#mwah mwah mwah i love you syd

[thecapricunt1616]

capri. i have a request for carmy

(jokingly) sulking and moping when someone else gets the slightest bit of attention

he jealous boi when u give anybody else attention how dare u >:(

xoxo thank u mwah -🐁

Mousey? Mousey mouse 🐁? Are you out there?? Oh Mooouseee 🧀🧀🧀!!! I’m so sorry this has rotted away in my inbox forever! I love this concept, excuse the formatting as I’m on my iPad (ya girl still doesn’t have a laptop but I’m working on that) I hope you enjoy either way! Xoxoxo As always if you enjoy pls like/comment/reblog, requests are open but no laptop rn so they will be shorter like this 🥹❣️

Warnings for BTC: smoking, swearing, pouty Carmy, no use of y/n, kinda short (sorry it’s hard to do this on an iPad im trying to get a new laptop this week 😭😢)

I can totally see this happening when you’re invited for family dinner. Like, okay so in my mind you’ve been really busy with school/work/the usual boring adult things - but you finally have an evening off, and Carmy decides to invite you to come hang out with the crew and him since he loves showing you off, (let’s be real once Carmy has his one, he’s never gonna stop yapping abt you to everyone in his vicinity)

As soon as you get there everyone is gushing about your promotion at work or the fact that you made it onto the deans list because Carmy is constantly boasting about you. Marcus would pull you aside to have you taste a new dessert he’d been working on, Syd would ask you about the outfit you were wearing and talk about the next time you two would go thrifting together.

Carmy would hang around you the whole time, like a little lost puppy. You didn’t really notice, as you were too busy being treated like a guest of honor. Ebra would proudly show you his new system for making the window work faster, and Tina would proudly show you her new set of knives. You would finally notice that Carmy had been looming about when Richie pulled you to the dining room and after a few minutes of yapping about the new seating design he goes

“Yo- cus, aren’t you on family today?”

This causes you to turn around, “oh! Hey baby!” You’d say happily, leaning in and giving him a kiss on the cheek.

He’d scoff, the tiniest hint of a pout on his lips and a scowl to his brow “about fuckin’ time. Hey- nice to see you, am I chopped fuckin liver?” he asked, in that winey way he took on when he was broody and pouty.

“Oh Bear- stop the sour attitude, let’s go have a cigarette mm?” You tug him by the hand, back through the kitchen where he of course obediently followed your lead (he always did) You wave off the crew like gnats as you made your way through while they ask you questions.

“Going for a cigarette don’t bother us.” You ordered as you nudged the door open with your hip, tugging him outside with you. You gently pushed him against the door and brought your lips to his, planting an open mouth loving kiss on him as you rub gentle soothing circles into the white fabric of his T-shirt over his pecs.

When you pulled away his cheeks were pink and flush, he was a bit breathless, and his lips were kiss bitten. Of course he was speechless so you started,

“When you talk me up like the fucking queen is coming here for dinner and not just your girl, it causes for people to wonder if I’m really as spectacular as you talk me up to be, Bear. If you want us to be left alone while I’m here you gotta make me sound boring” you smirk a bit and he huffs a laugh, shaking his head and digging his pack of cigarettes from his jeans and patting them in the palm of his hand a few times before taking one out and popping it between his lips.

You flicked his lighter to life with your manicured thumb, lighting it for him and he took a deep drag before popping it between his fingers and pulling you to his chest with a gentle kiss to the top of your head. You nuzzled your face in his chest, closing your eyes for a moment and breathing in the scent of bergamot, honeyed tobacco, and oud of his cologne that stuck to his skin, along with the thick smell of original American spirits.

One of the things you loved most about Carmy was his affinity for being groomed and smelling nice. And even more so since he met you, he had started going with you and getting the male pedicure and manicure at the salon when you went so his hands and feet were always well taken care of. He also loved cologne collecting, and of course vintage thrifting.

You’d had many dates to thrift stores, as well as middle eastern cologne & perfume stores, which Carmy had introduced you to. He told you while living in Copenhagen he worked with a Palestinian man who always smelt absolutely amazing, and he asked him what cologne he used and he explained in the Middle East they use cologne oils since it lasts longer.

He had since gotten you on middle eastern perfumes and no matter where you went, you got the questions of what you were wearing - whether it be because of your amazing outfit Carmy helped you put together, or how incredible you smelt.

“Gimme some” you said gently, lifting your face and puckering your lips. He took a long drag before bringing his lips to yours, exhaling the smoke into your mouth as he gave you a slow sensual kiss. You inhale graciously, eyes fluttering shut and tilting your head back to exhale once he pulled away.

