🤣 like he’s okay being suguru’s monkey just because🥹

waah! that’s good then!! the card is so CHIC but i haven’t gotten the chance to read it yet along with the side story card🥲🥲🥲 i will after this weekend i think bcs work has been so tiring *sigh*

[lets-talk-spirituality]

I watched a reading about Harry and his future partners and marriage and it was very interesting lol (yes it was poly open one but he'll be married to one but he'll have more partners besides married one it's for public and him having kids from one person that's the reason .. and rest was a lot of ) there was more on this but I wanted to ask your opinion so far and it was interesting how even that married life is be like ngl and his rules etc 🧐

My opinion is that a lot of people currently in their 20s, 30s and 40s are part of a collective restructuring of different antiquated human structures. That’s why we live in a world where situationships are a thing. Collectively we are exploring what love means, what relationship means, what should and shouldn’t be boundaries in love, etc. So I think people hyper fixate on Harry exploring different relationship dynamics but all of us are doing that, at least everyone I know is. I actually have talked about this with friends a few times. We’re the ones going through the growing pains which is why so many of our dating lives are shit shows. Add to that the collective of men who are rapidly trying to catch-up to meet women on the emotional plane… it’s a hot mess. I don’t necessarily agree it’s his rules lol. He seems to be a very collaborative person and would make sure who he’s with is emotionally fulfilled and good with whatever arrangement they have together, which ultimately is no one’s business to project onto. People want him to be what he’s been painted as this whole time— womanizer/ toy boy—while overlooking the incredibly nuanced and understanding songs he’s written. It’s super weird to me but I’ve accepted some people will see the worst in him because of their own wounding around not feeling good enough. I send them healing.

[invinciblerodent]

Okay expanding on this because I can't stop THINKING about it for some reason.

I knew Astarion was a vampire. I noticed the fang marks on his neck before I would have noticed his elf-ears (they were really obvious dark marks when my computer was trying to render him in for the first time), and I knew that I wasn't gonna give him shit for it what with all the *vague noise* going on. I could tell that at some point, the bat was gonna come out of the bag, and I was fairly certain that he would ask to suck the player character's blood at some point- if not in regular gameplay, then in a romance.

But now that it happened, I can't help but.... find him weirdly SEXY now??? Like I wasn't really THAT attracted to him before, I thought he was a fun character with a fun design that I would have fun getting to know, maybe romancing sometime (probably not with this character because that'd be a strange fit, but sometime), but..... I feel like something just CLICKED in my brain? Like I did not expect that scene to be as... shall we say, EROTICALLY CHARGED, as it turned out to be. I didn't expect for the outcome to be him being visibly (and mechanically) happier, and I didn't expect him to just SAUNTER off like that.

And with the Gale magic scene happening just the next day, poor Arvid is having feelings he has never really had in his life (yes I decided that as a cleric he used to be voluntarily celibate until this whole mess- he didn't have to be but he just... was), for TWO PEOPLE NONETHELESS (so far, he's also growing quite emotionaly close with Shadowheart and he's really enjoying Karlach's company as well), and it's really messing him up good.

For the narrative, I'm still leaning towards Gale because he seems like a bit more of a romantic and that scene was adorable (plus when I chose to "focus on this moment" to picture perfect harmony I rolled a fkin nat 20, A SIGN FROM TEMPUS), and it's really sweet to imagine that in such an intimate moment of interconnectedness, the thought of a kiss would just... unintentionally slip into my boy's mind (maybe still riding the high from the feelings Astarion sparked the previous night?) and the resultant mutual embarrassment and awkwardness, but.... I'm feeling all sorts of things here. Partly also that a vampire and a cleric romance could ALSO be really weirdly cute and, ngl, pretty hot.

Poor Arvid has not gotten a proper night's sleep for days now, too busy trying and failing NOT to imagine himself as the sauce in a hot manwich, and boy is that Joe SLOPPY.

