#more like bungou gay dogs this month

[c7arisse]

fool

[monarchamos]

hanging out with women, going on dates with them, that's fine. Killing them? not so much

[koiblossom5]

chuuya: why would I flip my shit about that?

dazai: because you flip your shit about everything

chuuya: well, will you look at this. here is my shit, and yet it remains unflipped. just sitting there on the skillet, getting burned on one side. it’s a miracle

[palatteflags]

Day 30: special! Ship Coffee gay and Tea gay! (created by me)

Like stated before, this poll represents which SHIP will get a moodboard in pride month. Because it's the end I wanted to do something more special, so I have coffee gay and tea gay!! I wanted terms similar to moon and sun lesbian, so I decided why not make some!

Also to note! I am using coffee and tea gay as inclusive terms, these characters don't need to be gay specifically, it's mainly vibes and mlm feels. I also will not accept suggestions for this one, just the picked choices ^^ (also I know Aziraphale got a moodboard earlier, this is the special so it's different to me :P)

[mania-sama]

😊 and 📅 for the ask game!!

you ask and i shall PROVIDE

➼ 😊 A fic that made you smile on a bad day

Soccer Ball, More Like Sock Her Balls by grandmascokebag, MystK04. I cannot describe this fic in a way that does it justice. It's a Jujutsu Kaisen modern: no powers AU that is so fucking ridiculous at every point and turn that it is impossible to not laugh. It's pure crack for the sake of crack and I love it to PIECES. I think they did genuinely upload on some rough days of mine by coincidence, and it is sufficient to say that I was cracking up even when I saw the EMAIL for the update. I mean, really. Look at the title. Look at who WROTE IT. The authors have such a talent at being stupid and funny and ridiculous in every single line just for the hell of it. And, you know, it actually DOES have a plotline. It just has some sidequests along the way.

It's just a silly crack fic that hasn't been updated in half a year. But I sitll have hope that one day the authors are gonna come around and add one more chapter. That would certainly put a smile on my face. Maybe they'll do it when I'm having a bad day again...

Quotation:

“Wait,” Gojo paused. “Isn’t alcohol a sin?” “It’s only a sin if you get drunk,” slurred the clearly drunk man. Gojo shrugged the comment off, not willing to waste his limited brainpower on the thought. “Hate the sin, love the sinner, I guess.” “EXACTLY.” the older man clapped him hard on the shoulder. “You get it.” “Sure, sure. It’s like the age-old question, y’know,” Gojo almost fell off the stool as he leaned back. “Gay son or thot daughter?”

(Don't let this quote fool you. The chapter is actually in Megumi's point of view. The whole fic can be any point of view at any point in time. ALWAYS stay on your toes.)

➼ 📆 A fic you’d re-read 10 years from now

... When I Awake by wildflowertea. NO I am not just saying this because you wrote it. I am saying this because this fic literally changed my perspective on life, death, and suffering.

Not to get into my feelings too much, but I do experience some pretty crazy mood swings every couple of months. I will be doing well, phenomenally so, and then I will collapse and burn out of nowhere. I don't talk about my swings publicly anymore because that's just not what I really do; if I need a place or space to rant, I have friends and family. I no longer feel the need to air out my current/active grievances and struggles with my mental health and body on the Internet. I also think it would be weird considering what people follow me for (which is, decidedly, not for my mental health journey).

But anyway, the point is: I am familiar with depression and general angst and how it affects me. I have lived life as much as the next person. I know that, in a decade from now, I may have forgotten some of the lessons I learned when I originally read your fic. Beyond being an amazingly well-written, well-structured fic, you literally changed my life. When I write, I aspire to craft something as elegantly as you did. So, if I am being completely honest, this is the fic I imagine I will be crawling back to in a decade from now. I will have new life experiences, new outlooks, and I imagine I will want to see how that compares to the fic you finished two years ago (GOD it's been two years already?)

For anyone unaware: this is a Bungou Stray Dogs fic where Dazai is the spirit of his comatose body after a failed(?) suicide attempt, and Chuuya is a musician who just lost his father and is thus taking a complete detox from the world itself by trapping himself in (unknowingly) Dazai's old apartment to wrap himself in his pain and misery. Neither are in a good place at the beginning of the fic. But, somehow, they come out quite alright. I cried 3 times reading this, if it gives any of you any sort of clue as to how emotionally this impacted me.

Quotation:

“Why am I here?” Dazai asks. “After all this time.” Death stares at him, its one visible eye narrowed. “Are you here to take me away?” Death raises an eyebrow as if insulted by the very implications.  “I am not cruel, Osamu.” But that is no answer.  “Walk with me.” “No,” Dazai says. 

(The entire meeting with Death is my favorite scene in the entirety of this story, if that wasn't obvious. It made me feel. It made me feel a LOT.)

[june16th2018]

things i deeply hate in bungou stray dogs (and its fandom)

tw opinions

(disclaimer: bsd is one of my fav manga ever)

1 • those short ass chapters

like what do you mean i've been waiting for a whole month only to get a 12 seconds reading (jk ofc i respect asagiri's work but that's immensely frustrating)

2 • sigzai, kunikizai, fyoya and every nonskk ship being compared to the actual skk

i KNOW every ship is valid but you cannot compare your goofy pairings to a relationship as complex as dazai and chuuya's

you cannot

also if i see one more zigzag shipper saying that dazai kissed sigma bc he's in love with him i'm going to lose my mind, i don't think yall realize how ridiculous you sound

(and don't come at me skk isn't even my fav ship 💀)

3 • talking abt skk, the dumb shippers

sigzai shippers may be ridiculous asl but skk shippers are freaking dumb (hopefully i'm one of the smart ones 👩🏻‍🦯)

no chuuya wasn't devastated when dazai left, he celebrated with wine and it's canon

yall are drooling over the fact skk has the potential to be an enemies to lovers then ruin the "enemies" part, like cmon the whole point of their ship is to be a love hate relationship 💀

4 • dazai wannabes

"me, a dazai kinnie 🤓" bffr

5 • the fandom bringing up bsd in something about some author who happens to be the reference of a character in bungou stray dogs (when it has specifically nothing to do with bsd)

as a literature lover please stfu i would break my dead ass skull if i was one of those poor authors

6 • "rarepairs (or even popular pairings atp) are valid 🥺" and it's almost only gay ships

i just know yall would have been drooling over margaret and nathaniel's relationship if they were wlw or mlm

7 • goofy headcanons

like wdym you can change a character's whole gender and pronouns just bc it's a hc, and wdym you can change a character's AGE just bc it's a hc???

