#moon and demifiend

[queered-into-oblivion]

🎥💎💕 for both? :o

took a while because both me and moon wanted to answer for our respective fixations - demifiend

persona 3:

scenes- how you get everyone together and go to the park, how fuuka gets trapped in the apparatus. how you know its all going to end soon and it feels painfully melancholic but happy. you get to have everyone together for once. it means a lot to me and makes me cry every time i get to it; its so final but so loving

how he specifically asks to go with everyone too. and how not all players will even see it, i hope everyone does though because its magical

trivia/etc- obvious things like how you can revive shinjiro/chidori. even though chidoris is pretty damn hidden and not even we knew about it until the 3rd or something play-through

{you have to talk to junpei every day after chidoris death and she revives but with no memories. theres debates on it in the fandom but i like that junpei gets something nice; he deserves it}

something thats not really a fact but been thinking about it is the limited merch they released for the movies. the aigis headphones for winter of rebirth were really fucking good specifically and us and our friend actually found them in almost mint condition in a mandarake and managed to buy them just a week ago

character- akihiko sanada is the most amazing fucking character and people need to love him more

hes so autistic, loves fighting and fitness so much its his special interest and he uses it to navigate how he sees everything. caring, one track minded but in the best way

intelligent in his own way, as much as arena wants to deny it. he was the one to figure out the full moon link and everything; he’s consistently known for good marks in school even if its with mitsurus help. hes *smart* really damn smart

also his drive to protect everyone and keep honouring miki and shinjiro after their deaths is fucking beautiful; dont care what anyone says the scream at shinjis picture was heartbreaking and i hope they manage to capture it in reload. god i love akihiko

im not biased dont look at me /lh {it said to do one otherwise id do one for aigis and ryoji too. could do all of sees and bebe and akinari and the old couple and everyone, i love them all}

smt nocturne:

scenes- thats a hard one… hell biker/mara summoning is really funny but the conception/raidou joining your party/manikin slaughter make me emotional still

raidou joining just because im really gay and it was kind of sweet. the other two because they’re sad. especially the manikins, they all deserved so much better

trivia- basic things that i like: smtv being a sequel to nocturne is really cool especially with how the nahobino plot plays out but i wish the story of smtv was… better in canon/took longer than 3 days

also the demifiends english va was the director for the english dub which is interesting

character- does raidou count? im making raidou count

but if not, futomimi easily no contest hands down. i love him, i love the manikins, they had the best reason, fuck you chiaki

also i don’t know if its me being biased or what the game does but assuming its the second i like how the game makes you feel kinship with them for being not able to make a real reason. and i like how they tried anyway

[teecupangel]

Bit of a weird idea i have: Altaïr didn't survive long after being born and Umar, desperate to get them back, decided to summon a demon. Al Mualim could even be there to help, to help offer something enticing enough for the demon to revive Umar's loved ones. The demon tells them it will only revive the child and simply asks for some blood in return. Altaïr is revived, but has a strange circle with symbols on back. Despite that, he is a normal child. Until Umar dies. He grows stronger, faster. More ruthless as he grows. Many fear him, but the Eagle of Masyaf sees all. Hears all. He is loyal to Al Mualim. For he is the one who monthly, under the full moon, seal away his growing power. But of course Al Mualim can only do so much and it is hard work, so Altaïr can only dream of paying him back. Until the Temple of Solomon happens.

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Essentially Altaïr is a human with demon blood, but due to Al Mualim's rituals, he has become more demonic. Now he has to fight a deep, mad bloodlust and like Pandoras box, once the seal has been weakened, it can't be fixed.

Idk, just a fun little idea i had. ^^

Oh, oh, oh. What if that strange circle with symbols on his back start to ‘grow’ the more Al Mualim performs ritual upon him.

Al Mualim tells him his growing back tattoo is a seal of some kind and maybe Al Mualim does believe that he’s sealing Altaïr’s demonic blood.

The truth is that the more ritual Al Mualim performs, the more Altaïr’s demonic blood awakens and ‘rewrites’ his human body.

And, of course, since we’re talking about demonic deals, my first thought is which Ars Goetia demon would make a good match as Altaïr’s demonic ‘parent’.

Of course, Umar and Maud are still his parents but the demonic blood now running in his veins made him sorta like the adopted son of the demon who granted Umar’s wish. As far as I remember, there’s really no Ars Goetia demon who preside over resurrection but I like the idea of him being connected Vassago, a prince of hell that can tell what has come to pass and what will happen as well as able to discover hidden or lost things. Also, he’s one of the few demons to be have a supposed good nature. Altaïr could be considered the ‘lost’ thing.

And because it’s Umar who made the deal with Vassago, we can have Vassago talk to Altaïr in his dreams, telling him how to better ‘control’ the changes he’s going through.

Appearing before Altaïr as Umar.

Is he just using Umar’s likeness? Could he and Umar have fused because of their connection to Altaïr?

Who knows.

What truly matters is that Vassago’s words offer the support that Altaïr needs to accept that he is different. It is only when Altaïr accepts that he isn’t human, can he start to sate his demonic urges. Because it isn’t truly bloodlust. It’s his demonic side battling his humanity as Altaïr refuses to accept it, making his demonic power go wild.

Whether he tells anyone about it though is a question for another day.

Other than being stronger and faster than others, I kinda like the idea that Altaïr’s demonic blood makes it easier for him to see if someone is lying or hiding something. The more demonic he becomes, the more he takes after his demon father. When it concerns past events, it would start vague enough that Altaïr would believe he read it somewhere but just can’t remember where. For future events, it starts of as that sense of deja vu.

Once he starts mastering his demonic powers, that’s when he starts receiving information on what he can do as a demifiend.

One of which is… making contracts with humans.

