#more people = more money. but for people to see this. consider sending their kids there. getting all the paperwork done
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when was the original advertisement even made LOL jasper is still alive here
#i forgot he was in the trailer. i always assumed it was after his death LOL#definitely inbetween jasper dies at the end and dial m for jasper. but im more surprising hed be willing to help in the commercial#maybe after jasper dies at the end hed gradually start disliking the camp. little by little seeing the flaws and disliking it more#he does say “man this camp. this camp kinda sucks” its where he first sees that. but maybe doesnt fully believe it#hes rational but i do think hes a somewhat optimistic. maybe an off screen event caused him to really dislike the camp LOL#this couldnt have been before the staff ceremony because davey wouldve HATED doing it#if it were the case. during the recording hed try to look like he hated the camp as much as possible. thinking hes sabotaging them LOL#wonder why they would even record this in the middle of summer too. like sure campbell probably wanted more kids to enroll#more people = more money. but for people to see this. consider sending their kids there. getting all the paperwork done#thatd take a bit wouldnt it LOL idk what his thinking process would be. especially with kids enrolling in camps earlier in the summer
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Got a glimpse of where we're at as a country medically via the r/nursing subreddit. People are really not okay and it's deeply scary. 'Letting it rip' when it comes to covid is killing thousands and disabling millions. With the latter, here's what it looks like:
Nurses saying they are seeing ear infections in kids all the time secondary to other illnesses (or routinely in adults which they have never seen before), nurses saying their hospitals are overrun by flus, rsv, norovirus, mycoplasma pneumonia. many people saying they went to the doctor sick as a dog and came out with 3 different illness diagnoses at the same time or that they and their kids get sick over and over and over. it is not normal for this to happen. we were lied to about covid, y'all.
have you and the people around you been physically as well this last year or two as they were in 2019?
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If you didn't know, as a lot of people don't - covid makes you immunocompromised. It damages the immune system, blood vessels and organ systems. It's a vascular infection, not a cold. the more infections you get, the worse it is. In the lab it's considered a level 3 pathogen (categories are for risk level/safety protocols), in the same category as tuberculosis. People are being treated with IVIG, because it's for immunocompromised people.
Also there is improper preparation and tracking for a h5n1 (type of bird flu) that has a very real chance of evolving to become a pandemic this and/or next flu season. they are finding it in wastewater all over the country, someone in Louisiana is in critical condition with it. Flu vaccine provides partial protection to it so I'd highly recommend getting that this and next winter.
Following epidemiologists is really important and helpful. The government wants you to go to work and think things are normal so they don't have to send you another check - they are not invested in our collective wellness (in fact, they take tons of lobbying money from insurance companies invested in keeping you sick). With some of these folks saying it is taking them weeks to recover from the flu, I wonder if some of it isn't bird flu, though it could be just being significantly immunocompromised.
fwiw masks work. I haven't gotten as much as a cold in years. well fitting kn95s and n95s protect you. even if you can't wear one at work, wear one to the doctor, at the grocery store and pharmacy. it would really help disabled people in general too.
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abt ur yandere twst au; do darlings get kidnapped for ransom? For example: would people kidnap Leona’s darling in order to get ransom (they’d be killed instead)?
Want a rich yandere to freak the fuck out the moment they realise their darling is missing and give you more money than you know what to do with, which is actually a bluff, because you’re actually going to die from extensive torture once their darling is safe? Kidnap their darling, your wallet and grave will thank you.
But yes, it does happen. Which is why wealthy yanderes take very severe precautions.
I’ve mentioned before that Kalim’s father has taken some very morally black methods to protect his darling and his kids from kidnappers. (here if you’re interested). But if a darling is kidnapped for ransom and their lives are threatened, the kidnapper better have the entire universe on their side because they’re as good as dead.
Yanderes don’t mess around. They’ll pay whatever fee they have to, nothing is too high. But as soon as the darling’s safe, the yandere will stain their hands in blood.
So at the trade off for the darling, expect that once you’re back in their arms, the kidnapper is dead. Deader than dead, not even a shred remains. If the yandere doesn’t kill them, then they hire assassins. If they do kill them, then it’s just that much worse for the kidnapper. They’re not getting out of this alive.
Also because I’m feeling nice. Enjoy some semi-imagines with the rich boys of TWST having MC get kidnapped and their reaction to it.
Leona Kingscholar
Pissed. Very pissed. He may not be king but that doesn’t excuse the guards not doing their god damn jobs and keeping you safe. (He will be more angry if he finds out that Falena’s wife didn’t get kidnapped and you did, just throwing gasoline onto the fire.) And to make matters worse, they’re threatening to kill you. Well, they’re fucking dead.
Leona may be angry but he’s still smart. He isn’t risking letting anything happen to you, so he’ll play along until he can guarantee that you’re safe before killing whoever had the balls to kidnap you. And since he’s a prince, he can bend the law to get you back. The beastman’s coming for you himself, and he’ll turn anyone that threatens you to grains of sand under his palm.
After he gets you back, he’s not going to let you out of his sight. And if he has to, he’s always going to be nearby. His rage hasn’t calmed down at all either. Plain and simple, you’re his and anyone that gets in the way of that deserves a slow death, and the fact that he nearly lost you is weighing on him.
Before getting you back - Furious, ready to kill and reduce whoever's stolen you to sand.
After getting you back - Still angry, you're not leaving his sight or going near anyone that's not him.
Kalim Al-Asim
Sunshine boy’s panicking. Like completely panicking. He’s been kidnapped before and (while that’s a can of worms for another day), you haven’t gone through something so scary before. To him, he thinks that you must be so terrified, surrounded by strangers that want to hurt you for something as shallow as money.
So after Jamil calms him down enough to think rationally, he begs for his help to save you. After all, you’re in terrible danger and he’s ready to throw as much money as he has to save you if need be but he doesn’t want to risk them trying again in the future. Plus he’s the hair of the Asim family, he might get kidnapped or killed too and then who will protect you.
So sending assassins is to foil their operation, and bring you home is the best bet. And they’re the best money can buy.
You’ll probably be a little shaken when you come home, and a little bit of kidnapper blood might be on your skin, but it's nothing a nice bath and a fest won't cure. Just expect to constantly be followed around by a team of at least six bodyguards. Or maybe Najma. Just know that Kalim is considering taking after dear old dad.
Before getting you back - Kalim's worried to death about not seeing you again. Or you getting hurt.
After getting you back - He's gone over-protective not allowing you to ever go missing or get hurt ever again. He'll take the morally gray way out if he needs to, but he can’t bear to risk losing you.
Vil Schoenheit
If he gets stress wrinkles because of this, he’ll make sure that the kidnappers suffer even more. Vil’s used to threats of kidnapping, the fact the imbeciles actually went through with it is brave. Incredibly stupid, but brave. Regardless, he’s losing his mind with worry and anger. His fans are deranged, he’s worried for your safety.
To Vil’s benefit, he has Rook. And Rook’s UM is basically goated when it comes to locating someone not meant to be found. So obviously, Rook goes to get you with orders from Vil to bring your kidnappers back with you for him to deal with.
Vil will do his best to keep this crisis away from the media. He doesn’t need for you to be mobbed by the press, so expect a delightful trip to an isolated, relaxing and aesthetically pleasing vacation somewhere in the Shaftlands to protect you. But that relaxing little trip, is also so he can torture those imbeciles for the rest of their miserable little lives. He may not like portraying a villain but he’ll be one if he’s pushed. Besides, Rook will happily take care of the bodies.
He’ll calm down after you’re out of harm's way, but anticipate that he won't ever let you out in public without him or someone he trusts with you.
Before getting you back - Pissed with a poker face. He’s worried for your well-being, and if a hair is harmed on your head, he’ll snap.
After getting you back - He’ll calm down, but he’ll start to be very protective. Don’t ask him about the screams you might hear in the basement of where you’re staying when he’s not with you, it’s nothing important.
Neige LeBlanche
One of the prices of fame. Neige is horrified that someone would try to take you to take advantage of him. Honestly, he would have rather been the one whose life was held on the line than have you brought into the mess. Neige has never been more scared in his entire life.
Obviously, he’ll get you back. Hand off the money and everything, but he’s not happy about those ‘villains’ going unpunished for scaring you like that. As soon as he’s sure that you’ll be safe and sound. He’ll go to the press to tell his heartbreaking story.
So que the imminent waterworks to the paparazzi. After all, he knows they’ll be immediately moved. Neige’s most precious one, his darling, had their life threatened and he was terrified that he wouldn’t get you back before it’s too late.
His fans do the rest.
On the impromptu vacation Neige took you on to help you recover from the experience, (or more specifically, the trip to a very isolated location where you both can be alone with no kidnappers in sight) Neige will receive some ‘fan mail’ with the remains of the perpetrators. He won’t show you though, you’ve been through so much recently.
Before getting you back - He's so scared for you. You're his princess he can't bear to lose you for even a second. So having you gone is a nightmare.
After getting you back - Relieved. He's so happy to have you back. You're never leaving his side again. He's a little peeved that someone tried to disrupt your happily ever after, but they’re no longer breathing so who cares.
Idia Shroud
Panic attack. Instant Panic attack, Ortho better have Baymax functions because he’s gonna pass out in panic. How the hell did this even happen?! He has drones following you constantly!
After he has his panic attack, he’s burning red in anger. How dare they?! How fucking dare they?! He’s putting all his energy into figuring out every last thing about your kidnappers’ lives. He’ll find you, obviously. And then he’ll send S.T.Y.X after them to return you home while he ruins their entire lives. Then he'll kill those noobs so that he sends a message.
As soon as you’re back, he’s a sobbing wreck. He’s already lost Ortho, he can’t lose you too. You won’t be leaving his room while he has his pity party. And you probably shouldn’t because it’ll just make him feel even worse. Comfort him a bit, will ya?
Before getting you back - A whirlwind of panic and anger. He’s in doxxing mode, man. Your kidnappers better be prepared to suffer for a while, before he gets merciful and kills them.
After getting you back - Tears, so many tears. And he’ll be a koala with how clingy he’ll be.
Malleus Draconia
Whichever kidnapper thought this was a good idea needs to get their brain checked because it’s currently missing. The exact second Malleus realizes the danger you’re in, he’s turning into a dragon to find and save you and then kill the kidnappers in a raging inferno. Forget stopping to plan or temporarily co-operating, the man’s gone to find you before the ransom letter hits the floor. (Sure there’s the threat of iron, but he doesn’t care you’re in danger.)
In a word, he’s furious. In a lot of words, he’s so angry that a category five hurricane has started outside to reflect his rage. If even a hair is missing from your head, he’s probably going to lose it. Gotta love that he’s enchanted all your jewelry to serve as tracking devices. Because he’s there in under an hour, burning your kidnappers to death till nothing remains. After that, it’s back home to put you into a tower so heavily fortified and reinforced that a fly couldn’t accidentally get through the door.
Once you’re safe, the sadness kicks in. He can’t bear to lose you ever. So the fact that he let his guard down enough to nearly let you be killed is breaking him. His entire purpose is to protect and love you, and he’s failed in that, so please do your best to reassure him that you’re not going to leave him, he’s had a hard ten minutes.
Oh, but don’t expect to go outside for the next year though once you do. He’s not exactly under the impression that you won’t be taken from him again. So he’s going to be even more clingy and protective.
Before getting you back - Angry, infuriated, vengeful. He's killing someone today and it's going to be one or all of your kidnappers.
After getting you back - Sad dragon hours. He's craving reassurance and your love to make himself feel better. Give him cuddles, please.
#ask#yandere#yandere twisted wonderland#yandereverse au#yandere twst x reader#yandere leona kingscholar#yandere kalim al asim#yandere vil schoenheit#yandere neige leblanche#yandere idia shroud#yandere malleus draconia
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𓍢ִ໋☕️✧˚ ༘ ⋆ Christmas Male Idol Tea 𓍢ִ໋☕️✧˚ ༘ ⋆
Note: Hello everyone and Merry Christmas Eve/ Happy Yule to everyone who celebrates theses days! for today we have a little gift. This is a tea post done through tarot, so please take it lightly.
-> Questions regarding who X is won't be answered. You can however send in theories about who you think X is but there won't be denial or confirmation from my part.
-> Each X is one member from the group. Female idols post to be posted next!
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NCT 127
X has been giving money away to associations. it seems like this act of kindness is also a way for him to be ‘forgiven’ about a few things he has on his heart
X wishes to not renew his contract with SM the moment the opportunity presents to him. it seems like they want to leave korea as well
X has been working on their inner self and their own courage. you might see him next year speak up about things that other male idols dont speak about
x is in a very stable relationship at the moment
ever since X has been in a relationship with someone where the cycles keep repeating themselves. it is not very healthy
Next month, X might travel out of korea for a project he has been collaborating in
X will have a solo in 2025
X will also have a solo in 2025
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NCT Dream
X might take a new direction with his career. Acting happening in 2025?
X is still in his healthy relationship and it seems that so far things have been doing well for him
X is in a good state mentally and physically. he is happy and he is genuine when he shows it to his fans
X will give you news about solo projects that he has been working on
It seems like X wishes to go as a soloist once the contract with dream ends
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Stray Kids
X is in a relationship but he has not been faithful as he is texting another person through text/instagram and the texts are rather suggestive
X will go through a whole physical change in 2025
X baby scare
expect some changes in X career in 2025
X will be traveling soon for a solo project
X went to see a shaman in order to remove some evil eye he had on his shoulder but also to cut ties with someone who has been obsessed with him
Solo music for X in 2025
X is frustrated with his life because he has been stuck in the same pattern for the last months and he is unable to come out of it
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Monsta X
there wasn’t much i can say about X other than he has been living his life happily
X is truly kind, and lately he has been trying to be more kind with the people around since he know he has made people suffer
X is in a relationship with someone that korea consider like one of the most pretty/female celebrities in korea
X has been dealing with addictions and lately it has been worst
X will show a new phase of himself with a new solo in 2025
X will make collaborations for 2025 when it comes to music. he will also be more active in social media and raise his community
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TXT
X has been trying to be positive with their life but it's not easy when there’s so much going on with his mental health
Xs energy is completely chaotic. a lot of anger, a lot of despair and overall negative red emotions. all because they haven't been active
X is currently dealing with some serious health issues related to his stomach/digestive system/ habits of eating
X has been at peace for the last three months. a good relationship as well, he is happy and content
X has been physically active, which also has impacted his sexual life. he might have caught something that he didn’t wanted to because of the lack of protection
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Seventeen
X has recently decided to take the big step with his partner (probably private marriage)
X is single now after a long relationship. he has won a lot in wiseness and he is mourning that relationship
X is happy and determined to take control of his life and welcome all the blessings that he has been receiving lately
X has been talking with 4 different girls and they all learnt that he was flirting with them. the moment he learnt about it, he dipped
X is very humble and he understands and accepts critics about himself when it comes to his career. not when it comes to his personality
X has met his forever person a few days earlier
Since April, X knows that the person he is with isn’t his forever person but he doesn't know how to end a relationship this long
X is patient and he believes that love and fortune will come to him in the rightful moment
X has grown in maturity in this year, and he is now prepared to take a further step onto his personal life
X has been waiting the right moment before he can maybe start a solo career
X has been turning to his faith lately in order to be able to deal with the issues and the problems he has in his own life. faith helps him a lot
X has introspected a lot about his life. he knows he has a purpose but it's not always easy to deal with intense feelings like he does
X has also been developing his spirituality. he believes in a lot of things, and he has been opening himself to it in order to hold into life
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BTS
X has no intentions of keeping his career alive. Whenever he does solos it's because the company asks him to. in 2025 it's probably that he wont do anything because he simply doesn't want to
In mars, X will take a drastic decision concerning his career that will shock the public
X has been thinking a lot about the mistakes he has done on his past and he hopes nothing will be published
2025 will be a creative year for X and he will be doing a lot of things for his carer
This winter has been very hash for X because he just doesn’t know what do do with himself and his career anymore that doesn't feel forced
X is under the company's protection after the scandals that HYBE has been involved in. X has been involved in a few things as well related to that
X has been taking refuge in a lot of things. alcohol, his home, his friends, his family. anything is enough to hide the feelings he bares
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EXO
X has been struggling with his mental health a lot although he doesn't show it because he doesn't want his fans and his members to be worried about him
X is protected by SM after some shit and rumors have been going on around. X believes he doesn’t need that protection because whatever happens, he will drag the company with him
X has been dealing with quite a few ghosts it seems
10 days ago, X realized that he is not ready yet to do what he truly wants. X has been working toward something that he holds dear but he needs to wit before exposint it
X has been doing very god despite fans thinking that he isn't okay
X is a strong man and he has been making sure to keep himself and his family away from the spotlights
February will be a complicated month for X because a lot of things will be requested out of him
X has cheated on his partner and he has been lying to people around him about the reasons for their separations. he hasn't been honest with fans either
X has been introspecting on his life because he has been very anxious lately about the world in general
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Ateez
X doesn't show it but he hides his feelings a lot from the others. there’s some comments about him that hurt him a lot. specially about his physique
X wil be doing a solo project in 2025
X has been thinking about moving out and having something in common with his partner but he doesn't know how to make it happen while benign discreet
X has gave up from therapy which he had been following this year
X is having some heavy family issues and he unfortunately cannot do anything about it. he is caught in the middle
X misses his dad a lot and hisses his grandparents a lot too.
