#mooties pay attention to me

[kenlvry]

Hey mootie could I request Kenny, Kyle, stan, and Craig with a fem s/o who just basically lays her head on their lap when stressed?

reader who lays her head on their lap

an, HEYYYY 🤞😝😝 okay boo hope you like this. ALSO THIS WAS SOOO RUSHED LIKE UNDER 30 MINUTES

kenny

kenny entered your house expecting a warm welcome from you but was greeted with you pacing around the living room

"are you okay?, you wanna talk abt it?" he said sitting down the couch "KEN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO" you approached him laying down on the couch and layed your head on him.

he was like woah 🤭 "well damn if you wanted to relieve it on me its my pleasure" readjusting his sitting position smirking.

"dont make me bite your dick off" he immediately apologises.

its become a habit of yours, you'd text him to come over and lay your head on his lap while rambling about the thing your so stressed about. he loves it sm, he listens to whatever your saying not even paying attention because he was looking at you the whole time.

he'd definitely think you wanted to do something else iykyk but you just make a disgusted face to him.

sometimes you just lay there not talking about anything just enjoying the moment,sometimes youd fall asleep and kenny is having major cramps but he couldn't move for the sake you.

stan

okay when you first did this to him he may or not have stood up and pushed you down

i mean he also thought you were gonna something else.,, he was too shocked to say anything.

when you explained he just groans in embarrassment. anyways he loves it, he would stare at you for so long while you just kick your feet repeatedly bc of something cursing the living hell of that someone, you'd have to bring him back to reality alot of times.

he can tell when your stressed and would immediately get in to position, your face looks like your about to drop the most shocking news ever? his lap is empty and is ready.

one time you slept and so did he, when he woke up he completely forgot you were there and stood up making you fall.

you didn't lay on his lap for a long time after that...

he sometimes takes pics of you sleeping which is kinda creepy but he swears its not 🤷

kyle

loves this, its one of the things he loves about you. the way you just lay your head on his lap rambling or just laying there stressed not talking about it until ur ready

he strokes your hair when you do this and just nods and smiles when you ask if he agrees on something

also takes your pics, he either uses it as his profile picture or his background no inbetween

TBH I THINK HE'D LAY ON YOUR LAP TOO YK?? i mean you dont mind you love it so winwin

craig

he doesn't say nun but inside he is kicking his feet covering his face rolling around screaming and jumping around

subconsciously strokes your hair and when he realizes it he pulls away

"YEAH AND IDK WHAT TO DO ITS JUST SO FRUSTRATING" you cover your face and groan "yep true ☺️" while stroking your hair

sometimes you catch him staring at you just staring, no emotions not even a smile no thoughts just 😐 inside hes like "her eyes are so pretty" "please dont get up" "stay here longer please"

[raptorladylover6969]

‼️WARNING TO THE JWCT FANDOM 😨😨‼️

so recently, ive made 2 posts targeting an anonymous certain someone in the fandom, but with new information ive gotten, its clear that the fandom needs to STAY AWAY from this person, esp my fellow minors of the fandom, and NOT INTERACT with them AT ALL. Im speaking about this because ive seen too many of my mootie patooties interacting with her acc, so instead of just dming all one by one im just making a whole post abt it 😼.

Theres an account by the name of xxcherrycherixx, and idk if I’d consider them “well known” but their art of The Handler is pretty popular so yeah ig she’s a bit well known 💀 chile anyway SO, basically she’s an artist and draws stuff for like Ever After High and JWCT, and I didn’t pay much attention to them at first, like , I did think some of their art of The Handler was pretty neat, and they were also a big fan of her, so I thought that was pretty epic, cuz like yayyy someone else who appreciates The Handler!! This is totes epicc!! (UNTIL IT WASNT…)

What happened was I noticed some of their posts about The Handler were very….DESCRIPTIVE, like she’d talk abt stuff that certainly NO ONE NEEDS TO KNOW…like in short, she was down bad, but not down bad as in like a normal amount of down bad, I mean DOWN BAD as in not in like a silly goofy tone, but more so CREEPY. She’d share her creepy ass “fantasies” for the whole world to see when NO ONE WANTS TO SEE THAT. An example post was when she talked about how she “wishes she was a raptor” and it was like innocent at first, until she reblogged the post again going into more detail, talking about how “I wish I was a raptor so I can have an attractive female Handler and when she’s h0rny she’d let me fuck her.” Like this woman is fr fantasizing abt b3ast1ality with The Handler….😨 and I dont care if thats a “joke”, joke or not, its fucking weird, and nasty, and 100% ILLEGAL. The fact she even has these sort of thoughts is disgusting.