[alinktoana]

local elderly girl sells stickers at a japanese food festival

not gonna lie, the entire experience is very emotional to me and it's been a month but moon channel's vid essay about cool japan, and the release of smt5 vengeance (lol) inspired me

tldr: i made some stickers, got real existential about it, will keep making more c: if youd like to check them out, here's a link

ive always wanted to draw, i used to say i was gonna become a painter or a fashion designer when i grew up. none of that happened, but i did go to film school. my final project was a script for an animated short highly inspired by nbc hannibal, majora's mask (i know, it was 2016, it makes sense to me lol) and a huge loss in my life from which i havent fully recovered, 10 years later.

the point is, ive always been art adjacent but i never really drew, until i got inspired by_hannibal itself_, noel fielding, kylux (LOL) and a roommate who was who was really inspired by art youtubers like frannerd and drew around the house, so i picked up a pencil and started drawing hannigram fanart bc i was so insanely in love with that show lol i remember who i was before i drew. i spent my days reading and watching tv, bc i love stories and stuff, but i was a consumer. and once i got a job after college i felt so incredibly isolated and directionless. do i have a direction now, as i work as a """"designer""" for a company that sells a mental health app? no. but like demifiend was force fed a magatama and got demon powers (LMAO BEAR WITH ME I JUST BOUGHT SMT3 HD REMASTER), i caught the art demon (like steven zapata says). and i caught it bad. i spend my day to day rushing through my work and chores and everything so i can have enough time to draw in the evening, to do whatever, and sometimes the need is so immense i cant do anything bc im not good enough, my skills are fading, im worthless, what's the meaning of all this? so i took a chance and showed my work at an arts alley on a japanese food festival i was helping organize. mind you, i was juggling that with my 9/5, promoting the event, finishing drawings from years ago. and when i got there, nobody got it. people looked at the stickers and didnt recognize the characters, and went on to buy the stickers my friends had that were more current. it was all japanese fanart. we were there with the single purpose of baiting weebs like us lol

ive always dealt with clients, im used to this. but im used to business to business, bc sigh i am a corporate girly. and im a beginner in the demon arts of arting. i felt so ashamed people were preferring other people, that i had the audacity to think i was worth anything. but i stood there, standing still with my brain boucing off my skull wanting to leave but also enjoying the experience and hoping someone, anyone would get it. and some people did. to my surprise, jack frost was my best selling sticker, lol. jack frost, from the smt franchise, a franchise im so new to but i love so dearly. im 100% a poser, ive never finished a megaten game. but… it just speaks to me. and thats where my cool japan feelings come from bc, like i said, i was selling at a japanese food festival. people my age, from the country i come from, were exposed to dragon ball and cardcaptor sakura from birth. and learning about history and the atrocities of the japanese empire is just. who can you trust. but ive aways resonated with one thing from japan, and it's the way they portray sadness in their works. it's become a ritual since last year that i will listen to smtv's ost when im on my period bc it literally brings me back to life. no one but i know how many times ive drawn goro majima and taiga saejima bc their mere existance and their sorrow resonates with me so immensily and i dont wanna see them being sad, nor do i wanna see me being sad. it's. it's really difficult to be to admit that im from brazil, bc our country sells happiness as an export but for many, many years the most popular genre is butthurt country music, and it makes sense, you know? people dont wanna admit they're sad. and i can only imagine what it's like for regular japanese people, bc we (i) get to see their big exports of bittersweetness… i dont know, maybe other people get to see that from brazil too, i dont know. the arts in brazil, or specially where i live, it's just isnt in the cards for us. but ill keep trying, you know. and i know fanart is a hack. but im trying. despite everything and everyone wanting us (me) to work for mining/metal/oil companies, make the most money, have the least health, drink all the alcohol (but call an uber), consume, reproduce and die, i. i just wanna draw tiny people, you know. it's. not that big a deal. all this to say that yes im gonna keep drawing and making stickers and, who knows, you know. these are stickers that i wont ever find near me, or that im too broke to get them from artists/official stores, so if youre like me, here's some pdfs in case you wanna print them and stick them wherever c: ty if you got this far, this is a big ramble… but it's been years in the making and despite everything im happy about it c:

[remastered-fate]

HC: Moon

Demifiend is actually deeply unsettled by the moon now. She used to enjoy it, thought it was the jewel of the night sky, but now all she sees when she looks at it is the omnipresent body of Kagutsuchi, just waiting to rip everything away from her again via forces far out of her control, and of the constant shifting of phases pulling at her very mind and soul above her

She still thinks it's lovely. It just upsets her, now, on her worse nights.

[tamarakkoarchive]

Shin Megami Tensei III livetweet thread (1/3)

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lol chiaki sounds exactly the same as asahi... lack of diverse VAs aside i wasn't expecting her voice to be this squeaky

...ok chiaki annoyed me enough so i'm playing with no voices LOL

damn bro if it's indeed the same VA as asahi it's so funny... the frickin same reason i preferred to play with no voices in both games

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wasn't pixie supposed to be so small she could fit in your hand iirc... she's so huge in nocturne

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i was already like ‘whaaat, smt4 was harder than this’ but then amala network happened

okay fuck me, I didn’t know pixie was gonna get rid of dia when I let her change her skills, now I only have one (1) demon able to heal

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LOL i took hrs to realize kagutsuchi is the word they use for moon cycle

me a gazillion yrs ago playing soul hackers: i wonder what mag stands for nocturne: this

and the first thing i noticed in smt3 was the lack of the mag system yet ironically the game themes ARE centered in mag itself so??¿¿

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my gamer food (it's cashew soda)

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smt3 is giving me p3 flashbacks of the game having -such- an atmospheric mood it makes you sleepy as hell

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does demifiend learn almighty skills? im thinking of a magic build but I’m unsure so for now I’m only giving him lots of agility lol

he has such a physical attacker vibe tho... i just love seeing him punch the lights out of a jack frost

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lmao shit here he comes

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i find nekomata cringe as hell when they make her walk on all fours but when she's on two feet i'm like oh yeah... she's actually cool

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losing one hour of grinding because a mf used last resort

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spent so much time going back and forth this place his shorts must smell awful

i've seen plenty of nsfw of demifiend but none that depicts his dick. has someone ever attempted to draw how his tattoo looks down there

i have like a gazillion demifiend doujins and they're all good but none showed his demon balls. a shame

