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Station 19 has caused a Codywan issue...

So like, Codywan with Cody as a firefighter, right? And Obi-Wan as an EMT. But like, I've got this adorable fluffy idea (that I hope stays that way but listen...) and I really want firefighter Cody covered in soot and trying to argue with Obi-Wan that the six kittens and mama cat he found 100% need oxygen and he's a damn EMT so will he just stop laughing and do it (he tried his mask but they kept wriggling).

BUT SOOT COVERED CODY AND KITTENS LITTLE BABY KITTENS HE NAMES AFTER SOMETHING NERDY LIKE DND CREATURE TYPES.

He just calls mama mama though.

But like Dragon and Mimic and Sprite and Devil and Goblin and host.

Devil is the one who is determined to get past every barrier Cody creates to keep them in their little nest area with mama. Ghost is pure white. Goblin is a little funny looking. Dragon likes to scream and Mimic always starts screaming after her. Sprite is the runt.

Obi-Wan is the hot EMT who drops his clothes the second he sees Cody shirtless and bent over tiny little kittens trying to weigh them on a kitchen scale. (He sets them on and then struggles to keep them on long enough to get a reading)

I also really want mama to be dying to be a street cat and Cody has to hold one of her babies outside to cry when she escapes out the door (because Devil learned how to slip out from her ) So she hears the baby and comes back and he always scolds her. And he's not allowed to have cats in his apartment so he teaches them to curl up in his warmer underneath the stove where they stay quiet and warm when his landlord stops by. He keeps a blanket there.

"Mama you are not made for the streets. You are a parent now you can't be acting like this. Get your calico ass inside." -Cody, probably at some point

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It's rude, but not entirely incorrect. 😂😂😂

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*Clears Throat*

Has...has anyone considered...captured Jango and Obi-Wan?

Like this Boba Jango Fett:

(From here: https://www.tumblr.com/ifonlyweknewwhatiwasdoing/744882971274854400?source=share)

And this Obi-Wan:

(From here: https://mostthingskenobi.tumblr.com/post/678139657603645440/mandhos-one-part-wants-obi-protected-but)

Who have to put their heads together and get out of a bad situation. Like, maybe Obi-Wan (as a Jedi) and Jango (as a bounty hunter) get kidnapped by the same person and they both can't do it alone but they just might make it out alive together.

Like, trauma bonding, to the extreme, they finally got to an inn, 100,000 miles away from where they are caught and they've got a datastick worth of info on them and they've contacted who they need to and they're supposed to have split ways but it's been 6 weeks with each other and Jango's blood is still singing with their victory and Obi-Wan is running high on the force again, after being without it for so long and they just....fall into bed together.

And it's messy and a little too rough and a lot of fumbling but they sleep together and while they're both lying there they say their goodbyes but they both know it won't be the last time.

They exchange comms.

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Last Line Challenge

I was once again tagged by the fabulous @brokenphoenix99 😂😂😂 so here is another snippet from the fae JastObi I'm currently working on.

Every moment of Jaster’s life had led up to this very moment. Every day of his life had been borrowed—a day he shouldn’t have had at the expense of the lives of people who’d paid for his stolen time. He could hear the screeching of folk and fae alike—too desperate to stop Jaster to care about the boundary separating them. The sizzling rang in his ears, the stench of melted skin burning his nose as he stepped closer to the seal, unable to hide the way his hands were shaking as he looked at what should have been an unassuming tree. He could feel the power thrumming from it—the electricity from its power sending a tingling sensation up through Jaster’s boots and making it harder to stand as he swallowed, the sense of dread making his throat close up against the words he needed to speak. Jaster had always thought the moment he died would be somwhere like this—facing down a folk or a fae while he fought for his life—but somehow knowing didn’t change the feeling deep in his chest. Jaster didn’t want to die.

I'm tagging: @littledumplingwrites @skylariumrose @nightoftheland @catsnkooks @jedi-enthusiast

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Me, trying to explain my conspiracy theory of how I'm 100% sure if Jaster Mereel hadn't died on the battlefield of Korda Six then he would have married Kal Skirata, the clones would have never been created, and the Original Triology would have never happened to any random passerby who dares mentions the word Star Wars:

(This is actually me. XD )

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Emergency Commission Ops

Hello All!

So I might have slightly overextended myself financially and now have emergency dental work that needs to done and not quite enough room on my Card Credit Card to pay for it.

I'll spare you the gory details but let's just say my mouth isn't very happy right now and I may or may not need to come up with some money a little faster than I can possibly make from my day job.