wait 7 days so you fan can receive X little gift
X will take a while new unexpected turn with his career in 2025
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The Boyz
ever since X’s last travel that went wrong, he has developed heavy symptoms of anxiety
X has been gathering courage to assume himself, to be the real self after years of denying a specific part of himself
X will have an amazing 2025 year, with a lot of recognition and solo works alongside special collabs
X has been rejected
In order to fight his anxiety, X has been focusing on living the present moment
seems like X will make a new meeting with the love of his life in the next days
X has been searching something, seems like love with someone, but the other person hasn't been giving him what he wishes
no one knows or is able to see that X has been very alone and lonely lately
X is in a toxic relationship with someone and he has been trying to write about it on his lyrics
X is dating an idol who is currently blonde, they have been together for the last 1 months and half
X is dating but he isn’t aware that there’s a third person in the relationship. his partner isn't cheating but this 3rd party sure wants to break them up
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Enhypen
X’s self esteem is so high that he doesn’t believe when people say on internet that he is ugly for example or when they criticize his physique
X is another idol who has spent his days instructing about himself and how to become a better idol for the public
X has bad intentions toward another member of his own group
X has been dating his partner for the past 15 days
X has been very active with people around. his masculine is at peak and he uses that to affirm himself
X is going through a process of healing after months and months of bad mental health
X wants to leave the group. Seems like 2025 will reverse a few surprises for the group
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Treasure
X will leave korea for a promotion/project he has been doing with his sponsor
out of all members X is whom has the idol person more genuine and lose to his real personality
X is dealing with codependency in his relationship but also substance abuse it seems
This winter was a good cycle for X who has found their person, and he seems to be very in love with them
X has a good intuition when it comes to know people's intentions toward him and others
two months ago, X has broken up with his partner but it seems like he is the one suffering from that choice
X will take an important decision for his carer in 2025
X has met someone new that he ha been developing a crush on
expect X to b able to show a new side of himself and to be the center of attentions in 2025 and on his group
X has true child-like behaviors outside the stage. some members get annoyed that he lacks maturity
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Zero Base One
X misses his family terribly and he would give up his career if it meant going back to his family
The issue with X is that he is unable to forget about the rumors or the scandals about himself which also does not allow him to move with his life
X has been trying to get away from a saesang, it has been one year since he is dealing with this obsession and its tiring him
X’s money that he has been winning, beside the debts he has to pa to the company he has been giving it all out to his family (brother)
X and another member from the group have made peace after an argument
X is slightly ore balanced emotionally after a debut of year quite complicated
expect X to have a new contract in 2025
there’s days where X wonders why the hell does he wake up if its to live these things
2025 will also change X career
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Boys Next Door
X is in a way better mood than what he was before. his mental health has improved
X takes medication for his mental health but it seems like he has been developing some type of addiction to it
X got in a relationship this december
X might go through mourning
Bet that X will have quite a good festivities this end of the year as he is planning to enjoy every drop he gets
X has been treated unfairly compared to the other members and even exploited
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Riize
X has been suffering from deep and annoying headaches. his body is telling him that it's giving up but it seems like he doesn't understand it
Solo for X in 2025
The anger that X has in him is no joke and i am scared that one day he won't be able to contain it and it just explodes on the wrong people
solo opportunities for X as well in 2025
X will accidentally spill some information that will fire up the internet
X energy has been improving a lot but he still needs to be careful who he calls friend
#tarot#kpop#Kpop tarot#tarot kpop#kpop readings#nct 127#nct dream#stray kids#monsta x#txt#bts#exo#seventeen#ateez#boys next door#riize#zerobaseone#teasure#the boyz#enhypen
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Look I’m not the biggest JayRoy fan bc I have shipped DickRoy since I was like 13. However this idea is rlly funny to me.
Bc Dick helped Roy raise Lian in the beginning when he was lost and needed to get his life together.
If Roy and Jason started dating
And Roy introduced her to his boyfriend
And it’s Uncle Dicks little brother.
You think shes calling him anything else???
Like picture this bc once again these. Characters are like 9000 years old and they do not follow the timelines of aging
Lian is born and Dick is helping Roy out in person for a long time, but by the time she’s like 6-7 Dicks very busy with Gotham and bludhaven and new York and him and Roy have had a bunch of falling outs but they’re not letting affect the kid but Dick doesn’t visit as much in person.
Lian is still very attached so Roy will sometimes call Dick on FaceTime and let Lian update him about her life and everything and ramble and for a while that’s the only times Dick and Roy have contact is the text message of
You free Lian misses you?
And Dick spoils the kid rotten, he sends her birthday presents but also half birthday and quarter birthday present. if Roy needs to be somewhere Dick will take her on a trip somewhere just the two of them.
He tells her about his family and Lian becomes obsessed with becoming an acrobat. In the way kids are this gets tacked onto everything else she wants to become
She doesn’t wanna be an astronaut no she wants to be an acrobat astronaut.
She doesn’t wanna be a doctor she wants to be an acrobat doctor.
So on
He tells her cartoon versions of what happens in his life
So the penguin is peddling drugs through the city that he’s purchasing through laundering money with illegal businesses
Becomes
A penguin walked into a laundromat and ate all the Pennies so now he has go find the penguin to get the money back.
And it’s an event when he does come to see her.
She gets so excited and happy bc Dick carries her around all the time and she gets princess treatment 24/7. And he teaches her games they used to play back in the circus and at first Roy was worried bc Dick doesn’t exactly have a scale of normal and he’s not gonna call dick and talk To him but that’s not something they’ve done in years
but then Lian falls off the monkey bars at day care and flips before landing on her feet, perfectly fine.
And when they call him about it they ask about it bc what is a kid doing with flips ofc they’re curious but whatever he is doing? The moms want to know? Is there a class because that could’ve been a really nasty fall and catching yourself is a very good skill to have especially as an active child.
And when he asks Lian if she was scared “no! It’s like game uncle Dick taught me why would I be scared!”
And Roy calls Dick for the first time in years just to talk to him not for him to chat to Lian.
And he asks and Dick just kinda awkwardly admits that that’s how his parents taught him not to be afraid of heights or falls. If you teach kids a life skill through a game they’re less likely to freak in the real life scenario. And Roy is kinda reminded why he became friends with this asshole and why he stuck around and it kinda rekindles their friendship.
And then Roy starts dating Jason and it’s on the DL, bc Jason has issues and Roy isn’t going to introduce someone who isn’t a certain thing to his child. Right.
But things are going well
Very well
And then he decides well fuck it
And they tell people
And everyone is happy for them even Dick despite his very very pained “really Roy my kid brother?”
“Are you gonna give me the shovel talk Grayson”
“God no, you’re a titan which means you’re family which just makes this weird because people I both consider family are dating.”
And then Roy tells Lian
And she is pissed
“Why is Uncle Dicks little brother here”
“Well Lian he’s gonna be around a lot more”
“Does that mean uncle dick is gonna visit more”
“No sweetie but you see uncle dick a lot, Jay over here will just be more around”
“…why?”
“Well because he’s daddy’s boyfriend now”
“Like how Casey’s new mommy and daddy are boyfriend girlfriend”
“Yeah sweetie exactly”
“So he’s gonna be like my new daddy?”
“Well no, unless you want him to but-“
“I don’t”
“What Lian-“
Lian is very angry because she wants her uncle Dick around more and when she told her friend at school her friend said that her new stepmom was around more since her and her friends dad got married
She then logically assumed the ideal way to get her uncle around more was simply to force Dick and Roy to get married.
And since Dick asks for a list of things she wants every year for her birthdays and Easter and Christmas and st. Patrick’s day and All Saints’ Day and Eid and Labor Day and Halloween and holi and Passover and … (no she does not realize not everyone gets gifts on all the holidays that exist, this is very normal to her. Roy had to rent a storage room by the time she was 5)
And Dick has never once not gotten her what she wanted (once she asked to meet the penguin who stole the Pennies and dick took her to the zoo and the showed her the penguin who had a little ziploc baggie of coins tied around its middle-she pointed out that he still had the Pennies and dick said that he felt bad and let him keep just a few)
So anyway she was gonna ask for them to get married on her Christmas list but she wanted to ride a pony and so she was gonna add it to her 1/4 birthday list but now her dad is ruining it because she knows you have to be boyfriend girlfriend before you get married and this is not fair.
So she has a parent trap style vendetta against Jason. He is Meredith Blake.
And Jason who loves little kids is devastated bc his boyfriend’s kid does not like him.
And Roy is confused bc Lian and never acted like this ever.
And Dick has no idea what’s going on bc Lian is eternally an angel with him bc he has gentle parented the shit out of her and also bc he will never see anything she does as wrong ever he knew her when she was a baby that young lady is perfect if you say a derogatory word against her he’ll steal your knee caps.
And one day Lian calls him from preschool and is like “daddy is busy he wants to ask if can you pick me up” and Dick of course says yes because they’ve done this before and sometimes you only have time to make one last phone call.
So he picks Lian up.
And Roy gets there and freaks bc where the HELL IS HIS CHILD. And bc he’s a hero he assumes his identity is compromised and calls Ollie and everything is on lockdown and WTH his going on.
And like 8 hours later Dick calls him and he almost doesn’t pick up and Jason is trying to calm him down and they’re all tracking her but on a whim he answers cuz maybe Dick can help find his baby.
“Hey Roy any ideas when you’re coming to pick Lian up or should I take a day off work tomorrow?”
“What?”
“Dude are you okay you sound wrecked what the hell happened”
“Lian is with you?”
“Yeah- what’s happening Roy?”
“Why is LIAN WITH YOU?”
“She…called me to tell me you were busy and needed someone to pick her up.”
“I-“
“Roy is everything okay”
“She- she called you?”
“Yeah? from the school telephone the same way she does Everytime you have a mission. Roy brief me? Are you okay? Is? Is Jason alright?”
“Can- put Lian on the phone right now.”
“Roy-“
“NOW GRAYSON!”
“Yeah sure okay”
“Hi daddy!”
“Lian why did you ask Dick to pick you up?”
“Yep!”
“Why?”
“Because you were busy”
Deep inhale “who told you I was busy”
“You did”
“I did not-“
“Yeahhh u did, you said you would be with Uncle Dicks little brother”
“What does that have to do with-“
“Go be gross with him I’m mad at you”
“You’re mad at me, young lady I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU FOR HOURS.”
“Why? Just because you forgot about uncle dick doesn’t mean I did”
“Wha- Lian what are you talking about”
They go to Dicks apartment and Lian explains that she is very cross with Roy because he knows uncle dick is her favorite baby sitter and it’s not fair that he gets to marry Jason when Dick is her favorite and since everyone knows that it’s babysitter and dad , boyfriend girlfriend, married. And that’s how Roy finds out that Casey’s new mommy used to be her babysitter and his daughter has been under the assumption that him and Dick were gonna get married since she was four.
And it’s annoying because Jason has never babysat her this whole time and Dick is her favorite baby sitter and he’s dating Dicks brother like that’s the wrong one dad.
Anyway Dick excuses himself to laugh until he cries in his room and Roy is bluescreening while staring at his daughter.
They clear some stuff up but when she’s mad she still calls Jason uncle dicks little brother.
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Pile One
I feel like your relationship with your guides is like “hide and seek”. They have an old presence in your life. Even if you are just now beginning your spiritual journey or are just now having the urge to seek out more about them and who they are, it seems as if they have always been in your life, and already have a connection or have had close contact with you. Specifically when you were a kid. Perhaps you’ve had “imaginary friends”, repetitive encounters with the same person or entity in your dreams, or have parents who recall you being distracted and smiling a lot at what appears to be mundane things as a baby. I call this hide and seek, because it’s like a lot of your occultic knowledge or experience psychic gifts were things that you’ve already learned as a child, but were conditioned to move away from for whatever reason. Your stunted relationship with your guides could appear in interests that you also had to separate from, like studying mythology, an interest in plants but also marine animals, gaming, drawing comic book characters, collecting items for yourself but stopping because someone considered that as not intellectual or important, and even crafting things yourself, regardless of how good you were at it, but because it gave you peace and happiness. Your guides see you as their family, they protect you like they are your parents, because their love for you is like having a child. They love it when you’re being silly and they love to sneak in silly things for you, to let you know that they’re here and when something is going to be ok. Maybe you use dark humor frequently as a way to cope with something that you’re struggling with or when you think about the ways that you’ve been let down in the past. You joke that way because you feel that it’s the only way to have some control in a situation that you predetermined will go down hill and be the end of you. You could talk to yourself or talk about your life in a way that is self-loathing and impeded, but your guides work and send you messages meant to bring you back up whenever you’re losing your determination to keep going. They’ll joke with you, but not in a way that encourages you to lose hope or to fail in seeing the good in yourself. It’s more like instead of showing you to laugh at yourself, you laugh at your mistakes, or you laugh at how crazy other people can be when they displace their negative inner feelings onto other people to show that it has nothing to do with who you are, what you do, or what you look like. Money is strong in this pile. This could be a message saying that you won’t have to fear about money forever and that a financial breakthrough is going to happen for you and you’re going to be financially stable doing something that you love or are currently building to support your living situation. However, mainly, I’m getting that in your spirit guides’ eyes, they’ve watched you grow up feeling less than because you didn’t grow up with a certain luxury, maybe you grew up in poverty, felt insecure about the things that seemed so easily accessible to everyone but you, or don’t know what it’s like to have a loving parent, but your guides have always seen you as a rich person and it has nothing to do with material items. They see you as brilliant, you work so hard for what you have and you’ll see the results multiply in the future, even if you struggle to find the right words for yourself–You always know what to say to others about stuff that they struggle to see within their own lives.
Pile Two
Your strongest clair could be clairaudience. If not, then it feels like you guys are good with picking up things by what people or say, or you have a strong intuition for what isn’t visible or said, but you have a poor time going forward with your intuition. When you get “right”, you tend to go left, then regret what you find out because you didn’t listen to what was initially divinely given to you. Your guides are nature beings, you can connect with them through plants but also relics or shrines. I keep getting inanimate objects, so you could have a few deities that govern planets, like moon goddesses watching over you. I feel that the connection that you have with your guides is like Yue from Avatar: The Last Airbender. You mirror each other and embody dark feminine energy. They’re gentle, ancient, and wise. People think that all spirit guides are like that, but no. Guides have personalities of their own, and not all are good. They see you as loving, maybe too loving, meaning you love without boundaries which could cause you some pain and a lot of repressed anger. You may not like to be perceived or put on a pedestal, but they do, because they truly see what’s in your heart. You just need guidance. They accept you for your good and bad traits, but it doesn’t mean they don’t lead you into improvement and learning to take accountability. You can be sweet, but you can also be bitter. They feel hurt when they see that you’re hurting, but they don’t want you to hold on to bitterness because people that harmed you will see that again and it’s not your business as to when. I will say that this isn’t to mistake them as peace and turn the other cheek, because they are not. They are wrathful behind the scenes towards people who hurt you or even think about hurting you. They’re very protective over your life, but there are some things you have to do to look after yourself since you guys are from two different worlds. This pile feels extremely hazy. They say that you are so smart, beautiful, and talented, but you have trouble seeing this and it pains them. You have potent manifesting abilities that range from making things happen yourself with your skills to knowing how to conjure with spirituality. It’s like you can create and create, but that’s still not enough for you, even when you are likely to top the latest thing you achieved. You need to learn how to rest and also be okay with yourself. There’s this habit of working and studying a lot for credentials, but still feeling less confident, leading you to give your power away to people who are boastful. This is a problem if you are psychic and are trying to find your way in spiritual communities or communicating with other spiritual people. Stop falling for words that convince you that someone knows more occultic knowledge than you or about your own personal journey and intuition. This is also a message for people to stop shying away from making content or starting a business in the occult because you fear that other people are better than you when that isn’t true, and stay away from people who influence you to think like that because they are not your friends or someone to trust.