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BE NICE TO HIM

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i nicknamed demifiend nao from naoki and i keep thinking about naoya from p1 because i nicknamed him nao too... nao duo

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nocturne has this thing where to get the actual treasure from chests instead of trash you have to walk in circles like an idiot until the moon cycle is full and this turns into the reason for a big part of my deaths because you end up having to fight enemies a lot

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i could say a million things about why demifiend's design works so damn well to the point of being peak protag look but i'll keep things simple by saying i just love characters with shitty bangs

✔️ simplicity ✔️ shows forehead ✔️ half naked ✔️✔️✔️ who the FUCK cut their hair

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me: the last boss wasn’t that hard, maybe i overgrinded or something haha raidou: 🔫

i have no words

you wanna fuck me so bad don't you

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it would've been cool if there was some perceptible difference gameplay-wise in demifiend "calling" for his demon allies as an equal instead of "summoning" like a traditional summoner

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look how sexy he is in the darkness... glow stick boi

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first matador, then raidou, now this bullshit

i'll definitely cheat if i have to get this goddamn magatama again but wtf... NOT ONLY THEY ARE AWFULLY HARD BUT THEY'RE SO MANY IN A ROW

i'm lit letting the switch on sleep mode all the time, turn it on just to solve a few of these and then back to sleep mode so i can recover from my baldness

god i was already mentally prepared to be given some incredibly shitty reward but fine. we good. geis rights

get the fuck outta my face before i give you a flick in the head

"oh come on these puzzles couldn't have taken that long to-"

i was playing the whole game so far solely thru a wide tv screen but for these last ghoulish 17hrs is when i convinced myself to play on handheld mode for less mental damage

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our thong catboy

i used to sleep on his design for years but now i get it. espe after finding out his butt is exposed

NOOOOOOOOO IT WAS COVERED IN NOCTURNE

who's the fucking furry that made him buttnaked in dx2

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me with persona: sigh okay there's the option to bang your teacher… whatever me with nocturne: aw demifiend totally wants to bang his teacher 🥺 u a teacher boi aint u???

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i have no idea which route i'm going lol i'm just choosing whatever option fits the mood of the scene and compared to SJ or smt4, here the things are a bit less... obvious i guess

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> paralyzed status doesn't go away even after battle > dis-stun is like 450macca, have to save money for magatamas > gets fed up, goes searching for a kelpie with paraladi > keeps getting paralyzed by setantas nonstop while the fucking kelpie never shows up

[theotherseapancakes]

It's a day ending in Y and I'm thinking about how the various artists in the video games I adore influenced me greatly. Kazuma Kaneko, Yasuda, Shigenori Soejima... so I wanna post some of my fave arts from each. Cut because I just feel like rambling IDK.

This one is I think from a cover for an Innocent Sin guidebook. The art on this one really captures making it feel like a real-life thing somehow. Most of Kaneko's art does, if I'm honest, and it's why I love his newer work. That porcelain doll aesthetic, the thick chunky lines, the glossy blacks. It makes his eldritch entities feel horrifically alive.

Something that captures me as an artist wrt to Kaneko's work is how well it takes up space and DEMANDS you FEEL that space. I'm always enraptured. Here's another example, this time from SMT Nocturne (thanks to this tumblr x )

There's so much going on here with symbolism between the 4 Horsemen and the Demifiend, it's phenomenal. Love the palette and the sweltering uncomfortable Amala Labyrinth reds. Moving on to Soejima... I like his recent work, but his older stuff for P3 was what truly captured me most.

The color palette, the Full Moon Shadow masks, the symbolism here. His expression, the way he's just staring. God, this is everything. The paintwork. It's gorgeous and it's serving me anime renaissance vibes. Great shit. I have no notes, Makoto/Minato best guy 10/10. Why not attach another piece of work of Soejima's I like...?

Fucking gorgeous use of the overwhelming spectral-esque palette here. Feels like I'm in the Underworld itself just looking at it. You can tell there's so much going on here. The Great Seal door is really beautifully painted. NEXT. Now, Suzuhito Yasuda gets a lot of flack for his inability to draw tits (deserved to a degree I can't lie) but I'd be lying if I said his simple but REALLY expressive art didn't inspire the hell out of me, so let's look at some Devil Survivor art that got me BIG into that game.

I love love LOVE his fashion designs and how weird and wacky they tend to get. I think he's probably best known for his work on stuff like Durarara but I love how he does eyes and character expressions, and you can see that even better in his own manga Yozakura Quartet, where he manages some visceral feeling moments:

Real feral energy to the faces in his art honestly. I love that shit. Does this post have a point? No, I just really like thinking about art, and I guess I wanted to talk about some art that inspired me a lot that isn't just Jun Mochizuki's Everything, lmao.

[demifiendcruithne]

ok i'm not actually from r/196 but r/curatedtumblr, so i guess i'm a transfer student now. might have ended up there eventually

name: i dont really like putting my name out (not a privacy thing i just feel Weird seeing my name. names in general are an issue for me for some reason), so just call me Crui

pronouns: she/her, gender is a heck and is very low on my priority list

sexuality: demisexual, subtype pan, if you're going to make pandemic jokes i made those three years ago

location: england (unfortunately)

fandoms: i'm more of a lurker than a participator and dont really actively seek things out right now, but i'd probably say pokemon, kirby, shin megami tensei, danganronpa, and insert whichever special interest of the week here. (notable inclusions are zero escape and live-a-live)

most forbidden snack: i have kirby squishies that smell like strawberry......

pet a bug: depends on the situation. if it's out of nowhere probably not but if i'm prepared in advance then sure. i want to pet a giant millipede

weird fact/story: ok lets see what's here without like. trauma dumping. i used to get what i now guess are auditory hallucinations of my sibling calling to me? but they stopped before i really started looking into health stuff in general so i forgot about them and never brought them up anywhere. and now its just more to deal with i guess

blue tastes like raspberry. the artificial raspberry. one of the only good points about where i used to live is that it had SUCH good blue raspberry sherbet...

