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It's closing night for The Addams Family so I'm being a total sap all over the place but I feel like you'd be able to appreciate this as a theatre guy, yknow? So tell me isn't it absolutely insane that our Lurch, the guy who was told to audition just bc he's 6'5 and in band, JUST SO HAPPENED to be an actual bass singer??? Like he's SIXTEEN and his final solo note in the show is an Eb2. Sorry like you literally don't know these ppl but I had to share
BRO??
#bronze Iāll be completely honest I donāt know what an Eb2 is but#I get the gist#thatās so funny honestly#like that really was a steal lamooo#no but yeah I get it#must be bittersweet for you#honestly that whole experience sounds so awesome#Iām sure you and your crew all did an amazing job these past few days#and Iām sure you guys will stay tonight as well šŖšŖšŖšŖšÆšÆšÆšÆšÆ#good luck!!!#asks
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I think Toriel would totally get one of those projectors that show the stars to Sans. Maybe it came up that he loves astronomy or maybe Frisk or Papyrus let her know in secret, heck! Maybe it's from all of them. I think he wouldn't really know how to take it. Like bro sees it and goes '*oh neat.' and actually he's fucking dying inside.
#it's something to project onto the ceiling#so you can just look up and 'stargaze'#maybe they found it in the dump#still working by some miracle#that way it'd be rlly special#cause not only is it rare but it means you get to see the stars from the underground#maybe the monsters ask themselves#why would humans need a projector to see the stars when they have them every night?#not knowing there's too much smog in the city#too much light pollution#ā* THEY MUST BE AS LAZY AS YOU SANS NYEHEHEHā#and actually we just fucked up the planet lolllll#and also it could just be nice before bed#to watch the stars#it's very relaxing#kinda bittersweet too obviously#undertale#sans undertale#sans#undertale thoughts#undertale papyrus#frisk undertale#undertale frisk#toriel#undertale toriel#undertale sans#not au stuff for once#papyrus undertale#utmv#might as well add the thirtieth tag
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Iām rereading the Saga of Darren Shan (Cirque du Freak) and oh my goddddddd
What do you put in your books Darren?? It is not often I read something so addictive. I saw someone describe them as being like crack. And yeah I can see that I donāt even read Animorphs books this voraciously
(Spoilers below)
And yet. Rereading the second half of the series. When you know who the vampaneze lord is and how itās going to end. Just:
God. (Or should I say, Charnaās guts!) the planning that must have gone into the series. I can see the foreshadowing/just a prophesy that they donāt know how to follow properly because they donāt know how it ends. Itās like how a horror film protag doesnāt check why a cup fell down because they donāt know theyāre in a horror film. Darren! You had Steve at your mercy! SEVERAL TIMES!!! Kill him! Itās unbearable!!! Heās lying!!!!!! This is like a fucking Greek tragedy mess of a plot!!!!!!!!
(Just try. Try reading Allies of the Night knowing full well whatās happening)
(The Greek tragedy comparison makes sense though, Darren is literally struggling against Des Tiny, even if he doesnāt know it)
And then, Mr Crepsley is dead, and Darren (post depression) and Harkat go on holiday to the nuclear dragon desert to gather panther teeth, gelatinous toad globes and Grotesque venom so they can go fishing for souls! Itās very reasonable that the war is drawing to a close so we need a break before the final battle but those toad spheres came of left field.
And then we hear the cirque du freak is returning to Darrenās hometown!! Love it when heroes return after most of their journey and discover theyāve changed too much to go back! But especially Darren, who cannot talk to anyone or even look around too much. He died. I LOVE IT I LOVE THESE BOOKS SO MUCH BUT I AM TEARING AND CRAWLING OUT OF MY SKIN THEY HURT SO BAD I JUST WANT MY BOYS TO BE HAPPY AND SAFE AGAIN)
(Boys includes: Darren, Harkat, Mr Crepsley. Vancha, Alice and Debbie. Not Steve Leopard. Fuck Steve Leopard. All my homies hate Steve Leopard)
And another thing: now I know about actual science - āvampire atoms are wobbly so they donāt show up on camerasā - that is some of the most shallow pseudo scientific bullshit Iāve seen outside of JoJoās. I love it. Itās so silly and makes no sense.
