#mmmm this is shitty but they are not
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I'm still thinking about that "Immoral Orel" au where Orel never broke the cycle and just became like Clay lol
#shit name yeah immoral Orel really???#orel puppington#moral orel#moral orel fanart#moral orel art#adult orel puppington#adult orel#mmmm him...#I've a lot of thoughts about this#But????!!!??!!!!!???! también el de...swap au? fue un sueño q tuve dios q sueño#i mean i say it's a shitty name because i named it like that bc...Beforel orel...Moral orel...
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And a blank one
#reverse 1999#r1999#forgor remembered#forgor creates#when forgor has brain jouice at midnight#vertiny#plushie saga#plushies adventures#mmmm gender#yes i own the can#look at my shitty cropping skills woo
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post-canon shuake they both transition separately and then meet again
akechi: well here we are. ill never be rid of you, will I? I suppose I should have noticed something from the "ironic" crossdressing. regardless. we have more in common than i had possibly imagined- maybe theres something to that "fate" thing after all
akira: can yuo put that out on me
#p5#shes not doing well at all. like she wants to kill herself marginally less but yknow. general akechi disfunction#goro akechi#joker persona 5#persona 5#akira kurusu#theyre like mid twenties probably#i think about this au occasionally#dont smoke if ur on hrt find a different shitty habit to have#mmmm her hair should be a bit longer i think. whatever
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if they don't spoon in the show i'm just going to make them do that myself
#who would have thought i actually sat down and drew something for once#mmmm i love my lack of three dimensional thinking#buddy daddies#buddy daddies kazuki#buddy daddies rei#suwa rei#kurusu kazuki#kazurei#buddy daddies fanart#i was supposed to add miri but i tRIED AND I JUST CAN'T DRAW CHILDREN HOLY SHIT#don't eat me if my hiragana is shitty nskchejfh i have no idea how it is bc i barely started learning#no i am not an artist please don't follow me for art 😭 i just draw sometimes
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Alfred has such an "I didn't sign up for this" vibe but he's had several chances to just leave at this point. I could totally see him coming back to life and being just as mad as Jason for petty reasons.
Sure, he has legitimate gripes with the Batfamily. He might have felt pressured into parenting Bruce, who I'm sure was a difficult child. Maybe he thought Bruce had nowhere better to go. Once Bruce was an adult, however, he was home free. I'm sure Bruce would have given him a generous retirement package.
So, yeah, petty villain Alfred when?
At the same time tho I don't see alfred as being a good (as in interesting) villain someone else sent me an ask that I can't find but they said alfred gives off Jacob rees-mogg vibes which yeah evil alfred is just a member of the UK Conservative party which like currently good alfred is also apart of the Conservative party (tho do find people's arguments that he a Blair lib dem very convincing) so maybe evil alfred is actually a member of reform UK
#ask#thejeweloftheworld#i think its also funny that yeah alfred didnt want to look after Bruce#its been mentioned in a couple different comics that alfred was going to quit his job at wayne Manor#before the waynes died and he felt he had to look after their child#which nah bro Leslie is here hes good go back to england#also off topic#but i was recently rudely reminded about how poor i am#so might start linking my kofi account more#mmmm maybe#funnily enough my current situation is also bc of the shitty english conservates#hahaha i hate it here
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luz sees wanting as a sin bc its a show of power. wanting is a demand, it is taking it is selfish. its the reason why belos made grimwalkers. she cant be him. wanting amity couldve killed her and being wanted by belos nearly killed luz.
hunter sees wanting as a virtue bc its a show of submission. of adoration. of care. wanting luz is loving luz is taking care of luz is protecting luz. wanting has lead him to taking care of luz and being wanted by luz saved him.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
what can i even add to this ask it's so poetic and lovely and on-the-nose. that's exactly it!! that is exactly it!! you've broken the codependency twins down to their bare essentials!!
wanting from luz's perspective is about taking and wanting from hunter's is about giving. and luz is like you're going to give and give and give until there's nothing left of you & hunter's like well maybe i don't Want there to be anything left of me. ever thought about that, hmm?? checkmate
and now they're in this situation where like. luz is sure she's taking too much and given how frazzled hunter is, she's probably Right, but he's the only one she knows she won't Hurt by needing like she does, and he doesn't ever want to say no to her because his whole identity is wrapped up in being useful and being Good, and the fact that he's projected that onto luz instead of belos in this AU has not made it any more healthy....
meanwhile amity is like. wow you two have things wrong with you. and i thought luz was a tyrant for a while but actually now i can't tell which of you is the worse enabler. can i... study you both like bugs, or-
#once again. hunter meeting willow will be. interesting#haven't figured out exactly how it goes yet but. we love a crazy boy#toh#replies#princess luz au#horrible mindscape trauma pals#shitty idiot repression gang#luz noceda#hunter toh#this ask really is doing me in it's SO. MMMM.