most beautiful thing seen: this is also a difficult one because my memory is bad. but i think my sibling's just... obvious improvement in how they felt after getting major gender-affirming surgery would definitely be up there

stupidest thing done: probably hiding all the physical/mental stress i was under from people (notably my mum) so i didnt cause them problems. in my defense my mum was very busy and people (teachers mostly) had already called me out on causing trouble by just trying to talk about things and failing because i had like. five different things affecting communication and one of them i literally only found out might apply to me like last week. and this was over a decade ago

stupidest thing seen/heard: i dont remember any legit stupid examples offhand so i will instead say stupidest (affectionate) and cite my fluffy dumb cat. he will go outside through the back door, circle around to the front, and meow plaintively to be let in because he forgot the back door exists. he's so good

hyperfixation song: there's quite a few, but one consistent one is changing me from persona q

profile picture: the pokemon line stickers make very good avatars. username: demifiend from the Demi-fiend of smt3 nocturne, and cruithne is a name i picked up from a celestial object thought to be earth's second moon for a while

dream career as a child: i cannot remember enough of childhood to answer this. for college it was game development though

dream career as an adult: honestly i just want to like. help out in a library and be tech support and entertain kids with nice hats and also draw stuff. i got. multiple disabilities hecking me up so

cilantro: either i haven't ever had it or it doesnt taste like soap, that's all i got

banned from a location: i don't think so? well high school kicked me out of sixth form if that counts because i was struggling to keep up (it's almost like i had a bunch of undiagnosed difficulties or something.....) and they didnt want to actually do their job of helping. but i was still ok to go on campus if i needed to pick my sibling up or something

cursed food: salted carrot sticks. it adds extra cronch

trans rights: Trans Rights Heckers. but also trans wrongs. go spraypaint blahaj on government buildings.

i. dont really like tagging people in stuff like this so if you're reading this consider yourself being offered a tag if you so want it

“I just came from r/196” ask game

Saw another post. I think I should invite y'all to one of our longstanding traditions. Answer the questions then tag 10 (or more) people. I'll go first.

Name? Frankie

Pronouns and gender? he/they/it, transmasc

Sexuality? Lesbian

Country? USA

Top 5 fandoms? Bungou Stray Dogs, Cosmere, All for the Game, Fundiesnark (not a series but I'm too deep in it to not consider it a fandom), .....the tornado fandom? (they're my special interest)

What is your Most forbidden snack? The preserved bones at the Atlanta Bodies Exhibition. They looked so crunchy...

Would you pet a bug? If it's big enough, it is pettable.

Share a weird fact/story about yourself with the class. I like to drive around rural areas and photograph old, sometimes abandoned locations in the dead of night. I have been literally chased out of towns by foot and by car on two separate occasions. The second time this happened, "See You Again" by Miley Cyrus came up on shuffle and that's the soundtrack my friend and I tore out of town to. Also every "guy" I've dated except for my most recent ex (who has big egg energy) is a lesbian now.

What does the color blue taste like? Creme brulee

What is the most beautiful thing you've ever seen? The appalachian mountains of Tennessee in the middle of summer. There's kudzu everywhere. On the backroads, there were several old, dilapidated Baptist churches barely hanging to the side of the mountain. I wonder how many of them were still in use.

What is the stupidest thing you've ever done? Short version: my friend's house almost got broken into by this dude who'd been stalking us for months while we were home alone. Instead of calling the cops, we decided to confront him with a bow and arrow (me), a hatchet, and a baseball bat (him). The plan was that if it went badly, we would simply throw his corpse into one of the many lakes in the neighborhood and let the alligators eat his remains (this was Florida). Why? Because we were afraid of having our home-alone privileges revoked. Luckily for us all, the guy fucked off and we never saw him again.

Stupidest thing you've seen/heard someone else do/say? My ex thought that Jackalopes were real. Also, a nurse I was doing rotations with apparently thought that "Witness Protection" was for Jehovah's Witnesses.

Hyperfixation song? Young Enough + Bleach by Charly Bliss

Is there any meaning behind your profile picture and/or username? Profile pic; I'm transmasc and I'm currently obsessed with TriStamp. Username; It was my fake internet name when I was like 13. I won't change it because I want my mutuals to recognize me, and because I do have a viral post associated with this name.

Dream career as a child? Doctor (funnily enough I'm now in nursing school)

Dream career as an adult? Professional Jester. Not a comedian. I just want to be some weird little guy who dresses silly and you can hire me to roast your boss at work parties.

Thoughts on cilantro? Delicious

Have you ever been banned from a location and if so, why? I honestly can't remember? Probably... but in recent memory I've mainly banned people from places.

What is your cursed food combination? Pineapple on a hotdog with grilled onions. It Slaps.

Trans rights? TRANS RIGHTS

Tagging: @rocket-mankoi @mostlymarco @atleast8courics @jazzlike39 @gemsweater72 @limbobilbo @ameliaaltare @redcrane112 @theoneofwhomisblue @twinkenjoyer @theultimatecarp and anyone else who wants to jump on

[prose-merlin]

I wanna write Nahobino and Demifiend breeding kink/demonic mating cycles but the catch is that Demifiend’s just in a frenzy because of his magatama, and he ends up spitting a magatama/magatama eggs into Naho’s mouth and infecting him in a similar manner to himself.