Pile Three
You guys could have a lot of ancestral type spirits in your team and are probably reincarnations of ancestors in your past bloodline. You guys are cycle breakers and reapers of work and good karma that’s been gained in the spiritual world, meaning lots of inheritances, especially if you have passed down closed spiritual practices. This pile reminds me of the 4h-10h axis in astrology, each house rules over many different things but what sticks out that relates to this reading is the fourth house dealing with ancestors and the 10th house dealing with your public reputation. A lot of celebrities are famous because they have strong ties with their ancestors who are well respected spirits. People in this pile are destined for blazing success and fame. This can reveal itself in different professions, that could be but are not limited to, writers, actors, singers, entrepreneurship or something related to public speaking. Even though I feel practitioners and believers of spirituality in this pile, especially since this is a tarot reading, there’s a lot of skepticism here. There’s not enough trust or belief and this could be upsetting to your guides, they’re able to see things beyond your present reality which could make them patient, you could even be an impatient person, but it seems like both of you need to allow time to do its thing. Your guides see what you’re capable of, and before you are finally able to see it if you don’t already, they don’t want you to become arrogant and feel like potential is enough to back you up. They believe in putting in the work. They also see that you’re traditional even though you don’t want to be. You guys could be raised around a religion where witchcraft is shunned upon, and speaking about ancestors is discouraged which could explain the impatience. This could also be interpreted as you seeing this success but frustration over how far away it feels or how impossible it could be, and it’s like they see you as being dramatic or frantic about things that are going to inevitably work out. There was a message that I channeled for pile one and didn’t mention but I’m receiving it strongly here instead. It’s like things could be taking their time because you have to learn self-control. They don’t want you to let money and social climbing get into your head and make you forget where you come from, humility, and being in community with others. The fame and success isn’t given for you to hoard, but so that you can continue spreading the blessings to others, especially in your family.
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What Could Have Been
Summary: Silco, the Eye of Zaun, the Industrialist, was first and foremost a son of Zaun who wanted his motherland free. After an altercation in which his adopted daughter shot him in a fit of rage, he is left dying while the world goes on without him. His life's work and ideals soon trampled to nothing as his memory fades from the world. But what if he was saved?
Warnings: Canon Violence
Word Count: 8,366
Masterlist: here
Chapter 4 - Rebirth
Your lie didn't strain the trust he entrusted you with, quite the opposite, because he seemed almost proud with you the following days. Opening up as if that piece of information about you, your past and operations, were enough to see the full picture. And if so you wonder what kind of picture he saw, was it grotesque, boringly neutral or was it beautiful? No matter what the answer was, he seemed more respectful of you, yet that didn't translate in rigidness but in a more relaxed composure that had you smiling in relief. Seeing a man who fought all his life shed parts of his armor or at least his weapons, because of you, was something you took in stride, an honor. Especially coming from someone you could consider a childhood hero and an inspiration to your little insurrection.
It was charming, seeing Silco talk more to your community and clients as another month passed. His commercial smiles were rarer, leaving place for small, fleeting, yet genuine ones, like a gentle breeze during the burning summer heat in Zaun, cooked under and between metal plates and stone like you were in an oven. People asked as much about him as they did about you, the conversations longer and friendlier, the clipped fear melted into comfortable warmth. You didn't know if you could call him that to his face, but you were beginning to see the man as a friend and you hoped he did too, although you didn't mind if he didn't. It was crazy to come back home and banter with the man, have a routine, a cozy metronome rhythming your life between co-working and sharing a flat.
His jokes were dry, sharp, stated like facts, and they would be taken as such if it wasn't for the shine in his eyes, the slightly teasing tone of his voice and the hint of a smirk stretching his scarred lips. He was witty and fast, sending you in a verbal joust everytime he dared kid around you, and those might be your favourite moments. Underneath the professionalism and coolness, albeit must more softened that it used to be, he usually displays is a really interesting man. And you know it wouldn't be anytime soon or even ever that he'd grow soft around you like he did around his daughter. The tone, behavior and thought process he used around her was that of a loving father, she was all he had for a long time after all, other than his empire of course. But you could only wish to taste some of the sweetness he could give out, after all one craves what they cannot have, and you didn't count on ever recieving such treatment from him. But this...whatever it was, friendship, companionship, partnership that you shared with him would be enough for now, forever if that is how he decided it to be. And it wouldn't bother you one bit.
Not when business was booming due to your newfound collaboration, your working speed increased, your work load shared, it made money come in and new clients stay. But especially not when you finally felt like the missing piece of the puzzle had been placed in your hands, someone who understood you even beyond words. Now did you know where that piece went? No, you don't think you will for a long time, especially since it's Silco. But at least you had it, and it brought you new life, a pep in your step as your lungs seem to breathe easier, energy somewhat always a little more than it had been for...ever. He'd stay up later to help you in planning your small scale revolution, his years of experience giving you the upper hand with new found passageways and better plans, combining two minds into perfect one woman operations. He'd always care for you if you came back injured, gentle hands and a more detached voice, yet it was never mean and always careful. Once upon a time you would've found it insulting, thinking he was seeing you as an incapable fool, yet now you could almost see tension in his shoulders and tasted the concern on his tongue. Since the night you came bloodied and battered, you had shared a bed, Silco refusing to allow you anywhere near the couch at night time even preferring to care for you in the alcove. He said it was because the light was better and you two could get into whatever position he deemed necessary easier, but you had a hint of a suspicion that he was doing this simply because he liked having someone to care for again. After all, even when your face was untouched he prepared you a basin of hot water and a cloth to put over your eyes.
But you'd never tell him you knew, both out of respect for him and because it somehow made it feel more like a secret, more intimate.
No one had cared for you like that before, so up close and personal. And it felt weird to admit you did crave the touch that followed every mission you sent yourself on. And you felt motivated by looking into Silco's eyes, the clashing waves and roaring flames welcoming you in their embrace as he held a stare full of unsaid words of approval and care. But when he did it was "don't be stupid", but you knew he meant be careful. It would be "not bad" or a small huff expulsed with a slight curl of his lips instead of good job, narrowed eyes and furrowed eyebrows with a "you're an absolute moron" and a gentle yet firm grip of his hands on you instead of are you hurt. But you knew. And you'd play the game, letting him know you understood by answering with "the only stupid one here is you, you old fossil", "pretty great if I do say so myself" and "you should've seen the other guy". It was in his comfort zone, helping him maintain a control over the dam of his feelings yet letting him express it however he wished to, allowing him to lead the dance although he was as lost as you were. But he was learning fast, and you were proud of that.
Cooking was still shared in the same way yet something else had changed, since he prohibited you from getting on the couch past dinner time you slept back in your bed, Silco taking up the downstairs. No longer did the soft blanket wrap around you as you slept, yet it felt all the same, the sheets smelling like him before you washed them not too long ago. He smelled like the tobacco of your shared cigarettes, the metal from the forge, the whiskey you both drank, residues of earlier coffees and a hint of something akin to old books.
Not that you paid too much attention of course, it was just because you slept in the same bed he had for months. Your bed yet it felt ever so slightly different, not quite yours yet not his either.
"Alright Silco, I'll close up for lunch and get us something, what do you want?"
He hums pensively. "Would Vasha's sound alright to you?"
You nodded, excited at the thought of the chirean vastaya and his delicious assortments of fried foods. "You know how to speak to my soul." He huffs out a laugh, shaking his head before the bell rings, signalling someone entering the shop. It rang a dozen times and you were suddenly alert, looking outside of the staff room through the window to see well hidden lookouts in the streets. All had copper mouth guards which could only mean one thing. Chross.
"I had no idea you were in the business of making clients wait." Says the old man, sitting on his wheelchair, small glasses making his eyes look beady like a bug's.
"And I had no idea you were stupid enough to come here, although I did wager you'd know of Silco sometime soon, if you hadn't for months already."
"You revealed your big secret just like that? Have you no care for the man currently hiding like a coward in the back room?"
You scoff, rolling your eyes as you crossed your arms and leaning them over the table.
"We both know you wouldn't come here to order from me. You're far too much of a posh, self-absorbed bastard to remember that us lowly people exist and are worth something too although all your information comes from us, how surprising of a man like you." Your voice is light yet a soft snarl is heard, vibrating through the tense air between you two, the gentlemen in the room buzzing at the words.
"And so was the man you're hiding."
With that you let out a cackle. "I didn't even need to hide him because you Chem Barons have become stupid from too much oxygen and power. And yeah, he was an asshole, but compared to all of you good for nothings at least his sin stemmed from a genuine care for Zaun and its people. Not like you disgusting lot." You look them up and down, one by one, your face souring teasingly as if to show how repugnant you thought they are, and it would be nothing but the truth.
"Now now, no use to be so...uncouth-"
"Yak yak." You cut him off rudely. "Now tell me what the fuck you want before I release to the public the juicy information on your special operation with the enforcers in which you give them intelligence and let your fellow Zaunites get caught in exchange for some dirty money. How long do you think it'd take for your empire to burn then?" A smirk slices through your face like a knife, specifically the dagger Silco gave you.
"I just wanted to make sure my old friend, was faring well."
"Lie again and I'll send pictures of your counter deals with the up and coming Horned Angels, that you definitely didn't pay to assassinate enforcers you worked with to keep your slice of the pie."
And before Chross could speak again Silco appeared from behind, walking in from the back room, hands dried with a towel that he slings over his shoulder.
"I'd listen to her if I were you, old friend." The last word is almost spat out. "The little lady seldom makes threats she doesn't follow through with." He settles next to you, leaning his hips on the border of the counter, eyepatch still on.
"You hide your eye now, and you dress like the rats?"
"I am the Eye of Zaun no more, I have no need to keep that pesky thing out to scare the world." Silco caresses the eyepatch lightly. "And those rats you speak so lowly of are your source of revenues, so I'd be careful if I was you."
"The Eye of Zaun no more, mh?" Chross hums pensively. "Then the informations were right, you have been domesticated by a wench."
"I'd watch my language if I were you Chross, she is every little bit as dangerous as I am."
"Ah yes, the young revolutionary." Chross sighs, frustrated that the conversation wasn't going his way. "You've been a pain in our side for a long time now. Dangerous indeed. You're very good at what you do...for a woman by herself. But nothing that couldn't be expected from one of Keradon's, especially not his killer. Look at you now, playing the hero for lowly people and protecting the disgraced head of the Barons, how far the mighty have fallen."
You sigh, straightening up on the counter, eyes heavy with bubbling rage beneath your lids. Nodding your head quickly towards the door, mentioning Silco to lock it, you shove your fists in your pockets before walking around the counter, setting yourself next to the aged, dapper man.
"Manners." Silco opens the door and rolls down the metal curtains. "Maketh." He enters back and slides the first lock shut. "Man." The second one clicked, resounding in the silent room, stuffy with apprehension. "Those are the principles of the ones under your employ yet their manners are left to be desired, and you do not seem to care for such things either, morals and ethics even less. Unless pretense counts. In which case you'd be the most honest man in Runeterra." Your voice slights at the Baron.
"But I fear that isn't the case and that respect is not your forté either now is it Chross?" Silco says, leaning against the closed wooden door, arms crossed and face rigid, he almost looked like the Industrialist he used to be at that moment. Yet something deep within that teal eye of his pierced through the stormy ocean, rays of sun indicating the way, the dark violence of black rolling clouds somewhat tamed into less of a chaotic maelstrom and more of a controlled tempest.
"See, we knew you'd come to cause problems. And we discussed what we'd to with you once the moment reached us. A lot has been said, Silco was more partial to torture, and I to leave you one chance to explain yourself before bashing you 'til next Sunday."
"Now that you've not only insulted your own people, but also she and I, you've lost that chance. So instead of chosing what to do, why don't we do both? I bet she learns quick." The deep rumble of Silco's voice is heard, the sheer intensity of his tone making bodies shiver and hairs stand.
Chross was now fidgeting next to you, measuring pros and cons of attacking you as you and you partner stood on each side of the room, eyes set on them men in the room like predators eyeing their prey.
And all of a sudden the man next to you has his face smashed on the counter, your knee kicking him in the neck then stomping on his lap as you held his head. Switching to those behind you, you quickly get in your usual stance, low and agressive like a starved beast. In the blink of an eye you were at their throats, bones cracking, teeth grinding, bruises blooming at your hits; Silco running through his enemies with an ease of movement you could expect from him yet which still surprised you, slippery and fast as his dagger cuts through flesh and fabric. By the time you were done Chross was still on his wheelchair wheezing and groaning.
"So, you will appologize and then when you get out you will protect this secret with your life, no word about Silco or all the informations about your shady deals are being released and we'll watch with great pleasure as you get ripped apart." Your voice is almost detached as you crouch down, grabbing the man's jaw roughly to force him to look at you, your face smashing against his in a bruising headbutt. "The Eye of Zaun is dead. You hear, Chross?"
He nods, head swerving from side to side in pained dizziness as you drag him forward, Silco opening back the locks and curtain.
"And since you've been so keen on wasting our time." Your partner begins, inching dangerously towards Chross, his saunter slow and deliberate. "You will remind your lackeys that we are off limits, except if you want them to come back in body bags. And you better turn a blind eye to our actions too, a vigilante in Zaun is fine, but a name dropping trencher is a breaking of the code. And that would mean punishment for you, we wouldn't just let you infringe on the rules without consequences after all."
The tall man crumpled in his seat at a sudden punch from Silco and slowly yet shakingly straightens up, looking around at his deceased goons with frustration and fear, his chest heaving, face bleeding and his glasses broken on his face.
"Oh and since you've cut our lunch break you'll make your boys clean their friends up, that means also cleaning my shop, and give us your money. I'm sure you'll run faster with your wallet lighter." Your hand extends to the Chem baron, grabbing the air until a wad of notes was placed on your hand, the man going outside to call his men. The group making quick work of the dozen of bodies before wiping the floor of any and all blood under your smug, watchful eye, Silco standing next to you harboring the same expression before turning to you.
"I told you, you're a pissant."
"And you're as much of a bastard as I am, don't play coy." You slap his arm and in recoils in false offense, the play easy for you to decypher but making the men in the room rush their way out.
"I appologize for bothering you, ma'am, sir. Have a good day." At Chross' appology and departure, you both look at one another with something akin to victory painted on your faces as the bell rings one last time.
With huffs of laugh you close shop together after writing a little sorry note that you stuck to the door.
Business having taken more time than we'd have hoped,
the shop will be closed until 3 p.m instead of 2 p.m.
Thank you for understanding,
the Glass Anvil duo
And with that you walked out, greeting others on the street as you made your way to Vasha's your backs were straighter, chests puffed a bit more while your fellow Zaunites smiled at your passage.
You had successfully secured Silco's place here within your community and now he was fully separated from his past, for good.
With how important the information you detained was, you knew that Chross would not dare to, well....cross you. He'd keep this safe with him until his demise and the information would die with him, and with how decrepit he looked you wagered it wouldn't be much time until then.
Arriving at the chirean vastaya's stall you ordered your usual, revelling at the prospect of hot, crispy, fried delicacies filling your growling stomach. It had surprised you just how much Silco adored this type of food, revelling in the hot greasy and crispy finger foods, probably not used to such hearty meals as he'd always be working, preferring something quick. Yet with how he cooked you could bet he always made time to prepare something healthy for Jinx, healthy food for a growing girl.
Speaking of Jinx, in the last few months due to her attack on the council she had become Piltover's number 1 enemy, wanted posters stuck all over the walls. You avoided talking about her to Silco, knowing he was probably beyond hurt at how the world saw his little girl, yet while you hated the thought of one of your own hunted down, she did cause a lot of trouble. Trouble you've had a part in fixing by helping her father.
As a Zaunite, you hoped the girl was fine. As Silco's partner, you hoped she was safe.
You didn't know the girl, but from how she sounded back then, the rumors about her since a little above seven years ago and Silco's reactions: you knew enough. She was broken just like you, and although you would never forget or condone the hurt she's caused, you could forgive or at the very least understand.
This afternoon after opening back the shop, people came in as always, ordering and speaking to the both of you, their tone holding a bit of pride.
"Not too bad for an half-blind owl. There might be a chance for you yet as a Zaunite." Was what Oleg, the same man who you had corrected on Silco's first day, mumbled proudly with his hand on your collegue's shoulder two weeks later. Patting twice before squeezing and letting go, nodding his farewell before walking away from you.