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...prayer circle for izzy hands
#ofmd#ofmd s2 spoilers#i'm actually getting nervous for jenkins et al for tomorrow bc if they do kill off izzy i fear there will be a riot lmao#i'm so on the fence#because part of me is like 'djenks would never do that - he loves izzy's character and no one perma-dies on this show'#and narratively it would be strange (though not completely out of the realm of possibility) for him to die after this whole arc#and surely the whole team is aware that folks would be furious#(me personally i'm down with whatever happens so long as it fits the story but i know a lot of folks would be legit upset)#but i cannot shake those images from the bts of person-who's-definitely-con lying on the deck as ed puts a coat over him#and then the funeral and grave on the beach#THAT ALL BEING SAID i'm holding onto that one reviewer on twitter who saw the finale already#and said they have as much faith if not more in jenkins and co after the finale#i do find it hard to believe they'd really sacrifice izzy like that#even though i can imagine at least one scenario that would make it plausible but it would still be kinda shitty#I just... mmmm.....i really dont know how this will go#and im afraid to be around fandom when or if it does lol#ultimately my greatest fear is that if they do kill him or another beloved character off it affects our renewal chances#like no matter what happens yall gotta campaign hard
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I wish I could finish the writing I have due for work but like :')
I did so well yesterday during the daytime and then at night that's when the anxiety had to get me again? I had a semi good day today and then I got distracted 'cause my mom needed my help but even before that I'd been feeling off again so I can't blame it all on her...
#the Internet is so full of mixed messages too 'cause like#there's the 'some days you just can't give it your all' crowd#but then I see a video that says 'you need to ✨be consistent✨ or else you'll never make any progress ever :)'#I'm. frustrated.#I think this is where I have to remember spoon theory and not hate myself#I forget that so much shit online is by neurotypicals for neurotypicals#AKA not for me#also I made the stupid mistake of rereading the messages from someone who said my health and overall life is going to get worse :)#and I won't be able to accomplish anything because I missed all of my opportunities :)#I blocked him a long time ago dw#just wish I had the guts to block my shitty ex best friend too#who mutually knew that guy and possibly told him to tell that to me#Mmmm getting the sh urges again I need to. Stop thinking.#brain loud :')#Why does nighttime have to be terrible always fr#I'm trying not to lose it rn but. Night is sososo bad for the brain I'm gonna cry except I can't 💔
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at the risk of this being a hater-ish take i feel like they wldnt be doing this much with izzy this season if a significant percentage of fans didnt love his withered racist ass. especially considering the way the show typically deals with bigots/assholes in general is with immediate (and often violent) retribution. which isnt to say im vehemently against the Izzy Hands Apology Tour of 1718 but it does tie into a broader concern/anxiety i have about them catering to fans a little too hard going forward
#I LOVED THE FIRST 3 EPISODES DO NOT GET IT TWISTED!!!!!#ofmd#ofmd s2 spoilers#like sometimes What The Fans Want isnt always whats best yanno#and also. it was kind of a major heel turn on izzys part.#like how did we go from the end of s1 ‘blackbeards himself again’#to him crying in front of the crew. some shit he wld have never in a million years done before#just!! kinda rushed :/#i feel like he shld if anything become worse#edit: he did get worse (fantastic) but he got better a lil too fast for me mmmm#i think i just like izzy best when he sucks so so bad#its a testament to cons acting that i cant bring myself to be completely unhappy with New Izzy#but yah…. he just has more flavor when hes shitty
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hhbh
#okay nvm all that#im having A Day. was supposed to see bf and go to the fair but im sick etc#i was playin videoed games w my friend and ik he didn't purposefully ghost me#he really did get called by his parents or somethin and didnt get back for however long but i dropped from the game and the call bc#i am in a mood . not his fault. that+something else i Really want to check him on but once again its not actually a big deal i am just#cranky. if i did actually get on his ass he would call me and ask if i'm okay which is some bullshit . if i dodged dnd tonight he would do#the same thing but like. mmmm depression. i am very sad. and cranky in pain and i miss my bf and im sick of working at fucking walmart#and now i have to listen to people talk about trump tomorrow and i was gonna see my bf today and i miss him really bad and i dont wanna tal#to anyone else#to be soooo fr i am honestly just like. critically low on affection/attention. rn. i know myself.#i cant just skip dnd that's a shitty move but god i wanna go to sleep <- in pain and sad and cranky and i miss my boyfriend badly#i'm just cranky. but like. augh. let me out of here.#everything sucks. um i have been depressed for going on six months and i am really sick of it. to be honest.
