#mostly because I didnt have alot on hand

[ponyboysgf]

Haiii ! I love your work. I always check your account to see if you have posted anything new. (haha) Anyway please could you do a fem! reader who's a bit reckless (like Dally) but is a sweetheart x Dallas Winston head canons. Anywho, thank u, queen 🥹

⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚ DATING HCS PT 3 — ᴅ. ᴡɪɴ��ᴛᴏɴ

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⋆·˚ ༘ * — warnings : none that im aware of

⋆·˚ ༘ * — a/n : sorry this is short!! i absolutely loved this prompt though!! also tysm for the support!! i really appreciate it :))

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• you two would DEFINITELY sneak into the drive in together and steal popcorn and drinks from people😭😭

• however, if you were to get caught, Dally would always take the blame

• Dally loves you, like really does, he would never admit it though, and so he would always get mad if you got hurt doing something that he thought was stupid

“I told you to stay away from that fence, I got a scar about as big as your head from doing the same stunt you tried pulling.” Dallas said, wiping your scratches with disinfectant, his other hand holding yours as you squeezed from the pain.

• Dally got mad every time you hurt yourself, he never got mad at you though, only at himself for not watching you closer.😭😭

• would be SO upset if you ever ended up in the cooler, like absolutely devastated

• whenever one of the gang jokes about you two being the perfect couple he just laughs it off but secretly he gets all happy because your like perfect for him and he’s happy other people can see that.

• Would 10000% steal stuff with you, like after you two leave the store you would mention you being hungry and he would just whip out your favorite candy from behind his back with a grin on his face and then you would pull out his favorite as well😭😭.

• he loves that your like him but he also hates it😓, like he loves when you steal stuff for him but he also hates the idea of you getting into the cooler. He knows what it does to people and he doesn’t want it to happen to you☹️☹️

• you guys patch each other up after getting hurt and it’s the cutest thing ever, ofc its mostly dally getting hurt from bar fights and all that but just you guys sitting together patching each other up while just starring into each others eyes🥹

• Even though he does love you being reckless, he doesn’t like when you get in trouble, and lowkey goes into dad mode😒

“I told you, you gotta go left and then right so that the cameras don’t see you. Don’t you ever listen?” He said, scolding you after you got caught trying to sneak into the Drive in with your friends🙄.

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i didnt have alot of nsfw hc ideas for this prompt because like 99% of the nsfw hcs i have for this are already mentioned in his dating hcs one so enjoy these two💔💔, but if you would like a fic about dally x reckless reader fee free to request it!!

• would get a boner in his pants whenever you sneak out of your window to hangout with him. IM SORRY HE WOULD JUST FIND IT SO HOT. like the way your risking getting in trouble just to hangout with him?? 😫😫 EVEN HOTTER IF YOU HAVE REALLY STRICT PARENTS

• definitely would have sex with you in the public bathrooms of like a bar or house party you guys are at.

[itsss4t4n]

How long is Forever? - Harry Hook x daughter of alice in wonderland

Headcanons but the longer version of this post:

a/n: this is based more on tim burtons aiw adaptation as it is the only one that i know, and i might have misremembered some of the story/ characters so i apologize if its inaccurate to wonderland or its characters in any way. I got way to invested in creating the character and story and almost forgot that that wasnt the point. At some point i think the character just completely changes and i low key hate it. Im really bad at writing headcannons instead of full fledged fics.

Trigger warnings: fighting, she /her pronouns used, slight angst toward the end but happy ending, not proofread

-being alices daughter you are considered kind of weird by the aks, (think luna lovegood), you are kind of dreamy and constantly in your own thoughts but you still have a very strong own opinion on everything. You say what you think even if others might not like that. 

-You also have a very different sense of style than most girls in auradon. You played alot with different colours and textures always looking slightly crazy (you took inspiration from your godfather, the mad hatter). Your blonde hair was cut to a short messy bob with short bangs, and always changing coloured streaks throughout.

-you dont have the same view of good and bad as most others , and you dont think the vks should be judged by what their parents did and immediately try to befriend them and continuesly defend them

-when mal runs away to the isle you insist on joining the other vks and ben, as you do well in new and different invironments and later because you are an incredible sword fighter, your mother having thought you all she knows, just in case you ever needed to fight a jabberwookie type beast yourself.

-Due to your personal style not being very auradon, you didnt really have to disguise as much as ben when going to the isle. 

-On the isle you felt surprisingly comfortable, as you liked the weird and almost liminal athmosphere that it had 

-the first time you met harry was right after bens kidnapping, when harry came to tell you all about it.

-Harry has this theatrical almost a little eccentric way of talking and moving, which intruiged you pretty quickly. Of course , You didnt like or trust him, he did just kidnap one of your best friends, but you were intruiged non the less.

"And who is this little lassy?"

You told him your name with a glint of interest and mischif in your eyes. "Daughter of Alice in Wonderland."

"How interesting."

"I was just thinking the same thing. Whats your Name?"

"Harry Hook." He introduced himself with adramatic bow, before making fun of jay and barking at carlos.

- The other three had watched the interaction in confusion and wonder. They knew you were a little odd but seeming this confortable with harry after knowing what he did to ben?

"What was that?!" 

"What?" 

"Dont be nice to hook! He just kidnapped your best friend!"

"yea.. But he is quite interesting." And as an afterthougt: "and kind of pretty dont you think?"

"NO! Concentrate please. He is the enemie alright?!"

"Yea whatever, lets go tell mal about this shit."

-You go with Mal and evie to see dizzy, and instantly get along.

-Later while Mal and Uma are talking (singing), you cant help your eyes from glancing over at harry every few seconds. He did look good, with his red coat, the old silver jook on his left hand, and the messy black eyeshadow around his striking blue eyes.

"He is really beutiful dont you think?" That question was mostly directed towards evie who just shot you a dissapproving look. "I'm just saying. purely aesthetically."

-You simply shrugged and watched the situation continue to unfold, swordhand on the hilt of your sword at your side. When the fight breaks out you stand against harry. For better of for forse.

"Hello Pretty boy." You raise you swordand get into a defensive position.

"Wonderland girl."

-You kept making little comments about his looks and his sword fighting which he of course returned in his own flirty way. You quite enjoyed going back and forth like that. Witty comments, smirks and flirty smiles, and fighting more for show at this point instead of actually trying to beat each other. Trying to make this surprisingly pleasant moment last as long as possible.

-until you heard an urgend shout of your name from Mal.

"Sorry in advance." In a quick movement you snatched harrys hook and threw it down into the water. Before a shoked Harry can jump after it you catch his arm and talk to him in a slightly hushed voice.

"I really hope this wasnt our last meeting pretty boy." Before running off with the others.

-You dont see each other again until Audrey turns evil, but you do still think about harry. Is it stupid considering you met like twice and he was you enemy? Yea. Did you care? not really. He was georgeous, funny, good with a sword. Your dream guy. Except for the fact that he was supposedly your enemy. but then again when had you ever cared about that kinda stuff.

-His black lined blue piercing eyes were burned into your brain.

-In the six months until you saw him again you had become mal and bens unofficial bodyguard, spening most of your time with them or with evie, your sword has taken permanent residence at your side, only taking it of to sleep or shower and even then it was always in grabbing distance. Mals paranoia about uma had actually started to get to you.

-You are at evies house when audrey shows up and spells mal. You join them in going back to the isle to retrieve hades ember.

-When your bikes get stolen you cant help but smile at the sight. Yea its shitty but he is still beautiful.

"Pretty boy!"

He drawls you name in his scottish accent and you mentally swoon.

"Thats my bike!"

"Oh yea? Come and get it back then." Before driving of.

-You run after them (except mal and celia ofc),and at one point you split upbecause the boys on the bikes did so. You follow harry and when the others are out of sight he slows to a stop. You catch up to him with a grin.

"Nice to see you again Hook. I was hoping we would meet again."

"I was too Lassie."

-The next 10-ish minutes are filled with flirty banter and tales of what happened in the last six months. It felt like you've known each other for years (as clichee as that sounds). 

-You almost forgot why you were there until you heard jay shouting your name.

"Where are you, Mal got the thing come on."

You quickly turn to Harry again.

"Go! Before they see you and make it a whole thing."

"What bout your bike?"

"Keep it pretty boy, i doubt the others got theirs back so it would be weird if i did."

With a last sly grin harry leans towards you "I will see you again very soon." 

Before you could question what 'very soon' meant, he had already driven of. 

Just in time because Jay and the others turned the corner behind you.

"There you are! What are you doing? come on!"

"Sorry. Was chasing after the bike." You Give them a small smile before walking past them. "You coming?"

-To say you were surprised when harry and gil jumped through the barries after them would be an understatement.

"Pretty boy?!"

"'ello Darling. we're just coming for a wee visit" 

-You tried , just like evie, to get the two groups to work together. Harry mostly walked next to you or Uma. At some point you hung back so he culd walk in between you and doesnt have to kep switching. He caught up with uma but still kept the constant flirts towards you up.

-Everyone was really confused on why you two seemed so good and almost comfortable around each other, not to mention the flirting. Evie was the only one who knew of your little crush so she send you a few knowing smirks.

-During the knight fight you and harry fought as a team. Incedibly well might i say. 

-You were somewhat enthusiastic about evies icebreaker idea, enjoying the idea that the two groups could finally work together.

"Harry great accent."

"Shes right. It is a good accent."

-The flirting just wouldnt stop, comments thrown at each other, bumping shoulders while walking, even brushing your hands against each others on occasion. You had joined the boys in looking for ben.

"To make sure jay and harry dont kill each other."

-Gil doing the icebreaker and bonding with jay. 

meanwhile you and harry in the background:

"We should do that icebreaker pretty boy."

"oh yea?"

"Yea. You've got really pretty eyes."

"And you are really good with a sword lass." His hook just slightly gracing your cheek before something in gil and jays conversation sparks his interest.

-When finding ben you had immediately pushed harry behind you and unsheathed your sword out of instinct. Jay has to pull both of you out of bens way because both of you got distrcated by how close you were standing to each other. After making sure ben was alright you made sure harry was too.

(instead of flirting with jane he flirts with you)

"Well well well, thank you for trying to protect me there darling." The hook was under you chin this time.

"No problem pretty boy." You smirk back.

Ben had his little freak out. Jay and carlos had one too for slightly different reasons.

"when did this happen? you and hook?"

You just shrugged and started walking off.

The boys just looked at eachother thouroghly confused.

-After everyone reuniting and you secretely updating evie on the harry situation you all made your way to fairy cottage. When you found chad you had to half hide in harrys shoulder to hide your laughter because god was it good to see chad taken down a few pecks like that.

-Then Mal dropped the bomb. Closing the barrier forever. You couldnt believe it. You were always a firm believer in the vk programm. And you had honestly hoped that even if harry etc were send back, they would get out someday, or you might go visit them. You considered them freinds at that point. But now that wasnt possible.  You tried to comfort harry and uma in some way but it was to no avail.

"Im so sorry you guys... I didnt know." You had tears in your eyes yourself.

"Dont worry about it Darling. Its nae your fault." Placing his hand, his actual hand, on your cheek for a second, to wipe away the tear that had fallen. Before he walked of with uma.

"Harry....."

Mal was shocked to see your tears at the fact that harry was leaving. she had absolutely no idea this was a thing. It wasnt really. you didnt have enough time for it to actually become a thing. You watched harry and uma leave before evie walked up to you to hug you. 

She talked to mal but you didnt want to listen.

suddenly there was a bright light before it went dark for a bit. When you came to again, Mal was gone. It didnt take you guys long to piece together what must have happened. so you went to find mal.

-You and harry were both incredibly relieved to see that the other was okay. *cue big hug and an almost kiss that turned into a kind of awkward cheek kiss before another hug * 

-Harry announcing that he is actually going back to the isle felt like another punch in the gut. Again that sounds dumb considereing how little you actually knew each other but you didnt care. 

-Harry and you talked before he left. He gave you one of his rings "so you wont forget me darling". So you give him one of yours "then dont you forget me either". *cue more crying and hugs, between all of you *

-Mal announcing that the barrier will be taken down during the engagement party was the best thing that couldve happened to you at that point.

"Looks like you get a chance with your pretty boy after all." Evie.

Uma to harry on the isle: "Now you can get your pretty girl, pretty boy." While bumbing his shoulder.

As soon as you could spot eachother on the bridge you ran into each others arms.

-Kith

-like a lot of em

-Your friends from both sides were incredibly happy for both of you.

