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My brain is slowly getting infected with ruh roh agsin
#..ruh roh#silly silly brain things#anyways my hair is getting straightened tomorrow!! really looking forward to it hehe#hair is just such a thing for me :')#not gonna delve into that for now but. straightened hair!! yippeee#n it'll get washed n trimmed too.. just the ends tho#moy hair.. <3#i guess im saying happy bday to myself a few days early lol#oh and.. i need some picture or artwoek for my college song hrmmmm#i need to try something soon!#maybe ill actually draw a little leafy.. gosh that reminds me of my naenon seelie art :'))#truly a little silly drawing Tá”T#hmmm thats it really. i still need to do dailies#didnt get to save many strawberries#we need more straw :')))#ill try grab some more tomorrow ifvi have timr!! and if i dont get distracted oopsies#uhhh i forgor what else#its beddy bye time for me anyways soooo. nini!#posts.nae#wow thays a looot of tags huh teehee
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love that my friend group since grade 8 are still tight after a decade but planning around our adult schedules is driving me insane i just wanna see my favorite people why must life be in the way !!!
#the one who lives closest to me is only a 10 min drive away and i pass by her area going to the gym#but also we can't even hang out most of the time because she's busy#i really wanna go out of town w my friends <///3 the logistics of it all is making me want to tear my hair out tho#moi
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giggling oh my god I love my appearance so much
#âł the fool speaks#I'm literally so hot ??? awooga#i mean I'm nawt like actually Attracted to myself . nyo shame to those who are i think that's v kewl honestly . but if i weren't moi#and this vessel was instead like . a classmate or something . appearance wise Ooooooh I'd have a crush#idfk i just LOVE MYSELF !!!#my hair is fluffy and wavy and has volume n is a beautiful shade of brown#my eyelashes r pretty and my eyes are a gorgeous shade of brown#my eyebags r hot#my glasses look good on ke#*me#uuughg I'm so pretty n attractive . seriously . i love meee <3
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âșâ§âË àœàœČ The Spooky Set àœàŸ Ëââ§âș
Introducing... my first set of cc & myself !
9 individual spooky tattoos + 2 "skullbob" tattoos (one thigh, one upper arm) with 5 variations.
The set includes a version of the full body set (3 swatches: one without the skullbob, one with the thigh skullbob, and one with the arm skullbob - so you can add the skullbob separately with the variation you want!) and each tattoo separately so you can pick n' choose as you please <3
I love love loved making this set so much & hope to see fellow simmers use these on their sims! (plz tag me if they make it into a post!)
Ëââ§âș Download Here Ëââ§âș (SFS)
Thank you to all the cc creators (I am obsessed with) whose stuff I used in this post + thumbnails!
bra + underwear ~ @serenity-cc
corset dress ~ @sentate
hair ~ @arethabee , @simcelebrity00 , @miikocc
jewelry - @serenity-cc, @arethabee, @adrienpastel-blog
all tattoos are hand-drawn by moi ;)
@maxismatchccworldâ  @sssvitlanz @coffee-cc-finds @sims4finds @lanaccfind @cchunters  @c12ccfinds  @mmoutfitters @mmfinds @emilyccfinds @redheadsims-cc @cccorner @wysidiacc @ccsimsfindss4 @cccorner @lotusplumbob @toastyccfinds @cookiesccfinds @strangecowplantfinds @shaenaeccfinds @eanyroseccfinds @kairasimsccfinds @anikasims @blueishccfinds @petiteluneccfind @alt-lanaccfinds @oshinsimfinds @aashwarrfinds @itselliandra @thesimpanions @altsimz-ccfinds @largetaytertots @itsmoonlxtte @itsjessicaccfinds @droid-cc-finds
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I think im gonna shave my brows with a razor from now on instead of plucking so as to not do too much damage
#im gonna regrow them a bit i think#i wont go back to super thick brows but just a bit more body#ive been plucking my brows for over 12 years now but ive only started going thinner these past 3 years#and going really really thin for a year or so now#i think i wont have too much trouble growing them back bc this summer i couldnt go over them for almost a month#and they started growing back ok#shit i still get hairs in the definitely no zone which ive been decimating since i was 13 lmao#anyways when you have hooded lids+lowset+bushy brows like moi some deforestation is a must lest you want to look super grouchy 24/7
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âđ„đŠââŹđâ°ïžđ«ïž <3
(possible?) balduring the gates spoilers!!!!!
*glares*
#leg.ocs#*personal#ish??#oc: tissaia thorm#like papa like daughter !!!!#theyâre having a glare off AJSHJDHD#BABY PIE GOT A NEW LOOK AND I HAD TO SHRIEK LOOK AT BABIEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i wont put this in the tags bc this is moi and my tomfoolery hjbsahj but also *dizzy* at this keth screenie i got i am FINE <3#THE BASKET MOD GAVE BBG THE NURSES LOOK *screams* SHE IS TO THE LETTER HOW I PICTURE HER !#sad daughter and sad dad !!!!!#in this family we do three things! be doom and gloom be melancholic and GLARE :)#izzy: *sighs*#*puts her in my pocket for safe keeping* TISSAIAAAAA SWEET GIRLIEE#ill add fancy colorings to these later i just wanted to yell about the baby and cackle at the parallels hehe <3#i owe them my life bc the basket mod is truly a gift she looks like i imagine her!!!!! my baby!#gave the yana brainworms a break and played her a bit today <3 that wizard boy is a lucky duck my dear!#(OH maybe unrelated but question i cannot figure out to save my life how to fix the way the beards appear for me?)#(its likely that my laptop is like YIKES rendering beards ddhsijjks but i was wondering if there was a way to remedy that kjjkd yk?)#anyway! i think ill catch up on tag games tomorrow? yana brainworms call me ajnskjd SHES ON TO ACT III AT LAST!!!!#also the red ribbon in her hair has to do with her mom đ„đ#she is izzys half sister and theyâre both keths daughters :)#and j*aheira gave that to her when she was little bc she found it and wanted her to have something of her big sisters đ„đ„č#they donât get to meet until a whole near CENTURY had passed my BABIES :â)#hes looking at yana in the bottom one skjxh he has to deal HER again đ„đ„Ž#(yanaketh romantic tension au @ my brain WHEN)
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Halloween [L.H.]
Logan Howlett x neighbour!reader
summary: You dress up as Wolverine for Wadeâs Halloween party and it unleashes something in Logan. Him wearing a Ghostface mask also unleashes something in you. Or: Logan fucks you wearing a Ghostface mask.
warnings: smut 18+ (oral, unprotected (but inconsequential) p in v, creampie, doggy in front of a mirror, missionary, cum eating and also Logan spitting it into readerâs mouth, brief chasing kink, (Ghostface) mask kink obv, pet names: bub, baby, good girl), worst!Logan I guess but I couldnât find a pic to use, Wade being WadeÂ
word count: 3.8k
note: I didnât have that much time to write this but I wanted to post something for Logan before Halloween so <3, inspired by that I want to be fucked for Halloween sound on tt lol you'll see what I mean, and some ideas me and @ethanhoewke talked about đ€, also Iâve never watched Scream so all I can do is mention the mask lol | gorgeous dividers by @dollywons & @anitalenia <3
You meet your neighbours Logan and Wade in the laundry room of your building on Thursday night. Theyâre fighting over whether theyâre going to do a coupleâs costume for Wadeâs Halloween party next week.Â
âWeâre not a couple, Wade. Weâre not doing a coupleâs costume.â
Wade sighs as he stuffs his blood splattered clothes into the washing machine â youâve learnt not to ask anymore.Â
âHey,â Logan says when he sees you, and those three letters are enough to make your cheeks heat up. You wave at them both, busying yourself with your own washing.Â
Wade puts his hand on his hip, âCan you believe Logie wonât do a coupleâs costume with me after I adopted him and put a roof over his head? Heâs such an ungrateful brat.â
You giggle, meeting Loganâs gaze as he rolls his eyes at his roommate. He turns away to let you do your laundry in peace but Wade walks over to you, sitting down on the bench behind you.Â
âWhat do you want to be for Halloween? Sexy nurse? Sexy doctor? Sexy cop?â
You laugh, âWhy do they all have to be sexy?â
âBecause itâs you, so itâs impossible for the costume to not be sexy,â Wade raises his eyebrows and you smile at the compliment, sitting down next to him.Â
You sigh as you think about his question.Â
âFucked, Wade. I want to be fucked for Halloween.â
You hear a chuckle from Logan a few feet away. You were hoping he wasnât listening, but he does you the favour of keeping his head turnt in the other direction as he sorts through laundry. Youâre closer with Wade â you didnât necessarily want Logan knowing how badly you need to get laid.Â
Wade points to his own chest, âWait, by moi?â
âI love you but Iâd prefer someone who doesnât look like a burnt chicken nugget.â
âYou know what? Even though I look like a burnt chicken nugget, I still love myself. Learned that from the OG.â
You smile, âAnd anyway, I thought you and Vanessa were back together?â
âThat we are,â Wade says, rising to his feet and twirling out of the room like a ballerina, calling out, âIâll see you later for movie night!âÂ
âHeâs fucking crazy,â Logan says, chuckling, and you smile as you finish doing your laundry.Â
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Youâre late to Wadeâs Halloween party the following week. You rush two floors up to their shared apartment, but your knocks go unnoticed through the loud music coming from inside and the door wonât open.Â
Youâre about to get your phone out to call Wade but you realise you canât. Your fake claws are in the way.Â
Youâre dressed up as Logan. You recently saw some pictures of when he was younger, effortlessly hot in a tanktop and jeans, hair styled charmingly, almost like kitty ears.Â
Accordingly, youâve got yourself a fitted tanktop, jeans that make you stop in front of every mirror to admire your backside, and a belt with a big buckle like the ones he used to wear. Youâve paired your outfit with kitty ears the colour of your hair and, of course, fake claws protruding between your fingers.Â
You hope Logan doesnât take offence. In your rush to get ready for the party, you didnât even consider that.Â
What if he doesnât like your costume? What if he thinks itâs disrespectful? You know heâs struggled with his mutation, after all, hurt people he loved because of it. Wade told you the costume was a good idea when you showed him your outfit the other day, but Wade isnât Logan.Â
Plus, itâs Halloween. Halloween is supposed to be scary, even if most peopleâs costumes arenât scary nowadays. What if Logan thinks youâre calling him a scary monster? Oh god. Youâre considering going downstairs and changing â into what, you donât know, but the last thing you want is to offend Logan, and if thereâs even just a small chance of it then you donât want to do it after all. Suddenly, you see Logan. Â
Heâs walking down the hallway where youâve zoned out, arms folded awkwardly because of your claws. He stops in his tracks, a plastic shopping bag hanging from his hand, and heâs squinting at you; you wouldnât say he looks mad but youâre not sure.Â
Logan comes closer, folding his arms. âAre you supposed to be me?âÂ
A smile creeps on his face as you tentatively answer with a ââŠyeah?â
He looks you up and down and it makes your skin heat up as he takes a step forward, âNot sure if I should be offended, bub.â
Oh noâ
He continues with a smirk, âGoing around stealinâ a manâs look and doing it better than him? Canât say that outfit used to look that good on me.â You sigh a breath of relief. He likes it. You smile at his compliment, and then heâs reaching out to give a light tug on the cat ears in your hair.Â
âI donât get what these are supposed to be though.â
You push the plastic hair band back in place as you smile up at him, âYou know exactly what they are.â
Logan shrugs. âYou got something wrong though.â
He stands next to you with the side of his arm pressed against yours, and you gulp at the sudden contact with his warm, beefy arm. Logan makes a fist and unsheathes his claws, holding them next to yours, and theyâre at least three times the length of your fake ones, metal sparkling even in the shitty light of the corridor.Â
âShould be much bigger,â he smirks, pulling them back in and unlocking the door for you. You donât miss the implication behind his words, and you swallow as you step into the loud party in their apartment that is decorated to the nines for Halloween.Â
Wade runs over to you to hug you, wearing a sexy maid costume over his Deadpool suit.Â
âI love it,â you tell him while he simultaneously compliments your outfit. You look around for Logan and only just catch him closing the door to his bedroom, and he disappears behind it. You were too distracted just now to realise that he wasnât even wearing a costume.Â
Your shoulders deflate as you realise heâs probably not coming back out. He was half of the reason you even came to the party. You were looking forward to spending some time with him, but now that you think about it, you wouldnât expect him to be interested in a Halloween party, crafting an elaborate costume and hanging up corny decorations the way Wade did.Â
You try to shake off your disappointment and enjoy yourself nevertheless.Â
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Youâre stumbling back to the kitchen after dancing with Wade and Vanessa, getting yourself a drink. Youâre softly humming to the music coming from the other room when you feel a presence behind you.Â
Your heart speeds up for a moment when you see someone in a Ghostface mask standing right beside you. Heâs wearing the mask with a black, tight tanktop stretched over his broad chest. You smell Loganâs cologne as the scent swirls in the air around you, but you could have recognised him by the veins on his arms alone. Â
You try to keep your hopes at bay but you canât help but wonder if heâs wearing the mask because of you. When you watched Scream with him and Wade the other night, Wade kept teasing you about your crush on the killer.Â
At the time you felt like disappearing, hoping that Logan was as disinterested as he claimed, that he wasnât listening to anything you two were saying, but now youâre glad he heard. If heâs wearing the costume for your sake. Which he probably isnât. Youâve tried to convince yourself that your crush is unrequited, just to protect yourself. Itâs a common Halloween costume, nothing to do with you⊠probably.Â
âHi,â Logan says. You canât see his face but you can hear the smile in his voice.Â
âHeyâŠ,â you reply, almost shakily, âdidnât think you were coming.â
âI wasnât going to, couldnât be bothered to think of a costume. But then I found this so I thought Iâll join you.â
You nod along as he tells you about going out to buy the mask only today, but youâre not paying attention. All you can focus on is how hot it is that you canât see Loganâs face through the mask, but you still know itâs him. The way his voice is slightly muffled yet strong makes you shudder.Â
âSo, has your wish for Halloween come true yet?â
You give him a confused smile, only just realising that heâs asking you something.