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i cant withhold him any longer. the whole world needs to see the ethamorisbsdverse nikolai design. ft femkolai ofc!!! ^u^
RBS APPRECIATED!!!
#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bsd fanart#bungo stray dogs fanart#ethamorisbsdverse#bsd nikolai#nikolai gogol#bsd gogol#mykola hohol#mykola bsd#kolya my beloved….#twink death for him.#that is a GROWN MAN!#6’0 TALL! 26 YEARS OLD!#NOT ONLY THAT#BUT INHUMANELY STRONG!#I SAY HE GETS TO BE HUGE. OVERWHELMINGLY LARGE MAN.#hes a bear idc#he also gets shitty gross facial hair bc mmmm… so yummy on him…#that first pic from an unfinished ship chart for the hivemind#aka the polycule me nd ethan have made for nikolai#him nd posse of transgenders#Hivemind fanart one day. william frost nd nikolai live in my head rent free#yk the insane clown posse lyric#trunk full of faygo car full of fat chicks#Literally nikolai#hes totes a juggalo btw idc
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DUDE im a lil drunk rn ill start with that im drunk and heres m current thought process: im SO annoyed right theres this person i follow and they post/rb a lot of like. uncredited photography and im SO annoyed like that pisses me off cause theyre cool photos but if theres any credit it's dumb pseudo credit aka "via Pinterest" FUCK THAT pinterest is full of puedo artists piggybacking off of cool artists who did NAWT deserve to have their work taken like that :((( i KNOW cause i am both artist AND i was a whole ass pinterestgirlie or whatever the fuck and like. i HATE seeing it i know i cant like. stop a bajillion people but. again im a lil drunk an boyyyyyyyyy im just annoyed LOL oh ya i was mentionin cause i was like ehhhh maybe i unfollow or/also i shall just scream into the voidddd hiiii void twirls hair isnt this WILD does this just tear ur heart into tiny lil pieces
#lynx speaks#tw drinking#but yaaa guys for realsies tho#ive been havin fun#i drank a bit last night and a bit more tonight#i feel kinda. mmmm. i feel like im missing out!!!!!!!#my peers have such experiences as drinking and i have only drank with a trusted adult or that one new years#i was veryyyyyyyy against it when i was younger up until 19ish during that new years party#and i discovered that Oh! this wont make me into a monster i just knew shitty people who sucked ass majorly#and that it was actually fun bein drunk around friends and acquaintances who r right there with me#listenin to music playing silly games n makin good conversation#like. that was very fun!!!!! so i wanna have more positive drinkin experiences :D#yesterday n tonight we happened to have some drinks and its been vv nice! even tho its just me#ive been watchin critical role and playin my lil games XD#just a chill night for realsies#mmmm okay! tired now! enjoy the drunk rant babes <3 i love you 💚💚💚
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wrote five whole academic pages today in like two hours
#mmmm yummy void shouting#turns out the solution to getting over the fear of a shitty first draft#is having procrastinated so much on a 25 page paper I started today that is due Friday#luckily it’s only the draft due#and the only option IS a shitty first draft#MWAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA#my mood swings today have been ferocious#so anxious I’m nauseous#and now my like adrenaline pumping girlbossing
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Messed up things I haven’t talked about yet: Molly’s parents nor her grandparent know she’s dead.
#no fr they loved her so much ..... they were just shitty criminals#mmmm#MMM WHACHA SAAAAAY#idk if you want me to get deeper into her life when she was alive pls LMK i'd love to infodump
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i just went through an entire ass day doing absolutely nothing and i do not feel good abt that,,,
i wouldve at least watched smth but i just couldnt find anything so i just,,, stared at the wall and listened to music basically the whole day
at least my phone comes tomorrow and im restarting genshin which is probably a mistake but oh well
#mmmm im being sad again but damn do i wish i had close-ish friends where i live#i have one friend from work that ive hung out with but only on his request cause i feel weird and shitty asking to hang out bc he drives#and i cant drive </3#and the two close friends i do have are ass at schedules and actually vcing on discord#one of em told me theyd be back to vc after they ate dinner then dissapeared completelt#and i hate that i knew that would happen#man i could go for a hug rn-
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I feel like a crash up derby would fix me actually
#that does Not exist where I live#I feel like it would help me get some adrenaline out for sure#mmmm demolishing shitty cars#z watches jackass: the movie
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