(yes I noticed that there is also a plot happening, don't @ me)

I love how the game seems to want you to be surprised by the revelation that Astarion is a vampire

Oh good heavens, whatEVER could a deathly pale man with red eyes, vaguely Victorian-style, floppy clothes, a British accent, formal and affected speech, and clearly visible puncture scars that are perfectly exposed by his wide open shirt collar BE

I wish there had been a dialogue option like "oh, wait, that was supposed to be a secret?"

(also high time for a warning; the "squirrel plays bg3” tag WILL contain spoilers!!! Please filter with that in mind!!!)

[silverstonesainz-archive]

i paused writing blurbs because i saw someone on tiktok say how many shots they would need to sleep with an f1 driver so i'm gonna do it here with the 2022 grid. how many shots do i need to approach and then sleep with an f1 driver, with commentary. no one asked but here i go.

for a frame of reference, it would take me about more or less 7 shots of hard liquor to get me to a good kind of drunk. anything beyond that i will be very stupid.

RED BULL

max - 2. i just need a bit of liquid courage to walk up to him. otherwise i think i could handle myself fairly well. also max lately??? whew. it doesn't take much to convince me. checo - 10. he is simply not my cup of tea. i look at him like a cool older cousin.

MERCEDES

lewis - 4. i just know his aura would be so intimidating but in the best way. i need all the help i can get to even APPROACH THAT MAN. george - 20. not a fan. will need to be blacked out to get through it.

FERRARI

charles - 3. another man with an intimidating aura. i feel like i couldn't get to him as easily, and i will need the alcohol to calm my weird and erratic behavior. but also look at him? i don't need much to convince me. carlos - 2. only needed to walk up to him. again, i think that i could pull that man if i tried hard enough. i would charm him. i also need to be about my wits if i ever sleep with this man are you joking?

MCLAREN

daniel - 5. i think i can match his energy, i just need the shot before i walk up to him. the other 4 is to get through the fact i'd be sleeping with someone who i share a name with. like imagine moaning your own name???? no. lando - 0. i can pull this man with minimal effort. he's easy, he looks easy. and i wanna be about my wits if i sleep with another scorpio man.

ALPINE

esteban - 7. he's also not my cup of tea. i think i could approach him and talk to him sober, but i need to be drunk to do it. fernando - 16. please i literally call him tío. i can't do it.

ALFA ROMEO

valterri - 6. im gonna need my sorority personality to be more amplified if im gonna pull anything from this man. he's so put together and im just naturally a hot mess. so yeah. zhou - 10. also not my cup of tea, not my type. so i need all the alcohol i can get to muscle through that.

ALPHATAURI

pierre - 1. for confidence. that man lowkey seems easy, i think i can pull. yuki - 20. pls hes so smol and i think of him as a little brother. i simply would not be able to take him seriously if i have any less than 20.

ASTON MARTIN

lance - 8. he's cute but he also doesnt do it for me. i also think that i wouldn't do it for him LMAO. but yeah like the first 3 to approach him, the last 5 to simply get through it. seb - 12. only because i do look at him like a fun uncle. but rbr seb? ferrari seb?? different story

HAAS

mick - 4. for sheer confidence. but i think i can charm him?? i think??? also like i want to be semi about my wits if it happens. kevin - 6. he also seems like such a stoic man and has that aura about him. i will need all the confidence i can get.

WILLIAMS

alex - 5. for confidence and to relax. i think hes so sweet, and i need that extra help to not come across as psycho. nick - 5. ngl... him post japan kinda hit different. im not normally attracted to him so 5 is a good middle ground to get through it all.