“So what’s f’dinner tonight, chef?” You asked and he smiled a bit, clearing his throat before saying

“Venison loin, with charred juniper cream gravy, plum compote, and twice baked smashed potatoes”

Dc: @mouseymilkovich ily I’m sorry it was so short it’s hard to type on my iPad and format it 🥲

[slut4thebroken]

okay hear me out 🥴

being jason's mission partner and the two of you spend the night at a safehouse after the mission goes wrong. you've become 'friends' after some time (even though he hated the idea of having a mission partner) but you two work so well together, plus the little situationship you've got yourselves into; friends that flirt sometimes but it's never serious, at least not enough to acknowledge that you both actually might have feelings for eachother (idiots🙄)

so back in the safe house, you have a wound on your back that you can't reach to take care of so jason offers to stitch it up. he sits behind you in the ratty sofa and you take off your shirt. it was obvious in your head that you'd have to do so but it didn't make you any less tense to be bare in front of your friend. and jason is not any better sitting behind you.

you're holding you shirt to your front but towering over you he can still see the swell of your tits and it's driving him insane. he can barely focus on his task when you're making all these little noises at the feel of the needle in your skin, trying your best to muffle them and look all strong like you're not feeling an incredible amount of pain at the moment. he finds you so incredibly hot right now.

you lean a bit to grab the water bottle you left on top of the table in front of the sofa and your shirt slips a bit. you don't notice but jason sure does and now he's sporting a semi in front of his friend. he's thanking the heavens right now that you have your back to him and can't see this.

when he's done, there's a silent beat filled with undeniable sexual tension as you turn back to look at him and thank him. he doesn't notice he's blushing until you're smirking suggestively at the red shade spreading across his face and neck. you get up suddenly and he watches you intently. still holding your shirt to your tits just before you drop it on the ground and look back at him with a teasing smile, then heading to the hall that leads you to your rooms, bare chested.

jason is left dumbfounded in the silent living room of the safe house, still replaying the sight of you dropping your shirt and walking around bare like you do this all the time. He looks down at the tent in his pants and sighs. He'll have to take care of this.

EEEEP I just had to share this thot with someone!! I love the way you write jason btw <3 mwah!

- syd ♡

😳😳😳that would be- goddamn🤭

I will keep the idea in but I can’t promise anything. Ty for the ask!!!!

[vivalas-vega]

hello again! I was the anon who asked if you were taking requests for Phoenix 💞 lord knows I've spent too much time on the #natasha trace x reader tag HAHSAHAJS tumblr needs more nat content (I'm pleading on my knees 🧎🏻‍♀️)

I was thinking about Nat having a girlfriend but struggling to come out to her friends. She has been dating reader for long enough that they've moved in together and has yet to mention to them that the reason she's been leaving the hard deck earlier than usual is because she has a girlfriend at home.

She thinks nobody suspects a thing but bob found out somehow (it's up to you) and asked her directly. She gives up the facade and tells him everything and they have a long talk about her struggles with her sexuality and her fear of coming out to her friends and actually showing off her gf. That night, she talks to her gf too and decides she's going to finally introduce reader to the dagger squad.

I would looooove to see their reactions on this, bc in my head, everyone must've thought she was into guys like hangman or whatever and she's shows up with this pretty girl by her side. They're already planning on who's gonna get her number first and nat just "uh.. guys this is my girlfriend😄"

Just super fluffy and kinda angsty too? Maybe throw in some smut if you feel like it 👀💞 It's totally up to you!!!

mwah!💋

- Syd

syd !!! thank you so much for sending this in, I absolutely loved this idea and I hope I did it justice!

The Hard Deck wasn’t as crowded as it usually was and Phoenix was grateful for the breathing room as she sipped her beer at the bar and checked her phone, letting you know she’d be leaving soon… Friday night was always bar night for the squad, a way to relax and unwind heading into the weekend after a long week of training and she really loved it… it was always fun getting to spend time with them, the squad had turned into its own little family but that didn’t stop her from always being the first to leave to get home to you as quickly as she could. 

No one knew about you yet… she’d wanted to tell the team for weeks now but every time she thought she worked up the nerve she backed out at the last minute, anxiety overruling and shutting it down before she could even get the words out. She was so lost in her own thoughts that she didn’t even notice Bob slide into the seat next to her until he was tapping her shoulder and pulling her focus back to the present.

“Hey Nat, can I talk to you for a minute?” he asked softly as she nodded, turning to give him her full attention. “Why haven’t you told anyone you have a girlfriend?” he whispered and her eyes widened at the question… she’d been thinking he might want to talk about the training exercise today, she’d made a decision in the air he didn’t agree with and it was normal for them to talk it out afterwards but this felt like Bob had dropped a bomb on her.

“What do you… how did you know?” she asked and he gave her a soft smile.

“Overheard you on the phone at lunch,” he replied and she thought back to the conversation she’d had with you… she’d laughed while you filled her in on some of your coworker’s antics and told you what time she’d be home before calling you her sweet girl and telling you how much she loved you. She’d thought she was alone in the locker room, otherwise she wouldn’t have let that slip. 

