#muse. derek shepherd

[anunkindncss]

This is a PERMANENT STARTER CALL for McDreamy, himself, Derek Shepherd. As in the show, he is portrayed by Patrick Dempsey and is not always canon compliant with me. So if you're in the mood for some chasing cars in the background, lets give this a go on the merry-go-round.

[mischiefxmanagcd]

"That's not the only reason for my existence, but it's my favorite part of it." Now was not the time to be cracking jokes, especially when he'd just tried to override her choice of treatment plan on a patient that wasn't even his to begin with, but Derek knew how to be a pain in the ass, especially where his sisters were concerned. Especially where Amelia was concerned. "Just admit that you aren't always right and we can move on with our lives. And little tip for the future, Ames, but if you don't want me stepping in to fix things, try not to mess them up from the start." And there was that charming Derek Shepherd snark.

❝ do you just like― exist to make my life a living hell? ❞ they are quick words, ones that had the bite of frustration behind them. good god, did he know just the right way to push her buttons, to irritate more than she thought was possible. still he was amelia's favorite sibling, not that she was going to tell him that. ( he already had enough of an ego without adding that to his list of accomplishments. ) ❝ because, jesus christ― it sure as hell feels like it derek. ❞

@mischiefxmanagcd liked this for a starter !!

[brckenwarflcwer]

Hi! I decided to make this post as I am looking for other 21+ muns to start up some Grey's Anatomy 1x1's on discord! Right now I am only looking to write a couple of ships that I have the most muse for and I will play either character within the ship!

I don't really have much in mind when it comes to plots, but I am only on season 11 and so the storylines will most likely be set around that time. I am most definitely open to discussing some plots and see what we can come up with!

I do have rules on my pinned post. Smut is welcomed but not necessary and I prefer when the plot isn't only surrounding it. While I do typically write a few paragraphs per reply, if you prefer to write shorter replies, I'm happy to match.

Ships I am wanting to write:

Amelia Shepherd x Arizona Robbins

Derek Shepherd x Meredith Grey

Addison Montgomery x female oc (has to be age appropriate)

Addison Montgomery x Meredith Grey

If you're interested, please either like this post or dm me and we can talk!

[storiesfabled]

updated muse list

under the cut you will find the most up-to-date muse list.

911

evan buckley

maddie buckley

charlotte buckley-diaz // rowan blanchard // buck & eddie daughter

eddie diaz

athena grant

may grant

howard han

tommy kinard

bobby nash

harper nash // er registrar // ashley benson // bobby & marcy daughter

jonah nash // firefighter // tyler blackburn // ray & margaret son

raymund nash // principal // d.w. moffett // bobby’s brother

matthew ransone // police officer // casey deidrick // lou’s son

josh russo

ashlynn wilson // college student // victoria justice // henrietta & karen daughter

henrietta wilson

karen wilson

911: lone star

nancy gillian

trevor parks

arianna reyes // maiara walsh // tk & carlos daughter

carlos reyes

gabriel reyes

gabriella ryder // troian bellisario // judd & grace daughter

grace ryder

jackson ryder // football coach & pe teacher // eric stonestreet // judd’s brother