#as you can see#i am totally normal about this#i am totally sane#frothing at the mouth#screaming crying throwing up#crawling out of my skin#why must you hurt me in this way#darren shan#the saga of darren shan#cirque du freak#rant#vent??#I mean this is a vent but is more a product of hyperfixation#I havenāt felt this bittersweet about the inescapable unfortunate fate a character gets since#fury of Magnus#I use āgodā a lot in this#I promise I am not a Christian#Itās just the right word for the expression/thing Iām feeling#and is very versatile#godsdamned sounds a bit off to me#even if it is closer to what I think could be#in terms of religion/soirituality
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HEARTBREAKING
Worst Dad You Know Has an Extremely Endearing (Now) Reoccurring Character Trait
For further context: this whole FB involved Sharena and Henriette seeking out lockpickers in the Order of Heroes to open this VERY SECURELY locked box from Gustav's room that took Tina's special staff to finally crack open (or rather -- "steal" the contents out of. No one could actually break the lock!)
And the first instance of this!
It makes me wonder if he saved anything related to Sharena..........
#fire emblem#feh#man. henriette's sad portrait w 'yes. he must have' carries so much bittersweet grief. augh#when it comes to sharena idk if i would be more angry if he did save something or if he didn't. i'm almost leaning towards the first though#like. idk if i can even word it but it fucking sucks when you have family that 'loves' you and they do actually genuinely love you#but they just. do it wrong. and fail you severely in the process. you think to yourself it would have been easier actually#if they had simply never loved you at all. or if they were upfront and told you they don't love you anymore.#at least then you can be as vindictive as you want and hold a grudge forever and be completely justified#but extremely begrudgingly this DOES make gustav a compelling character. in so many ways#you can see where it all went wrong. you can see henriette sees something in him that no one else can. and she's not crazy for it#she was probably there. she probably saw it all happen. she knows him w a level of intimacy no one else does.#and now you see these little humanizing traits. he loved his son. he loved his partner and wife.#juries still out on his daughter.#but you get what i'm saying right? it's terribly tragic. it's painful.#man.#i'm still gustav's number one hater though. just so we're clear.#AUGH IT'S JUST. THE PLAYFULNESS OF IT. IS ACTUALLY SO PAINFUL. LOOKING AT EVERYTHING WE KNOW#they had a rock competition........ to find the roundest rock.......... and she won....... and he saved the rock she found......#THAT'S. AAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#you cannot fucking IMAGINE gustav doing that. and yet. in another time. he did. and that's who henriette fell in love with#and that's who herniette still sees. and she's not fucking wrong for it. not entirely. he still has that fucking rock.#dude i'm gonna be sick.#fe gustav#fe henriette#sharena#fe tina#fe alfonse#he's. mentioned. might as well tag him LMFAO
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Narratively how do you think the QSMP should end?