[drdemonprince]

ive been thinking alot about agency, morality, and age a lot recently just because of where im at in my own life and trying to understand/process/adapt to my own shit (cptsd/did stuff basically) so the recent discussions on this blog and your substack writing have been very compelling to me. i feel often that i am procrastinating "getting my shit together" or "being an adult" and its a definitely a guilty/shameful feeling like im doing something wrong because im not living my life in an organised sustainable way atm and i feel like i "should" be doing that "by now" as i approach 30 (which i mean isnt really that old taking a step back, but still holds some cultural weight in my mind as a threshold). but yea aside from shame not really being a great motivator, it also loops into that like assumed passivity or like a denial of agency as in i tend to automatically frame things as obligations, like things that i have to do rather than things that i choose to do, and frankly its bullshit lol. often ill think about it as like, im not yet acting as "an adult" because im not making choices and being responsible but literally everyone regardless of age makes choices and is responsible for their actions thats kind of the human condition. i think i have this phobia of my own agency, or my own desire maybe, and this moral obligation framework is a defense against that, which idk i could relate this to being an ex catholic personally but i think its a part of the whole western christian hegemony in general. its this fake, poison comfort where i cant do/be wrong because i didnt "decide" what to do im just doing what im supposed to (which isnt even actually what im doing because im having a mental health crisis instead but yea). its scarier to accept the reality of being a subject than to deny it, especially when that denial (and personally, dissociation) has been your defense mechanism against stress/trauma/suicidality etc. like occasionally im worried if i really let go of this idea of a moral obligation to act a certain way or to fulfil some vague ideal role of "responsible adult" and i own up to my own emotional reality and my own wants and needs and agency then i dont know what ill choose to do with the suicidal ideation tbqh and i mean personally i feel like that should be up to me like theoretically i agree with what (i think) youve said before? that it cant really be up to anyone else what to do with my body and my life, and it shouldn't be. i mean when im in a good headspace, i think id choose to live anyway, and maybe (probably) allowing myself to fully exist as a person and be a little more honestly self serving will improve my qol a lot, but right now that idea of a moral obligation to live (and live a certain way) is my wall against that feeling that id really rather not so its terrifying to try and question that. but on the other hand the resentment toward myself, others, and life in general that builds up over time when treating life itself is an obligation is unsurprisingly fucking awful lol. but yeah anyway i dont think theres any conclusion to this other than that eventually we all have to face up to our own reality or end up trapped in some inevitably toxic framework that denies whatever aspect of being a sapient animal is hardest for each of us to accept. also unrelated (mostly) your taste in porn is peak

thank you so much for sharing this unpacking, anon. This is some real how to overcome white woman fragility brain type stuff! Even if it feels open and formless right now. and like a huge well could open up beneath you into which anything could happen and there is no reason to live. keep reflecting. more writing about this kinda thing coming on Monday

[ashwhowrites]

Could i request maybe a thing were theyre taking care of eddie after the upside down, hes sleeping on a pull out at bestfriend readers house, waynes at work, and theyre both in separate rooms, the reader is touching themselves and the walls are alot thinner than she realised, he can hear every whimper and eep she tries to cover and all the wet sounds

Eddie hasnt been able to touch himself for a long time because hes been too busy with recovery and appointments, he didnt realise how pent up he was until he could hear his best friend and never thought about her like that until now and he has no idea why he never realised how hot she was

Maybe one day he catches glimpses of her walking to the bathroom naked (she thought everyone was asleep) and next time he realizes he can see her through a crack in the door while shes at it, maybe through a mirror so he gets a full new or he can only see a part of her through the door, torturing himself

Idk how youd get to this point but she maybe helps him masterbate because she feels sorry for him, maybe thinks because of all the stress and meds, hes finding it hard to finish and hes frustrated that he cant go out and meet anyone.

Someone that isnt her and it makes her jealous and sad

But something snaps between them and they fuck

hes like a wild animal when he finally gets his hands on her, she was scared he was gonna hurt himself

Probably gets hard again seeing the swollen mess hes made of her cunt 😋

I hope this is what you wanted and you enjoy it! Thank you for requesting <3 I hope I gave all the smut justice

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BFF...best friends fuck

After the torture Eddie went through in the upside down, he struggled to be alone. He had night terrors, he had flashbacks any time he touched his cuts. And Y/N couldn't stand to see her best friend that way. She forced him to stay with her, she lived alone and could easily care for him when he needed it, Wayne was too busy with work. She was there for anything he called for. She helped with the night terrors and sometimes slept beside him. But he mostly kept to himself, which she understood. He went through something traumatic and needed time to process everything.

But she was a girl, who had a hot best friend that she's seen shirtless over and over. She ignored the way her cunt ached when she'd treated the cuts on his chest and stomach. He was vulnerable and it was wrong to be turned on when he was in that state. But his skin felt amazing underneath her fingers and her brain couldn't forget it.

The same fingers she ghosted over his chest with, were working inside her cunt. Two fingers pumping in her as she imagined Eddie's skillful fingers. Her brain always went dead when he played the guitar, dripping as he held the pick in his mouth.

Eddie struggled to sleep, every movement sent a hissing pain throughout his whole body. Most nights he didn't sleep, just stared at the dark ceiling. But he kept hearing these small whimpers. He couldn't move anywhere without help, so he tried to slide up on the bed. His ear was against the wall, and to his luck, he could hear. The sound was coming from Y/N's room. Eddie worried she might have been hurt, knuckles on the wall about to knock before he heard something else. She was moaning and sounded breathless.

"Fuck...yes." Eddie felt his cock growing hard. She was touching herself, and he didn't need to guess from the moans. He could hear how wet she was through the walls. He tried to keep his breathing stable, but he could hear she was getting closer. Her moans were becoming whimpers only, a blabbering mess as she came all over her fingers. He quickly went back into his sleeping position when he heard her door open, his own cracked, she refused to let him keep it closed. Through the small crack, he could see her sneaking into the bathroom. Eddie bit his tongue as he saw her in a shirt and panties. He only heard the sink runningbefore she headed back off to bed. Her door is now open.

Eddie wanted to smack himself for the sinful thoughts running through his head. It was Y/N, his best friend since childhood and now he's imagining how tight her cunt was.

He never looked or thought about her that way.

~~~

But now, it's all he could think about. He felt like he was in actual hell when she came in the next morning. Now wearing pants she sat on his bed. She treated his wounds with the same fingers that were soaked inside of herself. He felt himself staring at her fingers. Wondering which ones she used to fuck herself, If next time he could lick her fingers clean instead of the sink.

He tried to forget about each day, but it wasn't working. He found himself listening close to hear her at night. Even though it was torture, he found himself addicted to her sounds and wanted to hear them over and over.

Some nights his wishes were answered, a slight buzz sounding through the walls and her moans reaching his ears. He tried to move his hand down to his cock, but all his bones ached at the movement. He clenched his teeth as he fisted the sheets. He found himself imagining her again, wondering which position she was fucking herself in and where exactly the vibrator was touching. He wondered how she liked it, rough or soft. Did she like to be dominated? He tried to remember her past boyfriends, but found a new sense of jealousy he'd never felt before. He knew she had sex, she talked about it before. And it never bothered him. But now, he felt like he could strange every man that touched her and fucked her cunt.

He also wondered what or who she thought about.

~~~

Even though he was healing more and more every day, he was tortured by her. She was walking around in a towel, assuming he was off to bed. But his eyes locked on the mirror that showed through the crack of her door. She stood there as she slipped off the towel. Eddie felt a growl in his throat, he almost was pissed at himself for never seeing how hot she was in the first place. All his ex-girlfriends thought they had a thing for each other, and he laughed at it. But now he realized he was missing out the whole time. Eddie tried to look away but then her hands traveled up her tits, her fingers yanking on her nipples as one hand reached between her thighs.

Eddie felt his cock twitching, this time he didn't care how bad it hurt. He was so riled up and tired of the sexual frustration. He breathed through his nose as he reached for his cock. Biting back the pain as he wrapped his hand around himself. Pumping himself slowly as he watched her touch her body. Her thighs shook and she held on to the mirror, disappearing a little from his eyesight. He leaned over, itching his way closer to see. Then he felt his body falling.

"FUCK!" he screamed, his body slamming into the floor. He shoved his cock back in his boxers, her footsteps racing to him. She came in with the towel, worry on her face as she flipped on his light.

"EDDIE! OH MY GOD!" she kneeled beside him, checking to make sure he wasn't bleeding anywhere.

"I'm fine." He huffed even more, frustration building. She was touching his body again, she didn't have time to wipe her fingers clean and her smell was lingering in his nose. He could see the light reflecting off her wetness. He couldn't even get a fucking orgasm.

"You fell! Let me help you up ." Her arms went under his armpits but he shoved her off.

"I said I'm fucking fine." He spat, he was breathing hard. His breath smacked her face as she looked at him. His eyes were dark, and he looked pissed.

"I know you don't like help, but you need it." She spat back, rolling her eyes at his attitude. She tried again to lift him but he shoved her off again.

"LET ME FUCKING HELP!"

"I DON'T NEED FUCKING HELP!"

"YES YOU DO!"

"FINE, WANT TO HELP?" He screamed, his brain wasn't thinking anymore. He was pissed at her. Walking around in her towels, teasing him with her moans, and constantly fucking herself. He was suffering and he was frustrated.

"UM DUH!" she screamed back

"GO GET ME A PRETTY GIRL TO MILK MY DICK, YEAH?" he screamed, using all his strength to stand up. He breathed hard through his nose as he held himself up with the dresser. His chest heaving as he stared her down. He didn't even register fully what he said. But he kept talking. "What? You said you wanted to help. And right now, I need to have a fucking orgasm. So run along, find me a girl, and have her ride me, give me a fucking handjob, or suck me off. I don't care and I don't care who."

She was lost for words. She's never seen Eddie so riled up. He had a crazy look in his eyes, the sweat glistened off his chest, and he was clenching his whole body. His veins popped everywhere and his stomach was tight. That's when she finally looked down. His cock hard through his boxers. She couldn't ignore how wet the whole screaming match made her. And all the jealousy that rang through her bones like a bell. Like she'd send a girl his way to listen to her please him. Let a slut into her house so he could have a good fuck. She took a deep breath, trying to think rationally, and not off of her jealousy.

"Gonna help me or not?" He barked, irritated at her silence and stillness.

"I'm not bringing a girl here to fuck you." She said, standing her ground at his idiotic idea. No way would she put herself through that pain just to please him.

"Fuck you!" He growled

"Fuck me? Excuse me, I have done everything to help you! You are such a selfish asshole" She argued

"You threw a bitch fit because I wouldn't let you help. And now, you won't even help me. And why?"

"I'm not bringing a slut into my house. Get off yourself. End of discussion." She said, moving to walk out of his room.

"Not easy for me like it is for you." He laughed, slowly moving his body to the bed.

She froze at his door, turning around to face him as he struggled to crawl into the bed.

"What's that supposed to mean?" She asked

"Means I can hear you through these thin walls princess. I hear every whimper, moan, and orgasm. You have such a nice wet cunt, I can almost hear the wetness every time." He was making fun of her. The smirk on his face told him he was winning. She was embarrassed, she never knew how thin the walls were. Her best friend heard her getting off multiple times.

"Nothing to say now? I don't think I've heard you so quiet before." He laughed again, finally getting comfortable on the bed.

"Fuck you!" She huffed, he had no right to make fun of her, especially as a guest in her home.

"Why don't you? I bet you already think about it. Hm? Do you think about me when you touch that pretty cunt?" He pressed harder, she didn't want to crack and she didn't want him to know. But the caught look on her face gave her up.

"Oh, baby. Don't be embarrassed. It's okay, I'm not mad." He teased.

"Shut up, Munson." She warned she was getting irritated at his constant teasing.

But he kept going and going. His voice turned into a buzz that rang through her ears. He kept teasing her and she could feel the blood rushing to her ears.

"I SAID SHUT UP!" she screamed, marching to him, her hand wrapping around his neck.

Eddie was caught off guard by her reaction but felt himself moaning under her grip. She was puffing in his face and her eyes looked ready for a kill.

"Make me." He choked, a smirk on his face as she tightened her grip.

He took a deep breath when she let him go, her hands moving down to his boxers. He moaned as she yanked them off, his cock free to the air as he hissed.

She felt herself clenching at the sight of him. He was bigger than she thought, but he was gorgeous. His tip was leaking and the veins were pulsing. She settled on the bed and took him in her mouth. Slowly taking him further down her throat as she sucked him off.

Eddie felt every bone in his body melt. He deflated as he filled her mouth. He reached forward and held her hair. He made a ponytail in his grip as he bucked his hips against her. He wanted to keep his eyes on her, watch as she cried and took him all. But it felt so good. Her mouth was warm, and she swirled her tongue in a way that made Eddie's head spin. He's gotten head before, but nothing felt as good as this. He never imagined his best friend gagging on his cock, but it was a sight to see.

He knew he wouldn't last long with all the frustration, but he tried to hold off as long as he could. She popped off with a smile, a line of spit connecting from her lip to his tip.

"You can cum, I know you need to." Then went right back to taking him fully down her throat. He clenched as she gagged around him, he grew closer as he fucked up into her. For once his adrenaline took over the pain in his body, he couldn't feel a single thing as he came in her mouth.

He fell against the pillows, sucked free of any energy. He panted as she cleaned him up, and wiped off her mouth. His eyes fighting to sleep as his body finally relaxed.

"I'll see you in the morning." She said softly, pecking his forehead as she covered his body.

He wanted to say something but he was a blink away from falling asleep.

~~~

Eddie woke up the next morning feeling the most refreshed he'd ever been. His brain playing back the memories of the night before had his cock growing again.

But now he didn't know where their relationship stood or if it was a heat at the moment.

She came in like nothing changed, treating his wounds like the normal routine. He knew he was a dick to her and he felt guilty.

"I'm sorry for being an ass yesterday, and invading your privacy like that." He apologized, he watched as she awkwardly shifted and smiled.

"Thank you for the apology. I am very embarrassed and sorry too."

"Don't be. It's normal." He said it was a dumb move to mock her for something so natural. And something he knew he enjoyed.

"I'm sorry for the big fight too. I shouldn't have pushed you so much." She said, standing up as she finished treating him.

"I shouldn't have screamed at you and put all of that on you. I was sexually frustrated and took it out on you."

"I can understand that. It happens to all of us."