âYou told Wade you wanted to get fucked for Halloween.â
Not able to stop a shy grin from spreading over your face, you say, âOh. No, hasnât happened yet. Not counting on it.âÂ
âNo one you like here?â Logan asks, and you look up at him, at the Ghostface mask, trying to think of a flirty reply when Wadeâs voice cuts through the tension in the room.Â
Wade runs over to Logan, leaning his head to the side flirtily, âI told you itâd look hot, peanut. Are you gonna hunt me later, Mr. Ghostface?â Wade brings a finger to his lip, and, for once, Logan doesnât get annoyed by his jokes.
âGhostface only hunts good girls,â Logan says, and your heart starts to beat faster yet again when you realise Logan is looking down at you.
âAm I not a good girl?â Wade asks, and Logan just huffs, ignoring him. You canât see his eyes, but you can still feel them on you. You have to bite your lip to stop yourself from moaning out loud.
Itâs not much later that Logan is chasing you through the hallways of your building, with you giggling and squealing only a few feet ahead of him as the adrenaline pumps through you.Â
He gave you a headstart but you know heâll catch you. You want him to catch you. Youâre fumbling with the keys to your apartment when he reaches you, your heart hammering in your chest at the thrill of being chased.Â
Loganâs hands go to your waist as he pushes you against your front door.Â
âI got you.â
You reach up to gently tug the mask off but he stops you when only his lips are exposed, and he grins. You smile and lean up to kiss him, and you somehow manage to fit your key into the lock while youâre making out and push the door open.Â
Logan lifts you and throws you over his shoulder like you weigh nothing as he carries you to your bedroom.Â
With your claws and the rest of your clothes discarded on the floor minutes later, Logan is fucking you in front of the mirror by your bed. Heâs taking you from behind, mask still on as he pulls and pushes at your hips with you fucking back against him as the mattress dips beneath you.Â
But as hot as it is to see the Ghostface mask looking down at you through the mirror, itâs also your first time having sex with Logan and you want to see him.
âCan I take the mask off?â you ask, looking back at him and Logan lifts you so that your back is flush with his chest. You turn around and pull the mask off over his head with a smile.
His hair is messy and a little bit sweaty, and as good as Logan usually looks you donât think youâve ever been quite this attracted to him. He holds your face to press a few sloppy kisses to your lips, and then he turns you back around to face the mirror.
Logan doesnât push you back on all fours, but takes your arms and clasps them behind your back, holding them together with one big hand. He slides his cock back into your wet pussy and begins to rub your clit with his other hand.
âLook at you,â he nods towards the mirror, and you meet his eyes in it, watching as his gaze trails down your body, to where his hand disappears between your soft thighs, âSo fucking pretty.â
You lean your head back against his shoulder as he continues to play with your pussy, but he canât properly fuck you at this angle, so you buck back against him until he manoeuvres you onto your back.
His lips find yours again and your arm sneaks around the back of his neck, holding him close as you kiss him desperately. You whine when his lips leave yours. He kisses down your neck and over your collarbones, down over your tits and over your belly. He arrives between your legs with a smirk and licks through the wetness of your pussy.
He moans when he first makes contact, âtastes even better than I fucking imagined, baby.â
You smile down at Logan as he pulls your socked feet onto his shoulders, fingers grabbing your ankles. âYouâve imagined this?â
Logan looks up at you, âEvery single fucking day. You havenât?â
You smile bashfully despite his own admission, but he doesnât let you answer anyway, moving his head back between your legs to make out with your pussy. He pushes two fingers inside you, the tips of his fingers rubbing up against your g-spot.
You begin to squirm as the heat builds up in your lower stomach, but Logan holds your hips down with his muscular forearm over your waist, âStay still for me, baby, okay?â
Logan starts sucking on your clit, and you cum immediately, back arching as you grab onto his hair. Your pussy pulses and throbs around his fingers as pleasure floods your body. You grind up to meet his mouth and he lets you use him until youâre breathless.
He places a last, rough kiss on your pussy, getting back on his knees to fuck you, but you breathe out, âGive me a second.â You smile shyly, your pussy still squeezing around nothing every few seconds.
âOf course, bub.â He leans down to kiss you and you mumble a question against his lips.
âCan I go down on you?â
Logan smiles and sits up, âMe orâŠ?â he nods over to the mask.Â
You shrug shyly, âWell, if youâre offering.â
âWhy do you think I wore it?â Logan smirks, pulling the mask back on. You briefly pull it up to his forehead again to give him a small kiss of appreciation.
He holds your hand as you get off the bed, sinking down onto the carpeted floor. You smile as his hard cock bobs in front of your face, glistening with precum and your wetness.
You place your hands on his knees and softly trace a path down his cock with your tongue, gently sucking his balls as you look up. A thrill shoots through you when you only see the mask looking back at you, and you move to suck Loganâs dick into your mouth as deep as you can, tasting your own arousal on him.
He throbs hotly against your tongue as you let spit run down his length, slapping his cock against your tongue.
âSuch a good girl,â Loganâs voice sounds from above you, and you look up at him, at the Ghostface mask, as you take his cock in your mouth again, your hands back on his knees for support.
You make out with the head of his cock, gently sucking on the skin down the side of him, licking your way up, playing with him.
âIâm close, baby,â he moans.
You mumble against his skin, telling him to take off the mask, and even though it comes out muffled he hears. Logan tugs off the mask in one quick movement, looking down at you with his eyebrows drawn together in pleasure and his lips bitten raw. His face glows with desire and a hint of sweat, and he hums when you suck him into your mouth.
You use your hand to jerk off the rest of him, moving your mouth down on him as far as you can, and your eyes flutter shut when you hear Logan moan, and heâs spilling the first ropes of his load down your throat. You keep sucking until youâve swallowed all of his cum, and only then do you take your mouth off him.
Sitting back, suddenly shy, you wipe your mouth with the back of your hand but Loganâs already tugging you up to the bed to kiss you.
âYou got another orgasm in you?â he asks against your lips. You straddle him and feel his hard cock smack against your thigh as you tell him yes. He tips you onto your back, leaning down to press a wet kiss to your pussy.
When he gets between your legs and pushes his cock into you again it somehow feels even better than the first time as you gasp in pleasure.
âYouâre so warm, bub. So perfect. Wanna stay here forever,â Logan says mindlessly as he bottoms out, and you whine into his mouth.
âWant you inside me forever too,â you babble, already fucked out. You wrap your legs around his waist as he fucks you. It feels like your wet pussy is sucking him in with the way you clech around him, and you both know you wonât take long for your next orgasms.
He slips a hand between your bodies to rub your clit as he begins to fucks you deeper. âYou gonna cum for me again, bub? You make such a cute face when you cum. Let me see it again, baby.â
Youâre nodding dumbly and letting the feeling of him take over, not just his big cock in your pussy and his slicked fingers on your clit, but the way his body feels on top of yours, warm skin against warm skin as he sloppily kisses your jaw and neck, and you cream around his cock as you cum, moaning his name.
âThatâs it, baby, doinâ so well. Taking my big cock like a good girl, hm?â Loganâs voice is strained, and then heâs cumming too, filling you up with his warm release until your pussy is stuffed full with his cock and his cum. He pulls out slowly and rubs your sensitive clit a little more.
âSo pretty,â he mumbles, fucking two fingers into you and when he pulls them out theyâre coated in his sticky load.
You reach out to pull him down by his wrist and take his fingers into your mouth, sucking his cum off them as he smirks down at you, rubbing a hand over his face to calm himself for now.
You both come down from your highs with laboured breaths, and he pulls you to lie your head on the pillow. Logan wraps his arms around you, just cuddling you for a bit, when you realise something and smile up at him.
âSo, are you that narcissistic that seeing me dressed up as you made you want to fuck me?âÂ
Logan smirks. âNah, wanted to fuck you way before that. And Iâm just honoured you like me enough to dress up as me.â
You open your mouth for a rebuttal but he instead takes that opportunity to push his tongue back into your mouth as he holds the side of your face. You make out lazily for another few moments, slinging your leg over his hip, but then you drag his hand away from your face.
âWell, Iâm honoured you like me enough to dress up for me.âÂ
âBaby, thereâs a lot more Iâd do for you than just dress up in a horror mask.â
âReally?â you smile. Logan nods earnestly. He holds you in his arms for a few minutes as you relax into the comfortable silence.
He pulls your hand up to his lips and kisses your knuckles, âWill you go out with me?â
You giggle then, âDonât think you have to ask me anymore.â
âWhat? I wanna be a gentleman.â
âYeah, very gentlemanly what you just did to me.â
You feel some of Loganâs cum drip out of your pussy and onto his thigh in that moment.
Logan looks at you and gives you a silly smile, lifting your leg off him to sit up, âYeah, baby, I am a gentleman, and a gentleman cleans up after himself.â
He spreads your thighs as he gets between them, and licks up your pussy, coating his tongue in his own cum. You smile at his words but soon you begin to pout in pleasure as he starts going down on you again.
You sigh when he stops and moves up to your face, but you smile when you realise what heâs doing, happily parting your lips for him. Logan leans over you and spits his cum into your mouth, âWe taste good together, hm?â he asks.
You swallow your combined arousals eagerly, closing your eyes as you savour the taste, but a gentle pat on your clit makes you open them again.
âYou got another one in you, right, baby? Just one.â You nod quickly, unable to form words with you needily spread open for Logan like this.Â
Lying back, you let Logan eat your pussy until youâre cumming again, your thighs pressing against his temples as he grabs at the flesh of your legs, licking your clit until youâre satisfied.
Logan lies back down next to you with his lips still shiny with your wetness, and you lean in for another kiss. He takes you in his arms to cuddle, when he asks you again.
âSo, will you go on a date with me?â
âOnly if it ends with you doing that thing with your mouth again,â you tease.
âOh, trust me, Iâm not going a day without it anymore.â
You giggle into his neck, relaxing against his muscular body.
Logan turns around when he gets a text, showing you his phone. Itâs a message from Wade:
Everyone left and Iâm about to give Vanessa a happy Halloweener if you know what Iâm saying! So donât come home tonight but I have a feeling you werenât going to anyway ;)
Logan cringes while you laugh, ready to put his phone back when another message comes through.
And if you donât treat her right Iâll cut off your Halloweener
Logan groans, switching off his phone. You laugh against his skin and let him hold you until you both sink into a warm, cozy sleep.
P.S. Logan thinks good girls reblog and comment on the fics they enjoy đ€đââïž
#logan howlett x reader#logan howlett smut#wolverine x reader#logan howlett x you#wolverine x you#wolverine smut#fem!reader#deadpool and wolverine#selfcarecap
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Charles speaking dirty in frenchđ€đ€đ€đ€
CL16 | Dirty boy âĄ
Summary: Y/n keeps bothering her boyfriend until he gives in and shows her how to be a good girl.