So I'm offering commissioned fics for anyone who is interested! All you have to do is send me a message and then I've set up a ko-fi for payment.

ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/musicsoul1982

The pricing will be $10 per 1,000 words, with the caveat of if I go slightly over, that's my problem and not your problem because I tend to be long-winded.

Prefered Pairings: Obi-Wan/Pretty Much Anyone If you aren't sure please feel free to send me a message so that I can ensure I can accommodate you.

DNW: Excessive gore, especially sexual violence; body horror; cannibalism; scat; emotional/physical abuse used in a positive light; certain hardcore kinks (if you have a question feel free to ask)

Thank you for your time!

-Marie

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I am moving out this weekend and my mother is very sad about it so I bought 150 mini christmas ducks to hide around the house so she won't miss me too much and I just found out they GLOW IN THE DARK.

She'll never be able to forget me. Or the ducks.

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All of your WIPs sound hilarious, but can I know more about the JastObi Time Travel Mando Bait DILF Fic please?

Hello!

I'd love to talk about all JastObi fics, but especially this one. XD

It's post Order-66 Obi-Wan who gets yeeted from his timeline into True Mandalorian era timeline (like right after Jaster adopts Jango) and Jaster falls in love with him (Obi is older than him) because he takes care of Jango.

Obi-Wan though, is determined to change Jango's plight in life by saving Jaster and keeping Galidraan from happening so that bridges can be mended between the Haat'ade and the Jedi.

Along the way they fall in love, who would have guessed? XD

Thank you <3

I'm always up to talk fic. I could drone on long enough that people would probably get tired of listening to me. XD

From This Ask

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Username Song Game

I got tagged by @frostbitebakery (who chose violence with this but also I approve).

I I Sent My Therapist to Therapy by Alec Benjamin

F Feel by Fletcher

O Over Her Over Here by Lauren Weintraub

N Need a Favor by Jelly Roll

L Lighthouse by Kelly Clarkson

Y Your Side of the Bed by Loote

W Wish You Were Here by Lukas Graham

E Echo by Jason Walker

K Keep It To Yourself by Clinton Kane

N No Matter What by Jordan Critz

E Excuses by Olly Murs

W Walk Away by The Script

W Winona Ryder by Picture This

H Hands Clean by Alanis Morissette

A Armor by Landon Austin

T The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived by Taylor Swift

I I Wanna Love Somebody by We Three

W Woke the Fuck Up by Jon Bellion

A Anyway by Noah Kahan

S SOS by Quinn XCII

D Do It Now Remember It Later by Sleeping with Sirens

O Only Love by Jordan Smith

I Into the Dark by Point North

N Nothing Ever Changes by Nico Collins

G Get Up by Shinedown

I'm tagging (unfortunately not quite as long names): @littledumplingwrites @flowerparrish @skylariumrose @bluemaskedkarma @brokenphoenix99 @nightoftheland

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WIP Game

Rules: Make a 24-hour poll with the names of your wips, let it run, then write one sentence for every vote the winner received.

Oh lord how many slots do you get for these polls? Someone save my soul. These are the ones that I haven't finished yet (or rather 10 of them as I recently learned). XD

Thanks for the tag @bluemaskedkarma

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Last Line Challenge

Thanks for the tag @brokenphoenix99!

This newest fic snippet is from a series I've got written write now that I've shorthanded as the Professor/Lawyer/Student AU, and it features baby terror twins Cody and Fox.

Content Warnings: Omegaverse

“All my students are allowed to bring their pups,” Jaster murmured, “Which means I should be able to bring one very grumpy, sick pup with me.” “I’m not going to win this, am I?” Obi-Wan asked. “Probably not,” Kal agreed from where he was swaying with Fox, “You’d have to kill us to get us to let go of these pups willingly.”

I'm tagging: @frostbitebakery @skylariumrose @littledumplingwrite @tennessoui

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Hi Marie :D

For your WIP game, I'd love to know more about Feralwan vs JastKal, please

😝 thankyou!

Hi Red!!!

Thank you for the ask! :D

Feralwan vs JastKal is actually already written, I just need to edit it and we all know how I am about editing things. 😂😂😂

It's an Omegaverse fic where certain biologies [read: Stewjoni Biology] and omega will reject their pups/kits if their mate leaves them because they nest completely, and it means there's no one to keep them safe/fed.

An alpha also has to best the omega in a fight to win their hand and the right to mate them. Obi-Wan is force-sensitive, so when his mate walks away and Obi starts rejecting his kits, they have to scramble to find someone who's capable of fighting someone force-sensitive and winning.