“Oh… uh, just haven’t felt ready to, I guess.” she answered and Bob nodded, giving her the space to continue when she gathered her thoughts. “I’ve gotten mixed reactions from other squads in the past and… I don’t know, we’ve just got a good thing going here and I don’t want to ruin it.”

“Why do you think you would ruin it?” he asked, genuinely interested in the answer and she sighed.

“It’s not easy… being a woman in the Navy, let alone being a gay woman in the Navy. We’ve never talked about that kind of stuff before, I don’t really know what everyone’s views on that are. My parents struggled with it when I came out to them and it’s been an issue in the past at my other stations and I guess I just didn’t want to deal with the fallout again,” she shrugged. 

“If it helps, I really don’t think anyone here would have a problem with it,” he said, and she lifted her attention from her glass to look at him questioningly. “I know we’ve never talked about it but… I can’t see anyone on the squad treating you differently because of it. I think they might be a little shocked, but that’s mainly because of how you banter with Hangman, everyone kind of thinks you two might be a thing on the down low-”

“Wait, what?” She cut him off and his eyes widened.

“You guys just have this like… thing, you’re very competitive and playfully mean to each other, I guess some of the squad just assumed it was because you were a thing,” he explained and she chuckled as she shook her head. “But once they get over the shock of being wrong, I think they’d be happy for you.”

“I just don’t know what I’d do if it doesn’t go that way. I’ve tried to get to a place where I don’t care if people aren’t accepting but… I’m just not there yet,” she sighed.

“I understand… I mean, as well as I can understand. It can’t be easy but you shouldn’t have to hide who you are, and I can at least speak for myself when I say I’m really happy for you… but I really think they’d like to meet her, they’re probably going to figure it out anyways because they all want to know what has you slipping out early every night. Whatever you decide, I’m in your corner… if you don’t want to, your secret’s safe with me,” he said, giving her a soft smile and a reassuring squeeze on her shoulder before he rejoined the group to leave her alone with her thoughts. It wasn’t that she didn’t want to introduce you to them, she really did… she’d told you everything she knew about each of them and you’d expressed your interest in tagging along one night but were understanding when she said she wasn’t ready for that yet.

If she had it her way she’d be screaming from the rooftops how in love with you she was… she’d invite the squad over so they could try your amazing cooking, and you’d be by her side every Friday night but there was truly no way to know how everyone else would feel until she came clean, and that idea absolutely terrified her.

“Hey honey, I’m home!” Phoenix called out as you heard her keys rattle against the dish on the entryway table and you padded down the hallway to greet her with a warm smile.

“Hey Nat, how was work today?” you asked, giving her a sweet peck on her lips before watching her pull her boots off and you immediately noticed the slump in her shoulders. “Are you okay?”

She nodded and gave you a smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes as she grabbed your hand and pulled you towards the couch, “Bob found out about us.”

“Yeah? What’d he say?” you asked as the two of you sat beside each other and you instantly pulled her legs over your lap. 

“He was really supportive, he said I should tell everyone else,” she sighed.

“How do you feel about that? Are you ready?”

She shrugged, “I don’t know… once I open that can of worms it’s not like I can stuff it back in,” she said and you nodded, your thumb rubbing reassuring circles against her uniform-clad thigh. “It’s not that I don’t want to… I don’t want you to think for a minute it’s because I want to hide you, I just don’t want it to blow up in my face.”

“I never thought that sweetheart,” you said with a reassuring smile. “I know it’s hard, and I know you’ve been burned before in previous squads but you speak so highly of them… from what I’ve heard they all sound like really great people and I think it would be good to finally clue them in,” you said. “You know I’m okay either way, it’s at your pace, Nat… but this has been stressing you out ever since you got permanently stationed here, and they are probably going to find out sooner or later… I think you might feel better if you get to control the conversation instead of more people piecing it together like Bob did.” She knew you were right… you always were, it really was only a matter of time. Sure, Bob was the most observant of everyone else so she couldn’t be surprised he was the first one to piece it together but it’s not like her squad was stupid. “It’s up to you, but I think you should get it over with. Just rip off the bandaid and whatever happens we’ll deal with it together just like we always do.”

She gave you a soft smile, the first real one of the evening as she looked at you with nothing but love in her eyes, “what do you think about meeting me at The Hard Deck after work next week?”

“I think that’s a really great idea,” you answered, leaning in to press your lips to hers. 

“I really love you, you know that?” she asked and you nodded with a chuckle.

“I know, I love you too.” 

The entire week leading up to their usual hangout at the bar had Phoenix on edge… logically she knew you and Bob were right, but she just couldn’t shake the feeling of dread that had settled deep in her bones as the day creeped closer and closer. She didn’t want to call it off (though she’d thought about it a dozen times), she had to stick with it and follow through otherwise she never would and as she stood around the pool table with the rest of the boys she honestly felt like she might throw up.

“You good, Nix?” Hangman asked, looking her over curiously, “worried I’m going to kick your ass again?” He gestured over to the pool table and she just rolled her eyes.