~~~

A few days passed and neither talked about what happened after the fight. Eddie couldn't stop feeling her mouth wrapped around him. And how good it felt to cum down her throat.

His body was healing and he could move a lot better. He didn't ache and he could finally go out again. But Y/N refused to let him be on his own.

That's how she found herself drinking with him at a bar. She kept an eye on him to make sure he wasn't going overboard. But she couldn't help but glare at every girl who had their eyes glued to him. She didn't even notice the eyes on her, Eddie's, and another guy down at the bar.

Eddie felt himself wanting to devour her, she wore a tight dress and he's been hard since she walked out in it. His eyes were on her mouth, remembering how she sucked the orgasm out of him.

"Want another?" She asked, knocking him out of his thoughts. She grabbed his glass and walked to the bar. His eyes followed her, his hand adding pressure to his hard cock as she leaned over to yell.

He clenched his jaw as he watched a guy walk up to her. He hated how she smiled and laughed. Before he could get up, a girl landed on his arm.

Y/N thanked the bartender as she walked back to her seat. Her eyes glared as a girl was whispering in Eddie's ear. She slammed the drinks down, making her presence known. The girl looked her way and then went back to Eddie's ear.

Y/N couldn't tell if he was enjoying it or not. But he wasn't stopping it. Y/N felt like she was masking her jealousy well but the smirk on Eddie's face told her otherwise.

Y/N rolled her eyes and excused herself to the bathroom, unaware Eddie was hot on her heels. But when she was slammed against the door as she closed it, she was aware.

"Eddie what?" She panicked

"It looked like you were going to kill her, back there." Eddie joked, chuckling.

"Eddie, please not right now." She sighed, she couldn't handle any more of his mocking about her feelings.

Eddie dropped his teasing act when he saw the tired look on her face.

"What's wrong?" He asked, his hands still holding her hands against the door.

"Not in the mood to hear you make fun of me." She said, her eyes dropping to the tiny space between them. His body was practically against hers.

"Sorry, you're right. I just thought it was cute how jealous you are. Like she has anything on you." He whispered, his finger pulling down on her bottom lip.

"Doesn't she?" Y/N asked

"What do you mean?" Eddie asked, cupping her chin as he looked into her eyes

"I mean I get you off because you couldn't do it yourself. And now we are out at bars, and you are flirting away with a girl. Perfectly healed to take her into the bathroom and fuck." Y/N explained

"You mean what I'm doing right now with you?" He asked, his knee pushing between her legs. She shuttered at the action and lost her breath.

"....you want to fuck me?" She swallowed

"Want to return the favor for the best orgasm of my life." He smirked, one hand still holding hers against the door and the other slipping down her body and moving in between her thighs. His fingers found her soaked panties, pushing them aside as he slipped his fingers inside of her.

"Fuck." She moaned

"That's right. Let me hear you." He growled, adding a third finger, fucking her harder. His mouth attached to her neck, sucking harshly on her fresh skin.

She whimpered against him. Rocking her hips into his fingers. She imagined this so many times and couldn't believe it was happening.

"pretty sounds from such a pretty girl." He praised, kissing the mark he left on her. He yanked his fingers out of her, sucking them clean. "Delicious." He moaned. She tasted better than he could have imagined.

"I'm gonna fuck your pretty cunt until you can't walk." He growled, releasing her hands as he took his cock out of his jeans. He flipped up her dress and ordered her to jump.

She wrapped her legs around him and locked her arms around his neck. She gasped as his cock filled her, stretching her open as he fucked into her.

It was rough and hot. Open mouths smashing against each other, breathing into each other. Her hands moved to his hair, yanking and pulling. His animal-like growls made her head spin. Or maybe the way her head was smacking against the door because of how hard he was fucking her is what made her head spin.

"Slow down...need to be careful." She tried to say, but it barely made it out. Just pants of words.

"I'll be fine." He wanted her, and he wanted to make her feel him for weeks.

His hands held her up, gripping her skin. His fingernails clinged inside of her skin. His cock bruised her. He carried her over to the sink, setting her down as he moved his hand between their bodies. His finger instantly found her clit, circling it as fast as he could. He loved the way her head fell back against the mirror.

"Look at you. Letting your best friend fuck you in a dirty bar bathroom. Pretty cunt is just as tight as I thought. Gripping me so good. Such a good girl for me." He praised, and she gasped over and over. Trying to form words but nothing.

"Please, let me cum." She finally got out, her fingers digging into his ass as he fucked into her.

"Sweet talker," he chuckled, holding her chin as he smirked down at her, "begging to cum? How can I say no to that? Cum for me."

Eddie watched as she soaked his cock, keeping himself deep inside of her as she came. She touched him everywhere. Her hands worked around his chest, his hips, his hair, and his stomach. Her hands pushed up his shirt to run her hands over his scars.

He felt his orgasm getting close, thrusting inside of her as he smashed his lips on hers. The second she kissed him back, he came inside of her.

Kissing her was a feeling he couldn't forget. How soft her lips were and how sweet she tasted. She kissed as softly as her hands worked on his skin.

He pulled away when he felt the need to breathe. A dazed look in her eyes as she looked back at him. He softly slid out of her, tucking himself back in his jeans.

"Let's go home, baby" he set her on her feet and pulled down her dress.

A big smirk on his face as she stumbled out of the bathroom.

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[npd-advice]

do other NPD's experience homocidal thoughts alot? i heard on other NPD tumblr blogs people mentioned struggling with homocidal ideation alot and i just wanted to know how common it is.

i know it pops up more ESCPECIALLY if i feel "threatened" by someone's talent or their place in the hierarchy. i end up fantasizing for hours about taking away their ability to "hurt" me like breaking their hands or making them go blind just for i wouldnt have to have competition anymore.

i know this is bad though, and if it ever became a serious concern id of course call 911. that being said i think its mostly more akin to intrusive thoughts...

i guess i just wish i knew why i have these thoughts... is this my only way to cope with feeling insecure? i just wish i didnt hate myself. i wish i felt confident enough in my own abilities instead of fantasizing about hurting other people just to feel safe.

I also experience it! I think it is pretty common in NPD, and I know a friend of mine (who has NPD and ASPD) has it a LOT.

I do agree that it's more akin to intrusive thoughts than an actual concern.. for me it's less that I'm *going* to act on it and more that I *want* to but won't for my own sake. Honestly my main motive to not act on homodical ideation is because I know I just wouldn't get away with it personally. Anything to keep yourself out of trouble is a valid reason.

(If anyone in the notes has anything to add, please do!)

[toxicyeuriii]

hii, could i request medicine pocket or horrorpedia (whichever you think is the most fitting for this) with a reader thats like a victorian era docter. I got this idea because like 98% of the characters are historical in some way and i also really just like history and such :3

Ooh hi anon! I really like this request... and thanks for asking!!!! And honestly this is genius tbh. But anyways, i saw this request before i went to school... so i couldnt really write on it soo... But i did 'study' a little but about Victorian doctors (i searched up what and how they where like and whatever)! Also i picked medpoc for this bc i didnt know how to write this w/ horro! Enjoy!

Warnings - none - medicine pocket x Victorian doctor reader, fanfic, medpoc is unhinged and reader is like 'what the', will probably be not accurate... reader is from the 1800's but then the storm happened so yeah...

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Your ways of... healing and health are controversial yet mostly effective you could say. Thats what you and medicine pocket have in common. Course, with your time at Laplace did change some of your ways, with less poisons, more anesthesia, and far more knowledge in the medical field, most learned from medicine pocket. Alas, you still cant let go of some of your practices of course! Those years of apprenticeship weren't for nothing!...

In order to course learn more about 'modern' medicine and medical practices, Laplace placed you with Medicine Pocket, which you have learned alot from your time with them, though it included alot of tests with your mineral poisons and such, they have some sort of fixation with testing with it... And so now you are way better at well healing without alot of death, but also with somewhat knowledge about whatever medicine pocket tests on and just shares with you. However, with your time with them, they do show... characteristics of that of a canine, but everytime you say something about it, they just tell you off....

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"Y/N-!"

Medicine pocket says while barging into your (newly acquired) medical office, looking quite happy yet smug. Seems like youre in for something, or they want something from you..... Oh well!

"Hm?... What is it?"

you say while continuing to work on filling up all of your medicines for patients, which they are mainly just arcanists from the foundation that got hurt during their line of work. Right now your office is all nice, clean and organized, lets hope that doesnt change....

"I was down at the pharmacy just to pick up a few things, and then I saw some sort of.... broach and it reminded me of you because your all... old fashioned, litterally.... so i took it and now its yours, congrats"

They say while sitting in your chair and kicking their feet up on your desk, like its their bedroom, and throwing the broach to you... Also... did they even pay!?

"Thanks, but didn't you pay the expense for the broach?... If not, you mus-"

"Shush!- I found it and so its mine, but now I gave it to you! Quit nagging-!"

"...."

They are most likely only doing this because they need something.

"What must you want?...."

"Oh wow, you hurt my feeling y/n, it was nothing, but since youre oh so generously asking, i supposeeee i do need something, just a little bit of sharponties for one of my... experiments!"

"I figured so...."

You say while sighing, going to your little bag thats full of necessities, pulling out a 'few' sharponties and handing them to the smug medicine pocket.

"Youre too kind y/n, you deserve a big ol' smoochy, doc"

They say while getting up to pat your shoulder ij a somewhat mocking manner.... or joking? You dont know, they are quite confusing to you sometimes.

"if you suppose so- Wait... What?"

They just chuckle while going to the exit in your office, leaving you dumbfounded.... They are always so forward...

"Oh yeah, come on, i also need you for the tests, i think they'll be quite..... intriguing if you will say....hehe"

"Oh... Alright...? I suppose?.."

You dust off your intricately designed medical attire and put down your things, including the broach, and head towards your door.... This will be something else, but maybe it will be.... intriguing as they said...

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Sorry if it isnt on point or reader isnt all victorian doctor like... But i did like writing this, so again, thanks for the ask anon! Also sorry if it isnt really all medpoc x reader.... I tried ^°^ But i hoped you liked it! Toodledoo!

[just-a-floofy-catt]

I feel like i haven't posted in forever again TwT

I found an old GlitterGolf idea drabble that I wrote after reading a really good fic about them buried in the depths of my phone so uh...

*throws it at you*

Omg a glittergolf fic with judgemental, sassy, hw2-esque Sun

So like, not only is there the trope of Monty disliking him and thinking hes annoying asf and a weird freak,  but now instead of being oblivious and nice, Sun returns the same energy, thinking that Monty is a selfish brute who shouldnt be trusted around children. Like, he'll make very off  comments about him and just spend the whole time scowling and trying to shoo him out XD

So, like, imagine there's a thing going on at the daycare.

Where, as almost like, a way to bring more business in and shit, theyve started having a daily thing where one of the glams will visit the kids there and do an activity with them for an hour or so. Usually its Freddy, sometimes its Chica, and rarely its Roxy. This is the first opportunity that Sun really gets to meet them, and it actually goes really well. Sun absolutely adores Freddy, has a new bestie in chica, and shockingly has some good banter and an unlikely friendship with Roxy.

However, theres a day where Freddy has to go for energency maintenence, and the others are all booked for parties.

Leaving only Monty free to do it.

Now, Monty has never done one of the shifts before, because he doesnt do well with the younger kids. Both because hes scary to alot of them, and because he also just doesnt really know how to deal with them. Maybe deep down theres even a deep rooted fear of hurting them 👀👀👀

(There definitely is)

But so he is absolutely NOT excited to go.

Despite the way that the rest of the Glams praise up Sunny and how great he is, Monty does not care and still views him as the same annoying freak he always did, despite not having met him yet.

So, he shows up and Sun opens the door all cheery being like "Oh hello Freddy! Youre a bit late i was worried you werent gonna show up and-"

And then he clocks that its monty.

"Oh."

He immediately glares down at him in pure, utter distain, voice filled with disappointment.

Monty stares back up at him with a huff, tense. If he had fur, his hackles would be absolutely raised.

Then Sun would be all like "ugh. Ew. why are you here", and Monty very bluntly explains that hes been forced to go and that Freddy is in maintenence.

Then Sun tries to shut the door on him XD

"Im sure the kids can go one day without a glamrock then! Ill let them know freddy is sick, thank you for telling me. Lovely to meet you, Montgomery!"

Monty stops the door by grabbing it stongly with his hand, scoring clawmarks into it.

"What do you think you're doing?!"

Sun scoffs at the damage

"Im the one taking over, dipshit. Im here to do my fuckin job"

The realization that hes truely stuck with Monty dawns on him, and he opens the door again, taking a deep breath.

"No swearing in the daycare..."

He spits it through gritted teeth and relents, turning his back to him and stalking away.

Then the cheery front goes back up and he completely changes XD

He introduces Monty to the kids as best as he can, but none of them really seem too interested, making him both snicker but also be incredibly frustrated that his dramatic intro didnt work.

(Also, to explain more character stuff, Sun is mostly in typical fanon form, and then uses all that hw2 sass mostly as a defence mechanism. Hes definitely got some mischief to him that he also uses it for, like banter with Roxanne, but for the most part hes a sweetheart. He gets easily frustrated with management and people that he doesnt like, but has alot of patience with activities like crafts and also with the kids. He is still like, painfully innocent and has his loopy childlike vibe, but just covers it up when he feels threatened. The best way i can describe it is that he acts like a playground bully when he doesnt like you. XD Still childish, but now just a more snarky, cold and mean version. Hes a bit cautious of some new things, although very curious. So he normally is a bit cautious around new people, but very welcoming and nice.