"Wow, that's as close of a compliment as you'd get from him."
"And I wager that you'd know?" His voice drawls.
"Oh yeah, you both are quite the same in that sense. Never a thank you, a please or a good job. You ungrateful pricks." You laugh as you wipe some of your dripping sweat away, Silco pulling on your ear.
"I'm ungrateful now am I? Mh?"
"Yup. But it's fine, you make it up with your half-assed nonchalance, the words still mean what they mean no matter how much you hide it Silco." You muse.
Before the banter continued you both heard the bell ring multiple times, panicked voices filling the shop.
"They're gassing the streets!"
"They've deployed a strike team!"
"They're interrogating all of us!"
But the most shocking of all.
"They're using the grey!"
The gas that fills the levels of the Undercity, industrial coal or fuel fumes mixed with whatever chemicals Piltover decided to use that day, fusing in a thick deadly fog. Despite its name the grey was green, so heavy you could cut it with a knife, so foul it rotted you from the inside out, turned people blind, deaf or mute, clogged airways, and brought forth many more illnesses and lethal side effects than you could count.
"They're at the Fringes, they're getting closer, please we need masks!"
As a Zaunite your answer was a yes from the moment the moment they entered your shop for help and as a Sumper it had become a mission for you to provide as many masks as possible for your people, after all you grew where the chemical filled air and water were the worse.
"Get me all the filters you can from every shop possible, I have some but it won't suffice, get more people in on it too, make them all come here. We'll make your masks."
"And tell them exactly what you told us. If they're reticent, just tell them that if they'd rather die then they're very welcome to do so. But we will fight to gift as many people clean air as possible. We do not know when this attack will stop, so we need to stand together." The gravelly voice spoke, turning to you as you prepared filters and sheets of metal in the forge.
"Now go!" And at your voice, they did. Rushing out, yelling in the streets to rally more people as you got to work, paper scribbled on as you planned your masks, sheets of metal cut, heated, then folded and hammered into shape, holes pierced into them before you installed the filter and switched to the next one. Meanwhile Silco went to go look for filters of his own aswell as to make sure every home had gotten the information about the current situation.
Piltover had resoluted to use chemical warfare.
And that meant that they used the vents and pipes that they designed specifically to give you trenchers fresh air and to rid you of some of the grey.
It was an ugly feeling, the rage you were currently feeling. Red and hot like the metal beaten by your hammer, bubbling just beneath the surface as you try to hold yourself together. They saw you as good for nothings and monsters, as rats, as parasites, yet they're the ones pulling all of the most horrible stunts, hidden beneath gilded confidence and riches. And today proved you just that. Not only had they used one of the most horrible things plaguing Zaunites as a weapon, but they also prepared a strike team. It was not a big group of basic dim witted pigs, no, those were elite enforcers in a small condensed team. More dangerous than an entire station.
"We got filters!"
"Thank you boys, stay safe, you see smoke and you run alright?"
"Yes ma'am."
And that went on for days until the grey arrived in your own small part of the Undercity, your people equipped with masks as they walked the foggy streets, even in their homes. Yet you still worked. The Fringes, Entresol and Sump had been equipped to the best of your ability, Silco having joined you to make the process faster as your shop focused on providing Zaunites with masks, stalling any other orders. Sometimes he went out, rushing in the streets to see if anyone was trapped in the the grey, bringing them back to the shop so you could provide them with masks and comfort before sending them back on their way. His speed and deceptive strength helping as many people as his body allowed him to for the day.
After a week the grey grew thicker behind the glass windows on the front of your shop, and soon it was so heavy that nothing seemed to exist outside. Your door kicked down as the smog swooped in the room. Silco crawled, using the fog as a cover to go hide in the break room between boxes as you worked hard, the flame of the hearth illuminating you, the sole sounds in the room were the clinking of your hammer and the crackle of the fire burning hot behind you. An almost demonic dark shape stared from the shadows, slowly approaching until you could discern five body shapes.
"So you've arrived."
"You've been expecting us?" Said a classic high Piltovan accent, the same one you heard in the warehouse the night you saved Silco, this was Cait, or as you realized with the news of the council, Caitlyn Kiramman.
"Your operation is not exactly all that inconspicuous, even a blind man could see the damage you're causing. Very Piltovan of you Kiramman."
"Listen, we just want to know where Jinx is." That was Vi, the other girl who was there that night, and a fellow Zaunite. Your anger reached a boiling point, the bubbling anger turned into burning rage as you look at them, finally looking up from your anvil. They all wore great quality gas masks, that damned navy uniform, and had...hextech weapons? You scoffed, so much for "wanting hextech to be an instrument of help and peace", right mister Man of Progress?
"You piece of shit." The pink haired girl recoiled and her teammates approached. A large man with a riot shield, a small girl with a shotgun, a slim man holding batons and arboring a big backpack, aswell as Kiramman and Vi heself. "You're using the grey against your own people? What a great Zaunite you are, really the pride of our people aren't you?"
"Please we just want to stop my sister! She's caused enough damage."
"Maybe she has, but do you fucking realise you're only stoking the flames, girl?!" Your voice gains in volume as you step around your work station, hammer in hand while approaching Caitlyn. "Your mother is dead Kiramman, my appologies and condolences. But do you fucking realize where you are, mh? A place where all of us have lost everything even our humanity in Uppercitizen's eyes all because of you people! A place where we deal with such deaths everyday! But do we fight back? Do we gas, attack and interrogate you? No! Because we can't and you Pilties make sure of that, because you make sure we're grovelling to serve you yet never get enough to fight back! And yet you think using the grey against us is righteous for the death of three fucking people? Well four, but you wouldn't care about the dead Zaunite, now would you?"
You yell out, pointing your hammer at the girl, her confidence waning. Then you turn to Vi.
"And you, a trencher that betrays her own people."
"Because my sister is dangerous!"
"Yes she is! But so are you! How many have you killed? How many do you still want to kill? How many have died during this operation alone because of the grey? You hypocrite, calling your sister a monster while you're the same."
"As if you're any better." Chimes in an accented voice, the small girl was standing differently than the others, the tension that they all felt was all but absent from her and you could see something was clearly off about that.
"Talk all you want, little bird, you're not innocent either. I can smell more blood on you than on any of them, so don't try me." You get closer to her, her shotgun pointed and touching your chest directly. "The difference between you gods damned peanuts and I is that I know I'm a monster, beats being a self-righteous ass that can't see the weight of their crimes. Or maybe you do see them but feel pride, mh?" Your hand grips the weapon as she tenses, pushing it away from you.
"How can you breathe in the grey? I thought it was impossible."
"When you're a Sumper, a factory worker or a miner it's all you ever breathe. Your little trick is doing nothing to me. Now, if I were to take away your masks, what do you think would happen?"
The girl quickly steps back and the slim man holds your arm, it was gentle, as if he wanted to calm you down. Yet you grab his hand, as gently as he grabbed you, and pushed it away while sighing to try and keep yourself from initiating a fight.
"Jinx isn't here, I got no idea of where she is, now fuck off from my shop, my space and my city. And pink girl?" You call out to her, a sharp breath indicating she was listening. "Don't bother coming back to Zaun, and if you do, avoid this area. I don't know if I'll be able to stop myself from making you a stain on the pavement." You turn and walk back to your anvil, your form displayed threateningly with the roaring hearth flames. "That goes for any of you, by the way. So if you step a foot in Zaun, do watch your backs."
Their forms are tensed, jumping at each hit of your hammer on hot metal.
"We appologize for wasting your time." Your hammer stops at Vi's voice.
"You better be more sorry at how many people you've traumatized or killed with your fucking stunt, girl. I hope you're happy with yourself." Cait places a hand on Vi's shoulder, stepping in front of her.
"And do be careful with threatening high ranked officers, we could've done much damage had we wanted to."
"Sure thing Kiramman, I would've wiped the floor with you and that's why you haven't attacked although you've had every occasion to at my insubordination. Now go before I reconsider my generosity."
The two men nod, leaving your shop with small bows. Then followed Vi and Caitlyn who had stared at you for a while before going for the door. The last one was the peculiar girl, her fists clenched as she stayed there, looking at you.
"Need another lesson, girl?" Your voice snaps her from whatever thought had her looking downright murderous towards you, her steps clicking against the floors before the bell rang one last time.
And you continued hammering, the scalding heat of the hearth and metal somehow multiplied by ten in the thick chemical fog, your lungs heaving in rage and exhertion as sweat pearled on your body. Only when the fog started dissipating did Silco come out from the back, his steps silent and presence unnoticeable up until he released a big sigh. His steps led him to the counter on which he leaned on with his hips, arms crossed, a few strands of hair landing on his forehead and dangling over his face at their length. He hadn't cut his hair since he first arrived and it was growing longer, it went from the straight slick back and shaved sides to a more fluffed style, the hair on the sides growing as does the top. He looked younger, his hair healthier as his constant habit of raking his fingers through his hair disappeared little by little over the past six months, still present yet barely.
"That was agression I've never seen before coming from you. Yet I understand it all the same, your self control is unbelievable." His low voice rumbles before you hunch over the anvil, hot metal burning your flesh was not even accounted for as you took deep calming breaths.
"Trust me, I'm surprising myself too. But if I stoop as low as these animals, what would that make me?" You hiss, the pain of your burns finally catching up to you as you rip yourself away from the metal, forearms marred in new burns.
"It would make you what they see you as, what they see all of us as."
"Well to hell with that, and with them." Silco kills the heat in the forge before dragging you to the back, leaving your arms under the running faucet with cold water before sitting you down on a chair and picking up your first aid kit.
"How do you feel about closing up early today, mh?" He says, handling you as gently as he usually does when treating your wounds, cleaning the burns on your arms. "We could go to sector thirty seven in zone nine to take a walk."
"As in, the shores?" He nods, ointment gently rubbed on the painful red marks and boils. "Why there?"
"It's somewhere that means much to me. And I feel like as much as I know about you, you know so little about me. I...plan on clearing some things up, I suppose." He pauses, hands grabbing the bandages before his gaze met yours.
"You don't have to if you don't wish to Silco. it's not fair if you feel like it's simply to balance the ledger."
"It's not, I do wish to tell you. No one but Sevika truly know the full story, and she was more my employee than she was a friend, even though once upon a time it was the case." He starts to move, the bandages softly wrapped around the big burn marks, tightened enough to be safe yet not too much to hurt you more than necessary.
Your breath hitched at that, the impression he had called you his friend making the remaining rage quit your body and replace it with a relaxed sense of joy. That feeling stayed for the rest of your journey to River Pilt, and sitting down on the shores, looking at the evening sky, you felt different. That joy had ebbed away to leave a small tension as you looked to the horizon.
"Am I your friend then?"
He turns, gazing at you inquisitively.
"You said Sevika knew the whole story and she'd been your friend once. Does that mean..." You trail off, unsure.
"You've been my only friend since..years. Even when I didn't want you to be."
"Good, I was scared to be the only one of us thinking this way." Was the gentle answer you gave, leaving the air open for him so that he could open up when he was ready. And it took a while, as if the words were trying to claw their way out but his body forbade him to let them out, but in the end he closed his eye and took a deep breath, removing his eyepatch at the same time.
"You surely remember the Bridge revolt." You nod at his words, soft yet filled with a maelstrom of hidden feelings. "Benzo, a childhood friend of Vander and I, had gotten arrested and would be brought to Stillwater where he'd probably spend the rest of his days. I was young, naive, and although I was not usually impulsive, that day I was. He was family, and like hell I'd let him simply get caught. So a group within the Children of Zaun and I ran to save him."
He takes a deep breath, his ink black eye swirling with emotion as the orange of his iris flickered like a dying flame, his evebrows furrowed while he tongues the inside of his cheek.
"Within that group was another childhood friend, her name was Felicia, she was a miner like Vander, Benzo and I were. She was a mother of two, and on that day, on that attack that I planned, she died with her husband. Not only leaving two young girls alone, one ten years old and one merely five, but also emptying her spot in our lives as our best friend."
One of his legs shifts up, bending to accomodate his elbow as he hel his head in his hand, the other draped on his other thigh.
"When Vander saw that he attacked me, stabbing and slashing me, clawing at my eye..." His eyes look down at the river. "..drowning me. He had all the advantages in the world in weight, height and agression. I was just shocked, terrified and betrayed, and no matter how much I fought I knew I couldn't win, so I acted like I had died and his hands left my neck. It almost felt peaceful, the silence after this violence, after this horrible day, yet when the air ran out I was forced to come back up with my lungs screaming, my eye came next."
He turned his face to you, his teal eye now also visible as you looked at his scar, grey, and fleshy, as if unhealed even after all this time, the color of his eye and its state now making much more sense to you.
"Your eye is because of the chemicals?"
"Yes." He muses darkly, nodding as another sigh leaves his lips.
"And the girls?"
"They got raised by Vander along with two boys. Seven and a half years ago I started gaining on him and Benzo and him died. Although Vander was during the explosion at the cannery after I...caught him and tried to make him see his way to bring forth the Nation of Zaun left us in a stalemate with Piltover. The two boys died trying to get him out, the oldest girl Violet was fighting off shimmer enhanced lackeys with her fists and got out alive. The the most tragic of all was the youngest girl Powder, who wanted to save her brothers and sister aswell as her father, she made a little bomb..."
"...a little girl was the cause of the explosion?"
He nods again. "Indeed. And that's the day her sister abandonned her, calling her a jinx, and I found her."
You breathe in sharply, the pieces of the puzzle of Silco's life got clearer, more than half of it finally depicting the image you worked towards.
"Then...what happened to you?"
"Violet had been taken to Stillwater after that, broken out by the Kiramman girl after seven years."
"Caitlyn?" He purses his lips and tilts his head in agreement, his eyebrows raising for a second.
"Jinx thought her dead, or like she abandonned her for good along with the deaths of her family, the girl had been fractured, psychosis, hallucinations, attachment issues..she had gained the lot. I did my best to raise her but as an orphan raised in the mines and with much unhealed trauma myself, I've made her worse. I tried, but I could've never been good or enough for her."
You wrap an arm around him, and although he tenses he quickly lets out a sigh, his whole body melting into the touch.
"You did all you could with what you knew, at least you truly loved her and not many of us can attest to the same. She was never hungry, never cold and never alone. You weren't a great father, but you were the best father you could manage to be, especially to someone as young and broken as her."
Your arm squeezes around him comfortingly.
"Things escalated between Hextech, the new councilor, my rise in Zaun, my daughter had started causing chaos albeit under my command but also under her own, and at the peak of this tension sat a crucial moment. Jayce Talis, a man who we can say many things about except that he isn't honest and hard working, met up with me to discuss giving Zaun blanket amnesty, sovereignty, access to the hexgates...And he had but one price."
He leans towards you.
"Your daughter..."
"Indeed. My daughter, my best friend's youngest child, the girl that had kept me going all this time. And I tried to haggle, yet he wouldn't hear it. That day I visited Vander for the first time in seven years, his statue situated at the square of the Lanes. Our creation for our people, our first step towards independency, our first successful large scale rebellion. And I finally told him I understood why he had chosen peace over war, and that although I had forgiven years ago I now saw the bigger picture. When you raise and love children of your own, any harm coming to them is unthinkable, and she had nearly died and became a part of a transaction to get what was my one dream, our dream, for decades. She heard me, thought I considered it and captured me, inviting her sister and Caitlyn for a game in which she would decide who she truly was."
His eyes told you all you needed to know as you squeezed him yet again. "Powder or Jinx?"
"Indeed. But with her sister there, fighting so hard for her to come back, Caitlyn being in opposition and I fighting for her as my daughter, it triggered an episode and.."
"..And you nearly died."
"She shot blindly, she was blind at that moment, head filled with visions of the past and the present. She wanted them gone."
"But ended up shooting you....And your death was what prompted her to attack the council. That much I theorized."
His chest rises and falls deeply, his eyes glossy.
"She's not a bad person. She just had a bad life."
"And so did you. You're a good man who did awful things, but deep down...You always were that boy from the Children of Zaun, even after grief, anger and fear clouded your heart. You never stopped loving your people, you began loving your daughter, even Vander, yet you never saw that the one who needed love beyond all of that was yourself. And that's what made you lose sight of what truly mattered in the nation of Zaun, it's not the fact it needed to happen soon, it's not what you'd have to do to get there, it's its people."
He hums, his chest vibrating at the sound.