“But they’re just spirits of misfortune” do u think I care

[gateway-2000]

🌺 What is everyone’s aesthetic?

collective: flamboyant gayness/transness, bright colors, floral patterns, webcore, cripplepunk.

nny: weirdcore, lovecore, emo/goth. angel numbers, cemeteries, blood, valentine's chocolate boxes, love letters, night photography, cityscapes, cool knives and other bladed weapons, tall boots, bruises/cuts, neon lights, heart shaped things, monochrome, gore, horror. transgender pride, mad pride, gay pride. mlm yearning. goth/emo fashion.

dib: aliens, space, the ocean, aquatic animals, cryptids, horror, cctv footage, ghosts, orbs, transgender pride, furry pride, nonhuman pride, mad pride. scene/emo fashion. voidpunk. cripplepunk.

lola: psychedelic art, distorted/glitches visuals, bohemian fashion, classic 60s aesthetics, band shirts, cargo pants, old beat up sandals, stoner butch/masc enby fashion.

wolf: paw prints, wearing tails, ears, sharp teeth & claws, the woods, the moon, being visibly nonhuman, fingerless gloves, ripped jeans and shirts, scars, heavy snowfall.

seraph: gold & blue, sun beams, clouds, feathers, wearing clothes with flowy sleeves, dresses, flowing pants and skirts, sandals and open toed shoes, being bare chested, laurels, flower crowns, doves and birds.

angelbunny: pink, pastels, fluffy soft fabrics, cute dresses and stockings, bunnies, angels, plushies, sweets, Little Twin Stars/Sanrio, cherries & cherry blossoms, all white and all pink outfits.

sage: floral print, live flowers and plants, elf ears, flowing gowns and dresses, open shoulders and low necklines, ornate silver jewelry, long hair down to the lower back, hand made breads and pastries, bell bottom leggings, suede. mori kei fashion.

hazy: industrial goth & scene kid. band shirts, baggy ripped jeans, heavy eye makeup, unkempt hair, energy drinks, loud metal and electronic music, tripp pants, cat ears.

Shadow: goth fashion. flamboyant gay, bold makeup, street wear, black everything, astrology/birth charts, always got its hair and nails on point.

carson: medical/hospital aesthetics. dark clothes, deep reds, black, roses, coffee, the open desert, wanderlust, vampires, the undead, high waisted pants, transgender pride, mad pride, cripplepunk.

puppydog: puppies, grassy fields, rivers, big comfy couches, roadtrips, fuzzy clothes, sleeved longer than its arms, dog collars and tags, wearing tails and ears, sunsets, lovecore (platonic).

demifiend: abandoned buildings, metaphysical objects and concepts, spirituality, demons, angels, cityscapes, tattoos, angel numbers, liminal spaces, distorted visuals, candles, altars, sacred spaces.

ghoul/frankie: punk aesthetics & ideologies, trans pride, cripplepunk, vests, ripped jeans, patches, checker patterns, zombies/the undead, bruised knuckles, cemeteries, coffins, chains. goth adjacent.

GUTTS: teeth, meat, blood, gore, bladed weapons, swords, bruises, scars, the moon, big dogs, bears, werewolves, health goth fashion. muscle shirts, sweatpants. butch/bear.

that's everyone i can describe for the time being! hope it was interesting to read :-D

- Dib 🛸

[queered-into-oblivion]

its 7am cant sleep anyone alive/want to ask shit

[jieanette]

A bunch of Naotatsu AUs because I can't stop thinking about them

1) Model AU

Where Naoya is an up and coming model with quite a reputation with the girls. Despite his rising popularity, he lives a normal life with his husband, Tatsuya, who is supportive of Naoya. He frequently goes to his runway shows. Being a model isn't easy, because he has to face a lot of criticisms about his appearance, endure a LOT of tight clothing and mean photographers and bosses. When he had a bad day, Tatsuya would comfort him and cheer him up, which always works.

2) Folklore AU

A bit angsty, it's about a mere mortal farmer (Naoya) being in love with one of the Sun people (Tatsuya), a celestial being. (A bit of lore behind this: In fictional Japan there is a belief where celestial beings exists and lived separately from mortals, The Sun Kingdom, Moon Kingdom, and the Thunder Kingdom (there's more but don't wanna go too deep into that) Tatsuya is one of the Sun people who mortals from Earth worship for a successful harvest throughout the year). Being a celestial being, it is considered disgraceful for someone to fall in love with a mortal, since mortals are considered below than them. But that didn't stop him from loving Naoya, who was aware of his origins. Yusuke, a kitsune with some connection to the Gods that ruled over the celestial kingdoms, warned Tatsuya that he'll live a life of grief if he continued his relationship with Naoya, because he is a mortal that could easily die, and he'll be heartbroken. Katsuya, who knew about their relationship, warned him that their father would forcibly cut Tatsuya off with Naoya, to protect their family's reputation. This is a tough choice to make, should he continue on, or cut everything off with his lover? Would he still be happy if he did the former?

3) Reincarnation AU

An underdeveloped one, it's basically a series of the two dying a tragic death only to get reincarnated again with no memories of their past lives. Now, I only planned for Tatsuya to do something about it so that they get to live normally as a couple with no complications, but I didn't really focused on it much. But there is a happy ending where, in a modern setting, he and Naoya bumped into each other, then, after him walking further away did Tatsuya realized that he was the same lover that he almost sacrificed his soul for, chased after him. It ends when he finally caught up with him. He asked him if he still remembers him, in which Naoya smiled and said yes. Cue a kissing scene.

4) Old Japan AU

An AU where Naoya is a son of a noble and prestigious clan. He grew tired of his noble life and decided to go out and experience some fun in a festival. This is where they both met. Tatsuya is a samurai in an also prestigious and honourable family. They both tend to secretly meet at midnight after their first meeting. Also Naoya endlessly flirts with the samurai when he was tasked to guard the sons of the clan.

5) House Husband AU

Largely inspired by that one anime, where Tatsuya is a house husband while Naoya is the breadwinner. This AU is mainly comedic because I like to imagine Tatsuya being all dramatic when talking about his job as a house husband and Naoya being all like, "Honey, we can just share the chores." He has a 'gang' of house husbands, Eikichi, Yu, and Katsuya, which are equally as dramatic as he is about being a house husband. Perhaps I'll add Demifiend into the mix because I ship him with Nahobino (protag of SMTV) lmao.

I think that's all I believe? Forgive me of the constant postings of this ship. I just suddenly remembered how much I love them together. Also so sorry if it's OOC of the characters!