[golbrocklovely]

since i was nicely asked to do so...

here are more of colby’s tweets from 2019.

i don’t have proof that these are his tweets, but believe me, they are his.

if it’s bold and italicized, it’s someone’s tweet to him.

if it’s in (), that’s just me commenting lol

added bonus: if they have a * next to them, that means it’s been deleted

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July 4 - sometimes i take the stairs cause i don’t wanna see people in the elevator

July 6 - i jus wanna drink mikes hard with my bros

July 7 - *random girl comes up to us* “OMG I THINK I KNOW YOU GUYS, WHO ARE YOU!?” us: “Jack and Jack” “HAHAH I WISH” *runs away*

July 9 - i still have a fat crush on gwen stefani

July 10 - it only takes one thing to make me not interested anymore

July 11 - everything will come full circle sooner or later. law of attraction

i’m in every hot topic , send me a pic if you see me

July 13 - i’m a mess

July 18 - it’s hard to let people in

July 20 - kidney stones scare me like i don’t wanna piss out a rock

(the difference two days can make huh? sksks i hate him SO MUCH)

July 23 - i just had a terrible nightmare

July 25 - it’s never been the same after

July 26 - WHO CARES ABOUT PEOPLE WE HAVE DOGS

Aug. 3 - i could sleep forever if i wanted to

Aug. 8 - everyone talks shit in LA

@/mikes_dead: lmao who we fightin b

@/colbybrock: everyone

my anxiety has been through the roof this past few days .. but we’ll be fine i’m so excited !

Aug. 9 - do what you want just don’t lie to me .. i see right through it

self care, i’m treatin meeeeeee right

Aug. 11 - sam and colby vs. the world. we love you guys, never forget. #ChoiceYoutuber let’s go baby

(wow this feels like forever ago at this point)

WE THOUGHT THEY WERE KIDDING hahahaha only we would do that

Aug. 12 - life feels so surreal lately

Aug. 14 - everyone needs a day where you can just curl up in a ball and do NOTHING.

Aug. 17 - i used to to have 3 guinea pigs named Patch, Reno, and Taho they all died horrible deaths

(this man has brought this up multiple times over the years and has never explained what happened. WE NEED ANSWERS COLBERT)

i miss the middle school Warped Tour days

Aug. 19 - pretty sure my neighbors think i’m a crackhead

Aug. 20 - i don’t like who i was then

Aug. 23 - @/mikes_dead: Everyone pray for my boy @/ColbyBrock nothings wrong with him he just ugly

you just mad cause i spanked you in beer pong

Aug. 27 - you can find me on my balcony listening to music most late nights

Aug. 28 - Sam and I have been working for the past few years on this project that’s literally the reason we started social media. it’s finally almost here .. revamped and better than ever.

if you’ve ever felt alone, help is on the way i promise

ill pour my heart n soul out

Aug. 29 - need to escape

Sept. 1 - i’ve been watching joey graceffa puppy videos every day ngl

Sept. 2 - nothing lasts forever make it count

no one will have me like you had me

Sept. 4 - i just got tickled on live TV how’s your day goin

Sept. 6 - calvin klein x colby brock ?

Sept. 10 - i always have a random song playing in the back of my head

Sept. 13 - being yourself no matter what anyone thinks is so important

my friends have been tellin me i’ve got a big head… not sure why (with a pic of him surrounded by himself lol)

Sept. 18 - ALL BLACK ALWAYS

Sept. 23 - i’ve grown up so much over the past few years. 2015 me is someone i’d like to leave behind forever

(he really doesn't like his past self. i'm not sure why…)

Sept. 25 - i’m constantly having a mental battle of whether i wanna go workout or eat a chalupa

[guiltycorp]

