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melodyofthevoid · 1 year ago

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Allow me to introduce my latest dnd character: Eurypheus (or Euripheus he hasn’t decided yet) Serinus! He’s a half orc bard and I love him dearly. Words under the cut

1st image: pre transition

did not get ears pierced (thought about it)

loose shirts

Curious soul, hard to pin down

2nd image: briefly tried to take up his mothers job. Tended to zone out and write music

Started growing hair out

3rd image: wants to become a bard, parents are dubious. “Not a real job”. It’s a thing. They settle on him traveling until he “sees reason” once he’s old enough.

It’s a sore spot, he does not like talking about it.

4th image: out on his own

Busking on streets and doing small time gigs

Sends letters home once in a while.

Meanders his way to the under dark

#myart #my baby boy #my darling son #was very upset when he got pickpocketed #more upset later when he got #Well. kidnapped by spiders #he’s a good lad. free spirit #non conformist who does not question the fungal person who calls themselves ‘we’

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rachiebeee · 5 months ago

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they are best friends and siblings and i love them both so dearly. featuring piercings bc i stand strong in my belief that they would

#leo valdez #piper mclean #rachiebee art #heroes of olympus #leo valdez fanart #piper mclean fanart #annabeth chase #jason grace #percy jackson #nico di angelo #will solace #they're all on the photowall btw i didnt just add those tags for fun #might reblog w/out the overlays later #anyway its upsetting to me in toa when reyna becomes leo's “big sister” and he only gets one on screen scene with piper #what do you MEAN he has a line abt a sister and its not piper #i'm of the devout belief that the only reason leo ended up actually considering people his family after everything was BECAUSE of piper #and jason too damn word limit #reyna and leo is cute i love them as ace buddies but i wish he got like #more time to reunite w piper. idk. and i know its from apollos pov but still #anyway thats a mini rant in the tags sorry ive been thinking about it more and more

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autisticandroids · 5 months ago

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CASTIEL: Stop. What's the point if you don't mean it? You fear me - not love, not respect, just fear.

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a godstiel pity party. i'd like to thank an anon i got way back in february of 2021.

#spn #vid #spnamvarchive #so fun fact i started making this more than a year ago. got it 90% done. and then was like no this isn't working #i will come back to this later.#it turns out that i needed to make some videos about cas and angels (the love club + help i'm alive amvs)#in order to make this one. anyway this video is about french mistake robert singer voice season six #i really struggled with it because i could NOT find the thread until i realized that it needed to be literally godstiel pov #it's about love and desire and jealousy and hurt and omnidirectional rage <3 #it's about the fact that cas is so utterly dependent on dean for his self-image - however dean sees him that's it #it's about having a moment of reflection about lashing out before you do it but doing it anyway #it's about taking cruelty and dishing it out #and crucially. it's about being pregnant #mpregpocalypse #fun fact: i made a post about working on three season six amvs all the way back in nov. 2022 #and only now have they come to fruition (this one + love club + metric)#anyway. have you heard that cas is obsessed #the thing is i do kinda want to add some specific director's commentary here. like the first verse is about cas being like.#incredibly deeply emotionally vulnerable to dean. as in: his emotional state and self-image is totally dominated by what dean thinks of him #and if dean is mad at him. and then the second verse is about... dean upsetting him and him responding to that by Killing Everybody lol #like he has a moment of reflection ['certain regrettable things are now required of me' + killing rachel] where he's like i've 1) also done #bad things and 2) i feel bad about it so maybe i will regret Killing Everyone. but then he does it anyway due to everybody keeps turning #on him. i feel like the rest of the amv is self evident. i guess i should note that 'share a paradise' is about how both of them have #a nostalgic view of the early days of their relationship when it wasn't Like This lol. but everything else i think is self evident.#oh and the reason the other angels flash onscreen with their burned wings at the end is i'm EVOKING the image of cas' wings burning. even #though it doesn't happen. i'm evoking it

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pikkish · 4 months ago

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For as much as I love Doom, I think we can all agree that modern Doom's writing is a bit of a dumpster fire of questionable choices and TAG especially so. So,

I'm gonna play Dark Ages when it comes out, and probably even enjoy it, too, but boy, do I have next to no faith that they're not gonna somehow totally screw over the story they themselves already established...

#doom #doom the dark ages #im a very serious person taking this very seriously i swear #personally my biggest fear is that theyre gonna forget that the whole reason dg does what he does is #to protect people. man cares abt civilians. would and literally has gone through hell to try to keep em safe.#scared theyre gonna lean too far into him being the big bad angry murder machine and hurt people just bc he can #they do establish in eternal's codexes that he was. Not Okay when he first got to argent dnur #mentally unstable and unable to tell the sentinels apart from demons iirc #so if they have a bit near the beginning where he accidentally hurts someone just bc hes like. hallucinating or something #that would be acceptable and even narratively consistent #but if he does anything more aggressive toward a civilian than like. the phobos base cutscene in eternal.#i will be So Upset.#anyway preemptive friendly reminder that you can criticize thing you like. its ok to point out somethings flaws even while youre enjoying i #and this is like 98% just meant to be goofy.#......gee i sure hope i don't end up going 'told you so' later once the game comes out......

