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[kooktrash]

Please fill us in on this delusionship cause I'm so invested now. What in the world is going on with you and this guy? This is so interesting and Very fic worthy tbh

Ok ok im just gonna respond to this with the lore

and disclaimer: it is a long, meaningless, delusional story that has been going on for about a year. ask @joonberriess she gets weekly updates and yall are gonna get it all in one go 😭 A LOT OF SPELLING ERRORS

[key: the story is about 🩷, but there was a previous person 💙, and places are 🐸🦎🛑💨]

for background info: I work full time at a retail store in a shopping mall and lowkey good bucks 😗but anyway, I’ve been here since 2021 so you basically notice when stores hire new employees or people quit or new places open. you begin to know everyone working at your neighboring stores etc

Tbh it’s kinda like high school where you get bored and need someone hot to look at across the hall me and my coworker thought the guys at the shoe store were hot and they would flaunt their stuff if you know what I mean. And there was one man who stood out let’s call him 💙and we were on the same wavelength he knew we were just “window shopping”👀 but when he started dating a girl at the store directly across from mine I had to be a girls girl and find a new target

Around this time a barber shop was being built around the corner. Still a bit of a walk but on my side of the mall. It was out of the way so we didn’t really care bc it wasn’t directly in front of us. And the lore is about 🩷 who works at the barber shop. And when we first saw him I knew he was barber but I didn’t really care bc we couldn’t directly see them like how I could with 💙. I notice’s 🩷 was hot but not like “we work at the same place hot” more of “just a hot customer” type bc he went into my store with another barber and lowkey he didn’t look interested so I just didn’t care to talk to him

a little later we found out 💙 was a bum ass bitch,couch hopper and cheated on the girl with one of his new coworkers ( downgrade might I add. ) He was still on my radar but not really cause now he’s just a man.But the girl moves away and I have her on snap AND GET THIS when she was posting her good bye pics she posted picture of her at the club and 🩷 was in the background. But at the time I wasn’t delusional YETTT I just knew he was hot. and he wasn’t like PURPOSELY in the pic I think he just happened to be at the same bar as her.

Okay now during the summer I was in the streets 💅🏽and I kept running into him at the club and in my head I was like damn I see this mfer everywhere. The second time I really noticed him I was with my friends and my brother for context my stepbrother is gay but people mistake us for a couple bc we’re only a year apart and really close friends. I saw 🩷 at 4 different clubs 🦎🛑🐸💨. The first club we went to was 🛑 he wasn’t there at first but when he was there he was sitting a few tables away with a girl but you could tell he recognized me bc we work at the same place. Even though he was with a girl he was still kinda looking over at me to the point where my brother noticed. I had to explain a little bit of the lore. After awhile we didn’t see him anymore and we got bored of that bar and went to another — we like to bar hop. Anyways we ended up going to 🐸. And at 🐸 guess who we end up seeing !!! 🩷 with his girl and at that point I was like this a weird ass coincidence and you can tell the girl was beginning to notice too bc she kept glaring. he was still paying attention to the girl he was with obv but I could catch him looking over and it was getting annoying. (WAIT WAIT I FOR GOT TO TELL YALL MY BOTHER-IN-LAW USED TO GET HIS HAIR CUT BY HIM BUT I DIDNT KNOW) at some point I think he left 🐸 and little later we decided to leave.

BUT WAIT I didnt know he was standing out side getting ready to go back to 🛑. Keep in mind 🐸 and 🛑 are down the street from each other and 🦎is across the street from both, but 💨 is blocks away. As we’re walking back to 🛑 we see him near 🛑 and 🩷 stops to talk to someone he knew or whatever. We end up passing him and go to 🛑 and later he also goes back to 🛑 still with the girl. at this point I think he thought it was

Getting a little weird and left 🛑 immediately and idk where he want nor did I pay attention. But when we got bored of 🛑 again we decided to go to 🦎 and you wouldn’t believe who we saw again —🩷!!!. But as we got to 🦎 he was leaving but a few moments later he shows back up to 🦎— after seeing us go in. And my friends were confused bc every bar we’ve been to we’ve seen him. I’m trying not to be delulu but it was still weird.