To add onto that, they also wrote a smvt fic about The Handler and Panthera. (yeah, THE RAPTOR. THE ANIMAL.)

Another large red flag is the fact that they also draw nsfw art for Ever After High when majority of the characters are MINORS.

And the fact they’re one of those “minors dni” ppl when they literally interact in spaces where minors are GOING TO BE, and minors WILL SEE THEIR POSTS, BECAUSE THEY’RE ENGAGING IN SPACES THAT ARE MAINLY MINOR FILLED.

Even her art of The Handler itself is very “ehhhh..” like okay idc if you draw nsfw of her, she’s a character over the age of 18, theres nothing wrong with it, but when majority of the art is overly sexual, it gives off like bad vibes 😭😭 There is is 1 drawing they have of The Handler lying naked and is like holding 1 of her raptors against her while leaning against another, and like at the time of seeing this drawing, I thought the raptors were just used to censor her like body, BUT GIVEN THE MOST RECENT DISCOVERIES….😨😨😨 (yeaaaahhh….)

And the 1 thing that also pisses me off is the fact their content of her is just overly sexual content. I never saw ONE post of theirs where they just appreciate her as a character, it always has to do with wanting to like, fuck her. And like I do not care if ur like very very down bad for her, like shi I am too, but like, KEEP THOSE THOUGHTS OUT OF PUBLIC SPACES. ESP ONES THAT ARE FILLED WITH ‼️MINORS‼️ LIKE THATS BASIC ETIQUETTE.

Another thing is, they excuse their behaviour because of their hypersexuality, which certainly DOESNT EXCUSE THE WEIRD SHIT THE DO…does it explain their behaviour? Yes, but its NOT A JUSTIFICATION. Hypersexuality shouldn’t excuse the fact you fantasize about an animal fucking a human being, and you proceed to ENJOY said thoughts. Hypersexuality shouldnt excuse the fact that you have a thing for b3ast1ality, which again, is 100% ILLEGAL.

Anyway’s skibidi gang, BLOCK THIS HOE, DO NOT INTERACT WITH THIS HOE, just stay away from this hoe 💀

on a serious note, I do hope that Cherry gets the help she actually needs, because this behaviour isnt “silly” or “goofy” its damaging their brain, and they need professional help. Stay safe ya’ll‼️‼️

[asmogorna]

Sorry to send another ask so soon (and idk if someones asked this already) but if you have any headcanons for Jon I'd love to hear them!

OK SO im really sorry it took me THIS long to get to this i quite literally.. forgot i had smth in my inbox woopsies. the reason i remembered is cause mootie posted some Spine hcs and i was like "woah"

alsooo im not good at putting my thoughts onto "paper" especially in english so you will have to excuse me

anywho my jon headcanons some sad some random /ref

First of all i think that his relationship with Peter Walter I would be far from close. he would be seen as the type of child who's both "too much mess to take care of" and "strong enough to take care of himself" if that makes sense. Peter did love him as his creation but would openly admit that he's not his proudest one, meanwhile Jon wouldn't feel much connection at all. he sympathized with his creator but only in a way he would with any other human being, there was more gratitude than love

Jon struggles with constant malfunctions and his mechanisms are a mess (partially because he gets himself in trouble all the time), so at one point Peter would get tired of fixing him so frequently, and tell him that he can just "walk some things off". That thought stuck to the bot and he would think of all of his malfunctions as slight inconveniences, i mean, he can still perform so why pay attention to the constant neck pain or powering up struggles ? it just became a habit and he kind of forgot that things like that shouldn't be ignored

After a long while when Peter Walter VI grew up enough to start learning more about how automatons work, Jon would be used as a "lab rat" (not really but its just what he himself called it) for young VI to practice fixing mechanisms. thats pretty much when he heard "Wait this cant be right" about his messed up physical state for the first time in a long while. little Peter didnt get to fix all of the things that were wrong with Jon's body, but he did manage to take care of some of them, which almost surprised Jon with how nice it felt to not hear pieces of broken gears rattle in his head every time he moved (who wouldve thunk)

ok now to more lighthearted stuff !!