"You helped me realize that, Jinx and Talis contributed too. But by that time it was too late, the cogs of my defeat had started turning."
"It never is. Trust me." You huff out a small laugh through your nose. "I grew up under Keradon as a glorified murderer, i was so hopeless I didn't realise my power over him until I was twenty three. That was late too, but it wasn't too late, it was just unfortunate that it took me so long to get to it."
Your hand slowly inches to his head, raking fingers through his hair as his good eye widens yet the tension in his face releases, his lips slightly open to let out a soft breath.
"That day at the river, the young revolutionary died to leave space for the weary and powerful Eye of Zaun, to protect himself from hurt. And when Jinx shot you, that man died aswell. What's left to figure is who do you want to be this time Silco?"
He takes a long time to think, the lights of Piltover now brighter in the dark of night as the faraway neons of Zaun lit up the coast, just enough for you to see the ground.
"I wish to be a wiser man, yet as Piltover becomes more overzealous than ever in putting Zaun beneath the earth I cannot bear the thought of stopping the fight I started so many years ago." His right hand grabs yours which rested on top of his shoulders. "I wish to fight the good fight and help my people, but not alone. I suppose I'd like to ask my friend if she'd be willing to let me fight by her side so she can keep me in check. She's already helped me healing in the past half year I've met her, she's stubborn and honest, and most important of all she's loyal, to her people and even to me.
I wish to fight for Zaun again, with her by my side so I can heal and make the right choices, because it seems like no matter how convoluted the path can be, with her by my side I'll be able to achieve this if she'll have me."
His left arm wraps around your shoulder, his voice so much more gentle than what you're used to. It was as soft and loving as it had been with Jinx, yet hesitant, almost youthful in its careful wording. His eyes seemed so unguarded, so vulnerable and desperate and his lips were open, showing the bottom of two chipped upper teeth.
At that moment Silco looked so young. Pleading as if your friendship and presence in his life were his lifeline. And while he might have believed you to not feel the same, you did.
"Well, she has been lonely for a long time, that friend. Fighting on her own all her life even when she surrounded herself with good people, because no one would know her as deeply as you did. All she wanted was someone by her side, and you've offered her just that." You sigh, laying your head in the crook of his neck. "Of course I'll have you by my side Silco. I've wanted to be your friend since I ran back home with your body in my arms. Although I would've let you go anytime you wished if you asked me to."
"I'm glad I didn't."
And you were too, you were glad that he stayed. Was the thought you had in the precious, peaceful silence stretching between you two before he got up, his hand outstretched to you. You took it as he helped you get up, still holding yours as he led you into the cold water, taking your other hand and placing them both on his shoulders.
"SIlco?"
"Let me be reborn as a new man, once and for all." He asks, his eyes pleading you before his words did. "Please?"
He looked so peaceful that you couldn't hold it in you to refuse, smiling as you gained an idea, bending down as you pushed his shoulders as both of you dipped underwater.
He was right, it was peaceful, and his warmth and proximity fought of the frigid cold of the chemical filled waters or the River Pilt. As you came back out, the cool night air now feeling warm, he opened his good eye while his eyebrows raised.
"Gone is the lonely girl I once was, fighting on her own against the world and her own demons although all the odds were against her. If you were going to free yourself of the past, so was I, my friend." You squeeze his shoulders, bringing him in a tight and warm embrace. And although it took him some time, he embraced you aswell, his face almost nuzzling against your neck.
"You've been strong, it's time to share the burden Silco."
"You can share yours with me too." He mumbled against your shoulder, his thumbs rubbing back and forth from where his arms were wrapped around you.
"Something else we can share is the bed, I won't take no for an answer."
He chuckles, the vibration of his chest on yours making your stomach flutter at the first untamed laugh he shared with you.
"I wouldn't mind that, I'm not quite as young as I used to be. And I've already gotten a decade of being bent over a desk slaving away at paperwork and sleeping on the office couch because I would refuse to sleep full nights."
You laugh and the both of you separate, making your way back to the shore, then starting to walk back home, Silco already putting his eyepatch back on.
"How old even are you?" Escapes your mouth before you can eyen think, the question you've asked yourself months ago resurfacing as you made your way home.
He chuckles again, louder this time. "Fourty four."
"Damn!" He laughs again. "I'm sorry." You whisper and clear your throat. "Well....you look good for mid-fourties."
"Don't lie."
"I'm not! The scars are very rugged"
"Don't pull my leg."
"The salt and pepper's nice, real mature!" You nudge him with your elbow and wiggle your eyebrows and he chortles, bringing forth your own snorts and giggles.
"Sure."
"Your hair looks good too, I definitely can see you looking good with it longer."
"I had it long in my youth." He says as the both of you climb the stairs to your appartment, unlocking the door for the both of you.
You stop and grab him by the shoulders. Closing the door with your heel.
"To where?"
He lines his hand slightly below his shoulders. "There, approximately."
"Damn!"
"Is it that surprising?"
"No, no, I can see it, your hair's been growing and it looks nice on you. Younger. It's wavy too now that you don't pull at it all the time, I can only imagine what young you looked like. Long black hair, aquiline nose, two teal eyes, slim but strong, pretty voice..."
"It was mostly in a bun to keep it out of my face in the mines."
"Damn!"
He leans his hips on the kitchen table as he chuckles, bracing himself with an arm, eyebrows lifted and mouth curled in a smile as he shook his head.
"What? You were hot!"
"Was? Am I past my prime then?"
"Hell no, you're like a good whiskey, you get better with age." You blurt out again.
"Then you do find me attractive now." Your eyes widen before you rush to the bathroom as his laugh continues.
"Fuck off Silco!"
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incomplete list of weird/interesting manga-anime discrepancies
-you know the bit where they break into the girls highschool in episode 2? yea thats chapter 56. spliced into the middle of chapter 4. its supposed to go before the bit with the ghost family as a lead up to the mogami arc with mob starting to consider evil spirits as just as much “people” as living humans are. all things considered its kind of weird how well it fits its anime placement
-ritsu in the manga gets introduced in the same chapter as teru. you dont see mobs family at all for the first few chapters. infact i dont think his parents appear until like. chapter 25????? every interaction you see between mob and any of his family is completely made up for the anime
-in the manga during the claw arc instead of reigen sending them away all the lackeys just stood there awkwardly during the fight w the scars fdnjksndkjgnd
-mogami arc got GUTTED my god. the part where the fake psychics tried to murder minori got removed, shinras role in the arc got reduced to basically nothing, they move mogamiland ritsu to a bridge like 50 feet away instead of having him walk right over mob, mob only gets beat up like twice, the cat lives, the boxcutter bit is totally removed, the fight with the spirits is made a lot more abstract and less graphic. like im glad this one took the hit instead of the separation arc bc i cant imagine that arc ever being effective as one episode but wow.
-putting the “mob finding his family dead” thing at the end of the episode instead of in the middle of a chapter where it originally was was an objectively hilarious move
-rip the scene of teru outsmarting all three claw guys and saying “say old man have you ever been tortured before” unfortunately all scenes of teru being competent are not plot relevant and must die. also teru can make shadow clones
-hey remember those weird satellite people in claw keeping the viewer updated on where all the characters were in that infinite arc?
-mob with a gun.
-mob getting briefly knocked out while fighting toichiro and dimple possessing him then getting kicked out was replaced w toichiro just throwing him out the window or somethhing???
-toichiro saying that he only kept the super five around as spare batteries and draining serizawas power getting cut was a personal affront to me
-every single emotion mob cycled through in the anime got a 100% meter. the kid was super emotionally unstable in that fight
-that old man whos house they went to whos wraith made everyone asleep that they exorcised? yea they anime team made that up. they never went to his house in the manga, he just went to spirits and such for a shoulder massage
-manga reigen got 0 money for helping the yokai dude. it wasnt on the table. also most of the stuff he was saying was lifted from a video game serizawa played which he pointed out. also serizawa thought getting arrested was a type of spell
-takenakas general meanness was significantly toned down manga takenaka was a huge bitch
-in general the alien arc was a lot funnier in the manga? like the scene where reigen crashes they had reached a dead end on an extremely narrow path and were driving in reverse while tome and takenaka were screaming at each other in the back and inukawa was 5 seconds from snapping and killing everyone in the car. these might be my favorite pages in the entire manga they as so fucking funny
-originally when tome said she wouldnt keep climbing reigen suggested mob carry her with telekinesis (which horrified her) and mob said he was too motion sick to use his powers (obvious lie) but could carry her instead which got her to get up
-mezato asking mob to sign a t shirt for the psycho helmet cult in exchange for relationship advice got cut
-i cry every day that the sequence of ???% waking up didnt get animated it set a very different tone than the anime did. the anime was like. slow build up of dread. the manga was immediately bone deep horror i was literally sitting in my room yelling “WHAT???” over and over again at my computer as i clicked through it
-shigeo and mob conversation cut down significantly, all the references to the body improvement club being mob making a new self rather than embracing who he really is and being scared that all the friends hes made wouldnt like the real him removed </3
-the scene where reigen takes his shoes off is made a lot less somber and depressing. it feels less like “oh he knows hes going to die” and more like. triumphant? in the anime
-100% shigeo kageyama is an anime addition they added specifically to ruin my “the first time we see mob 100% is to fight dimple and the last time is to stop himself from fighting dimple” observation
-anime teru generally seems like hes in a better place than manga teru? manga teru seems very melancholy and like he doesn’t really know what to do with his life or his place in the world (which seems to put shigeo off) but anime teru is like wanna go shopping ^_^ *sips tea happily*
-manga shigeo deliberately threw the cake directly in reigens face and my fury over them making this ambiguous will last until i am dead
#maybe someday ill go through and do my simultaneous rewatch/reread#but for now take the ones i can presently remember#mp100#mob psycho 100#long post#pic
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One of the most immediately and directly vulnerable populations in the US right now is and will be immigrants without citizenship. Undocumented people in particular, but also anyone in the asylum process or with any kind of fragility to their legal status. We don't know yet how far that "fragility" will extend once Trump takes office: a green card should protect people from deportation but it wouldn't surprise me to see challenges.
The asylum process is one of the very few legal pathways to enter the US or to remain in the US if you are in danger of deportation. However, asylum seekers are not automatically appointed a legal representative. There's no public defender system for this. And without a lawyer people are more likely to face family separation, unnecessary detention, and deportation. This is...a pit of human suffering, frankly, that no one deserves.
If you are looking for ways to help, search around a bit for organizations near you that provide free immigration legal assistance. Here's an example near me: The Legal Project. They also provide free legal assistance with domestic violence, affordable housing, elder abuse, human trafficking, and many other situations where people are trapped for lack of free legal aid.
Even small amounts of money help! They may have clinic days when volunteers without any legal knowledge can still make a big difference. Heck, if you don't know how to find and contact an organization like this near you, I will help you. Contact me and I can at least get you started on the preliminary footwork.
You can also consider helping--with money or volunteer time--organizations that work at the US border. Currently many people approaching the border are summarily turned away without being permitted to apply for asylum. People who are deported may be dropped off without any help finding shelter. My boss is currently volunteering at the border as he does every year, and the reports he sends are pretty rough. (I didn't sign on for out-of-hours texts about moms and little kids being rough-handled and chucked out at the border with nowhere to go! Seriously, dude, I'm going to bed now, there's a time zone difference! But...I also kind of did sign on for this.) I know less about these organizations, but here is an example. They provide life-saving supplies of food and water, they help migrants and deportees find emergency shelter, they provide an on-the-ground witness to what border patrols are doing.
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TW: gang stuff, past trauma, mentions of death, tell me if there is anything else.
Graves shifts in his chair in the dark of his apartment. He figured this day would come. The tv illuminated the small living space in harsh light. You were safe, he told himself. You told him as much. When he saw you turned off your location he considered texting you. Now he was glad he hadn’t.
Makarov was back. That monster was back and now Graves worked for him. He thought back to when you told him about getting jumped by a few officers. They were his, he could tell. You didn’t tell him, didn’t rat them out. He’d asked them to keep an eye on you while you were having a week to yourself. In that time, he had kept checking up on you. It wasn’t just for you to report to him but to see you were safe. He kept it professional not wanting to get too attached, and vice versa. Losing his partner was bad enough, but he wasn’t about to lose his partner’s kid too.
With you gone and somewhere not even he knew, there was less to worry about. Now he needed to figure out his own next steps. Time would tell for now. Maybe he would take some long vacation, but Makarov was thorough. Could he trust his own officers, after they hurt you?
He switched over the channel not wanting to see the man’s face. The tv continued playing, as he got up, to get a drink for himself. Day off tomorrow. He had a little more than 48 hours. Graves texted Alex. Wouldn’t be surprised if Alex already knew but Farah would need to know as well. Then he thought about Price. Price would already know by now, word would spread to other gangs like the Los Vaqueros easily enough.
As he took more sips of his drink the memories came back. Ones he told himself he wouldn’t let bother him. Makarov’s words of warning, your father’s body, Price’s glare, Soap holding him against the wall… and your scared, sad face full of tears after he had to tell you your dad wouldn’t be coming home again. He blamed himself, wishing he had stepped in, stopped your father, done something either in that moment or before.
Graves texts you.
You didn’t see the text until the next morning. You got up, asked Simon who was already up if you could have a shower.
“I’m not your parent.” He replies. “There’s a towel in your closet though.”
After the shower you come back out, and find Simon crouched in front of black cat eating at some leftover tuna. It’s interesting to see Ghost in a much more calm state. You hadn’t seen him in action but you’d heard he could be lethal, sending more than a few cops to the hospital. Now here he was in dark jeans, a black hoodie and the same scarf over half his face from last night, petting a scrawny feline, who wasn’t intimidated at all.
“Are they yours?” You ask trying to keep your voice down. When you left the bathroom, you could make out snoring in another room. Didn’t want to wake anyone.
“Seen her a few times. People don’t like black cats, so they try to get rid of them.” He says, scratching the cat between the ears. The cat raised its head, welcoming the scratches. When Simon stopped the cat circled him rubbing up against his legs. “Cats don’t get to choose what they look like… owners don’t deserve to be cruel.” He adds in. Simon stood up and turned to you, seeing clean clothes. Black pants, baggie hoodie, a white tshirt. Your wet hair was covered by your beanie, and you already had your red scarf on.
Both of you stand there in awkward silence. Simon’s feline friend was still rubbing against his leg and purring.
“Hungry?” He asks finally.
“Kind of.” You say. Ghost shakes his head. He could understand you being weary still, he wasn’t exactly a bunny rabbit.
“Diner across the street does take out. Ask them what the price is for breakfast. Get yourself something too. You got money?” He asks. You nod, getting your shoes on with another word, taking your card and phone in your back pockets.
Once you get outside into the cold winter morning, your phone buzzes. You check it and find a text from Graves. One sent last night and the other just now.
G: Keep your location off.
G: We need to talk.
You stare at the text message while you walk through the alley, to get to the diner. Your steps are slow as you try to decide what to text back with.
Y/N: getting breakfast right now.
G: Take it back to your place.
G: or where you’re staying.
Y/N: why what’s going on?
G: is anyone with you?
Y/N: not right now.
G: staying with you?
Y/N: Why?
G: Tell me.
Y/N : Tell me why!
You weren’t about to let him get away without giving you answers. You finally reach the diner, and repeat what Ghost told you to, while ordering something for yourself. While you wait at the counter, you look around the quiet mostly empty diner. You notice a larger man in a booth staring at you. At first you turn to look in the same direction he is, then back at him. Definitely staring at you. Keeping your hands in your pockets you look back at him. Two can play at this game. He scoffs after a bit of you both staring.
“Can I help you?” You ask with some attitude. He scoffs again finally looking away. You take a moment to pull out your phone and snap a photo of the guy. Thankfully your food comes and you’re able to leave. Something about his stare made you uncomfortable, like he was sizing you up. You take a longer route back to the hideout. Couldn’t hurt to be safe.
By the time you arrive Soap is up with a coffee in hand, and at the bar counter of the kitchen. You close the door behind you and set the food on the counter, before sitting next to Soap at the bar. You take out your own container with your breakfast inside, and start eating while Soap gets his. You notice three containers remain. Ghost retrieved his and Gaz emerges from the hall way. Soap is wearing the same clothes as last night, while Gaz just changed his shirt.
“Last one for the cat?” You ask, through mouthful of food.
“Still feeding it?” Soap chimes in, while Ghost rolls his eyes.
“He’ll be here soon.” Gaz says.