This is different for Monty, because of what he hears from the kids XD

Alot of them when mentioning him in passing, see Monty as scary and violent, so now thats how Sun views him. Alot of the kids see him as a threat, so now Sun does too. Hes protective of the kids, so of course hes jumped to judge someone he doesnt know based on whether the kids like him or not XD

Dont get me wrong, in some situations hed definitely try to show the kids the thing theyre scared of isnt so bad, but in the case of Monty, he has confirmation  that he can be angry and violent from the other glams and staff, so of course he still just sees him as bad lmao.

Like, the way he acts towards Monty is mostly because of mama bear instinct stuff. He sees him as a threat to the kids  so he doesnt like him.)

Enemies to lovers my beloved ✨️

But over time, Monty starts having to do it more and more, as inconveniences keep piling up, and Sun starts to kind of let his guard down, and the scathing defensiveness turns into teasing. He sees Monty actually trying to connect with some of the kids, and also after spending his whole life w Moon, understands that Monty is frustrated that theyre scared of him. He starts to see the good in Monty, and also pity him a bit.

Monty on the other hand, starts to admire how much Sunny cares about the kids, and steadily gets used to his upbeat and overly cheery demeanor. He no longer sees him as annoying, but instead, endearing.

And then theres eventually endgame GlitterGolf

[ganondoodle]

Hey there, just read your concept for how you would replace building in TotK with Hookshot mechanics and it sounds really cool!

Like, sure Building was fun, but as you said before, it really doe not fit this game/world and just broke to many parts of it.

To get to my actual question, would the Hookshot be aimable in slow-motion while falling, similar to how Bow & Arrows work?

Because I am now imagining Sky-Islands surrounded by lots of small floaty rocks, some of them so far from each other (or moving) that the player has to hook to the closest one, climb up, get a run up, jump, glide towards the next one, and then let go of the glider, whip out the hookshot, and hook onto the next rock.

Heck, you could have an entirely airborne Gleeock Bossfight this way, similar to som of the Bosses in Twilight Princess!

Thanks as always for sharing your ideas with us!

yeah! its not too hard to imagine right? and i feel like it would have fit so well and be much easier to balance for botws world

maybe you have seen it before but i did make an ability concept for it before (some info on this wouldnt be for the botw2 style rewrite im focusing on now bc i made this originally as part of the villain rauru idea, but the abilities and how they work remains the same)

maybe the way to pull yourself towards somethign or it to you wouldnt be a single button press but instead a holding one, so if you wanna hook and immedaitely be pulled there you can just streamline it via holding the button until you are there (i know holding down a button can be rly straining but botws control scheme doesnt have a lot of it so i think using it here wouldnt be too bad .......... less painful thatn the totk arrow menu thats for sure lol)

(can i just say i really like the the infusion idea for abilities too, like ... wouldnt it be so cool to find broken shiekah tech and using it just because and then it WORKS, like theres a guardian wreck and you get on top and use infuse and it springs to life to move out of the way of a doorway for example, other structers you could use similar to twilight princess copy-staff but in a more modern interpretation??)

the building jsut breaks the game too much, and imo not in a fun way like cheating in a way definitely not intended or glitched, its like a 10 piece picture puzzle but you are also given a button that assembles it for you and you get the same reward anyway, that doesnt count as multiple solutions like it worked in botw, its like they gave up and just gave you (multiple) skip buttons, since not only rocketshields but also the 'move thing and reverse it' are like that, and you cant tell me they didnt realize that (also id argue that even without skipping puzzles, alot of them arent fun either, like its mostly either insultingly simple building tasks the game tells you outright what to do .. or just hands it to you .. or you know what to do immediately and the puzzle part comes from you having to deal with clunkily glueing stuff together until it works, which i found pretty frustrating)

ANYWAY thanks for liking what im doing!!! if i wasnt so slow and art blocked so much id have way more to show already, and text alone usually isnt that interesting :,)

[pvnks0ul]

when i kissed the teacher (18+)

◈ professor!riri w. x fem!reader

sypnosis: When the course of her marriage has run awry, Riri finds herself entertaining your little crush on her.

⚠︎: deluded & kinda obsessed!reader, college student!reader, age gap, cheating, a lil dramatic coz it's in readers pov mostly, older (think late 20s-early 30s) + married!riri, car ess ee ecks, strap on (reader receiving) + oral (RW receiving), no resolve (sry lol), lil plot 4 🌽, sub!reader/Dom!riri, smut under the cut + ! amateur writing ! (Your only warning)

"Mhmm..fuck–!" Riri mewls as her hand shoves your head deeper into her cunt, your tongue pacing the most intimate part of her before licking a stripe up to her clit, kneading it just how she taught you, "Y-yeah, just like that."

Riri knew no argument would justify her continuous crimes of adultery but with you being just around the corner conveniently after each one made it easy to cough up excuses. She was very aware of the crush you had on her, so she always made sure to smile in your very general direction, calling on you first if your hand was raised because she liked the way you'd bashfully take on th challenge, even if you weren't completely sure of it.

It's not like you were a saint either. Infact, some would say you were even worse. Especially after you were caught spitefully facing the wedding picture of her and Raven, the wife, down in the early mornings if you arrived to class before her. She tried to talk to you about how disrespectful it was, but you didnt seem to care as she didnt even notice till you said something about her ring.

That landed you your first referal from her, alone. You liked riri, but were still highly upset! You just wanted her to focus in class with no distractions. You weren't actually trying to be disrespectful. Riri senses this from across the room. She watches you solemnly after you'd rolled your eyes at her. And that was just unacceptable, she had to make sure you knew that which is why she makes sure the door is locked, checking the empty hallways and unpinning the little piece of fabric that covers the window in the door before pulling out a chair next to your desk.

You'd been acting out of character alot lately and she just wanted to check in. She cared a little too much & got a little too close. The supportive hand on your knee, turned into you laying your head on her shoulder, and ended with her blouse sleeves rolled up to her elbows as she worked her way knuckle deep between your sticky thighs, lowly whispering praises as you spread yourself to accept more of her from under the desk.

When it's over, your looking at her with nothing but pure unfiltered adoration and it's bad for Riri. It's terrible for her because she doesn't feel like she just did the worst thing possible by betraying her wife instead, she was thinking about when the next time she'd be able to have you again.

Mewling around her mound, you find yourself desperate for her approval. Your brown orbs glancing up for her usual nod of approval only to find her head is thrown back against the seat of her car. Thats how you know she really needed this and you cant blame her. Spending all day in a stuffy classroom only to come home to a nagging incompetent wife just couldnt be a desirable life for anyone, you tear up sometimes just thinking about how hard it must be for Riri.

"C'mon baby." she grunts, her eyes finally gracing you, her lids were low but still, it was enough to motivate you. You groan into her at the petname, circling her clit before sucking it into your mouth and she ruts against you desperately. Your only purpose was to make her bust in your mouth again.

It takes just a few more seconds of you lapping over her pussy to have her quivering thighs clenching around your head. And you love it, the lack of air encouraging you to continue, if anything. Riri grinds her hips against your face, a hint of a whine slips past her lips as she rides her high out on you. You keep going, trying to lick her dry, suckling right from her creamy hole, Riri sucks her bottom lip under her teeth at the sight and she wants you to keep going but once she reaches the end of it she's pulling your head away by your ponytail, not wanting to overstimulate herself. You whine at this, but settle for laying your head on her quaky leg until she comes down.

"C'mere." Riri demands in a hush tone. You use her sticky thighs as support to lift yourself up, sliding right into her lap, your thighs being separated by her bare one and she grips your chin, forcing you impossibly closer into her bubble. Her dark brown almost black orbs hypnotic and locking you in their lustfilled haze as they dropped to your wet lips before back up to your blown out eyes.

You're so beautiful and she cant tell you that because she knows how you get. It was an aggravating cycle. She'll give you a compliment and then you'll bombard her with a good 50 or so questions concerning reasons why she won't choose you than.

And every single time it always ends up with you sulking back into the passenger seat, not wanting to finish anything you started as fat tears cascaded down your cheeks, asking her to drop you off or notably ditching her class the next day.

So she admires you in secret while her thumb swipes away at the slick of your full bottom lip. She brings it to her own mouth, sucking her juices off her finger in one swift motion. You gape at the vulgar display infront of you.

She brings her face closer and a gasp slips past your lips, now brushing lightly against the other, "You're gonna get in trouble.." You speak, referring to your lipstick stained lips, developing a perfect pout and Riri has no choice but to give in. She rolls her eyes before tilting her head and leaning forward, "..If that happens I'll handle it." she corrects you, finally connecting your mouths in a dreamy kiss, you push your chest into hers with a moan, kissing back with just as much intensity and her rough hands drop to fiddle with the ends of your skirt, pushing the fabric up your plush hips.

She smirks against you when she finds that you dont have any panties on, she lays her hand dormant on your mound excluding her thumb as she uses it to dip between your warm folds, cooing proudly to find it absolutely sopping. You press your chests together her with a whimper, "m-more, Riri!"

She complies, "Course..", her fingers playing with the tip of your puffy clit, your hips twitching into them, "What is it? Can't handle me no more?" she mumbles. You shake your head no, you were just so sensitive because of how busy and negligent– she’d been this week when you were becoming accustomed to getting her every night. It felt like you would cum right now if she'd asked for it.

Riri smirks at the sour expression on your face, "All you want is for someone to rub on your pretty little clit, huh?" her cool breath fans your burning cheeks as you shamelessly follow each roll of her thumb across the bud,

You nod your head at whatever she just said and she knows that look on your face, you’re close... but already?

Just when you're on the brink of a climax, you grab at her wrist and yank it away from your heat, your thighs closing with a quickness. Riri cuts her eyes at you, curious to what you're doing. You wanted to finish with her inside but if you so much as let her get a few more strokes in, it'd be too late because you don’t think you have energy to go again.

You pant against her dress shirt as she holds you up with her hands around your back, "Do you have it with you?"

And Riri catches onto what you mean, she settles you with one hand while reaching in the small black tote bag in the backseat with wet fingers.

"When I'm coming to see you..." . She returns with the harness–attached dildo and you can feel your hole clench around nothing at just the thought of being full again. "Always." she speaks in that raspy tone.

"Up." Riri taps your side, signalling you to move so she can slide it pass her thighs and you happily abide.

She guides you over it once its secured, using your slick as lubricant for her dark brown piece she lines it up with your hole and settles it half way in.

Your eyes are already closing shut as the curved girthed allowed it to touch both sides of your walls, "Nmph-! Fuck!", Your hips twitch, not sure if you can handle all of it, worried she's too big. How'd you ever get it all in before?!

Riri disagrees, gripping the globes of your ass, spreading them as she pushed her pelvic up into you, opening you to fit her like a glove with each thrust earning her high pitched shudders against her ear as you held her dress shirt between closed fists, "S'too much.."

She scoffs at this, "You wanna be good for me, right?" She whispered lowly, rubbing at the smooth skin of your hips.

"Y-yeah, for y-you–!" You groan while holding her face in your hands, admiring all the little details you could see from up here and Riris chest burns at your words, more specifically the last bit. You never failed to keep her wrapped around your fingers when you always said shit like that.

Riri kisses your palm before bottoming out with a final push in. Your spine feels like it'll break from how fast you arched it on impact, your wet clit pressing into the bottom of her white shirt and waist band of her boxers and you're already shaking against her.

Riri holds the ends of the back of your thighs, trying to be patient and wait for you to calm down but you whimpering in the crease of her neck was not helping, she swallows thickly, thinking of ways to try and prevent herself from slamming you down on her dick, "...lemme know when."

It takes a good minute for the pain to subside, for you to feel the familiar inkling of heat in the pit of your belly, waiting to blaze so, you swirl your hips a bit, the tip scraping the bottom of your cervix with each one and you desperately need more.

"Oh fuck!" you use Riris shoulders to lift yourself a few inches before plunging, your sap drenching her legs and creating a noticeable puddle on the fabric under the strap from how long you were warming her.

The girth of her faux brushing your walls almost teasingly from how horrible you were at fucking yourself, but with the way your thighs were starting to burn so easily, you wouldn’t be able to do finish on your own. You just needed a little bit of help.

"Please.." You whined into her, buzzing with ecstasy, messy thighs pathetically quivering as you opened yourself for her viewing pleasure, "I– just want you to fuck me, Riri.." she doesnt hear whatever else you managed to slur, too busy eying your pussy in awe of your pink slit just barely swallowing all 8 inches down to the base.

She quiets you with a sweeter more innocent kiss while pressing the button on the side to recline her seat, letting you rest while she takes care of it.

Riri grabs you by your waist, your head tucked as your shuddered breaths pricked the skin of her neck, steadily she ascends your lower half before bringing you back down with a wet slush, repeating her steps over again. Each gasp gets stuck in your throat as her dick stretches you out and stirs all the creaminess inside, making goosebumps rise on your skin with every thrust.

You whine louder, acrylics breaking through the sleek material of her shirt, nipping her skin as you felt the fire in your belly turn inflammatory, she was fucking you so good and you didnt want her to stop but the clenching was inevitable, halting her strokes in their place with each one.

Riri reluctantly slows to a stop, she could feel your ass jiggling but now she wanted to see it all for herself. Your eyes dart open immediately after, and you're frowning down at her because you were so close.

"Turn around, I wanna see sum."

Riri holds your thighs and the base of the strap so she can pull out smoothly. They slide up to your waist when you sat down with your back to her chest and you could feel her pebbled nipples against your skin.