judd ryder

weston ryder // oil tycoon // jeffrey dean morgan // judd’s brother

aubrey strand // madison davenport // owen & npc daughter

owen strand

tk strand

victoria strand // liana liberato // owen & npc daughter

paul strickland

billy tyson

chicago fire

tricia boden // aisha dee // wallace & donna daughter

wallace boden

sylvie brett

matt casey

gabriella dawson

christopher hermann

stella kidd

patrick mcholland // hunter parrish // mouch & trudy son

rachel mcholland // anna kendrick // mouch & trudy daughter

randall ‘mouch’ mcholland

peter mills

kelly severide

leslie shay

brian ‘otis’ zvonecek

chicago med

anna charles

daniel charles

Mackenzie Crawford // er nurse // Elizabeth Olsen

will halstead

maggie lockwood

connor rhodes

chicago pd

kevin atwater

antonio dawson

eva dawson

hannah halstead // willa holland // jay & erin daughter

jay halstead

erin lindsay

trudy platt

adam ruzek

savannah ruzek // dianna agron // adam & kim daughter

Hank voight

Madeline voight // police officer // charisma carpenter // hank & trudy daughter

Criminal minds

Penelope garcia

Aaron hotchner

Alexandra hotchner // ssa bau // alona tal // aaron & haley daughter

Jennifer jareau

Emily prentiss

Derek morgan

Brynnlee reid-morgan // aisha dee // derek & spencer daughter

David rossi

Rylee rossi // hayden panettiere // david & erin daughter

dallas

Ann ewing

Bobby ewing

Christopher ewing

John ross ewing

Olivia ewing // britt robertson // bobby & ann daughter

Bryan jones // history professor // colin donnell

fire country

Bode Donovan

eve edwards

jennifer jameson // bakery owner // aja naomi king

luke leone

Sharon Leone

Vince Leone

freddy mills

Gabriella Perez

Manny Perez

Grey’s anatomy

Teddy altman

Jackson avery

Miranda bailey

Tuck bailey-jones

Stephanie edwards

Lexie grey

Meredith grey

Zola grey-shepherd

Alex karev

Chloe montgomery-shepherd // er nurse // madelaine petsch

Arizona robbins

Mark sloan

Sofia sloan-torres

Callie torres

Private practice

Cooper freedman

Addison montgomery

Jasmine montgomery-reilly // dove cameron // addison & jake daughter 

Jake reilly

Station 19

Travis montgomery

Theo ruiz

Ben warren

Zoey warren // college student // amber riley // ben & miranda daughter

supernatural

Annabelle buckley-moore // hunter // josephine langsford // evan buckley & jess daughter

Castiel

Crowley

arianna simmons // hunter // chloe bennett

Bobby singer

Rufus turner

Dean winchester

Johanna winchester // danielle campbell // dean & castiel daughter

John winchester

Sam winchester

[crowsandmurder]

for a mobile user, wanting to send a meme, can you post your muse list?

Sure! Carrd is available on mobile and I'll link it here but I'll list too:

My Carrd

Here is a complete list, as well. The bolded ones are the ones I am open to writing, at the moment. They're just the ones I can probably easily whip something up for or a meme reply, with the way my brain is processing.

Any on my carrd, I am open to be messaged about and we can plot. My mind just is only open to anyone

ALEX KAREV. grey's anatomy

ALFRED THE GREAT. vikings

AVERY BARKLEY. nashville

BJORN IRONSIDE. vikings

DAEMON TARGARYEN. house of the dragon 

DAVID SILVER. beverly hills 90210 

DR. DEREK SHEPHERD. grey's anatomy

HARRY POTTER. harry potter

JACKSON AVERY. grey's anatomy

JAMES POTTER. harry potter

JESSE ST. JAMES. Glee.

LOUIS XIV. versailles

LUCKY SPENCER. General Hospital

DR. MARK SLOAN. grey's anatomy 

NATHAN SCOTT. one tree hill

OBI-WAN KENOBI. star wars

RAGNAR LOTHBROK. vikings

ZACK MORRIS. saved by the bell

Full carrd: https://crowsandmurder.carrd.co/

[abbysimsfun]

Sims In Bloom: Generation 1 Pt. 14 (Big City, Biggest Pumpkin)

When Spencer returned from Selvadorada, Everett visited her at home. Spencer was none the wiser to Heather and Everett's kiss, and she and her boyfriend lost their virginity to each other in her family’s animal shed. When Heather found out, she plastered on a smile for her friends, but Holly knew she was devastated. She suggested the family return to the city for another day trip to take her mind off her drama, this time to the Arts Quarter near the waterfront.

San Myshuno was hosting a flea market, but the kids played on the playground nearby while Neal and Heather played basketball. Daisy and Holly, meanwhile, spent hours fishing beneath the San Myshuno Bridge, catching fish they’d never find in the River Bagley back home. It was a wonderful bonding experience for them, and Holly started to muse about life catching fish in the Simlandia Sea, working in big ocean trawlers docked at the mouth of San Myshuno Bay.

Holly was a petite girl who loved makeup, so this revelation was a bit of a surprise to Daisy, but it was the thought of her growing up and leaving Henford that filled her mother with the most dread. Luckily, Holly was still far too young, and even though Daisy’s new job kept her away from home more than ever, she cherished every minute with her family. When it got too dark to fish, they rejoined the others at a karaoke bar, where they’d stumbled on a contest which River won. His energy doing Sinatra-style jazz won the crowd over several accomplished singers – San Myshuno was a paradise for aspiring entertainers.