Warning: dirty talk, smut, no protect sex, dom!Charles, sub!reader, mean!Charles, handcuffs, a bit of hitting (soft)
A/N: enjoy<3
Translation: mon amour= my love | Chéri.e= darling
MASTERLIST requests are open
She sits on his lap, her hand passing through his brown hair. ''Mon amour, I'm trying to work.'' If there are two things that the young woman loves, it's annoying her boyfriend when he's trying to work and his horribly sexy French accent.
She kisses his cheek, her other hand running over his abs through his t-shirt. He feels a shiver down his spine, but doesn't give in to temptation. ''Chérie, please.''
She doesn't listen to him and kiss the crook of his neck, nibbing it softly. His hand found its way to her waist, rubbing it softly. ''Don't you want to take a break?'' She let her hand go under his t-shirt, using her fingerstip to touch his abs.
He sighs, from pleasure? Annoying? She does not know but she doesn't care. Her hand under his t-shirt keeps going up, her mouth continuing to stimulate his neck by leaving a few red marks and lovebites.
He didn't push her away, trying to focus on the computer screen in front of him. He begins to feel tight in his pants, her ass wiggling against him and her fingertips tracing the vertical line of his abs.
His hand which was on her waist goes down to caress her ass, squeezing it softly. ''T'as envie que je te baise hein?'' you want me to fuck you, huh?
She doesn't understand what he said but can't help and moan softly against his soft skin. He grabs her jaw and forces her head up to kiss her. She moans into the kiss and Charles takes the opportunity to slip his tongue into her mouth, caressing the inside of her cheeks.
She removes his headphone and places it on the desk, running her hand through his hair. He picks her up and moves her into the bedroom, dropping her on the bed. ''Qu'est ce que je vais faire de toi?'' What am I going to do with you?
She feels the excitement build even more in her body, his accent completely turning her brain. ''Tu es si irrésistible..'' You're so irresistible.
He removes his t-shirt, finally revealing his abs that she loves to caress so much. ''Take off all of your clothes.'' His voice was firm yet sweet. She listens to him and takes off her clothes, revealing her underwear to him. ''I said all of your clothes.'' She can't help but blush, even though Charles has seen her naked so many times.
She takes off her last clothes and watches him rummage through the drawer of his nightstand.
''Is it ok if I tie your wrist to the bed?'' She bit her lower lips. ''Yes. You can do whatever you want with me, my love.''
Charles smirks, taking off two handcuffs from the drawer, deftly tying one end around one of her wrist, securing it to the headboard. He repeated this process with her other wrist, leaving her bound and vulnerable in front of him.
He takes his time to take off his pants and joins her in bed, getting on top of her and one of his hands already trailing between her thighs. ''Je parie que tu es toute mouillée, mh?'' I bet you're soaking, mh?
She whines, wanting him to touch her. ''Please.. Charlie..'' He chuckles, his cold hand touching her inner thighs. She can't help but move her hips to try and show him her impatience. His fingers move up slowly and he slides one finger between her wet folds. ''Toute mouillée et rien que pour moi.'' All wet and only for me.
She closes her eyes, trying to move her hands but can't. Her head fell back against the pillow with a long moan of his name when she felt his lips against her bundle of nerves.
She can't help but squirm with pleasure as he continues to stimulate her with his tongue. And just as she was about to cum, Charles suddenly stopped and moved his kisses back to her stomach.
''What the hell Charles!'' she shouted, frustrated. He laughs, kissing her ribs. His laugh is deep and dark, almost frightening.
He rubs himself against her wet fold, making her moan deeply. He can feel the wet through his boxer and it turns him so much on. ''Putain Y/n tu vas me faire jouir juste parce que t'es autant mouillée.'' Damn Y/n you're gonna make me cum just because of your wetness.
''Charles..I need you!'' She whines, shaking violently under him. He doesn't wait longer and takes off his boxer and thrust roughly into her tight and wet cunt.
''Merde.. t'es si serré..'' shit.. you're so tight..
He doesn't wait any longer to almost pull out and go back in roughly.
''Tu la prends si bien.'' You take it so well.
If he keeps talking like that, she'll probably cum faster than expected.
''Oh oui, t'es si bonne.. ma pute..'' Oh yes, you're so good.. my whore..
''Ch-Charles!'' She moaned loudly before cumming hardly around his cock. Charles takes it upon himself and holds back from cumming as he feels her walls tightening around his cock. He speeds up his movements, his hips hitting hers with a sensual sound of flesh smacking and a wet sound.
His hand hits the side of her thigh. ''Dit moi que tu m'appartient.'' Tell me you're mine.
She doesn't understand what he says and moans loudly, not having time to recover from her orgasm.
Charles hit her thigh a second time, this time leaving a red mark of his hand. ''Dit moi que you're mine!''
Her back arches a second time, her eyes filling with tears. ''I-I'm yours !'' He moaned loudly, but kept holding himself. ''En Français.'' in French.
The feeling is almost unbreathable and she can barely find her breath. ''Je..J-je appartiens.'' She managed to moan, with her sensual English accent.
''Putain oui..Bonne fille.. Mon jouet baisable préféré..'' Fuck yes.. good girl.. my favorite fucktoy..
Charles redoubles his efforts, showing his breathing and dumbbell physique in his thrusts. The room is filled with their moans. One of Charles' hands finds its way between her legs, playing with her clit.
She doesn't wait any longer to come brutally a second time, tears leave her eyes to roll down her cheeks.
''Oh oui.. serre moi fort..'' Oh yes.. tight me hard..
Charles continues to thrust inside her until he reaches his own climax, his hot seed feeling her up perfectly.
''Ah! Putain! Y/n! T'es trop bonne!'' Ah! Fuck! Y/n! You're too good!
He crashes into her, still being careful not to hurt her. After a few minutes of catching their breath, he pulls out of her with a wet noise and one last moan leaves her lips.
He unties her hands, massaging her wrist to relieve it. ''Ăa va, mon chat?'' All good, my cat?
She turns around and hugs him tightly, nuzzling her head into his neck. ''That was great. As usual.''
He can't help but smirk, his hands rubbing her back. ''Je sais que t'aime bien quand je suis méchant avec toi..'' I know you like it when I'm mean with you..
One of his hand goes lower and gently strokes her red thigh. She kisses his neck, already nibbing on it again.
''Ready for round two?''
#f1 fanfic#f1 imagine#f1 drivers#f1 x reader#f1 smut#help he's so hot#smut#charles leclerc f1#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc smut#charles leclerc x female reader#charles leclerc x you#charles leclerc#cl16 x reader#cl16 imagine#cl16 smut
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Tighnari : ... rappelle moi pourquoi on est ami.
Cyno : parce que coubeh.
OMG 3 POSTS DRAWING IN THE SAME DAY anyway french joke because i love it
But it is similar of "What?" "-er." (Water)
Here it is "Quoi?" (what) "-feur" (quoifeur = coiffeur = hair dresser)
And for the caption, it is a millenials joke i guess idk lol
"Pourquoi"="pour cou-A" (pourquoi means why)
"coubeh" = "cou-B" (parce que means because)
cyno is just this unbearable friend we all love âșïžđ«¶
#my art#genshin impact#genshinimpact#tighnari#genshin impact tighnari#cyno#genshin impact cyno#please don't tag as ship#oH THIS DRAWING WAS IN MY DRAFT SINCE FOREVER.... i finally finish it !!! gg me
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Hey hey hey! So, I was wondering if you could work your magic on this request? We all know Oscar LOVES sleeping whenever he can but what if he has a girlfriend with quite frequent insomnia such as moi? Maybe the piece could be about him searching for all kinds of serious and wacky methods to help her sleep - white noise, sound apps, black out blinds, counting actual sheep, a cold bedroom etc and eventually something so simple such as snuggling together after he's washed her hair or something soppy works? Thank you, you're an angel!
thank u for the request!! i hope i did it justice but i have no idea how insomnia works so feel free to correct me if iâve written something wrong đ«¶
5 things that didnât help you sleep and the 1 thing that actually did | oscar piastri
pairing: oscar piastri x insomniac!reader
warnings: mentions of insomnia and the use of melatonin
oscar piastri treasures every moment of sleep he can get. cuddling up under the covers, catching up on much-needed rest between races, training sessions and team meetings is his sanctuary, a place where he can recharge. itâs entirely different for you. sleep often feels elusive, insomnia visits you regularly, and after trying to take melatonin, you feel like there truly must be something wrong with you when youâre still left you tossing and turning while oscar dozes peacefully beside you.
one particularly restless night, as you lie awake staring at the ceiling, you decide youâve had enough. oscar, sensing your frustration, turns over and looks at you with sleepy but concerned eyes.
âanother bad night?â he asks softly, voice groggy.
you nod, feeling guilty for disturbing his rest. âi just canât seem to fall asleep.â
determined to help you find the peace he enjoys so effortlessly, oscar spends the next day researching every possible solution for insomnia, and he ends up with a list. 5 things that have helped others who are suffering from the same problem, and over the next few weeks, he convinced you to try it all, hoping to find the one thing that will finally help you sleep.
1. white noise
the first thing he tries is white noise. researching the best possible brand, he buys a white sound machine and sets it to a gentle hum when you go to sleep one night. the constant noise fills the room, creating a soothing background sound and drowning out any distractions.
itâs nice to lay and listen to, and at first, you think it might work. you close your eyes, snuggle into the covers to find the best position and takes oscarâs hand in yours.
you try, you really do try your best, to let the sound lull you to sleep. everything is nice and calm, but after a few nights, itâs clear that the constant noise only makes you more restless. you lie awake, feeling like youâre trapped in a static-filled void, and you just want to cry.
2. sound apps
oscar is quick to notice your disappointment, and he therefore quickly moves on to the next point on the list.
he downloads several sound apps on his phone, experimenting with everything from rainstorms to ocean waves to forest sounds. he tries different combinations, adjusting the volume and mixing the sounds in various ways, bringing out his inner dj to make you as comfortable as possible.
you appreciate the effort, but none of the sounds seem to do the trick. you lie awake, feeling more like youâre in a nature documentary than trying to sleep. the sounds that are supposed to be calming just keep you more alert, your mind unable to quiet down.
3. blackout blinds
oscar then orders blackout blinds, thinking that maybe the slightest hint of light is the culprit.
the blinds plunge the room into complete darkness, blocking out any external light. at first, you think it might work. the darkness is comforting and you hope it will help you relax, but instead of soothing you, the darkness feels oppressive. you lie there, eyes wide open, feeling the walls close in. the complete absence of light only makes you nervous and the two of you quickly have to give up on that as well.
4. counting sheep
you insisted that counting sheep was silly. there was no way it was going to work and you told oscar exactly that. he didnât agree though, and with the use of his best puppy eyes, he convinced you to try.
he decides to buy a small stuffed sheep and as you lie in bed one night, he starts an impromptu counting session. you giggle at the sight of him hopping the little sheep across the bed.
âi donât think this is gonna work.â you hold back a laugh as he makes the sheep take a particularly long jump across your duvet.
ânot even if he gives you a little kiss?â he asks, holding back his own giggle as he moves up to you on the bed, making the sheep âkissâ you all over your stomach.
you laugh at the ticklish sensation, and the two of you have to realise that the sheep counting feels more like a silly game than a serious attempt to help you sleep.
5. a cold bedroom
the last thing on oscarâs quickly disappearing list is sleeping in a cold room.
to make that happen, he insists on making the bedroom as cold as a freezer. he cranks up the air conditioning and piles extra blankets on the bed so you donât freeze to death.
the room quickly becomes chilly, and you snuggle under the covers, head on oscarâs chest as his arms snake around you, trying to regain some body heat. youâre really hoping the cold will help you relax, but you find yourself shivering more than drifting off. the cold air makes you uncomfortable, and instead of helping, it only adds to your restlessness.
the 1 thing that actually did help
after trying numerous different methods, youâre ready to just give up.