like if it's canon don't change it idk, i would set my country on fire if i was an author witnessing my fandom changing canon facts about a character i created as if it was their own 😍

just create your own oc atp 💀💀

8 • "us bsd fans are so gay and mentally ill 😝😝"

add cringe to the list

9 • the way the manga is running away from the original aesthetic

again i don't mind it that much, but i rmb when i first watched bsd the vintage/dark academia aesthetic was what made me really into it, before things got as interesting as now

10 • the anime adaptation

obviously, who doesn't

(and before anyone comes at me and calls me homophobic or transphobic i just wanted to say that i'm bi and i used to think i was a trans boy (turned out i'm not but still 🥺🥺))

in conclusion?🤓?? the bsd fandom is like a sort of mha fandom 2.0

[gildeddlily]

we stan homosexual behaviour (so dazai knew he was somehow already important to chuuya?) (woah that's gay)

[1. We Stan The Flags 2. We Stan Adam (Paul bby what are you doing)]

3. We Stan the "Demon Prodigy" (the homo prodigy maybe) (he ab to flip Verlaine off)

Adam's point of view? nothing better than it

yk what Mori how about you fall down the stairs and oh so accidently break your neck? no bad feelings just go die in a ditch (he's actually right, cause they're in the damn mafia and Chuuya has to kill the man who slaughtered his family. but he's mourning them and that patronising voice is killing me)

well maybe. but reading things like this makes sense, like who even thought ab just chewing something for a long time without eating it? ppl who didn't know ab it must have felt like Adam, they have my solidarity (Chuuya's about to kill him right there, first with the chocolate now with gums. imagine if he saw him eating pure sugar like it was water)

because he's a self harming asshole who still thinks he deserves the sheep's betrayal cause he was a "bad leader" sugar they were shitty people, and even if you were all fifteenish you didn't stab anyone without any second thought at least

No, you didn't get anything, you're a dumb bitch who makes me want to rip out my own eyeballs every time I have to read one of the stupid sentences you says. one thing I didn't miss about Stormbringer was Shirase talking again and again and again about things he didn't know and treating Chuuya like he was the one at fault just don't talk

ADAM STOP IT NOW they're always dropping height jokes about Chuuya and it makes me cry everytime (Asagiri thinks he's funny) (he is)

EVEN MURASE no I don't know why but I totally forgot everything about him. and I don't know if I'm happy or not, knowing how he'll end up...

why so romantic Chuuya him talking ab Dazai like he's a piece of trash is funnier than everything. this following the "dazai fell first" headcanon that basically is my bible (it's canon shut up, chuuya started to really love him after stormbringer just trust me)

and talking ab Dazai

so he thought of Dazai as someone dear enough to Chuuya to tying him to the Mafia? wow that's some serious charges Paul are you sure ab it? (I just imagine Paul about to kill him and Dazai being like "hey, you're the dog's lost brother, why are you here? me? tying him to the mafia? I don't think so, but you can kill me if you need it so much, thank you!")

you'll find something one day honey please stop you're making me cry (i love Odasaku but straight up telling him that he'll always feel empty is a little fucked up but I understand that you're traumatized too so dw)

he's so teenager just stop please (his writing is so pretty and the he-learned-to-write-properly-thanks-to-the-mafia hc is as canon as his name)

shut the fuck up. shut up. I don't wanna hear you. you're not even my shoe's king, just shut up.

AH AH TAKE THIS YOU ASSHOLE Adam doing what Chuuya wasn't able to (admit he wasn't the guilty one in that fucked up situation) Shirase needed someone telling him that he wasn't the fucking centre of the universe

Murase is the man every kid in bungou stray dogs needed. He already knows that is late for Chuuya, that he has already became a tool in the mafia's hands, but he doesn't want him to see it happens to others, or to be the one doing it. (think about Akutagawa, that entered the organization in some months I think, and became a tool in Dazai's hands. Chuuya was made executive in little time and he was for sure busy, but he was still there to look at Akutagawa craving for someone's approval to the point of becoming with time the Rabid Dog of the Mafia, Dazai's dog (funny) and he remembered what Murase said to him. just- him remembering. need more Akutagawa and Chuuya contents btw)

I hope you die (I love you but stop with the "little brother" thing you're hurting my eyes) (you're depressed like anyone else so stop pretending to be cheerful) (parallels with future Dazai? no alr stop)

not Chuuya knowing how to speak but not what bread is (people joke a lot about it but it made me cry the first time, and it's still fucking sad. and Shirase calling him disgusting when they were almost in the same situation? shut up please)

...yeah bby you're the mildest person I've ever seen

mild adjective, mild·er, mild·est. -amiably gentle or temperate in feeling or behavior toward others -characterized by or showing such gentleness, as manners or speech

yeah ofc you are bby

I hate them so much Chuuya still doesn't see the mafia as "family". his family has been killed by the only person in that world that could understand him. he doesn't trust Dazai, and he doesn't trust Mori, even if he respects him. He truly is desperate about the fact that the only man who ever tried to give him a chance died, cause the truth is no one will ever do something like this for him again. And the hitting his chest things is so immature and childish- like yeah we'll tell you ab his strength and power every two sentences, just to remind you he's been around killing people for years, but then we'll drop something like this to remind you he's a mere teenager

[trashmouth-toastzier]

oi oi hello it was gay month and i had changed the layout of my tumblr for the first time since i created it :)!! then i drafted this post and only just found it now lol

decided to introduce myself a little and make a list of the non-male characters i like since my bio is a list of the fictional men i like >:)

hi im jules (u can also call me volantis), im 23 and im a non binary lesbian, i use they/them pronouns (and iel/yel in french), im british-french 😔✊ and i also speak some german

here are some of my favourite non-men!!!! (any characters who don't use he/him and/or identify as men) fictional characters:

genshin-> keqing, yanfei, klee, yoimiya, hu tao, shen he, yae miko, qiqi, xinyan, mona, lumine, arlecchino, beidou, collei, diona, dehya, faruzan, fischl, lisa, kujou sara, nahida, ningguang, xiangling

honkai star rail-> hook, natasha, bailu, seele, march 7th, herta, jingyun, kafka

honkai impact-> herrscher of sentience

mha-> himiko toga, mina, mei, ragdoll

proseka/vocaloid-> tenma saki, gumi, kagamine rin, hinomori shizuku, shiraishi an, yoisaki kanade, shininome ena, mayu, seeu, kaai yuki

magnus chase/percy jackson-> alex fierro, hazel levesque, piper mcclean

great pretender-> cynthia moore, abby jones

professor layton-> katrielle layton, flora reinhold, lucy baker, goldie potsby-mahn

love live-> tsushima yohane, yazawa nico, arashi chisato, emma verde, hanamaru kunikida, haruka konoe, kanata konoe, nakasu kasumi, tang keke, minami kotori, ohara mari, yoneme mei, mia taylor, tojo nozomi, tennoji rina, kazuna sarah, heanna sumire, watanabe you, ranpha, shirase koyuki, shitara fumi, kirihara yuuka, miyashita coco, hasekura kasane, kikkawa mizuki, tanaka sachiko, saeki reine, nishimura fumie