“I don’t know what you mean by again, you’ve never beaten me,” she replied and he scoffed. “Revisionist history, I see how it is,” he teased and when the bar door swung open she whipped her head around to see you walking in looking as beautiful as ever… you were wearing her favorite dress of yours, a simple little wrap dress that really brought out your eyes and she couldn’t help the smile that overtook her face but no one around her could notice as they all stared at you too. 

“Damn, she is gorgeous,” Rooster said, eyes tracking you as you scanned the bar and Hangman just shoved his shoulder.

“In your dreams, Chicken, watch how the professionals do it,” he said, straightening his posture as he started to move towards you but he stopped in his tracks when recognition flashed over your face and watched as you walked directly towards their group. You gave her a bright smile, not standing too close and waiting to see how she wanted to proceed… you didn’t want to toss her into the deep end by planting a kiss on those lips you loved so much (despite how you really wanted to) and you watched as she laughed nervously, grabbing your hand as she introduced you.

“This is my girlfriend,” she said, squeezing your hand and waiting for everyone’s reaction and you watched the variety of emotions that passed over their faces before they all seemed to put the pieces together in their heads and soon they were giving you big smiles and extending their hands as they told you their callsigns. 

“Well, I see why she’s been hiding you away… you are beautiful,” Bob said with a genuine smile and you chuckled as you shook his hand. 

“How long have you two been together?” Rooster asked and Phoenix shifted her weight nervously.

“A few years,” she answered and you bit back a smile at their shocked expressions.

“Years? Nix, why didn’t you tell us sooner?” Hangman asked, and you thought the concern in his voice was out of character for him… well, as much as you knew about his character from what she had told you. 

“I uh.. Well, I didn’t know how you guys would react,” she said honestly with a shrug and you saw the understanding pass over their features.

“Phoenix…” Rooster said, giving her a sad look before wrapping an arm around her. “I’m sorry if anyone ever gave you the impression you couldn’t tell us,” he said and she shook her head.

“No one did… it’s just, not necessarily a well-recepted thing in the Navy even though times are changing.” she replied.

“Well I speak for everyone when I say the squad just gained its newest member… and if anyone has a problem with that I will not-so-kindly throw you overboard,” Hangman said as he slung an arm over your shoulders. “You and I have much to catch up on, I want all the details,” he said and you chuckled as you walked down to the bar with him. You knew Phoenix would have nothing to worry about, you could tell from your after-work conversations she immensely respected all of them (even Hangman) and after meeting them you honestly felt like she might have been selling them short all this time. The way they welcomed you with open arms had your chest feeling warm and you could just tell it was all genuine as Hangman started talking your ear off and ordering you a beer.

You’d been passed around from person to person all night, barely getting a moment alone with your girlfriend but that was fine with you… you knew the novelty of a new person hanging around would wear off and they were all just excited to get to know you. 

“How are you feeling, sweetheart?” you asked when Fanboy finally relinquished you from the very intense discussion you’d both had about Star Wars. You wrapped an arm around her waist and pulled her into you, smiling softly as she melted against you.

“Good. So good, you were right… I should have gotten this over with sooner. I love seeing you with them,” she said and you pressed a kiss to her lips. 

“And I love getting to know them. It doesn’t matter if I was right, you needed to do this when you were ready to,” you said and she just beamed at you before pulling you back in and kissing you passionately… earning some whistles and cheers from her friends and making your cheeks burn.

“I love you so damn much, you know that?” she asked and you nodded as you giggled.

“Yeah, I know. I love you too,” you said, pecking her lips once more before dragging her over to the dartboard where Hangman had all but promised to take it easy on you (you didn’t believe him one bit). Phoenix had found her family, and you were so grateful to now be a part of that.

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[afrofairysblog]

I know it's been a week but I haven't forgotten @spywhitney ( check out her blog it's great Mwah)

Here are my thoughts on all of the The Bear ships (both canon and non canon)

SYDCARMY: They honestly have a special place in my heart( one of if not the main reason I downloaded this app) and I was not ready for the chockhold it was going to have in my life but here I am 🤷🏿‍♀️. I first saw them in an out of context clip while watching a YouTube video ( ot was when Carmy asked Sydney to say yes chef in S1) and i was like oooo they intrigue me and ngl when I finally did watch the show I thought it was just gonna be platonic. However when I saw that last shoot in the S1 finale I was like OOOOO this is a slow burn and then I got to Ao3 and it was history ( as you can tell with my page I have been fighting to the nail with this ship lol).

SYDRICHIE: ngl.... I have a soft spot for this ship 👀 what can I say I love a good enemies to lovers or enemies to friends pipeline 🤷🏿‍♀️. I think it's because they have good banter and they are pretty funny together where I can see but I am so far gone with the Sydcarmy Army that I can't fully commit to this. Also the age gap, lowkey micoraggresstions Richie was throwing at her in S1( he did change so I'll give him that and me not seeing Sydney being a StepMom are so factors too. Regardless, they are my Top 3 Bro-Otps on the show cause I love their friendship and shootout to the Sydrichie girlies tho.