âmaybe i should go to the doctors,â you eventually suggest. you wish the problem would go away by itself, but it doesnât seem like it will.
oscar finds himself running out of ideas too, until something dawns to him one night when heâs on facetime with his mom.
entering your bedroom with a book clutched tightly in his hand, you raise an eyebrow at him. âso mom just left to read to read my sister a bed time story, and i thought: why donât i read to you as well?â he suggests.
you raise an eyebrow, skeptical at the suggestion but at this point youâre willing to try anything.
oscar shuffles across the bed, helping you adjust so your head is pressed against his thigh as he begins to read. his voice soft and steady, keeping a calm pace to his words and you canât deny that itâs nice.
he plays with your hair as he reads, gently running his fingers through the strands and massaging your scalp. the combination of his calming voice and the soothing sensation of his touch begins to work its magic.
you feel your body relax, the tension melting away. his words become a comforting background noise and his fingers in your hair provide a gentle, rhythmic motion. for the first time in what feels like ages, you feel yourself drifting off, your eyelids growing heavy.
oscar continues reading until he hears your breathing deepen and become steady. he smiles, closing the book quietly and turning off the light, but he doesnât move, terrified to wake you after youâve finally found the peace you desperately needed.
sitting against the headboard starts hurting his back, but he still stays beside you, his hand continuously playing with your hair, ensuring you stay asleep.
as the nights go by, oscarâs bedtime stories and hair-playing become your new routine. you find yourself looking forward to bedtime, knowing that sleep is no longer a battle but a peaceful journey.
in the end, itâs not the gadgets or apps that help you sleep, but instead oscarâs gentle presence and unwavering support. his love is your ultimate lullaby, guiding you into the restful sleep youâve been longing for.
#i have no idea how old oscarâs sisters are#sorry#f1#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#formula 1#formula 1 x reader#mclaren#mclaren racing#op81#op81 imagine#op81 x reader#op81 x you#op81 x y/n#op81 fluff#op81 fic#oscar piastri x yn#oscar piastri x you#oscar piastri imagine#oscar piastri#oscar piastri x reader#oscar piastri fanfic#oscar piastri fluff
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Pedroâs Characters: The Dick-tionary
How big are Pedro Pascalâs characters and some NSFW headcannons
(WARNING: DETAILS OF PENISES AND TALKS OF SEX - MDNI)
Part Two <3
A/N: Sorry I never continued Fluff February :(, I lost motivation so Iâll just write them and post them as a prompt list for wheneverâŠ
Joel Miller:
Okay, all his characters are big, itâs a known fact, but Joel is 100% the biggest. Probably about 8.5 inches, with a pretty pink mushroom tip, and GIRTHY AGH! Thereâs a vein on it that is really visible when heâs hard. Oh and his balls are big too. Everything about Joel is just big. Not only is he big but you best believe he knows how to use it too. Heâs got a daddy kink⊠Fav positions are missionary and cowgirl, however when heâs angry doggy or the mating press are a no-brainer. Daddy kink! DOMINANT!!! Thereâs no way this man is a sub, it just doesnât work, heâs just so dom yknow, and when heâs soft, heâs the sweetest heâs ever been, but if heâs angry, hard dom Joel comes out and thatâs a man you donât wanna piss off if you wanna cum. Heâs got such a daddy kink. âFuck babygirl/boy, youâre so fucking sweet, sugar. So fucking good for daddy. Yeah baby? You like that? Such a good little girl/boy, so fucking sweet.â Daddy kink is such is a big thing for him. Hair wise? Well itâs the apocalypse so itâs probably hard to find the Manscaper 3000 or whatever. He trims his hair with some scissors, honestly he didnât really care for shaving before you, so he just let it grow, but once when you were sucking him, you almost sneezed from how much it tickled your nose and made a little joke about it after, which made Joel feel a little bad so he cut them just a little shorter. Oh Iâm sorry and did I mention⊠DADDY KINK!!!
Javier Peña:
(Here Iâm purely writing about Javier Pena in a fictional sense AS PEDRO, not the real guy, this has nothing to do with the real Javier Pena)
Okay, Javier, my baby daddy. Um, who said that- ANYWAYS! Javier is probably the second biggest, in joint place with Oberyn, definitely about 7-7.5 inches, as heâs nicknamed by moi, the Pussy Slayer of Medellin. It goes without saying that Javier is rough, as weâve seen, side note: I donât know why I thought watching Narcos with my family would be a good idea⊠I was sat on the couch like âđ okay, Iâm watching Pedro have sex next to my mum, just a normal Saturday morningâŠâ anyways back to it (hehe Negan reference) but Javier is rough, doggy and cowgirl are his favourite positions, but sometimes when heâs feeling a little somber he likes a little missionary. As how domestically-kinky I like my men, Iâm a little disappointed that Javier isnât a committed man, but he does have a tiny đ€ breeding kink, he defo isnât a fan of being called daddy, in fact just call him Javi and heâs yours, and heâs dom obviously. âOh carino, you take my cock so well, you good little whore⊠fuck⊠my sweet little angel.â I mean, weâve all seen his hair, so do we really need address it, that also might genuinely be my fav sex scene in all of cinema history.
Oberyn Martell
Okay, admittedly, I havenât seen any proper scenes of Oberyn, because Iâve just started GOT, so I have no clue what his character is like apart from being a HUGE BISEXUAL SLUT, so heâs just like me đ€
Oberyn, tying with Javier, is about 7-7.5 inches, and I feel like his cock is definitely a lot more tan than others, idk why, itâs just an instinct. Defo uncircumcised. His fav positions are definitely cowgirl OH and dude is the literal definition of a pillow prince, again, just like me. Suck his dick, please, just suck his dick. Again, I donât know how heâs presented in GOT, but Iâm like 74% sure heâs dominant? From the clips Iâve seen đ«Ł Hair wise, do razors exists in the GOT world? Or does my man just shave himself with a sword.
Javi Gutierrez:
Oh my sweet baby Javi⊠heâs so kinky. Iâm fully convinced heâs into full BDSM, not so much where he has to do it every single time, but maybe like once a month. When I was watching TUWOMT for the first time, when Nick is about to go into the room with all his merch and stuff, I was dead convinced it was gonna be a sex dungeon. Thereâs no way a man is this sweet and adorable without being into some freaky shit.
Anyway, Javi is about 6.5 inches, with a sweet pink tip and heâs definitely a giver not a taker, donât get him wrong, he ADORES you with his dick in your mouth, but he prefers to eat you out/suck your dick for hours on end. Oh and heâs a sweet talker, when you guys arenât being full kinky, heâll praise you to hours on end, mumbling in your ear how good you are in that sexy accent of his. Is a little bit of a switch, but mostly dominant, soft dom if itâs a normal night but if itâs that special night, only your safe word will pull him out of hard dom space. Definitely the type to overstimulate you in a sweet way âyou can take it right sweetheart? Mi amor~ just take my cock nice and good, ahĂ tienes.â Um, daddy kink for surely, but not like every single night like Joel. But when heâs between your legs, and heâs stimulated you so far into sub space, and youâre struggling to keep your eyes open, and youâre reaching up for him, babbling how good his cock feels in your hole, he canât help but coo down at you and praise you so hard. Heâs not bald, but his hair isnât long, just trimmed to the point where it tickles your nose when you suck his cock.
Din Djarin
Okay, so I think itâs canon that Din hasnât really ever felt human touch, so I feel heâs really inexperienced⊠but the dudeâs got a pretty dick. Like itâs just so⊠pretty. About 6 inches with a sweet baby pink tip, heâs so sensitive too. He loves head but he really canât say it, heâs just too embarrassed. I just get the vibe that heâs mostly subby. He tried to be dom once but the poor baby couldnât handle it all. But then he tried again and he did so good, but it tired him out, so if heâs domming, which is once in a blue moon, heâs going to be soft, maybe even softer than Javi. Mommy/Daddy kink!! âPlease, Iâm good right? Please, please tell me Iâm doing good⊠you always feel so so good, I love you so much.â Please, heâs so sweet I love him. Itâs rare that you guys get off together because of reasons due to his upbringing and stuff so he just likes being taken care of, the sweet boy. Before you, he never really cared for shaving, so when you first strip together, heâs a little nervous about it, and then after that he trims it, quite short.
Marcus Moreno
If anyone says this man is a hard dom theyâre just kidding themselves, this man is the sweetest man out there, obviously not as much as Din ofc <3.
Marcus has an obsession with using his hands, making you cum just by fingering you. Then when heâs inside you, he slips his fingers into your mouth, or around your neck, or on your cheek. His dick is about 7 inches, and like everyone else, knows how to use it perfectly. Angel is one of his favourite nicknames to call you. âMy perfect Angel, taking my cock so good babyâŠâ whilst hes thrusting into you ever so gently. Would never EVER do it when Missy is around, so quickies before picking Missy up from school are his go to, but he loves the days where his mom can take her out for the day or even a grandma sleepover so he can be with you for hours. You under him, over him, him inside you, his good girl/boy, his good angel. Pleasuring you until you get numb. The armpit hair in the scene of the gif gets me and idk why, I have never had a thing for armpit hair but maybe Iâm just really horny, but his hair down there is nice and trimmed, not bald, never bald.
Tim Rock(Hard)Ford
Here we goâŠ
Oh Tim man! I have a teensy đ€ detective kink so when Pedro played this role it was over for me.
Maybe itâs the greying, like Joel, but I feel like heâs huge, just like Joel. Heâs 8 inches, living his best life. But heâs just a tired old man, so when he gets home, please just get on your knees for him, heâll just lay there, stroking your hair, praising you, telling you how good you suck his cock. Then heâll bring you up to the bed and return the favour, making sure to always get you to tell him about your day as he does so. Saturday nights are always his favourite time to rail into you, heâs had the whole day off, just resting, watching you walk around, getting him so worked up. He has a domestic kink. So seeing you do chores get him so hard. Loves fucking between your thighs when youâre sleeping because he gets home so late and just needs a little relief, but you look so cute and peaceful while you sleep and because heâs so considerate, he doesnât wanna wake you. âSo good for me baby, so good for daddy, gonna fill you up, youâre not gonna let any of my cum slip out right, gonna keep it all in your tummy, yeah, thatâs it, cum for me.â TALKS YOU THROUGH IT!!! Sleeps naked. Not trimmed, not shaved, just grows it out, heâs old so he doesnât care, itâs not like anyone but you would be seeing him like this anyways.
Dieter Bravo
I love Dieter, heâs so cute.
Not dom, but not sub either, just dom enough to see you break under him but sub enough to whimper and get soooo desperate. Such a huge pillow prince, he loves it when you suck him, especially when you grab his balls and caress them, he cums so quick when that happens. Heâs about 6.5 inches, and it loves fast, not as in quickie, but he loves seeing you fall apart as he jackhammers into your hole. When you ride him he gets so sweet, and he can last long, donât worry, but you just look so pretty on top of him, he canât help it, please donât be mad at him. Has a thing for dry humping, especially in the morning when heâs too lazy to move properly. âSo good baby, oh yeah, fuck, grind against me just like that, mmmf fuckâŠâ loves to beg and watch you beg, heâs so good to and for you, donât doubt him ever. He doesnât shave, he trims it, but heâs so goofy, so once he shaved it into a heart.
#pedro pascal#pedro pascal x reader#pedro pascal smut#joel miller#joel miller x reader#joel miller smut#javier peña#javier pena x reader#javier pena smut#javi gutierrez#oberyn martell#din djarin#marcus moreno#tim rockford#dieter bravo#slvtforoldermen
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this has been a fucking week...... happy weekend..... i'm ready to rot
#like listen i'm not a habitual smoker i usually do it socially or when i'm really really stressed#it's one of those weeks where i wanted to finish an entire pack of cigs in one sitting and pull my hair out !!!!!!!!#crazy!!!#anyway ordered food for my brother and i cause i had extra money <3#i will enjoy the weekend!!! and catch up to the destined with you episodes#moi
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Heâs a Winchester
Chapter 4
Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader
Summary: It's been a long time since (Y/n) and Dean's paths have crossed. Last time they saw each other it was â98 and they were young and living in the moment. Nine years down the Line, their paths cross again, but (Y/n)s longest kept secret is about to become Deans reality.
Slow burn (ish), mom!reader
Warnings: language, alcohol, lots of feelings, Dean becoming a DILF
Chapter Word Count: 6338
MDNI 18+
A/N: annnnd I feel like we can get that ball rolling! Sorry guys, this should have been posted last night but my kid is sick again (germy little fuckers) so I'll post it now! Let me know if you like Deans POV and if you want more of it! Also do we prefer longer or shorter chapters? Lemme know. As always, it's only proof read by moi and my currently highly cold&flu medicated brain, so let me know of any errors. Also feedback is greatly appreciated!
A/N2: GUYS IT GOES WITHOUT SAYING but PLEEEEASE provide your age if you want to be added to the taglist and it isnât in your blog. This story is tame now but itâs gonna get spicy, and my blog is strictly 18+. So pleeeeease save be a very long job and help a gal out.