homestuck :') -> terezi pyrope, latula pyrope, rose lalonde, kanaya maryam, nepeta lejion, meulin lejion, roxy lalonde, calliope

tokyo mew mew-> aizawa minto, huang bu-ling

little witch academia-> diana cavendish, constanze albrechtsburger

bungou stray dogs-> yosano akiko, lucy montgomery

vanitas no carte-> dominique de sade, chloé apchier, amelia

black butler-> meyrin

pandora hearts-> alice, sharon rainsworth

vampire princess miyu-> miyu

tangled the series-> cassandra

it-> bev marsh

ensemble stars-> anzu, narukami arashi

x-men-> kitty pryde, rogue, mystique, emma frost, jubilation lee, polaris (lorna dane)

moomin-> little my, snorkmaiden

saiki k-> mikoto aiura, imu rifuta

dyslite-> feng nuxi, bai liuli, camille, catherine, yuuhime, discboom, elaine, heng yue, intisar, jiang man, li guang, mona, lin xiao, ye suhua

taz-> lup taaco, aubrey little, dani, lydia, lucretia, N0-3113, irene baker, gandy dancer

the raven boys-> blue sargent

pokemon-> jessie, lillie, blanche, acerola, mina, plumeria, klara, marnie, melony, nessa, sonia, opal, iono, nemona, tulip, mela

yuukoku no moriarty-> miss hudson

the magnus archives-> basira hussain, george barker, helen richardson, melanie king, jane prentiss, nikola orsinov, sasha james

teen titans-> raven, starfire, terra, jinx, bumblebee

bee and puppycat-> bee, cas wizard, toast

stranger things-> max, robin, erica

cookie run-> latte, strawberry crepe, scorpion, hydrangea, snow sugar, bellflower, black garlic, spinach, captain ice, snake fruit, kumiho, starfruit, moon rabbit, lychee dragon, pond dino, angel, black pearl, oyster, sea fairy, moonlight, pumpkin pie, cotton, cream puff, pinecone, milky way

idolm@ster-> hoshii miki, kikuchi makoto, takatsuki yayoi

etc... cause if not we'll be here for years (watch me add more when i think of them)

[sskk-ao3feed]

𝕍𝕒𝕞𝕡𝕚𝕣𝕚𝕔 𝕂𝕚𝕤𝕤

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/7h8dpMA by Fuyu_Natsu (mergonnn) This takes place 2 months after the vampirism events in season 5 of Bungo Stray Dogs. Atsushi decides to visit Akutagawa since they are now dating, living in the same suite, and Akutagawa is working over time. In this AU, everyone that got turned into a vampire still stayed vampires, however Bram nullified his own ability, so the people were more like half-vampires now. The half-vampires' skin turned back to normal skin color instead of being pale, they still have fangs, they don't need blood to survive, however they still get blood cravings. Words: 1294, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs), Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs) Relationships: Akutagawa Ryuunosuke/Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Shin Soukoku - Relationship, soukoku - Relationship Additional Tags: French Kiss, Vampire Akutagawa, Chuuya and Dazai are married, Atsushi and Akutagawa are dating, Hickeys, Neck Bites, blood sucking, Vampires, Smut, rough smut, Gay Sex, Fangs, Fluff, Praise Kink, Name saying kink, Aftercare, Stripping read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/7h8dpMA

[marzowo]

I technically have been here for two years buuut i havent actually doen any kinda introductions,just said i was a twitter refugee amd left it buuut a intro would be nice so here i am :))

hi im marceline, just call me marz

Ive been on earth foor 16 years? and some months,ive got a fuckton of siblings and a crippling mentality

Im in a shittone of fandoms and i have a different fixation per day

Im easily distracted and me holding a relationship is like me holding warm butter so if u can handle distant anti socials

Hi :]]

I have a crippling Ao3 addiction and have short term memory (kinda)

I also read manhwa if ur into tht too (manhwa,manhua,manga,danmei(limited) u name it)

Unfortunately i dont really do anime anymore,like i know basic summaries but i dont watch the anime

i mostly read the manga

I am a Neptunic NB who goes be all pronouns +Star/Starself (if u couldnt tell i have a space hyperfix)

List of Fandoms im in

Percy Jackson

Welcom Home(current fixation #1)

My Mxtx Era(Mdzs[Mo dao Zu shi],Svsss[Scum Villain Savin System],tgcf[Ti/Tu guan ci fu..only srry iforgotifitstiortuguanlol)

uhhhĥhh Bungou Strsy Dogs 🐕

Spiderman (Specifically Tom Holland)

Spiderverze! (i still need to fisnih my spiderson smh)

Danny Phantom

Genshin Impact

Hannibal

YOI(Yuri [its actually yaoi smh] on ice)

Harry Potter

Very limited as im yet to read it buuut,Hunger Games

DBH(Detroit Become Human[Kara my beloved])

PJSK :D(Project Sekai)

Underworld Office (bcs Eugene)

DC(not DC comics lol,Detective Conan :))))

Assassination Classroom

Murder Drones(Fixation #3)

LMK(Lego monkie kid/king-fixation #2 lol)

Code geass(Lelouch has me by th shirt collar omfg)

Fullmetal Alchemist

Voltron(Me when they lowkey forced LancexAllura lmao)

SHE-RA(Unfortunately just the modern one,older she-rq looks badass af+he-man is a total himbo )

OrV(Omniscient Readers Viewpoint,Has me pulled away by the ankles atp. Fixation #4)

Wednesday (reluctantly atp,its probably the only series ive finsiged within the last 12 months/srs)

Hmmm maybe Demon Slayer/Kimetsu No Yaiba

Encanto,if it counts

BL(Blue lock ;])

Erased/boku dake gai inai dachi(i think thats right)

OHSHC(Ouran highschool host club)

Criminal minds ofc,but only till s3 or s5,i got too lazy to finsih it b4 it was taken off netflix

Showtunes/Musicals(Specifically the songs lol buut,Heathers,uhh Dear evan hansen,a lil Hamilton, etc...etc)

Enola Holmes

Saiki K

Umbrella Academy

SpyXFamily

Legacies

TBP(The black phone :/)

Legally Blonde 1 & 2

Oshi No Ko(my idol? i think. Manga Timeline only)

TNMNT(Specifically the 20 something one,2020?2022?

unOrdinary

Moriarty The Patriot(Its just Gay Sherlock and Jame Moriarty)

Carmen Sandiego ofc (shes a queen)

{coming to the end lol}

the Owl House

The Queens Gambit(Im gonna rewatch it agian :>)

Bridgerton(bcs dramatic Victorian ppl are really hot)

Avatar(The one from my childhood,Guess which)

Twilight (bcs i have an older sister)

TBHK(Toilet bound hanako kun)

And very reluctantly (i left 5 months ago) My..My dsmp phase

+More :D extensive list i know.

