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juno-infernal · 1 year ago

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okay nm i took half an adderall, put on my fluffy black bathrobe, switched the music to goth and new wave bops and now the world is full of beautiful possibility again

#m #still slightly insane. because the moisturizer is not found #and because i am facing the mortifying ordeal of being emotionally invested in a human being.#but the doom spiral is averted. false alarm.#i am going to hang up some of the MANY paintings/posters/misc art pieces i own soon & this is exciting #i have some really neat stuff #and i am trying not to be so sad #about the fact that i thought (as i collected furniture and paintings and dishes etc)#that by now i’d have a home of my own. instead of so many hopes languishing in boxes.#there’s a lot i should just get rid of tbh. it would make things easier.#but i don’t want to completely abandon my hope for a future #where for example i have a use for the silverware my great (x3) aunt left me when she died #or shelf space enough for my weird trinkets.#or my 1 million boxes of books.#it’s… not likely. but i don’t know if i can take giving up entirely yet.

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wardingshout · 1 year ago

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Zelda goes mushroom girl

#tloz #a link to the past #zelda #link #my art #I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one...#I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea #I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat.#it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd #if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl......#I'm falling back into my old ways rn though #anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends #like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder #they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it #in a proper way that might make sense....#if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth #and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh

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lazylittledragon · 10 months ago

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hey idk which anxious pre-t babe needs to hear this but i didn't get to when i was younger so. testosterone will not make you ugly. it won't make you a horrible person. it won't 'mutilate' or ruin your body. if you want to go on testosterone then literally all that happens is it makes you really fucking hot and REALLY fucking happy.

#ramble #literally very hot. like very hot #there is so much sweat #'oh you're just trying to paint a pretty picture that it's all fine' yeah i am!!! it's fucking great. i love it #trans people aren't sad clueless little babes who don't know what's going on. if you want to go on hormones you Know what it's going to do #and you WANT THAT WHICH IS WHY YOU'RE DOING IT #i hate hate hate seeing detransitioners like 'it destroyed and mutilated me'#*proceeds to list the normal effects of hormones*#it's all fearmongering and it's SICK #personally i think we should start glorifying transition more. because it's BEAUTIFUL

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 9 months ago

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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 5: Flip Slip.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 4.5)

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #mdzs au #Yungmang Jiang Training Arc AU #lan wangji #wei wuxian #digital art #Trying out some digital techniques to see if I can get closer to feel/style of my traditional comics.#So far the biggest difference is *colouring* Digital colouring feels...not good. I have complained about this before and I'll complain agai #Before we get into the sad stuff with Yungmeng Jiang in the PD-MDZS comics lets have some lighthearted fun!#Remember that if anything bad happens to these Jiang disciples in the canon comic - they are happy in this AU B'*)#I think one of the funniest things about the teenxian dynamic is how WWX accidently finds things that get LWJ to feel flustered.#My guy wwx goes 'I'm going to lightly bully/tease this nerd 'cause his reactions are funny.' and LWJ goes “My god. He's everything to me.”#Part two of the fun part of this dynamic is that LWJ is ever so lightly self aware enough to LOATHE THIS CRUSH.#Hence why I have been marinating on this 'Accidental Lan headband miscommunication' concept.#This is how LWJ assumes that WWX knows what the band means in this AU. This will be relevant later.#And YES! I am still going to be making comics for this AU. I have so many ideas I simply can't hold onto forever.

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greykolla-art · 3 months ago

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Had a bit of a hard day, but I still wanted to draw something, so here’s some cold hugs!🙏💕

(But If I’m drawing that means I win, not the problems✌️)

#grey art #fan art #skulduggery pleasant #valkyrie cain #book recommendations #I was listening to the mortal coil audiobook #that’s why it’s winter and they are sad #so I’m trying to publish a comic book and it is just proving to be a really frustrating process #every time I think we got everything sorted a new problem appears #and I am going to go insane but it’s fine🙏#I’m fine✌️✌️✌️#drawing these babies helps

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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago

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chair + helmet for funsies

#xmen #xmen comics #xmen tas #xmen 92 #krakoa #charles xavier #professor x #snap sketches #need to practice drawing this helmets 3/4ths angle hi #gotta make this post quick cause i told my bro we'd carve pumpkins before i left for the week #BUUUUTTTT ANYWAY yeah while i was browsing my comic shop the first time i ran across this story and thought it was cute #it was the tas/92 adaption of krakoa but i only skimmed it #i thought of picking it up at some point but as for now it lives as a memory in my brain. i do wanna look at it closer tho #tbh at some point i think i wanna try to do a design for charles that features his actual krakoa design but with a chair/hover chair #i think itd be fun cause ngl i always like drawing his chair and not getting to with krakoa stuff makes me sad #if i get to that i dont think it'll be like. a staple with my krakoa art but just somethin to do for fun #ok i think thats all for now. i think im gonna do a movie charles doodle page later cause I Am Once Again Working Out His Face #so fingers crossed ith that plan !!!! for now its pumpkin time BYE

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gatoburr0 · 5 months ago

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an-established-butt-dent · 7 months ago

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Dragon age: the Veilguard

What I imagine the cover of a comic about the Dreadwolf looks like.

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lavellaned · 22 days ago

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Solavellan fic recs

If you're like me and was disappointed by veilguard, here are some of my favorite post-Inquisition solavellan fics that are *chef's kiss* in my opinion.