SYDMARCUS: sign... in another life I would have been a full time sydmarcus girlie cause I've had a had a ✨️ Ooooo are they gonna start something ✨️ moment with them but then I saw Sydcarmy and that I was like yeahhhhh Sorry Marcus . I just feel like they are better off as brother and sister you know what I'm saying. Plus there are a few people that only ship them because they are the only two prominent black characters that are around the same age. Nevertheless, they are also apart of my Top 3 Bro- Otps on the show!!

SYDLUCA: They're cute 🤷🏿‍♀️. Like ngl, I can see the appeal, but not for a long-term relationship, you know what I'm saying. Like it's giving plot device ship so Sydney can get her Stella got her Grove Back moment ( not that I don't mind that cause honestly she needs it and it'll be good to get a different perspective and a jealous plotline)but Luca is a supporting guest star and not a main so even if we do get the relationship it's not gonna be fully fleshed out ( and they always do this with black female characters). Also we know what this can develop for Sydney but we don't know how this can develop for Luca( not to say that Luca has no reason to not like Syd cause who are we kidding she's a catch but still" . Sydluca girlies are cool so shootout to yall too

CLAIRMY: Yall already know how I feel about them, THEY NEED TO JUST END IT !!!! Like idk why this ship brings out the hater in me but it just does ( it's mostly field by the metas I read which give a more perspective about the relationship and how weird it is). Like at first when I watched S2, I mostly just didn't ship them cause I thought they looked related and were boring. However, rewatching I, both of them don't let themselves be authentic with each other, it's like they try to be this witty Wes Anderson ahh type of couple where the manie pixie dream girl falls for the shy wonder bread art boy who just needs to find he's way with the power of love and unnerving eye contact ( see they truly bring the hater in me)which just don't work both character wise and for the show( ot derailed the show a bit. It'll be better if they are not together before they get even more Toxic.

CHEF FIELDS X CARMY: JAIL!!! Idc JAIL!!!!!!

MICHEAL X CARMY: ......To each there own but JAIL just JAIL

CARMY X RICHIE: I don't personally ship it cause they are very cousin coded to me but they're dynamic is really fascinating to me cause it's like a I hate you , I love you but your the only person I have in my life but why does it have to be you sorta vibe.

NATALIE X PETE: They are the Absolute cutest and underrated ngl. They show a depiction of a healthy relationship on the show that pretty refreshing to see like I love them.

MARCUS X LUCA: This is a sleeper hit ,I'm telling yall like they are cute!!!! They have such an ease and calming vibe when they interactive it gives so much warmth. I just feel like they would be a lowkey type of couple, and idk if the show will commit to the ship or even hint at it, but if they do, it has an audience 🤧

RICHIE X TIFFANY: They got some cute moments but I'm glad they are just friends. I feel like both of them needed to grow separately and not be together romantically.

RICHIE X JESS: Ngl, I don't really care about them but they're moments are really wholesome and I like there banter. I ship it 🙂‍↕️💅🏿. Also can reddit not make it weird with this couple like we get Jess is a good woman ( I like her) but let's not make it weird oof.

RICHIE X MICHEAL: Tbh o see the appeal, but damn if they ever were a couple, it just makes it more tragic .

TINA X HER HUSBAND: Once again they are the Absolute cutest and I lo e how they are married in real life!!!

SYDCARMRICHIE: Unpopular opinion ig, I really like this ship like they are the big three for a reason. Plus, I feel like when I come to stories involving this ship( kinda underrated), they bring the best of both worlds ( or worse if you wanna get messy with the story with both respective ships.

Well that's it for me guts, let me know ow your thoughts. This was fun and one of my longest post lol.

Also, wow, Sydney is in a lot of these ships lol

[lord-of-the-weird]

i’ll take an incredible amount of your headcanons please!!! 💳💳💳💳💳💳💳

*MWAH MWAH MWAH*

i love you so much syd🥰 please take the very long batfam headcanon!!!

once a month bruce has a late meeting all the batkids have a baking day with alfred to try new recipes, play games and hang out with their grandpa! at the end of the night alfie packs each kid a few dozen cookies/desserts however each bat and bird does something a little different with their stash…

jason remembering what it’s like to be a starving street kid gives them out along with hotdogs before making sure they have somewhere safe to sleep

babs let’s her dad have a couple but saves the rest for story time at the library

dick the good landlord he is divides them out to his tenants (giving them extra to the one when kids but don’t tell anybody)

tim hands them out to all the working girls along with hot chocolate (alfreds homemade) and waters

steph brings she’s to shop keepers who’ve been nice to her

duke leaves his in the break room of the hospital where his parents are

cass goes around gotham giving them to the homeless shelters and anyone roaming the streets at night