She bites down harshly on her bottom lip as she enters you again, your crying and panting as she sunk deeper but she knew you'd get off better this way.

"Yeah, i know..." she coos sincerely trying to soothe your nerves, "...but you gotta take all of it f'me." she holds you down with her free hand as she effortlessly grazed that soft spot once again, grinding into you at an unsteady rhythm.

Riri pushes your back in and your back forms a perfectly sharp arch, she grabs handfulls of the flesh in one hand before smacking down on the other. The pained yelp you let out contrasted drastically to the gush of juices you leaked over her dick and already messy boxers. She does it again, switching sides and kneading the sore skin of the one that got spanked then spreading to see the aftermath.

Riri groans at the sight of clear strings creating ill shaped webs dripping at both holes. Boldly, she releases your ass and presses her thumb into the crease, going all the way down, lubricating the pad before pressing into your button. You whimper at her curious prodding & rubbing but never once did you tell her to stop.

Your head lowers in shame from how much you were enjoying this as you gave her a better angle to fuck you from, just shutting your eyes as you let her have her way with you.

Riri bounces you on her lap a few times, the sound of your pussy turning her on even more, "You're real dirty, baby." She mocks while removing her thumb, drawing her arms around your waist and forcefully bringing you back to her chest, her faux shifting inside of you.

She moves down your mound, brushing over the tip of your clit before thrumming harder, playing with the silky bud. You squeak & squirm, reaching down to try and stop her but all she does is thrust her hips up in response.

Everything was starting to move too fast for you as she swirled all 4 of her fingers over your sensitive nub, her hips working into you at the same time and all you could do was pathetically wait for it to come crashing down.

"God—ah! 'gonna make me cum!" you wail pitifully and it really is pathetic how quick it was but you truly couldnt help it.

"Uh-huh..." She hums, her grip becoming harsh as she pulls on you with so much vigor your ass starts to clap against her bare thighs. Riri bites her bottom lip as she fucks you harder, your pussy squelching endlessly just for her, "Go 'head then baby, dont make me wait for it." You nearly go cross-eyed at her accent, sloppily grinding your clit into her gungy palm for more stimulation as she brings you over the edge with a final roll of her hips.

Your whole body spasms as you cry out her name, Riri watches in amazement, her hands gripping on your hips and leaving deep dents in their wake as you whine and pant and tremble ontop of her.

"Breathe, mama." she encouraged before she kissed behind your ear. Riri continues to pump you sloppily, helping you through the overstimulation since your thighs were still trembling and you weren't forming coherent sentences. Just biting down on your already swollen lips as a desperate attempt to hide the taboo eruption, clinging onto her for dear life and Riris buzzing under you. She wants to fuck you again. Have your short acrylics scratching up her back, neck and thighs but she knows it’s not a good idea. Especially since you’d definitely miss your curfew for the umpteenth time.

She's gauging your every move before she takes a chance and leans in, grazing her teeth at the bottom of your neck to prep for the fresh row of hickies even when she knows she shouldn’t be leaving evidence muttering, “You did so good f’me.” After each one and she prays it distracts you enough for her to effectively slide her wet piece out.

was kinda scared to post this one butttt, imma thug it out for my riri girlies ‹𝟹🥲

🔖: @sapphicbarbz @shurislover @s0lam33y (special thanks to @lppriceisright for proof-reading some of this for me!!)

[wweird-girl]

pepsicola fanfic attempt

THE FUNFAIR

chapter 1

A young man stands in his bedroom,the same young man who doesn’t have time for this! today he’s going to to a carnival with his best friend,what could go wrong? nothing! nothing can because its just you two,just enjoy it.

(johns pov)

Well before anything i need to choose an outfit but it needs to be one id want to wear, ah my ghostbusters t-shirt,its PERFECT,well ill probably just wear my regular shorts with it

*after he changed*

There we go, ill pester dave to see what hes up to and when hes coming to my house to pick me up.

- ectoBiologist [EB] began pestering turntechGodhead [TG]

EB: hey dave

EB: i just picked out my outfit

EB: its PERFECT

EB: well tell me when your coming over to mine

EB: see you then dave!

- ectoBiologist [EB] ceased pestering turntechGodhead [TG]

i wonder what hes up to? probably getting changed or something,well to pass time i’ll probably just watch sympathy for the devil with nic cage himself as the main role!

(daves pov)

I just woke up to see egdurps messages,oh crap the fair was today wasnt it! i completely forgot

- turntechGodhead [TG] began pestering ectoBiologist [EB]

TG: sup john

TG: sorry i forgot about the fair

TG: eh you probably dont mind

TG: all forgiving like jesus christ himself

TG: john you are jesus christ

TG: fuck

TG: nah your not that holy and cool

TG: holy fuck im jesus christ

TG: all holy up in here and shit

TG: chillin with the holy spirit right now

TG: fuck where am i going with this

TG: ill be round in like 15 minutes or somethin

- turntechGodhead [TG] ceased pestering ectoBiologist [EB]

Well guess i gotta pick something to wear then, i dont want it to be something all scruffy and stuff i want it to prove im an absolute coolkid, or maybe… nah what am i thinking, trying to pick something to impress john? thats gay as shit, i’ll probably just wear my normal outfit again though *after changing* Looks like i gotta go get john now then.

(johns pov)

*//small message but there 15 right now and the nic cage movie just ended//*

Well that film is just so good! seriously, how could anyone hate nic cage! *knock knock* i jump up straight from the couch and dive straight at the door, “hey dave!”

“sup john”

“come on lets go” i say excitedly, i notice something off about daves tone though it alot more…relaxed? its probably just some stupid thing i look too deep into, whatever!

In the car we mostly sit in silence, it was really awkward “so dave”

“hm?”

“you uh got any money?”

“yeah” he didnt really seem up for conversations and if he was he isnt really good at showing it,i dont care though.

(daves pov)

Well this is awkward, im in the car with my bro driving, guess i cant really say much to john, atleast not what i wanted to but i guess that could wait. I turn to john but he was just looking out the window,i try to reach for his hand to break the awkwardness but then he grabbed the window and stuck his head out it like a dog! Hes such an idiot sometimes, i look back to see bro looking at me through the mirror, oh crap did he see that? that would be hella embarassing if he did.

(at the fair in johns pov again)

Woah, this looks awsome! “thanks for the ride daves bro” i said waving at him, “so dave what should we do first?” “uh up to you, i dont really mind that much”

yesssss i grab his wrist but he snatched it back “uh can you not pull my wrist like that”

“ huh? oh sorry”

so i grab his hand but he said nothing, “hey dave wanna go on the rollercoaster? it looks fun!”

“huh, oh yeah uh sure” what up with him today? i turn round to look at him and…was he, blushing?

“hey dave you look a bit red hehe” “wait do i?” he said grabbing his phone out his pocket but he still grabbed my hand.

(daves pov)

I look in my camera to see my face was a bit pink but, how could john see it? i hardly can? kinda ironic the guy with bad vision sees something better than me, anyways i dont really want to tell john ive always sort of had a slight fear of rollercoasters, he’ll think of me as some kind of wuss,guess i kind of have to then dont i? Great maybe john might help get over the fear? no that sounds stupid “hey dave you okay? if you dont want to ride it we dont have to”

“hell no lets do it” i say trying to put more confidence in my tone than i really have. When we got over to the queue i realise the past people are coming back down now and me and john were the next people to get on (i think). The rollercoaster finally got down again and people came off it looking sick,john pulled me onto the rollercoaster and we sat at the front i unknowingly grabbed his hand tighter as it got closer to moving.

(johns pov)

I felt an odd numbing pain in my hand on to see dave grabbing it “uh dave you okay? your grabbing my hand pretty tight”

“huh? oh yeah sorry”

“are you…scared? its okay if you are” “no”

“you sure your not?”

“im not” he seemed to get kind of defensive when i brought it up so i thought to just leave it. As the ride started moving dave grabbed my hand tight again but i dont think making a comment is necessary this time.” hey dave look were about to get to the HUGE drop” but he just mumbled something to himself “YEAAAHHHHHHHHHH” i yelled as we dropped from around 50 feet in the air! “hey dave wasnt that great?”

“yeah…”

i held his hand and helped him off “oh fuck john im gonna be si-“ he said running behind a bush “holy sh- dave are you okay?” he was throwing up like hell “uh its okay”

“its fine, im good john dont worry”.

oh thank god hes okay, “you good enough to go get some cotton candy?” “yeah”

“lets go then!” i say holding his hand again leading him to the cotton candy stool.

chapter 2.

(daves pov)

Well great i just threw up infront of my best friend, fucking perfect,exactly what i needed to make this so much better but…he doesnt care! why do i worry about this stuff so much! its not like i- i just need to calm the hell down im sure cotton candy might help that. When we got there john ordered 2 cotton candies but they only had one left they could make because they ran out of that power stuff to make it, “uh dave is sharing ok?”

“i guess” the worker said he could make more but we might need to wait like 10 minutes but its really not worth the wait so me and john find a bench to sit on, we share the cotton candy but it was quite hard and he kept accidentally eating parts i bit, gross! But is this the closest thing ill get to…kissing him? no what the hell why would anyone even *think* of that!

(johns pov)

Holy hell this cotton candy tastes SO GOOD and it looks like dave is enjoying “hey dave”

“hm?”

“isnt this so good?!”

“yeah it help get rid of the sickness taste”

“ewwww i forgot you were sick”

“hehe” eugh gross, i wonder if this is closest thing ill get to kissing him? what.”Well dave”

“yeah?”

“i dont think i can eat anymore you can have the rest” i smiled at him “oh uh thanks”

“no problem”

“woahhh dave wanna go on that ride next?”

“the ferris wheel?”

“yeah!”

“those things take ages but if you want to”

“come on lets go", i say grabbing his hand trying to beat the families to the line “oh dammit looks like we’ll have to share those little seat things” but dave said nothing “dave?” he was zoned out,”hehe” i took a picture of him “hehe! heh”

“wait what?”

“gotcha!” i showed him the picture while laughing to myself, looks like we can get on “come on dave” i say grabbing his hand.

(daves pov)

Whats up with john? why does he always grab my hand like i cant get up myself? but i guess i cant act like i hate it to much, oh thank fuck we dont have to share with anyone else “hey john” “hm?”

“wanna get chilli dogs after this?” “yeah!”

“i can pay for both”

“aww thanks dave”, i gave him a thumbs up. “Uh dave?”

“huh yeah”

“you was staring at me” fuck.

“oh sorry”

“its okay hehe”, a few minutes past in silence and john was sticking his head out the window again, i tried breaking the silence by holding his hand “he-“ he said turning round “uh okay”, he said turning back out to look out the window. “Dave dave look”

“hm?”

john pointed at something in the distance but i could really see it

“whats that?”

“my *house*!”

“oh yeah”

“hey talking of your house do you mind if i stayed the night?”

“like a sleepover?”

“uh yeah i guess so”

“then yeah sure” he said smiling at me.

(johns pov)

Yayyy im having a sleepover with dave now then! “awh dammit dave we need to get off... dave?, dave!”

“huh”

“did you fall asleep?”

“maybe”

“seriously?” he just sarcastically shrugged,

i grabbed his hand helping him off

“so lets get chilli dogs now”

“ok”

“lets race”

“hella yeah”

we race to the chilli dog stand i take lead but then dave’s catches up and all of a sudden BAM hes in front now wait wait waitwaitwait

“oh COME ON”

“beat’cha there”

i just frowned at him and then i went over to the chilli worker (hehe)

“hello can i get uh 2 chilli dogs?”

“uh yeah sure” he said handing me 2 boiling hot chilli dogs

“ok your total is uhh $8.00"

8 DOLLARS?!?!

“um yeah sure here”, i said giving him my last 8$

“heres your dave” i say handing him his chilli dog

“thanks” i just smiled, i wonder what were gonna go on nex- …dave put his arm around me, aww

“hey dave”

“hm yeah?”

“what do you wanna do next, im kind of tired”

“thats fine we can ask your dad to pick us up”

“you sure?”

i checked the time and 6 hours had already passed and it was 18:00 already!

“im sure i mean whats the fun if your just gonna fall asleep?”

“oh yeah good point”.

(Dave’s pov)

*//small note it took around 1 hour to get there and the queues took a while but that would’ve been boring to read about//*

When egdurp left i just sat on the bench, thinking about our sleepover… *yawn* guess im kinda tired as well… this is too awkward man, whens- oh he’s coming back

“so whens he coming here?”

“he should be here in around 5 minutes”

“damn thats quick”

“heh yeah”

… after a bit of silence with no hesitation did i grab his hand

“uh dave?”

i put my arm on his shoulder and leaned in to kiss him and so did he but “hey john this your little friend?”

“oh uh yeah”

“um come on dave”, he said pulling my hand rushing to the car. well fuck that was embarrassing the thing i least wanted was for him specifically to walk in right then but, im sure he didn’t see otherwise he probably would’ve said so. Another boring car journey in absolute silence, its like fuckin reading time or something,i look out the window only to see trees and cars, i look out johns window and of course he gets a view of the sunset so i just looked out his window for a bit or like, the rest of the journey.

(narrator)

both of them thank father egbert and step inside.

(johns pov)

As i go inside my house i start to take my shoes off

“uh dave your allowed to take your shoes off”

“huh oh yeah right”

“you boys have fun ill be cooking in the kitchen if you need me”

“okay”

wait a minute “uh dave i was gonna get my nails painted”

“pff thats gay”

“hey!”