Jon actually has a very strong bond with Sam ! He loves watching the mustached man work and sometimes follows him around, just enjoying his company. At first Sam thought that the tone-gold automaton was creepy and uncanny, but grew attached to him and his stupidity (/lh). i also think that Sam would be one of the few Walter workers who dont baby the Jon and actually treat him like they would treat any other robot :3

Also Jon just loves his robot family endlessly. shocker !! im not sure how explain it but i think hes the only one to look at other Walter automatons and go "bro i love them so much" at all times. in his head at least. obviously he teases them and argues with them but he wont think twice before accepting a hug from his siblings (except for Upgrade theyre rivals /j)

Speaking of Upgrade !! They feel the most sibling-ish to me (aside from Rabbit & The Spine) because they constantly poke fun at each other yet they still are willing to give each other help and comfort when needed. She once had to carry him all the way back to the Walter manor because they forgot to take some extra cans of crystal pepsi

Also Upgrade got in an accident once which caused her to have a fractured face for a couple of days, and Jon was there the entire time to comfort her and constantly tell her that shes still very pretty

Unlike with other robots, the food that Jon eats doesnt just fall through his uncovered jaw/run into his boiler or anything like this, instead it just. disappears. once he closes his mouth the food just vanishes into the unknown, yet Jon claims that he enjoys the process of "eating" (nobody knows how it works)

LITTLE GIRLS THAT GO TO SPG SHOWS LOVE HIM !! once the band finishes performing, he constantly gets pulled away by a small giggling pink-ish blob to join their tea party or hula hooping contest. thats why he has quite a knowledge on "girly" themes and educates other automatons on the matter

THATS IT FOR NOW TY FOR READING :3

[askinkiskarma]

so i saw this circulating on Tumblr and I thought it was really cute and I thought I could bring it to the Avatar fandom x Please feel free to do it and tag me in it, I'd love to see the results <3 (if you know who made this, please let me know so i can credit them x)

𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄

i’m over 5’5” // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards

𝐇𝐎𝐁𝐁𝐈𝐄𝐒/𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒

i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand

𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏𝐒

i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season

𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐄𝐎𝐔𝐒

i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs

i will tag some mooties, but please everyone feel free to do it, and please no one feel pressure to do it if they don't want to <3 @sulieykte @lanasblood @fleurriee @pandoraslxna @jakexneytiri @hinataashoyos @tiredmamaissy @blue-slxt @normspellsman @teyums @eclipseatsea @netemoon @cinetrix @samistars @neytris @neteluvr @netegf @pandoras-box0 @eywascall @xylianasblog @tru-blubelle @slutforjake @iameatingmyhair @adrianarose7 @vivid-ink @neteyamyawne @jouliens @teyamsbitch @samistars (sorry if i missed anyone, and please feel free to do it, i'd love to see it <3)

[hyuuukais]

soooo normally i don't really pay attention to this kind of thing, especially on tumblr, but i wanted to take a moment to be sappy lol

500 people following me here is craaaazy. going into this, i never expected my silly little fics to bring so many people joy, even if only for a few minutes of their day. i've said this before, but when i made this account i was not doing too well mentally. sunshine & strawberries really helped me, the people i met through that helped me. i'll be forever grateful for you, and i hope you know who you are.

picturing myself in a room with this many people is scary, and so is posting sometimes to be honest. but all your encouragement and support is appreciated and means more than i could ever explain in words. i always go back to read comments and tags on past fics/chapters when i need a little boost.

special shoutout to all my mooties, newer and older. i love you all so much, you make my days brighter. thank you for existing, you lovely, beautiful people.

lake 💙💙💙

[cin3maa]

UM UM HI! Just wanted to ask (if that's okay) how do you break down anatomy while drawing?

Definitely not an excuse just to interact w my moots

HEY ANON WHOS APPARENTLY A MOOTIE HELLO

honestly.. i wouldnt ask me for this ;w; im very bad at anatomy. i have a horrible drawing process i wouldnt suggest replicating it...

if i had to suggest anything, id say that paying attention to parts that should be parallel helps me immensely. also comparing parts to OTHER parts (like how many heads tall, how far the arms should be by the characters sides, comparing different lines) and very very obvious and overstated but flipping the canvas to detect any obvious mistakes.