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Chapter 4
Ice-cream went down a treat and the boys were loving every minute spent in each others presence. We were currently sitting in the window booth at the dessert parlour, my second coffee now clutched between my palms as both Levi and I listened to Dean intently. He was telling us some crazy story from his travels, and I couldn't help but smile as Levi hung off every word, urging Dean to become more animated in his narration. The crisp ring of a phone suddenly cut through the air between us and it took Dean a moment to realise it was his. After retrieving it from his jacket pocket, his eyes widened when he saw the caller ID. He mouthed âsorryâ to both of us as he answered the phone.
âSammy!â he exclaimed before chewing his lip. He turned away and toward the window slightly so he didn't speak over us. Whilst Dean was preoccupied, I took the time to turn to Levi, warmth blooming across my chest at the smile that hadn't left his face.
âHey there trouble, how are you doing?â I reached over to place my hand over his, tracing my thumb over his knuckles.
âThis is the best day ever!â he said, his voice practically bouncing with joy and excitement as he glanced at his Dean, still on the phone. âMom, I have a dad!â
I laughed softly, giving his hand a final squeeze before letting go.
âYes you do!â
âAnd heâs cool!â
I laughed again. âVery cool!â
We chatted for a few minutes whilst Dean wrapped up his conversation with his brother - Levi trying desperately to contain his enthusiasm every time his dad was mentioned. It didnât take long for Dean to hang up the phone and turn back to face us, giving Levisâ hair a ruffle as he looked down at him.
âHey kiddo, that was your uncle Sammy on the phone,â he shifted his gaze to mine for a moment before turning back to his son, âIâve sorta left him hanging all afternoon, so Iâm going to need to spend a few hours with him, ok?â Levi pouted, which triggered Deansâ expression to soften. He looked back at me with almost pleading eyes. âIf itâs ok with your mom, I could come around later? Bring a movie and popcorn?â
Dean had barely finished speaking when Levi beamed at me and I laughed at his electric excitement. If he smiled any wider I feared heâd actually hurt himself.
âOf course, thatâs fine with me.â
The boys high-fived before I gave Dean a light hearted warning look.
âBut the film has to be age appropriate. Absolutely no slasher films.â
Dean held his hands up in mock defence.
âI wouldnât dream of it,â he said with a slight smirk on his lips
With that, he said his goodbyes with a pat on Levisâ shoulder and the squeeze of my hand before slipping out of the booth and out of the parlour.
Deans POV
âYou have a son?!â
Sam looked just as shocked as I had felt less than twelve hours ago, his eyes wide and mouth agape.
âYeah,â I grinned at him, âcrazy, huh?â
Sam opened and closed his mouth a few times, almost getting words out before changing his mind at the last minute in favour of a different sentence.Â
âDean⊠Youâre a dad,â he smiled in disbelief, looking over at me.
âYeah,â I said again, feeling that goofy-ass grin reappear on my face, âitâs awesome. Heâs awesome. I canât wait for you to meet him, Sammy. He's so fucking cool.âÂ
âI bet he is.â
We sat in a comfortable silence for a moment, my mind creating and then recreating hundreds of new scenarios Iâd never thought Iâd ever imagine. That I never thought Iâd even get the chance to experience. Iâm a hunter. I live a wild, dangerous, unpredictable life. But I have a son. A reason to live; to take care and caution for.Â
âHey DeanâŠâ Samsâ soft voice derailed my train of thought.
âHmm?â
âHow do you know (Y/n) is telling the truth? That this kid is definitely yours, and sheâs not just messing with your head? I donât mean to sound horrible Dean, but your taste in women can be-â
â(Y/n) can be trusted,â I cut him off, his words souring my mood slightly. I know heâs only looking out for me, but heâs always the first to question when something seems too good to be true. âYou sure?â
âYeahâŠâ I held his gaze for a few seconds before sighing, deciding to explain further when his stare didn't let up. âWe were together for almost a year. She was different. She never judged, or got angry when I was a mess after a hunt. She knows what I - what we - do for a living, and she never freaked out over it, or tried to break things off. She would just say, âok, just stay safe out thereâ, and carry on,â I paused, the memories of our time together replaying in my mind like an old movie. I could see Sam nodding at my words, listening. So I continued. â(Y/n) had just turned eighteen when we met. I took her to prom,â I smiled at the memory, remembering the tremble in my hands as Iâd driven to her parents house to pick her up. Iâd never felt so nervous around a girl before, desperately trying to get a grip on my nerves the whole drive there.
âProm?â Sam smirked, a twinkle in his eye, âYou took her to prom?â
âYeah, I did.â
âHow have I never heard about this? Did dad know?â
I chewed my bottom lip, feeling the embarrassment heat my skin a little.
âYeah, dad knew. He never met her, but he still teased me for weeks. You never knew because I never brought her âround, and you were determined to get into Stanford. I stayed away a lot back then, trying to work some cases on my own, to get some more experience. But⊠(Y/n) turned out to be a huge distraction,â we both laughed, the sound light and easy as it filled the car. I reached into my jacket and pulled out my wallet, flicking through the various cards and slips of paper until I pulled out an old, folded photograph. I passed it to Sam and he eyed it before taking it carefully and unfolded it, smoothing out the creases before studying the image. The slight furrow between his brows quickly disappeared as he looked down, a small smile tugging at his lips.
âWell Iâll be damned, you really did go to prom.â
He looked it over for a few more moments, taking in every detail before passing it back to me. It had been a while since Iâd looked at the image, finding it hard in the past to look at (Y/n)s face and remember that Iâd left her behind. But now⊠now I could stare at this photo all day and feel nothing but warmth. I looked down at the decade old picture, seeing the candid moment captured in time. She had her arms draped over my shoulders, her face in a contented smile as I leant in for a kiss. Her lipstick was slightly smudged and my jacket was nowhere to be seen - small signs of a night enjoyed. I remember her friend snapping the picture before running off with a giggle, passing the developed image to (Y/n) a few weeks later. It was only a few days after that I told her I was leaving, and sheâd gifted it to me with a sad smile and lingering kiss. I never normally found goodbyes difficult as they were part of the job. I'd gotten used to them. But saying goodbye to her had been one of the hardest things I'd ever had to do. The promise of staying in touch didn't last as long as weâd both hoped - dad somehow commondering my phone and returning it to factory settings without telling me. I guess it was around that time she found out she was pregnant.Â
The wince struck my face like a bolt of lightning, guilt and regret hitting like ice in my chest. The years she'd spent raising our kid on her own, working at the local garage in between school runs, Motocross trips and simple survival - it had me feeling nauseous. I should have been there. I've missed so much of Levi's life - of a life I could've had with (Y/n), as a family. My family. I mean fuck, I missed the birth of my son - I never got to hold him as a baby. I made him wait eight years for a hug. I made (Y/n) wait even longer, leaving her with the weight of the world on her shoulders.
Crossing my arms over the steering wheel, I buried my head between them, praying that the tight knot in the pit of my stomach would disappear.
âYou ok man?â Sam asked, twisting further in his seat to face me, the well-maintained leather creaking under his weight. I raised my head.
âYeah⊠and no. I feel so, so good, like I'm on top of the fucking world, butâŠâ
âBut?â
âDo you think she hates me? Resents me? For falling off the face of the earth and making her do all of this alone?â
Sam smiled, a small laugh on his breath as he leant back against the passenger side door.
âAre you serious?â
I shot him an incredulous look.
âDudeâŠâ he started, â(Y/n) doesn't hate you. She will obviously have feelings on the matter, but I think what she's feeling right now is relief, knowing that you're here now.â
I took a deep breath.
âDo you really think so?â
âDean, I don't think things would have gone as smoothly as you described if she held any animosity towards you. She let you take Levi for ice-cream straight after meeting him. I think that's a good sign.â
I smiled, remembering my afternoon.
âYeah, she's letting me go over to theirs tonight for a movie.â
âI don't think she'd be letting you into her house if she hated you. I mean, in the thirty seconds I'd met her earlier, she was all kind smiles and soft edges. Definitely not giving off âmean vibesâ. PlusâŠâ Sam smirked slightly, drumming his fingers on the back of the seat.
âPlus?â I raised an eyebrow, turning towards him.
âThere's a chance she feels the same way you feel about her. That hug you shared said a lot.â
I scoffed slightly, finding his words ludicrous.
âWhat's that supposed to mean?â
âDude, you've kept her picture in your wallet for nearly a decade. She was the only long relationship that I've ever known you to have, and you're worried if she hates you.â
âAnd?â
âWhen have you ever given a shit about anyone's opinion but mine and dad's?âÂ
His words stopped my racing mind in its tracks, making me think for a moment. My heart suddenly picked up speed, finding it hard to ignore the truth in Sam's words.
âI mean, we were great back then, but she's a totally different person now. She had to grow up fast - there's no way she's gonna put up with my shit now,â I gnawed on my bottom lip, turning to look out of the front windscreen at all of the other parked cars. âI mean, what about hunting? We have jobs to do, I can't just bail on people - bail on you. (Y/n) Doesn't need that sort of chaos in her life, not now that she's got Levi. And I won't bring the hunters life anywhere near him. Fuck, Sammy, what am I going to do? I can't stick around, but I can't leave. FUCK.â
âDean.â
âWhy does this have to be so complicated?âÂ
âDean.â
âI'm going to end up ruining their lives and-â
âDEAN.â
âWhat?!â
âJust shut up. Do you hear yourself? You're overthinking shit that doesn't matter right now.â
His abrupt words ceased the hurricane in my brain, slowing both my thoughts and my rapid pulse. I even released the steering wheel from my white-knuckled grip. I replied to him, my voice slower and less panicked.
âBut it's important, I need to figure it out.â
âIt is. And you can - with (Y/n). You don't have to figure all of this out by yourself, Dean. You can make those decisions together. You guys are a team now, so you can't go off and decide these things on your own.â
I found myself nodding slowly, letting his words sink in. Taking a deep breath I leant back in my seat and ran my hands through my hair before dragging them over my face. I thought for a moment; calmer, quieter thoughts this time as I mulled over what Sam had said. He was right. I needed to talk to (Y/n) before making any decisions. Any stupid decisions that I know she would prevent me from making - like she used to. I huffed out a long held breath, twisting in my seat to face my younger - wiser - brother.
âYeah, you're right. Look, I'm sorry for freakinâ out, I don't mean to⊠it's just- this is crazy. I mean Sam, I have a kid. ME. Of all people.â
Sam's eyes softened, his puppy-dog glimmer returning with a small smile.Â
âIt's so crazy. I mean I never thought I'd get to be an uncle! But Dean⊠this is something good. All the shit we've seen, that we've dealt with and put up with - you especially - you deserve this. Embrace the shit out of this.â
I returned his smile in kind, a warm, fuzzy feeling I wasn't used to filling every fibre in my body.
âYeah, I will.â
(Y/n)âs POV
Evening was drawing in, the sun starting to set as it neared 6:30 pm. Levi was busy tidying his room as I cleaned the kitchen, the small room bathed in a pink and orange glow. The sunset was calming as night slowly crept closer, the feeling of fall crisp in the air as the sun started to lower in the sky. As I dried the final dish from dinner and returned it to the cupboard I heard a rap at the door. I'd barely acknowledged it when Levi's footsteps came thundering down the stairs.
âDad's here!â his giddy exclamation bouncing off the walls and bringing a smile to my lips.
âWell, go and let him in then!â
He practically leapt over to the door and unlocked it, swinging it open just as I stepped around the corner. There Dean stood with a happy smile and clean shirt, leaning lazily on the doorframe. His eyes lit up as soon as he spotted Levi.
âHey there kiddo!â Dean ruffled his sons hair.
âHey dad! What movie are we watching?â
Dean laughed.
âWhy don't you let me come in first, huh? I need to say âhiâ to your mom.âÂ
At the mention of me his eyes flicked up to meet mine, the sudden connection catching me off guard as his grin twitched upwards slightly.
Levi stepped back and let Dean in. It was a very rare occurrence for us to have a man in the house, and I couldn't stop the small flutter in my chest at the sight of Dean standing in my small living room. He dominated the space, his rugged exterior a little out of place in our domestic setting. Levi shuffled off to sit on the couch whilst Dean took a few slow steps over to me, his long legs swallowing the distance.Â
âHey,â his voice was low and soft, his smile not leaving his lips.
âHey,â I smiled back, pulling my soft cardigan around me. I took a step back into the kitchen, Dean following suit. âCoffee?â
âCoffee sounds great,â the grocery bag he'd been carrying was placed on the kitchen counter as I filled the coffee machine with water. Watching out of the corner of my eye, Dean observed his surroundings, looking at where we lived - where his son grew up.