[remastered-fate]

So Mr. The Demifiend, when and where r u from?

It'd be Ms/Miss actually, but I'm from the Tokyo Vortex World. Circa... I'm not sure, exactly, 2005 or 2006, now? It was April 2004 when the Conception happened, and it's been a fair bit since then, and I don't exactly have a way to track time anymore. It's not like we have a sun or something in the vortex world, and since I destroyed Kagutsuchi it's not like we have a moon either, so, you know. Could be 4002 for all I know. But I, personally, am I from 2004.

[whatthe4355]

SMT fangame idea: SMT DGAS(Demonic Gender Affirming Surgery)

-you were just about to get your GAS surgery of choice, in a about a week, but the APOCALYPSE happened and now you have no idea what to do

-choices are severely limited but you have five possible endings (Chaos, Amid Chaos, True Neutral, Amid Law, Law)

-features such as:

>the moon cycle has now been replaced by a dysphoria meter! It will slowly go up with each mistake a demon makes about your gender identity. The meter can only max out through demon convos, and does not go up on its own. The main mechanism for getting this to go down is coping options. Chocolates, binders, a nice bath, etc etc. In lunatic, the meter goes up slowly constantly, and will get a spike at bad plot points! Better make sure you know how to cope! (on a lunatic setting maxing out the Dysphoria meter is an instant game over.).

>Demons can now comment on your general appearance, giving a vague direction as to where you are on the ending scale by how it fits with the demons taste(and their alignment by extension). Divine Angel thinks that's a neat dress? Your on the law path. Fiend Lucifer thinks that leather jacket makes you look manly? Your on the chaos path! Fashion matters, and most equipments will have gendered varieties with different stats!

>Choose your gender and pronouns! If the demons don't use em, kill them! What? Like that's hard?

>The Ring of Gaea will in fact give you the DGAS, and is the quickest "ending", the catch being that not only has your gender been affirmed, you are now their personal bio-superweapon. The rest of this pathline includes, but is not limited to: killing transphobic demons and warlords, organizing raids and riots on enemy fortresses, and The Strong will survive, the weak will die. The standard chaos stuff.

>The Angels are even WORSE than in previous games! They not only will outright lie to you about their respect for your gender, ignore your gender, and gaslight you about your own gender, their ending doesn't even give you a DGAS! (There are two final choices in this ending but are considered largely to be the same: accept that the angels toyed with you and never cared about you, or murder them in cold blood)

>Stephen is back! He's going to constantly hold the promise of your dream form in front of you, and will make you do several convulted things. This ending is stretched out as far as beta testers would let the developers go, with intentional bullshit such as: you've completed x, now go all the way back to the start, and by the way, the teleporters and save rooms down work. I mean, Stephan does deliver, giving you an entirely new body and disintegrating the old one in front of your very own eyes! Fucked up! Thanks Stephan!

>The Amid endings are, as implied, somewhere between chaos, neutral, and law. Each one leans into a different direction. The Amid Chaos ending is about a long search to find a donor demon with the body you want, and maybe getting their consent about taking it over. Maybe, maybe not. Demons are assholes. The Amid Law is the "closest" to reality, where you have to find the last remaining GAS surgeon in Tokyo, only to realize that there are none, but luckily for our protag, the cathedral of shadows has a suggestion! Fucked up occult rituals! It Just Works! you have to gather the parts you want first, from specific boss demons that are hidden all over the map! Will this give you nightmares about Mara? Maybe? Definitely? Shrug?

>the conversation system will now recognize how well your gender presentation is holding up by the reactions demons give you. Transwoman and getting hit on by male demons? Hopefully your doing something right! It may not be the something YOU want but it's something! Femme demons a lil confused by the transmasc character? Uhoh! The Dysphoria meter just went straight to max! Better do something before it's too late!

>increasingly bizarre characters with genders beyond human comprehenshin! Think Modify by lemon demon, yeah that horrified look is about right.

>featuring secret bosses such as: Dysphoria Incarnate, the living embodiment of being trapped in the closet, The Demifiend, and The Black Samurai. The demifiend will give a transmasculine protag advice on where to get boob removal post his boss battle, and just shrugs at a transfemme protag and leaves them a sword(HEAVILY implied to be Dante Devil May Cry's). The Black Samurai from SMT 4, who will join a transfemme protag's party(even adding a little dialog in the chaos and amid endings!), and immediately will throw hands with the transmasc protag, and apologize afterwards and leave them a cool knife.

[zandyin]

Ace’s Mostly MegaTen Room Tour

It’s hard to put into words how I feel about MegaTen, so… here’s my room instead.

Feel free to ask me where I got something! A ton of pictures under the readmore + optional ramblings about my set-ups.

A while ago, I moved into this room cause it’s slightly bigger than the old room I was occupying. It doesn’t have the nice minty blue my old room has, but my decorations are more than colorful enough to make up for it!

Because I planned on moving into this room for ages (it used to be my dad’s band room) I master planned the placement of all my furniture and all the wall décor I had at the time. :B

I love DSRK the most! So it got to decorate the area around the head of my bed!!

Then for the foot of my bed – obviously I had to pay tribute to my personeys, as p3 is kind of my reason for being. It’s a long story, but let’s just say p3 came into my life at a very good time and I have built my current happiness from there. I got this huge B1 size wallscroll with all the characters! The blue is very calming.

Of course, I had to add a bit more SPARKLE to it. So I put in a string of blue LEDs behind the frame. The effect is much nicer when it’s dark.

At the side of my bed is my weird shelf/desk, which I bought specifically cause it was a shelf/desk. I never put up the desk part, lol. It’s just my night stand now. My Surface Pro is right there… with like 8 doodles open in CSP that I’ll never post. :B

Remotes, controllers, a DS that has an 80% finished play through of Strange Journey, 3 tubes of chapstick cause I always misplace them… what more could I ask for? Oh yeah, some Jack Frosts are there too cause you can never have too many Jack Frosts.