[emisloves]

ever since a post was made by an ex moot blaming me and haze for something we never did (haze had literally deactivated and I had no idea about it happening until a moot of mine brought it to my attention) the number of anons telling me to kys or just telling me stuff for apparently being "racist" have gone up — and given the recent situation with the minor, even more anons have been coming to my inbox and talking about how the accused minor is "matured enough" and what not —

before I address the situation with the minor, I'd like to address the bit where I have been accused of racism.

two of my moots had recently come to me and asked me about the situation since one of them had no idea about it, and the other wanted to hear my side of the story before drawing conclusions.

here is me explaining the situation to the mootie who had no idea (part of the message is cropped since she had asked me about another moot of mine, and I had talked about that moot in the same message):

me explaining my side to the mootie who wanted to hear my side of the story before drawing conclusions of her own:

I understand my words kind of contradict themselves in both of these messages, but I think my point has been made.

I was ignorant and insensitive back when I had made those 'jokes' and I hold my past self accountable to that. i understand I said things I had no right to say, and I deserve every bit of the backlash that I have been getting for that.

however, none of it excuses the way people have been acting towards me because of this — no I'm not talking about the ones who are simply holding me responsible for my past actions. no, I'm talking about those people who are accusing me of racism and decided that it's okay for them to be racist towards me and Indians in general. let me tell you right now that this is the most ironic, most hypocritical thing I have ever seen. so many anons have come to my inbox saying shit about Indians in general, it's kind of concerning. I block these types of anons immediately, so I unfortunately cannot provide screenshots. calling someone racist and then being racist to that person makes you no better than the accused racist.

now let's get back to the situation regarding the minor. first of all, I don't care about your age. 11 or 15, I don't care. you could be 1 day away from turning 18, but that would still make you a minor. reading smuts or other stories in general that strictly have 'mdni' written in the warnings, makes you responsible for your actions. mdni, or 'minors do not interact', would mean that the author doesn't want you to interact with their post — whether it's because they don't feel comfortable with that, or they are concerned about your mental health, doesn't matter. if the term 'mdni' is present in a post, you are not supposed to interact with it.

as for being moots with me and being "nothing but nice" to me? do you think I care about your manners? I have stated in my rules that I don't want any minors to interact with me, I wish for them to limit themselves to my sfw posts. i don't care about your exact age, I don't care how "mature" you are, how none of this is "affecting your mental health". all I care about is that you're a minor that has interacted with me, despite me stating in my rules that I don't wish for this. I think as an author yourself, you would realise how disrespectful it feels for someone to break your set of rules. because breaking your rules means they are disrespecting your boundaries, which is something I'm strictly against.

yes, I'm calling you shameless. and it is because of these very reasons. i don't want minors interacting with me because that's something I feel uncomfortable with. by interacting with me you're paying no respect to my boundaries, something which I simply do not appreciate.

[mayisgoingnuts]

Random ass clingy moment but I really love giving long answers to rambles or atleast add a comment or two

Me wanna make sure that my mooties knows that I'm paying attention,, and them happy makes me happy!! Plus I just love listening heheheh

/gen

[kooktrash]

WAITTT let's be mooties 🤗🤗 ur blog just gave me the HEAVIESTTT nostalgia and im so here for it, im not the strongest reader like it takes me so long to read a 3k word fic so it'll absolutely take 10 years for me to read yours but like imma be working on it, Trust 🙏🏾 (this is lunicho from my main btw)

nostalgia how 🤭and sure, also I do have a txt blog but I haven’t been as active lately 😭 @txt-trash the layout is also giving ugly so don’t pay attention to that

[niallermybabe]

*liking and reblogging all of my mooties' posts so that they pay a little attention to me:3*

[wine-sluts]

Listen listen I’m sorry I’m not paying attention but me and the mooties are busy hunting men for sport to turn them into trophy husbands. No I cannot miss this event.