âNice house,â the low softness of his voice was still present.
âThanks - I'll give you the grand tour later if you like?â I turned the machine on and spun to face him, and I watched as he leant comfortably against the counter with his arms crossed over his chest.
âYeah,â he said, âI'd like that.â
There was a pause in the conversation as we took a moment to look at each other. Really look, as it felt like the whirlwind afternoon weâd had took away our ability to really see each other. I'd been aware of his unchanging fashion and his handsome face, yet I'd forgotten about the soft sun-kissed freckles that dotted his nose, now fading as fall dawned and the sun weakened. I let myself reminisce over those forest-green eyes, how the swirls of jade and golden hazel had entranced me all those years ago. Given the chance, they'd succeed again. His hair was the same soft brown, memories of combing my fingers through those short strands as he slept quickly resurfacing. And those lips. I daren't look at them for the fear of staring too long and getting caught, yet the thought of that plushness against my own mouth had my own lips tingling. I tried my best to hold his gaze and when my eyes slipped to his mouth for a split second, I knew he'd seen it.Â
He reached out and took my hand, his rough palms gliding gently over my soft skin and squeezing gently.
âI know I said it earlier, but it's really good to see you, (Y/n).â Deans voice stayed low, but it harboured a gravelly undertone that told me that maybe, just maybe he wanted to say something else - something more. When he didn't, I squeezed his hand back, fighting the instinct to lace my fingers with his like I used to. Like when we used to lay under the stars in the field behind my parents house and talk for hours about everything and nothing all at once. Like when he'd lay me down in the backseat of his car and make love to me in the ethereal glow of the moonlight.
âYou too Dean,â I said, my voice barely above a whisper. With a final smile I released his hand, my own instantly feeling cold. The bubble of warmth and familiarity surrounding us slowly dissolved, Dean eventually clearing his throat and standing up straight. He looked at me again, this time without the nostalgia in his eyes.
âHey uh⊠I don't suppose you'd be ok with Sammy coming by? It's just he really wants to meet Levi and I feel bad for ditching him earlier for hours. Plus he-â
âDean it's more than ok,â I chuckled at his pleading and his desperation for justification. âSam is more than welcome to join us tonight.â
A tension that I hadn't noticed before was quickly released from his shoulders.
âAre you really sure? I feel like-â
âDean?â
âYeah?â
âBe quiet. I would love for Sam to meet Levi.â
He grinned a little at my quiet assertiveness, looking down at his boots.
âOk, well thanks again though sweetheart. He would've suffered a fun packed night of research and cheap beer in the motel room otherwise,â his teeth flashed with his humorous grin. I returned it before a thought crossed my mind, my eyebrows knitting together.
âWait, are you guys staying in that seedy motel across town? The one where the janitor looks like a serial killer?â
âYeah, to be honest it's not the worst place we've stayed in. The Dahmer look-alike creeps me the hell out though.âÂ
I pondered for a moment, taking a lot less time than I should've before opening my mouth.
âDo you⊠do you guys want to stay here? I mean I have a couch and a spare camp bed. It's not much but at least you won't get murdered in your sleep. Plus I have unlimited coffee and bacon for breakfast.âÂ
I almost cringed as the words left my mouth, kicking myself for practically trying to convince him to stay. Dean looked a little stunned at the proposal, taking slightly longer than I would've hoped to make a decision. I could've smacked myself. âI'm sorry, that's probably the last thing you want, being surrounded by boring domestic life when you have a job to do. Don't worry about it, forget I said any-â
âThat would be nice.â
âWait, what?âÂ
âIt would be nice to stay here. With both of you. I'd like that.âÂ
The relief exited my body in a poorly concealed exhale.
âDo you need to run it past Sam first?â
He shook his head.
âNah, to be honest I think Dahmer 2.0 freaked him out the most, he'll be happy to get away.â
It took all of about half an hour for Dean to jump back in the car, drive across town to the motel, pack their things and drive back home. When he knocked on the door a second time, he had Sam on his heels looking a mixture of elated to be here and really don't want to intrude. Levi was ecstatic to discover he had an uncle as well as a dad, and I was almost grateful for the attention to be directed away from myself for once. It's always been me and him against the world, but being a single mom to a pocket tornado was hard fucking work, and it was a breath of fresh air to be able to sit down on my own couch and drink my coffee in peace.Â
Dean had insisted on watching Mothra Vs Godzilla despite Levi's hesitation to watch such an old film. Dean won him over eventually with promises of âpop culture enlightenmentâ and he now sat sandwiched between his two new favourite people - dad and uncle Sammy. The amber glow from the sunset slowly faded to indigo shadows, the only light now in the living room was from the TV and a few scented candles dotted around us. Around an hour into the film I looked over and saw Levi's head resting on Deans shoulder, eyes closed and chest rising and falling with slow, steady breaths. Dean happened to glance up and our eyes locked, an adoring smile on Deansâ face as he looked between me and his soundly sleeping son. So as not to wake him, I pointed to Levi then pointed to the stairs, gesturing to Dean to carry him up to his room. He caught on to what I was asking of him and he manoeuvred his large arms under Levis shoulders and legs, lifting him with an ease I was slightly envious of. Levi was tall, much like his father and uncle, and with being tall came the title âbig for his ageâ. Heâd reached that point now where I was unable to lift him more than a few centimetres off the floor, and the thought sent an unusual pang of emotion through my chest. Which emotion, I wasnât sure⊠Perhaps it was longing? Longing for the clock to rewind back to when he was just a few years old and I could still carry him everywhere on my hip. Maybe it was dread, knowing that heâs growing up so fast and I feel as though the last nine years have passed by in a blur, despite the fact that Iâve barely been able to keep my head above water. Or maybe, just maybe, it was simply the sight of a man such as Dean Winchester looking down at his own child in his arms with such a look of total, unfaltering adoration that my heart was swelling beyond its usual capacity for such affection.
I stood with Dean and headed up the stairs in front of him, leading the way. There were only three doors to choose from once you reached the top of the stairs; my room, the bathroom, and Levis room. And Levis room wasnât hard to miss, with its poster of âtypes of classic carsâ pinned to his door along with a makeshift name sign that we made together when he was around five. I pushed the handle and opened the door, slipping in first so I could throw the covers back on his bed. It was a swift ordeal after Dean laid him on the soft mattress and I tucked the covers around him. We both left the room and I closed the door quietly behind me, both of us heading back downstairs quickly so as to not risk waking the sleeping kid.Â
âWell, that is much easier with two people,â I said with a chuckle on my breath as I descended the last few stairs. Before I gave Dean a chance to say anything in response, I stepped into the kitchen, not wanting his reply to make that heavy pang appear in my chest again. âBeer?â I asked, opening the fridge and retrieving a cold bottle.
âAbsolutely,â he stepped over to me with his hands buried in the pockets of his jeans, a lazy smile on his lips. I handed him two bottles, knowing heâd give one to Sam. Who, of which, was still sitting on the couch watching the movie.Â
âSo,â I started, looking up at Dean as we slowly made our way back to the living room, âhow do you boys normally spend your evenings?â I tried my best to hide my almost playful smirk behind a swig of my beer.Â
âNow ainât that a question,â his expression mirrored mine as we both slumped down onto the couch again, much closer together this time now that Levi was counting sheep. Dean handed his brother a beer, barely looking at him as his eyes never left mine. âOh, you know, the usual,â he started, leaning back against the plush cushions, one arm slung over the back rest and tauntingly close to my shoulders.Â
âOh? Feel free to enlighten me.â
âWell, itâs normally spent working on a case, so⊠researching lore, or on the road, or burning shit that I really hate having to burn. Maybe weâll go out for drinks, but uh, thatâs a rare occurrence.â
I laughed a dry laugh, raising my bottle.
âAmen to that, Iâve not been out for drinks in ages. Not proper ones, at least.â
Dean looked away from me and down at his bottle.
âHuh...â
âWhat?â I raised an eyebrow at him.
âNothing, just⊠I wouldâve thought youâd be going on dates and getting taken out for a good time. Like, a lot. â
I couldnât help but scoff at his comment.
âDates these days are few and far between. And good dates are practically non-existent,â I paused, debating giving Dean the gory details before my mouth started working of its own accord. âI got taken out the other day by a guy who drinks kale smoothies and lives in boat shoes⊠tried to convince me that the church he belongs to is totally not a cult. I mean, he paid membership fees. And signed an NDA. Who does that?âÂ
Dean held my gaze, as though searching for something that he didnât even know he was searching for.
âYou chose to see a guy like that? Dear God, your taste has changed,â his words were meant to be humorous but there was a subtle bite to them. Or maybe I'd imagined it?
I shook my head.
âNo way, he was definitely not my type. It was a blind date, and if it wasnât a blind date, it wouldnât have happened.â
We both took a swig of our beer.
âIâm surprised,â he said suddenly, âI wouldâve thought a girl like you wouldâve been swept off her feet by now.â
âOh, I was,â my words spilled out before I could stop them, âbut that was nine years ago and Iâm pretty sure heâs moved on.â
It took a breath of silence between us and a pitiful smile from me for Dean to catch on to what Iâd said, his eyes widening slightly. He didnât get much opportunity to reply, however, as Sam stood quickly. Iâd almost forgotten he was there, but I'm glad he was as it drew Deans attention away from the red heat rising to my cheeks.
âHey, uhhh, Iâm just going to run to the car and grab our stuff,â he said, jabbing his thumb towards the front door. â(Y/n), when I come back in would it be ok if I used your dinner table to do some research?â
I nodded before speaking again.
âYeah of course, be my guest. But isnât it a little late to start doing all that work?â
He flashed a small, almost knowing smile to both myself and Dean.
âNot for us it isnât. Plus I just⊠I just really like lore.â
Dean practically spat his beer back into his bottle.
âReally?â he asked his brother with a quizzical expression, âthatâs the excuse youâre going for?â
Sam shrugged.
âNo excuse. Iâm just dedicated to uhhhh, to learning about⊠ghosts. Itâs a real passion.â
âAw geez,â Dean shook his head.
âAm I missing something here?â I spoke up finally, shooting them both questioning looks.
âNope, just my little brother is being an idiot.â
Sam just shrugged, oozing with amusement before leaving out the front door to the car.
I blinked away the confusion, however my face must've given away the fact that I still had no clue what had just occurred between the two brothers, because Dean came to my rescue.
âDon't overthink it sweetheart, Sam's just being a pain in my ass.âÂ
âI don't think I'm ever going to understand the secret handshake language you guys have. I feel like you have to be part of the âWinchester Boy Scoutsâ to get the handbook for that one.âÂ
Dean laughed, the sound pleasant and carefree as he drained the last few drops of beer from his bottle.
âSam's definitely more of a boy scout than I am.â
âWhatever you say, Winchester.âÂ
He leant forward and placed his empty bottle on the coffee table before turning in his seat so he faced me more.
âSo, apart from childcare and Scientology weirdos, what else have you been up to?âÂ
I couldn't stop the amusement from taking over my face at Dean's question.
âYou know, you seem very interested in my life for someone who probably forgot I even existed until this morning.â
 Deans expression fell slightly and he looked away, like Iâd struck a nerve. When he looked up again, there was something simmering in his gaze, and I wasn't sure if it was pain, regret, guilt, or something else entirely. When he spoke, his voice was thick and low.
âI never forgot about you. Not once.âÂ
My breath caught in my throat and my heart stumbled. When I opened my mouth to say, me neither, he carried on before I could get the words out.
âI tried calling in on you once.â
âYou- you did?â
He nodded, slowly.
âI was near your parents' place about three years ago and I stopped by, hoping to see you again. Get your phone number and maybe stay in touch - properly this time. But when I got there, your parents didn't look happy to see me,â an almost pained laugh spilled from his throat. âNow I get why.âÂ
I reached out, placing my hand reassuringly on his arm. My own emotions started to spiral. Slowly at first, a combination of pure relief that Dean never forgot. He even remembered where my parents lived, which coloured me very impressed. The other emotion, which was now growing in the pit of my stomach, bubbling and burning was anger. Rage. My parents knew that Dean was Levi's father the moment I fell pregnant, and it was no secret that they held a strong dislike for him, yet I never pinned them petty enough to let their animosity towards him interfere with the chance to set things right. For their grandson to know his father, and maybe, just maybe, act like the family they so desperately wanted their daughter to have. The saddest part was that, even though I was undeniably furious with them, I wasn't surprised.