Theres more

But ill stop here bcs i dont think anyones gonna read allat

Anyway pls follow me everywhere bcs i shitpost constantly

Literally whatever is in my brain goes online

Uhh heres my alternative socials

Reditt/Reddit

Twitter

Ao3:I forgot

Special Mention:Spotify

Marz has invited you to join a Blend on Spotify. https://open.spotify.com/blend/taste-match/a0d45a403ea80217?si=V1jNTL7zR2CwVmMwXvnmgw&fallback=getapp

Also i kinda do art sometimes

[ao3feed-fyozai]

Letter's from abroad

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/a9PWOmQ

by Kittttybng

Dazai left the Port Mafia, the only home he had ever known, and reached out to Fyodor, the only person he could trust. Their letters started off simple, but as time went on, they became more personal and allowed them to form a bond. When the letters stopped coming, Fyodor worried and tried to reach out to Dazai, but to no avail. Months later, Dazai explained that he had been caught and thrown into prison, but had managed to escape. Their letters became more frequent and their bond grew stronger, as they found a connection they had never known before.

Or: Oversea Letter's walmart edition

Words: 447, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 3 of Fyozai (´ ω `♡)

Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M, Other

Characters: Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Fyodor Dostoyevsky (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Relationships: Dazai Osamu/Fyodor Dostoyevsky (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu & Fyodor Dostoyevsky (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Additional Tags: Letters, Love Letters?, GAYASS, Light Angst, Love/Hate, Fyodor hates yet cares for Dazai, fyodor is a rat, Dazai is the cat, no wait, idk - Freeform, Lowkey edating, How Do I Tag, I wrote this instead of resting, can be read as platonic or romantic, minor Dazai and Fyodor, Bungou Gay Dogs, hahaha, Fluff, im sick, 400 words, Oneshot, Fyodor has feelings, Fyodor Dostoyevsky-centric (Bungou Stray Dogs), No Smut, no beta we die like my will to live, PortMafia mentions, Typical Dazai getting into trouble

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/a9PWOmQ

[ocpdramblings]

Maybe I should start using this blog to talk about my hobbies as well so that I can associate it with things I like. I like art, I do a variety of mediums. Watercolor, charcoal, graphite, trying to get into pastels and gouache, digital, not a fan of acrylic but I can do it, really want to try oil painting but I don’t have the space for it to dry.

I like reading classics a lot. Pride and prejudice is a fave rn and I impulse purchased Jane Austen’s entire works. Read the predecessor to Dracula, Carmilla. Very good. Very gay. Way more gay than I thought it was going to be. I thought it was going to be subtext. It was not. I also like reading trashy books as well. I really enjoy the ones that TikTok recommends that have absolutely insane plot premises. I don’t care about the writing at that point I just need to read.

I’ve recently gotten into Overwatch. Never played a FPS before. Made a couple new friends from it. Minecraft, Stardew Valley, Hollow Knight, I really wanna get into Celeste. On the second Ace Attorney game, I love mobile and gacha games, I wanna play more otomes even tho I’m not a big fan of romance when I am implicated.

I unmask a lot with this blog and every time I reread a post I can’t help but think of how bland it is and how I’d never talk like that in real life.

My favorite game is Okami. Never met other people who like it. Very sad.

I watch anime, tho I do this thing where I’ll watch a popular anime a couple years after it comes out. And I tell myself that it’s to see if it lives up to the hype but honestly it’s bc I’ll have random moments in which I want to watch anime and then the only ones that come to mind are popular ones on social media years ago. I say my favorite is Bungou Stray Dogs but that’s actually my favorite manga not my favorite anime. My fav anime rn is probably High Card. Doesn’t have the highest budget but I like the premise so far and the characters. My favorite mangas are Bungou Stray Dogs, Kuroshitsuji, and Witch Hat Atelier (also not caught up on). I wanna start reading firefly wedding.

I read a lot of romance manhwas, mainly with female leads but I have a couple with male leads that I adore. I haven’t watched any tv shows in a while but I’ve been telling myself that I’m either going to watch Hannibal or Dexter. I’ve been wanting to consume more queer material involving women since I’ve found that despite being sapphic, very few women media shows up recommended to me. Favorite movie of last year was Bottoms. I watched it several times. I want to get into cdramas. The next film I see will either be The Handmaiden or Maja Ma. Or one of the Saw movies. Been on a Saw movie binge with friends. I find the themes inconsistent. An unforgivable crime.

There’s no actors I’m particularly into. Never got into anything Marvel aside from Spider Man. I plan on reading the comics soon bc a friend of mine really likes Spider man and I want him to know I care about his interests.

I’ve found a new enjoyment for figure skating. I have a couple of male skaters that I quite enjoy, but I’d like to watch more and eventually get into some female and ice dancing pairs as well.

I crochet. Valentine’s Day is my favorite holiday. I graduate with my bachelors in the spring. I plan on doing my masters in IO psychology. My favorite color is blue and pink. I’ve been dying my hair for I think two years now. Maybe six months away from two. My friends say that I am surprisingly progressive in regards to my political views. I don’t know what that is supposed to mean.

I have a new car cause I recently got into a car crash. I’m very privileged. I don’t have to worry about money. I do regardless. I somehow have this personality disorder, and I have had one of the best life’s a child could have. Though every time I say that my friends say that’s weird considering the amount of trauma I’ve gone through. I think I have turned out well despite my circumstances. I like caring about other people. I’d like to make it my life’s goal to improve the life of somebody I don’t know yet.

Feel free to reach out to this blog anytime. It’s a side blog so I’m likely not gonna end up following anybody but I like talking.

[kunikidas-lost-glasses]

Kunikida helping Dazai when he's struggling/at his lowest ft. Married!Soukoku

Please be mindful of the TWs

TWS: Dazai typical mentions of SH and suicide, metions of relapse, nightmares, very slight mention of feeling empty, being scared of feelings, mentions of panicking, mentions of grieving after a loved person, very slight mention of dissociation, slight mention of feeling like going crazy

Probably very ooc but idk

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Kunikida is the only one besides Chuuya who is allowed to see Dazai at his lowest, who is allowed to comfort him and who is allowed to change his bandages when Dazai isn't able to do so. He just happened to gain a lot of Dazai's trust over the years of working as partners and now he is always there for Dazai. Especially when Chuuya isn't available.