“It’s a girl.” You say, thinking you’re still discussing the cat. Only when the door to the unit open do you realize what Gaz meant. Price walks in wearing a long coat. You notice he seems rushed as he takes his jacket off, and makes his way to the kitchen. He gives a quick and curt morning, before getting his breakfast. He too seems to be wearing similar clothes from yesterday. Off white shirt and faded pants.
Ghost is staring, his container hardly touched. He’s watching Price as he looks up and back at him. Price’s eyes look to you, and you look away to take out your phone. You look back to see a silent conversation happening between the two bosses.
Price keeps moving his eyes to the floor while Ghost’s body language goes tense. Ghost clenches a fist, body now facing more to Price and away from you. Ghost shakes his head before pouring a cup of coffee for Price.
“What’s wrong?” You finally ask. Gaz hops up on to the other side of the counter you and Soap are seated at. Price sips the dark coffee sighing, and looking at you.
“Before I answer, I need to know how much you understand about your father.” He says. Before the case you would have said you understood everything. Now though… you weren’t as sure as before.
“I know he did things for good reasons. Trusted you guys.” Not much else you could say.
“Do you trust us?” Price asks, folding his arms and leaning against the counter behind him, staring at you. There was still so much they hadn’t told you. It would take time for you to get the answers that made sense. For now, you didn’t have much of a choice.
“Yes.” You say. There’s a hint of uncertainty in your voice but Price wasn’t about to be picky.
“…Makarov is back in town, and he’s got his old position.” Price says. Everyone freezes in place going dead silent. You’re confused. You didn’t know who Makarov was. The name felt familiar though. Maybe something you heard in passing.
“Unfucking believable.” Soap says.
“News report was last night.” Price confirms.
“Who’s Makarov?” You ask a little nervous now.
“Mafia, has his dirty lil’ fingers everywhere.” Johnny says.
“And he’s the former police commissioner.” Ghost adds. You fidget in your seat. More questions but those could be addressed later.
“What about Milena and Nolan?” Gaz asks. Great more names you were in the dark about. Well, Milena’s you’ve heard before, she’s a businesswoman and socialite. There has been some small rumours about her and her late partners, but no one seemed to pay it any mind.
“More than likely.” Price said. “Alex, Farah and the Los Vaqueros have been made aware and to lay low for now. Don’t need Nolan getting set on anyone until we know what’s going on.”
“What does he look like?” You ask. When you get a loose description you unlock your phone and show Johnny the man you saw at the diner.
“Steamin Jesus…” he says, while Kyle leans back getting a look at the photo. You hold it up to Simon and John. John straightens and comes over to take your phone and get a better look.
“How long ago was this?” He asks.
“Maybe an hour or two by now. Took a longer way to get back just in case. He kept staring at me.” You explain.
“You see him again, you tell us but don’t go near him if you can.” Price orders. You nod and he looks at his everyone in the room. “Right here’s the deal. Makarov is back and he’s gonna have something planned, underground shit and we need to keep our eyes open so nothing goes unnoticed. We need to expose anything and everything he does or is connected to, I don’t care how hare-brained.”
“Yes sir.” Was said by everyone including you. You swore you saw the corner of Price’s mouth turn up for a moment to a smile. Loyalty. If there’s one thing Price had it was that.
Then your phone buzzes in Price’s hand. He notices the name but makes no comment as he hands it back to you. You check the name, and excuse yourself, getting you boots on and stepping outside.
You answer it just before it goes to voicemail.
“Hello?”
“Y/N? We need to talk.” You hear Graves on the other end. He sounds tired, and nervous.
“Yeah what is it?” You answer, trying to keep your hesitation out of your voice.
“I mean in person. Are you able to meet with me, or have you skipped town?”
“No no… I’m just uh… sorry was just eating breakfast. What’s wrong?”
There’s a long pause in the other end. For a moment you wonder if the signal is lost. Then you hear a sigh.
“Y/N… there’s a lot I’ve got to tell you. In person. When can you meet?” He asks.
“Couple hours maybe?” You say uneasy.
“I’ll send you my location. Come alone.” He instructs before hanging up. You pop your head back into the apartment. Everyone looks at you from the kitchen.
“Can someone give me a ride?”
Rudolfo helped Alejandro back into their hide out, both of them exhausted and bloodied. They expected some resistance during their shipment raid but not that high.
Rudolfo gets Alejandro into a chair before making his way carefully and slowly to the first aid kit.
“You broken Hermano?” Alejandro asks. Rudolfo almost chuckles. Man was nearly on a his death bed, and asking him if he was okay.
“More intact than you.” Rudolfo says, focusing on the injuries. Alejandro, still running on adrenaline gives a large grin, chuckling painfully. His mind was racing and clouded at the same time. The shipment was a big one but holy hell, the amount of security, and their weapons… he’d seen swat teams less armed.
Rudolfo helps him get his jacket off, to a bloodied white tank top underneath. Rudolfo assesses the damage before getting up and going to the bridge, giving Alejandro a strong bottle of liquor. Full the pain now. He winced himself feeling a couple of casings in his arm. Alejandro had taken the brunt of it though.
“You think that little cop told them?” Alejandro wonders aloud.
“Not likely. They haven’t talked to us. Unless Soap has told them something.” Rudolfo says, starting to tend to the bullet wounds.
“Or we have yet to be told something.” Alejandro speculates.
Kyle gives you a ride to the address you’re given, parking some distance away. He’s insistent on coming with you but you’re firm. No one comes with you.
You meet Graves by a river, with small boulders along the edge. Near the shore of the river you see Graves pacing. Thinking back there was never a time you could recall of Graves sitting still. He’s wearing casual clothes, along with a coat and leather gloves. Looks nervous too. Slowly you make your way down to him. As you get closer, he looks up hearing you approach. You don’t look up at him until you reach the shore focused more on your footing.
Then he hugs you. It’s a protective one, a relieved one like you just came out of the hospital. You squirm out of it, feeling annoyed. He was giving you shit not that long ago, and now he was acting all protective? Yeah no, he didn’t get to do that without talking.
“You okay? You’re safe?” He asks. You nod.
“What do you want?” You ask him, wanting to get this over with. Graves shifts a little looking around.
“How much time you got?” He asks.
“If this is some bull shit to get me beat up again-“
“That wasn’t supposed to happen!” He says.
“Wasn’t suppose-the hell does that mean?!” You demand.
“Y/N, a lot has happened and a shit ton is about to happen, so can you please just-”
“No.”
“What?!”
“No, you need to tell me what the hell is going on and what has been going on! I was nearly beaten to death by a bunch of blues, and out of nowhere you want to meet in private. Tell me what the fuck is going on!” You tell him. You’re done. You want answers and Graves clearly had some. He looks down at his feet. Wasn’t sure whether to be annoyed or proud of your backbone.
“I asked some of my buddies down at the precinct to check in on you, that was it, and only it.” He says, firmly. You cross your arms. “When you told me about them attacking you, I was pissed off.”
“You knew about dad and the 141?” It was hardly a question. Graves solemnly nods.
“Why the fuck was I put on this case then?!” You ask. “I was going to find out.”
“…because I hoped you would be the key to bringing your dad back.” Graves admits.
“What…?”
“Your father opened up cases we couldn’t get access to because of warrants and policies and laws. If it weren’t for your father there are cases we would never have looked into. We needed that again. The 141 don’t trust me, but they would trust you. When you told me you wanted off the case, I realized I screwed up, you weren’t ready. I was worried about you still, but didn’t want to risk tipping off the gangs that we knew each other.” He explains.
“…you were using my dad’s name basically.” You said not wanting to show any empathy. “So what changed? Why are you telling me this now?”
“…your father’s killer is the new chief commissioner.” He puts bluntly.
It’s like a big rock was thrown at your chest. You knew Makarov was back…you didn’t know he killed your father. Graves kept that from you. Makarov was mafia, maybe he was paid. Did the 141 know? This was almost too much and you felt yourself running out of air, the world spinning around you. Suddenly Graves is holding you up by your shoulders leading you to a rock to sit on.
Graves helps you through your sudden attack, helping you breath and keeping you from passing out. Naming your surroundings by your senses while you fight the memories. You weren’t there when he died. Graves came to you one night while you were home alone. You greeted him at the door with hug around his waist. Usually he would gently peel you off of him, but on this night he got on his knees and hugged you when you came over to him. When you asked him where your father was, he nearly broke down himself. You remembered him hugging you and picking you up to take up to bed, and asking the same question.
“You doing better…” he asks finally. You take deep breath and nod your head.
“I promised your father I would look out for you… encouraging you to be a cop meant you would stay under Makarov’s radar and no one would go after you. Makarov left I thought that would be the end, but it wasn’t, he’s back now, and I have to keep you safe, do you understand.”
“No.”
“Y/N-“
“I’m not running away… I’m not going to be a cop either. You can’t keep me out of it anymore. I’m a fucking adult, I’m not a child.”
“I made a promis-“
“I’m in this now! I’m not running from it!” You yell at him. Graves sighs, frustrated.
“…where are you staying?” He asks.
“None of your business.” You say crossing your arms. Graves is starting to get fed up with your attitude. He almost chuckles, giving you a smile.
“You’re right it’s not.” He confesses. “Do me a favour then. Adult to adult.”
“Sure.” You shrug.
“Stay safe. Now I don’t need to know what you’re doing, in fact the less I know the better. Keep me semi-posted. Made a promise to keep you safe to your dad before he passed. I can’t stop you from being your own person. Should have known that day one of meeting you, but be careful. Makarov has his hands in a lot of places, and I’ll be on a leash. If I try leaving who knows what will happen. Can at least try to keep the others in check.”
“Got it.” You say. There’s silence with only the rushing water to fill it. He sits down next to you on the rock, thinking of how to change the subject.
“Saw the mural you made on Soap’s Turf.” He says, over the rushing water. “Shit you are talented with a spray can. Should never have told you to change, could’ve made a good life for yourself.”
“I have one now.” You tell him. “One with good friends.”
“You need any of your stuff out of the apartment? Dropped off or anything?” He offers.
“Could probably go pick it up now, before I head back.” You say.
“It’s my day off.” He mentions. “If you really want we can get something to eat, give you one day of normalcy before shit hits the fan. Show me the other murals.”
“I have one I still need to make… got interrupted the last time, think I owe them one.” You exclaim.
“Think you could do it tomorrow?” He asks.
“I should start it today… but I could eat first.” You know Graves is going through it to, whether it’s his own fault or not. Graves while not the best father figure, was there for you. He was there for your dad. In the end he was still the one who stood up for you in precinct. You wanted to give him some normality before you both parted ways.
“Let the gang know we may be a bit. Otherwise I think Gaz will be sitting and waiting in that car for some time.” Graves says standing up. You watch him slowly climb the boulders back to the top where the road was. You follow after him after texting Gaz you would be going with Graves for a bit.
Graves is nice enough to drop you off at your apartment and let you grab a couple things, including your art supplies. Then he takes you to a specific location.
There you get to work on the mural you had offered the Los Voqueros. Bridges need to be remade and rebuilt. They may not be the most sturdy, but it was simply a matter of creating more support.
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Who is your favorite side character from Wind Breaker??
I had the feeling me sending everyone asks would turn back on me eventually hahaha Thank you!!
But ahhhh how do I choose a favorite?!
Well, my top two are Suo and Sakura, but I consider them both main characters (along with Nirei and Umemiya), so I’ll go with the three side characters that kinda tie for third place as my faves overall. I am terrible with choosing, so I’m just gonna ramble about them all:
Kiryu
I freaking love this boy and I can’t wait til we get to his arc because I need more of him!!! I love how chill he is. Unlike Suo, who ACTS calm, Kiryu genuinely IS calm. He comes from money, but he is super down to earth and treats everyone equally. He’s selfish in the sense that he values his own space and hobbies and is comfortable ignoring everyone while he sits off on the side and just does his own thing. But he’s also selfless when he needs to be. He goes out of his way to protect people that can’t protect themselves, and even after the immediate danger is out of the way, he sticks around and gives his time to whomever he’s saved (like that girl) to make sure they feel safe and comfortable. And he is NOT afraid to become cold towards anyone that threatens that person’s comfort, even if accidentally (Tsugeura). And on top of that, I love how subtly jealous he is of Suo never breaking a sweat and always coming out of fights unscathed. I think it’s really funny tbh. And despite being a rich boy, he’s a delinquent through and through. Baggy clothes worn improperly, face full of piercings, a whimsical hotdog phone case, a room full of silly decor and fun trinkets - he is absolutely not what most people would picture when they think of a rich kid. And I love him for breaking that stereotype. Kiryu just overall has a really fun personality and I can’t wait for his character to be further explored.
Sugishita
Gods, this boy is so autistic (I say as an autistic person). He’s one of my faves probably because of how relatable he is to me. Anyway, he’s a guy who is seemingly quick to anger but at his core, he is calm and just wants to live a peaceful life with his loved ones and take naps whenever he can. He’s got selective mutism and has a lot of trouble speaking to others and expressing his feelings. And he struggles with even understanding WHAT his feelings are. And that makes him frustrated. And he often needs his own feelings to be spelled out for him by others. People who haven’t gotten the chance to know him (pretty much anyone outside of his grandparents, Ume, and the four kings) assume he’s always angry and unapproachable (he just has a case of chronic resting bitch face) and often start shit because of it….which is what led Sugi to developing the habit of immediately fighting anyone that insults him or the people he cares for (such as Sakura). And because of all this mixed together, he’s afraid to step out of his comfort zone and grow as a person, which leaves him even MORE frustrated because he sees this guy (Sakura) come outta nowhere and immediately start growing into a major important figure for Bofurin. And that prompts him to push himself further and try to improve himself by changing the way he’s been doing things and UGH I AM JUST SO PROUD OF THIS FICTIONAL CHARACTER. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND CAN’T WAIT TO SEE HOW HE GROWS.
Anzai
This fandom really seems to sleep on Anzai’s character because seriously, THIS BOY IS SO IMPORTANT. He is the first one in the class (aside from Nirei and Suo) to approach Sakura in a positive manner. And he cares so much about his friends (even the ones he hasn’t spoken to in a while) that he’s willing to face an entire ARMED gang on his own despite having already gotten his ass kicked by them. And he cares so much for the guys at Furin that he doesn’t want to get them involved because he doesn’t want THEM to get hurt fighting HIS battles, despite the fact that he is literally SUFFERING. And he is SUCH a comically bad liar that even Sakura can’t be fooled by his nonsense. And after everything goes down, Anzai is not afraid to cry. He is so in touch with his emotions, and that extends to how he frustrated he is toward his friends for trying to do things on their own (the hypocrisy of this boy, fr). But later when Sakura tells the class how he feels, Anzai is the first one to scold him and knock some sense into him. He feels very strongly about his friends and he is not afraid to let them know it. And all that aside, he is incredibly funny. Like Suo, Anzai teases the shit out of Sakura. He’s a lil gremlin that thrives on chaos, teasing and rough housing with the others whenever he can - honestly the most teenage boy acting character in this whole series, I think. And I just love him to death. I really really hope we see more of him, even if it’s just small interactions.
Anyway, I think I’ve rambled on long enough. Haha I just really really love these three.
Thanks so much for the ask and giving me the opportunity to gush about my favorite side characters!
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These are the comments you received on the James defense post. I’d love to see your responses to them if you’re interested in answering.
what i don’t understand is how someone defending a 15yo james potter (thus apparently making them a classist which u think is tantamount to death lmao) is better than y’all defending snape? like. how is That not fascism considering mans was a literal DE who agreed w the ideals from a young age and also created torture curses that he used frequently enough to become his ‘signature spell’ and also became an adult who went on to bully literal children from his position of authority (and even becoming a kids boggart as well as actively harming other kids) whereas james was a kid who was a bully and went on to die at the age of 21. snape lived til his mid 30s and never stopped being an asshole. so. being a fascist defender of a racist bigot, how are you throwing stones at classists? also. if you’re talking ‘european cultural context’ pls remember this is not post-industrial britain and is a society of its own separate from the trad class system of the muggle world. money might play a role but so does blood politics and james was considered a ‘blood traitor’ which would’ve been a stroke against him during voldy’ speak war era. snape, on the other end, actively supported and endorsed the rhetoric. that’s just one layer to it. u can’t just juxtapose any theory to any context without considering the difference in that society from the one marx envisioned. that’s just lazy work.
