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I'm getting so excited about the new sw game holyyy
#like the high republic jedi we're getting???#who is that#I really hope he isn't fully a villain#but why would they do that to him#imagine waking up years later to a time where the jedi are being hunted and all your friends are dead#must feel horrible#but also all the new stuff he gets to see#inventions and other stuff#anyway
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god i seriously am never getting over That Scene in orv. kim dokja has so little compassion for himself that the only thing he can think to do upon being confronted with the most powerless, frightened, vulnerable version of himself is to try and murder it with his own hands. even when everyone is sobbing and begging him to stop, even when everyone has already forgiven him without reservation, even when yoo motherfucking pilgrim of the apocalypse joonghyuk cannot muster any animosity, kdj will not stop trying to convince them this trembling little boy needs to die. it had been well established by that point that kdj is self destructive and self loathing, but he was good at maintaining some emotional distance from his actions. but the moment he steps off that train, recognizes his own drawings, realizes what's happened, that impassive veneer shatters and he becomes desperate and vicious. this man hates himself so much. seriously, can you imagine how it must have felt to be oldest dream? you're an abused, lonely, depressed child. profoundly alone in this world, betrayed by everyone you've ever loved. you are so frightened of everything you can't bear to live in reality. you meet yourself from the future, but even he has no sympathy for you. no, he hates you. he hates you so much he wants to kill you. he would point a broken sword at his own throat if it meant he could erase you. you don't know what you did wrong. you never do. all you can do is cower from the monster and hope he doesn't get you.
like it's so fucked up. orv is so fucked up.
#what if you were the villain of your own story. my god#and the way kdj goes back to pretending to be casual afterwards is also eerie. guy who can handle his feelings normally#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv spoilers#kim dokja#could seriously talk about this scene for days it's so fucked up in like 20 different ways#because imagine how horrible it must have been for kdj to have his vulnerability laid bare w nothing to hide behind. kdj of all people.
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I know they don't really exist in your AU, but what would your idea of a Glamrock Fredbear and a Glamrock Spring Bonnie look like?
You don't have to draw this is you don't want to. :0
Now I don't usually take any kind of drawing requests.. but you caught me at a time where I was really itching to draw and I needed some inspiration XD
So here ya are, my version of the Glamrock spring boys would look something like this! (With the other Freddy's and Bonnies to compare!)
These very shiny and glittery fellows have some black, white, purple and a lot of gold in their color palette. They have unique face shapes and body types to further distinguish them from Bonnie and Freddy. Also unlike the other animatronics who have different themes from each other and have their own stand alone attractions.. Spring and Fred actually share a theme and attraction. They were built with the same theme and color palette becuase they are specifically designed to always be together.
They are like Bonnie and Freddy in that they are best friends. But Bonnie and Freddy can function without each other and can preform in separate attractions. Spring and Fred cannot. They cannot preform while separated.
This inability to separate the two could potentially cause problems.. But mostly it would just mean that Fred and Spring might not be put up on the big stage with the other animatronics for huge performances. Because it could get in the way of the show.. but despite all that they're still kind and trustworthy animatronics and their shows are a hit with the kids.🌟👍🌟
#my response#fnaf security breach#fredbear and springbonnie#glamrock freddy#freddy fazbear#bonnie the bunny#glamrock bonnie#tempted to make this an actual au#imagine the angst of separating the two#or better yet Glamrock Freddy looking to Spring for comfort becuase he misses Bonnie but its just not the same#Fred and Freddy's bond growing stronger after loosing Bonnie becuase Fred knows how horrible it must feel to lose your Bunny..#hehegheheheh#I love making angst
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erm if you've seen my slow descent into tf madness on that other app...... well.... enough said... have an earthspark megop attempt.....