[kachulein]

Kachuuuuuuuuuuuuu. Hi 😊. Anyways, I need advice. How do you approach writing notes in lectures? I have a hard time listening to what's being said and writing down what's on screen. Should I just listen and then look at the slides after? That honestly seems like my best option here 🤔. Yeah, any input you have would be useful haha

Ahhh hii Adellum🥺👉🏻👈🏻 I honestly would love to help you but when it comes to lectures (or class tbh, I've always been this way), I tend to end up with a more or less empty sheet of paper in front of me (except for drawings on it-). I genuinely don't know how people attend/deal with in-person classes properly because as soon as the professor starts talking my brain is out the window. I don't know if there's something wrong with me but I've never been able to pay attention in class, no matter how hard I try, it doesn't work, so I sadly don't really have any tips- 😖

But I'd say, if you got time to look at the slides/take notes afterwards, I'd say maybe yes, try listening to what's being said first and then focus on the slides. I'm sorry, I don't really have any advice on this, I usually can't even remember what a class was about😭 but I hope it will work fine for you if you try it that way!!🥺

[messinwitheddie]

Soo.... How long has Soo Garr to live? Yanno, before Zim exacts revenge on GIR's behalf?

Announcer "Also working diligently in the Massive's great industrial kitchen is Gir; newly appointed apprentice to Frylord Sizz-Lorr of Foodcourtia! He's quickly making himself known in the culinary ops and famous among the elite. Greetings, young Gir!"

Gir "Hi there!!"

Announcer "May we have a quick word with you?"

Gir "Uh hu, sure! I just have to pay attention to the timers."

Announcer "Understandable. Gir, are you excited to be assisting all the culinary masters in catering the jubilee celebration?"

Gir "Aaaand How! I've never cooked this much this many hours in a row before. I'm trying my hardest to make everything on the menue REAL good! The frylords have combined their best staff-- Hi Gashloog!!"

Gashloog "Hi, Gir!"

Gir "I'm on TV, look!"

Gashloog "I know; that's awsome!!"

Gir "--so we have tons of good help. It's a dream come true to cook beside all the old-school masters in one kitchen! Brewmaster Shakkin and PieLord Emmis- Gee are real nice. Emmis split a brownie with me!"

Announcer "Uh-- that's great! Most of the other frylords are excited to work with you too, Gir. Frylady Soo-Garr being the exception. Is it true you originally began basic culinary training under her?"

Gir "For almost 18 years on Conventia."

Announcer "Do you care to speculate why she terminated your internship?"

Gir "Well...I'm kind of clumsy and a slow learner. I'm frustrating to manage and she already had a lot to deal with in her Patisserie. Mommy--er-- Lady Soo-Garr and I have very different personalities and palates. I just wasn't the right drone to be her apprentice. I'm sure someone else will be worthy of learning her recipes."

Announcer "Are you comfortable working in the same kitchen as her?"

Gir "Oh yeah, she's softer and gooier on the inside than the outside; like a pizza bite! She's a talented Baker too. She will make the dessert menue extra special for the tallest. I'm looking forward to eating from her cookie platters."

Announcer "So you have no hard feelings towards your old mentor?"

Gir "Mm...No, not really."

Announcer "None whatsoever? Despite how openly and viciously she bashes your skills as a cook?"

Gir "...No. I failed her on Conventia, but his lord, Sizz-Lorr took me under his command and my work is improving. I'm honored he gave me the opportunity to continue my training, but I wouldn't be anywhere today without learning everything first from Frylady Soo-Garr. I'm grateful for all the time I spent as an intern in her kitchen. I wish her the best forever and I hope one day she will find the food I cook enjoyable."

Gaz "Yeeeah! Choke on that slice of humble pie, fry-bitch!"

Announcer "That's...very big of you, Gir. What are you working on now?"

Gir "Batter, for the waffle bar. Sizz-Lorr liked my brinner station idea! Waffles are my specialty! And muffins! And nachos!"

Announcer "It's a shame there is no such thing as breakfast nachos."

Gir "SHHH! I'm trying something new!"

Announcer "Oopse! Well, I'm sure The tallest and all his guests are in for a treat. Is there anything you like to say to the empire?"

Gir "Hi empire!! Hi, Yeet! Hi, Vroog! Hi Mooti! Hi Goop! Hi Xuxu! Hi all my old customers on Conventia! Come celebrate on the jubilee and eat my food!! Contact me when you've completed your training and get a free day! I miss you!"

Announcer "Thank you for your time, Gir. Good luck; everything smells delicious so far."

Gaz "Wow, he didn't mention you at all. I'm so sorry, Zim."

Zim "I'm impirically shunned; if Gir publically acknowledges my existence he could be stripped of his apprenticeship or even incarcerated. I told him never to mention my name on a live broadcast. That's why he's setting up the waffle bar. That's his hello to me."

Gaz "I don't get it. What's with the waffles?"