The first time he saw Dazai being close to breaking down was one night where the latter suddenly stood in front of his apartment, wearing only his pyjamas and a random pair of shoes, looking like he would break down at any moment.

After Dazai married Chuuya and moved in together with him, he really wanted to try to live for his chibi even though he knew how hard it was. He tried not to hurt himself anymore and he tried to stop attempting because he hated how hurt and pained Chuuya looked when Dazai dragged himself home, drenched in water and shivering from trying to drown himself in the river or when his body was covered in new bruises and scars again.

 It was hard but he really did his best and Chuuya helped him wherever he could without giving him the feeling that he would baby him bc it really wasn't something one could manage alone. Dazai was far too broken and messed up for doing this completely alone.

 He was there for him when the urges to attempt not to harm himself got too much again, he was there for him during relapses and breakdowns and celebrated with him when he managed to fight off the urges. 

 After a while he really managed to become and stay clean and stopped to attempt but one day where Chuuya had to stay overnight in the Mafia due to a lot of paperwork he nearly attempted again.

Chuuya had been staying at the PM headquarters overnight because he had so much paperwork to do. Some people who were under his command had failed a mission and now there was a lot of paperwork to do. Mori had demanded that Chuuya had to finish them at the end of the week, meaning that he had only two days left. Due to this, Chuuya decided to work overnight even though he absolutely despised it.

He had often asked Dazai if he would be okay with this since the younger had been feeling down lately with Oda's death day approaching but the younger agreed so Chuuya stayed at the headquarters.

Dazai had been fine over the day. He worked at the ADA the whole day like usual, teasing his co-workers and Ranpo even invited him to spend his break with him and Poe at the café (He was sure that Ranpo already knew that he was struggling a bit since the last few weeks) and when he went home he was only a bit tired.

However the longer he was in this big empty house, the more his depression and his dark thoughts started to creep back inside his mind and sleeping was no option.

 He had trouble falling asleep like usual and without Chuuya lying next to him it was even worse. Eventually he fell down an overthinking spiral so got up and walked around their home aimlessly, lost in thought. He tried to distract himself with random things but he fell down the spiral deeper and deeper. Ofc he thought about calling Chuuya and about breaking into his office to visit him but he knew that this would only distract his husband from working so he didn’t do it. After all, he didn't want Chuuya to get in trouble with Mori.

Eventually he just turned on the TV. TV usually bored him but sometimes it was nice to have some random talking in the background. Especially if the house seemed so horribly large and empty. Everything was just fine and he even managed to doze off for a bit but since he fell asleep while his mind was still racing and too stuffed with suppressed thoughts about Oda, he ended up having a nightmare about the latter's death. It was rare that Dazai had nightmares but when he had them they were horrible.

When he woke up screaming, he was alone. There was no redhead snoring quietly besides him and there was only the TV talking. His heart was racing and he felt the oh to familiar pain and grief which he always tried to suppress. His mind was filled with memories of the moment he held Oda, his breathing was hitched and his heart was racing which scared him even more. He still wasn't used to feeling a lot and accepting it.

The house seemed suddenly big and empty to him, his breathing became hitched, his chest became terribly tight giving him the feeling as if he couldn't breathe properly anymore and as if he wasn't getting enough air anymore and his body ached. He wasn't wearing his bandages since he stopped wearing them around Chuuya at home so he had to somewhat control himself not to accidentally hurt himself in his sheer panic. In no time everything got too much. He knew these panic attacks but he never tried to deal with them in a healthy way.

 He wanted to slam his head against a wall multiple times, hoping to pass out and wanted to attempt to make it stop but the image of a certain redhead wouldn't leave his mind. He was torn between wanting to live for Chuuya and the old urges, making him feel like he would go crazy for sure.

His love for Chuuya was stronger and like in a trance he dragged himself out his house and went to the only other person besides Chuuya who he trusted and that was Kunikida. 

The way to his apartment felt like years and was probably one of the worst times he had experienced before. The urges to just attempt in some way were racing through his head but somehow he managed to arrive at the apartment safely. 

It was late at night so of course Kunikida was a bit pissed when opening the door but after he saw how horribly pale, messed up and scared Dazai looked but also how empty his eyes were and that he wasn't wearing any bandages and just his Pyjama he was wide awake, worriedly guiding Dazai inside. 

Dazai was like in some trance and was caught up in thoughts. The younger nearly collapsed twice due to exhaustion while they made their way over to Kunikida's comfy living room so Kunikida helped him walk after a while. 

He was thinking that Chuuya and Dazai had a horrible fight and was already ready to fight the Mafia executive even though he was pretty scared of the redhead and even though he knew that he would most likely lose against him.

After he sat Dazai down on the couch it took a few tries to get Dazai's attention and to snap him out of his trance. After Dazai seemed to fully realize that he made it to Kunikida's home,that the older was really seeing him in such a shape but after he also realized that he was most likely save from himself right now with his work partner there, he looked at Kunikida and nearly started to cry which startled the older. 

He asked Dazai if it was okay to touch him and after the younger nodded his head, Kunikida hugged him tight and waited until Dazai calmed down a bit again. While holding Dazai he took a mental note that the younger luckily seemed to have gained some weight and wasn't as horribly boney anymore but that he was freezing so he had to bring him a bunch of blankets later. 

After Dazai calmed down a bit, Kunikida worriedly asked him what happened and Dazai managed to choke out a short explanation. On one hand Kunikida was relieved to hear that he hadn't got in a horrible fight with Chuuya and that he came to him because the executive was still at work and not because he had been hurting him but he was still worried because the situation was still a bad one. 

He didn't know how to deal with triggers and especially not how to deal with them when he had to help such an unpredictable person like Dazai. He still couldn't bear it to see his partner like this and he wanted to help desperately so he gently grabbed Dazai's hand and asked him what he could do to help him.

 He spoke slowly and calmly the whole time while keeping his voice a bit down so that Dazai could follow his words and wouldn't feel threatened or get a sensory overload on top. He knew from experience that loud noises could easily lead to sensory overloads in such situations and he also knew how shitty they felt. 

It took some time for Dazai to form a proper response in his head and to reply but that didn't matter. It was only normal. He told Kunikida anything he remembered, and which Kunikida could do (ofc he couldn't kiss or cuddle Dazai) , which Chuuya always did to help him calm  down. Kunikida listened patiently and then did what Dazai told him to do. Most of the things were basic exercises like Dazai having to copy Kunikida's calm and steady breathing or the 5 things you can see method. The whole time, Kunikida didn't let go of Dazai's hand, squeezing it reassuringly whenever the younger's breathing started to get hitched again or when he teared up again. Dazai didn't tell him but it grounded him immensely. Physical touch was often one of the things which could ground him the best. 