They call for a Mandalorian, and Jaster and Kal answer the call.

Chaos ensues, as intended. XD

From this ask.

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Last Line Game

I came back to life with tons of tags to check out so I was tagged by @frostbitebakery, @brokenphoenix99, and @bluemaskedkarma (x2).

To save myself some sanity, I'm just going to share the last four lines of what I'm working on so that I don't die trying to keep track of my life. XD

“It’s good to see you happy, Kote,” Jango said quietly, sitting down next to his ad, his own cup of caf tucked between his fingers, “I always knew you belonged with the jetiise, but I also knew that…it wouldn’t be enough. That you had my blood inside of you, and it couldn’t. I’m glad you did. I know you were satisfied, but it means a lot to me to see you happy.” “You know,” Cody replied before taking a sip of his drink to ease his words, “I think this is the most civil conversation we’ve had since I left for the Jedi.”

I'm honestly not sure this one will ever see the light of day if I'm being honest. It's an 80k monstrosity that has a lot of weirdness in it. It touches on a lot of cool concepts about sexuality, and I kind of love it, but it also has the weirdest pairing I've written to date so there's that.

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Writing Patterns (Tag Game)

Rules: list the first line of your last 10 (posted) fics and see if there’s a pattern!

“Do you think you can get to him?” (As Close as My Shadow)

“There’s still so much to do.” (To Ease the Burden of the Faceless)

It wasn’t that Obi-Wan didn’t think it was possible. (As We Speak, I Give Myself Away)

Fifteen days. ( There is No Honor in Death)

“I’m asking you to stop and think .” (Help Me Hold the Line, Like There's Still Something Left to Believe In)

“Luke, darling, there is no need to try to eject yourself from your seat. You’ll hardly get to see your sister if you end up crashing through the transparisteel before we can land.” ( In Another World)

“You know I love you, right?” (Your Secrets Are My Gasoline and My Truth is Holding the Light)

His fingers brushed the concrete as he stared at the ceiling, the first rays of the sun filtering through the barred window as he took another breath, his chest rising as air filled his burning lungs. (I Never Had the Courage of My Own Convictions Until You)

“It is perhaps a fitting statement.” (The Quicksand of Routines)

Obi-Wan wasn’t sure who looked more irritated, Alpha-17 or Cody. (A Lull of Snow and Peace)

Can we just talk about how hilariously similar they are? Like, even if you didn't know they were my fics you could probably guess by the first lines that are somehow shorter than the fic names. XD

But I think it's a little funny that if you were to take my favorite fics, they all start very differently. I wonder if I just use the quick hook when I've got a middle part I really want to get to and no idea how to start it. Lmfao.

I guess the habit of a quick quote hook will die when I'm dead.

Thanks for the tag @bluemaskedkarma!

I'm tagging: @littledumplingwrites @skylariumrose @nightoftheland @tennessoui and @adiduck

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Idk how I wasn’t following you before but I obsessively read every fic you write and wanted you to know you’re works are some of my favorites and I often re read them while I wait for updates lol thank you for the little bits of happiness you’ve brought me over the last, gosh 2+ years?

Thank you so much for your kinds words! I'm so glad that you love my works! 🧡🧡🧡

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Hello! I have been reading (and rereading) your fic "I Don't Want to Lose the Moon While Counting the Stars" and was just wondering if it'd be okay for me to write a fanfic of it? And if so is there any way I could pick your brain over character appearances? If not then that's perfectly fine!

Hello!

I'm so very sorry that I'm eons late to this question, but the truth is that I tried to write out the descriptions, and they were entirely too long and complicated for any person to try to parce so I decided my next best course of action was to draw them for you.

Except, I'm like so-so at physical art and I didn't want to photocopy things so I drew them digitally with mixed results. It's definitely not the best work, but it'll do in a pinch to help you picture what they look like!

And with that said, you are more than welcome to write fic of my fic. I have no problem with it at all! I just ask that if you are posting on Ao3 that you link it back to mine so I can read it when it's done. :3

So, without further ado, behold (my not-so-great) renditions of the characters.

I'm sure you've noticed I'm missing Darro and that's because I headcannoned him looking exactly like the photo I found of houks and so no work was necessary. XD

The same goes for Jayth and Khila.

Jayth ^

Khila ^ (Admittedly this rendition is male, however, I'm not gonna lie and say I didn't just in my head put tits on this specific picture).

And then the whole reason I added Nam (and the other two) was because of this particular artwork:

So, hopefully, this helps!

~Marie