anyways the night ended with a bunch of weird encounters that I’m telling myself were just coincidences BUTTT like I said we work at the same shopping mall so I was still bound to run into him at work yknow? one particular time he had to pass my store to go to the food court for lunch I’m assuming and I walked to the escalator trash can to throw a drink away right as he was walking walking back (but I fr didn’t notice it was him and I doubt he did either) TELL ME WHY I’m over here trying to be mysterious and not look at him like I know him and this mf FULLY whipped his head the other way to not look at me. At that point I was offended bc one) it’s not my fault we keep running into each other and two) I’m just as confused as him lmao 😭

after that I was basically like ew fuck that weirdo bc like I said I’m not intentionally trying to run into 🩷 especially not if I think he’s got a girl

anyways so weeks go by with little encounters like this at the mall and let me keep it a buck, 🩷 would see me with different guy friends all the time so as far as he knew I was taken too yknow?

yall remember 💙? Well he started looking GOOD again and like yeah he was a bum but he understood the assignment <3 he knew it was just flirting staring and nothing more. 🩷 was just tooo… approachable? I like my men like 💙 where I don’t have to expect anything out of it I can just stare and that’s it. so I had told my coworkers idc about the barber aka 🩷 and I was back to being delulu for 💙 and KEEP IN MIND THIS IS ALL IN GOOD FUN nothing serious, but at this time since 🩷 would purposely try and avoid I didn’t care about him enough to be bothered

but I think the universe got something against me bc anytime I would go a long time without talking about 🩷 or seeing him, he’d just magically appear again like the universe was trying to force him back (delulu i know)

so for instance, the next time I saw him he wasn’t with the girl from last time. he was with some guy friends and I was with a full different set of friends than the ones I usually go out with. when I went out with this group

I invited one of my guy friends over and I remember we were walking past 🦎 bar and I didn’t realize 🩷 and his friends were just hanging out around there and I drunkenly made my guy friend tie my shoe. So 🩷 is watching my guy friend get on his knees outside and put my leg on his lap and tie my shoe 😂I’m telling you such Y/n moments

but isn’t it weird how after I was like fuck this man don’t care he just kept showing up? and any time I was out after that he didn’t have a girl with him anymore and he would pay extra close attention to whatever guy I was with

I was out of town for work for a whole week and the one night I came back to go out with my friends I just happened to run into him over and over and over again AND now at the mall he’s not even bothering to avoid me

like I remember once I was standing at the entrance with another coworker and he just stared me down like 😳 and even she was like “WHYD HE LOOK AT YOU LIKE THAT�� And I’m like girl idk I thought he was in his avoiding me era

but from then on he would dead stare me but me being mysterious 🎀I would ignore him bc like I said idk if he had a gf or not anymore and also tf I look like approaching him first. even when I’d walk past his barber shop I could see him staring at me

at the club he was getting bolder, staring me down, staring at anybody I talked to etc etc

I remember on Halloween I was dressed as the white rabbit and we do a candy crawl at the mall for kiddos so I had been dressed up all day, I’m walking to the front of my store and I can see into the store across from mine. I remember they have a mirror right at the entrance and 🩷 was definitely trying to look at himself through the mirror when I saw him (bc I could see myself through the mirror too) and I swear the second he saw me he whipped back around to make sure

I would see him talking to other girls every now and then but I feel like it was always if we went a couple weeks without running into each other and like I said I’d talk to diff guys at the club so I couldn’t say anything I’m just delulu

I’m trying to speed this up but once I went out with the group of friends I don’t usually run into and we were at 🐸 which is a two story club. we were at the bottom and my friends and I were about to leave. it was around Halloween time still so we were dressed in costumes and I was wearing this big ass white cowboy hat. there’s no way he didn’t know it was me when I was right by the door, he recognizes my face, and I’m in a big fucking hat BUT GUESS WHET THIS MF DID. There was all this walking room between me and the wall and he deadass pressed up against my back just to pass me by slow and I even turned confused as hell like me being delulu but this man will do anything to be noticed instead of talk to me.

another time at the mall I passed by the barber shop to go to the makeup store and listen y’all I’m crazy so I’m aware the barber shop has mirrors all over so I could see if he’s at his station through the mirrors and HE WASNT. So I walked past, went to the makeup store and ignored the stares from the other barbers. tell me why as im leaving the makeup store 🩷 is standing right outside of it “on his phone” but right as im going to pass him this man does a full 180 degree angle to look at me !!$ 😭 im crazy I kno but if this ain’t giving wattpad idk what is