“its fine i can do it for you”

“really?”

“yeah sure”

i ran upstairs and lead dave into my room

“hold on i know i have it in here somewhere”

“aha there it is!”, i said handing the bottle to strider

“give me your hand”

i gave him my hand…

“hey dave”

“yeah”

“you know i could’ve just went to the nail salon”

“yeah”

“but you offered to do it for me”

“yeah, im just chill like that”

“ did you just offer because its an excuse to hold my hand?”

“what? no?!”

“reeeally?”

“no”

“for real?”

“…maybe…”

“ha! haha! that gay”

“shut up” hehe its funny to mess with that guy hehe, but anyways as he painted my nails i started to fall asleep “john...john wake up” i heard dave whisper in my ear “huh?”

“they’re done”

“woahh, i love them! thanks dave” i said hugging him but i knocked him over

“hehe gotcha”

“homosexual”

“hey!” i say whilst getting off him

“so uh dave”

“yeah?”

“you wouldnt mind if i…went to sleep now would you?”

“nah its chill”

“uh you can sleep in my bed tonight if you want?”

“oh thanks egdurp”.

(daves pov)

After john went to sleep i got into bed next to him and just went on my phone for a bit “yo john you still awake?” “yeah i cant sleep” he said sitting up “yeah thats fair”

“also sorry about earlier”

“huh?”

“when my dad came in”

“oh that’s fine”

“do you want to uh” i knew what he was trying to say, i put my arm around him and [SMOOCH]

the end

(THANKS FOR READIN AND SORRY FOR MISCHARACTERISATION :33)

[miniaturem00n]

First (Jake seresin x reader)

summary: after moving in with your sister, you start working as a waitress, where you met a charming guy,who will turn your life into a mess

TW:Abusive household mentions, Toxic parents, Self-Harm

The door opened,you met the gaze of your baby sister, the one that used to be so little

"Miriam!" You hugged her tightly, softlt closing your eyes "And my nephews??" She took your wrist and closed the door, guiding you to two cribs

"They are so beautiful" you watched them sleep peacefully "Ok,so, ill put my stuff on the room,and then i will leave, I talked to Sarah,the girl I went to highschool with,and yes,she knows where they need a waitress,so, wish me luck darling" you patted her on the head,she looked restless,tired and done,so you had to help somehow

Walking there was boring, everyone dressed the same 3 colors, brown deep green and if youre lucky white, you supposed it was because of the navy presence and impact on the town, you opened the door to the restaurant,your friend from highschool ,Sarah, was there "Finally youre here, go talk to the boss, i already told her you need a job, and she said you were in but you had to talk to her first" she patted your back and told you were she was

She was around 33-38, you looked up at her "Im going to be honest with you, i dont pay too much, the work is a lot, nightshifts are hard, and youre probably going to be very tired" she looked down at you,one hand on her hip, you gulped and breathed softly, in order to not disturb her "Why do you tell me all of this stuff?"

"We dont have alot of staff, it was a little warning, the girl on the bar,her name is michelle, she will give you the key so you can grab your uniform" she made you sign one paper and bam! Off to work, things were going so fast, you didnt liked that,you prefered a low and quiet lifestyle,so this wasnt for you clearly, you rubbed your eyes and walked to the bar,she was standing there,Blonde, Blue eyes, such a beautiful woman,she offered you a kind and warm smile, you smiled back "Hi..are you Michelle?" She nodded "I guess you already talked to the boss,dont worry, the key is on my coat,its black and long it should be on the back of the kitchen" you nodded and walked slowly, since it was the early morning,just a few people were there, guys from the navy mostly, you tied your hair, and searchdd throught the small building,after the kitchen,there was a door that said "Employees only" you opened the door and got in, lockers and lockers were, you spotted coats hanging on the wall,searching throught the pockets, you finally found the key, when you got your uniform,it wasnt your size, it was short for you, so you guessed you could fix it later,you putted it on, and ran to help,taking orders from table to table, you were trying your best,the uniform was awkward,you stopped on a table,a navy guy, blonde and handsome

"What- What can I get for you?" You said, looking away from him, he smirked "Why arent you looking at me "Hu? Im looking at you" you tried to avoid him, but he was kinda infatuated with you, you gulped "What can i get for you?" You repeated louder, he shook his head "Not until you look at me" you groaned and walked away "Sarah can you attend the navy guy? He makes me nervous" she giggled and looked at you in a cheeky way "He's my ex" you nodded and hummed "Oh, ok" you looked at Michelle,she just shook her head, you groaned "Im not doing it he be starving!" You walked to another table, and took the girls order, delivering it to the kitchen it was 9:00 am now,it was full to the rim, you sighed and kept working, your legs getting more tired, your shift ended at 4:00 pm, You sat down on a table,it wasnt as full as it was before "Im so tired" you said, closing your eyes softly

he sat infront of you,the same guy from earlier "Hi" you opened your eyes startled "Hi?" Gaze was on him, looking at him confused "Why are you here?"

"The table was empty"

"Im here it wasnt" you stood up, he followed after you "Why do you not like me?" You shrugged "I dont find you endearing" he scoffed "not even a bit?"

"Not even a bit!!" You smiled and kept walking, you made your way back home

"Im home!" You opened the door,your sister asleep on the couch, making you way to the cribs, you craddled both of them to your chest "Lets let mommy take a break" you hummed a soft lullaby to them,when they fell asleep,they were placed back on the cribs

The path to the bedroom was long,since the house was old,your father used to own it, every step you took was like a dagger to your heart, every time he punched you, everytime he mistreated you, it was all coming back in this place, like a fever, like a burning pain

When he died,you thought it was over, so your mom and your sister moved far away from there, Miriam came back for the house, and married a pilot, you on the other hand, got stuck, on a trance,not quite knowing what to do with your life

now,you were back where it all started, on your old bedroom, it was not the same,some stuff was not longer there,the bed was dirty,but you were too tired to care, you threw yourself into bed, and since that day a routine started

Every monday your shift was from 6:00 am to 3:00 pm

On tuesdays and thursdays it was from 7:30 am to 5:00 pm

On wednesdays fridays and sundays it was from 8:00 am to 6:00 pm

The only constant everyday was him, he always asked for you,not matter the weather, he was always waiting for you, it was creepy, a little bit cute,but mostly creepy

"Are you never gonna give up?" You said walking to his table,he smirked "No not yet" giggling under your breath as a response "Hows your sister?" You shrugged "She's ok, a little sad, and very tired" he nodded and made space for you on his table, you sat down without a doubt "Im tired too" you layed you head on his shoulder "I need a long loong break" he ran his fingers throught your hair, you had known eachother for such a short time,around 6 months,but you felt so comfortable around him, like you belonged near him "I'm just overwhelmed you know? But I need the money and well,this is my best option, my sister needs me.." he smiled at you softly,in a comforting way "Its gonna be ok, youre a hard worker,and you can take this"

Friends do this all the time, thats what you were trynna say to yourself, but you couldnt deny there was a little spark on you heart for him, there was a big fire for him, but no, you couldnt,not now, as soon as you saw Sarah walk by, You stood up and fixed your hair

"Anyways your usual- usual order?" You said smiling, he nodded,a little more serious than before

You had never felt this way before, aleays focused always strong,thats who you were, not a very vulnerable girl to be honest, you were nervous, liking him was going to make you a bitch who likes her friend's ex's? You didnt wanted to be ungrateful to the person who helped you get a job and helped your family,so all you could do was push your attraction to the bottom of your heart

When your shift ended,you were sitting next to the lockers "Are you ok?" Sarah asked to you, gathering your courage and taking a big gulp was your action, you had to ask "Yes..but..can i ask you something?" She nodded looking into your eyes "You and jake...was it like...very serious?" She sighed and sat next to you "Well, I thought so, but we never formalized, it was dates, some nights together, but, i guess we werent ready for the next step.." she nudged your arm "You like him right?" You nodded,you werent going to lie "But I wouldnt do that to you, so i wont act" she laughed "Shoot your shot, if he rejects you its ok, if he doesnt then its good,dont think im gonna be mad or jealous" she hugged your side "Its ok" you shook your head "Nah, I dont even like him that much"

You took your coat and your umbrella,since it was very rainy outside, walking with heel on the flooded streets was hard, your umbrella was broken and it wouldnt open,al you had was your coat, shivering and cold under the cruel weather, soaked

until a car stopped next to you, the window rolling down to reveal Jake, You sighed in relief "Need a ride princess?" You smiled and opened the passanger door "I adore you" you said playfully "I know"

"It was sunny when i entered my shift,and my stupid umbrella wouldnt open, so now im soaked!, Miriam is probably worried" he placed his hand on yours "Dont worry, you can stay with me tonight" you squinted your eyes "Nice try" he rolled his eyes "I promise i wont make a move on you"

"Promise?" You held your pinky out "Promised" he locked his pinky with you "As soon as the rain stops ill take you home to Miriam" you nodded, and when he parked on his place you followed him inside "Wow, you dont clean do you?" Giggling was your response to the mess, walking in and taking your heels off, he carried you like a princess

"What do you think youre doing?" You said with a big smile on your face "Well I dont want you to stain my floor"

"You cant stain with water"

"Just making sure darling" you laughed and wrapped your arms around his neck "Good slave" he feigned offense "Slave? Slave?!" You nodded, he threw you to bed and started annoying you "Im not your slave, slaves arent nice"

"SH! Dont talk to royalty like that" You laughed and layed on his chest "Well,that i cant deny princess" his face got closer to you, your knee touching his, so intimate, so close

"I'm-I'm still soaked are you gonna give me clothes?" He pulled away and stood up,handing you his pants and his shirt "Here, use this"

"Wow, im surprised you dont have girls clothes" he tilted his head softly "Why?" You shrugged, being dramatically jealous "Since youre always with girls i thought that, you had sooo manyy clothes" he rolled his eyes and pinned you to bed again "Not since I met you"

"No?, Promise?" You held out your pinky again, he locked it with his "Promise" you smiled to each other "I have to calm Miriam to check on her" you tried to sit up but he pulled you back "Not right now.." he said hiding his face on your neck "Five minutes"

You smelled his hair, something about him was so comforting to you, but..a part of you felt like you hadnt won it, like you didnt deserve it, he placed his hands under the shirt,feeling your body, tracing it, he found the scars on your side and changed sides to be able to see them "What happened here?" You shrugged,not a memory you were a fan of "I was young" he nodded, not wanting to push you too far, he kissed the scars,softly, lovingly, and it was your breaking point, you stood up and backed up from him "Was it too much? Im sorry, im sorry" you shook your head "Please, dont..dont do this to me, dont be..dont be something I dont deserve"

He couldnt understand what you meant he stood up aswell and got near you, your eyes getting watery "Im not.. not enough for you jake" he laughed

"You are enough, more than enough, I understand if you need more time, i can wait, but I need you to understand that i want you, I need you" you didnt hold back anymore and cried "I hate you, do you know that?" You said smiling and cupping his face, softly bring your lips together, in a cute and loving slow kiss, you wrapped your arms on his neck and dropped to bed

The next morning, you were laying on his chest, both of you underneath the sheets, he was deep in sleep, but, you didnt wanted to leave, just to stay for a bit, you shifted to look at his face, tracing his features with the tip of your fingers he woke up with a groan and wrapped his arms on your waist "Why so moody Jake? Was i too good for you?" You said in a soft spoken voice, he chuckled and bit your shoulder softly, making you whine "Ouch, what was that for?"

"Just to wake you up,princess" You frowned "Jerk" he kissed your cheek "Say whatever, you know you love me"

"I love you" you said softly, he took a pause, looking up at you "I love you too"

"Promise?" You held your pinky out "Promise" he locked it with his, kissing your lips

Notes:I hope you guys enjoyed! I had some trouble with language since my mother tongue is spanish, but i think i did pretty well

[my-castles-crumbling]

I AM SO SORRY FOR BOTHERING YOU WITH THIS, I JUST DIDNT HAVE ANYONE ELSE, LITERALLY NO ONE TO ASK ABOUT THIS IF YOU DONT WANNA REPLY THAT'S ALRIGHT TOO, AGAIN I AM SO SORRY FOR BOTHERING YOU WITH THIS

How do I really really really make sure I love her?

Cause I've been a tomboy all my childhood and maybe I just have eyes and appreciate beauty?

Maybe we have gone so far in this almost-a-relationship-but-not-because-of-religion, that I think I really love her?

Or did I really fall for her over the time we've talked and held hands in class or when she had her hand on my thigh, all secretly ofcourse.

Or is it just because we are both 14 year olds, who have been to a girls school all our life, we flirted and messaged each other all night, cause of hormones?

Or did I just love her a lot because marauders and other fanfictions have taught me how to love and I did what they taught me ?

A couple months back I had questions whether I really loved her, and that if we were actually allowed to date we would only probably last a year before breaking up.

But then I ignored those doubts cause I really didn't wanna stop whatever we had.

And then I just simped (like really really hard simping) for her more and more and more and she flirted back sometimes but mostly not (especially as of recently) cause she ALWAYS has been the best at controlling herself more than me.

Yesterday we were having talks about like lessening my simping issues and remembering that we are friends before yesn'ts (it's a term we use after I asked her if she was my gf and she said yesn't)(AND I ALWAYS FORGET THAT WE CAN NEVER EVER BE GFS AND HAVE TO BE YESN'TS FOR NOW AND EVENTUALLY JUST FRIENDS AGAIN)

And in the conversation I slipped in that I loved her 90% (I meant true true true love, no doubts, not just hormones and I believe it but I'm still not sure so that's why I am asking you)

And later in the conversation I asked her how much in percentage she loved me and she had to be fully honest.