Daisy and Neal were surprised to run into Abby Goldbloom and Hayes Harms but thrilled to catch up and hear how love had beaten the odds with them. The lonely creature keeper had finally been brought from his shell by the outgoing grocer. After the birth of their son, Elliot, she sold her grocery, and he sold his cottage in the Bramblewood; Neal and Daisy hadn’t seen them since they’d moved to Brindleton Bay and adopted an Australian Shepherd. For her part, Heather hated hearing about their happily ever after, but she kept her tortured feelings to herself.

(NOTE: After I took all the Henford NPCs and made them playable, the game generated replacements for the grocer, delivery person, creature keeper, and mayor. I use MCCC cheats to alter relationships, like making Kim Goldbloom the daughter of Ian and Derek Moody-McMillan, and I made Agnes and Agatha an old married couple and set Agatha as Bob Pancakes' mother. The game generated clones of Agatha and Agnes in their place, but Abby and Hayes were the new grocer and creature keeper so I played out the in-game creature keeper/grocer lore a little as a side plot, and used MCCC again to make Abby pregnant with Hayes' kid before I made them both playable and moved them to their own lot.)

The family worked together to grow two oversized pumpkins and an enormous watermelon for Finchwick’s Oversized Crop Fair. River got to put his name on the biggest, juiciest pumpkin because he’d helped his parents the most with weeding, so River won the first-place ribbon. Only the third first prize the Nesbitts had ever won from the Finchwick Fair, Heather’s smaller pumpkin placed second and Neal’s watermelon placed third, solely because it was more of a summer plant than a fall one. Now Daisy’s prizes for her chocolate pie and garden crops had to share space on the walls of their home. In all the fair was a great day, and the townsfolk thought it fitting an astrobiologist would be able to grow the best and biggest produce Henford had ever seen.

With Harvestfest around the corner, would the Nesbitts' fresh produce grace their holiday table? And would Daisy ever find a UFO fruit? ->

<- Previous Chapter | From the Beginning

[strawbrryrush]

post event starter call! i'll make a plotting call for my unaware muses too but first starters! imma limit to 3 per mun- and 3 per muse! just becos 3 is the easiest for me to keep up with- and I think imma drop all threads except a few i'd like to transition to post event !!

elena gilbert, aware, 33, she/her. 0/3

homura akemi, aware, 22, she/her. 0/3

jinx, unaware, 20, she/her, 0/3

tifa lockhart, aware, 24, she/her. 0/3

nami, unaware, 25, she/her, 0/3

natalie highgrove, aware, 23, she/her. 0/3

amber freeman, aware, 19, she/her, 0/3.

molly, aware, appears 30, she/her, 0/3.

elaine st john, aware, appears 23, she/her. 0/3

vaggie, aware, appears 23, she/her, 0/3.

octavia, aware, 18, she/they. 0/3

azula, unaware, twenty two, she/her. 0/3

draculaura, aware, twenty, she/her. 0/3

moxxie, unaware, he/they, twenty eight. 0/3

michonne hawthorne, aware, she/her, forty five, 0/3

martha hatter, aware, she/her twenty two, 0/3

dahlia dogan, unaware, she/her, nineteen, 0/3

calcifer, aware, he/they, too many years old, 0/3!

scout derek lincoln shepherd, aware, he/him, twenty three, 0/3

lucifer morningstar, aware, he/him, unknown years old, 0/3

kate fuller, aware, she/her, twenty three, 0/3.

lucy maclean, aware, she/her, twenty four, 0/3

sanna marchon, aware, she/her, twenty seven. 0/3

hilda teufel, aware, she/her, eight hundred/ twenty nine, 0/3

teucer, unaware, he/him, twenty two, 0/3

shen xingxing, aware, she/her, nineteen, 0/3

mabel pines, aware, she/they, twenty four. 0/3

junko enoshima, unaware, she/her , twenty, 0/3.

nobara kugisaki, unaware, she/her, twenty one. 0/3

[xchxsingcxrsx]

Okay, so managed to catch up with both Station 19 and Greys Anatomy. Which even though neither are in the shows anymore but get a brief mention, I have got so much muse for Lucas Ripley and Derek Shepherd. Let me know if you are interested in roleplaying with them. 

[naporiahqs]

can i please get an unfollow on derek, arizona, jackson, logan and scout. i love you

We love you, and we're heartbroken to see you go. You'll always have a home here should you ever choose to return! Due to member decision, please unfollow. Derek Shepherd, Arizona Robbins, Jackson Avery, James 'Logan' Howlett, and Scout Shepherd-Lincoln are now in in a 48 hour limbo period in case you choose to come back. Once 48 hours are up, the muses will be available for anyone.