#i'm a little afraid#baby's first post abt them on here#transformers#maccadam#megatron#optimus prime#megop#transformers earthspark#learning how to draw robots and mecha just for them#its horrible and i hate it but i must#for alien robot yaoi i will#jokes aside i've been reading and watching everything i could get my hands on#i feel a different level of crazy now
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I can’t believe a boyfriend made a silly sex joke to lighten the mood after both partners had a moment of vulnerability. The audacity. The horror. The normalcy! Unbelievable. How dare a conversation about feelings turn to levity. How dare a couple have a light chat about trauma-related things over dinner that doesn’t turn into an incredibly deep heart to heart instead of a joke and moving on. Unbelievable. I’m never watching this show again! 👎🏻
#911 spoilers#bucktommy#Evan buckley#Tommy kinard#look#as a queer person in a relationship with another queer person#both of whom have major familial trauma#trust me when I say you generally DONT WANT ever reference to your feelings and trauma to turn into a huge deep discussion#sometimes you just say something vulnerable#and the other person does too#and then you joke about it and move on#humour is powerful coping mechanism as well#one that is pretty common especially among guys#people need to freaking relax ffs#Tommy is not a horrible person for making a flirty joke#things were said and feelings were acknowledged#and then they moved on#this is all perfectly freaking natural#Buck is not some sensitive flower that can’t handle a silly joke about daddy issues#please I beg you all to look at this at a distance with some common sense#rather than the ‘but Buck is traumatized and must always be treated delicately!!’ lens#and I am saying all of this as someone who really doesn’t give two fucks about the joke itself#I’m not into daddy kink idgaf#but if the idea that a queer couple isn’t allowed to insert a flirty joke to lighten a moment of vulnerability#then I don’t know what to tell you#you personally finding something innapropriate does not mean it’s actually innapropriate#please just chill out ffs#no one wants to hear about how evil Tommy is for hitting on his boyfriend for months and months to come
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Due to popular demand. More ihnmaims shit post I drew for a friend. (Mostly sonic real time fandub quotes)
Yes babe the sweater around my neck does stay on during sex
Part 1
#i have no mouth and i must scream#Ellan#AM#allied mastercomputer#Ted#ihnmaims#I technically have more but apparently I can only post 10 images on mobile.#idk if there’s enough more to justify another post tho#note I do not ship Ted and Ellen#despite the games trying to pretend Ted isn’t absolutely horrible to her#and teds feelings aren’t more disgust then any sort of love he has for her#but my friend explained how am would watch them have sex and giggle#and I still think about that
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Honestly I see Jimmy's refusal to put Curly out of his misery less about his weird feelings of envy or his delusions but the fact Curly is all but stated to be a shield to Jimmy from his actions and people seeing the worst in him.
The only characters that Jimmy really interacts with one on one before the crash are Curly and Anya, two individuals he has wildly different relationships with. It's likely that Curly really did most of the talking between them as the pilots and the rest of the crew as staff. They didn't know of Jimmy's more reprehensible behaviors cause they never really had the chance to and Jimmy is subconsciously aware. If they had disliked him more than Anya would have told Swansea earlier or even Daisuke when things got really bad.
It's why he takes the immediate opportunity to blame Curly; He's the shield. He's saved Jimmy's ass more times than he can count and more times than Jimmy would ever admit. Even when he can't really do it anymore, he mentally shields himself from his own faults by putting Curly between them. Letting Curly die puts too much on him because he doesn't know how to function without a safety net.
In the end Curly only lives because Jimmy needs the idea that Curly will inevitably make things better to stay alive, meaning Curly has to live, no matter how much it pains him to do so.
#in short Jimmy doesnt only care about Curly#he only cares about the securtiy that Curly provides him#and i headcanon that the reason he tried to kill everyone is because he knew it was only a matter of time befor Curly realized this wasnt#somethgin benign Jimmy did that he could smooth over but somethign that Curly would repremand and condem him for and take his security away#like yes Curly did not react fast enough or strongly enough to what Anya told him but you could see him showing more concern over it as I d#understand the psychology behind people and more specifically men like Curly as he is hearing something horrible his friend did to someone#he cares about but has less of a bond with. he feels the need to protect his crew as people first and sadly Jimmy is still the person he wa#closest too yet I still think everything happened too fast for Curly to process as would you not grapple with the fact your closest friend#is a monster you must personally deal with? or that he did something so vile to someone else you have become protective over? Would you not#think of the relative power that friend holds and how if you approuch this wrong it could end badly for everyone? He had all these thoughts#but not enough time to think about them. Also how Jimmy was one of the main people in his personal life he felt a need to protect seeing as#he got him this job. Like imagine the one person you are really trying to make good is still bad after everythign and now you have to be th#hand of judgment youve shielded them from for so long like I do not think Curly handeled the initial