This is her message copy pasted

it's 78% lust I believe, just because we both know what goes down in make-out and what nit makes it very endearing

Then 22% is seeing you as a silly girlfriend

Someone I'd come home to, someone who would make my days surely alot more lively, a kind, sweet soul. A creative madman mastermimd

She didn't mean the silly, she meant lovely, beuatifull kind gf

But I didn't think she understood my question so after some talking she said

57% is like you guys might work out for a year or a bit more but things are only gonna go downhill from there

My first thought was, this is what I used to think, my 2nd thought was, WOULDN'T MY 90% BE ENOUGH FOR BOTH OF US?? Of course I didn't say this cause it didn't really fit the mood of the conversation and I knew I needed a reason to stop this and just be only friends cause we had to do that at one point.

She HAS ALWAYS SAID I WILL LOOK BACK WHEN IM OLDER AND CRINGE OR BE EMBARRASSED OR REGRET ACTING THIS DOWN BAD FOR HER

Which I very much disagree with.

So, how do I make sure I really really love her, without asking her anything?

I have gotten goosebumps from looking at pics she has sent or some of our messages (that could be just hormones) , before, I had been going through a slight 'depressive' week where I just had been down for the week and crying and talking with her (through snap) helped A LOT LIKE A LOT and I was all better (I think I would have talked with her if we weren't yesn'ts too)

Okay so. Wow.

You both are waaaay overthinking this which is funny because normally teenagers way underthink, so I guess it's good in one sense.

So I need you to think about two questions:

If nothing was to affect your decision (no outside forces, nobody else's emotions, nothing) what do you want with her? Because I can't decide that, you have to figure that out. I'm not asking you how you feel, I'm asking what you WANT.

Is it safe/feasible to tell her that's what you want? (I know you mentioned religion, hinted at some people not being very accepting. Is this a danger? Are your fears legitimate or are you making up scenarios in your head that only might play out?)

Just...what do you want, is it safe to see if she wants the same? You don't need to know exactly what your feelings are or if you'll get married in ten years. You DO need to know what you want, what she wants, and if it's safe (both emotionally and physically) to seek those things out.

Wishing you luck!

[itsthesaltshack]

i need to gush about li xiao stuff or else

i love the like divergence you know?

when you first look at him you feel power from him from not only the pose but the attire and all. it all looks etheral

li xiao gives off an appearence of being untouchable but really hes hanging on by a thread.

you would think he has everything together, with how he holds himself. he fits in perfectly as someone else born into the highlife of tangton. the aspects feel practiced because since hes only adopted into the upperclass. of course he has to mimic the air of old money

OH YEAH its really cool how its practical too since based on limited info + tu he seems to be pretty hands on with his job and likely needs to move around alot so it makes sense for it to not only be fancy looking but also good for a fight. the sword also makes it clear he is willing and ready to fight which also ties into backstory stuff that would bleed into him

and! the sword based on someone i know who went clicking it looks like an anti cavalry sword used in the past by the chinese

i said it in a previous post but its actually this

its a changdao for anyone who didnt click

theres implications of him using it to go after bigger targets like maybe...

miramon

or espers.

plays into himnot being on top no matter what, politically or literally.

always the middle man , never anything more. only anything less. his outfit being not too extravagant like say councilor li in the new event shows this too. there's no billowing cape, no random cane , just his sword at his waist if he needs it. while li xiao is valued , hes just not ever valued more than others who have more inate power given to them

i love how hes in all white to symbolise purity of sorts. because thats how he attempts to come off as.

then theres the extra colours that act as a contrast to compliment the rest of his colourscheme otherwise the white is overwhelming.

the strips of black mar him+ the black in the shoes , it represents sins he cant be washed clean of because of what he undoubtedly commited and hes aware of that.

in certain symbolism black represents solemnity + its used as a representation of yin

whats extra cool is yun chuan wearing mostly black with stripes of white and li xiao in mostly white with strips of black. the yin yang symbolism there with the paths they ended going down is an inversion of their designs.

another thing is that using black in a certain way like copywrriting could conotate things like corruption and greed, things li xiao definately ended up bending to in a way

i also really like the red that could either be seen as xiao simply matching with the rest of the radiant guard or as a represenation of the blood on his hands indirectly from the false alarm or more directly with him allowing the experiments to take place. facliating their continuation

red in symbolism can actually be one of destruction or good fortune. honestly it fits with li xiao's life technically having good fortune since his talent was noticed by the li clan while also showing the self destruction that did him in

then theres my fav part which are his eyes which are either scarlet or reddish orange im not too sure but either way.

AIGHT also the bits of green in his belt might be a decoration but! just to put this down

green also has conatations with purity

intresting how alot of what goes into xiao's design attempts to potray purity + his actions (trying to atone/ fufil chuan's promise by unironically trying to change tangton for the better) but in the end that illusion is shattered in truth unveiled.

Ngl I think it's the themes of attempted purity in li xiao that endears me to him alot because I feel chronic guilt in a way it's very therapeutic to talk about him

Because I like unpacking what an extreme he is and his actions.

There's a very clear tragedy there in that he could have just been a plain good person albeit forgettable

The hook of the story of truth unveiled to me personally is while also highlighting the justice system and different ways of dealing with it there's also that other side where even if you wanted to gain powers to cut it at the nip you just can't if you aren't born into it

Maybe I'm just a bleeding heart for clinging to the tragedy of it all instead of moving on as the games themes encourage but it's always nagging at me

[raveneira]

Hey , I like the way you explain the manga. But a question is if sumire and boruto become the endgame how will ikimoto write that and the way the story currently is developing is actually a bit confusing to follow up like what is sumires role and more importantly what is he gonna do with sarada character and mitsuki.

Its really hard to say without getting to see the boys povs on things, but just going off of what we have right now, how BoruSumi happens is gonna mainly require Sumire being more bold about her feelings.

Right now Sumire is able to admit her feelings to others, she felt comfortable to open up to Sarada because thats her friend, and she felt alright letting Kawaki know since he already figured it out.

But when it comes to Boruto she understandably is nervous to tell him, which isnt a bad thing, but the problem is she doesnt take any initiative to express her feelings in a meaningful way.

Think of it like rather than Boruto putting her in the friendzone, Sumire is putting herself there from her insecurity, shes too shy to tell Boruto how she feels and probably is worried he wont like her back, or maybe she fears messing up their friendship if she bes more aggressive and he doesnt feel the same so she plays it safe to not make things awkward.

Whatever the case may be, by fearing rejection shes not making any meaningful moves, shes afraid he doesnt feel the same but she isnt taking any initiative to find out HOW he feels.

Think of it like how Naruto transformed into Sasuke to find out how Sakura feels about him.

Im not saying Sumire should do something this extreme, what Im saying is Sumire is wasting time being nervous about her feelings and how Boruto feels for her when she should be trying to figure out HOW he feels first instead of making assumptions or playing it safe by staying in the friendzone.

The problem with Sumire is that she only ruled Sarada out, she asked Sarada how she felt but never asked Boruto how he felt about her, and Im sure that plays a big hand into her insecurity, since she knows how Sarada feels about him but not how Boruto feels towards her.

Lets compare this to Sakura, Naruto, and Hinata, its true Naruto liked Sakura but Hinata knew Sakura didnt like him back, so that gave her a sense of security that even if Naruto likes her he'd have to move on eventually since she loves someone else

Sumire doesnt have that same security, and its her own fault for not asking, which wouldnt have been weird because look at how many ppl ask Sarada if she likes Boruto? so many ppl in her friend group have no issue asking Sarada that over and over, so why would it be weird for Boruto to be asked the same question? atleast then Sumire would have the reassurance that she has a chance with him if he said the same thing as Sarada which is he has no interest in her like that

But as I said, its not Boruto keeping Sumire in the friendzone, but Sumire herself, she refuses to take meaningful steps to winning his heart or figuring out how he feels.

I'll use Hinata for example, she was shy and timid like Sumire is about her feelings, too nervous to tell Naruto how she felt and also wasnt bold like Sakura in regards to her feelings, which is why she went mostly unnoticed by him alot of the time.

So what happened? Hinata kept working on her confidence and began being bolder and bolder about her feelings and eventually even had the courage to tell him her feelings.

It wasnt until Hinata started taking more initiative and making meaningful moves that Naruto noticed her, when she put herself out there and gave her all for him, supported him, made herself KNOWN to him that Naruto took notice and was impacted.

Sumire however hasnt done that yet, she keeps playing it safe and keeping herself in the friendzone, shes not putting herself out there for him in meaningful ways that he actually SEES and KNOWS its from her, he doesnt notice her because she doesnt make herself known to him.

Thats not to say Boruto doesnt care or like Sumire, thats not what I mean, what Im saying is that how is Boruto supposed to take Sumire seriously if she isnt taking any initiative? Sarada doesnt like Boruto romantically but she still takes initiative, when Kawaki attacked she foolishly still jumped in to help him, when Boruto returned she ran to hug him without hesitation, for 3 years straight no matter how pointless its been shes been the loudest voice on his behalf trying to prove his innocence, she even dresses like him just to rebel against everyone thats turned against him.

Now we can talk about how stupid alot of that all is in context but thats a topic for another post, the point is Sarada is making herself known, shes making meaningful moves whether they are successful or not, Boruto is aware of how far shes going for him, how devoted she is, how much shes enduring and how much shes worried.

This is the problem with Sumire, its not that she isnt also making efforts for Boruto and making things happen, its that she isnt being acknowledged for any of them.

Boruto only tells Ada to thank Sarada for sending Sasuke his way, but has no idea that it was only because Sumire figured things out and snapped Sarada out of it

Boruto till this day has no idea that Sumire was the one who made that happen for him, he truly believes that it was Sarada who convinced Sasuke to go after him through her own willpower alone, he had no idea of Sumire's part in that at all and probably never will.

Boruto has no idea that Sumire knew the truth of what happened between him and Kawaki, he has no idea that Sumire has been grilling Amado about what hes doing because shes worried about him and Kawaki, he had no idea that Sumire also wasnt affected by Ada and on his side for who knows how long so the whole time he was thinking Sarada was his only ally, he has no idea that its Sumire who got Amado to talk and convince Shikamaru to Borutos side who had ignored Sarada for 3 years, and he has no idea that it is Sumire who understands how he feels the most and respects that despite being worried sick about him herself

Now let me be clear this isnt me saying Sumire NEVER takes any initiative, no, what Im saying is she doesnt take ENOUGH and she doesnt do it CONSISTENTLY

She does take initiative to ease the tension between Kawaki and Boruto and also lets him know shes glad hes ok, she takes the initiative again to ease the tension between Sarada and Boruto and tells Boruto that shes glad to see him, finally she takes initiative in caring for Boruto while hes down and asking Hima to come heal him too.

All of these moments are fine Im not saying they arent, but they are far too few and far between.

Also notice how when Sumire takes initiative, Boruto notices? when she breaks the tension between him and Kawaki, Boruto is happy to see her and apologizes for making her worry

When Sumire breaks the tension between him and Sarada, Boruto loosens up and says hes glad to see her too, and that hes glad she and Sarada are ok.

Lastly this may not seem like much, but also when she took care of his sister like he requested.

Boruto wanted Konohamaru to take care of Himawari but he jumped in to help instead, meanwhile Sumire and Nishi took over looking after her, he didnt ask them to but they did and Im sure Boruto appreciated that for obvious reasons.

Sumire needs to do things like this more and more often, otherwise she'll keep going unnoticed even when shes actually contributing and being there for Boruto, if he doesnt SEE or KNOW its happening then its essentially just white noise, or in many cases so far, only credited to someone else cuz he doesnt know of her involvement.

Lemme put that into perspective, Boruto probably has no idea that Shikamaru being on his side now and STAYING on his side is all because Sumire kept asking questions until Amado finally admitted he knew whats up, nothing Sarada has said to him over these years has made any impact on Shikamaru, but once he heard it from AMADO is when he finally changed his mind, it had nothing to do with Sarada.

Now try and look at this from Borutos perspective, to his knowledge its only been Sarada fighting for him this whole time trying to prove his innocence, in his mind for however long he thought Sarada was the only one on his side, so in his mind Sarada has been the only one trying to convince ppl hes innocent, now apply that to Shikamaru suddenly changing his mind, from Borutos pov its probably because Saradas persistence finally paid off somehow, he has no idea that it was Sumire who got Amado talking that turned Shikamaru to his side.

And thats the biggest problem for her, unless she starting making herself and her efforts more known to him then shes gonna keep getting overshadowed and stay in the friendzone.

Its still just the beginning of the timeskip tho, and NH didnt have that many moments in part one either or part 2, but its what the meaning of the moments was that mattered. Sumire hasnt had her time to really put herself out there, but her pushing back against Sarada was a GREAT first step towards doing that, infact I'd say its a huge step forward that needed to be taken alot earlier but hey better late than never.

If Sumire is gonna start being bolder about her feelings for Boruto, she first has to start being honest about her feelings in general, she cant keep holding herself back and bottling up her emotions while her thoughts and feelings get stepped on, if shes gonna be bold with Boruto then she had to start with Sarada, her friend and obstacle to overcome.