[h4rtly]

LOOKING BACK IS EASY FOR A WHILE, AND THEN LOOKING BACK GETS MURKY. THERE IS THE ROAD, AND THERE IS THE STORY OF WHERE THE ROAD GOES ...

CURRENT FANDOMS: 911 ON ABC, GREY'S ANATOMY, OUTER BANKS, TEEN WOLF, SUPERNATURAL, AND FANDOMLESS / OC.

+ RULES AND MUSES BENEATH THE CUT.

MUSES ...

◦ EDDIE DIAZ * ( 911 ON ABC. ) PROFILE, VERSES.

◦ DEAN WINCHESTER ( SUPERNATURAL. ) PROFILE, VERSES.

◦ DR. DEREK SHEPHERD ( GREY'S ANATOMY. ) PROFILE, VERSES.

◦ DR. ALEX KAREV ( GREY'S ANATOMY. ) PROFILE, VERSES.

◦ DEREK HALE ( TEEN WOLF. ) PROFILE, VERSES.

◦ ERICA REYES ( TEEN WOLF. ) PROFILE, VERSES.

◦ ELEANOR "ELLIE JUNE" ROUTLEDGE ( OUTER BANKS, ORIGINAL CHARACTER ) PROFILE, VERSES.

◦ MADELINE "WHISKEY BENT" ARMSTRONG ( FANDOMLESS, ORIGINAL CHARACTER ) PROFILE, VERSES.

RULES ...

⁰ PRIVATE, PLOT-ORIENTED, ICONLESS, AND SPORADIC ACTIVITY MULTIMUSE FEATURING CANON AND ORIGINAL CHARACTERS FROM VARIOUS MEDIA. CONCEPTUALIZED AND WRITTEN BY MAKAYLA, USA, TWENTY7. ( promo template credit. )

¹ MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE AND MODERATELY TO HIGHLY SELECTIVE; PLEASE DO NOT INTERACT WITH MY CONTENT IF WE'RE NOT MUTUALS. HOWEVER, INSTANT MESSAGE IS OPEN TO EVERYONE FOR QUESTIONS OR COMMENTS. IF YOU FOLLOW FIRST PLEASE GIVE ME THREE OR FOUR DAYS TO FOLLOW BACK, AS I DO HAVE A VERY DEMANDING JOB.

² I STRONGLY PREFER SOME DEGREE OF PLOTTING BEFORE WE START ANY THREADS. HOWEVER, YOU'RE FREE TO SEND ME AS MANY MEMES AS YOU'D LIKE.

³ PLEASE BE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER AND MYSELF, AND TRY TO TOLERATE THOSE YOU DISAGREE WITH. WE'RE ALL HERE TO TELL STORIES, MAKE FRIENDS, AND ENJOY OURSELVES.

* NOTE: I, THE MUN, AM AN ACTUAL FIREFIGHTER PARAMEDIC, AS WELL AS AN ACTUAL COMBAT MEDIC IN THE ACTUAL U.S. ARMY ... I AM VERY PROTECTIVE OF EDDIE AND MY PORTRAYAL OF HIM IS ROOTED IN REALITY, NOT WHAT 911 ON FOX / ABC HAS CHOSEN TO PORTRAY. BECAUSE OF THIS, I AM HIGHLY, HIGHLY SELECTIVE OF THE 911 AND FIRST RESPONDER MUSES I CHOOSE TO WRITE EDDIE WITH.

[demir-ozmen]

About the Muse + the Blog

Writer: Alex/Lex (she/her); 29; EST

Muse: Demir Ozmen (he/him); 39; neurosurgeon

FC: Ilhan Sen

Associated Personal Blog: moonstonewrites.tumblr.com

Rules:

Will not write: smut (I will only do fade to black), rape/dubcon, incest/stepcest, extreme violence/gore, self-harm, daddy/mommy kinks, major age gaps.

Will not interact with krps, celebrity rps/celebrity muses.

Will not write with muns or muses under 25. Do not lie. I will block you.

Multi-shipping is accepted.

Will utilize trigger warnings and content warnings as follows: “trigger tw” and will tag for violence, blood, gore, abuse.