harper and cullen make frequent visits the gotham queer youth center

damians cookies are a bit different than everyone else’s in the sense that they’re animal friendly and well if he returns home with a new cat well who’s to say

all the kids are oblivious as to what the others do with their snacks

alfred caters to as many food allergies and he can but he trusts his kids to ask before handing them out

bruce doesn’t know any of this is happening

[tenderscience]

andrew tell me about your guitars

I LOVE YOU okokok so. i have 4

my first ever guitar is my acoustic guitar i got from my dad because he tried playing ages ago and never rlly went thru with it so its mine now <3 its name is roman :) (also known as rome). i recently restrung it so im balling with that.. my kitty for image scale

next up theres sydney (syd) which originally i think was my uncles and then my dads and then mine. been around forever until it was mine. my first electric guitar <3 also finally got a hanger for it not long ago so it now lives in my doorway. and also kennedy (kenny) another electric guitar that i got from my uncle. syd on the left and kenny on the right

AND LASTLY!!! my bass guitar the newest addition <333 i got it as a christmas present for myself and named it winston (aka winny) im so so in love with it... its a hofner club bass its so beautiful.. me and snoopy for scale

i love all of these thangs so dearly.. thank you for asking MWAH <3

[butchboromir]

heyooooo hope you’re doing well !!!! just doin a lil check in <3 mwah <3 also go off about german musicals please

HI SYD :-)!!!!!!! i'm doing v well, being back on campus has been really good for me. i hope you're doing well also!!!!!!! also OMG YES. ok so

the two musicals i've been really into lately are:

3 musketiere - this is about/based on alexandre dumas's the three musketeers. soundtrack is REALLY good. also as a lover of the three musketeers it's like Wow! two things (musical + 3 musketeers) to be autistic about for the price of one!

if you have to listen to listen to/watch a performance of one song, it should be nicht aus stein. really really good. also this performance has UWE KRÖGER who me and mickthemothcriminal are obsessed with.

i was going to link you a good quality full cast recording from the berlin 2005 cast but it got taken down from archive.org at some point in the past two days :/. however here is a full playlist of the show soundtrack on youtube. other stand out songs: Heut ist der Tag. O Herr

AND

elisabeth - this one is about empress elisabeth of austria!!!!!! reaaaaaaaaaaaaally really good i LOVE the music in this one so much.

uwe kröger plays der Tod (death) in the original cast version of elisabeth and he is wonderful obviously. however i do prefer máté kamarás, who played Tod in later productions. uwe plays Tod as very cold and etheral, and máté's Tod feels more... he feels Tangibly Hungry to me, both in terms of vocals and in his acting, and that's just such a good characterization of death to me. (mark seibert is another actor who's played Tod, and he gets an honorable mention because his vocals are really good. however i feel like his acting is a little flat and the costuming in the productions he was in was a lot weaker).

if you listen to/watch a production of one song from elisabeth, it should be die schatten werden länger (reprise). that link is of máté kamarás performing it, and it's like. my favorite thing ever. i LOVE the choreography here. i also think fritz schmidt plays a lovely rudolf, probably my favorite that i've seen! however. i can't NOT link a version with uwe. so here's a version of die schatten werden länger (reprise) with uwe which is ALSO really really good

also while it's not originally a german musical i am really enjoying some german productions of les mis!!!!!

there are some other musicals on my list that i want to watch/listen to but haven't yet, which are: Tanz der Vampire, Mozart! das Musical, and Der Besuch Der Alten Dame

[poursomesunaonme]

BITCH HOLY SHIT nishinoya, my baby boi, the song promised AND ILL LET YOU DECIDE IF ITS NSFW OR SFW HEHEHEHEHEH I think noya would probably use the pet name baby but who tf knows with that nutjob honestly PLEASE AND THANK BOG KITHES MWAH

GOD SYD TYSM FOR THESE SUBMISSIONS LMAO THE BLOOD IS TRULY FLOWING also this did not go where i was thinking it would lmaoaosjfas i hate the word limits i put on myself but i hope u enjoy it <3

cw: noya travelin, smooch, suggested nsfw

"you're dryer steam, you're someone's wet dream / ice cream for a meal"

you know that life is supposed to be beautiful.  it is—and you know this for a fact.  in the remote coastal town you live in, there’s nothing that can keep a day from seeming so gorgeous, even in a monsoon.  however, it can get dreadfully boring.  it’s a tourist attraction for the middle of the summer, but by the end, when the heat is sweltering and everyone goes back to their respective countries having experienced a fulfilling summer, there’s nothing to keep you entertained.

you think that the end of august on this sweltering summer day, wearing light clothes to keep yourself from overheating, will drag on until you melt like dropped ice cream on the sidewalk.  that is, until some vibrant foreigner ambles around the town square, holding up a map and walking around in circles.  you watch him for a second as his eyes flit from the map to the storefronts then back again, nibbling on his lip and muttering to himself in japanese.  you’re not cruel, so you approach him.