Obviously this is VERY far away (thankfully, I'm too invested) but I was thinking about the story of the QSMP and what potential endings it could have. Do you guys want a happy ending where everyone leaves the island with the eggs? Or maybe a more tragic ending? Or if you think every character and egg should have their own personal ending like Q!Max, what ideas do you have? I JUST WANNA HEAR YALLS THOUGHTS IM SO CURIOUS
#i love all the characters so immediately i want them all to be happy and have a good ending#but i must admit....#theres something about tragic ends or even better bittersweet endings that absolutely enthrall me#its much harder to pull off an ending like that so when its good it hits so much harder#oooo or an ambiguous ending i know people usually hate when theres unanswered questions but if it is done well i fucking love them#gives you so much to talk about and analyze#alright im done yapping#qsmp#quackity smp#quesadilla island
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The Blue Caftan (2022)
#she watches#the blue caftan#le bleu du caftan#maryam touzani#lubna azabal#saleh bakri#ayoub missioui#a bittersweet queer movie about love and acceptance#I've rarely seen so much empathy on screen#the characters are so strong and yet so very soft with each other#they respect and care so much for each other#a form of companionship I crave#the summary undersold it honestly#the cast is stunning and so is their alchemy together#also the mastery behind making caftan is crazy and beautifully filmed#also I love hands and the way they're portrayed and here they did and showed so much it was really amazing#it's a slow movie like the making of a caftan like their little quiet life despite all their secrets#because of the topic and the country the whole thing is pretty subtle and it kinda enhances everything#you must watch it in arabic
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I think every moment is eternal in its own right and we hold no authority to deny it that status. Even if it is a forever that will escape our memories, itāll still exist as a forever in the history of time. In the memories of no-one but the Earth itself. In the records kept and made by no-one, where everything is stored for all time to come. No love is lost and no existence truly unacknowledged.
#even the moment that one may spare to read this post; itāll be a second dedicated forever in the records of time just to this simple post.#fleeting moments of attention and acknowledgement that arenāt so fleeting at all because they still existed and still do in a way.#it is tragic that we must associate a certain event to a date for it to become a joyous occasion. thereāll never be another 1/5/24.#is that not enough for it to be special itself?#one may argue that they have nothing to remember random days by and that is true.#but not every moment of delight and pleasure is to be remembered I think. to be entirely honest with you I barely hold any memory of#literally anything prior to 2022 perhaps.#but that doesnāt mean that those moments didnāt exist or donāt hold their own importance.#because even if I donāt remember and even if any other parties donāt remember. those moments still exist forever in history in a way.#And even if we donāt remember. The earth surely does; right? The ground must remember the weight and shift of our feet as we walked.#I just think itās bittersweet that even if āforgottenā; nothing truly ceases to exist or be truly forgotten because it still existed.#there is a moment dedicated in this worldās history ā into matter how short in duration ā dedicated entirely to that event.#whether it be something as simple as just going for a week and appreciating the setting sun.#do you understand or do i sound mad.#i donāt know; i have a feeling it might be because my birthday is approaching soon and iāve had a-lot on my mind.#neutral things mostly so fret not.#i think i need to go for a walk.#ā§.*š¹#ā2022ā#this is a blatant lie actually I donāt even remember 2023#i am. trying my best to recall my last birthday and nothing seems to be coming up so. do with this what you will.#ā§.*š”ļø
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these make me think about kaeya and diluc honestly itās so heartbreaking š„²š„²
#also made me think abt me and my brother i may have cried HA#anyways back to dilu and kae#itās so bittersweet knowing how they had such a good relationship before things were revealed like they look so so sweet together#the kind of brothers who do EVERYTHING together and are equals in every way and u just canāt have one without the other#i wonder how diluc feels as the older brother who broke his younger brothers heart#that last quote talking abt the responsibility of an elder sibling.. i wonder if it breaks his heart that he couldnāt exist in that way for#kaeya for the longest time#also the way their outward personalities kinda switched around#i think they maybe wanted to keep a piece of eachother within themselves#there really is no person out there that could replace what a sibling is#how strange of a connection filled with comfort animosity annoyance love and safety#like your other half ??? someone who is linked to you but is so uniquely another person#someone who shows you another perspective of the world#i wonder how kaeya felt after he no longer could savour the safety net his older brother provided him#feeling so bare against the thorns of the world now that his brother isnāt there to hold him in his arms#how identityless he must feel to have someone who was there since the start to be ripped away
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"Do you think that there's an afterlife?"
The question seems to come from nowhere. Not to mention a rather odd one to ask a man who's still not quite sure if what he's doing counts as 'living'.
He pauses only long enough to give her a confused look. She ought to know by now he isn't the philosophical type, and yet, she returns his look expectantly.
"Do you?" she prods again.