Inspiration for Demir

The Doctor (from John Wick), Han Lue (from The Fast and Furious), Dr. Derek Shepherd (from Grey's Anatomy), George Milton (from Of Mice and Men), Ponyboy (from The Outsiders), Choi Do-il (from Little Women), Joo Yeo-jeong (from The Glory)

About Demir

TW: Religious background, Gambling Addictions (mention/parental), gun violence, gore, jail

Demir's never seen the world in black and white because he was surrounded by shades of gray.

For all of Demir's life, his mother was a practicing Muslim and his father was agnostic at best. The division in the household led to many disappointments on his mother's part and frustration on his father's part, but they stayed together until the world pulled them apart.

His father was a lawyer, but an academic first and foremost. He taught at universities when he wasn't on a case and often used his professorship as an excuse for other activities. Activities which Demir only learned about when he was a teenager.

His father loved numbers and that came out in a distinct vice: gambling. Demir was 17 years old, asleep in his father's car, when the car suddenly went off the road. Demir, jerked from sleep, still remembers the way he could hear his heartbeat when his father leaned over to grab a pistol from the glovebox with a low, "stay in the car." He didn't even know his father owned a gun.

They never talked about it beyond that evening. Demir never even told his mother about it. Apparently, his father's vices burned a few people and now he owed them money.

So years later when Demir got a phone call while away at university from his mother about his father's arrest he feigned surprise, but deep down Demir already knew what happened. He never quite forgot that evening when he was 17 years old.

So, much like the love his parents had for each other, Demir's love for his father existed in a gray space. He loved his father for his insatiable thirst for knowledge, a trait he inherited, but he hated his father for all the pain he caused his mother.

Demir, also an academic at heart, found solace in the science lab. The brain with its intricacies, at times more unexplored than the sea, mystified him. Why did people like his father — people who were wildly intelligent fall — victim to their vices? What made us forgive some people but not others? What wires in the brain crisscrossed to allow such gray spaces?

So, he completed his schooling and his residency, he went to mosque during Ramadan and kept away from alcohol, and he visited his father in jail.

Crime Verse Twist

He also runs an underground clinic some nights a week because medical research costs money even with the backing of government grants and hospital funding.

So, Demir gets a knock at his door and someone with vague answers winds up in his bathroom bleeding and gritting their teeth through the pain. He might be a neurosurgeon by day, but what happens in the night tends to pay better -- surprisingly enough.

At first the money shoved under his door made Demir pause. He knew it wasn't right, it made him think of his father addicted to numbers, but it was helpful and who is he to turn down a helping hand?

[prettytragcdies]

"you've been checking up on me." from heather brooks to any medical muse !

mastermicd

"Guilty as charged," Ella confessed, seeing no reason to attempt to hide her actions from her fellow intern. The truth always came out in the end anyway after all, didn't it? Fortunately for the brunette, though, at least her intentions had been good and above board. "Let's just say that I heard about the situation with Dr. Shepherd in the OR and just wanted to see how you were holding up." She'd chosen to give Heather a little bit of space rather than approaching her on the day of the incident. Maybe she'd waited a bit too long to have her explanation sound genuinely sincere, but from what it sounded like, Derek seemed to be at least a little more understanding about the whole thing now.

[lostkiids]

Updated Muses List (3/25/23)

TELEVISION.

7th Heaven : ruthie camden

9-1-1 : hen wilson. evan buckley. may grant.

9-1-1 Lone Star : charlie ryder. gabriel reyes. gabriella reyes (oc). marjan marwani. owen strand. t.k. strand.

Alexa & Katie : alexa mendoza. katie cooper. lori mendoza.

Bella and the Bulldogs : Bella Dawson. Newt. Sawyer.

Degrassi : zoe rivas. zig novak.

Emergence: Piper

Family Reunion : ami mckellan. jade mckellan.

The Fosters: jesus foster. jude foster. mariana foster. sophia quinn.

Full(er) House : donna jo tanner/fuller/hale. jackson fuller. joan gladstone. ramona gibbler. max fuller. michelle tanner. roxanne mahan. stephanie tanner.

General Hospital : brook lynn quartermaine. cameron webber. charlotte cassadine. emma scorpio-drake. josslyn jacks. michael corinthos III. oscar nero. violet barnes.

Gilmore Girls: lane kim. rory gilmore.

Girl Meets World/Boy Meets World : auggie matthews. ava morgenstern. cory matthews. isadora smackle. maya hart. riley matthews. topanga lawrence/matthews.

Glee : brittany pierce. quinn fabray. santana lopez.