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independent-fics · 3 months ago

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Save me protective leverage team save me.

#I’m watching the future job #I just love the episodes where the team closes ranks around one member who just got played #like it hurts my heart every time I watch this episode and see Parker crying #but I love learning more of her backstory #but also hardisons he should be shot #and Eliot being willing to kill him?#yeah it gets me #and Nate’s face when he notices that she’s getting cold read and responding to it #goodness he looks upset on her behalf like yeah #that’s her dad #he electrocuted him later #he deserved it though #leverage #leverage ot3 #ot3: hitter hacker thief #team as family #the future job #inde rambles about leverage

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kitsquared · 1 year ago

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I've been memeing on Dazai and leaning on the theories that's its all his plan he's doing this to convince fyodor and Sigma etc but it didn't hit me at all till watching episode 8 that he may have been genuinely trying to reach Chuuya by mentioning their partnership

Like I do think Dazai was being honest in that speech but the anime has made me think he is trying to get into chuuya's head and ch 109 kept springing up in my mind while watching

That implies that there isn't a 100% certainty he's conscious yet in ch 109

But Dazai has already placed his trust and life on Chuuya at that point too

#its wild. Im really hung up over this i need to ramble in the tags to get it off my chest #bsd spoilers #(kit)^2 #chuuya isnt conscious but Chuuya's life is in Dazai's hands in this dangerous plan #which is one main reason its upsetting to dazai #since dazai is always upfront of the high stakes in the situations theyre in and asks for Chuuya's agreement on plans #chuuya got dragged into this. Chuuya is being used without his knowledge. As a weapon and as something that is not human #and dazai knows? predicts? that theyll survive the drowning room #but chuuya doesnt know that #doesnt know dazai isnt trying to kill him. That dazai has to trust fyodor to have a plan to survive yknow #the two scenes in his flashback are when they both understood each other. When it was life or death #so dazai is trying to project that. try to get chuuya to understand that this is a plan #To trust their partnership and history together that they will get out of this #And then later. Once more brings it up #After also seeing that he got a reaction from commenting on chuuya's punches #He was entrusted with chuuyas life and now he entrusts his with chuuya who is still vampirized ??#And it's some dead apple level of trust #...all this with the belief that's its all according to dazais plan #Rambling #My boy really had a misdirection an apology and a plea in one speech #Bsd #I'm going off by vibes. We still don't know the truth

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bunnihearted · 8 months ago

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#i feel so lonely now bc i have no one to talk to sksksk #my sisters gets mad whenever i try to talk 2 mom and she just slammed doors nd got irritated at me #nd my mom is so stressed nd in a bad mood so she just got annoyed when i tried saying smth to her #so ig i should just vent to my bestfriend beloved diary confidant thats been here for me for 5yrs<3333 #anywayyy today was rough.. i woke up w a headache after 3hrs of sleep :((#but still had to get up nd get ready nd eat boxed mashed potatoes for breakkyy 🤢🤮 (it's so gross after eating it everyday lol)#then w my hunchback nd achy stomach i went to school. it was frustrating bc ppl r so fkn rude #they bumped into me at the bus nd i had to sit like a weirdo caging my left stomach side from everyone. had to elbow some dumb fkn guy bc he #pressed his backpack into my side. so i had to basically push it away from me lol he thought i was so weird. but move tf away asshole??????#got to school nd checked myself in the mirror nd i was so pale i look like absolute garbage its annoying :((#it was next to insufferable to endure class bc my head hurt so bad (it was the worst part i think) nd i couldnt sit up straight so my back #hurt so bad too sksksks :<#but i managed to write a little but on my assignment #then i left a bit earlier bc i couldnt stand it anymore i was feeling so bad #wrnt to the library bc i had to return some books. could only carry two small ones tho so have to go back multiple times sksksk #felt soooo bad but ate some more disgusting mashed potatoes nd took a nap w an ice pack. took a migraine pill even if it upsets my stomach🤣#now a few hours later i feel better physically #buuuuuut im so miserable im not even kidding #idc if it sound pathetic or fatty but genuinely that moment w a cup of coffee nd a small chocolate treat everyday makes me feel sm better #like im not kidding!!!!! it does a lot for my peace of mind sksksk T-T #im so miserable bc i cant eat anything still im so hungry :((#and im weak. im pale. my skin's dry. it's itchy bc of malnutrition... i feel faint nd dizzy nd slow nd just not good at all #im so frustrated i hate this sm i wanna feel strong and healthy!! i dont wanna be constantly hungry. i wanna go to the gym nd go for walks #i wanna be able to sit up straight nd not get back pain!!!#i know i know it's only been 8 days since surgery and it takes time to heal i get it..... :(#but theres just too much going on and im so sick and tired of it all #mostly i just wanna be able to eat and feel strong bc i feel so weak nd i miss food so much sksksksk