This time he at least pretends to think about it, though he can't bring himself to give it any genuine consideration before formulating a reply.
"I don't know, it's not really the kinda stuff I think about. Far as I know, that could be what this is." Makes no difference to him either way, but she doesn't care for that thought at all.
This can't be the afterlife. She never died. Well, neither did he, she must admit, and yet neither of them ought to exist. Maybe, in a sense, he had stumbled into a truth. Whether or not an afterlife exists for most, the two of them are living on undeniably borrowed time, their own personal lives after 'death'. (If, of course, you could even call 'instantaneous removal from the timeline' 'death', or is it simply 'nonexistence'? Can you truly die if you never lived?)
"I believe." Or rather, she hopes. It's hard to believe in much when objective reality as you knew it gets turned on its head, but she knows that it was something she believed when she still could. It was a thought that brought many like her comfort on the battlefield. Now, it's the only hope she can cling to that any of those others are still out there, somehow, in some form. The hope that maybe... maybe there's still a chance to resolve the messier endings.
#and how bittersweet the reunion must be#to finally see your love again in the afterlife#but for them to know that you have died#do they mourn?#do they rejoice?#how long has it been since they last saw you?#why did it have to be like this?#why did it all have to be like this?#anyway.#this isnt really a piece of writing its just kind of thinking on paper#GOD theyre incompatible.#once the trauma of her entire universe being ripped out from under her fades shes OUT of here
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I've come to the conclusion that I can read and enjoy the most fucked up literature as long as it doesn't feel mean. It's hard to explain but as long as the book/manga/comic/whatever doesn't feel mean spirited I'm totally down.
#being mean includes like exploitative#racist#ect#I don't mean that the work can't have those things I mean the work doesn't revel in those things#IE House. i love that show it's incredibly fucked up but it's not mean ya know#it as a show doesn't revel in being unkind#or try to justify what happens as what should happen bc the characters are the way they are ya know#an example I come across a lot in media of ābeing meanā#is when a character is created solely just to be maligned by others and we should just accept them treating that character this way#bc they (usually a she) deserves it#if the entire book/manga/comic/show/movie feels like that then that's when I have problems#it's hard to explain but I hope you know what I mean#conversely#I absolutely despised +A no tachiichi#it felt so much like āYeah. Fuck this girl in particular for no reason but our entertainmentā#It's literally the most mid tryheard to be bittersweet Isekai in theory but holy hell#can't be bittersweet if there's nothing sweet ever#the mc is constantly shit on#some of the characters are like we only are mean to you to make you try to defend yourself:)#which is total bullshit#and then when she actually tries to defend herself they keep shitting on her#and accepts it like āYeah they helped me:) they were rightā#And I must stress that as far a subject matter is concerned It's literally nothing#like it's tame as hell but god#made me miserable reading it
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I am so in the mood to write nothing but Taivan. Which is a slight problem because Iāve got a whole chapter of Other Characters to finish for this current fic to see the light of day. But after that? Expect more Taivan.
#what kind you ask? sweet? bittersweet? nasty? fucked up?#any and all my dude. I just am thinking about Them at all times#(I know I have other things Iām supposed to be doing but alas. I am a mood writer.)#(I must follow my heart and hope readers will follow along)
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Have to set up a new series of tags for all my dungeonposting.
#'you can just not do that' no I'm a photographer I must archive properly#'here's to a thousand years of you' would make such a good bittersweet Falin/Marcille pairing tag but alas. it is for Vax and Kiki.#wait. Keyleth and Marcille. ohhhhhhh.
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Ough when the bittersweet marimba? hits in āhate us and see if we mindā
#bittersweet songs of all time the vibes the mood#also the lyrics āone must wait and go for the throat when hunting leopardā#washing off the dust like the first rains of the rain season#like yes nuance about subject matter but like fucking vibes of a song#Iām always hesitant recommending ROME to people but Iām obsessed#BUT THE RAINS NEVER SEEM TO COME#TO HAVE YOU HERE TO MAKE YOU SEE THE WILD HOPES WE HOLD ITS ALL OVER#WHAT CARE FOR GLORY WHAT CARE FOR THEE BY NOW YOU KNOW ITS ALL OVER
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I still keep mulling over this image in my head of Mohg showing off his wings to Miquella. Kneeling down and letting him climb up onto his back, and then taking off.
