#mortifying ordeal etc etc i know.

[bugsongs]

i let the other gay furries talk me into sending a gay furry holiday card to my crush please god pray for me

[noisyghost]

woof

[wilyserpentofeden]

Having feelings about "I won't be forgiven. Not ever. Part of a demon's job description, unforgivable, that's what I am." and two "I forgive you"s from an angel. Crowley might wish he was not unforgivable, but he does not want to be forgiven, forgiveness will never ever change what came before even if he gets twice as much back as he lost. He still suffered that loss, and he will always suffer it, it's a part of him now. He just wants someone to look at him, see him fully as a bitter, grumpy, closed-off demon who loves plants and naps and driving too fast in his car, who drinks a bit too much wine and coffee, who dresses like a flash bastard and has an imagination and asks too many questions and gets scared and miserable and furiously angry, who is an optimist, who isn't really evil, but isn't perfectly good either, he wants someone to see his good side and his bad side and love him anyway. Unforgivable, maybe, imperfect, sure, but not unlovable, that's what he wants. So maybe next time, his angel will look at him and say what he actually wants to hear.

[deep-space-lines]

I need to kidnap a neurosurgeon and hold them captive in my basement and force them to perform a surgery to remove the part of my brain that tells me my stupid little fanfiction isn't worth sharing with the world unless it's written with a level of skill, artistry, and depth that puts Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky to shame

[dandylion-s]

They have to invent a type of intimacy that doesn't involve being vulnerable or feeling like you're naked to the point of taking your skin off

[juno-infernal]

okay nm i took half an adderall, put on my fluffy black bathrobe, switched the music to goth and new wave bops and now the world is full of beautiful possibility again

[possumtailpark]

you're just discussing the relationships you have with men in your life and then the groupchat posts a link to lundy bancroft's why does he do that.............

[pepprs]

doing really bad in ways i can’t talk about which is making it worse

[goeswiththeflo]

Someone please tell.me.to stop procrastinating and write this goddamn paper?

[reanimatedgh0ul]

honestly the idea of newton and lance both ending up w gfs is funny to me only bc ik the two of them would have COMPLETELY DIFFERENT reactions the moment they realize they're in love w the girl they're now dating

basically newton's reaction vs lance's reaction

[darth-grips]

I’d never commissioned art before I commissioned that pic of Luke for my fic. Why didn’t anybody tell me it was the most embarrassing thing on earth to do. Truly the mortifying ordeal of being known.

[grasslandgirl]

besties how many times do I get to send a silly post about a beloved mutual’s interest to them before I become annoying and clingy and weird ??

[catboywizard]

my aunt keeps telling me about every single trans person she even kinda knows (including deadnaming them in the process) and i feel like i’m gonna lose my mind

even going so far as to say stuff like “you should meet *insert random trans person* they’re my coworker’s nephew!”

ok????

I know plenty of trans ppl, I really don’t need to meet this random one.

I know she’s well meaning but jesus christ it’s getting on my nerves

she also keeps bringing up male clothes and being like “i bet this is more your style 😉” like…. ok…. (it really isn’t but whatever)

[kadhal]

like honestly i hate talking on this app because then ik im going to get perceived by SOMEBODY and then i worry about how i might be seen in a way that i do not WANR to be seen/am not but i dont know how and when to stop talking and when i sound dumb. bec to ME everything is normal my mind is a place of normalcy

[euclydya]

if the cat doesn't stop .

i got distrzcted looking thorijg our photos for an reaction image and now im laughing at all the shit we have saved what was thist post abt agahb

[all-thestories-aretrue]

So I got a hamster and i love her very much!! I do not have a name for her yet, so if anyone has got any recs 👀👀 send them my way. I've thought about Penelope, Mousse, Duchess, and the latest, Moo.

She really loves her wheel and she's starting to take food out of my hand.