After Dazai fully calmed down for now and was kind of stable again, Kunikida got up and brought him a glass of water and asked Dazai for Chuuya's phone number, wanting to call the executive and wanting to inform him about what happened. 

Dazai wanted to see Chuuya oh so badly. He wanted to get comforted and held by his husband but he also didn't want to worry Chuuya right now with this or distract him from his work. He knew that Chuuya would drop everything and come to him if he called and even though he was thankful for that and really wanted him to come, he also felt somewhat guilty. 

After Kunikida gently reassured him that it would be okay and told him that he knew how bad he wanted his husband to be there as well that Chuuya deserved to know, Dazai gave him the number. 

Chuuya picked the phone up after no time, asking Kunikida what he wanted from him at such a time, sounding rather annoyed and stressed. Kunikida apologized for the late call and told the executive about what happened. Chuuya's mood changed immediately from pissed to extremely worried, asking Kunikida if Dazai was okay and where he was right now while already getting up from his desk, grabbing his coat and storming out of his office and past some very confused guards. 

Kunikida quickly managed to calm the other down a bit, telling him that Dazai was safe, uninjured and kind of okay with him in his apartment. He then told Chuuya his address (hoping that he won’t regret this later when the truce between the ADA and the PM was over) and told Dazai that Chuuya was coming here. Dazai was happy but still felt somewhat guilty.

Chuuya arrived in no time, he probably violated multiple traffic rules while driving to Kunikida’s house but he couldn’t care less. When Kunikida opened the door, Chuuya looked incredibly worried, asking him where Dazai was while entering the house. Kunikida led him to the living room where Dazai was lying curled up under blankets on the big couch, staring holes in the air with kind of empty eyes. As soon as he saw Chuuya, he sat up a bit and his eyes lit up again a bit but also got a bit teary. 

As soon as Chuuya saw him, he rushed to him, kneeled next to the couch and let his shaky hands roam through his hair before hugging him so tight that Dazai thought his bones would crack.  (ofc only after asking him if it would be okay to touch him and after Dazai gave his permission)  

Dazai returned the hug, apologizing quietly to Chuuya for worrying him and interrupting his work. Chuuya told him to shut up and that he didn’t need to apologize for something like this. They held each other so close as if they were scared that if they let go, the other would disappear. The redhead told Dazai how proud he was of him for resisting and that he was sorry for not being there. Now it was Dazai’s turn to tell his husband that he didn’t need to apologize and quietly told him that he only resisted because of him. 

At this point Chuuya couldn’t hide that fact that he was damn close to crying and he hugged Dazai even tighter, burying his face in the crook of Dazai’s neck, trying not to let the tears slip out of his eyes. They didn’t talk for a short while, holding each other close but they didn’t need words to understand each other anyways. 

Eventually Chuuya broke the hug, cupping Dazai’s face with one of his hands, telling him how much he loved him and how proud he was of him.

Both still had teary eyes and when a few tears actually escaped Dazai’s eyes, Chuuya wiped them gently away. Of course he noticed Dazai getting a bit scared and uneasy as soon as he noticed the tears falling down his cheeks, so the other calmed him a bit down, telling him that it was completely okay and that it’s just human to cry. That he was allowed to cry. Chuuya knew how scared Dazai felt whenever he felt feelings instead of the emptiness inside of him.

Hearing Chuuya’s soft reassurance and hearing that Chuuya called him human made Dazai’s last bit of his emotional walls crumble down and he actually started to cry. Not out of fear or because he was upset. It was just that too much feelings were currently going on inside of him.

He still missed Oda, the night had been one hell but despite all of this, he still felt loved. His work partner who had always proclaimed that he would hate him had been there for him and saw him at his lowest, his husband was there, holding him, caressing him, calming him and calling him human and he had managed to resist the urge to relapse or try to off himself. Chuuya could only imagine the mess of feelings Dazai felt in the moment.

 Feeling himself cry, panic rose up in Dazai and luckily his husband directly noticed. Chuuya had already expected something like this to happen so he sat down on the couch next to Dazai, held him close while Dazai clutched to him as if his life depended on the redhead (which is kinda was) and ran one of his hands through Dazai’s messy locks while softly telling him that everything was alright, that he was safe here and also told him to copy his calm breathing.

After he managed to calm Dazai down, he wiped away the tears before asking him how he felt. Dazai replied that he was sleepy and had quite a headache before quietly thanking Chuuya for being there. Even though he knew that Chuuya always said that he didn’t need to thank him for things like this, he thanked him anyway. 

Dazai got sleepier and sleepier after a while and after Chuuya asked Dazai and Kunikida if it would be okay if they stayed here overnight and got the okay from both of them, Chuuya lied down on the couch, dragging the younger with him so that Dazai lied on top of him.

By now Chuuya himself was also quite exhausted, after all he had been overworking himself day and night since the last few days, but he stayed awake until Dazai drifted off into sleep, playing with his hair and peppering the top of Dazai’s head with soft kisses.

After Dazai fell asleep, he quietly mumbled how much he loved his idiot before placing one last kiss on the top of Dazai’s head. Then he looked at Kunikida again who sat down on the armchair, thanking him quietly once again for everything. Kunikida just smiled,telling Chuuya that he didn’t need to thank him and that it was only natural to help Dazai. After all, he cared about his work partner. He then asked the redhead if he needed anything and stayed a bit in the living room, chatting quietly with the mafia executive about everything, about what had happened and about work.

After a while Kunikida excused himself after bringing more blankets and a pillow for Chuuya, since he was really tired too and eventually Chuuya fell asleep too. 

In the morning, Kunikida let the pair which soundly slept cuddled together on his couch sleep in and prepared a breakfast with freshly brewed tea for them after they woke up.

Dazai thanked Kunikida again too but also asked him to never tell anyone about last night. Kunikida of course promised him this and told the other that he could always come to him if he felt down when Chuuya wasn’t available. Even at work. 