Clinging to the back of Mohg's golden mantle as he soars through the vast underground where the Mohgwyn Palace resides...
I'm sure there's a metaphor to be had; between Mohg stretching his wings and taking flight; a bird basking in freedom - and sharing this moment of bliss in some small hopes of connecting with Miquella - and Miquella himself who's the bird that's being kept caged...
A longing to return to the Haligtree... A longing to see his sister Malenia... His desire for freedom runs strong. As does his pity toward his captor.
The contrasting feeling between 'I want to go home' and 'I want to help this deeply troubled omen'.
As the Lord of Blood takes flight, Miquella settles, resting his head on Mohg's back...
#{{outofbloodboon}}#... Nah but I love the whole idea of... Like... Being taken away by someone who can fly.#But with these two characters there's this sort of... Bittersweetness?#One bird is free while the other is kept caged.#'The love I feel for you is like... Growing wings.'#'I want to go home. But... I want to help... I want to go home. But I do not want to abandon you.'#'I cannot relate. But I pity you... No one deserves the fate you'd been dealt... I want to help. But please you must understand...'#'You cannot keep me caged... Just as you yourself did not deserve to be kept caged.'
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the homoeroticism of sharing a cigarette while overlooking a city you both want to save and are willing to sacrifice everything to do so while desperately clinging to the hope you both can somehow still live to see another sunrise.
#shoutout to batgordon gotta be one of my favourite pairs that makes my mutuals annoyed <33#its about having that boundary and barrier that literal mask staring you in the face every single time you talk ā the painful reminder you#will never know the man underneath it entirely! yet still that trust to uphold his secret identity! to not peek or rip it off! to not turn#around when he uncowls himself behind you in a theatrical show of HIS trust! its about not opening your eyes while bandaging his injuries#and as your fingers graze the skin that you dont allow yourself to see! its about seeing this mask and accepting it as part of the man and#something he must do and have! its about finding the other person that actually cares about this city as much as you do!#everyone around you is telling you its hopeless yet you remain that hope! you remain dedicated to it and your sisyphus labour because#theres such a small possibility that one day things WILL get better and that's enough to keep you going! its about finding the other person#that has sacrificed and sabotaged their own happiness and life for this city!#its about the smoke burning in your lungs and the cold air you two will always share ā if youre lucky.#its about having a consensual workplace relationship that neither of you will acknowledge!#and why should you! theree no point! its never going to happen; gotham and your family is always going to the priority for both of you#but god the stars are beautiful tonight and its so nice to have a friend that actually understands why youre bleeding for this city#its also about sad old men sex & bittersweet heartache memories shared of watching this hungry city shift and change as your blood feeds it
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somehow, after two/three days of thinking about this kagrenac comes back idea, i have gone from 'fish out of water who has to reckon with the Horrors of What She Has Done' to a version of that which involves kagrenac being invited into a lesbian polycule.
#IT HAPPENED VERY ORGANICALLY IT WAS NOT PURPOSEFUL#it was like. hm. what if orc polyamory was not patriarchal in nature + lesbians -> chief-wife moraga and witch-wife rikka#invite clan-friend and song-weaver kagrenac to their relationship#(after several months of kagrenac adjusting to life in the clan ofc)#(ofc the dwemer find her very shortly after this and she cannot live the rest of her life in an orc commune. alas. reckoning must come.)#but i am such a sucker for that 'you almost get what you want before you are bitterly denied it'#and that feels so fitting. kagrenac gets a chance to heal literally and physically even briefly. & then faces the music#but for me justice does involve healing and sometimes even space.#& depending on how that goes#maybe she does get a bittersweet ending?
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