Little Arrow by playwithdinos - post trespasser solavellan kid fic that is very angsty with some sweet, sweet papae!solas

Everything Stays by beaubashley - domestic bliss, Solas and Lavellan living in a cottage. They adopt a cat. The coziest damn fic.

Vir'vhen'an by RogueLioness - post trespasser. Well of Sorrows has actual consequences and Solas fucks up big time. Almost like the da4 regret prison but actually good.

Verhas'alhan - To Yearn for Wilderness by RosemaryBagels - Veil came down, Lavellan hides from Solas and makes a life in a little village. Solas is in prime yearning, sad, wet cat mode here.

Memory (series) by MistressDragonFlame - pre trespasser. Pure angst, hurt no comfort. Lavellan forgets all the events of Inquisition and the anchor is killing her. Solas finds out, bad times ensue.

Love Is Not A Victory March by Myrime - post trespasser, Solas and his forces are winning. Solas and Lavellan have a meeting. Angsty. Like something that I had hoped we would've gotten in da4.

Barefaced by playwithdinos - post trespasser but also Arlathan AU. Some time travel stuff involved. Lavellan has amnesia, but Solas remembers everything. Not finished but what is there is worth the read. Lavellan is Ghilan'nain's slave. Andruil is also there.

but never doubt I love by cedarmoons - Jaws of Hakkon angst. Post Inquisition, pre trespasser but with moments during Inquisition as well. Lot of angst, hurt but with comfort this time.

the diver's wife by magesamell - Lavellan makes herself tranquil kind of Seeker-style in order to defeat Solas, then needs him to come back to herself. Angsty solavellan road trip.

Hobo Apostate by broomclosetkink - Lavellan shows up when Solas is about to tear the veil down. Points out the hilarity between hobo apostate Solas and ender-of-worlds dread wolf Solas.

It Is Not Enough by NamelessShe - This is a chonky fic but it is one of my favorite post trespasser ones. Very lore heavy, I recommend this one for anyone who laments the lost lore and story threads in da4.

sleep like this by mortaltemples - The most da4 relevant fic on this list. Lavellan is a ghost, 10/10.

I will make you whole again by amorficzna - Solas tears down the veil, kills everyone, goes back in time to the beginning of Inquisition to be with Lavellan as Solas (...as he wanted).

Between Heartbeats by houndinghell - Ameridian/Telana parallel lovers are eating so fucking good in this fic. Lavellan makes the ultimate sacrifice to stop Solas during his final veil dropping ritual. Hurts so good.

The Healer's Bloodied Hands by geekyjez - post trespasser sick-fic. Classic hurt/comfort.

i'd rather flail like a mortal (than flail like a god) by crossingwinter - post trespasser. Angsty but with a hopeful ending, more hurt/comfort, another instance of Solas coming face to face with his vhenan's mortality.

The One Where Lavellan is a Nug by Feynite - I think this is my favorite solavellan fic of all time. Just please read it if you haven't, and read it again if you have.

#i didn't want to just copy paste the summaries so apologies if my descriptions are ass #ive been revisiting a lot of fics written post trespasser to try and sooth the disappointment and sadness from da4 #if you have any other please add them i am always up for more great fics #also i have no idea if any of the authors have tumblrs or what their urls are so if you recognize someone pls tag them 👍#dragon age #solas #solavellan #dai #da4 #inquisition #lavellan

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myokk · 3 months ago

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my first attempt at digital art (never again🥲) for mctober💘

Eloise Babbit✨

slytherin

5th year

favorite subjects: arithmancy & ancient runes

least favorite subject: beasts (animals make her nervous🥲)

hobbies: reading & thinking (IT’S A HOBBY OKAY??)

#if u read my fic maybe u know why animals make her nervous🥲#also…if you are the angel who left me an essay comment on my last chapter today just know I love you🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#when I started posting my fic in January I NEVER EXPECTED PEOPLE TO READ IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!😳 but it makes me so happy #that so many people do🥹🫶 I know it’s a crazy story and doesn’t follow the game at all #so to hear these things and to catch all of the little foreshadowing things I’ve been hinting at this whole time?????????#😳💘#anyways I’m still a digital art disliker (I like seeing it but not making it)#but I wanted to try it out and this is my art documentation blog🫶#im going to be WAY less active these days as well #SO IF I MISS THINGS (WHICH I WILL) PLEASE KNOW I AM SAD I MISSED THEM😔😔😔😔#hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy fanart #hphl #hogwarts legacy mc #hogwarts legacy oc #eloise babbit #mctober2024 #also with mctober I will post drawinfs but nothing elaborate like the amazing ones I’ve already seen #hope you like these anyways🙏💓

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leatherbookmark · 10 months ago

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gotta flaunt your assets

#shrimp gifs #wooyoung #yeosang #woosang #ateez #kpop #I AM SO SAD these are so uneven and overal not very good #AND ALSO i realized way too late that a better translation would be 'hearts' since yknow heart=chest=tits but soul=/=tits necessarily #BUT i couldn't fix it so easily without moving the whole line which spans two gifs and my photoshop is on its last legs rn #(i could fry an egg on my laptop) so :((((((((#this + the moment with san trying to lift wooyo's jacket with all those fun sound effects were so cute lol

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frownyalfred · 3 months ago

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is he solemn from trauma and unflappable regardless of the situation, or does he just have >50 units of Botox in his face at any given time; a novel about Bruce Wayne.