You really talk a lot about class and aristocracy and brag about your experience and education and how much of an intellectual you are, but you still don’t understand that classes in the wizarding world are not the same as classes in our world. You use big words, brag about your experience, and clearly assert your moral and intellectual superiority over others, yet you don’t understand the meaning of “eat the rich”, the concept of class, the accumulation of capital, or even what capital and the means of production are. Or, most likely, you understand, but you just manipulate with these words to defend Snape thinking that no one can see it.(If you want to debate more substantially, I can send you my meta about classes from a Marxist perspective in the wizarding world. ( though you’ll probably say I don’t have enough neurones to write anything coherent😄)
Regarding the first person, I’ve already talked about this many times, and they’re mixing up concepts. First of all, I don’t understand what adult Severus has to do with James, because the relationship between James and Severus is limited to their teenage years. It makes no sense to bring adult Severus into the debate because we’re not talking about that Severus. We’re talking about the teenager in a teenage context with a teenage bully.
And, even so, if we were to talk about the adult, we could discuss how the violence inflicted by James Potter probably influenced his character as he grew up, precisely because it left him with a host of unresolved traumas. These include an inability to manage his emotions or deal with stressful situations as a functional adult, due to a significant developmental delay directly tied to his experiences at school and the importance he still places on them as an adult.
In any case, that’s beside the point. On the other hand, these people seem to be willfully obtuse. Rowling didn’t create a world out of nowhere; her world is the British Wizarding World, and throughout the series, she uses analogies for real-world political and social issues (like discrimination against Muggle-borns, which is supposed to be an analogy for racism but comes off as ridiculous, or Voldemort being a sort of Hitler figure but not even reaching the level of a nationalist terrorist party leader, or the werewolves being a disrespectful metaphor for HIV victims). So, it’s based on the real society she lived in, which is specifically post-Thatcherite Britain. For these people to claim that Severus was some kind of fascist racist and then have the audacity to deny that Rowling’s world is connected to the real world—when it’s closely based on real-world social dynamics and constantly shaped by her bourgeois, reactionary perspective—is as contradictory as it is ridiculous and even shameful.
And I’m sorry, but class is something that permeates everything. Class is the trunk of the social structure from which other branches of intersecting social issues emerge. Homophobia is also tied to class; feminism is tied to class; racism is tied to class. All the problems and axes of discrimination in our society have a class-based foundation because the social pillars on which it is built were based on class castes that date back to pre-Medieval societies. The Roman Empire was a class society; ancient Egypt was a class society. Our cultural references are strictly linked to class. Ignoring this and claiming that Rowling somehow created a completely isolated bubble uninfluenced by the politics of a world closely modeled after ours, and with issues she constantly alludes to in her work, is basically not understanding a thing, having the reading comprehension of a monkey on amphetamines, or simply refusing to acknowledge the obvious to avoid re-examining personal prejudices or deconstructing their neoliberal perspective.
As for the second message... Yes, I mean, I would tell them that not only am I an intellectual, but I also studied Law + Political Science, have two master's degrees, and have worked in unions. So, it’s not a matter of what I think; it’s that I literally have qualifications in this. I’m a criminal lawyer and political scientist. It’s not like I’m drawing my conclusions from a handful of Tumblr posts I came across.
They’re telling me I don’t understand the concept of means of production or capital accumulation to defend a character who literally lived off the wealth of his ancestors and used that economic and social capital (because there are various types of capital) to maintain a position of power over others during his school years. A character who, precisely because of his accumulated capital, managed to sit at the top of the social hierarchy without lifting a finger and who had nothing to lose by acting like a tyrant because he had an economic and familial safety net (another type of capital) to fall back on. All this while the character he attacked was on the opposite side: working-class, with no resources or financial support, and zero accumulated or generated capital.
I don’t know what the hell they’re talking about, and it seems quite incoherent to start posturing as a Marxist intellectual while defending abuses of power by the magical equivalent of an aristocrat against someone from the working class. And I’m sorry, but the social structure of the wizarding world functions exactly like the social structure of any society that still maintains class-based castes rooted in aristocracy. Pure-bloods are basically nobles, aristocrats, members of families with great lineages—they’re essentially lords. It doesn’t take much insight to find the parallel, nor does it require much knowledge of British culture; just a glance at how modern European monarchies work makes it evident.
But anyway, what do you want me to say? They can bring whatever meta they want, but I’m not going to change my opinion. My issue with these people is basically this: one knows what their strengths are, and I’m not pretending to be an intellectual or acting like I know it all. It’s just that I literally have experience in activism, paid work, and university-level studies (master’s level) on these topics.
I’m not going to share my opinions about physics, theories on how spells or magic might work, or whether certain things are plausible from a logical point of view because I don’t have the faintest idea about those things. I don’t know math, I don’t know physics or chemistry, and I don’t know engineering. I’m an absolute illiterate when it comes to equations. But I’m not when it comes to political theory. I’ve earned honors in political theory.
So, as you can understand, these people are hardly going to change the mind of someone who not only has expertise but also has a damn university degree. And frankly, I don’t think degrees are everything, but aside from that, I’ve spent 10 years actively participating in Marxist union activism, leading the university union, and I also worked for a year in the field of labor law after finishing my degree. So, I don’t know—they can say whatever they want, but I don’t care.
#severus snape#pro severus snape#severus snape defense#severus snape fandom#yes james potter was a classist#and a fucking privileged dick#and using politics for denying that is bullshit#james stans are the worst honestly#a shame for left-wing circles#james potter#harry potter meta
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Sugar Babe
Finally got around to finishing this, first published fic on this account, who cheered?! (pls gimme feedback/requests)
Pairing: Eddie Munson x Plus Sized/AFAB Reader ★ Established Relationship
Warnings: swearing, allusions to sex, mentions of ADD lol
WC: 1.3k
*Alternate timeline: a few years after the events of season 4 (spoiler: he lived)*
Inspired by the 1971 song 'Sugar Babe' by Stephen Stills
You were an outlier; you and Eddie both were for an endless number of reasons. One of the most prominent ones to oblivious outsiders looking in was the fact that you were only in your early twenties but you behaved like a couple who’d been married for at least a decade. It grossed the kids out, it warmed older adults’ hearts, and it made your friends of the same age a little envious. Neither of you really saw it as abnormal because it just felt normal; not forced, not overdramatized, not rushed, none of that. It was just natural, good old fashioned love as Wayne liked to describe it.
Now, don’t get anything twisted, the both of you certainly weren’t the perfect couple but you were perfect for one another and that was what mattered. You had plans to get married but not for awhile; 25 at least as you’d said whenever a family member brought it up since you’d been together for a few years already. There were times, however, when Eddie considered just full sending things because of how overwhelmed with love he felt: pawning a ring from the shop just outside town, taking you out some place nice, and proposing even if it threw you for a loop, even if neither of you had more than a few hundred bucks at a time. But he knew that wasn’t how either of you wanted things to play out so he practiced restraint, even on nights like tonight.
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“You can do whatever you want to do, you can be who you want to be. Just remember that me and you ain’t all there is to bein’ free.” Your singing was soft and clearly zoned out while you stood at the stove in Eddie and Wayne’s kitchen, eyes honed in on the pot that crackled and popped with searing oil and slivers of potato. Your boyfriend watched you from the opposing counter where he was supposed to be working on a tattoo for someone who’d paid him to design something; a simple sword with song lyrics wrapped around it that resembled vines. It was good money and something he loved to do, but he loved you more.
“People need love. People need trust. People need one another and that means us. My sugar babe. Believe me, sugar babe.” You didn’t notice him slip off the countertop nor did you seem to hear him slink towards you. If you did, you made no efforts to turn towards him or to ask what he was up to so he continued onwards, sly as a fox.
“Everyone knows it ain't easy when you get it all together in your heart. It's the easiest thing to do to be pleasin'. Folks ain't made to live apart.” You smiled and hummed as you felt the familiar embrace of Eddie’s arms wrapping around your midsection, his chin settled on your right shoulder so he could see what you were seeing.
“People need love. People need trust. People need one another and that means us. My sugar babe. Believe me, sugar babe. I'm on your side, sugar babe.” He husked the words with you like they were a prayer and you gushed as you kept an eye on the fries. This was your song, at least one of them, and he called you Sugar Babe as often as he could because it got the biggest smile on your face; prettier than the stars.
“Let yourself be open, honey, learn to bend. Remember, everyone gets scared, but I'm still your best friend…” He stole a kiss to the side of your head right above the temple and you turned this time, giving him the invitation to grab your hips with a little jig in his stride.
“When you forget about yourself and think of things to do to make me happy, then you love me girl, like I love you, oh-oh-oh…” He turned the charm up to 100 by tucking a lock of hair behind your ear, keeping his warm hand there since it always made you soften. You gave him that sarcastic smirk he loved and he began to lean in, going for the kill. Your eyes fluttered shut when he got close enough for your noses to bump but then a sharp gasp left you as the pot began to sputter a little louder.
“Oh, shit! Gotta turn ‘em.” You spun around like a top to do as you said, the edge of your elbow brushing across Eddie’s chest; a punch to the heart. You were lucky you were cute. An audible noise that sounded like a mix of irritation and adoration left Eddie so you furrowed your brows while you watched the golden fries bubbling inside the amber colored oil.
“What?” You asked in question, side eyeing him. He snorted and waited until you’d turned all of the fries over; having set the big spoon you were using back down.The moment it clattered against the spoon rest, he let out a long chuckle and grabbed at your waist once more.
“Nothing, ‘s nothing, Y/N.” He paused and met your eye as you cocked your head towards him; there’s those pretty blues. “Your ADD is just going ham right now.” You frowned and geared up to give him a sassy defense but he finally gave into his temptation (one of them, at least) and chased your lips with his own; shutting you up mid–sentence with a hungry hold. You gasped into the kiss but melted all the same, similar to putty in his hands and in turn, you held his face with gentle palms that he swore could heal. Your lips finally parted for the sake of air and you clicked your tongue at him once you caught your own breath.
“You interrupted me.” You said with an accusatory tone, unable to help the giggle that fell through when he started tickling at your ribs. Asshat.
“That I did, Sugar Babe.”
“Ass.” He rolled his eyes at you like a diva. He even did the hair flip for fuck’s sake. Drama queen.
“Oh, whatever. You liked that.”
“Says who?” You challenged it though it was true; this was part of your dynamic with Eddie, after all.
“Says the pink in your cheeks, Sugar Babe.” You fumed at that and he snickered since you turned an even deeper shade of pink, causing you to grimace at him with a saucy wiggle back towards the pot. Another eye roll came from him even though he knew you couldn’t see him and he sighed with a nonchalant lean forwards, grabbing you and hoisting you up as if you weighed nothing.
“Eds.” You groaned out of irritance though you made no efforts to stop him; not even any squirming when he had you comfortably settled over his shoulder.
“What?” He whined back in mockery of you, earning a light slap to the middle of his back.
“Put me down. It’s not good for your back, ya know.” He disregarded your words with a grunt that may as well have said ‘oh, as if’ and he kicked the door to his room open before gently flopping you down onto the center of his bed.
“Good one, babe. You should try standup.” He toed back to shut the door with his butt and he pulled his shirt off of himself, finding you with a confused gaze that amused him in some odd way. He tilted his head at you inquisitively and climbed on the bed, reaching for you with protective arms.
“What about the fries?” You asked him shyly. Even after all these years, you still got a little meek during these moments of intensity where all of his attention was on you and you only. He grinned with a shaking head and held your face, squishing at your cheeks just lightly enough to get a low noise of annoyance out of your mouth. God, he loved annoying you.
“Honestly, sweetheart?” He paused for a moment to kiss you; a long and hungry embrace of battling tongues, clashing teeth, and racing hearts. Butterflies filled both of your stomachs and this time it was his cheeks that turned a deep shade of fuchsia.
“Fuck the fries.”
#eddie munson#stranger things#fluff#mike wheeler#nancy wheeler#ross duffer#matt duffer#the duffer brothers#fanfic#stranger things 5#vecna#vecna stranger things#will byers#jim hopper#jane hopper#max mayfield#billy hargrove#eddie munson x reader#joseph quinn#finn wolfhard#dustin henderson#gaten matarazzo#lucas sinclair#joyce byers#steve harrington#johnathan byers#erica sinclair#joe keery#millie bobby brown#noah schnapp
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— BOTTLED UP
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summary : wilbur's budding music career has undergone a multitude of changes since he first started. fortunately for him, you are not one of them.
genre : fluff
warnings : i guess there's one part that's slightly suggestive?? mentions of a makeout i guess, wilbur has a few Anxiuos moments, mentions of alcohol/drinking
pairing : cc!musician! wilbur soot x reader, musicianbur x reader
pronouns : none (you/yours)
featuring : cc!musician! wilbur soot
requested : Helloo! Could you write something where Wilbur's favorite thing to soothe his pre-show anxiety is to plant loving, relaxed kisses down the reader's neck in just a really silly way?
word count : 1.1k
note : maybe a tad too much worldbuilding, but what else do you expect from me let me LIVE
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Whoever wrote “the lights are so bright but they never blind me,” clearly had not been to Sam’s. It was a dingy little joint with insane prices, but it was the closest pub to Wilbur’s flat and they gave Wilbur $50 a night to play guitar and sing a few covers. The lights directed at the “stage” in that place were enough to convince Wilbur he didn’t need glasses anymore because his vision was shot.
He’d get up there, perform to a crowd of about twenty people (some of them were sober too!) and then crash before 9 ready to get up for his early morning retail shift.
It was a pretty good life, especially when you considered he’d just moved out of home and was also taking online classes for uni. Plus, there was his number one fan sitting at the bar every Thursday, sending him flirty looks and paying for his water.
He’d come along way since Sam’s. Performing at real venues, songs he’d written, not sweating buckets under lights so strong he could barely make out the shape of you at the bar (not usually).
That part never changed. You moved positioning with each venue. Oftentimes you were in the pit of people, off to the side with the less jumpy patrons. As they graduated to venues with seats and a real stage, you’d be off backstage with a bottle of water and a hug available (no matter how sweaty he was).
It had been hard, his first few shows at Sam’s. Just a kid with a beat up acoustic guitar that was barely legally able to buy the alcohol he needed to even get up on stage. Said stage, a stool in the corner with a microphone that did more harm than good. There were panic attacks right at the beginning, quite a number of them. He would show intermittently. Slots at Sam’s were on a weekly basis, so some weeks he simply wouldn’t show up and ask for a slot. His anxiety would get the better of him, and then after a month, he’d suddenly regain his ego and he’d be back at it. In addition to the money from the owner (not named Sam), a lot of the patrons would leave tips for him with the bar manager (coincidentally named Sam), some weeks he would leave with over $250 for three days of playing. That would keep him going, he’d play for a few weeks and then someone would roll their eyes while Wilbur was talking and he would feel physically ill any time he even thought about picking up his guitar.
But then, you showed up. It was during one of his ego boosts, he’d finally saved up for that electric guitar he’d lusted after for months. You had been dragged out by a friend who promptly ditched you upon seeing a cute girl from one of her classes. He’d seen you before, at student services. All his classes were online, but registration hadn’t been, and you worked the desk at student services for some extra cash. He’d tried to find you on social media but with just your first name on your nametag, it had been fruitless. He didn’t want a relationship anyway, he was fine with his friends, and his coworkers and his electric guitar, he didn’t have the energy for a relationship.
At least, that was what he said before he was dragging you out the service entrance to kiss you that first night, you laughing airily. He wanted to bottle that sound, needed it more than any liquid courage Sam could possibly overcharge him for.
And thus, a new pre-show routine was born. A quick kiss before going back to his stool turned into a backstage hug as his crowds evolved from bargoers into fans - people who paid tickets just to hear his music.
Just a kid with his acoustic guitar was suddenly four guys with a two hundred million streams on spotify. Wilbur didn’t feel any different. He was still… just a guy. He’d swapped out his guitar, traded covers for originals, Sam’s service corridor for an actual dressing room.
The venue supported nearly a thousand people, and their manager had said they managed to seel over 80% of the tickets. That was an unfathomable amount of people to Wilbur. He’d quit his job and changed his act, but right before he went out there he was wracked with the same anxiety.
You were right beside him, your elbow tucked into his. His fingers fiddled with yours, nervous energy radiating off of him. He pulled you close, closing his eyes against the chattering from the audience, pressing a kiss to your temple.
“You’re alright,” you hummed, voice light. That same airyness he’d started to crave over the last six years skipping right past his nerves and planting itself right beside his heart, right along with the rest of you.