âDean, I'm so sorry, they never told-âÂ
âDon't apologise for them, (Y/n). I knew from the moment I saw you today that they never passed on the message.âÂ
My reply was quiet, the hot fury quickly simmering down to cold disbelief towards my own family.
âYou're right, they didn't.â
âThey told me that you'd moved on. That you had a good job and a husband, and that⊠and that you resented me for leaving.â
âFuck. Dean, none of that is true. I have a mediocre job at best, I'm certainly not married - never have been and probably never will. And Dean,â I moved my hand from his arm and slipped it into his warm palm, âI do not resent you.â I offered him a reassuring smile which he returned, tension quickly leaving his shoulders. Squeezing his hand, I continued, âIf anything, I should say thank you.â
âWhy would you thank me?â He looked puzzled.
âBecause you've taken this surprisingly well for a man of your⊠calibre.â
He looked as though he didn't know whether insulted or flattered.
âOf my calibre?â He repeated, learning back slightly.
âWell, yeah. In just shy of twelve hours you found out you had a son with someone you've not spoken to in almost a decade, you met your son, took him from Motocross straight to get ice-cream, then brought a movie and popcorn around that very same evening. For someone with an entire armoury in the trunk of their car, I didn't expect⊠I didn't expect this⊠I didn't expect you.â
âDidn't expect me?â
I smiled, that warmth appearing in my chest again.
âYou're a natural father, Dean. You've made everything easy today, and I'm grateful. So fucking grateful, because over the years I've spent near enough every night laying awake, imaging Levi finally meeting you. And I braced myself for every reaction - every scenario - that you could've thrown our way. So, thank you. I mean it. And thank you for believing me.â
âBelieving you?âÂ
âYeah, for believing me when I said he was yours. I think most guys would've demanded a paternity test, especially after all this time,â I couldn't stop myself from picking the sleeve of my cardigan, anxiety creeping in at the thought that he still might ask for one. However, Dean simply shook his head.Â
âI trust you, (Y/n). I know you're not the sort of person to lie about things like that, so I believe you. PlusâŠâ his eyes shone with something akin to pride, â you can't tell me that he's not mine. That's a Winchester attitude through and through.âÂ
We shared a laugh. A light, easy laugh that had me looking at him in that overly familiar way. In the same way that would make my heart skip beats in my chest. I simultaneously felt like I knew him like I used to - that we still had that connection, that bond that made it so easy to be around each other. To feel for each other. On the other hand, weâd spent so much time apart, living completely different lives and getting by in such different ways. He'd had adventures, experiences that I would probably never be able to comprehend, and through all of that I'd been here; living in a two bedroom house in a quiet cul-de-sac in a town far too similar to Stars Hollow than I'd like to admit. I went to work, did school runs, went grocery shopping and grabbed coffee with my best friend in the same fucking cafĂ© practically every day. And last I remembered, Dean was balls deep in credit card fraud. I wanted to make this work so fucking desperately that it almost hurt. I wanted Levi to have his dad around, to have those experiences boys thrive off with their fathers. I don't expect Dean and I will ever live under the same roof or even be together again, but I'm pretty damn sure that we can be friends, and that is something that would rock Levi's world.
The sound of the door opening and closing startled me from my thoughts as Sam let himself back into the house, sliding the locks and chains into place before turning to face us. He carried two duffle bags, dropping one beside the couch and taking one with him to the table, placing it down carefully so as not to make too much noise. He unzipped it and pulled out a laptop and a small stack of books, holding them up for us to see, like a prize.
âI just⊠fucking love ghosts,â his tone was unconvincing yet he grinned like he knew something we didn't before taking a seat and getting to work. Dean and I shared a look before erupting into laughter, trying painstakingly hard to keep quiet.
âIs your brother from a different planet? Wait no, scratch that, you're both equally as strange as each other. Earthlings or not, you're certainly cut from the same cloth.â
Dean feigned hurt with a hand on his chest yet the grin never left his lips. He muttered a few things about Sam picking his moments before standing from the couch, jabbing his thumb towards the kitchen green eyes on mine.
âAnother beer?â
I felt my grin stretch further across my face, my heart doing a little dance at the way he looked down at me, like he just wanted to sit and talk about everything and nothing all at once - just like we used to. I nodded, trying not to let the way the soft glow from the candles in the room made him look like âa night well spentâ.Â
âYeah, I'd love another beer.â
Next Chapter: Chapter 5
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Meet the brother
Jude Bellingham x Leclerc!reader
Charles Leclerc x sister!reader
Lando Norris x platonic!reader (not much)
word count: 1.9k
warnings: slight language, possibly wrongly translated French (I used google translateđ)
requested?: yes/no (here)
summary: McLaren reserve driver Y/N Leclerc, younger sister of the Leclerc brothers, gets her first chance to drive in F1 at the Imola GP and her brother finds out about her secret boyfriend, Real Madrid footballer, Jude Bellingham.
A/N: Hope you like this anon <3
âïžsemi proof readâïž
Y/N Leclerc, the youngest Leclerc and current McLaren reserve driver for Oscar Piastri, was about to have her first race in an F1 car. Oscar was out with appendicitis (Carlos who?đ) so she had been brought in, much to some toxic male f1 fans disappointment due to âwomen not belonging in f1â. She stood in her driver room, her bottom half clad in the papaya coloured race suit and top half covered by her fireproofs, nerves taking over her body, despite having won the f2 championship last season and being comforted by her older - and favourite, not that sheâd ever admit it - brother the night before.
*flashback*
Y/N was in Charlesâ hotel room in Italy, pacing back and forth having just got off the phone with her boss, Zak. He told her that Oscar was unable to race and that sheâd have to race in his place.
âCharles, what if I completely fuck it up?!â She shouted, her hands gripped her hair practically ripping it out.
âY/N, you wonât fuck it up itâll all be fine okay?â Charles said as he took a seat at the end of the bed, next to his girlfriend Alex, looking over at his distressed sister.
âje suis tellement nerveux (im so nervous)â She muttered, wishing her boyfriend of 3 months, footballer, Jude Bellingham, was here to hug and comfort her.
âtu es un pilote extraordinaire, tout ira bien, chĂ©rie (youâre an amazing driver, youâll be fine sweetheart)â Alex said to the younger girl, Alex made her way over to her sister in law and gave her a quick hug and little Leo made his way over the girls, the mini dachshund wanting attention. Alex picked him up and held him in her arms.
âY/N will be alright wonât she baby?â Alex whispered in a baby voice at the puppy, him responding in a soft bark and what looked like a little smile on his face as he looked at his human auntie.
âThank you buddyâ Y/N replied, chuckling a little bit at the puppy.
Charles made his way over to his girlfriend and little sister. He took his sister in his arms and rubbed her back in a comforting manner.
âY/N je te promets que tout ira bien, je serai sur la piste avec toi et dans le paddock toute la journĂ©e si tu as besoin de moi Y/N/N, tu es champion de F2 pour une raison (Y/N i promise you will be fine, ill be on the track with you and in the paddock all day if you need me Y/N/N, youâre f2 champion for a reason)â Charles whispered to the Y/H/C girl and she nodded in her brothers arms.
She thanked the couple for calming her down slightly and left their hotel room and made her way to her own room and got ready for bed.
*end of flashback*
Sheâs brought out of her own world by the sound of a knock on her driver room door. She opens the door to find Lando who sheâs known for a couple years and heâs been super supportive towards her, heâs almost like another brother to her.
âHey kiddo, you alright?â He asked the younger woman as he walks into the driver room and sat down on the sofa.
âHey Lando, yeah just a bit nervous thatâs allâ she replied to the curly haired driver âwould be easier if Jude was here aswelâ she added on. Lando nodded in understanding, he was one of the few people who knew about her and Jude and Y/N made Lando promise not to tell any of her brothers until she knew how to tell them.
âWhy donât you just try and give him a quick ring or something before we go on the track, weâve still got at least an hourâ Lando suggested, pointing to her phone that laid on the sofa next to him.
âYeah Iâll give him a call, see if he answersâ Y/N responds. Lando gave the younger woman a quick hug before he made his way out of her driver room to do his own thing before the race.
Y/N picked her phone up and unlocked it. She pressed on the contact for her loving boyfriend and pressed the FaceTime button, praying heâd answer. Much to the drivers dismay, he didnât pick up, but he almost immediately sent her a message as to why he couldnât pick up.
she put her phone back on the sofa and finished getting ready for the race.
Little did she know, Jude wasnât actually at training, he was currently flying from Madrid to Italy to surprise her. He had planned it with lando last minute and he couldnât wait to see his girl.
*time skip to the race*
Y/N was currently p6 just behind lando with a few laps to go, Max Verstappen in the lead as per usual and Charles was just behind checo in p4.
While Y/N was on the track, Jude was currently stood in the McLaren garage watching the race, his brown eyes focused on her car. The drivers had just finished the final lap and he was beaming with pride and happiness for his girl, he never had a single doubt about her.
âY/N congratulations on your first f1 race! Thatâs p6, p6!â Y/N heard her race engineer, Lauren, speak through her ear piece, Y/N let out a little cheer and replied âthank you, we did greatâ to which Lauren agreed and Y/N drove her car over to parc fermĂ© (a/n: I think thatâs how it happens Iâm not 100% suređ
) and she got out the car and made her way over Lando who had just got out of his car he gave her a quick well done hug.
âYou did great kidâ he complimented the woman next to him.
âYou did great too lanâ she replied as she reciprocated the hug.
The pair made their way over to the garage where they were met with words of congratulations and pats on the back. Andrea made his way over to the drivers with a pleased look on his face. He spoke with Lando first and after they finished talking, Lando leaves the conversation and makes his way to his driver room to freshen up. Andrea turned his focus onto the female in front of him.
âWell done Y/N you had an amazing race you should be proud of yourself, we all are, me and Zak especiallyâ the older man praised with a smile on his face that the young driver copied.
âThank you, itâs a pleasure to race for McLaren and Iâm proud of myself tooâ she replied, smiling at Andrea.
âGood you should be. Now, go to your driver room, there may or may not be something waiting for youâ Andrea spoke cryptically. She nodded slightly, a bit confused and she made her way to her driver room.
She opened the door and the sight before her made her smile grow even bigger. Her boyfriend stood there with a giant smile on his face and a bouquet of flowers for her. She immediately ran to him and threw her arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around her waist.
âJude! What are you doing here? You said you had trainingâ Y/N asked the footballer, her words muffled in his neck.
âI never had training today silly, I was allowed to have it off so I could come see you. You did amazing baby Iâm so proud of you!â He grinned down at his girlfriend. She took the flowers from him and thanked him by pressing a loving kiss to his lips which he reciprocated.
They got interrupted by a knock on her door and the sound of her brothers voice.
âY/N are you in here? Lando told me you would beâ Charles said as he opened the door, only to be met with the sight of his little sister with a man he didnât recognise and his sister placing a bouquet of flowers on the sofa.
âY/N qui est-ce? (Y/N who is this?)â Charles asked, confusion evident on the Monegasques face.
âavant de rĂ©pondre, s'il te plaĂźt, ne le dis pas Ă Arthur ou Lorenzo et reste calme (before I answer, please do not tell Arthur or Lorenzo and stay calm)â the girl replied. Charles hesitantly nodded before signalling for her to carry on talking.
âCharles, this is Jude, my boyfriend, Jude this is one of my older brothers, Charlesâ Y/N introduced them to one another.
âYou have more older brothers?!â Jude asked, freaked out, Y/N let out a little laugh at her boyfriend.
âJude, theyâre fine, theyâre all bark no bite, especially Charles here. Heâs a big softieâ she teased, looking at her older brother, who was currently staring at Jude suspiciously.
âWhat are your intentions with Y/N here?â Charles asked as he loosely wrapped his arm around Y/Nâs shoulder, she rolled her eyes slightly at his protective nature.
âCharles, I promise I have every good intention, I would never hurt her, I flew out from Madrid just to watch her first f1 race. I love her.â Jude replied to Charles. Charles stared at him suspiciously, then took his arm from around Y/Nâs shoulder, and smiled at Jude as he held his hand out to him, which Jude shook as he smiled back at Charles, feeling relief take over his body. The boys let the handshake go as Charles spoke
âWelcome to the family buddy, just know Arthur and Lorenzo will try and interrogate you, dont let them scare you theyâre all bark and no bite like she saidâ Charles stated with a little chuckle âweâre just protective of Y/N, even more so since our father passed.â Charles added on.