Basically, we kind of did this back-and-forth all summer all fall too . We would see each other at the club? multiple different clubs and we kind of keep an eye on each other. If he was with a girl, I would notice that he was with the girl if I was with a guy, he would notice that I’m with the guy and we kind of just kept each other in check the whole time but never actually talked which is where I’m saying I feel delusional. Like one time at the mall, I was walking to the food court, and I saw another barber from the shop and he looked at me and then he turned away. Then he looked at me again then he got his phone and started typing. Then he looked at me again, typed again, then put his phone away and turned his back to me and IDK y’all this is where I’m saying am I crazy because I swear it felt like he was texting about me And considering the way all the barbers look at me anytime I walk past I’m fully convinced 🩷’s talked aboutme before to them l not necessarily like that he likes me or anything like that. Maybe he just talk about me in a sense that we run into each other constantly and he thinks it’s weird. Also, I’m feeling lazy so I’m sorry to just use voice to text.’

The last time I fully ran into him was when he like rubbed up against my back that one time I was wearing a cowboy hat and I remember telling one of the girls I was hanging out with about it and to be fair she was drunk so I don’t think she was fully listening, but we were walking outside and I remember her like pulling on him and saying That she knew him and to be honest, he looked more shocked at the fact that I was standing there then he did when she called him out because he didn’t even really react when she called him out, but that was the last time I fully saw him like that

So recently, I haven’t really been running into him that much and honestly, I’m not that mad about it just because at this point it’s been like an all year thing. It’s getting annoying. I can’t tell if I’m being delusional. I I feel like I’m delulu for a reason And it’s it’s like I’m not even gonna lie to you. I Hang out with other guys. It’s just I’ve wasted too much energy thinking about this one 🩷 guy when he’s never gonna even talk to me, but it just feels like the universe really want us to be in the same area it’s pissing me off LMAO.

and this previous weekend I finally asked my friend who said she knew him how she knew him and she basically told me that they were talking for a minute, but they never dated or anything like that. They just went to the club one time together and some other girl approached him and was like yelling at him, and my friend was trying to mind her business, but then I guess the girl talk to my friend and yelled at her telling her that she don’t know why she’s messing with him if he has a girl, I don’t know how long ago this was I was kind of drunk. I don’t remember asking it wasn’t that serious so I just moved on , but I don’t know he’s just too weird and low-key I’m weird. I move weird and so I like a man that moves weird because then I don’t feel guilty about moving weird with them, but he moves too weird I might just ditch 🩷 for 💙

Except today, I literally said I don’t care about 🩷 because of what my friend told me, but then I end up running into him at my at work again and I’m like Bruh I swear to God the universe plays this weird manifestation game where they want us to run into each other for no reason because we don’t even end up talking

And to end this essay, I want to say it’s so stupid and like I said, it literally sounds like a fanfiction just because no nothing of it makes sense and I’m definitely being delusional, but I feel like I’m delusional for a reason because he has done a lot of things that I might’ve forgotten to even add in that have just made me so confused but I try not to read into it because sometimes im the problem 💀 idek delulu but self aware and for a reason

what do yall think

OH AND ONE TIME I HAD A MF DREAM ABOUT 🩷 and tell me why in my dream he said “I’ve been wanting to talk to you but you’re always with other people” and idk weird 😭😭😭 this is definitely a hard read bc of all the errors but sorry yall my head hurts

ask me questions if you got any and tell me what you think 💀like I sound crazy I know

and what I think is funny is I’ll have a full roster of men who I’ll go out with yet I’m more tripped over a man I don’t even talk to lmao

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[kooktrash]

when will ppl who read fics understand that, WE WRITE FOR OURSELVES. NOT YOU. write ur own fic if u want it that bad 😭

honestly I think it’s just entitlement 💀like I used to post regularly even when I barely had 20 followers but ofc some readers think everything is FOR THEM. so they demand whatever

obviously I appreciate the readers who respect the time and effort put into writing but it’s the ones that think they can demand things from someone that grind my gears

[kooktrash]

ask million dollar darling jk what did u and oc do last have sex oops?