@crimsongrimoire here: #okay honestly the last name part bugs me too#doesnt it STILL say on the wiki that a former alias was their last name#like what is your proof! cite your fucking sources!#literally somehow one of the worst wikis ive been interested in#so many sources of made up ass info are just like trust me bro#and the gross oversimplification of their dynakic#*dynamic jesus.#like idk you can prefer them platonically idgaf. just dont make shit up wholesale to sell a narrative that doesnt exist.#(...not to say klk enjoyers dont as well But. brother insisters are so much worse about it)#(so few genshin fans have reading comprehension at all fr)#its just such a mess. you can just Say you dont see them romantically. you wont die. i promise#no need to have 10 banners and 20 tags with posturing about how you want klk shippers to choke and die#when theres like Literally nothing Inherently Wrong with it#though people who say shit like 'yeah well it WOULD be hot if they WERE brothers so!'#you are not helping the cause#the 'making people mad on purpose for fun to make them look dumb' works so rarely and almost never over fandom nonsense#either way big agree op#fave#funnily this is the same kinda people who are all like AWWWW HIDDEN STRIFE WAS SWEET IT WASNT SAD AT ALL#and like completely misreading the tone of like All the letters esp those between kaeya and diluc#which is funny cause like Every post ive seen on the subject has been about Them and That part and how AWWW THEY KEPT I CONTACT?!?!#when.... the letters on both sides carry very palpable senses of tension from the wording and esp the brevity of dilucs#some very minor but painful details#and just in general all the letters in question like.. while it was nice diluc was getting support#it was in the WORST circumstance. its incredibly melancholy and bittersweet. like yes its nice to know everyone cares.#but also it was so avoidable. but also at the same time nobodys fault. even though both of them kick themselves for it#remembered my other point DILUC ONLY REPLIED TWICE. TO KAEYAS 9 LETTERS. THAT IS NOT KEEPING CONTACT!#there is no reason kaeya wouldnt have put any other letters from him with the others tbh unless theyre recent in which case#kinda irrelevant. thats not 'keeping contact' theyre in the same place now like Often.#ngl we have no indication if kaeya got those letters to him somehow or just left them for his return.

Literally like!! Genshin fandom has actually been one of the worse fandom experiences for me, and I think we can blame a lot of it on the game and its translation, but also it’s just so goddamn frustrating at times. That klc post was written before hidden strife but if anything the event further confirmed that their dynamic wasn’t ‘adopted siblings’ (despite eng translation as usual messing up everything including Kaeya’s opinion of their fight) and that Kaeya doesn’t view himself as a Ragnvindr. 

An AU where Kaeya would have been fully adopted could be potentially interesting, actually! Ragbros AU if you will. But for some reason people never really go for all the implications of that - how strongly it would influence Kaeya’s internal conflict and his abandonment issues, how Diluc would change his treatment of Kaeya, how differently another Ragnvindr progeny would be viewed in Mondstadt, would he succeed the Dawn Winery’s business, so many possibilities... But no, they simply take canon klc dynamic and twist it, ignoring all the discrepancies which point to a non-familial relationship. That tag is just one more annoying attempt at censure within fandom spaces, familiar to anyone who ever interpreted fictional relationships as homoerotic before (how dare you tarnish this beautiful brotherly or sisterly bond by your sinful delusions etc etc yawn). And big agree about Hidden Strife letters, they still represent the usual dynamic as is the norm for all those temporary events. But fandom sadly tends to go for extreme interpretations, either the characters totally hate each other or they are secretly totally fine and getting along splendidly... I guess maybe people are getting tired of this kind of one-sided relationship, so they want some kind of resolution one way or another, but I kind of like the place Kaeya and Diluc are in right now. It would be nice to get some more Diluc POV just to confirm whether he cares in a detached way or in a barely suppressed passionate & deep way, and/or if perhaps he does carry some hateful feelings towards Kaeya, but otherwise it’s just a really good starting off point for creating fan content.  Speaking only for myself, but it’s all the more bittersweet that there is a possibility that they won’t reconcile after all, that their paths might diverge, that their ideologies might already be irreconcilable without us knowing, that Diluc maybe doesn’t really care that much after all. With this in mind, positive outcomes such as reconciliation, a romantic relationship or a rekindling of friendship, are so much more impactful. 