situation with Anya correctly I dont#think it was the case of him not believing but not really knowing what to do and feel about it as a friend of both parties the captain and#guy going through his own shit and it says so much that he was dealing with all that so well compared to Jimmy who got everyone killed cuz#he thought being captain would be like sitting on the thrown and not emotionally mentally and physically taxing like I cant say Curly is th#best person due to his inaction but he is a good person doing the best with the knowledge and shitty resources he has cuz like also Id just#be terrified that my suicidal and nilihst bestie who clearly has an inferiority complex around me is the copilot who has access to the most#to the most important parts of the ship and the means to kill us all if he feels like him or his security are being threatened like#Anya and Curly just deserved better because they get put through the ringer like just put him in a class to teach him to be less trusting#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing curly#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing jimmy#jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing spoilers
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chat i think im gonna be sick
(Powers of X #6)
#xmen#xmen comics#powers of x#charles xavier#snap scans#snap chats#moira stronger than me like ik why we here we're gonna die if not and so that is why she is stronger than me she is committing#i woulda kissed him in this moment too tho she and i are family on that front im afraid i do find him very cute#also. SIDE TANGENT. i loved the art before this of charles slowly processing the horrors of moiras mind ...#EXCELLENT art i must eat it at once#the most devious part of this is after i finished reading i went to go to my brother to talk about What I Read#and the second i pulled up like 'his sad eyes Brother im gonna be sick' he immediately quoted this page I HATE IT HERE#thats why they had to put that dome over charles' eyes so no one could look at his sad eyes anymore#this is in fact something i love and always love seeing but it still hurts i will not LIIIEEE#cant wait to read bout how this all goes horribly wrong ....#while my bro and i were talkin we were talkin bout other in-between stories an i wanna check those out at some point ...#maybe ill check my comic shop sometime in the future idk. for now im gonna throw up !!!!!!!!!!#i will simply spend tomorrow watching the rest of 92 im almost done with it. relatively speaking i will feel healed then probably#i got like two seasons left which is basically the same length as season 3 and then its onto 97#thats just one season for now so ... should finish that quick ..#ok bye i have Being Sick to be
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"Well done, m'lady. We've--I mean, you have...I mean, Gabriel Agreste has..."
omg should I just jump off a cliff
#MY BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 😭😭😭😭#he must've felt so helpless that entire time#and knowing ladybug had to defeat hawkmoth without him 😭😭😭😭😭 and his daddy died too!!#he must feel so so guilty and horrible#my poor boy#adrien agreste#chat noir#miraculous ladybug#london at the edge of time#ml london special spoilers#miraculous london spoilers#chronobug#liveblog#bugoutreviewgirlie
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Baoxiang gives sooo much shit to his brother for not thinking about things while absolutely not being aware that he's also pretty damn excellent at Not Thinking About Things
#wbx seeing the ghost of the maid with dimples: ahhh damn so 'going back to her sick parents' was a lie? who would have thought#people showing him genuine affection: hhmmm fake. they all Despise me deep down#consistently doing the worst thing imaginable and killing everyone he got close to for an Evil Plan that ->#he doesn't even want to carry through but now he feels like he must bc he's Sick and Twisted:#hmm I wonder why I feel so horrible all of the time... it can't be bc doing bad things makes u feel bad surely. it must be The Ghost#for priding himself into being the smartest in the game he is sooo fucking dumb good lord holy fuck#kicking him down a flight of stairs#tre reread#send post
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How must Misako have felt when she realized that the best chance she had of keeping her family together was to tear them further apart first?
#sorry rewatching early seasons again I’m. ill. I’m ill#I’m ill about her realizing she’s got to leave lloyd bc it wouldn’t be fair or safe to drag him around the world looking for answers#I just keep picturing some horrible moment of clarity where she realizes her baby is the prophecy boy#how big of a pit of dread and fear and panic and desperation must have opened up in her gut#did she feel it the moment he was born? when he first opened his eyes? when he took his first steps? when he spoke his first words?#I just. rhghrhhh. god. god. the legos got me#halcyonia#ninjago#Ninjago Misako#misako montgomery garmadon
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I can imagine anything guy image: “I can spiral into tears and convince myself I’m the worst person alive over anything”