“What did we do last have sex?” Jungkook asked looking at you with slight confusion.

“When did we last have? What we did?” You asked for clarification, “He might not say it but he’s kinda a horny one, so earlier today—“

“Y/n,” Jungkook groaned pulling at your waist to bring you back to him, “It’s kind of personal.”

“He pretends to be shy but then talks on the phone when I’m going down on h—“ Y/n L/n, Million Dollar Darling.

He tackles you down onto the sofa, “We have a normal, healthy amount of sex in our relationship. Is that what the question was?” Jeon Jungkook, Million Dollar Darling

[kooktrash]

Hi! Just wanted to ask how our mdd couple is doing?? 💝

“How are we doing?” Jungkook asked as he looked to you for an answer, “Fine, I think?”

“You think?” You asked him back, reaching forward to fix his tie as some stylist touched up your hair, “I think we’re doing better than fine, don’t you think?”

Jungkook picked up on your questioning tone and he brought your hand to his lips, kissing the tip of your knuckles while the photographer shouted for everyone to get ready for the pictures, “Amazing darling, we’re doing amazing.”

You smiled sweetly, hand down on his chest as the photographer began snapping away pictures of you two for this month’s cover of DAZED magazine. It was obvious in every photo that he still can’t keep his hands off you.

— ASK JEON JUNGKOOK, MILLION DOLLAR DARLING

— ASK Y/N L/N, MILLION DOLLAR DARLING

[kooktrash]

Wait?! What happened with Stray Kids?! I am a huge fan but I’m not on Twitter and that is where a lot of that kind of info comes from. I would be grateful if you were willing to tell me what happened.

long story short this is their first time attending the met gala and the paparazzi taking their picture were being loud and rude and demanding. this is only one video of the situation but there are many

paparazzi is heard complaining about them lacking emotional expressions, yelling at them to tone it down, complaining that they have to take more pictures after their outfit reveal, laughing at them, joking that they’re about to perform, telling them to jump? and mocking them

this TikTok was posted by @degubusan

but like I said there are many videos out there where you could hear things more clearly

[kooktrash]

effortlessly yours jk!

were you jealous of OC when she lived with him? How did you generally feel about this?

“Honestly… I wasn’t even sure how to feel about it at the time. Part of me was annoyed, only because I was trying to pursue Y/n and I didn’t like the idea of some other guy — someone she dated at that, to get to be around Y/n constantly but I had to stop and think.”

“I’m confident in myself and although sometimes I couldn’t tell where Y/n’s head was at, I feel like I was fine with it. If Y/n wanted me she’d show it (and she did) so what was there to worry about? I also had to try and be understanding of what situation Y/n was in and how it’d be better to support her than just add on stress.” — Jeon Jungkook, Effortlessly Yours

a/n every time I think about a man like jk in effortlessly yours I wanna cry bc ME NEXT 😭😭

[kooktrash]

Romantic Dreams JK, when was the last time you and oc argued and what was the reason for it?

“We don’t argue, I don’t think we ever really have. I hate when Y/n gets upset — especially if I’m the reason for it. Sometimes I do get upset because it feels like she can never see my side of things but it usually ends right away because we don’t want to argue,” — Jeon Jungkook, Romantic Dreams

“And he’s a hard person to argue with. Sometimes Jungkook is just very… emotional when he’s upset and it’s just better to let it go. Usually our ‘arguments’ are about what we’ll do on our time off. He prefers to stay home just us two, Bam and Armani, sometimes I’m in the mood to go out with our friends. He’s more antisocial now that we’re dating I think,” — Y/n L/n, Romantic Dreams

“Well that’s because everyone I want to be with is already at home, why would I want to go somewhere else?” — Jeon Jungkook, Romantic Dreams

[kooktrash]

is tempest jk's rizz based on your rizz or someone you've met cuz it's HOT?? PLS I NEED TO KNOW. where can i find someone that talks to me like tempest jk talks to oc 😞

lmaooooo idek how he’s so smooth but not to toot my own horn or anything but one thing about me is I do in fact know how to flirt 🤭 I suck at flirting over text but in person 🤞

also tempest oc with tempest jk:

[kooktrash]