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Bestie recommend me some anime, I have the urge to binge something :)

OMG OKAY OKAY this is going to be stuff ive watched but i might also throw in some shows that i get recommended a lot bc one good thing about this hellish corner of the internet is that i get BOMBARDED with great recs so here goes (i also only have a vague idea of what shows you have and haven't watched so im gonna make this a general rec list <3)

- bungou stray dogs

everyone is gay and named after a famous writer you have never seen edgar allen poe look THIS good. we have found family, we have chuuya nakahara, we have rivals, we have childhood friends, we have insanely clever plots that honestly leave me reeling, we have humour, we have ANGST, we have chuuya nakahara

- haikyuu

it's a classic but it's a classic FOR A REASON. binge the training camp arc you know you want to. my favourite cast of characters from ANY MEDIA EVER. i cannot put into words how much this show means to me. at this point i dont even care about the volleyball

- jujutsu kaisen

i feel like this is THE anime at the moment like it's definitely taking the baton from aot and i can see it growing HUGE in the future. it's already so big with a single season i really wouldnt be surprised if it reached mha levels of popularity. the characters and symbolism and soundtrack just make it so so so so fucking good, and it's only going to get sadder better the more they animate

- japan sinks

i actually just watched the first ep of this. it wasn't recommended to me but i saw a clip of it months ago and have wanted to watch it ever since, and HOLY SHIT IT LOOKS SO FUCKING GOOD AND ALSO MILDLY DEVASTATING. THE FIRST EP ALONE IS SO FUCKING BRUTAL (but done in a really good way like really intense scenes with this calm music over it and i am a SUCKER for that trope). it's about all these natural disasters hitting japan and im very curious how they make 10 episodes out of that but so far it's VERY good. i can definitely see a theme of family shining through i just hope it doesn't break my heart

- link click

this looks super good and ive been recommended it quite a few times. it's got some superpower aspects i think and it's also due a second season (there's only 11 eps so far so definitely something you could just binge)

- to your eternity

this is about an immortal learning what it is to be human and the only reason i havent watched it yet is because im SCARED. it looks so sad. SO GOOD but so sad. besties help. (i also know it has the same creator as a silent voice so i repeat BESTIES HELP)

some other things i've been recommended but dont actually know anything about are: blue period, your lie in april (okay i know A BIT about this just bc it's one of the Big Ones), madoka magica, sirius the jaeger and no.6

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hi hello this is your local anime guru speaking :’) idk for some reason ppl often come to me for recs pffth sO uh this is mainly to my bby chick @astronomlns​ but tbh i feel like everyone should watch these so i’m just gonna post it like this lmao 👉👈 also the bolded titles are links that lead to their?? summary pages ig??

anyway i also lose control when people ask me for anime recs and i even reached a limit for the gifs so some don’t have one fjdkjfdk. idk if i should feel sorry or not, i’m probably not but ye anyway @ chick have fun picking one lol

haikyuu: tbh i recommend this one to everyone and everything with a living heartbeat any day of the week fjdkfd. it’s about volleyball but listen i’m a loser for this shit and hands down my favorite anime

currently has four season, though a fifth one will be out in october unless corona causes another delay djkfdld

tower of god: honestly what are yall doing if you haven’t watched this one yet :// acc based on a webtoon and full of losers but tbh i have nothing more to say about this one, just watch it pls there’ll be no regrets (also stray kids made the opening :’))

finished barely a month ago but there’ll definitely be a second season

the god of high school: also a webtoon, the budget put on the animation is high af k, the story is gr8, the opening is The Shit, the ending is made by cix and all in all you should watch this

on-going, currently has five episodes out

konosuba: idc what you say, if you want to laugh watch it

currently has two seasons + a sequel movie

asobi asobase: pls don’t let the cover and opening mislead you bc it’s anything aside from what they show. pure comedy and batshit insane sooo :’) watch it :’)

has one season, doubt it’ll get another one but if it does consider it a blessing straight from god

boku dake ga inai machi: ik i literally just said this but. watch it. watch it and suffer. it hurts sm man.

has a single season and won’t get another one

enen no shouboutai: a supernatural/action about fire fighters, was lowkey sceptical about watching it but yEah no highkey worth it 11/10

one finished season and an on-going second one

violet evergarden: literally one of the most beautiful animes ever. that’s all

one season + a sequel movie

one punch man: what are you doing go watch it

currently has two seasons, will probably get a third one otherwise i’m throwing hands

natsume yuujinchou: hella soft and cute but also had me crying (a friend asked me to keep track of how often i cried throughout the series and ended up with a total of 62 times lmao)

currently has six seasons and a sequel movie, might get a 7th season

noragami: hella fucking cute but also has a gr8 story

two seasons, miight get a third one??

owari no seraph: never thought i’d be into vampire anime but lo and behold i got obsessed

also two seasons but those hoes seem to refuse giving us a third season fjfjkds

bungou stray dogs/91 days/baccano/gangsta: just gonna put these four in the same category since they’re more or less in the same area. tbh idk where why or when i got obsessed with mafia anime but all of these are great (though bsd tops the list fjdkjfk). unlike 91 days and gangsta, the other two also have supernatural in them

bsd currenlty has three seasons + a sequel movie but there’ll might be a season four in the future

91 days, gangsta and baccano all have a single season and probs won’t get any more

yuru yuri: honestly this is just a bunch of gay girls that hade me ctfu for three seasons straight

well, ye, three seasons

net-juu no susume/wotakoi: both are pre much the same, comedy/romance about two gamers, the first not knowing they’re both playing the same online game, the other being childhood friends

both have only one season, probs won’t get any more

durarara: this one’s a mess, i’m not even gonna bother explaning anything except that it’s Great

four seasons, don’t think it’ll get another one

jibaku shounen hanako-kun: a pretty new one from this winter i think?? it’s abt supernatural and spirits and such, dang cute but still has a story with one hell of an animation

hit pretty big so it might get another season some time soon

akagami no shirayuki-hime: listen this is soft and cute and just fjkdkd af pls just watch it

currently has two seasons, not sure if there’ll be a second one

gekkan shoujo nozaki-kun: this one’s just cute and hilarious through and through, highkey recommended for a nice change of pace

has a single season, not sure if it’ll get another one though

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writing masterpost

Masterpost for my works - which is mostly fanfiction, with one original short story that happens to be here. Since they are scattered on here and on ao3 it’s getting difficult to keep track so I thought I’d gather them all and add on as I write (　◜◡‾)

Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun

warmth, ~1100 words, hananene, rated G, hurt/comfort, fluff, they are in love but they don’t really know yet, also Hanako needs to be protected

The sunset streams in through the window, paints the bathroom in watercolour golds and pinks and oranges, and it's breathtaking. It must be warm – the light tinges his hand red and nothing else, and he does not cast a shadow against the door even though he's standing right in front of it. He doesn't exist. At least not in the actual sense of the word.

You shouldn't miss something you can't even remember, but Hanako does anyway.

now sleeps the crimson petal, now the white, ~6700 words, hananene, rated T, hanahaki disease, angst with a happy ending

(If you love someone in secret, or if your love is one-sided... sometimes, they say, if your bond is strong, your lungs will sprout flowers.

Aoi’s voice is clear as day in her memories, as is her mischievous grin while she tells her all about a curse, and about the way roots will pierce through your lungs and buds will crowd in your windpipe, like unspoken words of love do.)

It can’t be. But the the petals mock her with their beauty - she holds them between her fingers, careful, and they’re soft and fragile and she doesn’t know how something so delicate could ever cause her so much pain. She throws them away. It can’t be. It will pass.