#it’s soooooo easy#‘hey that thing you said was kind of insensitive’ -> feel awful and apologize immediately ->#try to explain that I’m a flawed human being in hopes that they don’t hate me as much -> realize I’m using it as an excuse -> feel worse ->#want to explain that I feel bad in hopes that it makes my apology sound genuine -> realize if I do I’m starting a pity party ->#Devil on my shoulder says that I SHOULD start a pity party bc then people have to console me even though I’m the one who fucked up ->#realize that if the devil on my shoulder thinks that that some part of me must think that. thinking that is kind of terrible ->#feel like I’m terrible -> start crying -> realize that crying will turn it into a pity party anyway ->#realize that I don’t want to feel like I’m terrible. that I do actually want people to console me -> realize I don’t deserve it ->#admit that I am truly horrible for trying to turn my fuck up into a way to make people comfort me ->#post about it on tumblr to vent (?) -> realize now I’m starting a pity party in front of almost 8k people ->#realize that makes me even worse. -> break down in tears feeling sorry for myself when. again. IM the one who fucked up#repeat at and slight inconvenience or mistake. feel like a piece of shit forever :)#it’s a flawless system. if someone sees me struggling and tries to console me I can redirect that to confirm that I’m a horrible person#try and tell myself that I’m spiraling bc of mental illness -> that’s an excuse ->#excuse = horrible person bc I’m not willing to own up to my mistakes -> return to spiral
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Is it cringe to say that nerdy prudes has dredged up so many weird emotions for me. Like damn high school really WAS killing me and growing up a loser really sucked
#Idk I'm sleepy and emotional#But I'm so glad I got out of there#I'm so much happier now but so often I'm still hit with that horrible feeling that everyone is laughing at me behind my back#Earlier I made a 'oh my uni classmates already don't like me' joke to my mum#And she got upset that I didn't have any friends but like. I do#I just still feel like nobody likes me and everyone thinks I'm a loser wherever I go#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#high school is killing me#starkid#Team starkid#I'm not a loser
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every time gold rush comes on i have to sit down and imagine the kevin day amv with intense accuracy. What must it be like to grow up that beautiful...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#everybody wants youuu everybody wonders what it would be like to love you....!!!!!!!!!!!#kandrew. and kevineil. and kevjean. and kevthea. AND DARE I SAY KEVRIKO#just patently kevin day song its really sickening its really so horrible#i dont like a gold rush i dont like anticipating my face in a red flush i dont like that anyone would die to feel your touchhh#(banging head against the wall) what must it be like to grow up that beautiful. what must it b#having a normal one today. good morning everypony#txt#kevin
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Okay so I’ve seen a lot of people being like “oh Eurylochus is not a hypocrite bc he didn’t intentionally sacrifice the crew with Circe like Odysseus did with Scylla”
And while yes it is not the same, uh…….. here’s the problem from my perspective and why I still totally think he’s a hypocrite.
He was the one who had those men under his command. Odysseus gave him a mission and for that mission, Eurylochus was in charge of those guys. Then he LOSES (yes it is his fault, he was responsible for those men) the men to Circe and then runs back to Odysseus and immediately is trying to leave. He in a way is actively choosing to ABANDON those men without even TRYING to attempt a plan to save them. Like he doesn’t even think about it.
Yes Odysseus and the Scylla situation are messed up and it is not the same as Eurylochus and the Circe situation, but sorry guys this man is absolutely still a hypocrite. For his own self preservation he was about to abandon a bunch of men HE LOST to a supposed evil. The only difference is that Ody did it deliberately while Eurylochus’ incompetence caused it.
And here’s the thing, we can argue that Odysseus bc of the Scylla situation is more of a monster than Eury. I’m not even saying the mutiny is not justified. IT ABSOLUTELY WAS. The crew absolutely should have mutinied and Eury was right to challenge Ody.
However, these characters are complex and like yeah, Ody is a monster and a conniving schemer, but he is ultimately just a man trying to get home. And Eury is a fool and a hypocrite that would abandon his men for his mistakes but he is also just a tired man who is starving and suffering.
#I think the whole point is that neither man is completely in the right#sorry eury fans but like… I said it in a previous post but like say Eury died instead of Polites#these people would have been back in Ithaca already lol#like he caused actual harm that did lead to tangible consequences#and yes what Odysseus does is horrible but the whole point is perspective#from his perspective he feels there is no other option. they can’t get home otherwise so Scylla must happen#he messed up in not telling the crew or even attempting another outcome but again the siren said there is no other option#Poseidon last time they saw him killed almost the ENTIRE crew.#it’s like an ends justify the means situation#don’t get me wrong tho the crew was right to mutiny#they were just extremely wrong for killing the sacred cow#it’s a shame really#and that’s the point the musical is supposed to be a bit of a tragedy#pomegranate rants#epic the musical the thunder saga#epic the musical spoilers#epic the musical#the thunder saga#the odyssey#odysseus#eurylochus
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why did no one tell me that the last unicorn is metal af.
like,
#the last unicorn#feeling crazy right now#i thought this was going to be like. PTA-mom-approved coming of age story about a unicorn who gets turned into a princess and falls in love#this is absolutely not what i was expecting and i'm delighted#i love how the harpy is set up as this horrible malicious entity who the sweet kind unicorn must escape before it gets free#but no! as the unicorn says ''oh‚ you are like me!''#and leaps for joy to see the harpy set free to take bloody revenge on its captors#you are like me. i am like you. we are both forces of nature that are the reckoning of all that attempt to contain us.#the unicorn is immortal. do not run from anything immortal.
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