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sophiethewitch1 · 8 months ago

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Actually you know what I think the entire batfam posts thirst traps. It's just something they've all done at some point

#sophie speaks #massive egos + athletic bodies = an abundance of thirst traps #top 3 trappers are dick tim and steph #barbara did it because she thought it would be funny #cass has only done it unintentionally #duke did it once got embarrassed and took the post down 4 hours later #bruce insists its part of his brucie Wayne persona but hes fool nobody #and one of the first things jason does when hes declared legally alive is post a litany of thirst traps #damian only does it when tim says hes prettier than him just to blow him out of the water with likes #he is secretly very upset dick still gets more post interactions than him

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arcticgothic · 5 months ago

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my first ethel cain headliner show was straight up ruined by this person screaming over the vocals and her bitch-ass boyfriend that cussed us out when we suggested she quiet down and let other people enjoy the show, and i think i may be pissed off about that for the rest of my life actually. if y'all do not learn how to not be a menace in shared public spaces i swear to god...........

#ethel cain #childish behaviour tour #concert etiquette is easy fun and cool actually!#venue staff moved us to better seats when we complained but i'm still pissed tf off security didn't intervene until much later in the show #i was so upset afterward i wish i got more aggressive and took the risk of potentially getting asked to leave. he yelled at my mf /mom/#i wish i got into ms. cain a few months earlier than i did so i could've got tickets for the teeny tiny freezer bride show in my city #i suspect people are less abhorrent at a tiny venue where they're without a sense of anonymity and security is more on top of bullshit #aaaaaaaaah #text

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kelpiemomma · 1 year ago

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God, I had one (1) candid conversation with my mother and now she keeps telling everyone that I have no filter. Not my brother, who never watches his language and talks about going off on park rangers and road raging and how he was gonna punch the guy dropping a package off at our house for almost running into him. Not my brother who mutters shit under his breath in front of my parents, who throws fits when he gets scolded even though he's 31. Not my brother who barely has a filter at work by his own admission.

Me. Who doesn't curse in front of my parents. Who always watches what I say so I don't start a fight. Who admitted to my parents there are things I'd like to tell my brother but don't so I don't come off sounding like another parent to him.

I am the one who doesn't have a filter.

#My parents: we're not conservatives #Also my parents: watch Fox news. Believe the law was out to get trump. Who once told me if I was #Trans or enby they'd deadname me because they 'know me better'.#My mom actually said to me during our Candid Conversation that she'd hope I'd pay more attention to her #'words and actions' and not what media she consumed #But this is coming from the lady who got upset there was a black trans man working with a gay Mexican and white guy on TV #Alongside my dad who has said he doesn't mind lesbian relationships on tv when they're 'not shoved in his face'#I'm just. I don't WANT to have a filter but I'm genuinely afraid of what would happen if I didn't.#I live with them. My horses are kept in the backyard.#If I could afford to keep my horses elsewhere & move out I would absolutely have less of a filter #Ugh. I'm tired.#Delete later

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quietwingsinthesky · 8 months ago

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even has much angst about many things but the two they do not have any issues with are 1) being a test tube baby until they were adult-sized and 2) the master having swapped out various organs. and bones. and limbs. for parts that work when theirs got damaged beyond repair. usually without their consent. sometimes without their prior knowledge that he could do so. to be fair, that’s mostly because these things tend to accompany a fair amount of blood loss and unconsciousness.

#like. the things around these might bother them but that these happened to them don’t upset them.#much later in life they can go oh! it was kind of fucked up that my first memories are being put to work in waste disposal rather than. idk.#being a child. but it’s not the loss of being a child part that upsets them because they just. don’t really have a frame of reference for #that? they got plenty of childlike wonder into their system vibing with the doctor they don’t feel like they missed anything.#(and also children are small. and powerless. and even is probably more than a little scared by the idea that they ever could have been more #that then they already are.)#and the organ replacements DID happen without them saying the master could do that but like. its not like he hid it. they’re aware it’s #happening and option B was Death. and not their chosen Death By Master. instead just random Death By Organ Puncturing.#if he didn’t tell them he was doing it they’d probably be more upset about it. which. i mean that information could mean anything.#i could be alluding to anything when i say that. potentially.#could be setting up. any number of conflicts. who’s to say. where was i going with this.#dw oc

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strwbrymlkshake · 2 years ago

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Why can't I be satisfied with everything? It needs to be perfect to me and I can't accept anything otherwise :(