[zafiiwho]

𝔀𝓮𝓽 𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶𝓼🔥🔞

𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤 : 𝕙𝕖𝕖𝕤𝕖𝕦𝕟𝕘 𝕏 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣

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heeseung POV

“ahh I’m finally done from work. so tiring , I miss y/n - so I’d better rush home” heeseung stretched as he unlocked his car .

end of POV

[ time check - 10:30 pm ]

“i have been waiting for him - it’s been almost 2 hours .. I think I should go to sleep . What if he comes at 1am :( im sleepy so I shouldn’t waste my time waiting for him” you said madly, as u lied down on bed.

me and heeseung were a new married couple and this was an arrange marriage and you wished that you could have married jungwon, the love of ur life .. but sadly , your mafia dad insists that you should marry heeseung as he was strong and a literal workaholic.. I mean he earns a lot so I wouldn’t mind. But I really miss being with jungwon. Me and him lasted for almost 10 years ! but my dad messed everything up and it was pretty upset because we love each other a lot and I had to marry heeseung. I mean I wouldn’t mind because we are compatible in zodiac and life path number wise . Sooo I guess it’s alright 🤷‍♀️.

- 20 minutes later -

hee POV

“I’m finally HOME! can’t wait to rest 💤”

i entered home and when I walked into the room , I saw y/n fast asleep. Poor girl must have been too tired waiting for me. I quickly got changed and sat on the bed , beside her while using my phone before being asleep. That’s when….

end of POV

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I was already in a deep state of sleeping- when suddenly I had a dream about heeseung fucking me aggressively. I let out a soft moan. Everything felt so real !

[ what the dream was about ]: I was simply cooking for lunch and heeseung had his day off! so he was up in our bedroom doing some paper work while I was cooking sumi ramen. As he was doing his work , he came down because of the fresh smell of ramen and he was looking forward to eating it since he loves ramen a lot. Finally I had finished cooking and was at the kitchen counter , resting but I was standing cuz my thighs were hurting a lot. Suddenly a pair of hands were wrapped around my waist.

“bb? that you?” you questioned

“shush babygirl. Daddy is really needy rn . So do u wanna get railed baby?” He said in a Low tone.

ok ngl . This man always turns me on whenever he groans or talks in a Low tone and he knows that he sounds hot but just ignores the fact and focus to turn me on. without letting u answer , he started to attack your neck with hickies , u let out a moan and daddy hee got hard just by hearing your desperate moan.

He placed u on the kitchen counter table and took ur pants off with his teeth and threw it aside. He ate you out, hungrily . U started getting more wet and grabbed a fistful of his hair as he inserted his tongue in u. You were a moaning mess , but he wanted u to moan louder . So without hesitation, he took his pants out and inserted his erection in u .

“oh fuck…” you moaned loud as it was a sudden hit

He started off slowly and you were enjoying it lowkey , u kept ur eyes shut and gained balance with ur elbows and u leaned back , giving him more leeway to fuck u deeper

he starts to fuck you faster - he tried to find for ur sweet spot to abuse it.

“O” u opened ur mouth as he finally found ur sweet spot

“moan louder baby, let the neighbours hear u” heeseung shouted as he was fucking u harshly on ur sweet spot and was fucking at that exact place just to hear ur loud moans.

“FUCK ! DADDY FASTER, OH GOSH” you shouted

He slapped u and opened ur legs wider so that he could thrust faster in u . You both started sweating and u kept moaning uncontrollably. He bite ur lips and squeezed ur thighs as he was fucking you mercilessly .

“DADDY IM ABOUT TO-” you screamed

“let it out baby” he groaned

He covered your mouth with his hands as he inserted a finger in ur mouth and making u suck it . He went faster and without saying a word , you came . But he wasn’t done .. he put u in doggy and fucked u harshly as he pulled your hair and started growing more in u. He pulled ur body up so that ur back was touching his chest and gave hard thrusts. You were crying and begging him to finish. As you said , he finally came - a lot of cum was ejected in u and u let out a moan .

He gave u a kiss and that’s when…

[ end of dream ]

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heeseung POV : I see . This girl is having dreams of me fucking her. Alright den I shall do what i am suppose to be doing to her rn ….

he wakes u up and u were all In a mess , you were even wet down there .. hee looked at u and started with a deep kiss …

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OKAY HELO HELO! I am done with this heeseung smut <3 was also requested ‼️, drop by ur request yah :)) saranghaeeee :D

he is a qt and he knows it 😩🤞❗️