Why do your latest fics feel a little meh compared to your older ones? 😭😭

[kooktrash]

am i tripping or isn’t this your storyline of „guys my - age“ https://www.tumblr.com/living4thefame/746463675795308544/be-my-daddy

like ikyfl the storyline is exactly like yours, they only changed a little to not make it obvious in which they clearly failed at because when i clicked on it i thought it was an update of your fic (didn’t pay attention at the @) but then i saw the username and was completely shocked. i just wanted to let you know bc your are one of the BEST writes on this app and you always take your time to come up with really cool story’s that nobody tried out before and even if you always have a different approach to it so that’s why i instantly got irritated bc wtf this is clearly stealing ….anyways i hope we can do smth about this!

stay safe, love u 💗

imma be honest friend I gave it a read and yeahhhhhh I do think they’re very similar 😭idk what to do in this situation though bc yes I can spot a lot of similarities in our work which is a bit strange bc they seem to be a talented writer but from the summary, the intro, the dang pizza for dinner on the first night 🥹it reads the same but idk what to do

thank u for bringing this to my attention and thank u for your nice words about my work <3 I love feedback good or bad and I love when readers look out for me and my work, means a lot to me 🫶🏽

on another note, [literally completely random bc idk how to respond to these sort of things aside from avoid until it’s a bigger issue 💀]

I am currently working on a new fic one might say is a love child between Romantic Dreams and Fighting Heart 🫣

here’s an insight on the playlist

[kooktrash]

Manipulative stupid bitch 🙄🤡

[kooktrash]

seven jk!: has oc given you a mixtape like you did? is your relationship still going strong?

“Alright, i haven’t told anyone because it’s my little secret but Y/n gave me a mixtape a few days later :’), I found it in my backpack and I drove to her place listening to it [maybe crying]” — Jeon Jungkook, SEVEN DAYS TO LOVE

“Definitely crying,” — Y/n L/n, SEVEN DAYS TO LOVE “As a matter of fact, I don’t think I’ve ever seen a grown man cry so much.”

“Babe, can you shut up so I could talk about how madly in love with me you are—Don’t roll your eyes at me,” — Jeon Jungkook, SEVEN DAYS TO LOVE

[kooktrash]

ask ukiyo!jungkook what happen?????? did u work out in the city or was just summer fling? (🥹I want summer boyfriend like kooky)

“Well we went on a date and it was different from what we would do on the beach. It’s a little harder to keep in touch considering I’m working at a firm and Y/n found something more stable but it’s safe to say we’re dating :). I needed to break free from life back home and I’ve been able to make new friends and experience new things all thanks to my girlfriend so no, it wasn’t just a summer fling. Hopefully we’ll be together for a long time.” — Jeon Jungkook, ukiyo

[kooktrash]

lol idk how many will u accept at the same person but i wil ask anyway sorry but just ignore this if u limit one per person hehe.

ask tempest!jk did you and oc move in or not yet? ;) are you still posessive hehe

“We’re in the middle of figuring that out. Y/n’s lease is ending soon and I’ve got a steady income to support us both—and more space. There’s been a couple arguments here and there because Y/n thinks we need to have healthy spaces apart but I disagree. I think we’re stronger together and if we’re already together everyday (because why wouldn’t we be?) we should just make it official. I don’t think a healthy relationship needs space, I think we should be able to be together all the time and never grow sick of the other. It’s normal.” — Jeon Jungkook, TEMPEST

“Am I still possessive? I never really thought I was. I give Y/n space when it’s necessary… I mean sure some people might think I’m too needy or clingy but what do they matter? Y/n is fine with me always being around and besides I’m better company than half the people she used to surround herself with—that’s why they’re gone and I’m still here :) .”

[kooktrash]

To guys my age jk & oc, Did you guys ever go on a trip or something after ya'll got together?

“Hmmm, we haven’t gone on a trip with but that’s because we both agreed we were too busy at the time to do so. Y/n had an internship to start right after graduation and I had two big cases I had to work on with Namjoon,” Jungkook said as pushed the rim of his reading glasses up the bridge of his nose, “Y/n’s birthday is coming up and I know she and Jieun have been talking about wanting to take a trip so I might surprise both my girls with one. Where should we go?” [and should I make a drabble about it?]