“hi,” you say, your hands on your hips to air out your underarms.  “looking for something?”

“oh!”  you could’ve sworn his ears perk up like a dog’s when he hears your voice and peers up at you from over the map.  “i’m looking for-”

he fumbles your dad’s tackle shop’s name and you laugh and tell him you know exactly where it is.  he follows you, asking about the town and you answer politely, wondering who he is and where he comes from.  he’s nearly over the moon when you arrive at the shop and let him know that it’s your dad who owns it.  he introduces himself as nishinoya yuu, noya to his friends, and you introduce yourself.  he tells you that he enjoys fishing and was looking for a spot to go out to try.

within the hour, you’re driving noya out past the coast (your dad took the day off with the exodus of customers) to a spot your dad frequents.   you tell each other about yourselves and it’s like a breath of fresh air.  he’s well-traveled for someone so young (and really cute too).  he doesn’t plan on staying for more than a week, by which you’re disappointed, but you’re determined to make the most of his stay for him.  you’re pleasantly surprised by the dexterity of his hands, the strength of his abdominals, and the sheer number of fish he catches.  

your parents adore him and offer him to stay at your place when he brings them all back and chats with your parents in the kitchen when they cook up a few of them.  they love him even more when he says to cook a few extra because of how much he can eat.

you know that life is supposed to be beautiful.  it is—and you know this for a fact.  in the august heatwave of your little summer tourist town, where it can get awfully boring to the point where you feel like you’re aimlessly melting like dropped ice cream on the sidewalk.  noya reminds you with each place he asks you to show him, each flash of an elated smile when he’s pleasantly surprised with what you show him, each stolen kiss (among other things) on secluded excursions, that there is so much to feel in the time you have to experience it—and he makes you realize you don’t wanna die until you feel it all.

submissions for the promised event are now closed but you can still click here to go to the nav page

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[mara-and-its-the-same]

Some news my sweet baby starfishes,

Nothing bad I promise, this is just because i don’t want anyone to think i’m lost in a ditch or anything

I’m going on a school retreat for the rest of the week so as of tomorrow afternoon i’m gonna be on a little bit of a hiatus until sunday (maybe saturday if i’m not sleeping and catching up on all my work)

but i just wanted to let you guys know so you don’t think i’m ignoring you because i promise i would never ever! (also so that if i don’t come back you’d know to call the vatican because one of the ghost nuns got me and my ghost will haunt the mansion forever)

Anyway, my asks are always open, as are my dms so if any of you ever need anything or just want to scream into the void i’ll be right here <3

and also I’m gonna have a mini celebration for 200 followers (because i still have like 100 requests from my first one)

moots because i love you mwah: @loving-and-dreaming @loverliner @sw34terw34ther @beezywriting @writtenbyldr @munsonsreputation @honeymunson @babyrunsforfanfic @steveharringtonsleftshoe @harringtonssangel @the-eternal-seeker @ishqhai-aapse @remen-nyoodles @i-live-you-die-i-tell-your-story @dori-and-gray @shadesofsteve @just-another-godless-god @toadstool-amongst-the-tulips @nutellani @starlit-epiphany @unadulterated-syd @woahlifehitsyahuh @siriusblackstwin @diorgirl444 @sp1rit-realm @nyxxxxxxxx @new-romqntics @l0ttiee @esperisdrunkinwonderland @masivechaos @goodoldfashionedluvergirl @puppy-coded @auroracalisto

[childrenofthenightt]

hi syd <333 just wanted to let you know that your blog theme looks majestic!!! how have you been :)))

SVEN MY LOVE !!!!! thank you thank you 🥹 my last couple have been lil tributes to my lil greek gods and i’m planning another one soon <3 in my greek myth era or something I DONT KNOW <333

i’m doing alright!!! things are a little chaotic in very good and also bad ways but we are surviving babe!

you checking in means a lot genuinely, thank you for the ask love!! 🩷🩷

MWAH i hope you’re doing well <3333

[the-hot-zone]

ZONE???????

I love you miss u hope you’re well MWAH

SYD <3

I love you & miss you as well <3 I hope everything is alright with you.

[ataraxiamfrp]

hello :) its syd. i am once again asking for more demon slayer muses! i'd love genya or inosuke or zenitsu or any of the hashira, especially muichiro, mitsuri, or rengoku! thanks love u mwah.

hi syd! you sure can :3 CALLING ALL DEMON SLAYER RPERS, especially anyone with genya, inosuke, zenitsu, and any hashira (esp. muichiro, mitsuri, rangoku)

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[shrimplyfangtastic]

General Q&A

Hi hi! I was tagged by @gamingwithsydney in her reply to these General Q&A questions, so now it's my turn to have a go :D Thank you for the mention, Syd!!

Tagging people is still a daunting task, so instead I tag you, whoever happens to stumble upon this.