Hanako brings flowers in his name. It’s only fair he’d bring them in Yashiro’s heart, too.

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Assassination Classroom

the way you sing for me, ~1600 words, karunagi, rated E, aged up characters and light dom/sub

Karma has a problem. A really pretty, really loud problem. (It isn’t, in fact, a problem he has. It’s a problem the neighbours have that he happens to be accountable for.) Nagisa might be able to sneak up on Japan’s most feared assassins, but sure as hell he doesn’t make for a good neighbour. Karma tries to help. (More or less.)

The completely normal life of Karma Akabane, ~1200 words, karunagi, rated G, aged up characters and some fluff

Nagisa is a creature of habit - able to pull it off only because of the absolute surprise every day with him manages to be, with assassins still visiting them for dinner once a month and class reunions as often as they can. […]

Nagisa is set in his ways to the point that Karma knows from first-hand experience that very few things can stop him from starting to cook dinner at six o'clock.

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Bungou Stray Dogs

Quiet days, ~1700 words, dazushi, rated G, getting-together-fluff and kind of a slice-of-life

They don’t get many quiet days, at the Agency. There are jobs to do and people to help and things to arrange, and they’re desperately understaffed ever since he can remember. No one has time for things like quiet. (Except sometimes they do.) […] Life at the Armed Detective Agency is dangerous and chaotic. An hectic mess, except when it’s not.

in your ears, eyes, hands, ~2200 words, dazushi, rated E, light dom/sub and rope bondage

He can’t see. The blindfold is securely tied over his eyes, plunging him in darkness he can’t breach with the tiger’s sight. Not that he actually can use it, anyway, not when Dazai makes sure to always be touching him. Sometimes, the tiger needs taming. Dazai is more than happy to provide an helping hand.

the mystery of love, ~1200 words, dazushi, rated G, everyone knows they’re dating except Atsushi

“Why does Dazai-san never come home for dinner?”, she asks, and he doesn’t really understand her point. Nor why she would ask in the first place - none of the others ever comes around for dinner, and she never seemed bothered by it.

“Neither does Kunikida, or Kenji, or Ranpo-san,” he says, trying to understand her reasons. She’s not fazed, taking another bite from the fish.

“But Kunikida-san or Kenji or Ranpo-san aren’t Dazai-san,” she replies, like it’s so completely obvious it’s not worth mentioning again.

during the storm, ~1200 words, dazushi, rated G, Dazai has nightmares even if he won’t admit it

He knows Dazai has a terrible bedhead in the mornings, he knows he likes to get up first and make breakfast for him and Kyouka even though he’s kind-of-probably still a guest, he knows he drinks definitely too much coffee, black and too strong for Atsushi to even tolerate its smell.

He knows what it feels like waking up next to someone and seeing their face still drowsy with sleep, he knows what it means to fall asleep to steady breathing close to him and an arm casually wrapped around his middle. He knows Dazai doesn’t sleep as much as he should, and he knows that he has nightmares on rainy nights.

He often has, but rainy nights are the worst. Atsushi is not about to ask why.

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Boku no hero academia

waiting for you to come home, ~1500, tododeku, rated G, aged up and married characters, some sweet thing about the everyday life of superheroes

It’s hard to be one of the top superheroes in a city as busy and villain-ridden as Musutafu. Sure, it’s not Tokyo, but that somehow only makes it worse. […] It’s even harder to be married to one of the top superheroes in Musutafu. Or, in his case, to the top superhero of the city. Being heroes isn’t easy. Being married heroes just about doubles the difficulty.

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Good Omens

oh, to be in love, ~400 combined, ineffable husbands, rated G, companion poems about love, fear, and patience

There are things unsaid unspeakable in the curve of his smile. - Honey fills your mouth hearing his name, as you pretend it is not spoken with hatred.

you can also find poem for the pining here and poem for the prisoner here

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Hakata Tonkotsu Ramens

of courtains and betrayals, ~1000, banlin, rated G, prompt filling with everyday fluff and bickering idiots

Hitmen never die pretty deaths. Apparently, his not only won’t be pretty, but painful too. An extremely painful suicide. And all because he couldn’t tell the fundamental difference between forest green and peacock green. Or keep his mouth shut, for all that matters.

Poetic.

The Great Plan to Take Lin Xiaoming To The Gay Pride, ~1300, banlin, rated G, Lin has never heard of Pride and Banba makes sure to change that

There are things that everyone should do at least once before dying. And seen as likely as it is for a hitman to die any given day, before dying implies well before being twenty-one.

Those things include marching in a Pride - hell, knowing what a Pride is, in the first place.

It takes a while to explain it to him, and even when Banba manages, Lin doesn’t seem so enthusiastic.

Banba isn’t sure if it’s because he hates people or because he doesn’t believe him.

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Haikyuu!!

to think of time, ~6700 words, daisuga, rated T, Major Character Death (for in-verse situation), a Kimi no na wa daisuga au

It feels like falling. Falling in a life that isn’t his own, he sees colours and shapes exploding in all the corners of is mind, filling him to the brink with love for someone he doesn’t know. (For him.) […] He sees dancing and sunlight, and broken smiles smiled in a mirror – and he feels so full of life he could burst, and he has no idea how all this can be only half of him. (He thinks that if he was ever to see him whole, Suga could blind him for good.)

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Shingeki no Kyojin

unfolded in brilliant lights, ~4300 words, eruri, rated E, dom/sub play, multiple orgasms and sub!Erwin

He doesn’t say anything. They look at each other, instead, for a long moment filled with silence. Levi’s gaze is heavy, meaningful. Assessing him, too. It makes him restless, already helplessly pinned under it before Levi even talks. The alcohol is a faraway thought in the back of his mind, almost forgotten. He needs this, now. (It had started because he needed it. […] Sometimes, it’s just easier to let Levi take charge.

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Yuuri!!! on Ice

tip of my tongue, ~3400 words, fem!victuuri, rated E, a birthday smut for Victor with face-sitting and happy lesbians in general

«Vika?» «Mh?» «Vika.» «Mmh?» «What do you want for your birthday?» «You сидишь на my face.» «What?» «Don’t know the thing. Verb. Like on a chair.» «To sit?» «Да, that. Sit. On my face. Now sleep, ’s so late.»

Viktoriya’s birthday is in two weeks, and Yuuri has absolutely no idea what to get her. Luckily, she’s not as hard to please as one would think.

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Original writing

blood and roses (or caffeine challenge #26), ~1000 words, rated G, femslash, it involves supernatural girlfriends and some subtle pining mostly

«I saw you in a painting, once. You looked younger.» Serena would laugh, at that, if it was appropriate. She stops before going through with it, the girl’s eyes flashing deep black in her mind. Maybe she can get a little afraid, sometimes.