Grey’s Anatomy : arizona robbins. derek bailey shepherd. ellis shepherd. sofia robbin torres. william george bailey jones.

The Goldbergs : adam goldberg. erica goldberg.

Insatiable : brick armstrong. patty baldell.

Jessie/Bunk’d : emma ross. gwen flores.

K.C. Undercover : k.c. cooper. marissa miller.

Love Victor: lake meriwether.

Once Upon A Time : aurora. belle french/lacey. dorothy gale. henry mills. ripley lucas-french (oc). ruby lucas.

One Day At A Time : alex alvarez.

One Tree Hill : lydia bob-scott.james lucas scott. lucas scott. millicent huxtable. quinn james.

Part of Five : beto acosta. ella barnett. valentina acosta.

Riverdale : betty cooper. cheryl blossom. veronica lodge.

Saved By the Bell : kelly kapowski. zach morris.

Sweet Magnolias : annie sullivan. kyle townsend.

That 70’s Show : jackie burkhart. michael kelso.

Victorious : cat valentine. jade west. tori vega

Xena: Warrior Princess : gabrielle. xena.

Zoey’s Extraordinary Playlist: zoey

MOVIES/MUSICALS.

Billy Elliot : billy elliot.

Dear Evan Hansen : zoe murphy

Falsettos : jason

Finding Neverland : peter llewelyn davies.

Heathers : heather duke.

Mean Girls : cady heron. gretch weiners janis sarkisian. karen smith. regina george.

Sierra Burgess is a Loser : veronica.

The Prom : alyssa greene. shelby.

Tuck Everlasting : jesse tuck. winnie foster.

Waitress : jenna hunterson. lulu hunterson.

[storiesfabled]

like for a starter with one (or more) of the following shondaland original muses. comment who you want and if a multi who it's for!

jasmine montgomery-reilly (jake & addison) // chloe montgomery-shepherd (derek & addison) // zoey warren (ben & miranda)

[meisanimam]

There it was. She had no issue admitting what she felt. She cared about him, enjoyed being around him. She’d even go as far as admit she’d thought about what kissing him would be like. The last relationship she was in ended because they couldn’t handle her traveling and forced her to make a choice. Nel had no problems with long distance but others seemed incapable of it and she’d rather not enter into something that could only end in disaster.

“ Of course I do. ” She let out a heavily sigh, looking down at her feet. “ I’m not going to pretend that there isn’t something here. But why would I start something when I’m leaving in a couple weeks? Why would I put you through that? ” If she thought he could handle something of a lower commitment, things would be different. She was a loyal person, but distance wears on others differently than it did for her.

“ You’re an amazing person, Derek, but let’s be realistic. It won’t end well. People can’t handle the traveling. I’m sure you’ve had problems with your surgical hours in the past, right? Don’t you understand more than anyone? ”

Her argument is valid, one he should have expected, but Derek finds himself shaking his head before she’s even done, fists jammed in coat pocks as blue eyes roll skyward and teeth raking across a chapped bottom lip. He’s used such logic before, given excuses as to why his job, his very existence, doesn’t allow time to date .. but this, this is different. Did he really deserve to have it thrown back in his face? “I’m a grown up, Nel. An adult. I think I’m capable of deciding what I can and cannot handle.” 

The meaning is evident in every word. He’s Derek Shepherd, doctor Derek Shepherd .. he can handle anything, he’s proved it to himself and others countless times. One doesn’t become a god in the operating room by allowing oneself to give up, to admit defeat ... and this situation is no different. A scoff passes through him at her words, huff of laughter leaving on a breathless exhale as if to blow away her hesitation, her reasoning behind why they should stay. 

“ I wait weeks, sometimes months, for patients to heal, I’ve waited years to find someone like you ... I don’t give up easily. You have your passion, your job - I get that, I do .. .but you can’t ignore what’s standing right in front of you.” Its me, he longs to say. “I won’t ask you to stay, I never would... I’m just asking you to come home at the end of it all. To here. To me.”

@intelwon​

[anunkindncss]

@surgeonsoath liked for a starter!

"Amelia, I don't know how many times or ways I have to say this to you. I'm not angry, I'm disappointed." He stated, jaw taut. Somehow they could never seem to find common footing. Perhaps that was his fault. But Derek wasn't about to admit it, not when she was on her tear about how she'd overcome so much when really she hadn't overcome everything. Not yet. "You promised me the drugs were behind you. But you're drinking. It's not long til' the slope catches up with you and I don't want to see that happen."