He planted another kiss on your temple, then beside your left eye. You were half-sitting on a vanity, the weight of your boyfriend comforting as you traced letters up and down his arm. “I know, darling,” he whispered, breath tickling your cheek as he planted another three kisses as he moved his way down to your jawline. His mouth ghosted up and down your neck as the band manager called out five minutes until opening from the hallway. You squeezed his hand as his lips came to a stop where your neck met your shoulder. He sat there for a moment, peppering that one spot with chaste kisses.
“You have to get out there, go meet the guys,” If he didn’t know you, he’d think you were trying to be stern. Your voice was firm, but still oh so light. Just like the kisses, over and over on the same spot of your shoulder. He hummed in recognition, and the two of you stood there for a second. His mouth connected with your shoulder again and, before you could stop him, Wilbur let out a large exhale, the vibrations on your skin letting out a loud sound that startled you. You pushed him off, laughing through faux-disgust.
“Wilbur!” He was laughing too, giddy smile beaming at you. He heard final call and knew his time with you was limited. He gravitated back towards you, mouth hovering over yours for one last kiss before he had to get out there. You gladly met him halfway, and he could feel the curve of your smile against his. “You got this.”
He smiled breathlessly at you as frantic knocking began on the dressing room door. He probably did, he’d be fine. Even if you were wrong and he didn’t “got this,” he had you, which was just as important.
#wilbur#wishing i could write my name on it#wilbuh#wilbur soot fluff#wilbur soot headcanons#wilbur soot x you#wilbur soot fic#wilbur soot fanfiction#wilbur soot x y/n#wilbur soot imagine#wilbur soot x reader#wilbur soot
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Yo! I really love your apocalypse yuu writings I keep coming back to see if it has updated.
I read the Lilia finds out part and when I read the "Epel gave Yuu an apple and he didn't know what it was" it got me thinking about it all night.
How would the first years react to Yuu not eating anything at all(probably other than bread) because he doesn't know what those foods are?
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Yuus pronouns are he/him, although they're mentioned briefly
This is barely proofread so please excuse the grammar mistakes.
Featuring: Epel, Ace, Duece, Jack, and sebek (there is implied lilia at the very end but it is literally one sentence)
Warnings: Talks of starvation, Yuu's illness, and survivers guilt, so skip this if you're uncomfortable with any of that.
Also I know it's been over a month. I have no excuse. I just didn't feel like it. But I have been teaching myself how to draw so I can be a bigger simp to Jamil so that's fun ig.
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Damn bro, you really don't know shit huh?
Epel was excited, to say the least.
I mean, could you really blame him? It's not everyday that you get a big ol' crate full of the apples that you were raised with.
By all means, epel should've been long sick of eating apples. Having them almost everyday for majority of his life, dried and dehydrated in the winter, and fresh and juicy in the spring and summer.
But no, no epel felmeir loves those apples. Every single one he ate seemed to effortlessly send him back to the simpler times of his childhood. Where he would send hours upon hours avoiding his siblings and playing games with his cousins in the orchards and taking naps in the sun while he waited for his meemaws infamous apple pies to finish baking. And meemaw would almost always let him have the first slice! Of the ones she wasn't going to sell at least.
He really missed her...
He'd have to ask her to bake him another one this winter.
But just getting to read the letter she had wrote, along with his parents and one of the towns kids that always followed him around like a lost baby duck, put a smile on his face.
Yeah. He'd get to see them soon, and once he graduates, he can get them more money, and be strong enough to protect them if it ever came to that.
Unfortunately, as great as his parents apples were, they couldn't fight the natural forces of time.
Dear sevens- they'd sent him nearly three dozen apples! All high quality too... it shouldn't effect sales too much. The orchards were big, and his parents would rather give up that expensive family heir loom necklace that his mother always wore than start selling spoiled apples.
But still, epel couldn't possibly eat thirty-six apples before they all started to rot. Plus, he didn't know how long they took to ship to the isle of sages, so that cut the time frame even shorter.
.....Does Jack like apples?
Should he even be considering giving Jack an apple to begin with? Their relationship was pretty vague. We're they actually friends or just study buddies?
Study buddies can give eachother gifts too right? And plus, it's food, not a 24 carrot gold ring or something crazy like that.
It should be fine. Maybe he'll give one to ace too. They were friends. Surely.
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Ace trappola would say he was a good friend. I mean, he wasn't the best by any means, but he was decent.
Yeah, he could be kind of a dick. But who isn't at this point, honestly, even deuce, even cater had their moments.
But he was still someone the people in his life could go to for things, usually physically, tangible this like food or an extra ball or something, but he wasn't completely useless when it came to emotions either.
You could come to him if something was bothering you. He probably won't help you actually fix it but he can at least make you laugh.
So why didn't you want to laugh?
You had taken your mask off a few weeks ago. And like a bucket of ice cold water had been dumped on him he realized it was the first time he ever saw you eat any food here at all.
Were you eating at all before then? What about water?
Thank the seven you were only here for around a week. But surely, you were dehydrated.
(You were definitely dehydrated. Deuce gave you a water bottle and you chugged it like it was your only chance at life. Which, to be fair, it probably was your only chance at life.)
Ace didn't know what your life was like before.
Ace didn't want to know either.
He didn't do well with heavy topics, always changing the subject when one came up unless he was personally involved in some way.
Other people life didn't concern him, and that was something he lived by.
...but still.
This was going a bit too far, don't you think?
Ace shot a look to deuce, clear concern instead of the regular teasing, which caught his roomates attention faster than he thought it would.
Ok. So deuce had noticed too.
Just goes to show how obvious it was that something is very wrong here.
Now, because ace had never asked, and he probably never will, he didn't know what your relationship with food was like before you came here. But. It couldn't have been this right?
A person couldn't only survive on some bread and room temperature water, right?
You sat across from him at your guy's unofficial table in the cafeteria, drinking the water at a moderate pace, as you didn't want to deal with another scolding from a certain housewarden, doing your best to keep a careful eye on grim as he went to go get his food from the lunch line.
And thank the seven for that, really. If grim turned back and saw that you weren't watching him for even a second, who knows that kind of ruckus would result?
But all that aside, you were still scarily underweight. Seriously perfect, how were you even alive?
Ace looked at deuce again. Deuce looked back.
He sighed.
Ace never, ever thought he would do something like this.
But for sevens sake, you were one of his best friends. And Ace will be damned if he just let you do this to yourself.
So with a deep breathe, he looked at you, and then turned back to what he was pretty sure was an ex-gang member, and nodded.
And for once, deuce understood.
They had to do something.
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You reminded Deuce Spade of that stray cat that his mother would always feed when he was a child.
Underweight, scared, scarred, and confused.
Always having an air if caution and paranoia, ready to react, as if anything could just jump out and grab you at any time.
But you weren't a cat, were you?
No. You were a person. Someone his age, maybe younger, that had obviously seen horrors he couldn't even understand. Which just made this whole situation even sadder.
Because if you lived like this, then what the hell was stopping him? What about his mother? What was stopping her from having the same fate?
Duece ignored the memories of his mother giving him food and taking none for herself, saying she wasn't hungry.
But he couldn't quite ignore them, nor could he ignore the pit in his stomach whenever he looked at you.
...Listen perfect, he doesn't know what you went through to be like this, but he knows damn well this isn't normal.
It can't be normal. Hiding this much food underneath your floorboards couldn't ever be normal.
The two of you were just hanging out in your room in Ramshakle. Grim was in the lounge, he was sure, and you had stared off into space before asking the date.
When he told you, you had a look of slight panic as you ripped the rug off from its place on the floor, and started pulling apart the boards.
And what for?
The reveal of a large stash of food, mostly non-perishables, but a few snacks here and there too.
Snacks that were about to expire, apparently.
You turned to look back at him, a sheepish look on your face, and what looked like a bag if chips in your hand.
Deuce didn't know what face he was making.
He just knew it wasn't one he'd want you to see
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If someone were to ask Jack howl if he was your friend. He wouldn't know to to say.
I mean yeah, you helped save his entire dorms ass way back when, yeah, you and him absolutely went throught it during azuls little "episode", and yeah, the two of you had plenty of mutual friends.
But we're the two of you friends?
Jack wasn't sure.
Because by all accounts, you should be.
It didn't change the fact that you weren't. Not really. Not by his definition and not by yours.
So what were you?
Well, you weren't friends. That was already established. And you were too close to be acquaintances (he didn't think acquaintance fell asleep on each other in the botanical gardens, only to wake up five minutes till curfew and just haul ass back to their respective dorms with smiles on their faces), so...what did that leave?
Well... I guess it left this.
"Eat it"
"....huh?"
Jack didn't know you that well. But that didn't mean he couldn't see..this happening. And it definitely didn't mean he didn't care.
So here he was. Holding a pastrami sandwich about an inch away from your face, silently begging you to just shut up and eat it.
Come on perfect, he bought this with his own money. Just humor him, please.
You eyed the sandwich like it was the most untrustworthy thing you'd ever seen. Jack's not going to lie, it kind of hurt.
But it wouldn't matter if you ate it, so he sucked it up.
...at least he would if you'd actually take the fucking sandwich.
Seriously, it was starting to tick him off.
Jack briefly considered just varying off and giving the sandwich to ruggie or something, or just eating it himself. He wasn't the biggest fan of pastrami but who knows, maybe the school made it better.
Honestly, he probably would have done just that if the image if you leaning against the wall looking ready to pass out from, what he knew, was malnutrition.
The event itself actually happened around two weeks ago, give or take. Jack thinks the only real reason he remembers it so well is because, well, it was the moment.
The defining moment, the moment where it just clicked that something was very wrong here.
He already knew that of course, I mean, look at you.
But as it turns out, watching someone actively starve to death in front of you will keep you up at night.
His mind turned to ruggie for a split second, before forcibly shoving that thought down where all the other thoughts he didn't want to think about were.
Like that time when he was a kid with a crush on Vil....yeah, Jack's happy he got o er that one to say the least. Nothing against Vil, he's a great friend and all (they were friends right?), but them in a relationship? Yeah. No. Not happening. No thankyou.
...yeah.
Jack mentally slapped hi.self and proceeded to shove his weird thoughts down yet again and refocus on getting his not-quite-friend to eat.
You were leaning back a lot farther than you were a second ago, if you did that anymore you'd probably just end up on the ground.
...jack sighed. This was going to take a while wasn't it?
By the end of the lunch period, you had come to a compromise, jack you slip the sandwich with you and take the other half for himself.
You ended up splitting your half with grim, who reluctantly took it. You had actually eaten yours too!...after you took the while thing apart and inspected and obsessed over it like how he'd seen Rook do to his housewardens that one time!
But still, it was something.
It was a start. And that's really all he could ask for at this point.
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Sebek didn't notice anything about you at first. And he didn't particularly care much either. He was a guard for sevens sake! He had a deep responsibility!
He had a crown prince, that he oh so admired, to protect! Not to mention silver, who he had to wake up at every given turn, and not to mention Lilia, who had recently been going harder on their training sessions.
So to waste his time with a human? With a weak little human that didn't even come close to his current list if priorities?
That's time he simply did not have!
...So why was he here?
He was supposed to be looking for his charge. His charge, who always seemed to wind up around the old, abandoned Ramshakle building and just dissappear in the nick of time.
It had been happening more and more lately, especially since that new perfect moved in.
He would be lying if he said he cared too much about him. Again, he didn't have time to be curious about some strange human boy with some strange past.
But still, he couldn't quite contain the way he jumped back when he'd first seen them.
Whoever he was, he looked so...sick.
...he didn't have time for this.
Turning back on his heel, he refocused his mind on finding his lord again, and quickl- wait- silver. Oh great sevens. Silver wake up!
Ok. Sebek really didn't have time for this.
...and yet.
Here he was, standing next to you, arms out ready to catch you at a moments notice if you really were going to collapse like he thought you were.
He hadn't been this close to you before.
And now he could see that you weren't just sick.
Great seven, you looked like you were dying...
Sebek zigbolt had always known humans were weak, fragile creatures. Never able to even light a candle next to faeries. Never able to light a candle next to him, and certainly not his young master.
But this was just pushing it.
Sebek was stronger than his human counterparts. He would long outlive them. He thought of silver for the shortest second and then quickly pushed that thought to the side. This was not the time. Buteven with those facts, sebek still knew that humans weren't made of fine glass. Even if the people in his homeland liked to act like it, Sebek still knew that humanity wasn't completely hopeless.
One strong gust of wind wouldn't knock them over.
One missed meal wasn't enough to do detrimental damage to their health.
Pulling one all nighter would barely put a dent in their day to day lives, aside from the obvious fatigue and.
But with you?
With you? Alwats looking like you could kneel over and die then and there on the classroom floor?
...
Sebek want so sure anymore.
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Epel had eaten more apples than any normal person should ever be able to eat.
Sevens help him, his stomach.
Despite the waves of pain that shit through him every now and then, epel wasn't mad.
Yeah, maybe eating a whole eight apples in the span of two hours wasn't his smartest idea, but the sweet nostalgia that seemed to wash over him and warm his very soul? Yeah no, it was worth it.
So no. Epel felmeir wasn't mad.
And laying in a bed that was much too soft for his taste, a direct contrast from the slightly itchy blankets and the hard mattresses back home, epel glance over to the almost empty crate of apples that were sitting just under his work desk.
...As much as Epel wanted to eat them, he wanted to do this even more.
Epel sat up, ignoring his stomach pain the best he could, and began a mental list of all the people he knew. And then a silent debate over who deserved his families apples in the first place.
Ok. First up Ace.
Epel would say they were friends. Not close friends by any means, but friends nonetheless.
Epel could give him one.
Next was Jack.
...In all honesty, epel didn't know. We're they friends, or just simply homework buddies that occasionally hung out?
...he could spare one for Jack, maybe they'd be friends then if they weren't already.
Duece.
Yes. Just- just yes. That day on the beach had changed their relationship forever. Duece was like a brother to him at this point.
He was goddamn getting an apple.
Epel chuckled a little at the realization that he was treating this like one of those elimination gameshows his meemaw liked.
Ok...he had two apples left after that.
Sebek wasn't really his friend was he? He certainly didn't make it seem like he was. If anything, Sebek was trying his damnedest to make them all belive the exact opposite, really.
....maybe he should just give the apple to Rook.
Or Vil.
Maybe.
Ok. He has one apple left.
The two of you weren't really friends. But you were friendly. If nothing else, you had been nothing but kind to him so far.
And plus, you looked uh. Half dead. To put it nicely.
And so, with a smile on his face, epel took out the crate of apples and began placing them on a bag that would make them easier to carry around tomorrow.
He couldn't wait.
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It's funny how your whole life can change in a single moment, especially when you don't even know what that moment was.
Why were you here? Where is here anyway? Surely, magic didn't exist right?
The air wasn't always this clean right?
Water wasn't readily available at the turn of a handle right?
People didnt...people werent...weren't....
Heh. Heheha.
Why.
Why were you here?
Why were you here?
Why you and not one of the kids? What the hell have you ever done but use up medical supplies in a fruitless effort to keep you alive.
Why was this world so...pretty. happy. Clean.
Why this world and not your own? What had this world ever done to deserve this luxury of life.
...What had yours?
What had you?
Out of all the base commanders, the medics, the farmers, or children, or any of the other apprentice kids that you sometimes had to work with.
You were here. And they were still trapped inside of that hell.
...You didn't deserve this.
You died. You were on that beach and you died.
You woke up in a coffin, but something told you this wasn't the afterlife.
That something being the blood that you coughed up the other day.
It wasn't from internal bleeding, you k ew that much. Rather, it was from you coughing so hard that something in your throat had ripped.
It really didn't matter. You had spent nearly half an hour in a panic, choking and trying to unclog your airways, while grim and the ghosts you had come to somewhat love, stood behind you, offering what little comfort they could.
It wasn't the first time this happened after all.
You were still bedridden for a good two days after that. Thank God for the weekend.
Time passed in a blur while you were like that. It always did, mostly because you were asleep ninety percent of the time. The other twn being dedicated to medicine and a vain attempt to get food you knew you couldn't stomach to stay down.
So no. This wasn't the afterlife.
It was just a beautiful second chance that you didn't deserve.
It was so confusing.
And this was so confusing.
What..is this weird red thing being handed to you?
Epel looked at you with a hopeful expression on his face. It reminded you of the little girl you used to look after...
You take the..thing.
Glancing over to your right, you watch Ace take a large bite out of it with a smile on his face.
Ok. So not poisonous. Good to know.
You saw Duece do the same thing.
You felt Jack staring at you, but you didn't dare look at him.
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