Unfinished garage kit of nendoroid Raidou smh. I will start and finish it one day. After my grad degree. I have Raidou’s manga despite not being able to read it, and also the dsrk2 fan book? I used google translate to look at it a bit and laughed at how it calls Louis beautiful/handsome.

Upper half! Some mish mash, another untouched garage kit of Raidou, a Dahn standee that got the top of his hair chopped off when the printer decided to offset the picture, IGNIS, and the Baron! My old prints are behind on the wall along with some free stickers I got way back when from an artist who saw me in my Raidou cosplay, lol. The paper luck locust box is gonna be replaced EVENTUALLY with a really cool 3d printed version my friend modeled!!

A view from my bed. So colorful. Don’t laugh at my shiny drawer paper plastered over the backside of my shelves. >:v Notice P5 doesn’t have a frame yet. It will once I decide I feel like spending money on getting it one. It’s my least favorte personey game, tbqh. I’m actually indifferent to it, but I did buy the CE for collecting’s sake. :p

Another view from my bed. My closet! Funny story about the “DEVIL SUMMONER” over my door – my brother and I went to Home Depot to get some stuff and I wanted some cheap letters to spell it out. My brother goes, “Imagine when we get to the register and the cashier scans them to spell out DEVIL SUMMONER, lol” I shuffled them up to avoid that, but did a shit job so it read, “DEVSIL UMMONER” :x

It’s hard to see but on the coat rack there I have a Raidou-esque cape and hat hung on the third rack. It’s so fun to wear out. ‘ p ‘ I can’t wait til it’s cold enough to wear again!

That curtain rod wouldn’t normally be there, but I discovered it’s a nice way to have some privacy while keeping my door open. I hung up my own prints smh, tho that was kinda the point of ordering them, haha. Katsuya there, ah, he’s like a “good vibes” board where I post good things that have happened with the date on them. I haven’t added to him in a looong time, mostly because I stopped needing to? Everyday’s a good day now. It is nice to look back sometimes if I’m feeling down. I even used cupcake sticky notes since it was Katsuya. I just remembered I even photoshopped him to be smiling, lol.

Also – the fact he’s on the back of my door means as long as I keep my door open then ppl can’t ask me why I have a bigger than life size Katsuya on the back of my door.

An idea I carried forward from my old room. Clear files have art on them and need to be displayed!! The top ones are a paint to keep from peeling off the wall. I’m using an ineffective method that needs changing – I’m just tooooo laaazyyy to get the big ladder upstairs to fix it.

My Yasogami High letterman is on display forever since IT’S NEVER COLD ENOUGH TO WEAR IT IN THIS GODFORSAKEN STATE, at least not yet. I have a lot of jackets to choose from. Maybe I should do a jacket tour.

The thing that divides my room between sleep & play + my little “office”. Raidou, my best boy, is displayed here! I got a light up moon to put behind him. I am a SUCKER for things that light up. You can see Demifiend and Lucifer behind him, then of course Satan there acting as an impromptu jewelry holder. So spiny.

Jack Frost photobombs Satan.

Back to the other things in my room… here’s a poster of Demifiend I absolutely love and a Strange Journey poster I recently acquired! Fun fact, I had a chance to obtain a SIGNED Kaneko SJ poster but hadn’t played it at the time so I didn’t bid. No one bid and it went off the market. This was before the SJ remake was announced too so demand/popularity was nil. Ah, well, at least I got a nice original SJ poster. I wholly prefer it over the remake’s poster. >_> It’s very soothing to walk by… the pictures don’t do it justice!

I plan on buying a blacklight to hang above Demifiend’s poster later. Later.

On the ottoman below the SJ poster is my school backpack (with a small P3/P4 tarot card keychain) and then my general bag I take everywhere. A slightly professionally looking cat bag that I take to work. The “Don’t quit your daydream” pillow was an indirect purchase cause my mom wanted to buy a cushion to put between some huge pots we bought from a home goods store and I got to choose the pillow.

My keychain board! Plus some memories. Look at that good Raidou/Dahn my friend drew me. ‘ p ‘ I love it! There’s also an old xmas/bday card my long time friend sent me a few years ago. I’m sentimental.

Oh yeah, I moved the smt4 wallscroll that used to be in the SJ frame to here. I haven’t played smt4 yet and no idea when, but bought the wallscroll cause it was hella cheap. Maybe there was a reason for that, lol.

Other side of my desk. Catch a glimpse of my Sky High butt mousepad. Hunting that one down was fun.

I bought that blue double frame to put P3 art cards in, smh. Nick Valentine watches over me while I work. He was a gift from my long time friend and was delivered on Valentine’s day!!

Then these next few pictures are just close ups of the collections I have on my tall shelves.

My reason for being… there’s not much else I want for it. I don’t collect EVERYTHING, I collect until it feels “complete”!

Ah, yes, T&B! The otp for life. Those 1/6 scales were not cheap, man. I seriously got my first job at the bux just to start collecting P3 and T&B merch, y’know.

More T&B. I’ve been meaning to get Rock Bison and Blue Rose for a long time, it’s just not so pressing that I’m going to do it any time SOON however. Of course I had money to drop for my best boy Ryan, tho. :B The background thingys are displays I swiped from the bux before they were tossed out.

For someone who’s least favorite Persona game is 5, they have a shelf anyway cause dammit it looks nice. Mostly flash and little substance, as I tend to say when the subject gets brought up. I put Morgana in a shopping cart I picked up at a Daiso for no good reason.

AND THAT’S IT……………… That’s my room. This was an accumulation over 4 years of collecting. I’ve slowed down CONSIDERABLY and don’t buy as much these days simply cause they don’t make what I want. Which is good for my wallet lmao.

I hope you enjoyed whatever this was! And maybe understand how much I enjoy MegaTens, even if I don’t really draw it much.

