#mobile lurking

[botanikos]

/wiggles my fingers in a wave at you from beneath blankets. ;;; hiiii. I don't actually know how active I will be tonight. I still have a migraine that sleep and medication(s) haven't remedied. So I'll probably just stick to very small things + asks if I'm around at all. Sorry, loves! :c

[viciousbite]

//Feeling nostalgic, but to imagine oc's that I still call my main oc's, were originally created alongside with my friends ocs, like a fun pair of sorts. Like Michi and Noir . (even if I haven't written them much in ages and said friends etc have slipped out of the site) And now, I would totally call Darkfang one of my main ocs, simply thanks to everyone that has written with him with me. ;w ; I may have had him only for a couple of months but he's my mess of a baby.

[stcries]

OKAY, even if my brain's still absolutely racing with ideas, i still feel rather sluggish so i might go lay down for a bit.

but, here's a sorta mini starter call? they might only be a paragraph long or so, depends on what my brain can muster when i return. just make sure to specify mwah mwah, kisses.

[stradekinainangetitsko]

Blud thinks he scary 💀💀💀

[ssinktt]

sadiesink: my lips hurt 😏

[wolkewatcher]

the lurrrrkerrrrrr

[sil3nth1lls]

on a short hiatus ❤️ it's been busy for me so just a heads up! I have not abandoned cheryl, just off tumblr for now. a small break, too. I don't know when I will be back, but soon!

[rottenapplefae]

Hey guys! I made a playlist that consists of a lot of love songs that I feel really fit the dynamic of @acre-of-wheat’s Network Connectivity Issues characters!

It also comes with one or two songs sprinkled in that just fit Jade’s situation with her father and financial struggles and Kit’s situation with her family and some of her insecurities (technically all the songs have that feel for both of them). Then at the end it kind of fades to some rock instrumentals that I like and that I feel NCI Kit would like too hehe :)

It’s a lot of songs so I don’t know if I would be able to make a long ass post explaining which lyrics really fit and why I chose them (and believe me I Have A Lot of Thoughts about them) so feel free to send an ask or something! or to just tell me which ones you really like!

[sarastuss]

me liking every single post of my mutuals bc i am your fan

[mephist4r]

Pray harder.

[captainseamech]

//.

[lavender-teardroplettes]

Hi, it’s me, a BIPOC creator ready to talk about Tom

I’m going to preface this in saying that I was really hoping that Tom would listen to the people who were genuinely disappointed in him and wanted him to do better. I want to highlight that people were expressing their own past history with right wing grooming towards racist ideologies, dog whistles, and downplaying of Black and Indigenous suffering during the peak of the situation on top of all the hurt that comes with another trans person not understanding how bad their internalized transphobia is. In light of Tom deleting his tumblr, changing the L4L twitter username and privating both that account and the main one in question….I have some points as a disappointed ex-fan that I hope extends to other communities.

First and foremost; I would like to be clear and transparent:

I was one of the POC creators that asked QLP from Florescent Red Studios to echo my feelings at the time. I work a lot, I try and vividly express this and didn’t have the energy at the time to address this despite having a lot of words that I have gratefully seen echoed through the situation as it has developed. A few of them have carried over from seeing devs being harassed from a separate situation over the past year that I have a lot of words on. If you’re the perpetrators of that event I highly suggest you apologize and work on yourselves, but that’s an issue for another time.

To be honest, I will always be disappointed in people like Tom who hide these sort of hateful views, but…sometimes I can’t say I’m not surprised. I want to give people the benefit of the doubt, because, in all honesty, I love this community we’ve built despite the drawbacks that come with making something new out of nothing and wanting to support other people. I can say for certain that a lot of us were the weird kids, and it’s more than amazing to have that safety in community, but I can’t ignore that there are some issues.

We’re still people despite being online, people who sometimes can be more busy than usual. Tone is hard to pick up on and sometimes it’s hard to fully communicate how you feel, but immediately jumping into hatred and defensive mode is never the way to go, and there should be room for open discussion when people are hurt and still trying to make space to educate others. There should be space for open discussions because we have this mediation tool that we can walk away from and come back to when we look at it objectively and not emotionally.

Tom, if you see this, I want to ask you if you actually fucking care at all about me and what a lot of people in the BIPOC community went through/are currently going through in the hands of conservatives that have groomed you into their ideology. I want to ask you if you really know about the actual fetishization we face if it isn’t straight up murder, misogyny/misogynoir, etc? Because it sounds to me like you were a tourist and I’ve strictly only been to either sides of the coast because you will never catch me in the South in this country unless I am in severely Black populated cities. And even then you’d never fucking catch me in the South.

It’s hard for me to touch on the grooming topic further because I’m a victim of multiple instances of CSA….I don’t believe in just pointing at one community, I think every community should keep themselves in check when it comes to shaming and ousting out p*dos and N*zis at the least- because again, they shouldn’t fucking be tolerated.

I will echo this sentiment: if you don’t condone what you’re writing about, you shouldn’t be condoning or perpetuating worse actions in a community full of BIPOC, disabled, marginalized, etc fans in real life.

On the note of BIPOC, please…please actually learn about our history and struggles. Whether it’s taking a history course, watching BIPOC educators….it’s something I think people should really learn about. It’s painful, it’s hard, but it’s what we have to live with everyday and don’t have the energy to remind people of all the time because of how draining it is.

I will be clear, I’m expressing my disappointment. I don’t want any harassment towards anyone, you shouldn’t be lowering yourself to that level.

But- I’m fucking tired and am urging people to do better. Please.

[onigiram]

if u rp a wuthering waves character pls like this. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

if ur open to interacting with a wuthering waves character also pls like this ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

ty 😈

[botanikos]

so long, he's lifting off and will not be found

[ttownkendrick]

annakendrick47: What a shit show.

[victoriousfidelity]

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