Sumire has been silent for 3 years straight while Sarada has yapped and yapped and complained to her while Sumire just took it all in, supported her, didnt really make a fuss herself and just let Sarada vent to her.

Reread every chapter of the timeskip over, find a single panel of Sumire venting to Sarada, you wont because none existed until now which is why this moment is so crucial to Sumire's development and pursuit of Boruto.

Her telling Sarada off was the FIRST TIME Sumire finally vented about how SHE felt for once, she didnt let Sarada over talk her, didnt let Sarada have the last word, and didnt let her get away with her inconsideration of her and Boruto's feelings yet again

No Sumire finally got fed up and stood her ground, she finally stopped biting her tongue and just said what she felt, how she HAS felt for these entire 3 years but never had the nerve to say it till now.

You can say its petty that the hug is what tipped it over but that actually wasnt what set her over the edge, but it was Sarada, after seeing what just happened to Boruto, wants to go chasing after him carelessly with zero plan and zero consideration of how he feels.

THAT was the last straw for Sumire, not the hug itself, she had bottled that up like she did everything else, but it wasnt until Sarada was being so careless after Boruto just nearly almost DIED because of them is what pushed Sumire over the edge and rightfully so.

It wasnt just that Sarada was being careless, but for 3 years, intentionally or not, Sarada has been acting like shes the ONLY one whos been fighting for Boruto, supporting Boruto, the only one who deeply misses him, the only one relieved to see he was alive and wanting to hug him, worrying about him, wanting to help him more

Thats what Sumire got fed up with, because Sarada keeps acting like shes the only one fighting for Boruto while Sumire is treated essentially like a sidekick that has no feelings on the matter and only exists to support Sarada and be a sympathetic ear to listen to her complaints, which is why Sumire says this at the end when Sarada tries to stop her.

This was a powerful statement by Sumire because its true, they may not be childhood friends like her and Boruto, but Sumire has spent 3 years with Sarada going through this hell together, fighting for the same cause, only having eachother to rely on since everyone else is brainwashed.

So imagine how it feels that after 3 years of only having eachother by their side that Sarada is still calling Sumire 'class rep'

You can argue Boruto calls her the same thing but theres a very obvious difference, her and Boruto dont have the same type of relationship her and Sarada have, Sarada should be treating Sumire the way she treats Chocho, as a close friend, but she doesnt, instead she treats Sumire as just 'class rep'

Really think about the difference here, if Sumire was affected like everyone else Sarada would've been entirely ALONE throughout this entire thing, she wouldnt have a single person on her side, nobody to turn to, nobody to trust, no one to understand how she feels and what shes going through, she would've been totally and utterly alone.

So the fact that she had Sumire beside her through all of this, holding her together, picking her up when she was down, listening to her troubles, working with her to help clear Borutos name, supporting her through all of this should've been such a huge deal for her right?

Well unfortunately no it wasnt, Sumire was class rep when everyone got brainwashed and shes still class rep now, shes not her friend thats supported her and stood by her through all this and made the pain a little more bearable, nope shes just class rep, the loyal sidekick who quietly listens to her without pushback or input.

Now is that how I think Sarada actually feels about Sumire? of course not, but actions speak louder than words, and Sarada has conveyed nothing at all that would suggest she actually sees Sumire as anything more than a sidekick.

This is why Sumire pushing back on her like this is so important, because if she cant even get Sarada to notice her then how is she going to get Boruto to? she had to take this first step, stop letting Sarada walk all over her, stop letting herself be ignored, and most importantly SAY HOW SHE REALLY FEELS and not only let Sarada vent, Sumire needs to vent how she feels too, it shouldnt only be Sarada allowed to express herself whenever she wants, Sumire needs to be able to say what she feels too.

Im glad she put Sarada in her place because a crucial detail about their fight is how silent Sarada was the entire time

You can literally see how shocked Sarada is at Sumire finally speaking up for herself, like shes not used to Sumire actually expressing herself, shes used to Sumire just being a quiet sidekick that goes along with whatever she says, that Sumire is just an extension of her basically cuz whatever Sarada feels and wants to do has to be the same for Sumire right? since their on the same side? obviously no.

Just because her and Sarada are both on Borutos side does not mean their thoughts and feelings are the same, Sumire is very clear about her feelings for Boruto, shes deeply inlove with him, and its because of that love that despite her worry and care for him she KNOWS that if she acts on those feelings recklessly she will only be in his way and cause trouble for him, she understands way more than Sarada what a painful position hes in because she knows things Sarada doesnt, because unlike Sarada she actually bothered GETTING to know those details.

Anyway Sarada's silence was loud and clear, she wasnt quiet because she was hearing Sumire out and gonna respond after, no she was silent because everything she said was RIGHT. She didnt have any rebuttal because there wasnt one, and the sad part is that even though Sumire finally took the first step of speaking up for herself, she still apologized when in all honesty she shouldnt have.

Sumire didnt curse her out, didnt insult her, didnt blame her for anything that wasnt her fault etc, she did what any good friend would and SHOULD do, which is call them out when their being inconsiderate, let them know how you feel, because if you cant call your friends out and vent how you really feel then your not really friends to begin with.

Sometimes friends screw up and need to be called out so it can be brought to their attention and changed, thats why I dont feel like Sumire needed to apologize there, because what she said was more helpful than hurtful, atleast if Sarada paid attention to more than just the part about the hug but we'll just have to wait and see on that.

Anyway this is getting long so Ima leave it here.

If Sumire makes a habit of this then she'll start being noticed a whole lot more by Boruto, because the only way Sumire is gonna be seen and heard is if she MAKES herself seen and heard, nobodies going to do it for her, not even Sarada [unlike Sakura for Hinata] so Sumire has to rely on herself to get Borutos attention, and that will only happen by her being more proactive than she has been.

Im not saying she has to be like Sarada and Sakura were, like I said Hinata was shy and timid too, but she still managed to push past that and be more confident and proactive in her pursuit of him and thats what Sumire needs to do, she can still be shy, but still be confident and proactive.

She already has been, she just has to be more noticeable, otherwise its essentially meaningless if he doesnt even know she made it happen.

Once Sumire does that, then I see the ship making alot more progress.

[djarinova]

em, my beloved !! popping by for the ask game pretty please..

for mr levi, sunlight + ladybug ᰔ for mr din, mocha + dirty martini (sorry i'm so curious about the helmet HAHA)

oh ada you have no idea how much i adore you for sending these questions... and for levi AND din????? yeah i owe u my life <3 thank you for giving me this opportunity to talk about them

sunlight ৻ꪆ what does a perfect saturday morning look like for the two of you?

for me it would be a lie in to about 11am and late breakfast/early lunch of leftover takeaway (if we had gotten that for dinner on friday). for levi it would be a smaller lie in to about 9am and then popping to the bakery for fresh croissants or something similar for breakfast. and when we try to split the difference we usually end up waking up just before 10am, cuddling and talking in bed until 11am and then going out for lunch after we've showered together. tehehe

ladybug ৻ꪆ if they were to send a bouquet of flowers to your home, what kind of flowers would they send? and what would the notecard say?

he knows my favourite flowers are daisies, so he mostly gets me bouquets of those, or bouquets that have a few daisies in them. he also used to buy me bouquets of lavender before we got our cat! but he also knows that i adore white flowers, so theres often quite alot of those too. here's some pics tehe

i don't think the notecards would say too much, if he ever had to send flowers to my house then it would be because he was away for the weekend or on a trip or something so he'd just say: "i miss you, i love you" "see you soon my love" "for you, my love" or something like that tehehe

and for my beloved din <3

mocha ৻ꪆ what was your first kiss like?

oouuuuueeeee this is actually a very interesting question to answer. technically we have had two first kisses. the first was from before we were married and i was wearing a blindfold to ensure i didnt see his face—we had been courting for almost a year, and when i say courting i mean like... our feelings were known and we were being romantic and talking about us and going on dates and getting to know eachother, but there had never been any lip to lip kisses (bec i was still nervous to ask and i didnt want to push him). and one night we were talking in his bed, he was free of his armour except for the helmet and i could feel myself nodding off so i was getting ready to go back to my own bed (we did sometimes nap together but i always felt guilty that he had to sleep whilst wearing the helmet) and he asked me to stay, and yeaah.... he tied a blindfold around my head and we kissed and cuddled and fell asleep together:(

and the second first kiss was on our wedding day, when i got to look him in the eyes (yes i was crying) and cup his face and see him as i ran my thumb across his cheek and leant forward to kiss him. it was very surreal and odd to not have the feeling of something tied around my head while i was kissing him (and yes. sometimes we do still use the blindfold but that is by choice now, and not necessity teheh).

dirty martini ৻ꪆ what’s your sex life like? share whatever you’d like!

well...... since you asked so politely 🫣 we are a very very very extremely slow slow romance, in every sense of the word (i mean, our first kiss took a year so...) and so our sex life was extremely slow. it was kind of reminiscent of a young relationship or a first relationship (which for him, it was), it was all lingering glances and soft touches and nervous hands and hesitant kisses. once we have our first (blindfold) kiss things start to progress a little more, we open ourselves up to the world of touching eachother and the blindfold becomes a very regular thing for me to be wearing tehe. we do... almost everything:3 there's alot of groping and hand stuff and grinding against one another and on my part a lot of LISTENING to him (my ears are all i have). but we dont ever have p in v style sex until our wedding night, and it wasnt like we were saving it for marriage exactly, but i think we both agreed that we'd want to be able to look at eachother and be in the moment with eachother and so yeah.... our wedding night was a busy night <3

for this selfship ask game!! feel free to send me some more <3

[westerburgresidence]

What Heathers characters do you ship and what are your headcanons for them

HELLOok so i kinda rambled alot i didnt mean too uhm AUTISM GO BRRRRR but like.... haheyayayya i like sharing ask me for more if u want..... or for speciifc ships i love them all hhrhrtrhrhrh..

Also i use the word toxic in here alot i think IDK, I couldnt think of a better word 😭😭 ssorryyyyyyy....

ok so tbh like. I can get behind pretty much any ship from heathers.. Like if u tell me about a ship and ur really like HRHRGRGRG about it ME TOO ME TOO ME TOO i will JOIN IN ON THAT but really thats the same with any fandom im in liek i will be enthusiastic both with and for you BUT my personal favs are chanduke (heather chandler x heather duke) , kind of any jd x heathers ship cause i think theyre all pretty cool , and jdronica ,, Mainly because all of them can be seen as so insanely toxic but also twisted into really cute n silly and I love both interpretations

um my favourite headcanons for them . Vary i guess,, Im like. a multishipper in a headcanon sense. i give alot of contradictings headcanons and just mess with the ones i like most at the time.. so

my favourites for chanduke are mostly toxic and stuff so... um... :3

i like to think that heather will egg on heathers bulimia, like purposely mention stuff like "oh youre getting chubby" playing it off as lighthearted or teasing but she knows what shes doing I THINK THATS KINDA HRHSHAHRH cuz, heather will take comments abt hersef like REALLY personally especially about her body And the same with SH, i think both of them woulf SH (Heather for mainly attention and also a little bit of escapism and Heather mainly for escapism and only a little for attention) nd they'd tell eachother their scars r hot and stuff and encourage the other to cut more... but also for toxicity dislikers heather would totally help heather with stuff like pulling her hair back for her when shes puking n stuff and. Goddgdhs Theyre the girls ever:((((((;

okum ,, I might jusg list one(or 2) of my favourite headcanons for each jd x heather ship cuz. Like i love them all😭

for chandean (heather chandler n jd) i like projecting on them the most cause it reminds me of one of my friends n i's relationship (i cut em off ages ago:(( ) butburbut heather n jd would date mainly just for their egos . Like heather would purposely feed into JDs superiority complex n JD would purposefully feed into hers, they'd be the most toxic couple ever but it works for them and heather also kind of just likes it that way cuz they'r both bitches to eachoyher and they should NOT be dating but if the other ever tried to break it off it'd just be met with suicide threats. like "i will fucking kms and my blood will be on your hands" but i feel like only jd would say that stuff . Heather wpuld just manipulate by crying n guilt tripping

hjmmgn for uhm jduke (jd and heather duke) i kinda have more lighthearted and fluffy ones? I do have afew more . Worse hcs for them but most the stuff i write for thrm is mainly hurt/comfort and just fluffy romantics.. Heather is really into gardening and she teaches jd stuff,, idk :,p One of the more toxic ones i have for them is kinda the same surrounding chandean.. Heather would attempt to leave jd afew times (only like 3 before she gave up) but he'd just threaten her or his own life, manipulate her n stuff.. I mainly project in a more positive sense than i do witht others on tbese guys 😭

And for JD and heather mcnamara (Idk their ship name), I think they'd be cuties........ like Cuties in a "oh my fucking god your boyfriend is insane" way. jd woudl control Heather in alot of subtle ways at first (small stuff like clothes, hair, her makeup. He'd influence change) and then get heather to a point where she literally did most stuff with his opinion in mind and where she based her opinions and thoights on his and if she wver tried to leave him, he'd manipulate her n stuff like,, what wpuld she do without him and yk stuff along those lines:3

uhmmmn And jdronica. Please i have so many headcanons for them they both need to be jailed . Literalky eveyrthinbfg wrong with them canon . I just headcanon theyr 10x worse than in canon... like.. idk how to explain it. already existing facts r worse . I also think jd would encourage veronica to be more harmful towards people like telling her lashing out at friends was fine n normal and a healthy way to cope and like cutting and stuff was also healthy and everyone does it::....... I thjnk theyre fucked up little cuties