âThatâs understandable, Iâd be protective too if I had a little sister.â Jude replied.
âDo you have any siblings?â Charles asked the taller man. Y/N stood looking amused at the height difference between her boyfriend and brother as the boys conversed.
âOne younger brother thatâs itâ Jude replied to Charles. Suddenly, Charlesâ eyes filled with mischief as he whispered to jude, but still loud enough for Y/N to still hear what heâs saying.
âWhen Y/N was younger, she came running to me crying because she crus-â he got cut off by his sisterâs hand slapping over his mouth to stop him from finishing the embarrassing story.
âDonât even think about telling him that story Charlesâ she warned Charles, half joking half serious, it was a pretty embarrassing moment of her life from when she was 5 years old and cried over accidentally crushing a snail. The boys just laughed at her flushed cheeks.
âIâm going to have a quick shower, you two can wait in here if you want. No more story telling Leclerc!â Y/N pointed at her brother, the trio laughing, knowing that as soon as she was in the bathroom and couldnât hear them, he will finish the story he was telling Jude before she stopped him.
âWeâll wait here babe, Get to know eachotherâ Jude replied to his girlfriend, she nodded and made her way into the small bathroom in her driver room and she closed the door behind her and smiled as she heard two of her favourite men getting along and laughing together. She turned on the shower and got herself ready to hop in the shower before going back to the hotel for the night.
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| RED IS FOR FERRARIS AND CHRISTMAS ( charles leclerc. ) |
ê„ pairing: charles x reader
ê„ summary: she decorates for the holidays with white and blue, but for him, it doesn't cut it.
ê„ authors note: thank highschool french for some speaking knowledge (with some Google translate sprinkled in) also pretty short because i lack Christmas ideas and I wanted to get this out before i work ungodly hours this weekend but it's still cute so <3
"MON AMOUR, what is this white and blue bullshit?" the monégasque spoke from behind her. she turned to see a look of disbelief creased on his face. she scoffed as she strung the ribbons about the room.
shaking her head as she tied it off and stepped down from the ladder, she took a step back to admire her work, "figured you had enough red trauma in your life," she'd poke fun at charles, a smile gracing her face as he, undoubtedly, stared at her in admiration. but he'd prefer red.
"not funny, chérie." he deadpanned, though she could see the smirk that pulled at his lips, "red is better than whatever this shit is." he shook his head, hand on his side as he looked up at the decor.
she pouted, "but the white and blue looks good, besides it's too much work to redo it all."
"I'll help you."
she rolled her eyes, burning holes into his as she heavily sighed. she rolled her neck to look at the strung ribbon and ornaments she'd worked hard to decorate.
he admired the effort and dedication to her christmas spirit, and honestly, he was just poking fun. as long as she was happy, it didn't matter to him if they were blue or white, or even the most hideous of neons if that's what her heart desired. he just wanted to poke fun at his love for not using the color that dominated his life, in a good or bad way.
at the end of the day, he'd know that no matter how she decorated, it'd end up more beautiful than the previous year as he'd increase the budget at which how much she could spend because let's be honest, he knew she'd come home with more bags than what could fit in the apartment if he didn't limit her spending. she was like a little elf compared to the mountain of items she bought, excluding gifts.
he didn't care how much of his money she spent, he'd gladly push as much of it towards her as he could because he had more than he could ever spend, and if he knew one person that could, it was her.
his hands would find their way around her waist, sliding his face into the crevice of her neck and inhaling the addicting smell of her shampoo lingering in her hair, the faint perfume residing on her skin as well.
his lips would leave faint kisses along her neck, muttering against her skin, "c'est jolie, chérie, tu peux le laisser." (it's pretty, darling, you can leave it.)
her voice would go up an octave as his warm skin pressed hers, smiling widely at her work, "merci beaucoup, mais je pense que le rouge serait plus joli." (thank you very much, but I think red would be prettier)
"moi aussi." (me too.) he agreed with her, feeling the smirk of his lips against her skin, she rolled her eyes, but regardless, she'd pull out the red decor from the years prior. though she didn't mind him forcing his ferrari trauma on her, she did like the change up, but she knew that he'd secretly prefer red.
but she didn't know that he just liked whatever she did. anything she did was perfect to him and he loved every idea that her mind thought of. she was sacred and he would protect that.
he'd watch her vigorously tear down the blue, but left the white, which he didn't mind as it contrasted nicely against the dark red she'd chosen and the gold accents that complimented it.
she'd stand tired, half-lidded eyes as she turned around the room to admire her work when she'd hear the footsteps of her love from behind her. she heard glass clink on the end table of their living room as he caught her hand in his.
he twirled her around the room, the soft piano sounds of christmas music played throughout the apartment as they swayed to the sound.
"trĂšs belle," he'd coo, "juste comme toi." (very beautiful, just like you)
she'd blush, feeling the heat rush to her face, "et tu es trĂšs beau." (and you are very handsome) she replied shyly, a chuckle escaping his lips at her demeanor, even though she'd heard the words numerous times.
"merci, mon amour."
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is it too early to love you? - part 3
(moodboard made by moi)
part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7
summary: another case has reader flying to another city. she silently copes with not being in a relationship anymore but finds herself in spencerâs hotel room.Â
a/n: i wrote all the parts so thatâs why im releasing them so fast gang
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i woke up after my alarm. about an hour after. of course i woke up late the day after i was dumped.Â
i quickly got dressed, made my hair look somewhat reasonable and then left, driving quickly through the morning traffic to get to work before i was late enough to make people worry.
but of course i was late, and it made people worry.Â
as soon as i got into the roundtable room everyoneâs heads snapped in my direction.Â
âare you okay?â penelope was the first to ask, remote in hand as she was mid-brief with the rest of the team. her hand landed in my shoulder lightly.
i nodded at her and sat beside spencer like i always did. my lips pursed together in a smile as i looked at everyone apologetically. âsorry for being late. continue garcia.âÂ
she nodded, still worried, but she continued with the brief.Â
âhey,â spencer followed on my heels after the brief. we had thirty minutes until we were expected on the jet. âare you okay? you look tired.â
i nodded at his observation. âiâm okay, spence.â i walked faster than him to stop at my desk to grab the go bag i have stashed there just in case i donât bring my usual one. âback to back cases suck.â i sighed heavily to myself with a lean against my desk.Â
spencer stood in front of me, just observing. his mouth opened like he was going to say something but he refrained, walking away to his own desk a few feet away.Â
my fingers pinched the bridge of my nose, wishing i could look at him without being reminded that he was one reason my relationship ended last night.Â
yesterday morning.Â
i donât remember what time.Â
and those voicemails heâd left. they kept playing in my head.
the pocket of my jacket i still had on buzzed with an incoming call. i took it into my hand and read the caller name.Â
james.
hesitantly i answered.Â
âhey.â
âhi. i forgot something at your place so im coming by to get it.âÂ
i straightened up a bit. âiâm not home.â
âi donât care, i can ask for a spare key or something.â
âit isnât like a motel, the landlord isnât always there.â i sighed in exhaustion. âiâll leave the key on my desk here, you can come in and get it.â
âi donât want to come into your work.â james sounded impatient.
my eyes traveled over to where spencer was staring at me. when he was caught he looked away. âiâm leaving for a case⊠again, so i wonât be in.âÂ
james is silent. âokay, fine. iâll be there in five minutes.â
âokay, iâll leave it under my mousepad. bring it back when youâre done.âÂ
âwhatever you say.âÂ
and then the call ended.Â
i groaned quietly in exhaustion and slammed my hand wrapped around my phone into the desk, sounding a loud thump through the bullpen. i got a few looks, which consisted of every set of eyes from the team on me, and i smiled awkwardly. my hand hurt from how hard i hit the table.Â
âyou alright over here?â morgan walked up to me in a slow stride. he had a look of concern over his whole face.Â
i nodded. they were gonna pester me until they find out what happened and why iâm acting the way i am. âiâm good, morgan.â i assured him.Â
he gave me that look of âi can see right through youâ but didnât push me to say anything else. âwe should start heading towards the jet.âÂ
i nodded and grabbed my bag, after taking my apartment key off of my keychain to leave it where i told james it would be.Â
i followed close with morgan and the rest of the team behind me to the elevators. spencer silently walked to my side, so close i would bump arms if i moved at all.
the wait for the doors to open was making me antsy. i just wanted to be on the jet and get out of this city.Â
the elevator opened after the usual signaled noise it made and james walked out of it. his eyes met mine and then went to spencerâs. i swallowed thickly.Â
âkey?â he asked.Â
i gestured to the bullpen. âwhere i said it was.âÂ
he sighed, looked at spencer again and walked into the bullpen quickly.Â
as i stepped into the elevator the team gave me a collectively strange look.Â
âwe had an argument last night.â i muttered, trying to ebb the tension they were making me feel. some of their faces softened at my explanation, but spencer kept on staring in concern.Â
i avoided his gaze like the plague.Â
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spencer noticed i was avoiding him more than usual. the team noticed too. trust me i didnât love the idea of being away from him. heâs amazing and brilliant and everything about him is justâŠÂ
my knuckles wrapped against the door of spencerâs hotel room. it was midnight, or later than that.Â
i knew spencer didnât sleep most nights since i had to double with him on one case and he stayed up until two in the morning working on that case.Â
when he opened the door i quickly went inside, not even taking in his appearance or saying a word.Â
âi didnât think youâd be awake.â spencer told me. âwhatâs going on?â
i sat on his bed, shaking my head. âiâm sorry iâve been avoiding you.â i looked up at him through my eyelashes, observing his late night appearance that was just plaid pants, a t-shirt and an unbuttoned knitted sweater.Â
he shook his head dismissively. âitâs okay. we all have our own reasons for things.âÂ
i shook my head. âjames said that you like me⊠or he guessed you do.â my voice was shaking and i didnât know why. âwe got into an argument about it last week after rossiâs party⊠and then i left for that case and when i got home he had packed all of his things and left.â why did i tell him all of that?
spencer lowered himself onto the floor so that he could see my face instead of staring at the back of my head. âhe broke up with you because of me?âÂ
i shrugged. âyou were one of the reasons⊠but it was mostly my job⊠and me.â i shifted my eyes away from him as the teary feeling appeared behind them.Â
âwhy didnât you tell me?âÂ
âbecause i didnât want to.â i focused on him. âi havenât even told my mom yet.â i scoffed slightly at myself as i hid my face in my hands.Â
spencer wanted to reach out a hand as an attempt to give me some comfort, but he resisted.Â
âiâm sorry,â i sat up and looked at something behind spencer. âi donât know why i came here and just ranted about something you probably donât even give a shit about.â i stood up from his bed and started walking to the door. spencer caught my arm with his hand to stop me. âwhatâre you doing?â i quizzed.Â
he shook his head slowly, just staring me in the eyes. i stared back because i didnât know what to do. his hand loosened and slid down my arm to hold my hand. âiâm sorry.â he stepped closer until we were toe to toe.Â
i had to crane my neck to look up at him. heâs taller than james by a few inches. âitâs fine.â i whispered, watching him stare at my lips for longer than he should. i got that strange feeling in my stomach as we just looked at each other.Â
spencer moved after some time, leaning down, almost in slow motion, and he kissed me. he kissed me and i kissed him back.Â
in the middle of his hotel room.Â
in the middle of the night.Â
and i liked it. it made my head go quiet and my body feel all fuzzy. like there was tv static under my skin.Â
but i pulled away in a rush. âwe shouldnât have done that.â i murmured, lips grazing his as i spoke. spencer breathed heavily and searched my eyes for something, anything that would tell him that i liked it. he must have found it because i didnât even try to hide the fact that i did. and he took that as a sign to kiss me again.Â
i hummed, slotting my lips with his again. over and over again, letting the taste of him corrupt my mind until i realized my hands were in his hair and his hands were on my waist, pulling me closer than what i thought was possible.Â
âspencer.â i pulled away, moving out of his grasp. âi canâtâŠâÂ
he looked at me like i was the only girl in the world. but he nodded, understanding why. his hands fell away from me hesitantly. âokay⊠okay, iâm sorry.â he whispered.Â
i shook my head. âitâs okay. i⊠i liked it.â i smiled slightly at him and walked to the door, leaving quietly to my own room.Â
i didnât know what to make of the night because so much happened. but i felt happy, for the first time in two weeks, so it was worth it.
and as much as i hated to admit that james was right, he was. because spencer wouldnât have kissed me if he didnât like me like that⊠would he?
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