[kkgsarchive]

Tagged by: @unclemiion Rules: Answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you want to get to know better. i am above your rules Nicknames: most common ones are gensou, gen, halley, shura, hitoshura, hito. Star Sign: cancer Height: 5′3″ Time right now: 6:49 pm Last thing you googled: funimation store (mostly as a check to see if they still have the disgaea animu dvd in stock) Favorite music artist: bugger if i know. hideki naganuma i rly like tho Song stuck in my head: snail’s house - ma chouchoute Last movie I watched: open water (i have shitty tv movies on for white noise 24/7) Last tv show I watched: fuck uh. mythbusters i think????? What I’m wearing right now: three wolf moon tshirt. yes, that’s a thing i own. When I created this blog: prolly mid-2013 but i’ve been on tumblr since mid-2011 The kind of stuff I post: like actual posts or reblogging? idk i barely use this place anymore but i blab about disgaea/NIS and ratchet&clank sometimes? also overwatch. mostly reblogs and shitposting tho. Do I get asks regularly: nah. ya’ll are free to ask me anything tho =v= Why did I choose my URL: came from a nonsense JP title i had for this blog in 2013 (url was jetsetkokoro then). eventually ‘kokorogensou’ became my general alias lmao Gender: man i don’t fuckin know anymore Hogwarts House: hufflepuff Pokemon team: fuck uh i haven’t touched x in years and i’m kinda burnt out on modern pokemon lmao. kinda wanna start a round of emerald tho. Favorite color: any cold colors or cold tones! Average hours of sleep: 8-10 hrs per day i think? sometimes 12-14 Lucky number: 47 Favorite characters: almaz (disgaea 3), danette (soul nomad), kazooie (banjo series), demifiend (SMT:nocturne), ratchet (R&C 1-3) Dream job: anything with decent income and isn’t in a noisy-as-hell environment Number of blankets I sleep with: two, got a third one i use as an occasional makeshift body pillow. also got a third one (an old pokemon one) i use to cuddle with on my computer chair.

not tagging anyone, do if you want

[eiliakins]

@demifiend-izanagi​ tagged everyone and I’m feeling like procrastinating so why not. :D

a - age: 23 b - biggest fear: The dark (And everything lurking in it from monsters to other people) c - current time: 20:55 d - drink you last had: Hot cocoa... or cold cocoa because it’s gone cold. (+ sweet bun dipped in it) e - every day starts with: Waking up and going back to sleep because I was probably woken up by a parent who needed to ask me something before the time I actually wanted to wake up. (And when I DO get up, it starts off with me going through my Tumblr dashboard.) f - favorite song: TOO MANY. I’ll just say what I’m currently addicted to! Which would be that “The Sound of Silence” cover by Disturbed. AND this one!

g - ghosts, are they real: I hope not. x’’’D Logic says no, but I never say no until there is proof. h - hot or cold weather: Cold. Really hot temperatures make me nauseus easily so. e_e i - in love with: Music and cats! j - jealous of: I’m not of the sort to get jealous. I can’t really think of anyone/anything I’d be jelly of. O_o k - killed someone: Lol, no. xD l - last time you cried: I’m not the crying sort either. The only things that really might make me tear up/weep would be funerals and particularly ugly arguments. (Or being afraid of something scary. XD Like that one time I played Persona 3 and came upon Death and just ended up pausing the game and hiding under my table to eat cookies.) m - middle earth race: I still need to find the time to listen to an audiobook of those books... But I’m prioritizing The WItcher because I want to get into Witcher 3 with full knowledge of all the references. n - number of siblings: None that I know of. :D (Unless we count cats. Hm.) o - one wish: To be able to make a living by making art. I don’t care if I’d work in a company or if I’d be freelancer, as long as it keeps me alive and allows me to do art. p - person you last called/texted: Texted my dad a few days ago. I said “ok” q - questions you’re always asked: “Where are you from?” and “How old are you?” on Overwatch. (And in some cases this leads to the askers trying to flirt with me... Uh... Yay for being a girl gamer in a game with voice chat?) Otherwise I don’t talk to people I don’t know super much so there aren’t that many questions that get asked over and over again. r - reasons to smile: TOO MANY TO COUNT. Cats, cute drawings, DOLLS, I LOVE MY DOLLS, also winning comp in Overwatch and getting achievements, and good music and old Disney movies and cinnamon rolls and this amazing salad my dad gets me from a Vietnamese restaurant and Breath of the Wild and getting random ideas for stories and doing art trades and drawing dumb stuff with my OCs and getting Shiny Pokémon in Sun and Game Grumps playing Paper Mario and getting new felting wool and yarn and showing people funny videos and Tumblr posts and watching Jarkko Ahola trying to eat while someone else acts as his hands and Skyrim and funny Dark Souls videos and the Sunbro and sleeping and the Metatron explaining Italian hand gestures and Junkrat and many more things but I should prolly stop because I was asked to play Overwatch. XD s - song last sang: I really like to sing along to that “The SOund of Silence” by DIsturbed. Which is one reason I’m so addicted to it. So fun to sing along to! t - time you woke up: UHM. LIKE 4-5 PM? GG ME. u - underwear color: Good god why. Black. v - vacation destination: Italy, pls. I love Italy. w - worst habit: Uh... Biting my hands when I’m nervous/bored. Very bad me. Used to be nail-biting, but when I got over THAT, this happened. x - x-rays you’ve had: Once I had this one tooth removed somewhere in the back of my mouth. (I think I had fractured it somehow, but it was loooong ago.) But some time later, a new tooth grew there even if it was not a baby tooth that they removed. My dentist was so confused because there was supposed to be a gap there but there wasn’t??? So they took an X-ray and realized a wisdom tooth had migrated to the old tooth’s spot and it just perfectly aligned there. It was amazing and I still love the confusion in the dentist’s voice when she compared my teeth to the records. xD y - your favorite food: Sushi is one. And my grandma’s veggie stew. And I guess also this AMAZING salad from that Vietnamese restaurant! So good! Cabbage, carrot, pineapple and chili marinade! Mmmmm~. z - zodiac sign: Capricorn. (And Gemini moon. Hehee.)