Dib "You weren't there."

Gaz "Wait, what? When did- Waffles?"

Dib "Are you gonna be okay, Zim?"

Zim "I remember the first time I had to teach him how to empty his waste compartment. I remember when he could barely extend his PAK legs. Look at how grown he is now...I'm so proud of him--"

Gaz "Call him and tell him. I'm sure it would mean the world to him to hear you say that."

Zim "Gir's doing well now that I'm a shillion lightyears away. He doesn't need me anymore. He never needed me as much as I needed him in the first place; not really. I can't screw up this good life Gir is building. I would never forgive myself, even if he could."

(Zim WILL exact my revenge on Soo-Garr when the timing is right. For now watching Gir flourish is enough of a consolation for me.)

[mygnolia]

hello ren! i saw your post esrlier and i just wanted to say that you're not 'conceited' to feel that way :( i know the mentality about accomplishing high number of notes may not seem like the best one to have, hell it even makes people feel like a narcissist when you think about it :(

but personally? i think it's normal to feel that way. i think the feeling of not having enough happens to even the best of us — and that's okay! you are not a narcissist for feeling these things, it's perfectly normal!

i know sometimes you just can't help but feel that way, you know? it feels as if the amount of notes count as validation that your works are good and worth-reading. and at certain times and when you see the difference between you and other writers, you feel like you're not doing enough.

although i don't think it's about you not being enough (bcuz your works are literally so??? fine??? WHY CAN'T I SPAM MY FAVORITE POST WITH LOVE?? TUMBLR HUH), there are many other factors like exposure and different interests in fandoms or types of works (hcs, series, smaus, etc) because ain't no way people aren't reading your works because it's bad quality or smth?? LIARS ALL OF YOU 🤥 so i don't think the inadequacy is within you, i just think all readers have different types of preferences BUT that doesn't change that i've been following you for a while and i think it'll stay that way forever :D

but all i wanna say is that please don't let these things discourage you! and also that the way you feel is normal and valid, you are a human being just like the rest of us and we have times where we feel low :( but just know for those who have read your works and left a note, your works are THE ABSOLUTE WORLD for us. even though we may not seem many in your eyes BUT MAN I LOVE IT WHEN YOU POST!!

i am one but many, i can only count as one note/few notes but your works really do mean the world to me... and i feel a bit sad that you are feeling this way. like you're not doing enough... but for me, i think you are. you are doing enough.

maybe it'll take a little bit more time until you finally feel at peace with where you're standing and until that happens, take your time. write for you, write so you feel happy rambling about it, write so you can scream about it with your friends/mooties, write for your happiness. i don't want you to write for your readers — but instead, write for yourself and you feel willing to share it with us! i think that's how writers work; they write for themselves and they share this idea with other people who might or might not like it! and that's ok, we can't please everyone but still it means that there are people who love your works, right? how about we focus on them then! i hope that makes sense :(

don't let mere notes define why you're here, you have readers and even moots who are willing to support you at the drop of a pin! and i know there's not that many of us, but you sure are everything to us ❤️

- weird sappy anon who loves you (really sry for rambling but i just want you to know... you don't have to answer this ask! as long as you read it, then i'm happy :D /gen)

ARGH im going to tear up :( i will answer the rest of this under a read more so it's not too long and personal

HONESTLY it sucks to sit here and look at how well a post is doing bc sometimes yknow i just wanna see if ppl like it or if they want more and stuff so yeah it does make me feel bad or conceited in a way when i look at it

i do wanna try and get rid of it and whether it means being more content with what im putting out to be able to not pay attention to notes, or just not getting affected by it, i just wanna get a better mentality and i never rlly equated it to 'being enough' so that opened a window for me

yeah u basically said it- notes do feel like validation and when i see ppl get hundreds of notes i wonder what i do wrong a LOT urgh :(

also bls im SHY im glad u like my writing AHH yeah i understand that more popular fandoms or members will get more notes or people who have been here longer might do better

and readers have different preferences too! I understand that as i myself enjoy longfics and on enhablr those can be a bit hard to come across

honestly looking at reblogs or comments where people say even little things like "I loved this" or "this was rlly nice to read" or things about the characters GAHH it rlly makes me happy yknow- and u mean the absolute world to me too anonnie :(( you enjoying what i put out and sending me this ask just rlly made my day argh i need tissues BYE