1. Named after anyone:

I... May or may not have legally changed my name to a favourite fictional character's of mine. Totally a coincidence, haha. Totally... ;)

But in terms of being named after family or a celebrity or something, no, neither of the names I've known were based on anyone in real life.

2. Last time I cried:

From a serious matter? The start of this week. From a not so serious but still kinda serious matter? Last night.

Nothing fucks me up more than realizing not all cats get a mwah mwah on their little foreheads before bed. Thinking about all the strays outside in the cold during this brutal weather is quite rough.

3. Kids:

I don't personally want to have children, ever, for multiple reasons.

Don't mind the idea of taking care of other people's children though! For a limited time. Nothing against children, I understand they're just little people finding their place in this big, wide world, but people in general quickly lead me to sensory overload so... Yeah, limited time please.

4. Sports:

Used to engage in a sporting activity! I haven't been able to for quite awhile, but maybe someday in the future I can find a way to return to it ^_^

5. First thing I noticed about someone:

Their hair, followed by their general aesthetic (Makeup, clothes, body modifications). Remembering people by face is rather difficult for me, so instead I rely on hair colour and fashion.

6. Eye colour:

Blue! But if I got the chance to choose, I'd love vibrant yellow-orange eyes. Maybe bright hot pink. I go back and forth on the idea of both pretty often XD

7. Scary movies or happy endings:

I love, love, LOVE horror, so scary movies all the way!

8. Talents:

I love me a good spreadsheet, so time management and organizational skills tend to come easily to me. Games, day to day routine, personal finances, reading, writing — If you can think it, I've made a spreadsheet and organizational system for it.

9. Place of birth:

🦘🦘 'STRAYA 🦘🦘

10. Hobbies:

Gaming, writing, drawing, reading, fashion doll collecting, and plenty more. Most of my time is split between the first two though :P

11. Pets:

One not-so-little little kitty cat, she's my baby and I love her so fucking much <3 She's got quite the entertaining personality XD

12. Height:

Average, I just look short because I surround myself with tall people...

13. Favourite school subject:

English was pretty fun, but I also rather enjoyed Psychology and Business.

14. Dream job:

I can't/won't go into specific detail, but I will say that next year I'll be commencing study at my dream uni, in my dream course :D I can't wait!!

And that's all of them! Thank you again Sydney for mentioning me in your post, this was a fun little Q&A <3 <3

[cowlovely]

tagged by @ispyspookymansion MWAH thank you love <33

last song i listened to: mystery of love instrumental cover by thibault cauvin

three ships: uhhh oh god only three? …mmm i’m gonna go with merthur, steddie, and twelveclara because they’ve been on my mind the most recently (twissy/thoschei gets an honorable mention too. turning doctor who ships in my brain…)

currently reading: no books (i know, i’m trying), but i’m in the middle of a merthur fic called “and like the cycle of the year, we turn again” and it is SO good

last movie i watched: i rewatched/showed syd tick tick boom last week! :D

craving: gushers….i had my last package earlier and i want more so badly 😔

tagging @paramoreworld @frogstiel @danneelswife and @throughthegriefofdreams mwah mwah <3

[cannibalismyuri]

AHHH TYSM for tagging me ! also tysm n soooo much love to jupiter, syd, ivy, saturn @oneway-closet n em @background-character-341 n soso @fluffyfangirl I LOVE ALL OF YOU SOSOSOSOS MUCH !!! i feel like everyone i love has already been tagged so just wanna say, all my followers and moots ily mwah mwah happy new years <333

I feel like spreading positivity so.

If you get tagged here, here's a few messages from the person who tagged you:

You are one of the coolest people I know, if not THE coolest ever. I may not have known you for long, but it feels like my whole life, and I don't know what I would do without you. If I haven't met you my life would be fundamentally different. You may have changed, but I've changed with you, and I think we've both grown a lot, and for the better.

I love seeing you create stuff! Be it art, writing, headcannons, or something you DIY-ed, I know that any time you make something it's bound to be good. Every project you start is always very exciting, even if you don't finish it! Watching you create is always very fun.

I know you have bad days, we all do. Don't hesitate to talk to me if you need to. I'm always here, I'll always listen, and I'll always do my best to try to understand and help. Know that you'll always be loved and appreciated!

Here's to our friendship growing even more in 2023!

(ps. don't feel pressured to tag anyone back! This is just to let you know that you're loved and appreciated. And if you were planning on tagging someone, but see that they've already been tagged, don't worry! This will be a message from you to them. Tag them!)

[lord-of-the-weird]

hi darling <33 i just wanted to check in on the mutuals after what was. an interesting year to put it lightly :// i hope you’re doing so very well, and i’m so very proud of you! you deserve love and light and all the stars shine for you!!! love you ❤️

SYD!!!!!!!

i really can’t tell you how much you’ve meant to me this past year🥺 thank you for being such a wonderful person *mwah mwah mwah*